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*************************************** Happy fucking new years freaks. I am so not ready. But here it comes. Do you wish you were all in Detroit right about now? I guess so. At least if you care for the Motely's. Corinna and I have been here for a good days time now. Spending time at my masters house. Airbrush artist Don Armstrong. He made us this concert banner (yeah yeah yeah I paid for it no worries) And we have just been sitting here talking to him eating shared musical interest and past adventures and more. It is awesome. I am so not regretting coming here. I love the man. He is the living proof of nice guys still around. No fucking shit. Don you are the man. My god. 2006 will bring me more of the awaited huge SHOUT banner portraits from him. They are unbeatable too. You can be sure. We took off from Greenville S.C. yesterday morning round 7:30 AM local time and boarded for a flight to Cleveland Ohio 9:10 took a little over an hour. Corinna and I talked a lot on that little up and down trip. Felt good. I hope she gets to see me a bit differently on this trip. I wanna make her see what she has not seen so far about me. Cause certain things she has for sure gotten all wrong. I hope we will be better with time. I refuse to give her up. She is what I want and I will not be fine I'll if ever that happens. I really dont think we ever got the chance talked about so intensly on here the past longtime. Now we went from Cleveland with the smallest ever airplane known to man (kidding) but small indeed. I think we got a bit of a nap on that one. Needed like hell. We were so tired leaving home and we both needed to get a bit of a rest. So that we got there for a good 45 minutes. Now it is Detroit next!!!! or just a bit north of it. Flint int. airport. We landed bought ourself a soft drink and went on to get the car we had reserved for rent. Got it and Corinna was like NO WAY!!! Breaks no good. Not taking this. Went back in, traded the car, and got out of there. The easiest thing ever was to get to Don on Pine Hurst north and kind of a bit east of Detroit. Just loved this one. But the roads to the destination was fucked up. Have no idea how even to explain that. Was not a road more like an old bombed something. I think it is not fully what could be expected. Always thought the Detroit area was like in great shape including their roads. But hell no. We crossed farmer land like big time and was not even close to anything else but barns and a cow here and there. Gives you kind of an idea what kind of NON ROCK-N-ROLL trip we had getting here. Arrived, and Don came out to greet us welcome. So weird but as said I was excited and I got all I ever asked for. He is THE MAN...... we got coffee, soft drinks, turkey sandwishes, and hey all we could ask for. He took us on a trip round the house just quickly and then we were shown the banner he had done for us to bring to the show tonight. It looked freaky awesome. Will do us good bringing to the front of the stage in a good 10 hours. We talked and talked and did not do much other except for a short ride to town to go to the mall checking things out. I cannot believe it. I did not leave with even a stamp. Damn.... Corinna found one jack D. bottle she did not have, to add her Jack D collection. So there was a smile showing. I am not saying nothing. Just happy for her. Hell, I know her feeling getting shit to add to your collection. Came back and talked even more. Had a nice run through some Crue and KISS bootleg dvd shows. I have really not gotten any idea about how Corinna is with this stay. In short she says she was fine. But inside what does that mean. I am sure or rather dead sure that she did like the dude though the family of the Armstrong's is just amazing. Here we are Saturday last day of the year 2005. Perfect ending? Well we will see later on won't we. I am about to rap this posting up and get my face made up SIXX style for the one off show tonight. Fuck it lets just do this go apeshit and close the year that blew my financial situation. It has been all well worth it. And it stops if Corinna is not no longer gonna be my partner in crime with this to which she by the way promised she would. More about that in a posting later in the week, I twist her arm or something and make her do that longed for posting for you all. No sweat. Alright just letting you know we are here and fine. In snow covered farmer country heading to the city of Detroit as soon as I get my war paint on. So hang in there for the things to come. Pix and all will come to you too shortly. I think I will just stop it here and get the grease rolled on and find myself as ready as I ever will be after that little operation. Now Corinna, what's the situation here? How are things? Things are fantastic here!! It really couldn't be any better. I'm so glad that I had the chance to come here & experience this. You are in Farmer land, snow covered, and cold, otherwise good? Yes things are great, fantastic, & I wouldn't have it any other way or with anyone else. What do you expect today? The man Mr. Don A. how is he in your own words? I don't really know what to expect today. I think it will all be a surprise, & we'll just take it as it comes. Don you say: well, he is great! So extremely nice & helpful in all ways. He has been such a host to us, doing this & doing that. So Don if you are reading this THANK YOU for being so good to us, it is extremely apreceiated! You have seen his works and the thing we are bringing tell about it a lill. You are talking about all the airbrushing. There are not really words for it. He is simply amazing at what he does. Unbelievable work! The piece we are taking to the show is so fuckin' cool!! When I first saw it I thought shit I want that for myself to hang on my wall!! If anyone ever wants any airbrushing of any kind done you need to get in touch with guy cause his work is by far better than I have seen anyone else do. Any famous final words for the year ending? Well....... ALL IN THE NAME OF MOTLEY CRUE FUCK YOU & HAVE A KICK ASS NEW YEAR!!! From Detroit, The Palace Fucking Kick It, Tommy & Corinna Mcrueloyalty.dk
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29th of December 2005, South Carolina USA - Cruecial Thoughts 8:23 PM CET *************************************************** I am once more alone for some time today at Corinna's place. She has to work once more, the last day as I am here as it seems right now. Finally. I was once again waking up shit early. 8 AM local time USA. I am constantly having a headacke here. I think too much she says yeah well that may be. But I still think I will be having a lot of them after today. Thinking or not. Just seem to reach me all the time. Fuck. We talked this morning about a few things. I wish I had her back. The more I look at her the more I....... I just want her. We traded christmas presents today. I know a little late but we could not do it the evening I got here or yesterday. I am really pleased overwhelmed and moved to tears from her gift to me. I got something that I have WANTED FOR LIKE A DECADE. Motley Crue / Tommy Lee personal belongings. Tux vest and a vest and chap set from back in the golden 80's. I am speachless about this so let me just say this, I am extremely moved. I was in tears as I got this. And she saw it. Will bring it home and have it added to the site. Webmaster tells me it's all fucked up on there. THAT IS SO NOT GOOD OR ACCEPTABLE. To all on there these days I am truely truely sorry for the shit not functioning. I will have to be a dick not to like this gift. And I do. She is moving out and we went to her new place with a few things just for me to see it too. I love that place. The first thought on my mind was... waaauuuu!!! cool really cool place. The next was with with shit up my throat teary. I could have moved here with her. This could have been our first thing together. Jack D collection and Crue museum like almost. I could see it all in front of me. Fuck I would have loved that place. Fucking a dream place for me. I am gonna be alone as said for the day until she returns at midnight or just about and we will not be up too late after that. We have a flight out of here in the morning. Take off 9:10 am to Cleveland and from there to Detroit. Snow and awesome times. I cannot wait. I think Corinna is gonna stick with me still being my partner in crime in the Motley world. If that happens and we get to talk about it all I may continue. I have done an ass load of thinking about it all. And can and will not push her but will not give her up either. But we can rule this damn Crue shit together. I will not have her say anythng else. It is not acceptable...... I guess that is the thougts and happenings of my Crued life in South Carolina for the day. If Corinna will bring her lap top to Detroit I am unaware of as of yet. But if she will I will post from up there too. Make sure to bring my video and photo equipment and just tape and snap shots most and best way possible. That's all for now. Cruecial greetings my friends, Tommy "US male" Lee S.C. Mcrueloyalty.dk ****************************************** I have reached my destination. I am in the fucking middle off yahoo land again. Home of one important person in my life. The same person that was so the reason for me almost not going. Now I am here, it was a hard evevning and it was a bad long day. I will try to make a best possible diary on this shit as often as I possibly can from here. I got up 4:00 AM EST Tuesday to make it to my ending eBay. I did not get the things I bid on. Let me just kill this issue right away. If no one grabs the collection for the $75,000 US then I will continue. I have never stopped loving the band. It has got nothing to do with that. I live my life from them. I just had an extremely shitty and bad thing with my long lost love. There is no doubt I so... no let me get to that later. I have not been spinning a Crue record in 4 days cause it kills me. She is in everything. She does not get that. How can that even go together? She is not my collection. She is not part of it as such. Well guess again honey. You were the one I wanted to say it's not my collection it is our collection. And that too got cleared off the table. I love her. And I love major. Maybe that too scares her? I will never do anything to hurt her I will die for this girl and that is the god to honest truth. The taxi picked me up Tuesday at 5:30 AM and we took off. A thing and a ride that took 25 minutes to the airport. And the one thing I was not at all sure of was the right idea. I had made up my mind and I will damn well get the best out of it. Corinna has to me no loss in this. I come she loses nothing. If I stayed away she would loose the moey that was spent on the plane ticket to Detroit. That's all. In Aarhus airport that should take me to Copenhagen was a real suprise. I met one of my old so called friends and her boyfriend. They too were on their way to a warm new yrs holiday in the sun somewhere. That was nice. I loved that hi and hello. What a small world I often say. But then it got time I had my danish and my morning coffee in that airport and the first flight were to take me to Copenhagen. A 20 minute flight. You kind of go up then down... almost roller coaster like. And that is as they say CROSS COUNTRY. So that gives you all a kind of an idea how small my country is. 5 million people all together. I got to Copenhagen it was still shit early. Had a 8:20 AM flight to Amsterdam from here. Amsterdam Holland. I wanted to get something for Corinna again. I did not. I do not know how many things I have held in my hands in Copenhagen and Amsterdam that I was so close to buying for her. But it felt wrong. It felt so wrong. I was only cheating myself. Would have been a 3 second pleasure. I passed on it all in the end. I even hate being in a situation where I can actually sit and say this. At the same time running round there in all airports I had promised myself to video shoot and take pictures of a lot at least take some from the trip as it goes along. And post them on the diary here. And I will I just did not do it as I travelled over. In Amsterdam I was rather early too and had a good long 4 and a half hours waiting time before next plane would take me to New York. I had a rough waiting there. I felt hunger had a headache coming and I felt terrible. All I wanted was to go to my baby telling her I love her hold her get a kiss and talk about stuff and what we had in wait on this trip of mine here and in the future. Plus share christmas gifts. I have to say we have not done that yet. As with the gifts I could have bought her in various airports I just did not feel like it as I landed at her place. Long fucking story. And my head was spinning a million miles an hour. So Amsterdam took the best of me as I only sat there drinking my brought Pepsi max. I so missed that chick. And my life was like... wonder if there is a plane back - can and shall I buy a return ticket now and just head home? That is how bad it was for me. Amsterdam may I not go there again in ages.
******************************************** I will try to ask Corinna for a lap top a few times to post a little something on here for you all– filling you in. I am so tired. So mentally out. It has been the worst days ever. And that does say a lot when I think of all the stuff in the Crue world I have had to go through to get things done, won, and sorted on different levels to attend and be a part and get things in the bands name over the years. Nothing of that can reach the pain I feel and have with this here. It’s awful.
Now all the best to you all and the fucking best of luck to me. Your twisted fuck!!!!
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It
has been a roller coaster ride like none other in 2005. You all know that
already. There has not been a year like many others in my Crue life. Well
I am about to do a move that will overheat my PC from incoming emails. But
in short I am prepared for it too. My last posting was taken off of here
the day after it was posted because I could not deal with it. It will get
back on here. And it will stay on. There has been a lot of bitching from
me to Corinna lately but the ticket over there in the morning from
KISS
new yrs millennium,
I
hear you. And I agree to a certain point. But?..
I
have sent an email to one bass guy asking for a cut contact for a long
period of time.
I am IF someone should be willing to throw a minimum of $
The
site here is up for a re-payment to stay online and that will be the last
time it?s done.
I
have been hit by a bullet train and the damage done is not for me to fix.
Or it is but I cannot.
Corinna seems to not have much of a return here either. For all of you that keep asking me about it. She has kindly still gone over every posting and all refined things and so. The collection has been put up on motley.com as a posting or an official announcement that this can be the possession of anyone if you are willing to pay what is asked for it. It sure is a hell of a lot. Both in money and in the lot. But I know there are also pieces in there that are so CRUE HISTORY it is useless to start saying anything about it. It speaks for itself.
It is
a once in a life time offer.
-I do not expect this one to go like in the any near future. As it is a lot of money. But it is up there now. And it is there for any if interested. I want a new life. Or not. But I will try to build one. I do not necessarily want to get rid of it because I am tired of it because I am not. I still love them. Do not ask? you will not get a reply.
This is
the last train out so to speak. And it is the last stop in my collecting
rock-n-roll world. Only 3 people knew about this before I type this.
But
here it is. I need to build new tracks for my own train in life. And they
are no longer going to be a collector included kind of thing. This is most
likely the posting that in MCRUELOYALTY's entire existence the one that
could have been the longest. So a lot of questions from you are not going
to be answered here.
I am off tomorrow morning for a 22 hr long traveling and I am absolutely not having a clue what it will do to me. But this is the final posting from Denmark 2005. PS: I know the webmaster has been telling me that there have been server problems the last few days, but she is returning home from her Christmas today and she will be looking in to it. To you all a happy new year enjoy whatever is coming to you all.
Thanks for everything in the year that passed.
For great and loyal dedications and friendships,
Tommy
Lee, 2005
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December 25th early
morning. Really truly wanted this one to be so different. Should
have been a continuation of something awesome in my life. But it is
not. Instead it is a deep sad feeling these days that burns through
my body every hour every day. Here in
This was the first
Christmas in about 15 years that I did not get any music related
things either. Felt weird. But kind of uplifting in its own way. I
did not really care for the day as I am in pain no one (I hope) will
ever experience. But the day is over now and another 365 days till
the next one comes knocking.
Today for some of you
out there it is Christmas today and I wish you all a happy one.
Hope
YOUR day may be extremely much better than mine. Enjoy the morning
share and all. Merry Christmas.
The new years show is
starting for Crue 9:45 and they do plan on bringing extra things
pyro, shit to throw on the audience and more. Well according to the
Sixxter anyways. Let us just see what really will go down. But he
says he is actually looking forward to
doing it in that special
place and not anywhere else in
I am sorry to you all if
I seem at times like I do not make much sense. I am in a foggy state
of mind and hurting. I think this can take a good couple of months
to get through. Because it was all so honest and real for me so not
something that will be wiped out of my life like an old magazine.
Takes a lot of time. I try to post the best I can the entire time
okay. If it gets too much stay off of here for a while then and do
something else.
To all of you that have asked, asked, and asked about the pile of things that is in Well the tough shit is? due to all the changes going on there is not a chance for me to promise you guys the lot for a while. I will bring back all I can. But there will be stuff that has been in the wait of being picked up that will still be there for another uncertain long period of time. I will do what I can. So a good guess look in on the site round the 16th?20th of January and it should at least have gotten started. For the missed out things as said no one can say?!! Simply due to the fact there is no more WE so money does not seem to have the biggest interest in finding its way to another bought
Well I guess that is
about it unless I decided to throw a line of detailed or minor
things and thoughts to this posting. But I will not bore you all to
death. So this is a rap up. For the day. Again merry Christmas to
you all. Had things only been different.
Trashy!!!!
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9:11 AM CET
********************************************** My life has been a dream the last many months. And it was to end with a great awesome finale in just a handful of days. I have been totally beside myself the last 36 hours. My baby gave me a call the other day. Said I would hate her for the things I was about to hear. She had to drop me. Got second thoughts, cold feet what ever you want to call it. This posting is one that could have been very long indeed. For one reason only. I have tons of things on my mind. I have a zillion questions and I do not even know as of now if the trip that I have a ticket for shall be used or not. If I am going or not. I am torn and that is to say the least. My heart and Crue partner in crime is gone. I am totally without words. Of all people in the world this is the one person that I never ever could be convinced about would make a move like this. I am speechless.
It
also means things are back to zero for me. I have no idea what to do in
my life or with my life.
I
was totally set for moving to the states in any given month next year.
Everything here has been in preparations for just that. I have no ground
no more. That of course really touches my Crue thing as well. Something
many of you may not fully understand. But it does. I cannot really speak
right now.
But this was a bomb dropped on me 3 days before Christmas and 6 days before a huge trip was planned for and by the both of us. Sounds like I am bitter and blaming her? Not blaming anyone. I am simply as always telling it like I feel it. Opening up about what is on my mind.
Wish I had never ever had to make this one posting. She just totally
killed my insides.
I
feel alone and abandoned. Nothing I can do nothing I can say!!!
Yours truly,
The
heart broken.
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I
am back my dear friends and foes. Yes indeed. It is a weird time of
year. It is closing an awesome year for me.
It is presenting a line of cool things for me too. Right here right
now. I have been having a splendid time at work lately sadly finishes
there late Feb 2006. So I will not really know what the fuck I will be
doing after that time unless I am seriously on my way to the USA for
good.
Or at least for a serious try out!!*
Î am having only a few days till Christmas too. Well we all do. But I look forward to it really much this year. Simply because- I feel good. You know what I am saying? I have gotten a few things going I have a few things closing and I have the awards started. Yes I know it is absolutely the worst thing I can do financially but I love to get these. And I need to make sure I am getting as many as I possibly can. Corinna my girl in the
But I see the deal on the award means just about as much as the going
over there does. I truly hope I will not find myself in a bad stinky
regretting situation on the matter later. Had I only could wait two
more weeks for starting on this, and then I would have known what
Corinna and I had figured out and all.
But we did not talk about it for some reason and the seller of these
awards wanted to get going NOW or selling. SO what the hell can an
addict do? Well it has begun and I am seriously thrilled about it in
all ways except financially. But if I want to get?? Well, I got to
pay!!!
-Okay things are also good on the Christmas itself. I have finished my
buying and I only would have loved to give my mum another present but
cannot. Also my honey but I think she will get something while I am
there in
Countdown for travelling, Christmas, the first awards in the lot, and
more is ticking.
Tommy is a pleased guy. I will be posting a few more times on here before Sunday I am sure. But so far and if I should die tomorrow - happy holidays.. Be good to your loved ones. They are not easy to find. So the ones you have should be able to feel the love from you every day. We can soon enough be taken apart from one another. Let me feel that rattlesnake shake,
Santa***
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Just
wanted to say things are looking to go high as the 7th heaven
with the first of 2 of Nikki's guitars auctioned off. Sunset AK 1974 Cream
Colored Framus guitar. The Guitar was used to write Sick Love song and has
an autograph on the guitar as well as a hand written thank you from sixx
himself on included paper. This auction also comes with the soft case. The
retail value of this guitar is $3499.00.
Just
think of it. Nikki buys a guitar for an amount and sells it with profit
just because it is his. Fans are mysterious people. And you can all save
your breath I am not going for this one. I am on the awards talked about
previously on here. Right now the auction still runs for 4 days and 12
hours and is up at: Current Bid US $4,150,00 !!!!
The people of an auction bidding are often dedicated
people or company people trying to make a smooth deal. Not always Crue
fans. But it is as always impossible to say. Here is the list of the
current bidders ? return to
www.Ebay.com and
follow the link see if any of these will actually be the winner in the end
or if one not bidding yet is waiting in the dark waiting with his strike
and grabs it at the very last second!!!
Good
luck to all bidders,
The
amazed one
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I
sit once again home from work on a Saturday afternoon in
These kinds of actions will never ever happen again as long as we are together. Thank god I told her about it instead of just saying "I want this and fuck you". I could never do that. But she for some reason chose to stay silent I read that as she does mind much. But it can easily affect my chances for moving over there. Ok, I hear it now a ton of comments like; "YOU STUPID DICK" and worse. You can finally get the relationship frames you have dreamed of and if this could take that chance away why do it? Oh god, I rest my case. Or else this defending crap would never end. It is my life and I need more
from my honey to let
this go. More in the sense of "communication and planning" for us in
2006.I
love her and I cannot wait to see her again. How ever this offer is to
never to return to my backyard as long as I live.
It's the addict speaking. Cheap shot, yeah maybe but an honest one. 10 more days and I am airborne. Guess how I feel. Just splendid. My honey and the whole goddamn area of where she is living have been put to darkness. That is also why I have not talked to her for days now. We have the phones only and that bullshit costs me tons of money so I am not doing that much. I need money for trip and Crue and bills and . well you
all
know the boring line of doings every month every week every day!!
It
is an extremely exciting time for me.
I have most of what I like to have right now. Always just want more of it. -I have a rather good line of offers and shit to pick up from over there in the US of A. If we talk about my boys. M.C. I like that fact. I have had an expensive year. VERY expensive year said it a gazillion times on here already. I know sorry but it has been. And I love the adventures I have had. It has been mind blowing. Thanks to a line of people and of course but had my interest gone down hill or other practical things not been in order this would never have been the year it has been. I am forever grateful.
Five more working days and fairly short ones too. And Christmas is here.
That of cause is a minor detail I think is amongst the things I look
forward to. For the first time in 7 years do I actually once again look
forward to Christmas. My dad died December 12rth 1998. And nothing has
been the same since then. Mum found a new guy.
A
real dick if you ask me. However I do not communicate with the ass just
kind of leaving him alone and he me so in short we are fine. Now I am
better about that so come Christmas. Just sad the outside family loved
ones are not with me. Ohhh well... I have the past few days found and
bought items on Crue that I cannot wait to arrive. The store display or
standee
Oh
yeah, it is still an ongoing expanding of the collection every week.
Frightening I know. Loving it all. Of cause I do.
I
actually have been a little bit worried the last 3 days. It is getting
quite cold here now. And now that I am so close to Christmas and the
trip over I am a little afraid to get sick. I actually take really
good care of myself. I may eat too much
but
besides that I am doing fine. HAVE TO!!!!!!
Not
long now.
Sadly the webmaster and I had a few end of the year plans to share time together. We should have been in
cancelled it all. Jesus fucking Christ that is bad doings. Disappointed.
Then we should have been to the tattoo artist together.
Not
going. Then we should have had a one last trip together for the fun of
it and gone pick up the Crue collection at my
brother's place in
hurt quiet bad. Well you know the saying. Heavy weights fall hard. And
reaches more damage. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well not funny for the seriousness of the hurt. But the big so called
grown men play dangerous games and act stupid at times.
So
I do not really feel too sorry for them. Have a nice recovering though
dude.
Your bastard host
Tomster
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Sitting here just returned form work and now eaten my ribbon sandwich, I
think about the time of year we are at now. Closing in on Christmas and
all. I LOVE Christmas. I think this year will be of a certain caliber.
Why? Because I have such an awesome time in wait for me. I have bought
everybody quite great gifts this year and I think I will get a few of
the many wishes I had for myself too.
I seriously want to spend the holidays with my mum, brother, and sister for a number of reasons this year.
I
love them all and some have done and been extremely passionate and
helpful to me with things this year. The year to come is hopefully going
to be just as great a year just in a total different way.
I
think it can be extremely exciting, 2006 for me.
A ton of new tests for lill 'ol me.
Ohh
dear!! I love getting these adventures and testing myself. I have today
talked to my old ex-girlfriend.
She
is in
She gives me a lot of inspiration for hunting my dreams. And she is.. Well okay, okay Tine Sorensen is now getting the attention on here which wasn't really the plan. Lol. All I really wanna say with this is that she is giving me so much energy to keep hoping for my own dreams to come true. Thanks for being who you are Tine. Love you girl.
Now
about my dreams - I spoke to Corinna a couple of nights ago. No boys and
girls nothing is wrong. We are doing fine. But I had some questions on
certain things and it also included my huge doubt on the awards offer
that is laying at my feet.
I wanna see if I can get that deal started and get as many as possible.
Perhaps trying to start with
Needless to say I WANT IT!!!
It
is a killer time in all ways. I love that this holiday season is so
giving. I have another ONLY 12 more days till the line of planes will
take me to
Finally heading towards some goddamn snow too. I miss that in my life. No snow what so ever.
Your impossible host
Still T mutha fuckin Lee
Finally got a mail from Mr. Karsten Walz of
The goldmine holding a line of Motley Crue awards I want. There are a line of awards that are or can be so shit cool to have. Also a complete set of Dr Feelgood album awards presented each one to the members of the band. Such a set is IMPOSSIBLE to gain whenever wanted. I myself have the "Too Fast For Love" ones like that. Floater style too. That is with out a doubt the best. I need serious communications on this with the man.
Fuck
it- give me 5 minutes I need to make a call to the man and have a chat...
hold on...
Karsten, 3 short minutes. He is okay with a long deal on this. I need to talk to ONE person on this for sure. That person and that conversation cannot go on until maybe in a few days time. Ah never mind, a longer story. A longer and boring one but of high importance. Here are sadly some of the shitty pictures received today. Sorry bout that. With time I hope of course they all end up here in my home but I think also the better pictures will come slowly. He did mention that he had more awards coming..
So
right now I am all torn and all BROKE for the next 3 years should I do
this.
You all have no idea how badly these awards are wanted by me. But ohhh
brother I will end up in loans to up over my ears jumping into this kind
of thing.
Now a
few things have gotten added today too. And in just 15 more days I am out
of here. For a
good 2 weeks.
-I
have no interest in sitting with more problems than needed. Hell who does.
I am on this very day asking myself HOW MUCH am I still after 20 some
years allowing Motley Crue to fill up in my life? Only asking myself this
question as all these IMPORTANT offers are in over my head these days.
Whatever I make of decisions to it all it will either be; I say no and
will regret for years to come cause these things will NOT return to me as
offers. And that's a guarantee. Or I will say "Lets Deal" and I will
be financially BAD the next 3 years.
All these things will have to get solved THIS WEEK!!! Can you believe it? Talk about pressure.
Am I
ready to die? It is almost the same question for me. Yeah, yeah, yeah!!! I
hear you all.
You are fucking insane saying that. You need to get yourself checked or
something.
Well, I say again no music in my life no life for music from me. That's a
guarantee. I am so stuck on this. I have even told Corinna a few times
this is not healthy for me. And myself a ton of times. But ask an addict
to lay down the needle and walk away!
I rest my case. I can say this. Motley will be the death of me. No doubts there.
You
are all invited, come piss on my grave.
-Still loves you are
Dad
today it's 7 years since you were taken away from me. Died of cancer.
I miss you. Wish we would get a second chance. But none of us does. R.I.P.
xXx
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Last nights tattoo work is fine this morning. I am happy about it. I
have so many things to still get added but I like to get some new things
cleared first before more paint gets shot into my skin. Simply for a one
off reason. The tattoo artist basically told me yesterday that she would
like to get more money.
I am kind of going "no, we had a deal and that should not get changed for some unpaid financial troubles on the artist's part". I had this tattoo thing fully planned and turned down another artist that offered me the same FULL job for the amount already paid!!! Really shitty.
The
single cool thing last night was my baby calling me. Like out of the
blue. She told me things and showed me things that made me really happy.
She has made sure that the very much now infamous sign or display from
the Brides Of Destruction that by the seller was told to me I would not
get as it was damaged in the mail.
Well she got it yesterday after all and showed me. Damn I love it. That
was a very special day for me. I told her that I would perhaps do the
VERY first thing that signals my moving over, with my display. Which is
to get that one pro framed and then KEEP it hanging over there at her
place not bringing it home. How does that sound? To me quite weird. Very
much actually. All of a sudden I seem to have this chance to do a thing
that gives me first doing to such a future event.
Shit man, all of a sudden it feels like I can reach out and touch that idea.
I
only have 11 more working days till I am on a plane and out of here.
Heading to the US of A and a missed little birthday baby coming Sunday.
BabyC and Nikki both have their magic days Sunday. He 47, she 30. What
can one possibly give them? I am Feeling a little weird about not being
over there for it all. I more than ever feel like I do not belong here
in
Cannot even begin to describe that feeling in words. I so wonder how my baby sees this and what she is thinking to this in her own mind? I so want to get to the US in 2 weeks and return to Denmark with the needed answers to what I must do to move over there more permanent. I keep getting so many offers on Motley stuff it is simply unbelievable.
This weekend should see the pictures of the award lot I have been
offered. I would so like to get them. That has since the day of dawn
been a highly wanted thing. Same with KISS as they were the big want in
my life. Awards simply are an awesome thing and a pretty wall decorating
item. I now could cover all walls with my Crue and KISS awards here. And
should I get the Crue lot offered well, then I doubt any fan anywhere
has more than what this collection would be holding.
As
far as I know I am also only missing one pick of the 2005 tour. A pick
of Vince- a black on white. That too was won last night. I am really
trying to cover things on certain areas. Like posters, picks, passes,
and such things. So I do not get too far behind on those. They are so
appreciated. And I think I am fairly good catching up on all.
I
now know too that there are a few picks out there at one certain place
for me to get. But boy oh boy some prices they hold on them. DAMN!!!
I cannot do them right now but I have to also be careful as these picks at times are so hard to find and they only get more and more expensive. For only a fucking little piece of plastic. But I really have been on a look out for picks for years and years. Have a good lot too. But still I have a line of missing ones too.
Okay chicks and bad asses, I have been spreading the Friday thoughts of
mine in the Motley world.
Corinna has several I am sure. She as you all also know is shit busy but my guess is that she will be posting on here again onces or twice more before Christmas.
Do
not forget all your Christmas shoppings either. I thank god I am almost
done.
Only missing like one extra thing for my sweetie.
In
the name of rock
Suck It,
Tx
I
am doing this in kind of a two part thing. In about an hour I will most
likely be in the hot chair again to have a continuation on the already
started tattoos. I have not grown better for these things.
I still feel very indomitable
with it. But hopefully - a special kind of version to the “Theatre masks” on
shoulder, back, and chest. I have to see.
That is my goal for today though. I feel way behind with the finishing on
this already. The original plan was to have it all done in 2 times in
Sweden.
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Wednesday afternoon here in the
cold and dark Denmark.
Nikki Sixx Autographed SunSet
Strip Tattoo Jacket
Okay that was short but brutal
news.
The days are closing in on me
until T gets here! I can't wait to see him! I also am soooo looking forward
to the days off. It will be so nice. It will be nice to just sit for a day &
do nothing. I have not done that in I can't remember how long.
So............. I'm Alive A Live
Wire until future notice
I think I feel a bit down. Like
things are going up in higher gear than I can keep up with. That truly is
not a nice feeling. Like the guy I told you briefly about in on here
yesterday. The one with the four awards that I want. I think we can do it
have settled more or less on an agreement. BUT!!!! Then the goddamn same guy
said “I have a friend that’s selling out. He has about 10 more awards or
something – interested?”
Really weird. Feels more and
more like the one that stands closest to me in thinking and in …well many
things is C. Hargrave. I am a little bit amazed I have to say.
-I think maybe there is a reason for the strong
bond between her and me. It gets clearer and clearer to me. I cannot wait to
get to the other side of Christmas. This is just such a hopeful thing to me.
I so want to make this happen.
But like I tell all my friends
and foes – life is a price tag – look at it and make up your mind are you
willing to pay the figure on it?
I do feel I am getting a
headache form all the offers rolling in over me. I have now been offered 4 awards again. All personal and members presented.
I of cause want to get these. I have requested or suggested things to the
seller of them. Hopefully he will work with me on this one!! We will see and
I am pretty sure you will hear the result of it too.
But I will have it framed - so maybe it can come out pretty nicely after all. Fucking hope so.The pictures of the John Corabi 1994 jacket as promised will be coming on here Tuesday but until then here is the one in the newly signed version. I so want to be there now. I think it is a little too hard to get things covered these days. The Crue satisfaction. And being or just talking to my girl as much as I like to. Things are being tested these days and it surely takes one to go through with it. I think.
24 more nights and I am out of
here. South Carolina here I come. I cannot wait for that to happen.
By the way speaking of South
Carolina and Corinna. She is up over her head in working hours this month.
She says hello to you all and says she is sorry for the silence.
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Now I was extremely excited for
the Union thing. I love Union.
I think they are very underrated as a band. Sadly!! Now for the show I had a few plans. First of an interview set up with John
Corabi
as the main goal. It was arranged and it happened.
Got a few things signed
too...The set list for the night
My old Summer of 2004 Hollywood
meeting with John at the Roxy club at the Cardboard Vampires show there July
16th.
The show was filled with F-U-N
and the more they played the more crazy they got.
As you can see from the set list a lot of cool songs, all together it ended
up more like an intimate jam evening with a few people. They loved it. All
had great fun.
The Corabi interview went well,
really well. I got about one hour with him and of that maybe 40 minutes down
on tape. It all took place at the band room. After the show. And the so
called meet n greet. All were really cool about it all. So it did run rather
late compared to the original deal which was 6 PM..
I am signing off here now!!
PS: babyC - hope you like your
greeting
Power to the music dude!!!
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But that is so not of interest!!
My god. I am shit sad about that one!!
Only one thing to say torn,
disappointed, and pissed about it.
The Brides tour of Europe has
for the 3rd or 4th time been cancelled. Or it seems to have been. That is
simply too cool. NOT!!! What the hell is that? Is it the band,
the management or the label that fucks these things up?
Great way to build a follow
But this is wheather I like the
dudes or not a fucked up rotten way to roll the dice.
Okay I have a stinky line of
experiences this week. And it is all costing me money too.
That is just a truly nice one. Stinks!!
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I felt satisfied looking at it
all. So much better, than sex. But then she started looking at me with her
teasing sweet warm eyes. Talk about getting excited. I had a restaurant
working day to deal with about 20 minutes later. I fucking left my home with
a stiff 3rd leg.
Have to get laid soon. My god I
am so out of it. Think I will just fuck her in the airport. Get the pressure
over with. Can one get arrested for that?
Hope to have a new jacket to
wear too. Airbrushed new yrs special. My god or airbrushing is gonna do all
this. And we will be having the time of our lives that night, No home TV
dinner for us. We are gonna be rocking to the Crue In Auburn Hills –
Detroit, MI USA baby!!!
I am so beside myself. I have no
idea what the hell is wrong with me. I am high above still. Iceland is
below me. Another two and a half to three hours left and I will be in my
living room once again.
Looks like I will now NOT be
getting much more Crue in a long, long time!!
There is a pile of things more
at Corinna's house for me. Miss you…….But a lot of people have yes… still
not gotten their shit together and sent what is already paid for a long time
ago. FUCK!!!
Especially the Brides Tower Records Hollywood sign. I wanted
that so bad.
I got it and now … still not there.
Hopefully with an interview
again…. I do not see how I could possibly fail. The new label of theirs and
others are fucking asses to deal with. It is shit bad!!
I
cannot make this one happen. And it simply is a fucking bad ass situation.
I still am….. too fast for love
sweetie….
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Sitting in the airport. How can
things be feeling so wrong yet so right?I have had that kind of feeling tons
of times. Do you think I am getting too used to be living out my dream? I
have asked myself that question many, many times. I do not think so. If I
was I had not had the excitement what so ever left to do it. And I tell you
all right now – I love it.
I hope this will be the start of
something AWESOME for the next and last month of the year. Who would ever
have thought this would be happening? Not me I give you that much!! I am
blessed and I feel blessed as hell. I have so many things fixed and so many
nice doings waiting for me.I need to get laid. I feel everything is awesome
everything has been covered but I am still full of energy.
Getting laid can fix that
problem. You hear me honey? We need to look in on that problem. Lol.
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And for me it feels much more
honest to let you all in on what I think and experience from this. Than to
make another show review since it is to me but another show(s). What can I
say? It's called Japan, or USA or England, or Sweden it does not really
matter. The Crue have rehearsed plenty to do and say the same things every
where. Not much impulsive happenings going on. So, I do not really know what
to say to you. I guess I could share this; From all the shows I have
seen, and now the tour is getting closer to the actual end, I still think
the solos are well….. not that fully awesome. It's cool to see the guys do
their solo shit for a few minutes. But honestly it is not stinky impressive.
I am much more a fan of getting the songs played out so…..I love simply love
the old ones “Too fast..”, “On With The Show”, “Ten Seconds …”, “Shout..”,
and I am touched by the “Don’t Go Away Mad” and the “Glitter” one. Not their
best rocking songs but, I guess I have my reasons.
Vince has gotten shit good over
the tour. But also fell off a bit in the summer shows in the US I think. He
better be careful and not loose it. Mick is the BEST on the tour for me. He
is just fucking amazing. Nothing else to add there. Sixx I guess is Sixx?!!
Again no really news to add.
Love him and he knows it. At times things go good and others they are shit
tired or having perhaps a bad night.
Overall I think the shows are
much alike. They are different here and different there from the fact that
In Japan,
they have looked ready and
awesome. Good enough? Thank you……
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I know Sixx has had the same
problems in 2004 in Europe when he was touring with the Brides. Now I feel
it too. Does he? Do they? I have absolutely no idea. I do know that in 5
hours my ride to Osaka is leaving town. I should get rest. But I cannot find
it.
It can be jetlag that is getting
to me. Or too short a time here combined with too much excitement over the
fact of WHY I am doing this. Well, as said no complaints. I have had my "in
the middle of the night tea" and I have gotten a shower. As sitting on the
can which I feel can best be described as sitting on the floor, so low… I am
now finishing up what ever has to be done before the few last hours here.
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Okay my friends I have got to
go!!
It's time to kickstart this
fucker!!!!
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Fucking weird sitting in the
middle of the night saying to one's self the show ended HOURS ago.
Anyways, just wanted to say the
boys have had a busy press thing it seems. I am not fully aware of this
fact. I have just eaten something my Japanese friend recommended. Raw fish…
guess what fuckers… we are in Japan. It was actually really good. I have
had it before but this way Japanese style for real… get out of here.
Everything is so surreal. I hope
for a little special Crue something in the morning but the boys seem so
busy! So the few days that I am here, well if I do not get to meet them
then- tough!!
Things have changed a bit according to that. But what the fuck I am alright
with it. I have fun. Miss USA but not Denmark one bit. Get out of here. Man
I am living a dream, a dream I feel sure will be cut back MASSIVELY when we
roll the calendar and it writes 2006. I have spent so stinky much cash this
year as you all know that has followed my adventures through out the year!
Well I am off from here now.
Here are a few pictures of the life in the heart of the city of Tokyo.
Sweet dreams ya all.
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He speaks English too that is
perhaps the best of all. Lucky me. Lol -Well after gotten from the airport and feeling
the Japanese ground under my feet I kind of got a strange feeling.
It was not as real as it could
be. I felt I was dreaming. I have over here with the borrowed laptop for the
few days this trip will be sending several mails to my honey while air born.
I have been looking forward to this one sure I have but with so many
Well as I sit here back the the Crue hotel
I think to myself WHAT A FUCKING
BLESSING FOR YOU TOMMY: YOU ARE SO LUCKY.
And I caught myself nodding.
This year is a never ending story and it has been the ride of a lifetime I
think. From a fan and collector's point of view. A few people have followed
me and my doings this year and I think they can agree with me. I should be
ashamed if I complain about anything.
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I fucking wanted that one. I
have asked like 10 different people no one will take it down to let me have.
There goes another thing not to be added to the collection I am constantly
trying to build. Shit. Well, I know this as good as anyone– cannot win them
all. I have had a HUGE Crue year 2005 and fuck me, it is not even over yet.
Direct flight form Memphis the city I so badly want to stay in. I want to go
to Graceland like you cannot even begin to believe.
What really bugs me the most is
going solo, and I have a few people, friends, and a girl that would have
actually loved to share this one with me and me with them. Plus I know for a
facts there is no Japan merchandise brought back home. I simply have no
longer had the money for it. So that I am sure will be a HUGE test for me. I
cannot walk away from a Crue thing I see up for grabs if you only have the
asked amount!! Thinking of that I have to say– I think it is a bigger deal
than I actually realize what my honey has done for me. Helped me with, been
the reason happening this year. If I speak about adding stuff to the
collection. She has been a huge impact. I had most likely bought it all
anyway had I not had her. Then I could have saved a lot of money on the
travelling to her and the USA too. I guess it all hangs together. But
sitting here a little tired and still a long way to go I have to say C. you
are a dream
come true. Besides all the shitty sides to you I love you, lol.
I can fairly say that that was
the LAST auction on these major things for at least half a year!!The wallet
and my health does not accept no more of that kind. I keep getting shit in
the collection so it all runs up!!! Well I have had a weird day. And it ends with a
pair of Nikki's sweaty stinky pants? It is all good. I should start at work
round 9:00 today, but did all a favor & checked in early and started at
7:15. Got a lot of shit cleared out of the way.
Had a good feeling about most of
the things I have had my hands in today!! No sick shit. Except money going,
going, going gone. FAST TOO!!
From work to the chair of pain!!
I got inked more today. Shit fucking hurts more than I care to deal with.
But I handled it. I would say 3 more times at the tatt artist and I am done
for this round. It will all come out fantastic I am pretty sure…. As things
now start to get connected. Rolled up in tape and plastic
(lol) from shoulder to hand on my right side tonight!
Hell
what you don’t do!!!
That feels really nice. Tomorrow
is yet another day and I think I will take that day with a smile too.
Fuck the needle
PS: the jacket going under the
hammer tomorrow is shit cool but as said
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Two more items are ending. How
can one possibly sit with a strange wrong feeling about such a win? Most
likely because the money spending on this thing I had rather seen going on
the other item form Sixx auctions. No, no, no, no, no!!!!!
Never mind with the emails
rolling between me and the magazine contact we still hope for a rain check
on the interview. Like hell I would love to do it. Tommy if you see this.
Make 30 minutes of your life available for me. Fuck do not know if I should
laugh or cry here.
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Bloody hell!!!
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Monday, Yeah well it had to come
did it not? It is okay though. I have had a fairly good Monday so far. A few
new Crue items. And my so far Hamburg ticket for Brides OF Destruction. I
know there is no Sixx in there no more. Yet it will be interesting. Still
love the band. Thank god it was not an all Sixx thing for me. Was a bit
scared of that to be honest. Now I only need to let time fly till that one
arrives in my face. The date for that event I mean. I think there is a good
chance for me to get that interview with the Brides too. Anyway I have been
promised this as posted earlier on here. But them PR guys and artists for
that matter very often drop out or push these things. We will see. At least
the show will be attended.
The latest news and things to
worry my little head has been a line of payments in a total of a quiet high
amount!! There are a few that has not gotten through or some items paid for
that has not gotten to me yet. That shit worries me.If I do not get sick
from all this worrying then I don’t know!
The goddamn tattoos are on hold.
Shit much for me to do and VERY bad connections and all the needed for
moving on with these fuckers too. That is irritating me like……hmmmmm.
Also welcome to the latest of
our loyal GANG OF LOYALTY members. The oldest so far LOL, LOL. Sorry Don
could not let it be. I love that you want to join us. For people not knowing
and I guess that is about all of you out there. I have known and had contact
with Mr. Armstrong. I have had the pleasure of getting some shit awesome
airbrushed stuff from him. We are it seems – on a constant move in doing
things. For everybody that wants to get something airbrushed you need to
talk to this dude. Don I will be meeting in line of the New Years Eve Show
in Detroit.
I cannot wait. Finally to shake hands with a master. Don will be creating a
banner made ESPECIALLY for the new years show. We are as said FRONT ROW so
the band will see it plenty.
Fuck who knows maybe they will grab the fucker and bring it up on stage –
would LOVE to get a picture of that. Man that had been an honour. We
will see how it goes.
-You should maybe know that there is now also a December release for the DVD
of the live one out now in the USA. Plus the “LIVE 8” dvd box is
out. Sadly there is not the complete Crue performance. Try to get the
Toronto single DVD instead. If of course you want this for the Crue. Also
there is a new release of the Sweden rock festival 2005 out this month. It
holds the Crue`s press conference and finally there is a rumour of no more
meet-n-greets for the 2006 shows. Maybe it is time for us that got that
experience to feel lucky? What a damn shame. Still the band is live in
Europe again April 2006. But I think it's going to be for a good 6–10 shows
only!!
Now, till next time, stay Crued.
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Damn I can't take my eyes off
the TV, this DVD is good!! LOL
Until the next time we all do a
dirty lill SIN SEE YA
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Like how hurt I really was to
NOT get this one. But the winner of it had a bid a good way over $2500 US
dollars and I was totally unable to do that. So I raised an offer I thought
we could do. Man it hurts. She can not fully know how much. But she kept
getting on me about it. She needs to learn that Crue are like the kids I
never had or never will have!! Like if the kids were sick and had hunger and
I could do nothing but sit there
watching them suffer. Imagine how a parent feels in a
situation like that. Well I felt it last night. I felt I was cut several
times with a rusty blade.
Honey, I beg of you if you
cannot find a way to accept, understand or support when shit like that
happens. Then please– not to be rude– but, then please don’t say anything at
all. This is and was so hurting. It was none of our faults. It just was not
meant to be. As with so much else. On a Crue related thing I can say I hear
Nikki is starting a photo/film studio in his house. He is going to make a
ton of new things with old Crue films like private filming from the entire
career and the photos he takes all over the world. I envy this. I LOVE
filming too. But I rarely have a stinky chance to do anything. MONEY MONEY
MONYE is always the single thing that keeps getting in my way.
Japan tour. Items getting
cleared out of the way.
And the new years show in Auburn Hills, USA.
That I guess is cool too right?
Since the last thank you's I
wanna spread my THX to these people:
Rick– for keeping the belief in
me. I will treasure the Tommy coat as I get it.
Riki– for the deal on the bass. Many talks but in the
end only TWO TRUE FANS talking.
The few on Ebay that understood
the seriousness in my collecting and were willing to
Remember – we stand and laugh
and… shout … shout... shout … together!!!!!
You will receive your ticket(s)
14 days before the performance date.Your ticket(s) are from the following
venue(s): The Palace - Detroit, MI ..
You have been charged for the following:
Missed the dream of dreams of this month. Nikki jacket. Got these instead. Both the Brides Of Destruction award plagues. Will try to get them autographed by Early December as the band is here. I hope for an interview so it will be a fair chance to get that done...Crossing my fingers.
Hope one of the last 4 items on
SIXX can come to the collection. REALLY don't think so.
Well some don't care- so I might
as well just shut the fuck up !!!
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Maybe it is a sign!!!
No I did not get the jacket. There were 37 seconds to go
it was at $1280 US dollars.
I hate the fact that a lot of
shit like this is out there. What the hell can one do??
Shit I feel sad about that
loss!!
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I have had a blast today. Been
shopping like a maniac NO NOT CRUE for once. All kinds of shit. Clothing,
food, candles, and all the shit you could not really care hearing about!!
Shit!!However I got the TOMMYLAND European promo album and single today!!
Do I need to say more? Guess
not!!
Busy times and all.
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Or maybe it will be in the same
issue perhaps even cooler!!
Remember – If I die 2morrow
another cool dream just got fulfilled.
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Okay friends and foes, Talk
soon.
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One deal that did go down to my
favor is with a person that seems to have supported me on the site with
great comments like for a long time.
Here is part of one of the emails received:
Stop there you have it.
75 TOO FAST TOUR PHOTOS ADDED TO THE COLLECTION!!!
That’s a nice one isn’t it?
“Nikki_Sevven” – you have more
than once in on SIXX site yelled out about the site. That’s just awesome.
Keep it up. Good soldier. LOL . If you too have any ideas for what we should
try out just yell out to me or the webmaster okay!
I think
it has a great twist if we all throw some ideas around for future doings.
Nice one.
“A sceptical fan” – why is it
things I have in the states cannot be added on here? Well mostly because
Corinna that holds the items there for me does not have the time sadly to
scan it all down and there by we would be able to be adding the stuff on
here.
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After all a stinky Sunday ended
in beauty.
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In short my friends – there is
only the one natural limit which is MONEY!!
If
I have the money for the things I like to do or to get then I jump onboard.
If not I go through hell to find a middle way of reaching my wants and if
that too fails then I’m screwed!!
What else as of today? Well not
much really. I just felt like letting off steam. Enjoy your Sunday where
ever you are!
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I sure would love to get the
jacket and one of the 2 pair of pants Sixx has auctioned off this week.
It ends next Friday so we will
see what the heck is gonna happen.
I predict a good $1700 to $2000 on it!! And that I cannot do!! Have so much
else to get cleared out and to do!!
As said we will see.
Trying to find an idea of what
to do with all the soldiers on here. The gang of loyalty.
They do not really come
themselves and suggest things to try to go for.The sad thing right now is it
is only a good portion of footwork and mouth to mouth telling we can do
right now. But feel free to throw ideas at me.
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But the first shit of Nikki`s
auction just ended. I DID NOT GET IT!!
Why? Cause I think the closing price is way, way too high
for what the item is!!
$1625 Dollars. Just not
happening. What hurts my soul is that 8 of the ten Sixx auctions are things
I have been with him wearing at a time. It is simply too hard not to get a
little bit torn over it.9 items to go. There are
actually 2 I would REALLY like to have. But I think they will be shit high
too. Time will tell. The one of the two items wanted is the jacket to end
next Friday. Sixx wore this at the record release day in Hollywood when I
was there too.Guess how much that shit means
to me?
I would love to have it, frame it too.
Well I say I will see how it
goes!!
I think it is tough to get
things ALL the time you want!!
Got an offer to get the ULTIMATE Christmas gift from my
honey this year.
And I am sharpening my hunting
gear and one of these days I will be moving in for the kill.
More brain mush to come shortly,
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Can any of you believe it? It is
fucking November already!!
Angels do pass my doorstep every
ones in a while. Fucking killer what we can do things together.
The SIXX auctions on Ebay are
fully rolling. First one to end today. I will NOT go on them. I predicted
each item go for around 850 to 1100.
Looks like my guessing is about right!!! Nightmare. –Tell me about it. On the other hand if
one can find it in him or her self to be okay with not getting these things
then this is an EXCELLENT chance to get other things because the
I have booked myself to the USA
for December again.
Have also booked myself for
getting in the chair of pain again for the next 4 weeks or so.
Getting tattooed again. Broke my
own promise. Said I would never get another tattoo!! Enough already. Well
its time to close my arms up.
To up over the shoulders. I hate the fucking god damn pain. Can not stand
it. Here is another fucked up doing I have gotten myself in to. Damn it. I
am incurable. Hate the shit. Need to change my ways. Most of all I do these
days takes my money and time away like in a heart beat. Like yesterday 5000
dollars took me 39 mins. to spent. Shit. I promise you all. It will be
well documented.
Now
we are having a few talks these days here at the end of September
and hopefully I can find commond ground for us both Other
than that I have been shit pissed at the postal services the last
few days. A few people in the UK and USA have claimed to have sent
not less than 7 yes I said SEVEN packages over the last 4 to 5 weeks
and fucking NONE
of them have come through yet!!I think thats fucked especially as 3
of them have been sent airmail EXPRESS
and the receits have been scanned to me. So it is not the sellers or
senders of the stuff that has been fuckingwith me. I think it is the postal services. It can not be that we "your" costumers are forced to loose stuff cause you guys in the mail services treat our well paid for shippings like shit. God damn it. This is only a written thing. But had I had the chance to speak th is out loud .. it would have come out in high volume and screaming voices. Fucking hate your god damn stinky services these days. It is totally unacceptable. Maybe some of you people out there go "yeah well Tommy you have just been having a very unlucky few examples." You know what? I have not. This is not the first, second or third time this has happend. FUCK OFF!!! I
think its just totally overboard this crap going on.
Now - finally I got that of my chest and hopefully this shit will
not repeat itself no more.
Thank you very much.
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I am going back in time. A text book madhouse, a juvenile jail hell
house *******************
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Finally, this new look can be looked at as 98% ready for the time
being. I am proud to say things look good and the site is growing
slowly but surely. It wil be very limited from now on till December
of how many items there will actually be added on here. Since 95% of
all items I get are being sent to Corinna in the USA. Simply for the
reason many do not ship out side USA and others have like these sick
and sky high priced shipping expences. ******************** Motley Crue rocked Atlanta in true Motley fashion, yet they were getting nothing in return from the fans! The crowd up at the front wasn`t even fired up, no screaming yelling, fists in the air, rock and rollers in this crowd! Just as the crowd sucked, the venue and the security at the venue sucked ass ven worse. People who had plats were on the second row while others who didnt were on the first, and there were a few certain security people (from the venue) who were threatening to have people thrown out if they stood up and didn`t stay at their seats, now, I dont know where these guys came from, but at a Crue show you stand up and raise some hell Crue style!! And to top it off there were huge gaps at the stage, including front and center, where no one was standing!! The Crue seemed to be in disbelief that a crowd in Atlanta could be so lame!! Nikki even said at one point, ”are you fucking kidding me?!” No meet and greet was so disappointed after planning for this for months, then to be treated like we were by those security guards on a power trip ws like truely unreal! I will hopefully return for show and the meet and greet if resceduled simply because this may be the chance for that experience! But I will not ever go to that venue again in the future.
The Greenville show we saw back in February of this tour was so
fucking awesome and the crowd was fired up and loved the Crue!! The
crowd last night fell short on showing any love of the Crue and I
think they felt that. A shame, but true. I can pretty much say thae best thing about the whole night was when Nikki threw out one of his water bottles and it hit a girl that Vince had invited to the show the night before from the Cheetah Club and she didn`t even care or pay it any attention. So I jumped over the seat and grabbed it. ****************** *********************
Thursday Sept. 15th, 2005
Well here's today's story...
I headed out on the road to Duluth, Georgia about 11:40 AM
for the instore CD signing with Mr. T. Lee at Best Buy. I got
there about 1:30 PM. I sat in the car for a while talking to
"MY" Mr. Lee on the computer, missing him soooo much!
Then I decided to go in & see what was going on..... I bought
the "Tommyland" CD again because you had to buy the CD to get a
wristband & poster, in order to get anything signed. There were
a few PROMO posters up around the store, I asked if I could have
one & was told NO.
Then I went back out to the car for a few minutes & got my
camera, even though the signs said no cameras & only ONE item
signed. Said bye to "T" on the computer & went back inside.
Within those few minutes the line had gotten much longer.
It was about 3:30 PM at this time.
So... I waited patiently & talked to a few people. Finally at
5:10 Mr. Tommy Lee showed up. Everybody was taking pictures so
that was a good thing.
When my "T" was here with me in the states he left me his
"Tommyland" CD cover
in hopes that I would be able to get it signed for him at this
instore thing.
I was a little worried cause they were very strict about the one
item only rule.
So...... I snapped a few pics (not too good though). Then it
was my turn. I asked the guy working there to take a pic & he
totally fucked it up. Fuckin' DUMBASS.
I put my cover on the table & he signed it & then I put the
other one for my "T" down
& he said "sure" & signed it too!!!! So I got mine & my honey's
signed!! Good Deal!
Then I stood around taking some pics & a short 3 min. video.
I was about to leave when
I saw the 2 girls I was in line with the first time back in line
again with the poster I was
told I couldn't have. So I went & bought another CD & took 2 of
the posters off the
wall along with a sign they had posted. I got back in line.
When I got to the front the Manager yelled at me "WHERE DID
YOU GET THOSE,
YOU AREN'T SUPPOSED TO HAVE THOSE". I TOLD HIM 2 PEOPLE UP FRONT
SAID I COULD HAVE 'EM. He continued to yell "NO THEY DIDN'T,
WHO TOLD
YOU THAT, SHOW ME WHO. IF YOU CAN SHOW ME WHO TOLD YOU ,
YOU CAN HAVE 'EM".
So..... we walked up front & I pointed to one of the guys who
said I could have 'em & he
still yelled at me "NO HE DIDN'T". Then he said "I'll tell you
what, I don't want to make
a customer mad so you can have one of them". Of course he gave
me back the onewithout the other sign.
By the time he finally gave me back the poster Tommy was
already gone.
I was so pist at that Manager Asshole, but oh well.
So I walked out & on my way through the doors I pulled off
another sign, but tore it &
missed part of it. Then I went to the car & put the poster & the
sign away. Then I went
back & got the rest of the sign & then back to the car. Then I
went back in the store & returned the second CD that I bought
cause I couldn't get anything else signed.
On my way out again I took a second poster off the door again!! HAHA Asshole!!....
I WIN!!!
Then I headed home & that's that.
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Ever thought a
Crue site could look so "E-V-I-L". Over the next few days there will be a brand new thing on here and the webmaster and myself are eager to make this fantastic new spooky look a reality in time. There will be a few new things coming on here too in October as we again find more time to solve some shit with webspace and other funky shit we do not really wanna be bothered about - but what can we do in these modern times. Fucking wake up and smell the reality. Nikki did... LOL
Okay enough for
now only wanted to bid all old and new viewers of the worlds COOLEST
Crue fansite on the god damn world wide web welcome. As always you be the judge I will continue to be the jury lol - nothing you can do except telling us what you think and thanks again for all support and the precious time you deside to spend on here,
Enough!!! 17th of September 2005, Now this day and the day before being Friday the 16th have been a bit fucked to say the least. Now I for one have had my mind on these dates cause I have wanted to STILL be in the states for the things going down there. And knowing my baby attended the things going down over there has of course been another reason big reason for my brains running wild about this. On Friday a changed date for Tommy Lee`s in store and signing of the newly released "Tommyland" Plus the show in Atlanta yesterday. Now things got way way way out of line there. And in a few days time Corinna will be sharing her story with us on here. Sharing some pictures of it all too. Atlanta cancelled their meet-n-greet and the show itself got cut to only nearly one hour cause Vince had an accident and got a serious hurt knee. Hospitalized while the rest of the band got on stage to annonunce the rest of the evening was cancelled. All details and more from her in a few days. Corinna is now also as involved in this site as she can be- and from the new up n coming visual changes on here from around October she will have a little feature on here too that will let you all get to know her minds on Crue a little better. I promise you all this site is getting some new cool untouched ideas going that will be "tested" in a few weeks time. Gonna be pretty awesome. Guarenteed. I guess so far this is it from me and all I can really say is- keep coming back and spread the word!!! We are all family- Right??!! Baby, you I personally wanna thank for everything. People do not fully understand this new Tommy living, with you so massively in it but, hopefully in time it will all make sense. I welcome you on board here again and cannot wait for this site to be even more interesting and of course bigger. Mcrueloyalty.dk
14th of
September 2005,
Alright have
finally scanned and edited all the rest stuff .. so tomorrow
Thursday will see the final update on the home brought US stuff. It
has been a few days now since I actually returned to so called home
base. I hate it. I do not feel at home any longer. My things are
here "yes" but it does not feel right no more. I have met and hooked
up with the american girl but it is not the only thing that makes me
feel like this.
Dedication 13th of September 2005,
Sitting here again home in Denmark. 10th of September 2005,
Has there ever
been a bed that my ass slept in that was better than this on the
Motley Nashville hotel? Fuck no!! It is simply too amazing. Thanks
honey. Can not begin to explain what that decition of going with
them to this place ment to me.
I will admit
it. I have had my head too high up your ass to even have been
thinking clearly about Motley. It is a truely unknown feeling for
me.
You got that right!!
This is not the
Tommy I know. This is not the Tommy that has been Crue focused all
these years. This is so far far from the dude that I am. No one and
I do mean no one has ever been able to make me go "nahhh no thanks"
to offers or chances in the name of Motley experiences over the
years. It may sound as a disrespect to the ex- girlfriends. That is
not what I try to do here only they have never made me wanna skip
anything like this.
Okay up at
10.30 shower, talking, hugging talking prepareing and more. A quarter to one we had this thing we needed to do. Find our selves some pens or rather markers. We had none on or with us so.....we took a walk about round the block. Got us some cold drinks it was STEAMING HOT I tell you. Fuck yeah it was, too damn hot for me.Damn. Then was guided back past the hotel again and a couple of blocks up. There was a store "office depot" went there and got tons of pens / markers, lol. lol. lol.
Amazing the lot
of people that comments the tattoos on my arms.
I can in all
honesty say at this point that we were blessed with the hotel staff
a lot. They could have kicked us out a zillion times after we
checked out. I mean we did not stay there another night. We only
stayed there this one from yesterday to today. And these kind of
hotels are not happy about having people hanging round there even
though we were not bothering nobody. They normally wants us out. So
I know we can consider our selves very lucky.
I told Corinna
a few times during the day that she had no idea how lucky this day
was for her. She truely had a day that would never return.
Okay 1.40 PM Tommy Lee comes in walking cross the lobby straight to the elevator we fast grabbed our shit pens and shirts nothing else. Just left the rest there, risky but did it. The elevator was there already and he and his right hand man walked in together with maybe 2 other guests. Corinna and myself jumped in with them. Froze a bit but when we were about to get out on his floor the 11th the bodyguard said "Not now guys" and the respect and the silence was massive. truely weird feeling but okay. Did not get a dick out of that one, what a shame. We both were sure that we would not get the Tommy autographs then. He in the elevator only briefly while messing with his cell phone said "Hows it going guys?"
Went to the end
of the hall way and took the stairs down. damn a fire case kind of
thing. We could not get out. For a split second I thought maybe we
had gotten stock there. But at the 1st floor there was a chance to
get out. Opening the do from the inside .. thank god. Pewww
Back in the
lobby and quickly there after at 1.51 PM Mick Mars came in.
Mick just all
together was, has always been and still is the most cool guy in this
band on this tour. He shows appreciation like none other. Mick you
are it. Shit !!!!!! I can not begin to tell you how that short
meeting with Mars was for me. Corinna experinced it. If you should
ever fall into her she would be able to tell you exactly how I was
reacting to this particulor thing that I refer to. Mick - ones agian
thanks. I can not wait for this to become a fact of acting. Shit.... We got some pictures taken and the shirts we wanted signed, signed.
Went back to
our left stuff in the lobby end couch and then sat there. I was
really in shock of what I had just experienced. But on the other
hand, I now knew that he at least, had seen the dvd I gave him and
read my letter also givin to him yesterday. That was a really great
feeling..
Sixx was next.
It got to 2.19 PM - he looked bombed. Really like woowww he is so
tierd that man. I have seen him so many times now that this was
close to becoming a concern for the man. But I know he is kind of
used to this thing so he was cool. In spite of the worn out body and
mind he still took time to give us autographs a line or two and a
hand shake and hug. I dont know how many times I have thanked this
man in this diary section on this site but he still deserves
another. Always just too kind. Sixx I love you and you know it.
3.36 the red
haired little totally sexy looking sweet ass of a show girl Alicia
(one of the 3 dancers in the show) came in with a friend of hers.
She was fronted and asked for signatures as well on the back of the
same shirt. Thought a complete band and stage staff signed shirt
would have been a rare piece to have. So .... we went for it . got
it and thanked her kindly. We then sat again waited and talked about a bunch of things Corinna being sure that Vince was not staying there. I knew he was, They always stay at the same hotel i every city. Maybe not next door to each other but same hotel - ohhh yes!!
At 3.44 PM she
got her answer proved. In comes Neil. He too was guided by a line of
people but all in all just kind & freindly. He just amazes me big
time on this tour.. also said a gazillion times. more photos and
signatures ..... Thanks Vince, appreciated.
4.23 PM Annie I
think is her name ( sorry forgot) the tall blond haired one some
hunk she is too.....ggrrrr damn!! These chicks looks so far better
off stage than on stage. Shit. Okay, well enough said I guess???
...She walked in and ofcause again we ran off trying to get a few
pictures and a signing - no problem. She was asked in the elevator
and said hang on lets just get off the elevator first. So it took us
to the 7th floor. Outside her room 721 she talked to us and greeted
us big time. So friendly. I think I now as I post this regret like
so much not having asked for her or their numbers or something to go
for a later interview with them on the phone for radio. I am sure
they have a cool story to tell. Fuck in hell. I had never skipped
such a request or idea had I not had Corinna in my life this way.
NEVER!!!! She does that to me. Not thinking straight.
some 20 minutes
later at 4.45 Vince comes back down with a girl and some guys.
Heading to the bar you can call it - right behind us. I am talking 5
feet away. They go there for dinner and some drinks. He seemed
happy. He seemed well. I think Vince is actually really enjoying
this tour. The gang at the table joked a lot and he too was very up
on things. We never bothered them one bit. I had an easy time not
to, Corinna lol - she was constantly turning, looking at him like
lol, lol, lol I cant really find the words for this. Sorry but that
was so funny. God.... We over heard him say a few things about a charity show this morning and that they would stay at this hotel till tomorrow Sunday and that they would leave for the show of today at round 6 PM. A lot of info there for just being a fly on the wall. Thanks man. LOL At 5.47 PM Vince got a call on his cell and that I guess was the cue for "its time to move" he went straight to the bus ... looked over for a split second nodded and off he went. Shortly after that at 6.02 Mars came down - he too went to his bus and took off. I felt a little sad about the fact that this was the last time I in a long long time would see these guys. But money and daily things sets its own limits for these things I guess. Stinks. Nikki Sixx , in the lobby at 6.13 he was better looking now still tierd as he said. He also said it had been a day a lill out of the ordinary. the band came in to the hotel at well we all know the time and they got to bed for maybe 2 hours then up for a recording of the benefit concert for the people of New Orleans. was to be aired tonight on VH1 so they got up shit early and after that to a recording studio to record a new version of "Home Sweet Home" which will be a new official benefit cd single shortly. So look out for that one too. He then said they had to go because they were running a little late. Got our photos with him though. Not the first time in the after noon as they came in. Then we only got a few signatures this time the photos were taken too. All this is what I talk about when I say "Corinna you hav no idea how lucky you are today." This is far far far better than a meet n greet for 400 bucks too.
Just amazing.
thats what it is. Also the little guy with the big name MIGHTY MIKE showed himself. - thank god did not really believe we would get to meet him. But today was just one of the very unusual days in my life with the Crue I guess. At 6.26 PM a guy comes up to us shortly after we parted with Sixx and sked us for a hotel ID kind of thing. If we could not show one he would have to ask us to leave. We could not cause we had already checked out so....out we went. But that was more than okay. We had had a day at the hotel that was none compareable to anything. Trust me you would have had to be there.
Let me say this
as said a few times before in here. There are things said and done
that is not written simply because they are too personal and out of
respect to people around me I keep certain things to myself. Just
wanted you to know. So maybe not all on here makes the most sence.
But there you go. We took all our stuff went outside knew that only Tommy was missing to go to his bus and he was the only one we were missing so fuck no if we wanted to go.
Stood outside
waited for the man to show. Took a long, long time. but but he came
and he signed 2 guys something and was so close to just pass on us.
So I fronted him and asked kindly. He did then do it. Thanks god. A
single quick snapshot was all we got. No photo with him he was late.
But it was all good. No complaining here. We then talked were
seriously if we should go for the show of the evening or take the
drive and go towards South Carolina where most of my stuff was and
all. Because my plane was leaving in about 20 hrs from now. If we
stayed for the show it ment that we would have to drive all night
and miss our last morning and noon together.
So guess what
we did? A long, long ride back was what we tried to go for and hit the sack at the local hotel only to have a few more hours together before this really first time together was coming to an end. I did not like it one bit. But I felt as we drove up to the hotel that morning round 2.30 AM that we would be alright. It was not that tough at that time but it got worse....... ohhhhhh man.
But a day
"with" the band had ended and we had witnessed a rare, rare thing
that not many can actually brag about on this tour. Cause this tour
is having the tightest security ever seen on Motley Crue. I can not
believe it. It is almost rediculous. But to the boys - thanks for
being so down to earth for us it was a memo I will never forget
Thanks.
For the Motley`s - see you in Japan coming November:.
Yes, well..... it was my decision & the best one I have ever
made!! I cannot thank you enough honey for doing this with
me. I wouldn't have wanted to do it with anyone else. Kisses
& hugs & well........ you know what else to ya!!! I love
you! Thank you for giving me this experience.
And
to the #1 Boys of Rock-N-Roll thank for the chance of a life
time to meet you guys outside of a show & for the best memories
I will always cherish. Thanks!!!
9th of September 2005,
It has and never will be a forgotten trip and Mötley Crüe experience
here in the US this summer. I have never seen them in the southern
states before and to say this is truely a strange one is an
understatement. This here Motley in southern US of A is just not
clicking. There are way too many red necks and goof balls down here
to even appreciate the thing called street rock-n-roll. Hell
yeah.... but as posted the other day no regrets. I am glad I am
experiencing this too.
It all just made me think so much about the meet-n-greet the other
day in Charlotte, N.C. - man that was so weird too... Nikki always
playing his games on me... again a personal brain fart... sorry...
but I got a feeling the boys aren't too high on energy now a days.
Kind and all that crap towards me though. And by the way for those
of you that wonder if the boys did get my dvd gifts. They did -
Fucking awesome. So happy I did that. 8th of September 2005
A few
days has been spent over here and it is not all the coolest of
the cool this time.
What?? What is he saying? Well - give me some slack here. You
know me already. I have no problem telling you when things in
the Crue camp is not all good.
I am
not kissing ass or defending the most precious thing in my
existance for all causes.
No!!
Okay
so what is or has been the matter?
There
is absolutely some right in the words posted some places on the
band being tired.
It
has as always been a shit cool thing to see the band again.
Always is. But they look like they could either use a good long
break or just do something else than being up on stage. They
were so stiff and not action packed like they have been.
I am
not saying that I cannot understand this but I am saying that I
do not see the band I have now seen 30 times on this tour. If
that's a comment you do not like to read or hear about. Sorry!!!
I
cannot say anything else than what Mr. Sixx has been posting a
few times. He is beat. He is not filled with energy no more. His
stage presence was... ohhh yeahhh he was givin it his "full" or
what could be considered as full in his situation.
He
looked like he had to try hard to give it his known for actions.
Vince too.
Mick
again as so many times before on this tour is still the one that
takes the prize. He is just better and better.
Tommy- I guess is Tommy. The drum solo bit is back, has been
away from the show for some time... but not changed. Just not a
CRUEFAN solo. Sorry Tom boy.... but it is not.
I
have said it before and I say it again. The solo is showing your
skills yes but its got no buissness in a Motley fucking Crue
show.
You
said in the "Resurrecting Crue" special that you did not really
like to do the old songs no more. That kind of shows in the solo
you chose to give us. But I am so sure too that you could have
put together a shit awsome ROCK solo... instead of bringin' the
disco beats.... I know this is your thing now. You like that
dance and club thing. But it is so not Motley. In my personal
little mind I think its soooo coollll that you change this much
all the time. I at times miss that from the other ones but you
would have to learn also that when you are in Crue it's the Crue
fans that come. Not the local dance freaks.
Ok
enough of the putting down...
Almost. Cause what is not the coolest thing also. Is the summer
2005 tour setlist. Why have you guys not changed a few songs?
Why
is it that the fans that have now traveled the world to see you
or the country for that matter- has not been givin' a few
changes?
HAS
IT NOT BEEN WORTH IT YOU THINK?
I
will say though you are doing a great comeback even that term
cannot really be used any more. The reunited thing is now old
news. Careful not to do the same thing as 2006 enters.
Coming back to Europe in Febuary or March will need some changes
I am sure or fans will react. Sorry but times change and fans
want more. A lot would maybe like to send me hate mail for this
posting but if they sit alone in a darkend room where no one can
see.... they too could most likely agree with me on these things
written. I think it is so false not to be able to say that all
the band does is not good.
Well... next show in Alabama tonight about to head out of here
so this will have to do for the time being.
It's
stinky hot here, my baby is here too Corinna is still with me
and we are I HOPE having a great time. She does not share the
opinion with me about the above but I do not really care. I HAVE
TO SAY I WANNA COME BACK HERE ASAP TO BE WITH THIS FREAK. SHE IS
A KILLER. A small sized killer but.... a killer.
I
think we could work something out and the tomster could in time
maybe move over.
We
are at times pretty good together in every sense. She does have
shitty limits on diff things but in Crue she is the most helpful
an understandig piece of ass I can possibly think of.
Now
honey that was a compliment.
So to
share these Crue days and tour with you has been long talked
about never truely believed in and now look at us...
To
the Crue- lets have it a hell yeaahhhh!!!!!
Alabama calling our asses... later dudes and whores,
Tx
and Cx
Mcrueloyalty.dk
2nd of September 2005
Just a few final words before I am airborn again. Of
course this is a major thing about to happen. Another tour
of the boys and a few new experiences on other matters too.
Cannot wait till the 4th of September and all shit is packed
and I am ready to take off.
For what it's worth to Mick, Nikki, Tommy, and Vince- thanks a million for the coolest rush in my existance. It has been a long, long road so far but I would not trade it for antything. I have a lot to say to you guys but never seem to get the time. For now just a huge long THANKS A BILLION guys!! It has been a tough one but as said- awesome in most ways too. Love the band till death. Like I say now a well $100,000 dollars later ......still loyal and true!!! Thanks again- see you all out there........ Fuck yes!!!!! Tommy lee, Denmark Mcrueloyalty.dk 1st of September 2005
(And well........... maybe a little word from me- BabyC,
another helper of the most awesome
MOTLEY site ever made & possibly a helper of a few other
things also! I can say it's about
fuckin' time all this "ARTICLES" work is over with! It's
been a long, hard, tiring job for the boy
of this site. Excellent job I must say!!! Very nice work
& new addition to the site. I LOVE it!
Thx for everything & just being you. Never stop. See you
in 5 days "T". Till then.................)
You dig?? 29th of August 2005,
No fucking way!! 26th of August 2005,
25th of August 2005,
Like a barking
mad bull I fight like crazy to make it. The "Articles" It still is a
hard and long road to travel. I tell you, it is now even harder than
a few weeks back. Cause the time scedual has changed all too much
cause one of the 2 working on here has dropped out on it. Not a
complaint as such more like a really really tough nut to crank solo
this thing. And my time frames are NOT working with me. Have had the troubles before with the postal services but now the stuff dont even get to my town. Fucking irritating....... Anyway just wantedto say a few 100s new articles have been added here yesterday and now there will be no more updating till Wednesday next week. So bare with me - I try to do this the best and fastest way I possibly can, To all you loyals out there... Life is now live it!!! Tommy 23rd of August 2005, Tuesday boys and girls. That is right. Another Monday is gone and we have all headed well into the new week. Two handfuls of days left and I will be leaving for the states again. No way can I describe what that will be like except the same ol same oI I guess. Rocking, banging, shaking, partying, cool, hot, and a trip into the Tommy world like no where else. The scanning and the "articles" section is still very much going. There will be, at the end of this week, another 1000 articles added in there. So no rest for the wicked I guess. A few cool new items will come my way and I can only say this is a year that is truly killing me. The financial side of things is just not cool. No more anyway. I have by the end of this year sold a few hard earned and very loved items to do all this but I have YES - I have gotten a good adventure in return. So I guess you can say I am holding on to this universe no matter what it costs me. I am so very happy about the things I have had experiences with this year alone. Damn yes. Have also been offered a minor piece in a future to come Crue book. I hope it will happen. Because that is something I have thought often about. But rather in the sense of doing my own book. A portrait of a fans life. That would maybe have been a rather scary one too. So many limits crossed and pushed. Any so called normal guy would not be thinking like that at all. Fact: people say I am crazy!! I have had a shit scary thought this week. Should I call it quits and retire from this collecting thing? Next year? Big question huhh? I will perhaps do this if I will end up with a good experience with a girl to come. -Right now there are like a zillion things that could absolutely not be cooler to get my hands on but I have to see what the thing called late summer/fall will bring me!! Damn it I am so short on cash it's frightening. Maybe I did it all a little too much from Feb. this year cause I did not truly feel calm about the thought of the band would not be around for some time. Boy did they surprise me. Of course that is nice. But ... financially and all no not cool. I have blown all my savings this year alone. I said I wanted to end my Crue book (my life) in style with a bang. Did I ...yes!! Still doing it. Okay enough of my rubbish. I love you all and remember the weekend is the big one. Tons of added articles and the section will (knock on wood) finally be completed for now. Terror . 16th of August 2005 Another
anniversary for the death of The King. Elvis Presley. 28 years ago
today. Officially told on the news 28 years ago today in about 5
hours from now. Well long live The King. Speaking of the man - Elvis
P. my visit to the US of A in a little less than three weeks may
even take me to the town of The King. That is right. Memphis and
Graceland. I have a honey in the US that has thrown the idea in the
air and I can only say one thing Crue or not, that one happening
could make the whole trip shit much more unique for me. Elvis
started my musical interest and I will most likely break down and
cry if we will go. Long live The King. On the Mötley Crüe side of things. We have passed the 1600 pages/pictures in the "Articles" section already. And in the beginning I said there may be about 1800 pages ... My guess is we still are missing about 1000 or so... Can you believe this? We have also passed the 140 pages on this fan site for you to go through with all kinds of things. Pictures and readings. Awesome. Fucking awesome and that's a fact!! I hope to have a few new changes made for visual refreshments if you will by mid September. But first and foremost we need to get through these articles and magazines. Seems like there are tons. But we will finish what we started. I promise. Speaking of magazines Tommy Lee has been and is this month in shit many new(s) magazines for all of you that care. But then again there is the new cd "Tommyland" and there is a line of nation wide tele shows he appears in and then tonight his "LEE BACK TO SCHOOL" series starts in the US. Wonder when it will come here?!! Kind of looking forward to that one. It will how ever become an official DVD release thing later on. Just as the LIVE AID one that they appeared on recently. Just hope the Tommy popularity is not going to his head and kills the band again. And speaking of DVD`S . I have a meeting with the boys in the southern states of America in a few weeks and I plan on making them the biggest most personal gift yet. -Burn the web site down on DVD and create these special covers to go with them. I hope they care enough to look in at them. It holds my whole fucking Cruecial life and the covers will say "A well spent $100,000 later" - It is as personal as it gets. Obviously with a personal note to each the member. I think it is a really cool idea. Other than that
my life is with smiles and miss you muches. Totally going out of my
mind here for different reasons. Tons of financial disasters right
now and a mix of joy and worries on the front about Crue items
wanted. I guess that is about it for the day the scanning's and the uploading's are taking my time here and I truly like to get as much done as possible. My deadline for August 30th will most likely NOT hold. There has been and is far too much than expected. Not complaining but a really hard and tiring job to do. You have no idea. Much love to
ya, Uncensored! 11th of August 2005 So the
ongoing story of adding the articles. A few things have been messing with my mind the last few days. Especially since yesterday. Issues of various kinds. A lot of newly popped up questions have to be given answers to before the weekend is over. So I have a lot of serious thinking to do while doing this here. Cause this thing here with the articles and the site update in general HAS TO BE finished on the 30th of this month. Only problem is that there are so many things in my life that kind of get in the way of spending all the time I like on here. So from this coming Monday it will be rather tough to make whatever will be left after Sundays work. Let us just hope for the best. This thing has had its good fair share of about 10-12 wasted hours of work cause of fucked electrical equipment. Okay enough whining, I know. But it has been rough since we from the get go on this one, knew it was a tight schedule to work with. USA - in September is slowly closing in every day too. New thoughts on that, considerations of all kinds of things have also to be put in place over the next 3 to 4 days. I think it is fair to say it is serious times for this boy. So if any one sends me mails or asks me questions in here or through mail please, due to all of the above, I may take some time to get back to you all. Sorry. Okay the scanner is running red hot as I type in here ...But that too gotta be watched so I am out of here again. It is noon right now and the day is still long .. need yet another 125 scans to get done today. So enjoy. Later boys, 10th of August 2005 It is an early start today. Working on this site. It is 7:45 A.M. and I wanna have at least 200 more pages or scans of articles added today. So far about 740 are online and that may only be about one third of all of 'em. I kid you not. Like I said early on, there are tons of these things in the collection. Also I heard from a guy that attended the Tommy Lee "in store" for his new "TOMMYLAND" CD release that the guy was really fired up about this one and that he also seemed to be extremely nice to all that attended. Man I wish I could have been there. But it just takes me back to the one thing it is all about. Money. Had I had it I had gone, trust me. Just felt for an early posting - so there so - I will now get the scanner to burn and then hopefully at the end of the day this goal of today has been fulfilled too. Some 200 more scans on here. Don't you just love it? Your host - Tomboy 9th of August 2005 Fucking
hell!!! That is right. Fuck in hell....It has been some bad ass
days with this thing here. Speaking of cool - today the 9th of August 2005 Tommy Lee the other ass... has his new album hitting the stores in the US today!! I sit here in Denmark writing this so I have not the chance to get it on the day. Sadly not Tommy or anybody else in the buizz has sent me the release pre-hand. LOL.... I just wanna say thanks for another release to the man and congrats on top of it. I know the CD, cause of one special person, is in the mail on its way to me as I type. Go get your "Tommyland" release now. The Crue is on the road but Tommy has, as some of you may know, been offered the opening slot as support act to the up and coming Rolling Stones US tour later in the year. Cool offer to our drummer boy. I would love to see that. But remember it is a US thing only ...as so often before. Now the site
here is heavily growing and shit is added like crazy all the time.
People have
been kind of confused how it works. Now, the page "six" on every era page holds the articles with 6 pages OR MORE as a single article. So don't get confused. I hope this little info helps you a little bit to understand how it is being built up? If not tough shit!!! Buy your own magazines. -I had to. Go figure. Why the hell do you guys think I am constantly out of money? Well I am spending it on the boys. Constantly. No summer or winter Santa comes to my door bell and hands me shit. It is tough, but as said so many times before, well worth it. I know I will when the time comes, lay down as the mighty dude above us calls me in or maybe the dude below us (more likely) I will lift a big fart, smelly one too, and say thanks for nothing and go to rest with not a smile but rather a big fat sloppy grin on my face. Now the site here will be worked on like crazy for the next three weeks and then we will see how far we have come with it. It is like I said earlier taking a lot of time but it has to be done right so it takes how ever long ... it takes. 4 weeks and
counting by the way. The southern US tour of America is getting
closer .. .why is it this sounds like a constant countdown? Cause
it is mutha fuckers. ( Thanks again Scott you bad ass rubber boy -
B.O.D. for that expresion) ... yeah yeah yeah shoot me - I don't
care much. I do love your ass but start appreciating a little
instead of whatever it is you do. Okay enough
"wife beating" on here for the day - enjoy what's up here and keep
returning. Crank the shit out of the stereo and as always be loyal to the power of Rock-N-Roll. Sick My Duck .......baby!! 7th of August 2005 Any Sunday is
more or less a boring Sunday isn't it? I have not
decided fully yet if the idea will be dropped or not. A few more items have arrived to my house and they will all be added here too in the next day or two. The things take time so once again, bare with me. It is a long way to go to have this site the way I want it to be. But the changes here and there and the zillion added things are just taking it all closer and closer to the ultimate idea of how I would like to see this thing. A few news stories from the band themselves and some COOL stories from some of the guys that were close to the band in the past - all really cool. The biggest stinker is, still that one FULLY and DIRECT related Crüe family member is holding on to some things of mine and wont let go. They have all been bought and paid for and I have called, emailed and sent letters to this person so many times now without any replies what so ever. I begin to consider it stealing. I am so disappointed. So very very disappointed. What else is
new? Well the time flies (not really news now is it?) but time flies
awfully fast these days and there is only weeks now till the next
screams, house lights, bombs, and shit will be the surroundings of
my evenings. Mötley Crüe shows to be seen in the US of A once again.
And then most of my time goes with this site. An example: Stinky but a fact!!! Could all days be Crüe days of this magnitude I PERSONALLY would be in heaven I am sure. Heaven or not -
I'm off ......trying to reach angels later on..... C ya!!! 5th of August 2005 What the hell
have I started here? The new section of the "Articles" is yet not
killing me. In the middle
of all this scanning the articles for you guys out there, there is
also a constant adding to the other sections on here. Today will
also have the flyers, This-n-That, magazine posters, and more.. Just
keep returning. This is probably the only site on the world wide web
that has a Crue updating and adding to it in this tempo. A few more
things have also been added to the pile of shit laying on US ground
waiting for me to pick them up in just ONE SHORT MONTH!!! The next 4
weeks will have a high priority of scanning and editing and more for
this section. I have rarely
been this concerned money wise too. I can not really be without one but as of now I am forced to. Also my kitchen has introduced me to break downs of various kinds. The refrigerator and the oven say thank you and have a good night too. In the fucking summer time when it is financially just not a good time. So you see this is not the coolest times for little old me. Money flying out the window like I do not know what!! But the focus
as said right now is this the SITE, the ultimate site and salute to
the boys of rock. I hope you all get a kick out of these new
happenings and addings as they come closer to the actual end. Tommy mutha
fucking Lee 3rd of August 2005 Shit, it will only be a short line on here today. We started the "Article" pages yesterday. And now it is turning out that it's much more complicated than that. We need so many forms, codes, links, and shit so I can only say hopefully will we be able to make it in time for the promised deadline of August 31st!! I welcome Corinna H. from the southern states of the USA in on here. She will be one that little by little will have a few things to say and do with this site. You may later get her info so she can be some kind of a US contact for the site if you like. It will come. Just bare with me on everything. It is a tight schedule right now and the so called boring ordinary life has its things to be dealt with too, so there is a limit too - when we talk about time that can go in to this site. Sorry about that. Trust me I would have liked it differently. So many things
are now laying in the states to be brought home. And being added to
this site. But there is still a good month or more for that to be
happening. But trust me August and September will be a truly cool
cool thing and an awesome period for new adds to this monster. To the rest of you out there thanks a bunch for the support and comments to this site. I appreciate it all good or bad.. Soft skin, small feet, cool, and more .I'll be all over it...shortly
1st of August 2005 It simply is a
weird couple of days for me. I have found myself to be in kind of a
sad mood the last few days. I guess too many disappointments and no
care from anybody except one or maybe two. Those I thank deeply.
Another person is about to get in over the site shortly. I have had
several items coming my way. Anyway - it's a
time of hard work and busy doings throughout August if the webmaster
Well just a
line of news for you all that it's on a roll with the latest idea
from today. 29th of July 2005
My god!!!
What a week. High phone
bills - extra bills for this and that.
Hard being only a working
son of a bitch. Paychecks just does not cover the wanted.
If you know what I mean.
Enough cry baby on my part. Money is low, joy is high, so
fucking what about the rest of it.
September sneaks in slowly
and to you all I have a new thing started.
That will mean adding about 2000 yes TWO THOUSAND new pictures through out August. I am Today starting the "sceletor" for the up-n-coming ARTICLES AND MAGAZINE POSTERS!!!
A hell of a job to add in
here. Cause it is simply a ton of stuff.
You
can easily say the size as it is now ... by the end of August
will be double. So enjoy. Thursday will see the first few
addings in here. Bare with me it will be era for era to keep
track of most of it. It will cost the team behind this site a
great deal of sleep and what else.
But we have a deadline saying August 30th for it all. Simply because I have another plan up my sleeve. Maybe I will tell later.
There
is a good 20 some items in the mail on the way to me as I speak.
So that too of course will be added and after that probably nothing more till mid September. I will not be able to get the money. Period. There is a tour coming up and though NIKKI once again has been sweet, it is just not all for free. So what else can be said. I honestly have no fucking clue.
I
hope you all can find the patience till this new monster is
cleared. It will take a good month but it will (if you like
reading) be a mouthful. So far that is it from here.
PS: have you all heard the
band has been given the "job" as being the house hold band of
.... in Las Vegas? Search the site and you will find out more if interested.
One more week and Tommy's
new album is out. Don't forget.
That's all!!
25th of July 2005
Some day this has been.
Refined most of all that is
online here. You have got to look for yourself. Hopefully you
will see a slight change to some earlier fucked up "out of
focus" items that have been looking like it or they have been
through a fucking thunder storm.
Should be considered
changed - NOW!!
Thank you very much.
So hold your fucking horses
about it.
Just a quick note.
Remember there is a 2006
calendar to be pre-ordered right now.
It is a US only item so all
us idiots in Europe or else where have once again have to spend
a shit load of extra $ in shipping to get it. But I guess that
is as it always has been in
the world of collecting these fuckers.
Also
only two weeks till the new TOMMY LEE CD release is in the
streets. "TOMMYLAND" is also if you want the US version up for
pre-order. I don't really wanna go in on a line of links - you
do your own searching on the world wide web and find your ways.
Finally the up and coming double DVD "Carnival Of Sins" has gotten a US release date of Oct. 4th - do not know the one for Europe. This US version too is up for pre-order now. If no where else then at the official site of the boys. You know the address.
Besides the slight changes and refines on here today there
are a few new items listed as well. As always to make things
easier - just look at the rolling banner at the top of this
site. Easy. Don't tell me any different. Or I will smack
you.
Today a lill less than 6 weeks till the next and new line of
Crüe shows hits my face.
Guess how I feel. Do I seriously have to comment anything anymore - don't think so.
I
may see you out there - I may not. If that's so - you and
you only is to blame.
I am not gonna miss this for the world.
That's all and that's
that - end of today's hard work....
Good night....
24th of July 2005 It seems like a demand. Many have asked me if there is no like magazine articles in my collection. The answer is "Yes" tons. Can they be put on here? Well yes but the problem is that it takes a lot of space and there are perhaps 1000's of pages... I have
though, decided to try to do it. It will not be any time soon.
23rd of July 2005 Today has
been a shit cool day. I have
gotten a few things in the mail today too. Some pages have been updated as you can see. a few new items are on here. So after several months with this site online I have still managed to add stuff at least twice a week. It is quite impressive I think. It is Saturday today and tomorrow is another relaxing day with NO CRUE what so ever, I don't think. And that could actually be okay too. I am sorry but, it could. Monday we will rumble again and go crazy. LOL The clock
has been started for real now - the count down to my next trip
over there US of A. Turning the page as we go from August in to
September. I for one can not wait. Have you
all by the way heard that yesterday the "Too Fast For Love"
VINYL album and the 7" Till next week (only a few days) Crank it up .....today's cool......"Too Fast For Love" "The impossible" 21st of July 2005
It is a rather stinky
day today.
Quite bored. Yet with
at least some good news. On the Crue side.
I have gotten a promise
that the jacket ((financially))
will be able to come to
my belonging in September.
The Tommy Lee owned and
worn coat .
see other date posting
with picture below.
Also my baby has gone
once again helping me out by "taken' care" of a pair of
Tommy Lee worn cowboy boots.
They could and should
be on here in mid Sept.
Along with a line of
new stuff.
Thanks a great deal
baby. NO WORDS FOR IT.
September will see a
fairly huge portion of Crue stuff being added.
More before that of
course.
Things are in the mail
as they say. So no worries.
There are several
things all the time.
My best friend -
another help from her .. also thanks there...
Actually there is a
line of people I should and could thank a great deal.
But I rather go like
this -
you all know who I
appreciate for what!! So THANK YOU!!!
I
have a hard time with some issues right now and there isn't
anything anyone can do about it. It of course in my own ways
affects the universe of mine too - Motley!!
I am high yet in a
tough game.
I am glad yet kind of
scared and sad.
Maybe I just should not
go there ..... sorry all. It isn't fair to say A and not go
to B right!!
Sorry lads. Guess it was just a lill thing I needed to let out of my system.
I
hope things will be truly amazing again as we get in to
August!!
Till next time - crank that Mötley shit up!!
Love to all my friends worldwide.
Tommy
18th of July 2005
Fly soup!!!
What? Yes
you read it right, fucking fly soup.
Anyway I am NOT here to make a remark on today's weather forecast – shit no!! I am here to do today's posting on the coolest fucking Crue fan site around.
Any comments? I didn't think so!! Well these last couple of days have been hell with some totally Fucked up eBay sellers. I really begin to wonder. Should I create a list in on here that holds these fucker's ID's?
A few has actually been so goddamn rude that I can only say, Glad I have not stood face to face with these dicks!! Other's have had problems with my arrival of payment sent through BIDPAY. I posted the other day that I have raised hell on the line with BIDPAY too right? Today, thank god, one of the 3 cases/sellers received their payment.
And some have been like awesome too. Totally cool.
We have had
serious good communications. Speaking about eBay, I wanna know
who "cooks500" is, I think that was the ID on that, and who
that is. And who is "mayhem69". They grab all in the absolute final seconds of auction endings & make all the first bids on every fuckin' thing.
Another one crued1_4life – sorry do not wanna fight over things. But certain things in this NON hobby but rather LIFESTYLE I lead, I have to have these items baby! It makes me sad that you and I have to "fight" over things here and there on eBay, but you have grabbed shit from me in the final seconds too, so many times.
Fuck!!!!
Today I have taken the now old "meet-n-greet" shots to photo care – a chain store in this country and finally I will have them in real photos.
A couple
have been ordered as a poster sized cause I wanna get them
signed in
I am as low
as Anyone can possibly be financially these days and this is
just I guess in all honesty MOST of what I do is non smart. But guess what, My heart is in it 300% and that is what counts for me … surprise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Other than that, Well the site is slightly going through changes here and there so I just hope you all like it.
You can always in the "Kickstart My Heart" section post what you think.
And or like or don't like. Remember safe sex is wet dreams, cum in bed and a biiigggg fart in the puddle. Nothing but a bunch of bed covers and sheets are to be washed.
No 18 years
misery or anything. Plus you save on condoms or pills.
Mr. Bad!!!! (or so one tells me) 15th of July 2005
Okay just as I thought it can now not get any sweeter on the
matter of getting lucky!
Well.....
I
have just received my plane ticket the other day and the
Crue show ticket (THX)
PLUS I got the black and white striped Sixx Theatre jacket
paid out ...
mama help me your son is shit broke. I am below low ... Actually the world would have to come up with a new expression to cover my situation financially with a word as of now. LOL
But those BIG ISSUES have been taken care of and NOW I got
this offer too from the personal assistant of Tommy Lee on
the European Red White And Crue tour to buy from him, late
September, the worn coat by Tommy Lee at previous award
show.
See picture at the top. Tommy bought this coat at the store "New York" on Melrose in Hollywood.
Rik!!! My man, I personally wanna thank you for the
understanding towards the situation and for the chance you
give me here to own and add this piece to my monstrous
collection.
Do get back should you find or can get other stuff. I truly like to get these things.
This is NOT healthy doings on my part again - financially -
lol.. but to do this, get this added to the collection, AND
to maybe establish a bond to this guy - is well worth the
money.
Again don't ask about the price tag, not telling!!!
Holy shit a lot will be added the next 2 months, I see that
now.
Then again things get added here almost every other day!!
Amazing or?
Yes it is!!!
-To my best friend, for what is now the latest <on planet
messy<
hope we will survive this chaos and get the bond rebuilt.
Alright that is about all for the day!!
I am having major problems with the BIDPAY online payment company!!!
Fucking shit.
But I am on their asses on all issues.
Alright - have a wet time cum in bed sit in it and blow
bubbles - FART!!
Disgusting but truely funny!!!
It is the safest safe sex I can think of!!!
Have fun.
Your host!!
13th of July 2005,
How is this for ironic shit!
Got my ticket to the US in September today!
Going back home from Washington September 11th.
Making no big fuss about it. Just talking to my old mama
today (sweet worrying soul)
14 planes leave from US towards Denmark that day.
And Denmark, England, and France have been the countries
supporting the US troups in the war.
And only Denmark of the three is the one NOT been hit by terrorism .. YET!!!
Ironic right? I mean think about
it! I go over there again - see Crüe once more heading home
on that date and just IF something happens - that's just
fucking bad ass shit isnt it??
Count your days boy!!
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, ......
On the matter of my well being -
tomorrow is my I dare say big day.
My friend is hurting and I am
hurting big time. I have not been wanting to listen to Crüe
today.
It is my best friend, all over
it till i know if we are breaking parts here tomorrow.
What is the sick shit, is that I
personally feel I have to make shit up to go "You're right".
You are so right on every issue. One scared me off or maybe I should say enlightend me that this is very typical female actings. My best friend will and DOES hate me for doing this on here. I have more from the get go been saying ALL that touches my Crue world and thinking one way or another will be written in here. It's a diary. Diaries hold thoughts.
Only this diary here, holds ONLY
thoughts, replies, and happenings dealing with my passion in
Crüe.
Sorry - that is what this is
meant to be. An open book.
More than a few people have so far been very personal with me on things posted. I feel okay with that.
It is my thoughts and reactions
to actions.
Others have theirs that they too can say out loud or choose to keep to themselves.
No point repeating myself with a
listing on this best friend thing in here.
I am hurt and I feel really stepped on.
My friend SAYS I am keeping her
out of my life. Saying I am lying.
Saying I dont share no more.
If somebody out there has the
effective medicine for for this one - tell me.
Cause I am not a wizard. Do not
have a crystal ball. I have only my flesh and bones as
always .....something is going on that I do not have the
power to affect in her heart.
Smells rotten. Smells like a brother and sister walks their seperate ways only cause of a sadly stupid belief that holds nothing.
Pearl you have no idea,
you keep saying and reminding me you are hurt over this
.....
you really don't seem to care about my being no longer. My tongue has spoken to you and told you it's all fiction in your brains. I loose too.
This truely is a sad
day ......
In many ways .
4ever loyalty...
have to ...
Tx
12th of July 2005
Another day in the name of Crüe.
Meaning? Well - meaning that there will be a few more things
added on here today.
Not much cause the postman can't seem to find his way to my
doorstep.
So today we will settle for less. But it all adds up now
doesnt it?
Yes it does.
-Some may also wonder what is up with the picture of the
girl on top of this posting.
Well it is my, at times, mentioned best friend. She can
laugh or she can yell at me (again)
for doing this. I have an ongoing thing here with her that
is not good.
Seems to be on shakin' ground this friendship. I cannot
forgive her for some things she is saying to me and she, it
seems, can't forgive me!! If this is a friends funeral then
she needs to know this:
I
have never in my existing life had a closer friend.
I too through jealousy, made up stories and other things that could never come between this.
I
may be wrong. I may be dead wrong. And that is another
reason for living the way I live.
Don't live with what is smart live with a risk at heart. Have your heart in all that you do. Don't put up with continuous shit to please people...
Please yourself but be true, loyal, friendly, helpfull,
and listen to the few that matter dearly.
This is what I feel I have done and this is what I now feel
is no longer enough for this friendship..
I
will miss you if, when we meet Thursday, will part our ways
for good.
The only few things that can crush my heart is: lost thing
or person that has my full passion and appreciation. That
would be, close family (yes close not all), important
friends, girlfriend, hobby, loved job, or other things.
So guess what, I am in a happy fase of my life these days
cause things are fairly good on a few issues but then this
is pulling it all down a lill.
I think Mötley Crüe and their music cannot help me here. Or at least they will have a hard time helping me get through this one. Cause we also shared more Crüe together than I ever will with anyone.
Not even me and the webmaster share this much Crüe.. that's
gotta say something cause we work on this a lot...
It is tough to let someone go - and especially over things
only made up in one of our heads.
It simply can become a split for all the wrong reasons.
Period!!!
Hate facts like that!!
The more I think about this shit the more I actually wish I
would have changed to a person with as much new ongoings in
my life as my best friend claims I have and shot her off of.
Sad. The more I think about the fact that I am almost
married to Corinna (in rumours)
the more I actully would like to see if I can get her as a steady girl. It would all be so much easier.
Besides YES we are both Crueheads and yes we do share a lot
....
I
am not and will not write a book on my views on her
it's only my buisness but dear best friend -
why can't you any longer give me the appreciated space to
actually get the rumours to become solid facts before you
strangle me?
Let there actually be some meat on the bones before we can actually say we have a feast.
Yes it takes a lot of me to write these things.
I am - we are - losing something beautiful here.
And there is abslolutely no way this thing will be found
again for either of us for a long time.
TRUE TRUE TRUE freinds with so much XTRA to go - sharing,
friendly love as if we were BROTHER AND SISTER (your words
too) is not replaceable.
Think about that for a second.
I
will meet you Thursday and we will rap this up. As a
continuation or as a burried beauty.
I
am dead sure I can not look at a Crüe poster or listen to
them without being reminded of our years together as
friends.
We shared and created a lot of Motley shows on radio together too.
Sad!!
-
I felt sick, bad, and what's worse last night too.
Really bad. Must be all the concerns I have for this and
that plus the fucking heat!
Summer heat you can have it. I am a rocker by heart not a
beach boy.
Shit. Too hot for me. Hand me fall and winter and I'm
blooming!
Much love
A
broken host!!
PS: pix on top - best friend with a shared HUGE experince
only two weeks ago....her fave boys from Finland Private
Line
10th of July
I
know guys, and I am sorry you have to deal with my almost
EVERY DAY postings these days!!
Look
I just wanted to share this ...the mentiend Sixx tour worn
jacket in the picture
above has been an offer to me for some time now. Today I had a final chat with the owner of it and it's now official.
It
will go my way. Payment straight up cash tomorrow .. don't ask
for the amount on it
- I wont tell.
Save
your troubles.
I can
however tell you that I AM SHIT BLESSED!!!!
Look
at what I have going these days for me.
Being
famous - FUCK IT
Being
filthy rich - FUCK IT
Having a nice car - FUCK IT
Looking like a model - FUCK IT
I am
having my girl and my best friend, this site and my rock-n-roll,
and none of the above can ever top that!!
Everybody else that says I am wrong is an asshole
Everyone else that claims I am wrong is a pussy
Everyone else that talks shit is green with envy and a dick on
top of it too.
The
few that can actually sit calmly reading this and go "right on!"
is a cool fucker.
A
friend of mine. My kind of human....
Now
go puke - I'll have a pizza!!
May
the devil bless my soul,
Till
late summer fuckings, cold beers, and a Crue show - crank the
shit up!!
Yours
truely
Lee
9th of July 2005,
Holy macrel,
One posting has been hitting hard on here today.
I had not seen this posting till around noon my time.
That is (just to give you guys info) about 3-4 hrs.
after the posting I refer to.
The posting I am talking about is this one here:
What people have been
(11 e-mails in total till now alone)
asking me about are
these things here:
1. Tommy are you now
involved with this girl?
2. Tommy will this make
a drastic change to the site or the collection?
3. Tommy I dont get
this, what is this all about, pls explain?
4. Are you selling out?
There are other
questions and cause of these
I am gonna get things
carved in stone for you all.
Ready here it
goes.....pure speculating.
Later in this posting
you will most likely go
"ahhh ok I see, how can
he possibly be able to answer all..."
Okay here goes
nothing:
I am still single. I
don't mind getting involved.
I also do not mind the
universe of being in a relationship.
For all you that have
been reading the CRUEHEAD section on this site, not
much has changed. With that I mean exactly what the
"Cruehead" section is saying.
I have gone through a
lot in my life the past 2 decades to have this Crüe
life and to have this collection growing to what it
is today!!
Have always said nothing
shall or will come between my Crüe life.
Now this girl who has
been posting, that has caused a reaction towards me
well...
Right now we talk like I
have not talked to many before of the opposite sex.
We are trying to get to
meet in Sept.
(things can go bad so I
choose the word we TRY to organize this)
And we both have some
pretty cool equal likings and so on.
I will if it really
matters that much to you all - return in Sept. with
a "Im taken for" or a "another disappointment" in
the life of a guy/girl situation.
No matter what - the
posting girl has already made it clear too that my
Crüe life can and will not change unless I
personally choose to change it.
Which I in the time of
posting here have NO intentions for.
So there so....
BabyC is her at times -
She has been very
helpful with shit loads of things from the states
side.
She is a truely cool
friend to have in the crue world - all you out there
think hard about how and what your BEST friend means
to you.
That is what this one is
to me these days too.
I already have a BEST
FRIEND here in Denmark
and that one sure as
hell is of great importance still.
I am willing to say for
life!!!
BabyC(rue) is also, the
band ......I love 'em --- miss 'em ---- and what
have you.
I have been fortunate
enough to have this cool thing with a couple of them
and I do
not wanna ever rip that apart.
When I write certain
things the people here and there they know who they
are.
For the rest of the fans
that go in here and simply read it through ...
well... just very
informative reading I guess.
No harm done to anyone.
Except the dicks,
assholes and pussies out there.
I hate your guts. May
you rot in hell and never return to become anything,
but something the
dogs leave behind fresh, warm, and on the
sidewalks!!
I love the idea of maybe finally finding myself (in
the future) in a relationship that would also work.
Will the webmaster or my best friend here, a today
nameless total stranger, or this posting girl be
it.?? Who can tell..
Her best girlfriend is on my ass all the time these
days .. wanting to look me over .. .
so I can perhaps down the line get the "APROVED"
stamp....LOL LOL LOL
I have as only a few of you know .. .tried earlier
to move to the states...
Was so close in the early stages of 2005. Now - who
the hell knows.
Corinna if I want you - if I find you just as cute
as you are now and you me the world could get a Crue
fan couple. Fucking funny.
Like I said already and her words too... time will tell....
We have good feelings about whatever (your word C)
lol lol lol......
And we are building an awesome thing.
What the fuck....
She posted this - I got bombed with curious people's
mails ...
Now I react. Or make a comment.
To actually be with a Crue lover can be awesome.
It can also be dynamite in the bad sence .....
Right now it's as harmless as nothing else .
I miss her deeply, I care for her and I love my
"new" found friend like hell.
Feel free to kill me next time you see me if these
few comments don't make up for what ever you wanted
to hear or still have questions too?!!
My Crüe life still lives on very well. Like crazy.
Only costing me too much money ... lol lol lol ...
but Nikki you lovely bastard,
you help me on getting things - to feel a bit easier
too. So ......
WTF??
Yeah that's right. No further explenations towards
that lill brain fart.
Some people are truely very helpfull....
To all, thx for all.
You fucking know who you are.
I like to get more of Corinna... and I will.
Now it is out there and we know I have my ticket
booked and all. I am going over.
She lives pretty far away form the concert(s)
attending .. but we WILL meet and then ..
magic .. maybe. Baby!!!
Couldn't hold back baby...... (you asked for it )
lol lol lol....
Secrets ... there are no secrets.
Unless you out there consider all things not told secrets.
I have different glasses to look through!!
That's all.
Miss you girl - thanks for letting the world know .
lol lol lol ....
Boy oh boy .lol lol
Have a great Saturday .. I am having a too hot one..
Here it's like 95 degrees (US temp).
Fuckin' hell I'm boiling here.
HATE THE SHIT!!!!!!!! Winter come in over me soon...
Now back to the ordinary shit happening.de
Was any light spread over your curiousity?
I don't really mind or care ....
It is a personal thing anyways..
(expecting hate mails now) lol lol
Still...
Love
Tommy
8th of July 2005
Guess what?
It is fucking Friday......that means week-end and all.Of course the gods have promised heat like hell.
Not functional for me. Damn it . Want it cooler. Want - yeah
well ......Tomorrow the Theatre striped jacket from Sixx and the
Theatre tour will be paid off.
If the guy that has it does not change his mind like another
fucker did recently....A
guy wanted to sell a Tommy belonging from a past tour and
sacked me as payment was about to go out
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