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28th of June 200SIXX,
Kimmel, Site & A Huge Mission
8:28AM CET
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It is a huge thing. It all is. I do not take things lightly. In any way, I tell you. The site has coursed us more shitty problems and some of the over the top ideas to go on the new and coming site are just not fully there when it goes online. We can not fully make it happen. I have "fired" A COUPLE OF PEOPLE, yes I have. I am sad about it always am but I have to look for my own personal interests and put the individuals up against their own words. If that does not seem air tight if you know what i mean then off you go bye bye. We are some now that are on a mission. A huge mother fucker of a mission too. So many ne and head hunted things will come to surface in the near future. Trust me.
A few of the gang members are
really excited to get started onthe whole new direction too. That`s just so
awesome. They too feel more much more involved now too. It is great. I think a
lot have been tested the last long time. I have been shit busy and been
talking and dealing and doing shit every day almost ofr about 18 to 20 hours a
day the last month. I am so beat. Once the site goes online there will
comeanother short time fase that will have me on my toes watching all making
sure the shit works and all. Then I seriously need a rest. Wish I could go
away on an isolated island for a week not having to deal with anything. But
yeah....in my dreams I guess. There are so many things going on and there are
right now also another line of closings for deals. Deadlines to keep up with
and more. There are so many things right now that I need to be a litle careful.
Not to loose the grib.
The fall will be huge Isence it
already. As said before we are aiming high too for things to happen and we
really wanna make sure the shit will happen no matter which of the gazillion
things I refer to. Just a line of hopes and thoughts like constantly on the
table for, with and about everything. It is a tough thing to try for buut I
feel I gotta do it. I think you will like it all once it is all ready.
Tommy was on Kimmel TV
last night did you guesssee it? Also the band in LA and Aerosmith in their
home town of boston had teamed up for a Detroit radio special brought to you
live from 101WRIF the radio I love to talk about so much. Listen online.
www.wrif.com It was goos. Fresh. Let me in that
sentence take a minute and say thanks to Doug Podell for all he has done for
me so far. Thanks brither. I appreciate it maybe more than you will ever
know?!!
Also watch out for the
new paperback book to come it is available from
www.amazon.com
right now. More new shit to come liek.. ohh
brother the list is endless. just keep an eye out in the news lines on the
official sites like; motley.com, swagrox.com, amazon.com, and others. The
stuff comes out on all of these I am sure. Axl rose was arrested in Stockholm
yesterday guess if the danes at Roskilde Festival have been worried they will
play there tomorrow though. I have myself gotten a positive flashback with GNR.
God they are good. Shit. But good old now 46 yrs old Axl has not gotten better
it seems. Still fucked up with his temper and still letting the crowds wait
for an hour or more as he did ingermany with the Rock Am Ring festival. Ohh
boy.....
But he show was worth it and .they are back GNR 2006 oneof the HOTTEST tickets at all at least here in Europe.
No Motley in europe till 2007.
The US tour has taken a line of changs since the early plans and it is now
kind of a weird thing. At least it is to me. But who am I to say anything?
Nobody I guess.
A few more days and a lot of things will change. And I have a stinker of a bithday. many are on my ass.. but you have a huge cellebration to look in on. NO I DONT. I dont care about birthdays that way. No reason to cellebrate you get older. whats up ith that? People are far more nuts about my day that I am. What the hell, let the masses have their fun. I only have a few wishes and they will not come true so.... have a good one!!!
Your exausted host xXx
You can all see some of the
gang members are already hard at work on the new road we chose to try as a
group challenge. Mcrueloyalty.dk has started to expand with now a MY SPACE
page.I think all can and should be invited to go in and see this and offer
any what ever to us of ideas and thoughts. It is a personal pleasure for me
to see these gang members be active already. This is what we are going to
try to do - kame it a unit not a bunch of people but all become ONE and try
to set a huge mutha fucking snowball in activity only to grow and get visual
and unavoidable. We are proud to have our gang member of Boston Jesse to
control this site. Now if you have any questions to and about anything thats
got to do with the "gang" on the loyalty.dk mission you contact Angie in the
gang of loyalty section on this site here.
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25th of june 200SIXX, God Its Hard, Closing my Eyes And moving On
4:05PM CET
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Sunday normally a day for resting is it not? it that what the big dude upstairs wanted this day to be. I think this was not meant to include me at all. I am busy shit no matter if it is a Sunday, Tuesday or Friday does not matter one bit. All my days are like 20 or 20 some hours long trying to deal with things. I am right now not in the biggest belief of getting things I really wanted from the tour and stage props guy. Tough shit. How ever I am going to try to talk to some people in the next 3 days and see what I can do. Course as you know I thought this was a set deal already but no. Then today I have been kind of hoping for a miracle with Casper the new dude in on the site. I have had a serious problem with him for several weeks now. And now today I ave told him his Sunday too is doomed to be a work day. he had to for us to even make sure we will be ready in time for the first lot of the new site. First lot you say? Yes more ideas are being worked on and more shit is going to get added on here but I have a feeling it will not be on this side of August or something. We have too many balls flying up in the air to ,make it all happen over night. Still the site is gonna come on here the new cool version. It is a site that for sure will be great. Trust me. It will just get better and better as time goes on. And more and more shit added to it. Another not hoped for issue is also with gang of people. They are not really responding too well. This will have to change too from the 1st. I think we will have a lot of new thoughts and a lot of new directions on here for everyone to follow. If you are sitting out there right this minute thinking wooww I would like to get in and be a part of it. All you have to do is email Angie in the GANG OF LOYALTY section and get her send an email telling a little bit about your self and so on. On the page of the gang you can read more about what you need to do. But we can always at this point still use new and fresh diehard Crue blood on here We need to stand strong and we need to be standing with a belief in what we do and have and share the same common goal. I do stand as the bitching bastard and swinging the whip as I have now learned that some one has to when you work as a group one has to be in charge or it will just all of a sudden get really bad and the lot will loose control. So I am the bitch on here and it is fine. But anything you wanna know or hear about concerning the gang of loyalty email Angie. She is your "guy" for that one. I am going to take some actions towards the USA trips to come for the rest of this year tomorrow and the coming days. I think and I hope for some good things and doings then when the time comes for these things to be happening. I really begin to need that ones again. There is a lot of things still in the works how ever things are just so damn hard to keep up with as a one man gang. Just fucking hoping for the best. As I go to sleep tonight I will be one huge step closer to the end of the site. It is a day of highly importance... So - will I jump round in joy and a celebration dance or will I be sitting all rapped up in tears over a day of fucked up doings and begin to fell the deadline will not be met? I refuse to have the last option being the reality. Now the next few days will be like so telling a story on all that’s going on. It will be so easy to settle things from the outfall of that. the next days will be saying a lot. The days will be so telling what is and what isn’t going to be happening. I of course will be hoping and praying for the best and all. I just have to get the best and most possible there is absolutely no way round it. But so far things have been planned and have been set in gear so where it all ends and what will actually be in my favor at the end of the day. Your guess as of now on things is just as good as mine. I have so many things to deal with the next few weeks its almost scary! Damn!! Anyway back to work here for me. Just sharing the updated info on it all. I will get back to you all later. Lee
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23rd of June 200SIXX,
Sunday Hollywood & Dropped Deals
6:46PM CET
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There is a line of things going
on and a lot of things that was meant to go on that is now NOT!! I had so many
deals going just a few days ago. Now some have blown me off, fucked me over
and times have a different ring to the many activities around me. In short
some deals that really meant a lot to me are in posession of people that seems
to be like 99% of all beings. MONEY MAKERS nothing but. No looking towards the
coming owners or anything. I begin to seriously believe that I am the only one
that cares about passion and things in the way that I do it?!! Anyway I
am extremely dissapointed and feel bad about this in a way not many of you can
even begin to understand. So I am not gonna waste time on here bothering any
with even trying.
I really am in a world of
minds, rules and ordinary that I can not at all cope with. I am SICK of it. I
know we all have our daily things to deal with. Course that is how life is. No
getting around it. You live on planet earth you live by the rules or as far as
you fucking have to. But I refuse to let me my passion and the site from July
1st be told there are limits. I am and have told the "head of my gang" - a
line of people that are with me on this, a line of people that are so tight up
in this aiming for greater things. I have told my chosen head of the gang that
even the people in that gang will get their booties kicked out and off of this
IF they do not start to be more visual and more active on this here. I need
the gang that does this to do it from passion not just for having their name
on the site. *****
It is new times and more
serious and better times, more fun times to be on here and together the group
that we are. There will be a list of things you all can and will see that the
gang will be much more a part of. And I love it, it is an awesome idea and it
is a seriously needed change. I would love to have things differently but the
REAL believers and the team workers are but so seriously hard to find out
there. You have no idea. Its a smelly stinker of a competition out there and
no one wanna be the giver. The ... you choose the words .. I have givin up a
long time ago....
Anyway the latest news is I am
going to USA in October for a handful of shows, seeing my old man again Don
Armstrong getting another one of the missed SHOUT banners picked up I guess
and I am then going to HOPEFULLY get them signed as I have my Sixx one ..
collecting all 4 of them and then get them framed and hung. Anything else is
unacceptable. The band is in LA this Sunday as Aerosmith is in their home town
of Boston doing something special that in the middle of the two cities will be
broadcasted in Detroit. That is one fucking KILLER IDEA!!!!
I would like to have that one under my belt if you all know what I mean. I will know more in a good hour or two. I think it is a time for some killer doings of all kinds. How ever I am also in serious need of that to get over (if I ever will) the los of the deals I had set EVRYTHING up for. I am seriously devestated over these moves from the few that just took a 180 degree spin and changed all my chances. Fucking sucks!!!
The tour starting in September
is a good 27 dates and it ends Nov 24th. If there will be the rumoured new
years eve show still I can not tell at this point. How ever there is a serious
chance of that not happening. But ,.....lol we will see. I will be going to
see the tour and I hopefully will have a blast of what is being done. It will
hold a good few new places I have not yet attended a Crue show. So that in
itself is kind of cool. And if the new yrs will not be announced with in the
next 40 days I will be doing all in my powers to go to the Hollywood Bowl and
see em. We will see what the devil will bring me. I just really hope for
something totally cool!!! I have a good 3 - 4 years left before it can all be
over and then this will be a serious bad ass collection by that time. But not
as ASS KICKING as it could have been with the goods that I seriously was dead
sure of would have happend.
-There is a huge lot of things
and ideas in my head as I have referred to before with the gang the site and
all. And I promise you there will be more openness about it as time goes on
and the new site takes over this one here. July 1st. We just really need to
have this one to come being functional and being right from the start. I am a
litle bit concerned and there is a REALLY good reason for that!!! There is
ABSOLUTELY no acceptance of it not being 101% in order as it hit the internet.
We have as said before some ideas for this one to come that WILL NOT be here
from the start simply because our man to do these new things have been a bit
tied up and a bit more lazy than what good is. It is simply not good enough
either. Shape up young man or hit the road.......
Okay I guess I have said
enough for the day maybe?? What do you think? Dont forget your shit thats on
the ONLY god damn rockin the airvawes radio station. Listen online.
www.wrif.com say hello
to Doug my man should you throw them an email or a request shit of the boys.
later my friends,
Lee
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20th of June 200SIXX, Dont Tell Me This Is How Its GoingTo Be - You`d Kill Me
11:47AM CET
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I have a thing gong a deal
worked on with a lot of stage 7 tour used items. Its true for you taht have
asked in the guest book on here.
How ever the guy is killing me
right now NO !! I am not pissed at him or anything but he cant seem to cope
or figure out how to get the stuff to South Carolina. So this may be the end
of it He said in an email today he is seriously thinking about selling the
stuff piece by piece on ebay. This is killing me. I have taken some actions to
make sure it at least could get started on so this messege kills me. I have
emailed him with the note DONT CHANGE THINGS DONT DROP OUR DEAL. I want this
and this is now really eating me up. That there is not going to be a deal
MAYBE!!!!!! I have talked and told a TRUSTFUL good 4 people about this and
they too know it would kill me to see this not going down.
I know its sounding like a cry
out. well it is. I am dying to have people coming up to me and telling me
things I have passion for then they come on to me later on and say the total
oppisit thing. And change their minds around like totally. I am not the kind
of guy that is fucking around with anything that has gotten anything to do
with this band. So "HERBY" if you please could find it in you to come down a
bit and focus on what we do. You selling it pece by piece ... you will never
see it again you know already what I have of plans for it and you know already
that you could end up seeing it all again and TOGETHER as one collection. I am
more than begging you here . do not do this.
My diary is for all issues touching my Crue world this is too in a big way so its gotten every right to go on here. it is not with joy I post this but I had to. The tickets and the tour is up now too. Lots of shows just not for me. I want these things and I want these other talked about items I have talked about with crtain people that holds a few here and there. You all know who you are. Sep 5th Mötley Crüe playing Germain Amphitheatre, Columbus, OH with Aerosmith
Sep 7th Mötley Crüe playing
New England Dodge Music Center, Hartford, CT with Aerosmith
Sep 9th Mötley Crüe playing
Post Gazette Pavilion, Pittsburgh, PA with Aerosmith
Sep 12th Mötley Crüe playing
Darien Lake PAC, Darien Lake, NY with Aerosmith
Sep 14th Mötley Crüe playing
PNC Bank Arts Center, Holmdel, NJ with Aerosmith
Sep 16th Mötley Crüe playing
PNC Bank Arts Center, Holmdel, NJ with Aerosmith
Sep 19th Mötley Crüe playing
Jones Beach Theatre, Wantagh, NY with Aerosmith
Sep 21st Mötley Crüe playing
Jones Beach Theatre, Wantagh, NY with Aerosmith
Sep 23rd Mötley Crüe playing
Tweeter Center, Camden, NJ with Aerosmith
Sep 26th Mötley Crüe playing
Tweeter Center, Boston, MA with Aerosmith
Sep 28th Mötley Crüe playing
Tweeter Center, Boston, MA with Aerosmith
Sep 30th Mötley Crüe playing
Nissan Pavilion, Bristow, VA with Aerosmith
Oct 2nd Mötley Crüe playing
Air Canada Center, Toronto, Ontario, Canada with Aerosmith
Oct 5th Mötley Crüe playing
First Midwest Bank Amphitheatre, Tinley Park, IL with Aerosmith
Oct 7th Mötley Crüe playing
Alpine Valley Music Theatre, East Troy, WI with Aerosmith
Oct 9th Mötley Crüe playing
Riverbend, Cincinnati, OH with Aerosmith
Oct 11th Mötley Crüe playing
DTE Energy Music Theatre, Detroit, MI with Aerosmith
Oct 12th Mötley Crüe playing
DTE Energy Music Theatre, Clarkston, MI with Aerosmith
Oct 13th Mötley Crüe playing
Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre, Indianapolis, IN with Aerosmith
Oct 15th Mötley Crüe playing
UMB Bank Pavilion, St Louis, MO with Aerosmith
Oct 17th Mötley Crüe playing
Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre, Kansas City, MO with Aerosmith
Oct 19th Mötley Crüe playing
Starwood Amphitheatre, Nashville, TN with Aerosmith
Oct 21st Mötley Crüe playing
Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre, Charlotte, NC with Aerosmith
Oct 23rd Mötley Crüe playing
Alltel Pavilion Walnut Creek, Raleigh, NC with Aerosmith
Oct 25th Mötley Crüe playing
Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre, Virginia Beach, VA with Aerosmith
Nov 2nd Mötley Crüe playing
Shoreline, Mountain View, CA with Aerosmith
Nov 4th Mötley Crüe playing
Hyundai Pavilion, Devore, CA with Aerosmith
Nov 6th Mötley Crüe playing
Hollywood Bowl, Hollywood, CA with Aerosmith
Nov 8th Mötley Crüe playing
Coors, San Diego, CA with Aerosmith
Nov 10th Mötley Crüe playing
MGM, Las Vegas NV with Aerosmith
Nov 12th Mötley Crüe playing
Cricket Pavilion, Phoenix, AZ with Aerosmith
More November and December
dates are coming shortly!!!
Now what ever will happen you will find out about on here as I am sure there
will be positngs about and all.
As i normally do...damn I hope I will pick the longest straw in this concern
of mine.
Thanks alot folks, 11 more days
and the new site is up I promise you!!!
Tommy
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18th of June 200SIXX, Who Said i Told You So?!! 1:33AM CET
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AEROSMITH's official fan club, Aero Force One, will make an official announcement regarding the band's fall touring plans on Monday, June 19. The group are expected to confirm that they will be teaming up with MÖTLEY CRÜE for a U.S. tour beginning in early September. So far, the following dates are up for the trek: Sep. 05 - Columbus, OH @ Germain Amphitheatre Sep. 07 - Hartford, CT @ TBA Sep. 09 - Pittsburg, PA @ TBA Sep. 14 - Holmdel, NJ @ TBA Sep. 19 & 21 – Wantagh, NY @ Jones Beach Sep. 23 - Camden, NJ @ Tweeter Center at the Waterfront Sep. 26 - Mansfield, MA @ Tweeter Center for the Performing Arts Oct. 05 - Tinley Park, IL @ First Midwest Bank Ampitheatre Oct. 07 - Alpine Valley WI @ TBA Oct. 13 - Noblesville, IN @ TBA Oct. 15 - St. Louis, MO @ UMB Bank Pavilion Nov. 12 - Phoenix, AZ @ TBA Som now already also officially confirmed by Live Nation The first rumblings of a possible AEROSMITH / MÖTLEY CRÜE pairing were heard in early January when CRÜE frontman Vince Neil revealed during an appearance on the "Opie and Anthony" show on XM Satellite Radio that the two bands would be hooking for a trek later in the year. AEROSMITH are currently recording their new album with producer Steve Lillywhite, who has previously worked with U2 and MORRISSEY. The band were forced to cancel a bunch of shows on their spring tour after singer Steven Tyler suffered a broken blood vessel in his voice box. MÖTLEY CRÜE are believed to have commenced the songwriting/demoing process for their new studio album with producer Bob Rock, who previously worked with CRÜE on their "Dr. Feelgood" and self-titled albums, as well as the three new tracks that appeared on CRÜE's two-CD "greatest hits" collection, "Red, White & Crüe". A March 2007 release is expected. But as we all know things have it wit ha changing all the time with them dudes.
Now there is as said a lot of
doings and maybes in the air that really holds a ton of great ideas and
things to be tried out and aimed for. I think people should maybe chill a
bit to everything i post in here and just TRY to find some patience and let
us see what happens alright? You all know me well enought to know I am so
gonna try to get it all worked out. Till later in the new week to come, just
hold your horses and we will do this updating thing and get more solid facts
to the table. More emails about Corinna to me. She is to answer all that
herself. She is still alive on here.... and things are taking a turn and
change a bit from July 1st. al lthe gang members will also get more into it.
There are so many ideas thrown around too for the new site. The only person
involved in this thing here that will not be invited to deeper doings is the
webmaster for reasons untold here. But the rest of us - well we are simply
gonna ry to start a bigger kind of activity here...
You all enjoy your Sunday and
try to stay out of the sun a litle bit folks.
Rocking the vawes - peace Lee
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16th of June 200SIXX,
Just cause It Rocks, 101WRIF
7:33 PM CET
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I really do not have too much
news of today. A LOT IS in the works here so it is going to be all good. Right
now I just wanted to send Doug Podell a big HEELLL YEHHHH!!! That dude is a
total fucking over the top cool of the cool Rock with capital letters radio
rocking bastard of a DJ on 101WRIF rock radio in the motor city of
Detroit!!!!! He is gettng my ass in gear every day and I do mean every fucking
day. I am in holy land when he is on the air. No one can make me do anything.
I am not to be disturbed once he is hitting the airvawes.
That shit he just pulls every
day is worth fucking living for. It is also CRUE day on the 101 - every day, I
at least try to make it that. Every day a Motley request every day he spins
it. Gotta do gotta have or else.....
several replies from the man
too....Gotta go to the motor city as the band hits the home of rock to see
them but certainly also to see this man.
Simply have to. he is a
fucking killer. fucking check it people you dont need any other radio EVER
www.wrif.com
Fucking ey man - Doug king of
rock n roll radio
Fuck me man......Tommy Lee
"So im listening to WRIF because I
live here in Detroit. Im rocking out to the Crue. And Doug Podell says this
one goes out to Tommy Lee in Denmark who is a Crue fanatic! I was like you
have got to be kidding me LMAO! I thought that was so cool! What are the
chances of that! You rock! Hope you have a nice weekend!!! It has been
great talking to you again! Hope all is well and things arent so chaotic for
you my friend!!!! Muah Cat!"
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14th of June 200SIXX,
Lifelong Appreciation, Fast And Exciting Times, All Real
6:33PM CET ************************************************************************ These days are so variated and so huge on things in the Crue world in my case right now. There are so many things coming my way in ways that I now am finding myself in a position where I am forced to choose what I am going to do not only this week but the next 12 months. That is kind scary. And it is cause they, the offers, are all really cool and hard to just look away from and say ohh well tough.... I am not like that. That would be as sayng to a mum "you have 3 kids" but you can only choose one" what the fuck would she do? Exactly, not possible to make such a choice. But I guess I have to and then live with the things and situations I would have to make a pass on. damn it.
The only thing I can say is I
am right now in a motley sence living high feeling great and blessed. So I am
in the right time for making these miss out decisions. I have things under my
belt these days that makes it a litle easier to accept the fact that I can
only have so much. Had I been in a depressing situation or something then it
had been shit much harder. I hope the last few days adventure have been givin
me so much I will be able to also part a litle bit with my pain from my
private life situation. I have gotten emails about my reaction to Corinna´s
latest posting. Let me say this on here. I will not say more about her and my
involvement on the site. Only say Things will be dealt with and things will be
a litle more strict from now on. For what ever these words will hold "its
nessesary to make it work" then the, shapen up, tighten up is just needed -
big time. No more sweet and understanding. Has to put on a litle roughness.
I think things on the every day
basis is a financial disaster right now cause of so much I constantly do. How
ever I will have no regrets about any of it. I still live high on all I have
been doing in 2005. Fuck me went all over the place. All of europe, USA
several times and Japan. How can I not feel excellent and lucky as fuck? I
think I will enjoy the things to come the rest of the 200SIXX too. I will not
be doing touring much but most likely focus on items to add to the collection
here instead for a few reasons. One the tour is gonna be pretty much the same
and I have seen tons of it already then rather wait till next year and see
whats possible then. with new album tour stage set and more. Second I have so
many huge cool offers it is just all together sick not to take some of them.
They are never ever to be seen again if I say no thanks now or if I can not
meet the sellers on their wants . So in the end I have kind of already
predicted what will hapen havent I??
Shit - feels right yet it feels so ... ahh never mind I should not complain.
There are so many things that
are new here now, that is not added to the site here. For the reason that we
are trying to work solidly on the new site to come on. Awards, posters,
tickets, tickers, books, shirts, CDs, Records, Promo items, and much much more
(again). I still say, it can not be ready for July 1st then fuck it. I will
not do it. Setting a deadline to see if we can work from a required and needed
situation. And I have set my mind on a huge ringing "YES WE CAN". It is taking
shape and it just has to be good. We need that for this site to even make it
worth changing. But it is and it will be good. Wait and see. In short it will
be up if the one single missing piece of man in the working line of this one
would get his fingers out his ass and get things done.
Now we have a thing here and a
chance to make the mcrueloyalty.dk bigger, better and much more fresh. And I
intend to do just that. Nothing to be spared or done half way. This will be
the coolest Motley site online when it comes out and once we have all on
there. There will be a few things we will not have on here for the opening
premiere but It will come. No worries. It just takes a lot of time to do...so
it will be a new site in constant growth.
Right now the link in the gang that seems to be the one with the least belief or what ever it is is Corinna, She as I see it is not fully believing in the thing or does not want it as bad as some of us. But I just have to change that wont I? She has got to find the will and belief and get involved. Involved much more than she is or its hard for me to see how she can possibly online be a gang member. The other neutral and silent doings are not usefull in anyway. It is time for Tommy to be the not so nice and polite guy with this. Need to be the master swinging th wipe.
It is going to be just a good
couple of day the next few ones here, where I can just sit back and let all
the last few days happenings sink in. And try to find decitions on the many
things that needs a final word and decition from me. With that I leave you we
will meet again - talk soon, Tx
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Sunday June 12th, 200SIXX @ 12:55 AM So DAMN jealous ************************************* Well today he is off to see the Reaper, as I sit here watery eyed!! Just to make myself feel better I went & bought another Jack Daniel's bottle for my collection (another $200 I don't have!!) FUCK ME. Yes I know you all may not be sure what I am talking about but I also am not at liberty to say either. Let’s just say I am having an EXTREMELY hard time dealing with this one & not being there with him. But I made my bed & now I have to lie in it. So in short ENJOY T Boy cause this is a one chance thing. I'm so jealous; I really can't stand being me right now. So many of you say I don't get the message in your posting. Well there really isn't a message I'm just letting you all know where I'm at. I have a lot of things to work through with myself. I can't always have things my way. I have to learn how to be patient. One honest thing I have to say is that I don't think I can just be T's partner on this thing. It's too hard. I have to be with him. So in short right now I guess I might be saying "Can you do this with me T"? Can you try to maybe not be so nice about things & kick my ass & tell me this is how it is going to be or it is not going to be? I guess I have a lot of balls asking this but like I said I really don't think I can do it any other way than being with you. I didn't tell him I didn't want to be with him because I don't like him. Yes, we are very different but I have to learn how to just think positively about it. Negative ness is in my genes. My dad is a very negative person. So having been around it my whole life what do I do? Just work on it I guess. For the past week I have thought about how awesome we could have things. Like when I finally move back to CA. I will be buying a house of some sort hopefully. I just think of all the awesome things we could do together with it. I want someone there I know that loves me & I can trust. T I know you are the right one for that. You ask what I miss. Well I miss you being here & just getting a simple hug & a kiss. I miss thinking that I have someone to share everything with just simple everyday things (not that I have too much going on in life other than work). I don't feel to say too much more on here. I know that ppl are going to be all over your ass about this & all over my ass too. But I am trying to pull my head out of my ass & realize what I have here in T. Maybe it's too late & I have already burned my bridge & if so then well I just don't know. Maybe you won't see me around here anymore, I just don't know. I don't expect anyone to have anything good to say about this right now. So do we dare to deal with the Devil again? I guess it's up to T & like he always tells everybody how bad Do you want it? On a Motley note, I have been talking to T as I sit here & post & he tells me tickets go on sale for a Crue/Aerosmith show in NJ here very soon. Am I going to go? Well shit do pigs fly!!! Of course I will do everything in my power to make it happen. Don't know if I can but I will try. Speaking of concerts I bought tickets to see Nickleback in Sept. too here in my town of Greenville. I think they're pretty good. Hoobastank & Chevelle will be with them. Also what the hell ppl why aren't any of you buying our DVD of the CRUE HISTORY? It is going to be awesome. The trip itself was awesome!! There is so much shit in it that you will never see anywhere else. I & T just don't understand why ppl are not interested in it. Shit I would be!! Get off your asses & buy this DVD!!! This posting is short but I hope I got something accomplished & if not well maybe I only did with myself then. Well I hope this posting will give my own self a wakeup call & kick in the ass. I hope T can understand me & if not well then we maybe talk later. So off I go to bed so I can rest this little fucked up universe. The oh SOOOOOOO jealous one. Tell the nameless I said hi T & enjoy your days. I truly am not taking this well. I'm having a hard time pushing the send button on this one because maybe I have pushed too far & this time I'm going to get shoved back. THE DOWN & OUT ONE- LATER OUT THERE
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11th of June 200SIXX,
Going, Going Gone But Still Working
00:03AM CET
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It has just passed midnight this Saturday evening. I should get a life and go out and have fun get social and all. But am I?? Fuck no. I am planning and scedualling my next few Motley moves. Unlike ordinary people I have not gotten anything that even comes close to a social life. I am under a rock fucking 20 hours a day. Trying to figure out the best and most attractive ways to get to the planets of my dreams and goals set in mind. A mind that never ever rests from the rock n roll universe. It is just not possible for this dog. Wuff!!!! Loyal to what I have been doing since1983. Wonder what can fucking change that. A woman that would fucking stand by my side for the right reasons then yes maybe.....dont fully trust one with my life. They are like the seasons of each year. Never stay with what they presented to you at first. Pardon me - not that my own sex s any different. I guess only I am.
Right now I am on my way
packing my backpack going away for close to three days. Sorry I should not say
this cause I can not really say anything more except it is going to be nice
all together. It is simply a cool thing. But I will not let my head and
emotions for this passionate thing of mine rock my boat. Just gonna be all
cool about it. End of story. But nothing will be done made or even looked at
in here till Wednesday again. I have too much to think about to do and in the
end of it all... I am just not here.
I have a thing that is litle by
litle taking shape after all.... ofcause talking about the new refreshing site
of the MCRUELOYALTY.DK
So MAYBE the threat about
closing this mother is not gonna happen?!! It is so fully up to the people
around me. The people that work close with me on this. There has been a good
lot done the last few days after my fully outburts and naked truth about my
inner feelings about this that was not going good at all...cause it wasn`t. It
began to suck ass. It began to just be more of a pain that a pleasure. And
that is when i am fairly good at just saying enough is enough!!!
But my soldiers have been givin
a warning if you will and this should have so far done them better - they have
shapen up a bit!!
And I do say this, it looks
awesome the new site. So far cause there is still a hell of a lot to do. And I
would need to have this VISUALLY in front of me as a finished project before I
will say "okay folks we roll on".
It has to be fully functional
but the new ideas and looks kills the one thats here now easerly!!!
There are things in the scanner
and the camera that will not get on here but on the new one only since that is
now the one we try to put most energy into.
People still ask me about "what
is really going on?" This IS what is really going on. I am working my ass of
on things Crue related and deals and plans and possilities. Putting so fucking
many hours and all into this simply for two reasons. Trying to overcome and
forget my pain caused by you know what and second I need to have things sorted
and all the talks of deals and tradings and more ....all that needs to have
its final set answers to what will happen too. I am giving myself a fucking
bad health with all this. Went to the doctor yesterday and she said "T boy you
need to change your every day doings, get medicin that will make you rest and
relax or you would need to try to focus on something that can perhaps kill
some of the pain and mess you bring your own body through. And if non of these
things can or will help you, you should seek professional help". Ohh come on,
eat my shorts. We may not be here for long but I am here for fun and
adventure. If it lasts 50 years fine if for 20 fine too. As long as it
happens.
But if you are feeling like you
so not wanna wait till the new site is coming up and on here..... you can have
a couple of teasers to look in on. They are as close to the final versions as
they are gonna get. So enjoy till the actual one is up and spinning. I am sure
you will love it. Its juts too hot to handle ...... hmmmm damn!!! Let me know
in the kickstart section what your emidiate reactions are to these examples.
Really hope you will like it as a whole once you see it. July 1st has got to
be the magic date. It is what we aim for here. It is giving me a headacke but
we hope for a succesfull scoor!!! Till then ....spin the rock n roll the best
way you know how*****
"Thoughts reduced to paper are
generally nothing more than the footprints of a man walking in the sand.
It is true that we see the path he has taken, but to know what he saw on the way we must use our own eyes."
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9th of June 200SIXX, Face To Face And A Pull Off - After All
9:33AM CET
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So the 4 stringed man is to
set eye to eye contact really soon and on top of that - news is happening.
No further sayings on here.
Nikki is doing way, way
better again after all that has been up and around. Thank god. No one wants
to be heartbroken and suffer from it for too long. It simply is a sick and
tearing feeling to be in for too long. Trust me I know this. But
thngs are ones again up and on a roll. The filming of "the dirt" is taking
shape and the things they have talked about are still in gear. Tommy`
clothing line is soon ready. Nikki´s book of the adiction is finished
and there are things on the table for the rumoured fall tour with Aerosmith.
It will happen.
Starting the 23rd of September in Camden, New Jersey with a starting ticket sale on the 24th of June at 10.00 AM. AEROSMITH are currently recording their new album with producer Steve Lillywhite and CRÛE are to have commenced the songwriting/demoing process for their new studio album with producer Bob Rock, who previously worked with CRÜE on their "Dr. Feelgood" and self-titled albums, as well as the three new tracks that appeared on CRÜE's two-CD "greatest hits" collection, "Red, White & Crüe" All good news I guess, part from the wallet of mine it is not happy bout it. But what can one do? Not much. I just wanna see a show or two but MUST have the new years show under my belt. That is a must for me no matter the cost. And then I have to see again with the merchadise for this one. GOTTA have it somehow. Boy oh boy the CRÛE life these years is not an easy things to keep up with. Well now you know so get prepared. M Ô T L E Y C R Û E - A E R O S M I T H 2 0 0 6
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8th of June
200SIXX, Stage Probs, Last KISS And Messy Bitchings
8:43AM CET
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Suck my dick has these last few days been aweful. If i do not get ill over these fucked up issues raining down on me i dont know what can possibly break me. I am torn still but i find some unknown strength and I face my emotional sitbacks unlike others that choose to just ignore and pretend. in short be fucking faking. And not dealing with things the way these things should be dealt with for a personal growing too. People just do not wanna face the hard times. Fake fake fake fake......... Fuck this is so low. Anyways having said that and trying to over come my shitty pain and ripped soul i can also say I have had a fucking blast with the 101WRIF on the internet. This sick Detroit rock radio is giving me the strength to carry on. 2005 pure rock in all ways and some staff cutties that rocks me sitting here in Denmark. 2 times now have they fullfilled my request with Motkey tunes and spoken out the web address on air. How fucking cool is this???? I have gotten no further your honour.
A couple of loyal
fans viewers of the site and more have been giving me extreme credit
this last 12 hours. Hell yes. I am forever grateful You fucking know
who you are people. So thanks a lot. more than I can ever say. There
is something brueing in the subways of my Motley universe. There may
just be a cool coming lot to be added to this collection with in the
near future guess the next 3 to 4 days could confirm that litle
"maybe". I am nervous and excited. Tell you a litle later what it is
or could end up being.
Now people have bombed me with questions to the posting of Corinna the other day. I see some have als oposted things online. I would not like anyone favorising anyone on here. I still choose to look at the GANG OF LOYALTY as one big motley family. And I know most on the list choose to share that idea with me. That we are one and all in on this together. But like brothers and sisters we fight and yell as all healthy families does. Now for her posting I have not much to say it is a personal matter and I have just chosen to say "I will let Corinna sit and make her own choices of what should happen and all. I am not in on that. I am not going to say shitty things about her either. my heart beats for her still. So in short I know this was real for me since that is the case and thats all I will share with you on here. call it a personal matter that has no longer anything to do with Motley.
The blitz of a war
thing between me and the webmaster, well again as above its a
personal matter but I stand my ground. i refuse to settle for less
than perfection on the new site should I still throw it online. had
this only been a "waysting time" thing then yes fine. But it is not.
it is my god damn life we talk about here. I think I have said this
and meant it for decades now. What it is some may not fully
understand is not for me to even think about. I have talked clearly
and spoken honestly and openly so there sould be no doubts to
anything anywhere.
I will agree there have been messy bitchings going on but things are not taking shape in the sence needed so sometimes you gotta put on the crown and pretend to be the bitchy and play king. Talk to your soldiers and say "enuff z enuff". period end of all brawls...........
I have sold almost
98% of all my KISS old belongings. I have very few things left that
were the cool of the cool in the collection that was considered one
of Europes biggest in the day. Now I have a talk going with people
that hold interets on my last three KISS owned and used guitars from
87 / 88 96 / 97. I must say it is like selling your children but
can i trade or sell these off to get Motley itmes for them then ...
that is what will happen. And that as said is something I may have
going right now. I have as said a guy that holds several cool crue
past tour items. Not the ultra cool things form way back in the day
but more like new tattoo and maybe a lill further back in time. How
can I possibly explain this without psycking myself up and without
getting too dissapointed. Well.....
There are tons of used and unused drumheads and a mic stand. Platforms, back drops and more...I admit it for a guy like me I have to say it is without a doubt some cool shit that could get added to the collection I already have here. How ever nothing is certain and nothing is fully safe on my part just yet. How ever I hope seriously to get some deal sorted wíth this dude ....
I would be the
proudest owner you can possibly think of with these things - now
tell me I am wrong. Motley will be the death of me. I am aware of
the situations I am heading towards. But without any love of my life
and any partnership in that way I just have nothing to pay attention
to other than this here.....
MY MOTLEY WORLD!!!!!
So that is what i am
going to do. Why dont I just throw on some pictures of some of the
stuff we talk about here.....
I dont know why I should ask you to but kindly cross your fingers for me on this one. Hope to hell things will work out. Fucking freaky awesome. This would be an honour and a nice good value to add to the total of the collection. How ever let it be said the guitars I am parting with to do this are fucking killer axes too. So hey people it is not coming to me easy if this should happen. I will never ever see these guitars again so it kind of takes a good poart of me to say YES too. But right now I am up for it and I would not cry too much if it happend fast!! I will kepp you all posted.
Fuck yeah!!!
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6th of the 6th
200SIXX, The Devils Day Or The Sixxter`s Sixxth Senced Sickness
6:26PM CET
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Yes it is. The Sixxth sence - the Sixxth day in the Sixxth month of the 2000 and Sixx year.......How Sixx can a day be? You got the answer right there .....Very Sixxéd indeed. To all the believers and I guess the nn believers. Happy 666. It is an extremely popular and totally over the top blown up day!! Wonder and kind of still waiting for shit to happen. Where are the develish doings? where are the terrorism? The unholy actions? The . big bang. Ohh it is not happening is it? Anyway I guess there are a couple of shouters out there that barks at the devil in their own old memorial black 1983 way!!!
The ways of how ot be spreading the SIXX SIXX
SIXX today would be to make requests. I did so on world wide web radio
101WRIF Detroit rock city style. And guess what ... 3 cool songs and a
Nikki salute got spread over the air waves hitting the space travellings
to my labtop big time. Kickstart my heart, home sweet home, nikki, shout.
A salute to the LOYAL!!!! They even spread the name of this devilish fan
site on the air!!! Doug cool of the cool.....rocking DJ. Come to think
of it I can do al land the exact same he does.. .I fucking should be doing
it too......... 101 ROCKS
PS: To all the people that have mailed me or
posted in the guestbook. Yes I mean it. I will pull the plug July 1st if
we can not have it eady. Cause then we simply arent good enough for what
we are doing. As simple as that. cant do a settlement for any reason what
so ever. Then rather kill it all and stay low and collect in private. Hell
yes....Nothing is really not more honest than that. And that is what I am
all about. the naked truth. I do stinky shitty things and act like an
ass..... i will admit it. I will give you guys the benefit of putting me
to the floor. It is fine. But no one steps in and man handles my passion.
you will die.
If You Want Blood you`ve got It........
Tommy
**************************** Well I guess first I want to wish my Dad a Happy Birthday, even though I know he doesn't read this.He is 54 today! Nothing of any importance to any of you but it is to me. So there got that out fo the way. Where the fuck do I start in this dark screwed up brain of mine? I'm so lost I can't think straight. I think differently all the time. One day I think one way & the next I think to opposite. I don't know why I do this but I have always been this way. Maybe I have a disorder or somthing fucked up like that!! Shit there is a disorder for everthing these days including wiping you own ass wrong! So anyway the trip to LA was great! I loved it & I would not choose anyone else to do it with other than Tommy. He thinks differently on that matter. I didn't want it to end. There were so many great places we got to go to. I loved the whole US Festival place. It was amazing! I want to see a show there someday. Woudn't it be fuckin' awesome to see Motley there this fall!! SHIT I wish. That would be simply amazing. Coming back to reality sucks. T made that very clear on our last day. I was an asshole & being I don't know what the right word is to use, maybe selfish. T reminded me of something I said to him on the last day "I can't believe you ruined my last day". That was so wrong for me to say. T I am sooooooo sorry. I know my apology doesn't mean shit to you these days but I really am. I had no right at all to say that to you. I had just a few days before crushed your world. I was in my mind thinking about all the money I just spent on this trip, since the whole thing was on me, & was thinking you had no right to act that way due to all that I had done for us while being there. I guess it's just different for me. Not being able to see your everyday life & things you do make it hard for to imagine how things really changed any. I know they did but when something isn't visable to your own eyes it is hard to believe. That is why I say nothing has changed. I can't keep a straight thought here so sorry if all this comes out not making any sense at all. I know that I shut everything out. I have always done that. It makes it easier for me & less bullshit for me to deal with on an every day basis. Right now I have so much on me. I'm going through a divorce, trying to get my house ready to be sold, my grandpa just died, looking for a new part time job, barley being able to pay my bills (which without overtime I can't), waking up every morning hating where I live, worried about my Dad's health (wondering when he will be back in the hospital), & the list is much longer but I won't go on. Then I have T on top of all this wanting me to do this & do that. Which I don't mind but he doesn't see my everyday living either. It's different when your just here or there on vacation. It is not the same at all. This is why I keep telling T that I still want him to move here. I belive that if I could have an everyday understanding & visual things to see that things would be different between us. Also with the site it is very hard for me to see myself as a partner in something that is so far away. I am in no way saying that I don't want to be T's partner. Does anybody understnd what I mean or am I just fuckin' crazy & talking out of my ass? Just for the sake of saying but I know you won't do it, I really wish you would still go for the Greencard. I have been informed that I will no longer be invited to any inside CRUE happenings. Not due to T's doing but others. This I got pretty upset about but like I said not T's doings. I guess I have to face the consequences of my decisions. My so unsure decisions always get the best of me & I wind up fucking myself in the end. These things mean just as much to me as the rest of our doings. I somehow feel not part of the whole thing with those things missing. There are a lot of everyday things that I am scared of that have to do with being with T. Maybe scared isn't the right word maybe concerned about is better. If he moved here with me I kind of feel like he would be a big respnsibility to me. He doesn't drive or have a driver's liscense, he doesn't have a car, he doesn't know a fucking thing about a car (like how to open the trunk!)(which I have always had someone in my life that knows how to work on cars), he doesn't know how money & banking systems work here, the list goes on & these are big responsibilities for me to deal with. T says that if I want it bad enough I would not let these things bother me. Well I am a more kind of everday person than he is. I will not go without a home where he would. Can I put myself in that kind of situation with him? Well put it this way I won't. These are things that I think about when it comes to being together & living together. There may also be a few small personal issues but that's just me. Right now things are not that great with us.
There is a huge shut out to me from T it seems. But I don't expect anything
less. He really has nothing to say to me & is
quite cold & distant. Also very
understandable. For the first time in days he said that he misses me right now
as I sit here & type this. Well I miss you too. I would more than love to see what the new
site has to offer. I am looking forward to it. But for some reason I'm
thinking the Webmaster isn't going to cut it for T.
T mentioned going back
to Hollywood for the July cruefest. I would so love to do this but as of
right now money wise NO FUCKIN' WAY. But we'll see what happens.
If we do go back we I will not leave this time without going into the Rainbow Bar & Grill. Also we must make an appointment to go inside Tommy's childhood home. Those are 2 things that I really want to do.
Well I'm really not
finished here but it is 4:39 AM & I have to get some sleep so do I save this
& continue later. No, fuck it & send it on. The one you love to
hate!! SEE YA ********************************************************************
5th of June
200SIXX, A dangerous Move, A risky But Open And Honest Loud Thinking
7:28AM CET
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It is Monday morning
here. A holiday for the danes. i have had a weekend with extremely
shitty issues. And extremely tough and harsh words. In short it has been
a dissapointing weekend in the camp of the webstaff. Let me be the first
one ot say it out loud. This site is in danger with the way the working
process and the facts
have spoken the last 4 days. Between me and three other people that has something to do with this site there have been a line of unpleasing actions and non actions that gives me the feeling that I really do not wanna continue this if things for some reasons can not be bettering. I refuse to go on with a daily worry about who wants to do their thing have time for their thing or can do their thing. It is really a matter of how bad and honest does your wishes being involved in this baby come from your heart without exceptions?
Well for some, this
weekend I have learned that if I, as the head of this whole idea of the
site, can not get more out of my team AND / OR see a better flow or more
will especially, then this is not gonnabe any better.
And I say this cause the site is on the edge of becoming better and bigger. And nothing can be bigger now which would mean more time into it. And that surely can not happen if people already now feels it is tight as hell or only a half hearted thing. So in short the biggest Motley Crue fansite that in my head, has some of the coolest and ultimate ideas right now will be shot down July 1st if things does not get bettered. And my crew will or can not give me better. No hard feelings just a saying or a comment to the fact of what is right now not happening but very much needed. if there is no bettering and there is no new site up July 1st then - you have been told. Mcrueloyalty.dk will stop. That is so far from what I want. I have huge and many goals with this, but my guess is that people around me just have the simple thing called a difference in priorities compared to my own.
Nothing I can or will
fight against. Cause this should be a natural heart felt and honest
wnated thing to do for those involved.
but you have another good
3 weeks to wait and see what the future holds for this monster. And if
at all there is a future. In all honesty this is a posting
I wish I had never had to do or even get to think about. But that is how I am. jus tlay it all out there. let the people the loyal visitors of the site and all others get the inside actions handed to them and not do like the ordinary business terms. Only telling the masses as the shit actually clses. NO!!!!! This is so out of the ordinary yes it is. It is just as muchother fans website as it is my personal baby and pride. Now it is a risky posting to do - but you know what i am a risky guy.
What else can i say about
this? Well a whole bunch but this here said basically tells the point.
So pray for the changes and the bettering in this or the future looks
dark and cloudy for the worlds coolest fan site on Motley Crue. I simply do not wanna have half functional people in over my life long heart felt passion thing. It is as simple as that. Then I would rather just be the dude in Denmark that collects in silence like every one else.
Right now in my private
collecting life I am trying to see if the world will meet me on another
hoped for dream to come true.
Going to th Cruefest in Hollywood July 15th. Going there as a fan and a radio dude. Trying to get the bands and the organizers and guests down on tape and makesomething cool about it. I can not really say as of this point if that will actually happen. I have an extremely low budget never been this crappy before in my life. How ever I am hopefull still even though it is only like what .6 weeks ahead or something. Well I hope I will make it after all. Fuck I am not a happy dude these days. Some guys have all the luck some guys have all the fun.. remember that pop tune from the 80s? Well that is not my daily tune on the stereo these days.
More awards in the mail
too. There should be two. No idea what they are which titles and all
that. But its a continueation of the deal I have - the trading of my
KISS
ones. So it is all in all nice to get these to the address any time soon. Ofcause it is. Then we closes in on the final trade there too. Not many KISS ones left in stock here. Next is then the original contracts of the Coffamnn days. And more. A few more things that I hope to get cleared and hope to see going my way!! I really need to have the goals on a constant move or I die. I grow grey and fall apart. I am not extremely happy without these things going on in my life. So you will always see me hunt and set goals for myself with all and anything on this matter anytime. till i some time one day may decide to just say "this is it its now time for me to call it quits!"
Sory bout the breaking
news or thoughts of the day, but I really need to get the shit with the
people around me organized or just pull the plug!
later my
friends.......there should be some updated and added things through out
the day on the site too.....so come back to see us!!!
Solid loyalty, yours Tommy
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There are some new things
that I will work on to get to. But I need to get my Kiss Paul Stanley
guitar sold and my Bruce Kulick guitar too. Had that one sold
Now the new site is still worked on and I need to
tell you all we have had major trouble with lost computer stuff so we
are still looking in on that one. It will be up n running July 1st. HAS
to..... I refuse to throw anything on here unless it really has the
perfectness and no faults what so ever on there. That has got to go. The
news of interest could be that a new chance to get the new years special
Crue event shirt is now on Ebay again. GET IT. Also there is a pretty
cool limited time offer if you
Motley
Crue, Sixx, Lee, Mars, Neil - NEVER BEFORE AVAILABLE -
LIMITED TIME ONLY!!!
Pretty cool
huh? I would buy it. Some pretty cool things you never really see
anywhere. And certain things you are not to know about. Check it all out.
Get yours. It is freaky cool. What else? Not much really I have been
trying to figure shit out and I feel trapped in my pain. Trapped and
banned from on going
triumph in changes and new doings. I guess the truth is I simply need
time. Time to heal. And I am going to allow myself that time what ever it
is and how ever longit may be. other wise my body and mind will tell me not to fucking
co-operate. And that I have tried a little too many times. I know that
bitch ones it hits me. ***************************************************************
30th of May 200SIXX,
Back Home, Painful, Mind Filled With Darkness
12:55PM CET
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So I have been off of the diary thing for a good few days. Back home on Danish ground. At least that seems to make one happy and it is not me. You do your guessings if you like.
It is a painful thing I am
going through and it is with great sadness I have things fallen down on me
like I cant even begin to tell you all. This is a returned Tommy to
Denmark unhappy not really knowing what is next. Everything that has been
done and worked on and passedon in my life here is in need of change
again.
I can not really say what this will do to my Crue stuff. Most likely a seriously pause or something on the buying and doing side of things in that part of my life. I think I have a long and good rest from it simply because it is now forced upon me. The new things and changes needed are gonan cost me and are taking my focus sadly more than i care for to admit.
Now the saturday that
became my travel day home was fairly alright. i felt shitty but no more
change of plans delays or shit like that. The 5 hours in Seattle Tacoma
airport were long as hell. I tried to bury my mind in a book. Tried to kill the pain the hunger the everything. As arrived in Copenhagen I found out a plane to Aarhus which was my danish final destination had a flight to here some what erlier than the one I was booked for. I asked if there was any chance at all for me to change that if there had seats anyway? i got that. thank god. So a couple of hours were won there. I arrived at Aarhus airport and a neighbour from above my own apartment was there to pick me up and take me home. Probably the best person to this that day. I was not in a cherry mood at all. Not pissed but sad and dissapointed.
Now I tried hard to let the
evening go. Stay awake to get back on danish time 9 hours behind
california time. It was tough still is a bit. But I have done it so far.
I think to be honest I really have kind of a feeling that the magic is gone and will take a lot out of Corinna to rebuild if she at all is interested. As said for her nothing has changed. Kind of a cold and scarry statement ito my ears but what the heck. We are surely not alike. Thats is one givin guarentee. The heart is hugely torn and I guess things will really take its time. My price is high she may think her`s arent. I cant tell. I really feel like the girl I though I knew I dont know half as well as I thought. I had fully trust and belief in her. She was in my heart a soulmate for life had she wanted it. That sank fast to the bottom of the sea. Still ove her as my Crue partner. No one I have ever met has ever matched her on that.
But what can be useful in
that? When the same person gives you your own heart split in two on a
silver platter - cold and untuched in the second of delievery of
such a messege. That is so not understood n my world. We have now close to 4 days after the split in LAX talked on messenger a couple of times. And just as said in the diaries here nothing but Motley has been brought up. No, my guess if someone should ask me what will happen tommy what you think will happen between you two?
My answer would right this
second this: Corinna is not dealing with is not touched by this and wouold
maybe never have been even if I said the "words we are
through". She will right now some how in some way inside herself HAVE to find an understanding that I am extremely torn and dissapointed and EVERYTHING in my life was focused and piointed to one thing and one thing only. Maybe she never fully understood how much I have done to make this USA thing for us happening. I hold things VERY FEW THINGS CLOSE TO MY HEART and this was a big one of them. And she torn it away under me and acts like it was nothing. So if she can not find it some how inside of her to understand this and be a litle more careing she will if I know her right go bananas in her head and soon say something like "this is stupid. I dont get you. i dont need this. I am out." Something like that is what I think will happen. But that is now in this second that I fel like this. I should and will not after this comment and posting today make any more talk about emotions and feelings between she and I ever again.
Now it is tuesday, I have
had a ton of bad karma today. tried everything to keep my minds off of
this and done other things. I have not succeeded. i am not at all well.
All I stand for and all my goals have been thrown to the deeper end of the pool. Too deep to save and too deep for me to be able to fix any of it. I should let it go. I know this and I will but it takes a lot of time and I am not the one withthe power to get it sorted over night. This will be a long a d hurting process. And my ultimate dreams have been vanished.
Motley crue - the new site
that was created - the ground and main basics have been lost on the
computer too hile i was away. So its fom the scratch again and it is
a new starting over. Anyway I will keep you guys posted on what is happening with me and the well... everything. Love to you all. You kow who you all are.
Tommy
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The clock was set to 07:20 or
so Am Friday morning. I knew we would have a long time to get to the
airport. Morning traffic on a weekday and further more we
had to go by the car rental company that would then take us to the terminals we were getting off at. Me United and she Delta. Well that in it self was really no problem. they were side by side and we had a long time ahead of us if we were lucky. But guess what we were not lucky. We got out of the room checked out and drove off. Half way I said "I will miss my plane". it was a 11:15AM one to Seattle and she had hers to Atlanta at 2:30 PM. Like thought so happend. GREAT.
Fucking hell - it was just my
luck.....
Nothing here would be going
cool today. I felt it all coming down on me like a bad habbit. How the hell
could this even be? I had no ideas ofr that one.
How ever this is my luck. One thing happens that hurts me. In my entire life I can not think of a single thing that actually has ever hit me alone. When I go down I always seem to go down HARD!!! Fuck me. This is just my day. My god. I hate this shit. You guys have no idea what this is like. This is not cool. This is not just a "ohh well too bad. lets move on" kind of situation. It always has been stinky when I get pushed through the living hell of things.
Well we did not really talk
on the way to the car rental either. That was no ones choice but if it was
anybodys "fault" then it was mine. i just did not feel like it what
so ever. I was not happy one bit about anything.
We arrived emptied the car
and time was so bad now I was 99% sure that there would be no checking in
for me for the 11:15 flight out of L.A. -Wonder what would
be next for the day. cause this was looking bad in every way there was.
10:35 Arriveing at LAX.
Airport of Los Angeles. trying to check in, but just as thought i could not
do so. Too late they said Check in for this was over. I could be
rebokked for the next flight to Seattle. It would leave at 4PM. See the thing was that I should have waited in Seattle for 5 and a half hours anyway. So with this new rebooked flight at 4PM I should still be able to catch the 6.55PM flight out of seattle to Copenhagen and that would bring me directly to Denmark. So what we did was when i had checked in my bags two of them one of clothing and more and the other again filled up with Crue items to get added on here. We went outside took a walk from terminal 7 to number 5 for delta departures. We checked in her two bags and went in through security. Upstairs and got ourselves something to eat. It was not cool. A bad smelly wibe. I tried to be friendly tried to stay cool. But sure enough we both knew it was all in the air. I borrowed her labtop cause I wanted to check something in my email and more. I did so and soon there after we went to her gate 58B I think it was and I said goodbye. cause of the way I feel for her you have no possible way of knowing how hard that walking away was for me. It killed me. No tears but a feeling like someone was twisting my guts around. I never looked back it would just not do me any good. So why burn one self even more?
I went back to my own
terminal 7 and went through security check again. Then upstairs to sit tight
for my flight at 4PM.
And to kill the long borring posting here the thing is when there was a good 80 minutes left, it said Seattle flight delayed. 90 minutes. Fuck me... the only flight of 33 on the departure board was mine that was delayed now. Which now even before leaving - meant that we would be too late in Seattle to make me catch my Copenhagen flight out too. I would be stranded in Seattle. Perhaps even sleepless in Seattle. Fuck me.
I have no words for my
feelings about the day and all the delays and los and more. I just felt like
I was giving up. Nothing I but so much energy and time into comes
with an outfall to my advantage at all. Ever. It is really not a life with too much luck I tell you that. I have a few things that means the world too me and they are by far ever easy to deal with. Said it before many times. now its sid again. I only get so massively hurt cause I have my FULL heart in the few things that I choose to take in to my life. so when they do go wrong they hurt enormously. not nice to go through.
The plane got to L.A. from
San Francisco finally and I got boarded. Felt lousy. Again did not wanna
leave here but then again this was yet another city to get added to places
with painful memories.
in Seattle we were so late i
had no chance in hell to reach my plane. And further more no one knew where
to locate my two suitcases. What the fuck was up with that?
I asked by baggage claim they said they had them scaned in as being on the plane from Los Angeles. but they also said they could not find its location. I said I have a new flight some time out of seattle but which one I do not know so even though my bags were listed to be shipped with the plane to Copenhagen and to my final destination it just could not be. As that plane had taken off already or I would have been on it plus I needed the suitcases so I knew they were with me and so I knew I had my toothbrush and all. But no sure... that never happend. Lost AGAIN... what them americans do to my baggage sometimes like 5 out of 7 times now is so unbelieveable. It is not to anyones satisfaction what so ever.
I was told that SAS and its
staff had closed and left for the night. that was the airline company that
would take me out of the US. There was only ONE flight to
Copenhagen from Seattle each day at that was at Seattle time 6.55PM every day. So for all thats going now you know this. No other way for a direct flight. Then I tried to get booked for another rute like through Washington D.C. or London UK or New York and on to Scandinavia. All sold out ....... bottom line I was stranded at 10PM in Seattle and had no place to go. the United Airlines said it was SAS to be talked to about it. i said it was not. it was not SAS that was delayed it was not SAS that flew me here causing me this situation it was United. After a brawl for more than an hour, I booked myself into a place called Quality Inn at 2900 South 192nd, Seattle tacoma, Washington.. Another expence. Another nightmare. Fuck i had nothing to do with and nothing to say that could be myself of any help what so ever.
You tell me how you would
have felt in this situation. They did (United) help me to be booked though
on the Copenhagen flight tomorrow from here.
So I had a forced sleep over in Seattle on my hands. The Hotel was a good 15 minutes away from the airport so a shuttle took me. And I checked in at room 111. had to check out again at no later than 11AM in the morning. Greta that would leave me with a ton of time again in the airport. I really did not like this. My whole life and happiness was long gone. I had no pleasant balance in my body as off this point.
Turned on the TV and watched
VH1 for a good 30 minutes before shoting off for a night sleep.
Called Corinna shortly and
informed her of the situation in case ...well I just did. Man I hated the
whole god damn thing but I had now a roof over my head for the
night. Seattle was a cold 50 degree fahrenheit city this evening with hard rain and now a lonely soul to add to it. My Motley life was not giving me any comfort what so ever no more - well it does but right now it was not on my mind. Understandable or not.
Goodnight
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25th of May 200SIXX, Hair Dues, London And A Fucked Up Bad day - Missing Out!!!!!!!!
11:20PM Hollywood
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What´s today? Well we were
missing things to get documented downtown and a couple of things in the
neighbourhood. How ever the last time we were in at
London´s we talked about Corinna geting her hair done. She wanted a tattoo on her back at Sunset we went and there talked to a guy who said what she wanted was not things she could get finished in one time. So it would have to be done over two or three times. So she dropped it. She then met London of Brides Of destruction and a brief talk about hair. He would be happy to do her hair. So she made an apointment for today at 10:30 AM. She spent her cash there instead of the idea for a tattoo. Now as she got up and took a shower I had gotten myself all messed up in my head. I woke up feeling extremely bad. The shit from corinna and me now single totally hit me this morning. I did not have any lust of passion to do a thing. I tried to look at papers while she was in the shower going through what we could do for the afternoon. Cause the plan originally was: hair done afternoon with last things to see and do and the evening time would be with Mandy Lion as a farewell thing at the Rainbow Bar & Grill with a nice dinner. Mandy had a gift for me to bring back home. It was an honour again....like so much else on this trip. But No matter how hard I tried to organize things for the day I just could not get myself in the mood. I was torn. Sad. And everything was to be dealt with from when I got back home in a few days again. Starting all over with a numberous of things I had chosen to drop as all my time money and focus was and had till now been to come to the USA living here with my girl. Ohhh yeah - think again Tomster. you got sacked and you have not a saying about it. Sucker.
Seems like this is the story
of my life. How the fuck do I always run into people that tries to be
showing so and so much of what they like to do and all. And in the
end I am the one thats loosing. I am sick of it. Sick and tired of always being the one that has to fucking pull the strings. being the one that always has to be the traveller being the mover being the one that .... ohh brother the list is endless. In short the shit just hit me today from the get go of the early hours. So no!!! I was not good about anything. I told her to go by herself to London. i really did not wanna do anything. Not go there and being down. then rather stay at the motel and do the last few of my still missed diaries at this point. She got pissy from the get go too. This was to be the badest shittiest day of the trip it was hanging thick in the air. Nothing to do about it. Well ofcause I could act and pretend that nothing was wrong or anything. But I did not. But that is not what I do.
I hate the people that does
just that. She then started to get on my ass about how big a jerk I was. And
thanks for ruining the last day and more.
I told her that I was sad. but that was obviously not a god enough reason for ruining her day too. So I should rather talk and drop the attitude. What the fuck? Is she retarted? Has she no heart? What the hell is her problem? Ohh I take that back. I know fully well what it is. I gotta say that I think I will never fully without hesitation ever trust her words again. Not that she is lying. that is not it. But her words seem to have changed minds about a ton of things. Or many times she is but a talker not a doèr. you know what I mean? At least towards me. And I honestly dont think i deserve it. You can all say that I say all these things cause I am hurt. And no one can help that they dont feel the same for you as you feel for that one person. I agree but you see that is so far from what this is all about. I guess it all does not really make a point here cause I am not telling it all. Well so be it. The point for the part of her doings and my pain to be involved here in my online diary to begin with is that it touches so many sides of my Motley universe. You can only guess how deep. That is why. And with that I say all as I normally do, it hurts me and i am an open guy that holds nothing back.
I got out of my own shower
and I told her I could go with her if I had a chance to do diary at London`s
place. cause I did not wanna waste my time sitting there
starring at the walls while they did hair. Period.
So we packed our shit and
went out. Out on Hollywood Blvd. and heading South. We arrived and I asked
the dude if it was alright? It was so I started my thing.
Did not interfer with them at all. They got their space and their thing. I thought it would be a good 2 hours or maybe 2 and a half. But fcuk me we sat there till what... 3.30 or something I think. Okay gotta be said that in the end after they were done we sat and talked for an hour about looks upon life and things. Emotional issues and more. We are so alike he and I. We think and care for the same things in the same deep way too. It was almost fucking frightening. I dont know. But we took a bunch of pictures and of the dude and headed out. Corinna did not get the thing done with the hair that she wanted so I go what the hell are you nuts? why the fuck did you not tell him...okay now thats fucking stupid. Not my business I guess. So fuck it. he did do a lot of shit to it though the hair that is. Worked with it for a long time. Anyway a nice talk and we were out of there till next time London. Thanks again man for being the brother that you are man. So appreciated. I love you. Thanks!!
As we headed out of there
again we talked briefly about what we should do. i was not up to anything so
I told her.
Really I felt bad. She just would not understand what the break meant to me it seems. I ask myself how can she not? I have been open and all all the way through it.
So in short we took back to
the hotel. It was just not good not happening not nothing.
I was not very good. I said I thought she should do all she wanted the last few hours here. Her phone also started to fuck up. and people that had called us we had not heard cause the phone had not been ringing. And we checked no messeges the rest of the day. We just sat there for the last few hours of the day except a quick walk about for a snack to eat. It ended up being a slice of pizza. No rainbow dinner no going to facilities. no going to the Tommy rockclub 2 blocks away no nothing no more.
I was not interested in going
home but at the same time this was no good anyway. So I got on to do
my packing and went to bed.
Thats how the tragic ending
was on a dream trip with a dream girl. Fuck if I could ever get this out of
the system for good. I will to be honest be happy to get past
these diaries from this trip so I do not have to make more posted self reminders of this thing. Corinna I hope you one day will change and see what the hell it is you have done to me. I am not saying it will but I am saying there is a good chance that this will leave its scares between us for the future if we have any....Good night!!!
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24th of may 200SIXX, Going Legenary In The Highland, Valleys And At The Classic Glen helen
1:16AM Hollywood
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Holy fuck, what a freakin
day. What a finish. What an experience. I am Proud honoured and forever
thankful for what we did today. For what we went around for.
What we finished off seeing on this ride of the Wednesday this week. It has been huge. It has been a huge fucking time. Almost like the band does not need to do that "The Dirt" movie. It has been playing in my skull all day!! All week a matter a fact. I have had film pieces rolling through my brains for almost every place we have been at. For almost every place we have seen and visited. I think we are a good way into the motley history books with all we have done here. This trip has not been a vacation. All and every day has been one long fucker. yet we have been doing nothing we did not really wanna do. Just all in all amazing. Rough hard testings and a long and tons of driving poor girl. Yet very cool now we can begin to look back on it all and say you know what? We did it Crue partners for life!!! Or maybe not? Hell if I know anymore.
Well we did start off at
round mid mornings today too.
The amphitheatre, Burbank
north of Hollywood. The classic frames for 1989 MTV music video awards and
the GNR and Crue fight. The Home of Bret Michaels of
Poison on the same street as Sixx first house in his crue time. Rumbo Recorders, the studio that helt recordings of the girls Girls album , the first GNR classic album, KISS recordings, Vince first solo album John Corabi`s Union debut and many many more legendary records. Fuck that was awesome. Going in there next time. Talked to a guy and out of respect I turned the damnvidoe camera off. that was fucking shitty. Why did I do that? Fuck I regret that today. That had been a cool story telling right there outside the studio. Got a cool brochure from the dude though.
Up in Sherman Oaks, the
apartment of Lita Ford. She was Nikki`s girlfriend back in the day of Too
Fast and he moved in here with her directly from the infamous
Motley house in Hollywood and later on to the first house on the same street as Poison´s B. Michaels. From here off to DENNY`s in North hollywood, burbank wherenikki and tommy met the very first time ever. The NRG studios also North Hollywood we tried to find that one but could not. There was a lot of construction work going on here so maybe it has been torn down. It was the studio where Vince recorded his 2nd Carved In Stone album. Then on to the liquor store where Sixx worked and stole booze like hell and where Mars one day came in in 1978 to say hello and invited Sixx down the street to see Mick play in his pre-crue band that night. Then to the grave of Skylar.
It was all super huge this
day held so many places Pasadena the classic vinyl bootleg album recordings
of the Perkins Palace .We found that too now called Raymond Theatre The
classic TooFast days .. Glendale Civic Auditorium. Nikki`s other home and
soon out as far out as to the open ground of Glen Helen regional park which
in
1983 was the frames for the now legendary US festival 1983. Fuck me this one kind of took the price. I was shaking just being there. It was breath taking for me. I could not believe it. We did it. We had tons of confutions to the received driving directions. So the picture I had of the cities we went to on this trip was like tattooed to my brians. I had it all placed in my skull. Hollywood, Downtown LA, Santa monica, Burbank, Glendale, passadena, Woodlad Hills, Malibu, Encino, Calabasas, Sherman Oaks, SanBernadino andmore. All was like a map in my mind as I closed my eyes. i always knew like where we were at from Hollywood whish as said was our main base for the trip. I can not explain it. It just was like that. I felt good and comftable about it too. We simply could not get lost .And we never were lost not one single time. IWe had a few wrong turns yes but that was fixed in seconds and there were various one way streets we did not know of so ... .But in the bigger picture my brains maps were working. Awesome feeling. I could picture the happenings in the Motley history as the years wen on and as things changed where they were from when they started in school and as a band the four originals. So in a way you may say I might have had the ULTIMATE cool ride this week here while we did things. Corinna had every day a lost feeling about where we were AND WHERE WE WENT TO. kind of sad. She too would have gotten the ultimate ride with the same thing in her head had she been able to. But in short we had a blast. We had an aweosme time on this one. The US fest park is now a park for real. A stage is placed here for good. they hold many festivals here and there is a full park kind of build up with all kinds of cool things to do in the heat. Hell they have even build in a fishing watr and you can go fishing if you like to. Not very rock n roll I know that but still there is a great park build in to thi s valley these days and for anyone that uold like ot take a ride out there some day. I can say it is fully worth it. More than that! I loved it. I got high with this experience. I could see the bands there. I could feel that one weekend energy and see the Crue boys walking around there being nervous as fuck. I could see the hole thing like was it a movie. So freaky awesome. And the story from the guy that got the original idea for this festival is just extremely interesting I think. We had the story found printed out and speke that in on video as the recording button was pressed and the lense circled round the area. God dan YES!!!! YES!!! YES!!!
Thank you corinna for finding
the strength to do it all. you were the driver. While I was trying to keep
an eye out on the roads and ways we should go.
We made it. Maybe thanks to the loud car cruising music of the germans in rammstein. Holy hell what a band to go down the highways with on your stereo. Right?? Fucking eyy!!
Okay think that about does it
for the day... the pictures below speaks for themselves. It was an awesome
thing to do all this and I think it is totally honest when I say
this to my travelling partner you have givin me a trip I will remember no matter when I will die. It was monsterous. It was dedication to the full!!!! Took its toll. Took its energy out of us. But hell we did a good job. For all thats interested in seeing these places on film, well... there is going to be a chance to get it on Ebay anytime soon. Putting up a limited thing of it so.... I will perhaps put up a litle somethign about it on here as it comes to it. Till then enjoy the site the pictures and .just the everything. It rocks I know....
So cool....
Rock solid to the sound of a Motley fest. You are so damn cool on your way to nowhere .... peace.
Tommy, xxx
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23rd of May
200SIXX, The Santa Monica, Malibu, Calabasas And More. Still Not Jumpy
But rather Calm
10:18PM Hollywood
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A morning start at 9:10
AM is what we had today! I say it was the right counted for time to
start this day. Cause we would not be back in Hollywood till around 8
something PM. We did not really get any breakfast to start the day with. More a weird day to - again - the fact of me having to swallow the news of her decition towards us being a couple!!! A lot of things in my personal life saw a chance coming AGAIN!!! She was more than a couple of times saying to me "why do you have to change so much in your attitude?" Well it is really quiet simple, I was torn, I was kind a like going "what the fuck dont you understand? Maybe things have not changd for you but for me EVERYTHING has changed" I seemed likely to have taken our relationship serious and she not. I just chose not to get in on a long fight about understanding and a verbal fight. Fuck it. I had tons of issues from that one burn off to deal with in my personal life. She obviously could not get that through her head. So I just did not do anything. It was hopeless to teach her about heartfelt feelings.
We took off and I must
say the shittiest thing we could have done was exactly that.
She needed the breakfast and a cup of what ever lemonade, juice something to start off her day. without it she would not be in a good mood, not feeling right and further more not safe in traffic. I dont care what she may think or say when she reads this. She fucking needs to start listening to her body. We came to Santa Monica and it was all heavy traffic. We had serious traffic problems and we had a line of bad happenings that could have gone wrong. But the ultimate could have taken us home maybe home in a bodybag or two. we went by Klown records that has held all recordings of the now burried brides of Destruction. And the surroundings for Vince Neil`s vocals to the then new songs on the red white & Crue album last year. We were not inside it. so it looks kind of nothing from the outside but we went as with so many other things and places.
We then headed down
towards malibu at the Pasific Coast Highway. Here she was getting really
grumpy and began to feel ill. I could very well understand this.
We passed several places to get her something to eat but she never wanted anything here there or anywhere. Nice going. what the hell is she so stuburn for. No good at all that much I can say. we had done a few more locations like the "Reel In" place on the highway. A place the band in 97 helt an interview with a large photo shoot from. had I not known this I would have refused to believe it if one just told me. It looks like a dump!! Nothing. How ever it happend back then right here. From here wwe were to crossthe street but something happend. I dont know what she did but things were really getting out of focus when it came to traffic. We were perhaps an inch away from becoming meat loaf of the Highway. So close and a full blooded miracle that we did not get smashed into by a couple of other cars that blocked their breaks big time trying to avoid us. We somehow quickly got of the highway and stopped. I was lost for words and she was shaking like I HAVE NEVER SEEN HER. It could maybe have ended right there life everything. And she wonder why I keep telling her to listen to her body and stop pushing herself. But this girl I say it again she was one stuburn selfish toad that would not listen to anyone. I hate it and it makes e sick thinking there can even be a real friendship in between all of this at times. She just does not care about much I have to say. it is all always ... well that's you.... well that's you and that's you......no more.
Or the "Moonshadows" a
piss away from the "Reel Inn" place. the moonshadows place was the place
that Vince was at and drow back to as he was called from the children
hospital about Skylar getting worse. He arrived 10 minutes too late
after she had passed away. He then hit back here and drank his brains
out. his way of
dealing with the pain. Also further down th street the court house holding several court rooms where Tommy has been at several times. incl. the time when pamela accused him for spautal abuse and sent him to jail downtown L.A. for 8 months.
The mini market that
holds several smaller stores "Malibu Country mart". This one also holds
the restaurent called "Nobu"!! This one had Nikki invited Donna out
to dinner after wards he took her home to his private place for the first time and the made out. Ths place had 3 police motorbikes and 2 cars there as we showed up. Wonder if someone was robbing the place or something. But no it turned out that Heather Locklear was on a shopping trip woth maybe some girl friend of hers. Dont know for how long they had been there but trust me they were watched and taken care off by the police. My god. It looked almost sick to watch. A fame doing ordinary shopping and he or she has to be guided like a dog. what the fuck. How sick can things and fame and money be? SICK - I tell you. Okay, with that said it was kind of ironic that it was her an ex-wife of Tommy Lee`s instead of just anybody. Cool......more bonuses. It was almost unreal.
We had a lot of places
still to come from this day!!
It was all crazy!! We
came by Ralph`s a place Tommy and Pamela used to do all their or many of
their shoppings. Pam still shops here and also does Kid Rock and
others. many others that are somebody in the music or movie industry!!! We passed on to the home the most recent one of Nikki Sixx, Right up to his divorce from Donna. Also the "Zenspa" that Donna had. And later on the school of where the "Smokin In The Boys Room" video was filmed. I could go on and on about what we saw. but my diaries would never be ending. And a full photo album would kill the pages. Cause it really is all cool and all. BUT I advise you to go do your own trip out there. It is a fantastic journey. And to see and go up and down the roads these people have done a gazillion times are just an amazingfeeling!!! There really is no word for that if you are ike me. Totally unique. It cant be compared to anything. Even the many concerts somehow does not meassure it. fantastic i tell you. And the drive itself the landscapes and all are fantastic. Tons of mountains and valleys and all kind of things. Man...........by far one of the coolest trips out here so far in my life.
After the High School of
the "Smokin" video shoot we took a drive cross the street and ate at
DENNY`s ...again.
This would close our day
of excitement. It had been wild it had been over the top in many ways.
But things would not be forgotten in my mind. Plus there now was
a video and stills to back up the memories from all the places and all the actions. we headed back towards our base Hollywood Blvd. after our dinner. Dear god we had another day tomorrow for the big doings. Wednesday was around the corner for us. then only Thursday left. And it was going home time again. Again with a sad hanging face on my shoulders. Corinna killed yet another HUGE dream of mine. I do not know how many times I have actually told her that I am sick and tired of being depending on people cause in the end every single soul in my life have dissapointed me. now she could be added to the list. It simply was too painful But stillI had a weird kind of balance that did not really make me break dealing with the fact.
Back around mid evening
we started to try to burn down todays filmed stuff to the DVDs so we
would have space for the last remainings out here this time anyway.
I had a lot of people listed and kind of lined up that we should have met with but that was not to happen. Time was too shot and I was now getting too sad to even deal with it and try to put on a happy face. I simply stopped sending any mails or anything to Tracii Guns, LA Guns, Great white, Warrant, and so many more. Just did not do it. I had more than enough to deal with right her e right now. The Crue history was more important than that. Till tomorrow you all take care .... later, Tx *****************************************************************************
22nd of may 200SIXX,
First Day As A Single, Blondie, Crue & The Key Club 80`s Style
2:15Am Hollywood Time
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Holy crap so me night that
was. Slept away like a baby. Must have needed it .Woke up at 9.20 though.
Got my shower and headed down for me morning coffee in the lobby on our
way out.
I think a lot of things
could have been said and done today and kind of did too. Liked it. It is
not my nature to go like it is all ME now and not care about what the
person or persons that I am with thinks or wants to do. But after the cold burn off I have to admit I would have smacked her silly had I had a temper but I dont and I am not that kind of guy. So I did something else instead I continud to try to get my focus on what I liked to have done on this trip for me. She had been a belssing and I will always be greatful for the fact that she got me out here. But also knowing that it was for her own selfishness and not anything else I did not mind doing this now. To and for myself.
First thing would be Sunset
Strip and the Guitar Center for the Blondie thing.
We got there in time and there were maybe a good somewhat 50 people or something. I stood ready to TRY at least to get the event on video best way possible. She took care of a hoped for line of still photos.
Cool. This was really cool.
An old band so unlike any other punk influenced bands from the 70s finally
got this one too. A handprint at the Rock Walk. Crue had one themselves a
long time ago. So year cool....
Fun to see how the cement
got mixed together and all..... stuffed in a frame and carried up to the
table on the red carpet for the band later to sink their hands into.
Guess what I got it. On video. not the best angle but as they did what they came for at least that got picked up and that was a quick event too. 15 minutes form they appeared tillthey were gone. Man these things are just not long time doings. Debbie never signed anything. the remaing two guys of the 3 did a few signatures and thats it. But my god they all look like they could have been our parents now. All grey and old. Time surely does fly by like so fast. it is freaky scarry.
Then we got to et
something. needed too. Subway sandwish. Parked behind the Whiskey to get
some peace and quiet too. Then caried on with our Crue history trip.
Today would be the last big day of the local stuff to be going down on film. Then it was out side hollywood a great bit agian for the remains. But it was all cool. All good. No complaints. I really have to say it was awesome. Places to be seen and places to have wanted to be at back in the day all so ....almost no words for how much I would have loved to be there. But the days are long gone now and I am not having a thing to say about any of these places no more. That is so too late lol.
The Tropicana building is
huge still there but closed like a million yrs ago Tommy lee old apartment
with his girl back in the Shout days is still there but not
holding him in it no more either. That is kind of the way most part of these stories goes. just so damn many places that are no more around or many places that so belongs to the past of the boys lives and does not have any relevance to them as of 200SIXX. Some places speaks to me others are more irrelevant. But I went and I saw. that is the big thing. That is the one thing this actually was all about. I dont like to be without these travels. I to be honest dont think any has done em all like this way. And then documented them to the public. It just is really weird. But Finally someone did have the balls to do it and I was the one. Still my life still my passion. I love it. I just also think I have a line of undone business to attend to in the next couple of years before I may close this book of mine called my life as a collector. It has been all my life but yet still so alive.
These local doings may have
taken up about most of the afternoon cause as we looked at the time again
it was almost close to 8PM. That meant time for our
event at the Key Club. We were so tired in our legs.
Could hardly stand up. we
had been doing something today that was a litle out of the ordinary. We
had decided to try to go to the Hollywood sign.
It was not happening the last time we were way off from it back then. just not close enoough and it was late dark and the beasts lol were out so nothank you no walking around there then. but today we could. And we did. I must admit one thing. I felt a terrible thing in my body walking there. Just totally out of shape but that I knew. i did not know that I was so almost ill doing it. I at one time could not breath. I felt chokeing. It was about the single worst thing I have every felt in my body if not sick. This was like holy crap dude you are gonna collapse on the mountain side in 300 degrees fahrenheit. Boiling to death. Did not happen though. I took a secind and got back on track. back on my feet and walked on. The thing is we took a wrong turn and ended up onthe mountain top next to the MOUNT LEE where the sign is placed at. Yes indeed. i was about to say fuck it. I did not have walking shoes ion and this could totally damage my feet. Corinna was on my ass about it. but I did not care. I know my body and I know what is good for me and my feet and all. So just drop it I thought. How ever we ended up doing the long walk back and found the right way and still did the walk to to Mount Lee top and the sign. man that was a huge one.
Aloud to be proud on this
one. On a hot day like this? hell yeah. There werent many there either. No
wonder it is sick to do it on such a warm day too.
You can fucking get a heat stroke or something. Guarentee it. But we did it and had we not done it now we would not have. Cause time wise this was the only one to alou it. this very afternoon. in the peak of the heat and all. Tough.but done. Awesome......
Mount Lee I will personally
never forget you.
As we reached the top we
stood behind a fence with three other southern europeans and two of them
and Corinna said they wanted to jump the fence and get
down to the sign. not me.!!!!! I was not in the right shoes or anything for this. And to be honest I was fine standing there where I stood. A few feet away from the sign. Fine by me. I was not a Hollywood sign fanatic. the climing down to it would not make me happier what so ever. So fuck it. But I enjoyed the view andsuck it all in waiting for them to return from their stunts.
After this as said it was
back to car time heading off to the key Club. Time for some old school
rock n roll. 4 guys that used to be big in the Glam days of rock
Hollywood style had joined forces for a 6 years long contract with the Key Club doing a Monday night show every Monday for that amount of time 6 years. It was all a joke menat seriously though. They really wanna try to bring back glam and rock to Hollywood like in the day. They did what they could and covered a whole lot of hits from Bon Jovi, Poison Kiss to Motley, Europe, van Halen and more. It was all pure fun. The event tonight though was a rather special one. here is what it was. 4 bands on tonights bill An opening band that I have no clue who was and did not like either. the second was a debut artist releasing their CD this week and they rocked they were cool. I think they can be heard from with time. Hell yeah. Then it was Enuff Z nuff the old 80s act still kicking. Man that was awesome. both Corinna nd I almost felt asleep then but we were so tired. Sitting up there on the balcon of the Key Club. But I liked the Enuff part. Cool hearing the band for the first time LIVE. I remember them well. Hell yeahhhhh ... rock n roll all the wat. Then came the so called Metal Skool. these 4 dudes that just wanted to have fun. and Putting on a sexual show like none other. Like I said a lot of hits that felt cool to hear again but they did their covers extremely well. Wooww!! Nice going dudes.
The day also had its
release day of the Oct 2005 Cinema movie "METAL A Headbanger`s Journey".
Relese party today right here for this double DVD discset.
All in all a cool night. Lots of rock n roll - no doubt!!
At 1:52Am we hit out of
there I guess the party was about to end anyway. We had to leave cause the
parking lot where we had the car parked closed at 2AM so
after that we had no car did we not go. Out time and Monday ended there and then. Motel time and off to bed.........Hollywood rocked tonight!!!!
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21st of may 200SIXX,
Local beverly History & W.A.S.P. San Diego!! Another Baby C Change
2:45AM Hollywood Time
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We were beat the morning
after the mandy Lion thing. I have to say though. i love the man I love
the personality I love the music. I miss him already. mandy lion
is one special guy in amny ways. he is dear to me. has always been since the radio days with the interview and shit. I could not ask for a better coolness in my life. How this dude can do what he does and seem so eased by it is so beyond me. yet again its oddly also the most obvious thing to me. for what it is worth mandy from my heart I thnak you man. I wanna meet again. I love you. You will for life have a supporter and a friend in me if you want me. Thanks for the over the top kindness and all you showed me. Thank you. You are as big a man as any of the motley members to me.
The Motley tour contiued
around 12:30 AM. Ones we got our act together got out of the showers and
hit the road. We went to DENNY`s on Sunset for breakfast.
This was the day I ones again had to confront my girlfriend about things that had to do with she and I. People may ask me why I put this in my diary ask me why I do it in a Motley book of of passion. The answer is simple: I put everything in here that is motley related in my mind. And everything about her is. Last time she sacked me I was so torn and so close to selling and ending my stuff on the collecting level.
This time it was time for
me to ask her what I or we should do. What would she like for us to do
next? The thing is I had gone to "level 3" of getting closer to our
fight for me getting a green card and getting my chance to go to America. A chased dream for about a year now. And since we started again as a couople I had told her everything about us. And that she had to be more open and talk to me so I should not run around playing guess a thought with my girlfriend. I can not think of a single person on planet earth that would find that alright.
here she was again.
Knocking me off of my feet.
She was sacking me. Coming to USA and have a thing with her was all of a sudden out of the blue a burden for her. What the fuck?? She has been fucking playing with my heart no matter what she says. I have been honest with her from the get go. I have told and done things I guess most would have liked. We are not all alike so in short ... she was not loving me no more. I got sacked again. From here on I have to say I can and will not ever again open up to her about anything outside the Motley world. She has been folling around and dropping me like a bad habbit. And the worse part is that she did not even plan to tell me. Had I not been bringing up the issue of "honey the great news is I am getting there now what do we do?" she would not have told me. I was too sencitive for her to lay that on me. I did find it extremely weird as I landed and met her in LAX. Fucking not even a hug. Nothing. This is the last time she will ever hurt my heart. She is heartless a selfcenterd ego maniac that just dont care about anybody but herself in the long run.
You may ask yourself what
now about me then? Well I am not going to the states unless I get another
heartfelt excuse to go. Right now SHE and US were the
reasons for it. I can always go there to see and do things I like to in´the music world. So that can and should not be the only reason for me to go to another continent. Right now the USA thing is totally irrelavant. And I hate her for using me like a mob - clean up and put me away. Our bond has changed a great deal. That is a solid fact. I do not trust her no more on heartfelt matters. She grabs chew and spits out as it pleases her no matter what we talk about. Cold. Not for me. Fuck that. I am now single again.....well what the fuck would you know....
So we drove around took the
next line of things to clear out before we had a ride south to San Diego
for tonight`s W.A.S.P. show.
A lot of studios, strip
bars, and historical locations that in one way or the other had a story to
the band or a single member. It was really great seeing this and get it
down on video. that is just me. I love doing this. I knew it would be a shit lot of driving I knew it would be a shit long road and a half expensive thing to do. She did it all and I am more than greatful for all she has done for me for us on this trip. There is the perfect example again. When it comes to Motley she is heaven to me but everything else she just stabs my heart. I can not have that going on no more. The old Tropicana (Girls Girls lyrics) was found too. Along with the corner of the streets where Starwood used to be that burned to the ground now there is a restaurent. the studios the ohhh my god the places are many. But it was awesome. I began to set myself first. my interest something I had never done with Corinna. It has always been what she wanted and what would please her most. I wanted to do good for her. But I began slowly to put myself in the center. To find focus on something that just was not having her name on it no more. Loved ot go these places again. I loved it.
Our Motley trip for the day
ended just after 6PM. Then we said to ourselves we have to go to the motel
and get what we need and leave what is not needed and
head to San Diego. It was a good 2 hours ride south.
So we did and it all just
got to a bad start. The first 15 miles took a good 45 minutes alone. HEAVY
traffic. I tell you. We were practically standing still on the highway.
It was unreal. But with time we got there and I was calm. As the opening band would maybe have finished by now but what could we do? Nothing. It was okay though. The support act was Lizzy Borden. Nothing I was interesteing in anyway. How ever it turned out to our luck or whatever you wanna call it. The tour buss of W.A.S.P. had broken down onth way to here so everyhting had gotten about 90 minutes delayed. Not cancelled or anything just delayed. Even the support band. So we would see it all. nice.
Lizzy hit the stage close
to 11PM I was kind of amazed about them still being around. I remember
this band from the 80s the singer with the ugliest mug and this
crazy huge hair due. Now he was older and all black hair. Short black hair and the whole thing was a maskarade these days. he changed masks more than they played different songs tonight. I felt nothing for them. But fun to see. The waiting till it all started was horrible. Noce going again. I could not forget the news corinna had laid on me this morning. I am no longer with her again. The pain burned in my heart and I was having a full more week to deal with this here. She will never appreciate anything outside her own litle bobble. But I will perhaps try to find a way to deal with this in my own way later in the week hopefully and just enjoy it best way I can.
W.A.S.P. was about to go
on. No matter what happens I also like ot see Blackie again on stage. he
is an important music caracter to me and my soul. Long long story.
So I will jump pass that and just say this; their show here at a tiny club by the beach litterally was not the bst for them. There may have been what round 100 150 I cant tell but not many. They played short and they did not fully do the best I sont think. Shit that hurt too. But at least I had gotten to see a show with them in extreme club atmosphere. Just all weird. Besides since the last album and time I saw them last thetre is ONLY Blackie left ... again. # totally new members. It is just not W.A.S.P no more. It is a Blackie project. Still lovehim though. the location was"Canes" at the beach amusement park or what ever it was.
Now late was what the time
was. And we had a serious long way home and no more will to do it. We were
tired. We could have stayed in San Diego we could have
gone to her dads. We could have done a line of things but she chose to get iritated instead and go all the way back to Hollywood. It was a dangerous decition as the rain was heavy too. We saw a lot of car accidents on our way back home. my god we could have been one of them. EASERLY!!!
But some how some way we
got back to Hollywood and was in perfect health. That kind of closed the
Sunday in Hollywood for this trip.
The morning to come would
have the Blondie thing at rock walk for the band getting their hand prints
done. So if we can get up for that I want to go. We will see
right now it is a long goodnight for me though.
"Sleeping in the fire", Lee
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20th of May 200SIXX, Walk With Me ....In The
After Light, Fuck YES!!
3:49AM Hollywood Time
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Okay a written diary
thing started this day, doing notes and shit. With that we kind of did
not really get out of the hotel till round noon. We tried to get things
done
so we did not get to miss too much time.
I said said that I would like to go through London LeGrand to hear what
would happen ... and surely also to get some few things signed. Hell
yes!!!
We went and the story on
that goes as following; he was busy and could maybe meet in a good two /
two and a half hours. So I said I thought we should just go.
Go clear
all the local Holly weird stuff. All the attracions of studios, houses,
cubs and shit the band played and lived at fought at and more up through
their carreer.
It was truely mindblowing. This time all on vdeo. That
has always been something I would like to get. And now I do now I have
and now I can. Fucking big.
As we got to the rock
walk for the hand prints to be documented we headed inside to show
corinna coolness. There on the window we saw that the 70s act BLONDIE
was to get their star tomorrow monday at 12 noon right here. Now that we
simply had to go see. Damn awesome. Just yet another free bonus on our
way. Hell cool.
We got round the Sunset
Blvd. and did most of these things. It was nice to finally have down on
tape. I like to get things done and today had to be one of them days.
All went well till we decided that now it was time to get something to eat. Simply because we kind of got out of the move we had found ourself to be in. It was alright though. Tons of places got taken care of . Covered with again pictures and video. As the clock turned 2 PM we had been round all the Sunset clubs the porn clubs the Motley house, Old Tommy conduct and more. Sadly we will have to finish this off tomorrow before we role down to San Diego to attend W.A.S.P.
Dropped out of the tour
(lol) and headed toward LeGrand. he had put out a nice bench on the
sidewalk so we sat there waiting for a litle over an hour to get things
done with on his part doing someones hair before he came out and said i he now had a brief five monutes to do this. Now that rocked did it not? Sure shit yes. He took us in through this building out in the back. Then he did some signings and and a salute to my younger brother. I think that was nice of him I only remember he said he was extremely happy about the pictures he saw and was to sign. I am glad it got like that!!! Thanks my man. London you are always so beyond nice to me. Brother for life dude.
We took off with a maybe
we see you briefly next week before we head home if we are not coming
for having Corinna´ hair done by him. We will just have to see.
Anyway I liked the short visit as yu can maybe guess from this posting. Loved the signing part from the pen that fucked up again. Why does shit happen to me like that. Ohh well....
Okay so moving on from
the universe of London to further doings on the Motley past and present
tour. We really needed to get the Sunset and most of the recording
studios done before we should meet with Chuck and Joelle. Another Crue
fan and her hubby. We had planned to meet them at Kodak Theatre outside
the Starbuck Coffeehouse. An easy place to kind of agree on meeting. We
finished todays part of this tour and headed up to the motel again. Left
some things and took others.
Then over to the Kodak. All the early hours were kind of more messy than this but I cut it short. At the Kodak Theatre we meet the two maniacs. Could not have asked for a better company. And it should turn out that we had a mutha fxxxxx of an evening to share. In a good meaning that it. Ohhh jezz we had a blast. It was fun.
For two years now have I
had contact to a guy that is fairly big around here. An artist called
Mandy Lion. It was just all too unbelievable. I can not say it any other
way.
He had with his band organized a concert only because I finally had a chance to see him rock live. Sadly at a stinkly litle hell hole with no people. But it was for me and that is fucking unheard of. I could not believe it. Corinna and I got our selves a pizza slice and then we took off. Off towards Santa Monica. Some driving Chuck you scarry mutha fucker lol nice moves dude. lol lol lol....
We arrived at this place
"14 below´ MANDY LION in concert. This was unreal. We waited for the man
to apear. And all of a sudden he did. He was tall dressed as
suspected in black. Totally BLACK. Unable to see his eyes unable to .but he was here and I was excited. Hell I cant remember when I have been this excited to see a band like that. Fuck yes Mandy!!!!
Rise up!!!! Rise up!!!
Rise up!!!
Good god it rocked. Hell
this was so shit cool. Next time ohhh brother I wanna see this shit
again. At a huge fuckin place. Mandy I wonder as with a few other
artists that I have interviewed over the time...What is it that made you stay in contact with me all this time. It was but a couple of radio interviews. Funny how things sometimes go its ways. But I am NOT!!! complaqning. Hell no I am not. Lion rules - not to be argued about. Fuck me a short concertt but a personal one. We stood there tal;king about thngs after wards Corinna, Chuck, Joelle and myslef. Then we went outside the bnad was talking to some people out there and it just seemed so unreal for me to be here Mandy Lion I say it again . Mandy Lion. My thoughts about Motley for some reasons came in over me and I was thinking it does not matter if the band a local back allety band Mandy or Motley or anybody else I am lucky. I have a few good connections and they can all help me to ....I say no more.
Mandy then came up to us
for a proper introdution and we talked about what to do where to go. He
said the Hiollywood place is a weird one now a days.
People out in the world may think Hollywood rocks and never sleeps. Wrong. It sleeps at 2 AM Everything closes down then and you take your nap. Goodnight. People were going like WHAT?? What was that? 2 Am??? Funny in Denmark shit dont close no matter.. the smallest god damn town dont close till 5 AM. Go figure. Holly weird yeah not for no reason either.
So we headed up towards
Hollywood and we ended up at this place...
Went in and had the most
fucking bizarre experince from the waitress in here and the guy DJing if
you can call it that. These people were no good for nothing people.
My go. But guess what. The full circle round the table the four of us Corinna, Chuck, Joelle and me along with Mandy his girl and some other chick we had a blast. It was totally unreal. We laughed so hard at times and so often I thought somebody would piss themselves. Hey all hail the rap gangster.... (a little inside joke between the present that night) Some shit we pulled. The night was awesome and it soon got to be both 2 and 3 and more in the morning before we decided to split.
Said goodnight to Mandy
and agreed to see him again Wednesday for a talk and a dinner at the
rainbow bar & grill. Back to the motel leaving Chuck and Joelle
that still had a good hour home. Missing them a lot already. I see a loooonnnggg friendship here. Awesome people. Dont be strangers now hear? You better hear!!!!
That kind of raps up
Saturday and Sunday morning for us.
Ohh boy this time the
Hollywood trip is just over the tp of experiences....
Good night / some fucking
cool day!!!
Lee
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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20th of May 200SIXX,
Another Travel Down Motley History Lane Is...
12:15AM Hollywood Time
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So the day has been another
long one. I guess all days will be like that. My god.
Well the start for this one was
early. We got up at 7 to get ready for the return to school ground in Covina.
Today we had a chance to talk to the music teacher
Mr. Steve Dvoraq in 1978 1979. I can not believe the chance. Simply awesome. That chance was a one of I thought. I wanted to make sure that we got this done right without being too pushy.
We only had to get up this
early as to my travelling companion. Its a female what can I say. they have
like an almost full make over to do every morning.
Every day and it just takes a world of time. It has always been like that not just her. But with most females world wide. Feminism and all is a burdon I guess??? The male sex is just way more relaxed in general that is. I know some that are like women too. Call us slobs I dont really care.
Anyway all the this and the
that got taken care of and soon we were on our way. Another day of rather good
driving and direction knockledge. Not too many
wrong turns even though it was in areas we had not been in before. That too just felt really perfect.
I asked myself a lot of times
here why is it I am willing to do this that I do? Why is it I do this that has
so many costs and skippings in my ordinary life?
The answer still rang cristal clear in my head. It was not a hobby it is a life style. Only a coupple of times have I been emotionally hurt recently. When Corinna has now gotten two items that I really wanted myself and that I had bought had I had the money. So there it is another shown proof of my passion. Crüe related happenings such as this loss to Corinna has been making me sad. We are together on this. I just know that we are not together as a couple forever that is not possible......
So there for I also know that I
am not getting these items and that kills me more than I can find the words
for. It is far far far more meaningful to me than I guess she sometimes is
aware of. This is not a complaint or a beating to her name just opening up
saying it like it is. I know she is not the full blooded diehard. So I am
ofcause stabbed in my chest with this fact of not getting these things that I
so dearly want.
For people that wonder what the
hell I am talking about when I say "we will not be together forever" let me
just say this. She and I are extremely different.
And she does not care (kind of wrong word to use but cant think of another) she does not care for boyfriend tender, kisses, sex, sharing etc. I am totally the opisit. I am a very careing and emotional guy. And she does not show the slightest.... I say no more. How ever I am aware of the thing and the fact of this issue. had she have the interest to make a slight change on that fine we would be able to be in a different kind of building process but no. And that too ofcause touches my whole Crüe world in many ways. NO GOOD WHAT SO EVER!!!!!
Now moving in on Covina
territory we come in to the Royal Oak Intermediate school ones again. This was
not planned for yesterday. But as said already what a
great chance. We headed directly to the principal´ office. The principal here is Barbara Aguilar the sweetest lady you can imagine. Who can possibly fear to be send to the principal's office these days. Not me...lool.
This principal rocks. I say it
again she ROCKS......hail all.
We were told to sit tight wait
and he would se us today. Now that was the single only answer that I hoped for
to be positive and it was. Time went by as we sat there waiting. The school
bells rang out and in comes the man. the man we so wanted to meet. Or at least
I did big time. The guy that taught Tommy Lee to play the drums
in another way that just hitting pots and pans in the kitchen at home. A guy that gave Tommy the first ever opportunity to be in a band. Play in a band. Wooowww....
We were there with him. Guided
into a room under 6 Sixx eyes. My god. I felt it coming the highlight of the
day. He sat us down and was extremely open and direct
from the get go. I just had to take another chance with him. So I did. I asked him kindly if he would not mind me filming this meeting. He said "sure go ahead I dont mind". There is was. For maybe the first time ever its a filmed documented interview or a talk about his crystal clear memos of the student Tommy Lee that according to the band teacher Mr. Steve D. saw Tommy as the most dedicated and strickt focused mind on becoming a drummer not only a drummer but the best possible. He ... Ohhh man that interview or talk if you will holds so many great talks and information's from the 15 and 16 year old Tommy Bass. My god.
We had the chance here to be
asking anything. And I tried to do just that but with a respectful feeling. I
could tell he enjoyed this talk too. Nice one. We saluted the
man and asked for him to have a couple of photos taken. Again he agreed and off we went. well surely we stopped by the principal Barbara Aghuilar again to show our appreciation and kindness to have taken us in to her school showing us around and seetig this meeting up for us. Barbara you are an awesome friendly person never change that.
We then got some information
from her before we left on a guy who's name was Robert. He was a board member
and guess what he now lives in the very same
house Tommy grow up in and that he lived in as a kid with his parents. This was simply awesome. We took our chance and drove up there it turns out it is not more than 5 or 6 minutes away from this school.
We did something that would
have been a huge regret if we had not done it. We parked went up to the door
and rang the bell ding a dong. Hoped for someone
to be home. A lady came out opened the door. We tried to explain what we wanted. This turned out to be the wife of Mr. Robert who at this time was at work. Ohh well after a kind of stinky explanation to our being at this house we asked if we could take a few pictures of it. It was fine. We did and hell dude that was just cool. For me an inner gut feeling that kind of made it hard for me to breath right. Tommy had as a kid when they had concret laid in in front of the garage put in his initials T.B. (Tommy bass) still there. How cool was that?!!!
so some pictures and again
video filming the house from the front and side that's all we could get so
far. As we left we had our phone ringing that was Robert
well not totally out of the blue but kind a like arespond to our call previously when we did not reach him. He was told by Corinna who we were and what we wanted. That we had met his wife taken some pictures and so on. he said that we may be able to figure something out about being invited in to the house to see it if ... well.. just if alright.
So I say we like to call him
this weekend and try to set up an appointment with him next week. If it doesnt
happen well okay then that's cool too. respect to he couple
for even talking to us. The family that lives there now have had a visit from Tommy Lee in private at the time of Tommy revisiting the school as he was doing his book. He then went by after meeting the son of theirs who also goes at this school. man I can only picture it all in my head. And this family seems to be the second one to live there after the Tommy family sold it.
Okay so that kind of closed the
trip to Covina for this time I guess...
Nice one though. We headed back
to the hotel to get a few things then off to see if London LeGrand was still
available. He was not. Okay then we desided to try to do something else.
Headed back to the hotel where I tried to get a over view of what was still to
be done here. It was all fine. I can say this: tomorrow we have got to
do all the filming and photo taking of the Sunset Melrose and Hollywood Blv attractions Motley history related. We just have to get that cleared cause that is a thing that's local but needs to go since the next few days will be really busy!!
Okay!! The evening and the
darkness slowly came in over us and we took another drive round the Sunset for
the same venues and things we will be stopping at
tomorrow. But this time to get them all in a night view with all the neon lights and things like that. We wont be doing that no more after this evening.
So another good 2 and a half
hours went by. I had seen that the KeyClub had a special event going Monday
22nd. The 80s members of various bands now called
Metal School plays here Monday with 3 other acts incl. Enuff Z´nuff. We had to go by the Key Club looking into the ticket thing. man 12.00 Dollars only. Sold to the pair known as the ultimate fuck ups .. just kidding. We bought our tickets and we could now calmly return to our drivings round the block. All good.
So tomorrow will be meeting
with Joelle a fan somewhat outside Los Angeles.
Mandy Lion concert and after
party it seems at the Rainbow Bar N Grill. Plus Sunday holds San Diego big
time with a W.A.S.P. concert downtown there and then
Monday the KeyClub.
Looks like we will have to get
some things done Sunday too.
On our way to San Diego. We
need to try to get by Basson Gear too. To meet Shawn and so on. It is a great
chance to do this now and a great chance to see the
place that Brides Of Destruction and Motley Crüe amongst others have their touring gear from. besides the man behind it Shawn Green is a totally awesome and friendly man. So to meet him too would be an honour. Its all good its all fantastic. And with that comment we have passed midnight and its time to take a nap. Morning calls and we will be heading round the Hollywood local area as said. Later to hit the road for Santa Monica and Mandy Lion.
Sadly Jesse of Boston called us
today too by the way as we were on our way back from Covina. He had had an
accident nobody hurt thank god but had an accident
with his rented car and time and all just would not aloud him and the gang to enter Hollywood in time for us to meet. Fucking rentals. Sorry about that dude. We will meet some other time that's a guarentee. Hell yes.
And now day two has ended in
the Motley Hollywood story. But sit tight we will be returning tomorrow again
with more great news. Love to ya..
aren't you just green with envy? I would have been. Its a damn cool thing this time that is being done here....
Crüe Crüe Crüe Crüe.
Your host lee
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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19th of May 200SIXX, No
Sleep, First Day, School Day
2:33 Hollywood Local
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After a long trip out here 21
hours travelling to this place I am here once again.
Arriving in LAX in Los
Angeles and waiting for Corinna to arrive I had gone through things again
that simply did not do any good. But Thank god not as shitty and
stinky as it has been the previous times but still.
Going from Copenhagen to
Washington D.C. It is a fine easy nice flight out there and by god I had no
sitting next to me. That is almost unheard of but this time
I was lucky. Nice trip till we actually ...well we were told before take off obviously that we would be having no captain to take us to the skies. Cause of a last minute call in. The dude was sick.
So we called for another and
got delayed again 80 minutes. I was sure I would be missing my flight out of
Washington to L.A. But what the hell... I did not.
How ever I was not being givin my boarding pass as o the messege " we are full but I have checked you please stick around for your name to be called" Oh, lord. What the hck was one to do?
Anyway the long stort cut
short - I arrived in LAX and went for my luggage. Once again suitcase -
missing. My ....fucking god.
Hell I have a thing with that
one. Any way I was told to go to a different terminal and just try to look
for the suitcase there cause they expected they had thrown
the good half of the Copenhagen passengers luggage in there for some really weird reason. Hellooo it was.
Now I could easerly move on.
Corinna flight was about to arrive so it was me running back again two
terminals to meet her. She came we met we ..took shuttle
to car rental and took off. made a quick decision. No San Diego thing this night. Heading to Hollywood found our place talked about and checked in.
talking a bit and then in the
sheets. Some long day this had been.
30 some hours on my part as
we in Denmark are like 9 hours ahead of the place we are at here. I had what
I would call a no sleep thing the first nigh. Waking up
7.30 after only 3 hours of napping ... woke up to a hot room, long day and more. It was simply not great to stay in bed as we had tons of things to do today. A shower for the two of us and we packed our things and headed out of here.
First thing we did was to
head down to one of the major roads up here in HOLLYWOOD. To meet the one
and only London LeGrand. Wewill again tomorrow for a few things. But today
we just went by talked a bit set some things straight and pretty much got
updated on the latest whats happening in the head of the guy. Hmmm....
well!!
From there on to Denny's for
breakfast and then we headed out of town. We had today kind of only one
thing on the Motley tour to do. The Old schools of Tommy
and Vince. But in between we went by Tower records on Sunset to say hello to my buddy Kevin. He informed us that MINISTRY had an instore there this evening. So we were gonna try to make that too.
Off we went. To the great
Covina.... I would say about a good 30 minutes drive north east of
Hollywood. On the way out there we got a call from Joelle a fan too t
hat we are later gonna meet. Most likely Saturday. But yeah it was and will be a great and cool thing to meet with her. How was everything? Well I will tell you
We then hit the northern
highway 110, today as said was school day. I think I really had to get
these things put down first. These were the times of the boys first
meeting one another. This was a strange kind of feeling I took off with.
Barranca A, West Corvina
South Hills High School was first. This was where Tommy Lee graduated in
the day. After leaving Royal High Oak he joined the school
marching band here to keep his playing intact. We came up to this place it was like a small city of its own for me this one. We had free space to walk around and all. So we took our pictures and we took our video shots and checked this facility out.
The feeling was kind of
weird. So strange to go back in time like this. Way back to before
anything was really thought of when we talk Motley Crue. But we got it
down on tape this time. We really wanted to be here back in the day to be a fly on the wall watching this guy as a teen.
Only 5 minutes away we hit
up on Royal Oak High, man this was to be a good one. Walking in on the
territory of the school which today was a school for younger
classes we were me by a lady there that asked us out on what we were doing there. All of a sudde nwe too were taken to the "principals office" lol lol but we had not done anything. We were on the other hand about to. About to do some really awesome walk in the time of Tommy Lee´ highly respected years as a student. The man´s first ever music class teachr was off today but we were taken there by this lady and the principal telling us all kinds of stories. It turns out a lot of known musicians has actually attended this school. Tommy Lee was one of them. his here was where he started out as a drummer.This here was where he formed his first ever band US101. This here was where we we kindly shown the music master and teacher´ private office. And surely there was this weird feeling after attendong the music / gym hall at the place that was exactly like it was when Tommy was a student here. It simply was a mindblowing thing.
We were shown the Class
teacher´ personal litle mini office in there too that held a pictureof the
teacher and Tommy taken a good year and a half ago or something.
As Tommy with writer of the Tommyland book went to see the old man again. A picture was taken by the one that guided us round. She said the whole school freaked but rock star or not she took Tommy in to get his visitors pass......
Then the two of them fooled
around and wanted to suprise the old teacher.
And that story we hopefully
get omorrow as we try to get back here to meet the teacher of Tommy´ back
in the day.
We kindly left saying
trying to come by tomorrow for a chance to meet Mr Music teacher at 9.22
after class. I can not believe ths may happen. Awesome thing.
from here to the next school.
A school that Tommy and
Vince got kicked out of....wonder why!!
Too much nastynes and
skipping classes? Well any guess is a good one I guess...lol.
We only were here briefly
filming and taken the MUST HAVE pictures. Awesome. I gotta say I would
give a million dollars to see Tommy seeing a photoalbum
with pictures of all these places. He would kill...meant in a good sence. Man he would not believe this trip we are doing. It is Crue history at its best. Some how this is just a little too good to be true.
I knew that Tommy had a
brief but probably proud short livd relation to the final school in the
area. He and his band US 101 played a show outdoors at the
stadium of ........So surely we had to try to get here too. I think we had a good luck so far but turning ourseves in to the office to try to get a visitors pass the lady that met us just did not get our business there. How can some come from so far aware wanna see the school´s stadium?? Well dot ask girl just do. I guess it was about the time we kind of gave in for explaning ourselves. So we did one thing . Crossed the lawn and went up to the stadium that had the school´ football team traning so we were not aloud in there. But we got some pictures some video shots and then once again hading towards south west - Hollywood.
Finally the return to Hollywood came
upon us and we headed down to the Tower records at Sunset Blvd.
Magic day?? Sure in deed.
Till tomorrow ...hold your
beath and stay loyal
Tommy n Corinna
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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13th of May 200SIXX, Baby C My
heart Goes out To Your family, hang Tough
8:51PM CET
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Gave my girl a call. had things to tell her today about Crue and things to ask her about our trip. I felt something was not right like in a heartbeat. Felt she had bad news for me like if I was being dumped by her. The situation was a little different. It turns out some in her family has died today. And elder and now her sadness is topped with concern about that family members better half also. Will another elderly soul soon be lost? This is not coming at the best of times what so ever. I really think it is shit bad to be honest. But I understand and feel for the family of hers. I am sorry for their loss. I am here if you need me day or night. I know how these things are and can be. I have been there myself and I do not want it any more than everybody else. It is never easy to say good bye. Life is just not always fair. Far less easy.
I hope things wont be too hard
for anyone there but ofcause I know they will be. Corinna if you can find it
in you remember to open up and talk to the ones you
need to talk to. I am but a shoulder on the side but I am here for you all the way no limits. I hope you get through it. My love and thoughts goes out to you and I am here for every minute of the day.
Souls do not disintegrate and die:
Years pass and yet they do not fade away. Memories are like a distant star Pouring forth its light across the void. All our tears and laughter do not lie: Though we pass like dreams, our spirits stay, Held fast by love , which is just what we are, Yet in a form that cannot be destroyed.
Tuesday night next week is my
personally last one here before heading out. I can not really do much but say
it will be a huge pleasure to go out there and to do
a complete catalogue of all related stuff out there Motley style. Things have been set up and it is more than cool to have shit hitting my face every hour every day out there. This time it is going to be as riding on the big screen. Hollywood movie feeling. I promise we will tape every god damn thing there is to tape we can possibly find. i have been doing days and days of work figurering out the driving directions and all to all these places. Man it is hell to go through it all and have it all sorted out in the best possible way and order if you think about how and where all these places are actually places compared to each other. The stuff is fucking all over the god damn place North east south and west of Hollywood and in the heart of holly as well. 5 more stinky days and I am rolling home......
Peace to you all, Jesse,
Joelle, Mandy, London, Snake, and everybody else . see you in a handful.......
Tommy lee
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10th of may
200SIXX, Paypal Accounts, Burning Sun And Continued Work On The
New MCRUELOYALTY
2:53PM CET ************************************************************************************************ I have to say i am thrilled about somethings dissapointed about others pissed at a third party.
I have as so many
other fuckers a paypal account. I have reached my limits and
requested a raised limit now to be able to get things cleared that
I won and
chances for further shoppings. I do not know how many times the Paypal staff now have emailed me the last week suplying me with requested this and that. photo ID, photo copy of my credit card and more. All thah has been sent to them 3 times by now and still I get the same fucking emails. I Am totally not gonna bother about the shit no mor. That can mean no more Ebay buys for auctions only set to wann a deal with paypal payments from the winner. guess if I am pissed. This is by far the only thing that I am doing ll the right moves but they still dont give me my needs..... Corinna has an extreme hard time understanding this and she is like aqlways on my ass about me doing things wrong or something. that is just not the fact here. I am doing all asked to do but still shit hits me and does not go my way at all. That is as said soooo many times before the story of my life. Everything that does work out is one of perhaps 15 tried out things. It is a constant fight.
but this paypal
shit bugs me more than I can possible find words for.
Fuck that shit. It
totally interfears with my Motley doings for sure!!!!!
The sun here in
Denmark is hotter than hell now a days. I am gonna have to be
careful now. I should not get too much more sun or my skin breaks
and I would be
more the fucky than being the fucker!! Got the picture? I do not have sex what so ever. I jerk off ones in while so fucking what? A man has his stupid needs. And that is the one and only way to get it so..... go figure!!!
The sun and the
weather in generel here this past week has gone apeshit. It is so
steaming ... but it gives me a good idea about how the next 2
weeks are gonna be including the wek in Hollywood. It is shit
stinky hot there. need my sleeveless shirts and have to find new
shorts. Or I will die. Fucking no way possible I am gonna run
around in longsleeve and jeans. hell no!!!! Might as well burry me
alive.
MCRUELOYALTY.DK is
having these huge make overs and I hope that in June it can be up
on and running. I must say I have to believe that that is
possible.
Further delays are
not really too acceptable. Friday evening will or is so far the
evening here where things hopefully should get the next BIG kick
in the ass for the new edition to come.
We are gonna try to
get some new ideas figured out and all. So hopefully there will be
a good result from that!!!
Right now that is
what I am focused on the new site and getting it up n runnng and
then now this new possition again with a non excisting paypal
account.
I am speechless. I
fucking hate all that has to do with limits of my Motley world. It
is almost unacceptable.....
have gotten the
last new films back and the new 500 plus lots of tour photos are
in the house. So we have many new pictures to work with too.
Its all good on
that front!! And the Hollywood trip will be serving us plenty of
great new shots too. Hopefully a lot od cool stuff will be able to
get on the site so we
can have the maximum fansite the way I like it to be. The video stuff from a fan point of view will go on there as well. There will be a page on here that has all these videoclips if we can make it work. I take that back. There WILL be such a page cause we HAVE TO make it work no matter the fight. I really hope there is a great result both with the trip and the site. Gonna do all I can to get it mindblowing. Should anything change about anything or anything come up of huge affect to my Motley life before I leave you can find out about it all on here....
Enjoy the next few
days, Crue style.....
Your host!!!!
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10:04PM CET
************************************************************************************** Home sweet home. Yeah dude and dudettes. Thats right. All I really have to live for these days are my passion for a handfull of things. And Hollywood can easerly be one of them. i am heading out there again Next week. I think it will be a huge and cool event. So much is planned for this one already. On the new site there will also be a truely awesome thing that is gonna be the only site to have it. Ohh in case you didnt know this site is getting a brand new make over. Trust me it will be worth it. It will kick serious ass and all the new items will get added too. Yes there is a small stack of new items here that are not listed as off now. How ever it will. And you will be pleased with the new. Right now it is Monday - suck ass Monday. but it is okay (for ones) I have managed to look into some of the stuff and things we are gonna be doing out there in Holly land. And let me just say in short - it is going to be mind blowing. We will have a long cool week there and 3 FULL days have been dedicated to be the CRUE HISTORY any days. Meaning we are once again heading out on the huge LA Vacation trip to visit and shoot and film all these venues and all. Then try to throw it all on here the best fansite around. For the first time ever anywhere ever get to see the places as they are and as they were. It will be a nostalgictrip in mind but by god it will most likely also be the last chance to ever do it. A lot of the places are no longer here are no longer around. changed or moved or torn down. Still we go everywhere and cover it all. the members childhood schools, the beginning area of where they started and up through their carrer till the very month of May 2006 of places that has Crue landmarks all over them. get to see where they lived and where the SmokinIn The Boys Room video were filmed. Where Tommy and Pam had their shoppings, where Nikki and Donna first had a date and where Vince was as he was told his daughter died. Get to see the places and roads and streets the boys ride every day!!! Its all gonna be there. It will be awesome.
You will enjoy I promise.
Further more we are going to meet and say hi and hello to Mr. London LeGrand, Tracii Guns, LA. Guns, Mandy Lion who is a dark heavy artist I used to do a few interviews with for danish rock n roll radio. he is now kind enough to meet us there and have done the most unbelieveable thing I can simply not understand any of it. Mr. Mandy himself has organized a concert in Santa Monica on the 20th of May only for my sake. To honour me and our friendship. Fuck off!!! You have got to be kidding. Well....no !! I am not. I promise I will get some things on the Crue History tape for you all form the dark power himself. Als owe may get to do and meet John Corabi, members of Great White, and more. A recent found fan Joelle who lives a good couple of hours driving outside Los Angeles. The old Broadsyde boys, Snake and drummer Chris now no longer in same act have also wanted to say hi and hello. We are attending also a W.A.S.P. concert in San Diego and more. It will be a monster trip and it will be a huge monster movie to return home with. You have no idea how cool this all is going to be.
There is thank god not gonna be much
shopping time on this one. but guess who is fine with that? I AM!!!!
I do not have any cash anyway. I am screwed and I am bare ass broke. But yet it will happen. There is a cool trip ahead and it is fucking not gonna be wasted. It will have to be a tight scedual we can not afford to take lightly as we ride out there or else we will not have the needed time to get through it all. It is going to be long days short nights so.... hopefully we will be okay and aware of the food and cold drinks. Because it will be needed far more than needed more than I can possibly express through a posting.
New things have gone my way and is as
stated earlier in this posting about to be added to this on here.
Awards, personal, caps, shirts, vinyls, CDs, posters and much, much,
much more. I can hardly believe it myself that it is a fact. I
fucking love it.
Now I think I have taken the breath away from a good handfull with
this information already so i give you all a break and return to you
all later with more news.
The Holly land countdown has officially begun!!! 9 days left!!! And
I will once again be flying high over USA eastcoast. You would all had been invited if only I
was a crue man. Money talks.
Love ya all......stay good. Fuck man its
amazing!!!
Tommy
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4:47PM CET
******************************************************************** I will most likely not be all calm and shit for a good while. This time not for the damn ordinary life that I lead oranything near it. This time it is more a concern about the band and more. why? cause Donna D`Errico has filed for divorce against Nikki Sixx. There are studio times these days and movie shooting so it is a lot at stake here I guess. How will everything go? Well it is not for us to say. It is not for us to even have a guessing about. All I am saying is that it is now extremely uncertain how much and in what direction the band and him as an individual will be affected!!!
so how can we even move
on form that?
well I guess the best way is not to post a shit load about it on
motley.com and the board there and more. Actually I think it can end up
being taken off as it is too
personal and emotional for the guy these
days. I am just saying it is
not good. And for fans to even be wondering about the future is very
understandable. It is with sadness and love for the man and family but
also with fear for the time to come and our band. Man I could write for
hours on here with thoghts and more butI wont. It is just a sad day now
a handfull of days after things have been activated. it is not good
times for the Sixxster and not good times for the fans.
This here is over. Who would ever have believed it. Trouble brueing in paradise well havent we all? But for them to actually step back end it and ........... just so hard to deal with. All the best and warm thoughts to the whole family. This hurts my inner guts
Tommy Lee, Denmark
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8:18AM CET
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Not much to tell really. It
has been a few damn hard days with mixed emotions and more for a lot of
reasons. I am trying to find the light in a tunnel for myself again.
Thinking about it all I am way too unhappy about a lot of things i truely
do not feel I am on a positive side every day. Things are screaming out to
me for doing some things that can please me outside Crue. I have done a
few things and hoped for that to be the solution but so far naahhh!!!
I have also tried to keep
an eye out on some things that could or would be great to kill time with
at home. But it feels a bit like wasting time, See that is what I am not
good at. Waiting and killing time. Well I am but when it is with a wasting kind of feeling then it gets bad for me. I just dont know what is going to happen with me. With that said I have also had some bad things going with my Motley universe. been fucked again on some deals that I had paid and never got the stuff. And last night paypal was all of a sudden telling me to verify an account so I did or tried to. But now it has for some really odd reasons cancelled my credit card and more so there is no way I can even pay what I won and the wins are now waiting for to get cleared. Ohh brother things really do not go down my way!! One of my old best friends had birthday yesterday and the phone line was down so I was unable to call Sweden too. Tore my heart. She means a lot to me. But pearl here you go happy big 3 0 girl. You are a true adult now. You are heading into the coolest decade of our lives. Enjoy. Mine are over. It has been the best decade ever but its over now. lol. lol.
This Vince Neil award was
the first he ever got for his Skylar Golf Turnement thing that goes on
every year in Malibu.
Now I just need to get this sucker done and paid too. but a returning issue with paypal now is to get credit card and more back on track so I can do this again!! A few other Ebay things are up there right now that I like to get my hands on. I really hope to win them. I have missed out on a lot of wants recently mostly because I have not had the money for it or I have been outbid at the last few counting seconds.
I have gotten another award
Switzerland Too Fast LP award too. It will get added on here in May as I
once again have the camera to get the picture taking and all.
So just hang in there. The next three are still in the mail but just around the corner I guess. Once they come here there may be a short break before I can actually get more from the guy. He seems out of Motley ones now and he is still missing a good 10 KISS awards from me so... its not over but it will perhaps be a while till I have more coming my way again. we will see.
Right now I am only sitting
here thinking, I feel lost trapped used and out of smiles. I want to get
back on the dreams of mine. But I have not been able to get any of
that going either. Some guys on motey.com have told me they think one of my dreams with starting something in Europe - Fanclub or something would not work out as the motley.com covers all needs basicly. Well if that is the case I find it sad. Cause there is not really a Fanclub as such around. There used to be a few they werent great but they were there. Now its one official site with news and a store and a board. But what do I know? Maybe that is the modern form of official sites now a days. Things change I know this. Maybe this really is the new and only needed thing. For Motely Crue? Maybe... maybe the people that turned to me with these thoughts are right. Just makes me kind of sad. Cause there would be nothing, not a thing to get involved in then. Only stick with the collecting thing that I do. damn.
Ohh well, I am out of
thoughts right now on what to really do and say. Just got up. It is only 8
something AM on a Sunday for christ sake. I think I will make myself
some coffee and just hit the sheets again. I am not tired actually on top of a day yesterday with headackes and a lot of bad luck I feel rested and fine today. Thank god. Okay lads thats it - have a great Sunday where ever you are.
Tommy
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26th of April 200SIXX, Labtop Set On, Shout Blasting, Just Finished reading .Its Time.. 3:37PM CET
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Well itws a fairly
mixed reading. no doubt these 69 fans in the book has Crue at heart but it
really was not the greatst feeling I had from reading it. In its ownway that
just proved me right once again. You can not fully put feelings into words.
Is that maybe why they call it a feeling? I do think some are claiming
themselves more than they are. Who am I to say this? Well I call it as I see
it. I miss everything today I think. A girl, the passion the everything. I
miss too to find out what the hell is gonna happen to me and the things I
want to do with and in the name of Crue. For my own life that is. I hav
reached out to so many lately and no one seems to be into this like allthe
way. I have there for set myself in a position where things are not exactly
lose or comftable no more. I have done all i felt i could to gather the
perfect gang to make things going towards what I would loveto do. Try to get
something European started. It just does not happen. Every one I have talked
ot are either too ordinary connected to life or too worried about every day
life that they all need to have taken care of safe and settled.
man I do not know. I
my self too is a little messed up on my own things. I am so looking forward
to be doing the final Hollywood tour with my honey. I think we will have a
final thing here if we talk 2006. Cause things seem to have taken more out
of us than we care to think about. From previous doings. Financially too. I
am not at all happy saying this cause I need this action to be a part of my
life. And I want to enter the last few chances in the Crue world to really
get a nice closing. See here it is again. Addiction, nothing is ever enough.
You always want more. That is also why I do not do good in an ordinary
living. Funny if I type what I am thinking you would all say go see a
therapist you are far from well. But the fact is what gives me comfort is
that you can leave this world when ever. You yourself actually has that
power. I know - so dont sned me hate mails or helping wake up calls of any
form. I know hat I am saying here. I just really feel this way. Life is a
struggle for me far more than any knows. I would feel great and be perfectly
balanced if I had even better chances for doing what I want to do in the
world of Motley. but i can not do things on my own. Things have just changed
too much since the 10s and 80s where basically everything and anything
seemed to be possible if only you wanted it. now it is like you have to have
a huge pile of cash for a small idea and then there is no guarentees plus
you would have to have a line of good co-workers to get anywhere.
I ´feel I have a huge
couple of problems that are kind of tough to deal with. I can find find
peace with them. It hurts and it is a heavy weight round my shoulders to
bare. I have as posted on here done new stunts new moves to get away a
little bit from the every dy motley life that I lead. Itis a big test for me
and it is as of now just not easy to get thehang of. There are so much non
felt stimulation in the every day life for me. also said before. I jus
really need it this time. sadly I do. To take a bite of the ordinary to slip
away a bit from the collecting world. My woman doesnt even doit for me. Too
much missing on that to give me enough belief and strenght to focus and
enjoy the ordinary. period. And that troubles me. More than I can find
usefull words for. It is just a hell to go through. I have been away fromt
he ordinary and ordinary living ONLY for too long to feel pleased with that
thing. What the can I do? I am out of ideas here.
I have rarely felt
this pride in the collection that i have here at this address right now and
I have rarely felt the huge pleasure in this way about that. but when i turn
or close my eyes or something I feel insecure. I feel lost I feel sadness
cause most outside my collecting world right now is not attractive and it is
not satisfying me one bit. What the hell to do? Some may wonder whats up
with my earlier talked about move to the USA. well I have paid another thing
and I am once agaon one move closer to the big cance. How ever i am also
very aware of what I need to have my eyes on. reality till the dream comes.
Here is a confession.
I have bought the big ALLY DVD box. I have seen all 5 seasons back to back
over a period of time one season over two days. Andso on... finished it
today. Cried like a baby for many reasons. Always hated the god dam fact of
soaps... cheap time aftersoon american gossip shitty TV series. But now
watching this serie all of it so fast for the firsttime I thought hell this
is about life. Added some humour. Fine but its about life and the bigger
questions we all from time to time runs around with. Corinna is gonna hate
me for this one. Weakling sencitive and careing. She more like me to be a
rock should e really get to the bone of it all. I guess she would. But I
have gained so much shit useful shit from this TV serie that just seriously
havemade me look at life and my collecing thing in a fairly different way.
It has affected a lot of the sides I have to my personality. Things have
been always been so, so, so and so. but now it is like "where the fuck did
the years go"? You know we dreama and think so much about so many things. I
wis I had the power to just get to touch every living man on this planet.
And sy the long thick heavy book in one sentence. GO FOR YOUR DREAMS ... AND
DO IT TODAY. I seriously have a problem with people not doing that. Its over
- life - way earlier than what we care for it to be.
ALLY gaeve me a lot.
Even though its a fucking afternoon TV time killer. It spoke to me in a lot
of ways and the poeple that really knows me like Pearl, Mattias, Tine, Mom,
Brian, and a few others they know if they really listen to me and they sit
alone watching this one .
Enough gossip on here
I guess. But with the last ending episode in the boxset at 10:40 PM my local
time here I felt like I was being chocked. Been loosing friends, missig old
friends from real life. And more. It was hard it was and still is making me
feel lonely. Friends and family and love to your loved one is half your life
if not more. If you do not have parts of these things you are poor lonely
soul. And I have been likethat for some time now for various reasons.
This posting has been
stopped and continued over several hours today for the reasons of me having
had a lot of thoughts to my mind today. I have had a need to go out walk
about anddo things away from this posting and return and now 11:35 PM
finally trying to close it. I am once again discovering a very sencitive
side to myself that I have loved for been proud of for years. Why? cause
boys dont have it. Ok, i take that back,. Boys do not show it. i can and I
do. I am in need of being one with my inner slef and have the honest inner
and outer balance with my being to express myself to how I am and feel on
the day.
Motley Crue has been in my thoughts a great deal today on a worrying matter and on a pride matter. So be it. That was to be the last famous words for the day. Till next time - hunt your dreams. Dont settle, ever.
Tommy Lee***
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25th of April 200SIXX, Happy Bday - Totally Unreal Yet So Life Like...... 10:25PM CET *******************************************************
I must have a thing
said today!
Things are gonna be a bit blown out of whats healthy in the coming days!! I
must have a thing done to get some other things in place. And that will most
likely not happen if it does not take a HUGE suprising turn in a couple of
days more later .maybe!!!! I think I also have a bit trouble with getting
things done on a couple of other deals another guy that had a part payment
deal going with me has fucked me over, he had a good 2000
dollars received and was ow missing only one payment. I have tried to reach
him now for 7 weeks. And his email account isno longer being resonced from.
I think it still excists cause I am
not getting them back
my emails .... I have had this tried out with 3 guys before this deal too.
fuck !!!! So much money lost AGAIN!!!!! Totally unreal yet so god damn
lifelike.
watch out for the
fucking back stabbers out there. They are many and they are everywhere. I can not fully say
that I am sceptial with anybody. its always the other way around for me. I
see the good in peope till they fuck me over. I never am sceptical with them
and then they proove them better. Fuck I am weak on that
point HATE IT!!! Promise myself that from today I will work HARD on that
one. What the fuck is that anyway! People being nice from the get go. Who am
I kidden? Tommy you
deep fuck wake up and
smell the .... what ever.
Now I feel I have to
try to get the best out of my dissapointment here but I think it may be abit
hard to do!!! What can one say? what
can one do? let time heal and dont think too much about it I guess!! Well
Ill try. Back in a few days -
enjoy it all,
Lee
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24th of April 200SIXX,
Büch Dich, Noch Ein mal - Bestraffe Mich - Verdamt
3:03PM CET ********************************************************* You tell me what s cooler than having a passion in life that leads you to all kinds of adventures? There is nothing is there? Hell no. I am extremely hooked on the times I am heading towards. I have found new goals in life too and I am filling up my life with new challenges in the ordinary everyday bitchy world of life. Boring, Yes most of the time but I am actually this time really excited about getting into things back to school and everything. I really think there are a few things that can take me in on a focused level with real joy outside the Crue world again. I have been kind of giving up on things. Searched but yet not found anything that I could find joy in. I think I have now. I also seem to have set goals for the next 3 months of May, June and July!!! I want to win some things with myself. Long story but I want to feel better and do better on some things. I also want to get things done that in the everyday life like when I just totally cleaned house here a couple of weeks ago. I want to give myself something that can give me smiles and shit so the ordinary life outside Crue is not so hopeless a feeling.
I have been
extremely horney the last month or so. It is terrible. I can not say what
has cost it but my god it has been spring hormones that has taken me by
storm.
I think Motley
will have a few things pushed according to other already set plans. Their
2005 plans for 2006 have already changed a lot of times. And it is without
saying, not surprising at all. We are talking Motley Crue. Nothing is
certain in that world, Period. Do I like it? No I don’t. It’s very hard for
an ordinary working fool like me to make plans for things when that is a
ruling fact of theirs. Anyway things have gotten to a point now where in my
collecting world I have found myself to be extremely pleased with how the
Tommy Collection" has been expanding here. I can not believe the luck I have
had on things the last long time. And my award expanding situation has just
simply taken even me totally over the top too. So glad I decided God damn it
KÛSS MICH!!!!
On another note,
there are a lot of cool things on EBay all the time sure there are but
right now I have a few things I REALLY got to have. And I have an ongoing
bid fight going with one guy about an item that i like to get, but it has
kind of passed the point of command sense when it comes to the price for
the item. I am not letting him taking it cheap, but he seems to want it
bad. So I bring the fight and see what happens. I have one more thing to
say about this and i am then letting it go. Bet some of you all out there
now are thinking "why the hell is he posting this on here and why the hell
is he doing these things?" But EBay right now have a line of things that I as said have to get - win and add to the site here. I simply have to. I have skipped a few things on the ordinary side to life lately a couple of endurances and more to be able to do my Crue thing. As claimed for years now NOTHING shall stand in my way for things in my passionate touched life. No way! LIFE IS TOO SHORT no matter what the hell you do. It just flies by and it fucking never returns. So grab your passionate wants and fulfill your dreams. Do not settle for any "ohhh I cant" "Ohh I will ...Later" "ohh I don’t know"....fuck that!!! Grab it - and grab it now. Live in the moment, not for the year to come you may fucking not be here by then.
I have also lately been thinking about the thing about women. I know it is a bit off now but what the hell is it that makes man a man? It is not the man himself. It is the woman that makes a man a man. Trust me. It is also the man that has the urge to win over most possible women. No wonder with the masses of gazillion of sperms his body produces on a weekly basis. How can one even think the male is a one woman only? There is no such thing. Males may not admit this shit but hell they see and they want. There are oddballs out there that are different yes... and at times I am one of them but hell, beautiful women are the prettiest species of the living. Fuck it!! Also, they are hardest one to settle with. Don’t send me hate mails it won’t do you any good anyway. I stand by my word.
What makes women
so powerful? Is it the prettiness that makes them powerful? Or is it the
powerful women that make them pretty? If you ask a man he would go for the
first option. Simply because men don’t really care for the name the wealth
the what ever they go for the first instinct, the looks. They get attracted
and stimulated by it and that is enough for the male sex to try win over the
other individual of opposite sex. Does she have to be smart, well spoken and
more? No not really.... if she is it’s a bonus. For many, but for also many
they don’t really care. I could say or type a whole book about these things
I have seen men and women how they all act. Their body language and their
loud spoken thoughts and feelings about things and situations now for years
and I find it extremely interesting. I myself just know both parts have to
face things and see that both have to meet halfway or else it’s a king and
stall boy relationship. And then guess what happens. Its over before you can
count to ten.
Bück dick!!!!
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22nd of April 200SIXX, Raw Dangerous Yet Pure And Silky, Life - Pink - Life - Pink!!! 4:01PM CET
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Life - well what do
you know? this Friday I feel fine as I did yesterday too but I look around
and I see the world offereing a lot of sick things. politics,wars, crimes,
frauds, low life excistence, poor dying people. Rotten societies twisted
devilish religions and more. I have a really hard time wit hthe world we
live in. It really is no world for me how ever there is no other world for
me to go to so I have to kind of fit in dont I?
have to say this
though this is a Tommy that has kind of finding himself one morning looking
in the mirror and say you know dude you are not 16 no more. You dont
nessesarely acting like one but do have kind of other prioities in life.
Which are heading for the things that means something to me myself and not
what anybody wants me to be or do. People are taking themselves way too
seriously these days I am not. call me a dick its fine acuseme of having
done some things actively and I will go for your throut.
We all are in the
position where we kind of say:
go away come back get off me get back on... always. Surely we are all this way in bigger or minor ways. I love electric guitar but I adore accustic. Same thing!! We all have our moods and they are all having results in some ways for all of us. I wanna do myself a huge favour for the rest of my days. i am gonna be good to people I like an i am gonna be fulfilling all my own dreams. I am not gonna listen to all the bad shit that happens in the world. I have kind of givin up on that shit because it is not my task to deal with and further more there is not a shit I can do about the big picture anyway. So I am not really gonna even waste my time in life on these things.
I think what really
hit me and got me in to this heavy thinking about life and getting older and
shit was watching a conceert and listening to an interview with the artist
Pink. It hit me. was extremely good by the way. no bad shit to say about it.
Love Pink. Reminds me of my finish friend claudia too. Looks like her too.
butthat is kind of a different story. but a lot of the things she sid was
stunning. by the way her new album is her best yet and not only the best
from her but also awesome in all ways. She has really made it with that. the
lyrical universe on this album hits many I bet like a bullet train. And if
you are bit deeper a person than most then you will love to isolate yourself
for a short hour listening in on this one.
Life is just no good
at all. On the other hand life is good. There it is again. Double twisted
sides and effections to everyhting about it. It being life.
I understand there has
been kind of a concern about Mr Lee`plans and side doings with the coming
build band of his. Its all cool that they all have their side things to
Motley as a band. But I too think Lee can be a hell of an issue if things
turn out to be better than hopes are for the coming project. I so - but who
doesnt - want motley to live on for a good while longer yet I think it will
be a bit tricky kind of a on the edge thing.
Will it survive the
next studio album and will the band members as individuals be able to stay
focused and hungry enough for the thing to keep rolling??
Personally I am kind
of tired of the Carnivals tour. Seen it now enough and I want a new theme a
new stage a new whole thing.
I do hope they will not tour October, November and december. It is what I want. Just give it a rest let people be hungry again for them. Do not over do it. cause they are there soon if they do it. Enough said about that I guess. I have a few things I hope for to happen in their name but I will hold back on that for a while. I think some things have been looking to be happening already but thenput on hold or even cancelled. hard to say!! Well the movie will come out next year and i begin to head towards one thing. I am going over in May to this Holly weird thing and then I truely hope for a July thing. And then also I may even say - a fall tour or not - I will wait till 2007 after July. Then head to the premiere of the movie and maybe tour so.....I think in the bigger picture that I would be far more pleased with. And then dedicate the remaning few months of 200SIXX to the framing part and more on the non touring part of motley Crue.
A few things were
added to the site yesterday and there were awards added too. Another three
is ready to go in the mail on theor way to me.
Right now HOLD ON .... I have 38 awards. It makes me sick. 38 FUCK ME.. I never even had this many with KISS. It has gone fast and it has gone over the higest expectations I could ever have on that single thing. 38 MOTLEY CRUE AWARDS AND WITH ABOUT 85 - 90% OF THEM PRESENTED TO THE BAND OR AMEMBER. Hellooooooo...............It stinks but its cool. It makes me sick!! laughing!!!!
The next three to come
as said are about to get packed and shipped pout to me. they are also pretty
cool ones I might say. And woththem another so far missed title will be
added to the lot and we pass 40 in total.
original German
golden Award "Greatest Hits"
presented to MC with poster inside
original German golden Award "Shout at the devil" presented to MC original Canadian platin Award CRIA "Dr. Feelgood" presented to Doug Thaler
I guess for now and
for the daqy that´s it really.
dont really wanna waste your time on here with a lot of bullshit that has no relevance onhere anyway!!!
TILL THE WEEKEND IS
PAST US AND WE ALL ARE BACK TO THE FILTHY BORING REALITY... have a good
one!!!
See you on the other
side.
Tommy
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20th of April 200SIXX, Fuck It The World Smiled To Me After All - By Gones!! 3.24PM CET ************************************************************ So thursday the 20th came over me after all. I have been kind of fearing this day for reasons of fear for forcement to what the society wanted me to do actively. I didnt. I had a nice meeting and I believe it all ends with this, I will most likely get my ways on the so called meantime thing. Hopefully I am back to do radio and media. I am also most likely getting in on IT and Psycology classes. I will wake up smiling every day in case that is true. A couple of weeks will most likely pass from now on till i have the definate answers. But it is a great feeling right now.
Okay on the home front I have now gotten the awards
the newly yesterday arrivals hung up on the walls. Rocation has been the
word. I am happy abour the results. I live now in a dream of great stuff.
I know I have talked about these awards like the single COOL in the
collection and it probably isnt. but is in the top 3 or 5 thats for sure.
my god they are awesome. Thank god for me keeping the KISS awrds for this
trade once I in 2001 sold my KISS collection. Never have I been more happy
about the KISS awards after KISS was over for me. Jesus christ - I am
getting the greatest deal here with the trade. It is almost unreal.
i think maybe the other latest stuff that has come
in to corinna for me the last week or so are great too.These days it is
mostly small things small items but items that have been looked for for
some time. And now they are here to be added to the site and single
sections tonight.
It is more awesome than I can possibly express. It is a great expanding time for me and has been ever since the site got up and running on the internet. I now can not wait to get the new coming edition of this baby up and running. It will be damn well awesome. I am sick and tired of the lame faults that seems to come back haunting me on here. No good. Unacceptable. Period. so things have been split up and the webmaster and myself now take care of only parts of the site together. I think things will be better this way. the nrw guy in over this has only very few things to be master of so if he too can not fully make it work WHICH I THINK HE CAN AND WILL!!! Well then I will seriously think about closing this down. It is just a little too uncool for me as a person to have all the faults and shit going on. No bones about it. Not only do I look forward to this new site to come up n running in the summer but this here is absolutely gonna be a kick ass thing. This here were the best we could do the last time we updated it. I am now far more demanding for the visual results and thats that!!!
Next goal to me in the nearest future is the
Hollywood - san Diego trip. weather or not the main goal for the trip will
happen or not we have as also Corinna posted on here last time - we have a
plan B that sucks in every way NOT!!!! It is a great andexciting plan that
will and can be a memo for life too. I think things will be great. Also I
do not know if any of you guys have ever heard about WWIII Mandy lion??
www.mandy-lion.com
a dark brutal German that took of to USA as so many others back in the day
and created a thundering meatl band. He and I have now been emailing back
and forth for some time kind of lost contact and then this week we talked
again. He emailed me assaid and said "you in LA in May? Thats when wewill
meet. I willeven try to find a place to book a small show with the band.
Dedicate the whole show to you"..well how can any debut shows by any band
be more cool ?? Just asking. Fuck off nothing is or can be cooler. I wanna
do stuff with London of the old B.O.D. too as I am there. Then we see what
the rest can and will offer for us. It is going to be a great trip no
matter what it holds you see.......
The Crue by the way will be touring a little bit in
USA here is a date .. they did cancel another but this one seems to be
holding water.
Cadott,Wisconsin - the Rock Fest 2006 July 22
I see that as a likeing to me.
I mean Cruefest sucks but listen to this for July: the 15th Hollywood cruefest the 17th tommy Lee Dj job in Las
Vegas the 22nd motly live in Wisconsin
Helloooooo.......wanna go? Well yeah had been super
cool. Shit man. It looks like I am going to headhunt the chance for this
to happen. Doubt it very much but god damn man...I no stinky way there if
it should be a possibility for me or us if corinna would be able to also.
These things are only pure dreamings but hell so has most of the things
been for me. Are you lkidding me. I know of no one that has had so many
different hopes realized and turned real in the same period of time I have
had. I am truely greatful. And with the love and support of many
things from you guys out there I am deeply thankful.
So thank you!!!
later pricks and bastards,
The smiling Tx
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19th of April 200SIXX, Coolness Arrived Today And The Biggest Site Makeover Is Starting 9:01PM CET ********************************************************************** Wednesday today. Yes indeed. Nothing special about it. Still fairly chilly here in little old Denmark but here at Osterbrogade 19 my home address it has been hot as hell today. What the hell is he talking about you may ask. Well, I got one of the coolest pacages today. 5 new record awards of which 3 of them are costum ones. Look in on awards in the "looks that kill" section. Fuck me are they cool and no picture of these awards no matter how clear they are can justify these babies. I tell you anybody serious enough about our 4 Crued men would kill for some of these awards. Simply irrisitible. Holy cow. I have now no idea how many awards there are in this collection but I tell you the collection just raised a good 7000 dollars today in value. If not more. It is a dream for me to have been even able to make this deal go down inmy favour. God damn I am happy about these awards. And in about 2 weeks or so another 3 should be shipped off from the one I do this with. Do not know which except one of them is a Dr. Feelgood one tripple platinum CD award presented to earlier management dude Doug Thaylor. But in all honesty I do not care what tittles. I just reach out and grab these babies. Totally crazy - unreal and a big life saving this is too for me. Holy hell this can become a good retirement .........
Tomorrow another day
in my life will most likely see me hit a new low in satisfaction. I am
unimployed today. I have been for some time now but I have also been very
pleased with a lot of things and I have had some really cool experiences.
Like a lot of time to do a lot of things here at home writing, travelling to
USA sharing with Corinna, trying to pick up old friends and more. I have had
a blessed 2 years the latest of my life. I have a few lines of things and
dreams up my sleeve. I am in a process a long termed one but a process of
moving to the United States of America. I will not let that dream leave my
mind till I either am there or I have gotten a total denial of being let in
to that country. I have a lot of geat things going for me especially in ths
crue - Motley Crue world of mine. I have been told and I agree that I am
more fortunate than most I truely have been getting a lot more than most the
last year and a half. ButI als oknow why. And I know what it has taken of me
to get it. A LOT!!!!!
Tomorrow I am having a
talk to hat you could call society. They want me activated in some way to a
lousy pay. And it kind of kills me. But I have build up a line of things to
try to tackle them with And if it goes my way i am soon starting something
new in my life. something new that could make me happier. Something new that
could make me bettering a lot of thinsg and later on chances in life. If
they choose not to listen to me I then say it now. BARE WITH ME - FORGIVE
ME- but I will be low and devestated for some time. The USA trip ho ever
from may 17th til 17th will take place nomatter if heaven or hell collide or
not. Nothing can or and will change that one.
Still extremely pleased wioth the results of the sorting boxes the last week here Everything is just staring to make sense and it is a great feeling - well obviously. How can it not. I am truely trying to build up hope belief and more for wha tI am going towards. The first day of the rest of my life. Starting tomorrow I am gonna try something new as said above and i will do al li can to make it all happen. I will also try to make things go my way so I enter Summer 2006 in happiness. I am happy ight now as I type this. may be a weak short lived thing but then let it be so. Right now is the moment right now is the importnat one. So ...halleluja. I will get a fresh start and my motley universe will simply .....continue. Not fade out and go away. i talked to Corinna last night I talk to my brother and told them both I have a goal with this collecting thing. part from it being the most single important and natural thing in my excisting life, I want it to be in the end the biggest most bad ass hard core collection on the Motleys seen in Europe. End of story. No less will please me as the smoke cleares. Ill step on nails wak through fir and worse. I will have it as a goal. One amongst many in the Crue life that I lead.
Well what do you know.
Corinna just logged on. I guess fate has its ways of its own.
Now Another meeting has been taking place today and that again my dear friends was with the webmaster. I have settled on a new thing to try out today!! Well it actually wont start till I have a few more days behind me. But from now on till late August the site here will have a brand new totally so far untouched kind of makeover. It will be the best result of this mutha till date. Al lthat loves this site so far will adore the coming version of it. There are like a gazillion things to look into on here so yes it will actually take this long to get this one done. I will have a lot of new things tried ouot a new kind of sorting for every single section on here and further more I will have a long hard earned better site that will make this one here look a bit like a Fiat when we really are about to build up a Rolls Royce. Think about it. And then just have patience. I have I kind of have to have it. patience that is. It will be well worth the wait.
I think we will have a
few new things put on here too in the next few days. I have a stack of
articles here, magazine covers, CDs and more. There is a way to get this
thing bettered but it will come on the new updated version of the site. This
does not mean that we will not put any more on this version of
mcrueloyalty.dk ofcause we will. And tonight already it starts. I think I
will have a long time coming with crap to sort out and clear out before I am
way up above water again. But I am hopefull for a positive energy to find my
way till it is all the way I hope for with my life. Things are not the
coolest right now but so be it. I am extremely lonely from having parted
with all the stuff that gave me the social life and music that I always
loved to fill up my every day life with. I need some new build social life.
Isolation kills me. No good for a guy that always loves the action. No good
for the guy that loves talking and warm shared long talks between myself and
any one I care for. I have simply not had that for a long time. Too long
time. Life is so fucking short. You fail on something and boom a year or two
can slip through your fingers like that. Try have a good 4 5 or 6 slips and
there goes a decade of your life that can be shorter than you care for to
know. So I need to shape up rebuild something that can give me pleassure
outside my Crue world and the damn every work what ever it may be.
Well with my next few
episodes of ALLY (dont send me hate mail I know) I will every now and then
look up with the widest smile possible and look at these newly arrived cool
awards not nailed to the walls here. Hopefully things then
will go my way after a good night sleep and a fresh well rested Tommy in the
morning. You see I have a good feeling.........Once again and as
always guys thanks for looking in on here and pardon my excitement of the
day if you yourself is low and pissed. Then there is nothing worse than a
smiling son of a bitch. but today folks I am pleased to be that son of a
bitch. without hessitation what so ever. Back sooner than you think,
keep cool, Tomboy!!!
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17th of April 200SIXX, Eastern Ends, Unfriendly Attacks & Site Refreshments 12:10 AM CET
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So Eastern is
finally almost over and Corinna got back on the dance floor with a
posting. I said it and I mean it. Welcome back. I am fully aware of her
time scedual ... let me jus tkill the Corinna issue here and now.
I am aware of her busy sceduals. Trust me I dont even know when we actually talk much together. And when I do get a few hours with her here and there its as if its ONLY Crue talk - I forget things to say cause I miss her much and I miss feeling I have a girlfriend. It is damn well hard enough to get things to work for myself with her as a boyfriend or something it is even harder to get things on a roll with positive vibes on anything else between she and I for the one reason that we are not having the best and biggest chances in life right now to be together. You know what I mean?
Okay with that said
I also have to say that the old loyal guest on the site *cruester* has
been posting tonight after he has seen corinna`s posting. I agree with him
her ways of do and say things are easy looked at as somethig that could go
down as a negative girl. And yes she does have a temper and yes she does
need to work on her ego too. BUT!!!! I really do not like the attacking
from anybody against anybody in here. So please no matter if you guys are
playing or not please do not go there. It is a rock n roll fansite of mine
for the coolest band on earth and I really do not like that there is
personal attacks on here. There has been plenty of that shit on other
official sites over time ....please stop it.
We are all suppose
to be family for the same band of the same interest what ever you wanna
call it.
Corinna may have been a bit too angry in her posting but please how much does she have to go through in being questioned on her activities on here. I personally wish all would just appreciate what she does do on there when she does. And between you all and me she is doing a lot in the Motley name between herself and me. I truely think she is and has been the coolest Crue partner in all ways I can think of. We did have a nastyness in Atlanta you guys know this I posted it and it will not happen again simply for one reason. I will not alou it. Should we ever get more shit like that no matter who is to blame I will end it. cause no TRUE and good functional realtionships are supposed to have these shitty things happening. It is fucking not right!! I at time even question the thing we have for the sake of normality or at least REAL partners we should share far more pssion for each other than we really do. most of our time and talks are about the band. Not so much about us. Ourselves. Our relationship. I have admitted it on here several times. I need that I miss that or else there really is no togetherness more likely a stricht friendship. But that is for us to deal with not really the masses -- it is not a crise center for yours truely or anybody else on here ..... but sure ME personally it affects me big time when I have a passion for one person and that person does not have the will to give me what I need and what ANY relationship between two people deserves and are all about. ENOUGH SAID!!! As you could also read in corinna`s posting we have a few things lined up for a May adventure that I will most like have several mixed emotions about. I really wanna go but have no money to bring for the things that may come to mind. I also would have loved to get my own new tattoo, but no money. i would have loved to get certain things from there now I get another chance, but I have no money. I would .....its an endless list.
THE SITE: I think we
need to have things done - refreshing the site a bit so a small meeting
took place on here with the webmaster and a new helping hand kasper. We
are trying or going to try to fix it up a little bit over the next few
weeks. I will try to get things changed for the better soon. i will try to
get things split up in better ways on here and I will try to make the next
new site a killer in all ways. I want fucking perfection. And I know there
are a ton of faults again. We need to get that shit bettered. I have and
am saying I am sorry way, way, way, way too many times on that subject on
here. HATE THAT STINKY FACT!!!
A lot of the pages
on looks that kill have no longer backgrounds and a ton of pictures are no
longer clickable for enlargement. Dont know what the heck the webmaster is
on sometimes or what ever is going on. But you are all right it can not
happen. Its is not acceptable.
The new ideas are a
bit of a test for me. As I can not really sit here and say that I fully
believe in the results on screen. I just know what they look like in my
mind. Also on the front of things coming in in the US of A, Corinna have
now gotten the tools to get scans and shit send over so things will no
longer always have to wait a long, long, long time for me to go get the
stuff brought home. Now we can actually put the new stuff up on here as it
comes - almost!!! that too is an awesome thing thats kind of new. As most
of you guys out there knows; i have most of my stuff coming to her in USA
for shipping savings and a lot of auctions and sales are for the USA
only!! Sucks but thats how they are them Americans. Not always cool.
we are gonna try to
build up corinna´s place to be the Tommy home and Crue museum part two. We
just need a whole lot of money to do it with. cause things are gonna go
through a pro framing transfer .... and that will cost and take a long
long time since there are so much of it. But it will look stunning. I
myself have no more room here. All I have on my walls are awards. In the
living room, hall way, bedroom etc....
No room for anything
else. And this coming week I am getting 5 more. Then in about I would say
maybe 3 more weeks 3 more. Then we begin to be at the end of a HUGE deal.
I can only say this it has and is still a non regretable thing i have
done. Changeing all my KISS awards for the Crue ones. I have a hard time
seperating with the KISS ones sure but no regrets. It is all good.
I think there will be a cool long time try out on the site for the summr and fall of 2006. A lot of things will happen with it and more and more will be put on here. I have had a few more new Crue friends added to my life and it is awesome. I love that I love the socoal shit. Wish I could live from that. I would be in heaven. I love sharing I love dealing I love socializeing I love I love I love a lot of things. Nothing has changed on the matter of me going to USA more permanent. I just wish there was a chance to do it now. Only one thing can take me to the USA just like that, without waiting for months and months and maybe years. MARRIGE!!!
I do feel I am kind
of in a position where this dream too will not happen for me. I am not
giving up that is not what I am saying but rather saying I am in a
position with little or no hope. It is just for a guy like me - so hard to
sit with needs and wants and then somebody or something is in the way for
me to get the wish fulfilled. I can almost not accept that. Had it only
been myself that had had a stupid lame excuse for not taking the step and
go for it then that had been more than fine... but I am as ready as can
be, I am only asking myself how long can I actually hold on to the good
faith and belive of this to happen?? I am a LIVE FOR THE PASSION - LIVE
FOR THE HERE AND NOW kind of guy. Not all the other crap that is a long
time plan for I may fucking not be here that long so stuf with all that
crap, I say!!!
Now - mid April has
knocked on all our doors and spring is finally here for real. It is
raining alot but thats how spring is kind of .. nothing new.
I seriously hope all our early summer dreams will come true. I am in a
need of a BIG, BIG, BIG summer myself. I can not accept anyhting less.
I say again be kind to each other out there life is fucking short and
before you know it its half over. Stop being a dick burry all the ego
shit. Get up and wake up. Be open, let people in and share the good.
I really do not like the world that I live in. But what can a one man army
do on the matter? You know the answer....
I love only this -
and you all know wha that is.
Tommy Lee
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11:55 PM EST
**CRUESTER** WTF- This Is Your Imaginnation I'm not really here
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Hey Fuckers I am so sick of hearing about why isn't she here anymore. Is
she not on the site any more, she should be taken off here, me & T have
broken up. WTF people. I said time & time again I work constantly. I get 1
day off a week & every other Saturday & Sunday- which most of the time I
work one or both of those days cause I get paid more to work on Sat. &
Sun. And on that day off I have so much daily shit to take care of I
usually don't get home until 10:00pm. So in between that, paying bills,
eating, sleeping, & daily must do's you tell me when I have time to wipe
my own ass. So fuckin' LAY OFF!!!!!!!! Just cause I don't post on here
don't mean I'm not here. I still other things for the site that you don't
see me doing.
So on the Crue side of things, me & T are headed out again in May to LA
for a hopeful event of maybe seeing some of the filming of The Dirt. But I
did say HOPEFUL. This is no guarantee by far so we are not counting on it.
But as we are there if this does not happen we have other plans. We still
have many Crue sights & seeings to go to. I'm pretty excited about it. T
on the other hand I think wanted to go in July instead & not take this
chance. For one July 1st is T's Birthday & on the 15th is the Hollywood
Cruefest & we have been invited! I am not too keen on that thing due to
the fact that it seems not to have too much to do with Crue I've heard. So
I chose to do the May thing instead. I mean shit I cannot pass the chance
to see the filming of THE DIRT if it happens. I'm willing to take that
chance. That is a once in a lifetime thing, CRUEFEST is an every year
thing. We can always go to that. Do you know what I mean?
Plus while in LA I will get to go see my DAD. He lives about 2 hours from
LA. I have not seen him since August of 2000. That's almost 5 1/2 years. I
am close to my dad. I miss him so much. He is also not doing well at all.
He has been in & out of the hospital for the past 6 years & he is not
going to get any better. He needs someone to help him with dily needs
too. In fact as soon as I get divorced & sell my house here, I'm thinking
about moving there. This is another reason for me going, I want to check
things out as I am there to see if it is possible for me to move there.
SO, we'll se what happens with that.
About T's last trip here, well...............
It was good & it was kind of bad. We did get into it while we were in
Atlanta. I'm not quite sure why still. I said one thing to make a decision
he wanted me to make then he turned around & did something else & that was
it. I never really understod what happened but no big deal. We did miss
the Vince after party cause of it. But from what I hear it was cut short
cause he ended up in the back puking anyway cause he was drinking so much
& so fast. But what's new RIGHT?!! He is slowly (well I don't know about
slowly) but surely killing himself. It's a dangerous thing he is doing to
himself. But he is VInce Neil so he does what he wants to do & who gives a
fuck. Anyway we got over it & everything was ok. T did get some stuff
signed that he really wanted so that worked out. I got a picture of me &
Nikki signed by Nikki but I was not happy about it at all cause it was
VERY sloppy (like a kids drawing) & he did it right over his face. But on
the other hand I got so what the fuck am I complaining about. SHUT UP! I
also got my big meet-n-greet pic- that T had made for me- signed by NIkki,
Vince, & Tommy & still missing Mick. So I am very pleased about that. I
will get Mick on there if it is the last thing I do!!! I have to have it.
Things I have to ahve I will get!!
On another note my home is a fuckin disaster. I moved in Dec. & still have
shit everywhere. It is like a bomb went off in here. I just don't have the
time to put stuff away. Imagine that me not have time for something. LOL
Those are going to be my famous last words!!
Sorry to jump from subject to subjectr but I forget things quickly. So I
have an idea when we go to LA. I have been wanting another tattoo. I want
to go to the SUNSET STRIP TATTOO place & get the Crue logo from this tour.
The circus logo that they have hanging above on the set at the shows. I'm
not sure where I want to put it though. Maybe my upper or lower back. So T
I know you don't like this idea but I want it so sorry. I really think I'm
gonna get it done while we are there. What do you guys think? YAA or NAA?
Now to the other known name to this site every now & then. **CRUESTER**. I
guess I made it before my 60th B-Day! Who the fuck are you dude? I always
tell you to email me personally but you never do. I get sick of you
telling all this shit to T when yo ucould just tell me without bothering
him. Yeah that's right too LICK MY FUCKING ASS. You are the most jealous
mother fucker I have ever heard of. I can't say seen cause I've never seen
you. Why are you so afriad to talk only to me? I think your just a big FAT
ASS Ugly PUSSY Mother Fucker! Why don't you get on the gang of loyalty?
Are you scared or what? I bet your a real freak huh? What's your
story? You are constantly on my ass about something, you must get off on
it!! I see that you follow this site pretty closely & I thank you for that
loyalty but dude it makes me wonder. WOW SLAYER seasons in the abyss- haven't heard this in forever. It's
playing on VH1. Sorry about that I just got excited! So CRUESTER how about some answers from you.
T has just added another smashed BASS to the collection thanks to ME
again!! I just couldn't stand for him to talk about it every day & how he
was just this much short of getting it so I had to step in & help out! I
hate to miss such fantastic deals just because your this much short!! I
had to get it added to the collection!! So once again hope all well T Boy
& we get this thing!!
I also have gotten T some other stuff too! I ordered him the Too Fast zip
up hoodie, the orange work shirt, a karokee CD, the double disc Carnival
Of Sins CD, the 2007 Crue Calander, a book with Crue in it- not sure of
the name of it, but got it from here:
http://www.mayhembooks.com/crue.html ,
&
maybe something else I don't remember.
Today T has taught me how to use my scanner. Thanks!! So I was able to get
some rhings here added to the site much soon than they would have been. I
will also sometime scan some things that I have that T doesn't (yaeh you
heard me right "that T doesn't have") & get them added to the site too.
But don't expect it overnight cause that is not going to happen. As my
work schedule is full again due to taking this vacation in May. Trying to
make extra money too for the trip since itr is all gonna be on me this
time!! I don't know how I'm gonna do it but I will some way or another!
By the way to everybody Me & T are just fine. Sometimes we may not think
so but who wouldn't in this kind of situation. But T when I do see you
again I must tell you one thing. It's not great but it's nt horrible.
Don't bother me about it I'll say when I see you. Sorry ppl this is not
something I wish to just say right here & now so tough shit for you!! Well it now 2:06am & I need some sleep as I have to go to work tomorrow on
Easter Sunday. By the way here is a nice pic of the easter bunny:
[photogallery/photo00011892/real.htm]
So on that note HAPPY FUCKIN' EASTER!!!!!!!!! Don't eat too many of those rotten eggs as you do know what they do to you!!
Until the next milenium your CRUED Bitch stay crued for life. LATER
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12th of April, No More Boxes, Complete Sorted & New Buyings - Will It Ever Stop??? 1:22AM CET ***************************************************************** Who has the shittiest time around? i qualify!! i fucking hate this time in my life. It is filled with a whole lot of nothing. I am sick and tired of the so called normality. i have said this in the last few postings on here but my god nothing has been more true for quite some time. Let that be the final word on the matter. On to more positive things and atemted smiles. Right? Sure you all say. Right? Or I will say it for you. The god damn boxes have all been turned upside down and inside out. There has not been a Motley itme untouched the last few days. For 2 reasons. One is that I have been forced to look in on the stuff in the many boxes and try to get it all together you know what I refer to, all shirts together all posters together and so on. Guess What the hell doings have been met with my baby brother. He has been more keen on the sorting than I I guess. It has been hell with the changes on here in my life the last month but also all the items have for the first time in many many years now been put in one place on one address that has not happend since what ... the mid 90s or something ?!! So there is a cellebration in that alone right there.
Now the stuff
has ben looked at and more for the 2nd reason for the sorting. To see what
has still been missing to be photgraphed or scanned for the site. And ohhhhh
yes!! There are a good lot once again. it fucking never ends. And to top it
all off there have been made several new buys too today!! My god I will die
doing this if it does not change any time soon. will it ?? hell no not in my
lifetime. Blame the ones after me for not continueing the collecting
business I will do it till my tooth falls out.
I hear too that
Corinna has done some $ spendings on my part. Well what do you know? It is
nothing new. She is excellent in doing that she is excelelnt in calling me
andsay "hey you - you owe me money"
No wonder I will go to
hell and never return. Well it is hot in hell so who can complain, Here in
fucking little shit hole of a country called Denmark it has been cold and
wet now for a decade it feels like. It is very easy for even me now to say
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!! I know what is coming. Holly weird and california. In
may!! In 4 more weeks and it is happy days. Sunny days, away from the god
damn stinky system of society. I will again be drawn from the pay check to
make this move. But see if I care. I do not. I am dead sure that these moves
in the name of Motley the next let us say 18 months will kill me littleraly.
What can I do? Stop doing this? No!!! The funny thing is I at the age of 17
said i will most likely die at the age of 42. i am not suprised if that
should really happen. No need to even try aiminfg for it . With the life
that I lead right now it is going down hill and it is going fast. How was
that again? One once said live fast die young? go figure.
I am rady with ALL the
boxes here now and for the first time in years there is actually a 98% full
control of what there really is in the collection here. And whats double and
what is in what condition and more. Actually these past
few days have been one great move. Hard work but well worth the trouble. I
think my baby brother is getting over the Crue thing pretty good and it is
doing him good. Actually only good. but he is also now on top of what is
here and he has now for a long time too wanted to see the new stuff and now
he sort of has seen it all. It is still with a good pile of items in the
Southern state of Carolina that I go over there in May and I will again
bring home a new lot of things to get added to this right here. the coolest
site on the band according to many.
I have more stuff for
you laying magazins, posters, photos, flyers, DVDs, CDs, and much much more.
I also know that the two new Australian books are out now www.cafepress.com/cruetime is where you can get these books. Yours truely has a smaller part in one of these too.
"Mötley
Crüe Down Under"
This book is a
detailed, first-hand account of Mötley Crüe's Red, White & Crüe tour.
After summing up the Crüe's history from the fans' perspective in their
first-ever live album six years earlier, Paul Miles finally got his chance
to see the band live for the very first time. Travel across Australia with
the author, sharing all his experiences with Mötley and their crew, the
cities he visits, and the people he meets along the way. It's YOUR 'All
Access' pass, taking you in and out of the strip club, the restaurant, the
beach, aeroplanes, bars, arenas, hotel rooms, limos, shops, backstage
corridors, nightclubs, dressing rooms - even the graveyard! Enjoy the
humourous Mick Mars, the loud-as-hell Tommy Lee, the respectful Nikki Sixx,
the classic Vince Neil, as well as cameos from Motörhead's Lemmy Kilmister.
Includes:
$24.95
Paperback: 200 pages
"What
Mötley Crüe Means to Me"
Like
Mötley Crüe's band members themselves, their fans have also experienced
their fair share of divorce, death, addiction, love, abuse, and
incarceration. This book is a high-quality "by-the-fans, for-the-fans"
collection, showing the impact and inspiration of Mötley Crüe on their fans'
lives. They tell stories of how they've looked up to the Crüe as family
figures, guiding and shaping their worlds, while fellow fans have become the
cousins, bonded by the Mötley way of life in their veins. The Crüe is always
there for them as a positive energy to celebrate with, to wallow with, to
vent with, and to be inspired by. For it's the Crüe and their music that the
fans religiously turn to for help to pull them through the ugliest and
toughest of times. You will laugh at the things they have done; you'll nod
your head in agreement with their feelings. Because as they say - Crüe fans
are best, f@ck the rest!
Includes: $24.95
Paperback: 118
pages
Binding: Perfect-Bound Publisher: Chronological Crue (April 2006) ISBN: 0975811231 Product Number: 52589081
Like that is not enough. Also new people have
been added or will be to the gang of loyalty in the next few days. And one
guy is going to be a good sorce to get the site more lively. It wil ltake a
few but it will change and change to the better one again. Just check in on
here as I intend to say all the time. New changes to the site will come once
again. Also we have new ideas for new things to get on here and there will
be a late May awesomeness in form of writings and pictures documenting the
Hollywood life of motley Crue from early 80s till well... now.
One other fan that has at times blown my mind
and been my bidding hell hore on Ebay has also joined forces with us on here
now Tina know as .. no I am not gonna say it. (Ebay thinkings here) But a
warm welcome to her and I know she too can do some really great few things.
Maybe even get some things added to this baby Here are some of her stuff
from her private collection.
"the top left (picture 4) was EMI's (mick's
ex) personal pass she had to have on her at all times when she was on
tour. the purple ones were a private party she threw for mick's 40th
birthday ( vince never showed up). the wristband was the last one she ever
used on the feelgoood tour.....she gave them to me last year. she is a
sweetheart! we write to each other all the time and she is supposed to
come for a visit in june!"
I guess that is all you will get for now. More nasty
stories to come your way later. I need to get things sorted here the last
part and then I need to get my nextfew postings up on here and free my
mind a bit.
I can inform ou this The last 3 days have been giving me emails with offers on things for a total amont of about 2000 dollars once again. You figure out for yourself what I have done and not done or this posting is never gonna end. I think there are a few things that can actually suprise some on here. A lot of things are going on in my Crue life right now and it is extremely hard to keep up with now a days for me too.
Later to ya all, We will be back shortly!!!
Dig it!! To the masses I leave you with this ... get a good jerk off seems to the only thing one can rely on these days!! Tomster
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9th if April 200SIXX, Box Diving, Pleased Satisfactions And Unstable Erections 8:30PM CET. ************************************************************* Sunday again!! Call me a bitch, call me a faggot, call me white trash but I am something you will never be. Satisfied in a world of pure passion for everything I do. Why do I say this? I have had so much talk while I went out on town last night to people that are just so out of tthe ordinary. my god. They are all filling up their days stuff they do not really care for. And ultimately wish were not in their lives. My god i was looking in at zombieland. my god. I am so happy I am able to and dare be me. Dare be like I am. I have extreme friends out there in yahoo land that continue to tell me it is a mutha fucking coolness what I do. I bow to ya all. damn maggots. I love your asses. Wiped or not. I admit it. I need more social living. But I fucking now once again got confirmed why I feel like in a circus where ever I go. there are masses of clowns every fucking where. comedians that are simply hidding behind macho shit or a fake face of bull. Be mobscene I say!!! baby in my world. Fuck it. Still say and probably take it to my grave .. SO CALLLED NORMALITY sucks ass. I have been box diving all day. What? Box
what? What the hell is that? Well I have started diving into the many many
boxes here with Crue in them. i have emptied some today and is FAR from
ready. Well There are more shit coming on here
shortly. I also have a new guy in over this one. The site that is. Casper, a
guy of the ordinary yeah well what can you say? he on the other hand is a
master at a few things on the internet so we will in the early summer months
try to blow some life into the site. Just wait and see....Coolness coming.
Frightning Yes!!! be afraid be very ... afraid. I will try to take this
monster to even greater heights. But I say it right now it is fucking hard
to go one man gang. No one can top the goals i dream of unless they are
fucking already famous or filthy stinking rich. Which boxcan i consider
myself to be in on? Pleased satisfactions is what life is all
about - well isnt it? I am here to tell youthat is just not a
dream of mine. For the true believers. Mr. Loyalty
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Hail the dark and lonely nights. I would treasure company and a sweet holding hands and soft wet kisses with a loved one. Tonight is as most nights in my life. Lonely and at the edge of loneliness. I am fairly fine though. I tell you all why. Are you ready? Do you really wanna hear this crap? Some of you out there may go, “fuck dude stop the tease and get on wit hit”. Alright, alright, alright ….easy now jeeezz!! I need a cop of coffee. Feels like I have a lot of things to say and yet not. Hang on a second alright. Let me get my candles lightened and jump in my pyjamas and get my freshly made coffee.
(3 minutes later) Now
– I am sitting here nicely warm and satisfied with the day that has now
passed. Another - for me ended day in the name of the Motleys. I have gotten
about 35 new items paid today. Later to added to the collection I LOVE it.
But it holds many unreleased posters and other DVDs, personals, shirts, this
n that and more. I am pleased .I did not truly think I was able to get the
money together for these things. I also have to say a few things was wanted
like WANTED on auctions today but as so many times before other bidders took
it to a level I could not deal with. I never got these items. I lost all
three of them. It is always painful. But I know these are not off the lots
that can be truly considered ONE OF A KIND items. Only they all were and
still are fairly hard to find. And in great conditions absolutely even
harder. And the one that is the most but fully positive surprised is your self. I love it. Not often that that happens in my filthy little life.
Thanks mom that’s for all. Lol!!! Now I have gotten another thing inside the apartment here today. A new computer. Laptop city baby!! With the goods to go with it. Speaker system and a blasting scanner printer fax machine all fucked up shit in one. God bless the needy! I was so in need of this. Have had a borrowed PC here for a long time now. It should be over as soon as this new stuff is connected and plugged in. Fuck the daily stuff today. I can not really be knocked out. I am on top the where ever you wanna put me. It is just an all awesome feeling. A lot has been touched today including a few more boxes of the Crue lots all over this god forsaken place.
Janine you make me smile a lot these days. Crue dedication always. But we talk so good these days about all in life. It is nice. I love it. I wish more people could be like you. Open interested and more direct as I and there for we have a cool bond that is simply unique. What other word could possibly cover it?? Awesome. I have a line of great people in my life. I have a line of people in my life I hope too to get to know even better. I have a few that means the world to me. Even some out side my fucked up Crue life. Yes you can take stinker to the bank. I do have a few breathings to be taken outside Crue still. It sounds almost as the biggest lie known to man right? But is true, believe me. I am so happy today fuck had I not known any better I would say I had either won a million or got laid. Yeah yeah it is dirty and stinky but I am a guy alright!! That is my lame little excuse alright so back off. Who said horny? I am not I was but I took care of it. NOT while listening to a Crue CD. NO!!!! Would not do that to the boys that’s gay!!! Hell yes it is don’t argue with me on it. Get down suck it.
I also think the so called US trip in May will be pushed for a more massive ding in July. The old fart of a host goes into “zombie” land in July. Getting old. Or is it just older? Hell I guess we all are only as old as we find our selves to be right? That means that I turn 22 in July. What a nice little figure. Look at it 2 2 (two two) almost like a little tutu train!!! Okay T boy it is officially time for a brains check in the morning you are loosing it pal.
So ton of great buying today and a funeral to be held for the now long time borrowed PC. Out with the old and in with the new one once told me. What that was all about I have totally forgotten but it does not seem to matter much so…. Fuck it!! Have any one anything to say to me about anything? If so say it in the KICKSTART section on here and get it over with. Pardon me!! Am in high spirit today! Lost wanted goods but the damn buyer does that to me a lot of times these days. COMPETITION city!!!
Now I will have to let you off the hook before I write more rubbish!! I am stinky tired and I begin to have twice the size of a normal tastboard here due to me seeing double at times. It is almost 1.30 Am and I have been out in the fresh air a long time today so I feel pretty cooked and over done if you know what I mean?!!
I will have a weekend
off from the site from tomorrow as I need to get the last house cleaning
thing done and then try to connect this new computer lot so I am rolling
hard as hell once more!!
April SIXX 2000 SIXX
20 SIXX minutes past midnight!!!
PS: My 2nd home in South Carolina has as of today gotten its first wall decorations with some of my stuff that’s there. Much more will come and there will soon enough come a feeling of a Crue museum there. You just wait and see, Your fucked up host - look at this chick .. how can one not smile??? T boy!!!
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See this mail is a bit
unreal for me – Shaun, England you have just made a decision that makes my
face crack in a wide hurting smile. Thanks man. Thank you. Long story guys.
To save time and more, here it goes. Ready?
Smashed in Memphis Tennessee 2005!!! Home of some really cool thing legendary and all. The single one concert that Corinna and myself talked so much about attending after the AWESOME day in Nashville meeting the lot and had the best time ever. FICK DICK!! Yeah well…… right back at you buddy… Love it. Baby it feels like making love. Can you feel it? Been a life time for me personally but I feel it. Damn straight I do!
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How are you all doing?
It may not say much but if you look in on the site and start REALLY LOOKING you se how much is still not placed in its spot so to speak. A lot of boxes and crap all over. I will eventually get there YES I will. But my god it takes time. And lots of it. I can at least now walk round and get through that is a big step forward for sure.
I am also on a continuing journey with my story about the past in my life. I hope I get to do it all in a proper way some day. It just is not all clear in my mind when did I actually do what and where and why. It would take a lot of research on my own being but … at least this version should give you a better feel about what it is all about. And how and why I got this heavily into Crue and the collecting thing.
I am about to FINALLY get a new computer. Have been without one for a long time now. This one here is a borrowed one. And it kills me. I HATE I repeat HATE to borrow stuff. If I am in need of things I would much rather by it myself. I do not know what that is. I mean I am awfully grateful and all that but I just do not like dealing with borrowed stuff. I on the other hand LOVE to be the one reaching out and help and lend out. Weird.
I got a phone call that of cause ended up having a conversation about Nikki and the Crue boys too from San Diego last night just before midnight. And old I dare say friend called me. Snake Feider. He was once very dear to me. Then a lot ha0ppend and I kind of felt fucked over. Time heal all wounds? Well yes sure does. I still like to talk to him but things have changed. Now the thing about this guy is he is in my eyes a rock n roll star wannabe. And he could have been. But in my mind he just did things the wrong way a long, long time ago. He now is not fully cutting it if you know what I mean. And he does envy the Crue and their ways and success. And I can understand that!! He could have he should have but he did not. SO I think maybe his last train has left the station.
A thing like that kind of kills me. Only because I know what it feels like to want something but either don’t succeed or chicken out. I have had these shitty experiences close to my soul too many times myself. I know what I would like to do now a days or at least try out BUT!!!! I seriously doubt I will be blessed. Then again – what the fuck you only live ones. You have fucking got to try dude. Right? No? Hell yeah!!! Well Mr. Feider, depending on the results of the American jury called Corinna Hargrave I will have to owe you and myself the final answer to weather or not I will be in San Diego in about 4 weeks from now. Another personal and long story. I will spare you all.
Surely that had been a
fucking killer week I am sure. But also I know it is not fully going my ways
these days with much in my life. Buuu huuu stop the winning. Yeah well…..
fuck off. I am open here and I dare say when I am good and I dare say when I
suck Alright appreciate the openness.
More stuff in deals
are getting closed in these next few days. Yours truly Tx
************************************************** 11.07AM CET ************************************************** I sit here asking myself where the hell did March go? It is gone never ever to return. Life sucks it is fucking over before you get things done. So I turn my self into a 7” and put myself on repeat as I have done a gazillion times before in life. Follow your god damn dreams. Take chances that are what makes life alive I guess .Play n the constant safe side and get bored a hell of a lot faster. I have the last few days been sitting here thinking “you know what T boy? You have been giving a blessing on a few things in life. You are so rich in adventures and experiences. You can lay down and die with a smile if you should”. That is damn right. I am a lucky son of a bitch in that field. I have done so much in my 39 years already. Having in mind I am coming out of the working class I will never find success because I don’t care for the things that perhaps could give me success. I live rock n roll and I will most likely die poor and shitty. But I did this and I saw that.
Recently I have ha heaps of troubled minds. I have wanted so many things wanted so much won over but for every 20 things I try I fail on 15 of them. Why? Because I dared trying. And I did not regret any of the failiours. What the fuck, I have such many other great things such many good people in my life. I guess my real treat in life is my collecting thing and the true friends I have. Everything else seems so uncertain. So living on borrowed time. I am not good with that shit!!!
Mom has been yes I did say mom even though I am getting old as a dinosaur. She has been a good support on my recent situations and been kind of a good friend in things going on. I guess she still hope for me to find my dreams and true love. She has never and will never understand my passion of the rock n roll music but she does listen when I come home and share my adventures. She thinks it is interesting though she do not understand it. I am missing a lot of people these days that used to be in my life on a more daily basis. And I am missing in a curious way new people I have met on my many travels around the world the last two years. I wish it should not be this hard to find a way to get even closer.
My ex-girlfriend and still friend Tine is coming home from more than 6 months in India. She is all changed she says but to a more life thinking individual. I can not wait to see her. She is truly missed we have been emailing a lot as she has been there. No, no, no, no she is not and never will be my soul mate as in a partnership / relationship. You wonder why? Long story. She too did never understand my collecting and there for NO!!!
I miss her ex after me Michael! He and I had some extremely good times if you ask me. But he then split with her and found other things just got lost in natural ways. But I miss him. I miss Corinna from South Carolina for more obvious reasons … wish I could just take my bicycle and go to her as I pleased. I miss a girl I used to work with on an independent record label here in Denmark. We have totally lost touch. That’s a bloody shame. Other people too.
On the more direct
website situation, I can tell you all it is almost ready after all .I
totally misplaced the time on this update on the part of me and the
webmaster. We have had a week now with really good results not too many fuck
ups so most is here already! Nice huhh!! And its April fools day. This is no
joke though! Fuck no. We are all good here.
As we get a bit more into my cleaning house thing lol, lol I will take some pictures and put up here of this hell hole. I do not have any more room for anything. Should anything even the slightest poster be displayed up on ANY of my walls I would have to take something else down from the walls. It really is that way in every room here. I know it is not the biggest apartment but that is because I do not want to have too much money put in rent or something as I often am not here anyways. But then again I did expand my Motley displaying did I not? Hell yes I did. I have started to cover apartment number two in South Carolina. Will that do it? No that too is simply not enough room to have all out and displayed. I know it sounds bragging and more but it really is the god damn truth too. The collection has grown and is expanding in a high gear and it is just not stopping. Uhhh that sounded good let me just say that one more time. …and it is just not stopping Auch!!!!!
Now I have other talks going with people that are selling stuff and that are thinking of giving up things I would like to have but the outfall of that I have no clue about so I can not really say anything. I could tell you what it is but I won’t either. So unnecessary to waste time and words on things that may not happen! But you all know me – I will try. I will go the line and damn well try the best I can. I will refuse to lay down play dead till the show is over. But it wont be till 2008 or 9. So there so. And then what happens? A shit load of coolness is going to surface and again I will do all I can to be there. But as I always say I can be fucking long gone by then so I live in the now and I will do all I possibly can to follow up on all doings here there everywhere. It is my life not a hobby!!!
Eat dirt Txxx
************************************************** Fuck me look ya all…hey babe what’s for dinner …. Fuck me that’s an awesome love right?
I am listening to old pop classics on radio 2 here in Denmark not a thing I normally do. I do not like to listen to pop radio. Not pop period because I do like certain pop. Shit there is a lot of good quality pop out there too. So with the radio on my scanner has gone red hot for the heavy burn on there today. It has been a hard long time today but my god a lot of things and areas have been updated today. The pop culture has been a nice break from the loud guitars and black leather for the day. I have gone mellow in the late hours. But I like it.
I am trying to set new ideas up in my head and I am also trying to find new and small ideas for bettering of the stuff already on here. One thing that is totally new is the font page that now has on its left “SHOP CRUE HERE” – Yeah indeed mcrueoyalty.dk has been giving green light from Mr. Shaun Pollitt and the staff at swagrox.com. Fucking get your official Motley stuff through the site right here now. All buyers count and help your favourite fan site (THIS ONE HERE) for greater heights and more. So keep supporting us and get involved to if you like. I am still looking for the TRUE dedicated people and crue heads by heart to become a new and expanding member of the gang of loyalty. Have had a few on here that did not seem to care for other, than the fun of being listed here. I can not use that for anything. But there are involved people on here that truly are amazing and now have become good friends that I truly hope I will never loose.
There are a few balls
up in the air that is new items in the mail too.
I keep getting emails about the awards and what the BIG deal is all about. Well I as some of you know had an offer early in 2006 that said “I have about 12 – 15 Crue awards of extreme interest since they are all Motley Crue old belongings. 90% of these are presented to a member of the band. And most of the different tittles are in the lot too. I went sure there is no doubt but this lot alone had maybe cost me a grand total of more than 20.000 dollars. So guess what? Thank god for my old passion in the masked foursome KISS. I have or rather had 20 to 25 plus awards on the New York shock rockers. And the Crue seller was and still is interested in doing trades Motley for KISS so that is what is going on. Half of my KISS pride and decades long hunt and search in these awards are long gone. Out the door already! I sold 85 to 90% of all my collection in 2001 and kept these awards along with a few more things. Now that stunt is doing me good. No its doing me GREAT! I am so pleased. I would say the latest 5 awesome Motley awards would be listed in the award section on here in a good 12 hours.
The total awesome and old stuff from the first ride into the Motley world back in 1981 Leathur Records. That section is on “This N That page 1” top line. That too has finally had a few of its added stuff. Old original notes documents, memos and cards, stickers and demo cassettes. Love that little section. Who the fuck would not?? If you are a Motley by heart that is. Damn expensive stuff sadly. And now that I have it maybe it goes “thank god” I begin to say my pension is not a bank saving on a small piece of plastic in form of a credit card. No it is on my walls in my this and that and everywhere. Fucking love looking at my money when money looks like this and not just a paper stack with old dead men and a figure on them. It is fucking awesome.
I guess right now it is just a talk fee of mind as I sit here in the dark closing this day after a warm midnight shower and clean sheets on the bed. How could any ask for more? Well had my honey been here I would have been in heaven. But she right now is rushing through the halls on various floors at the local hospital doing what is her job. No good for me. Hell no. I am not going to the USA again as it looks right now until October or something. She is though, trying to get me over for mid May. I would surely adore that for my own reasons. But I doubt it will happen. It simply is not an easy thing to make come through this time around. But we will see. She is an amazing girl in many ways and she is unlike me one that mostly gets what she aims for. Her mind works in a way I can not really figure out but what ever and how ever she does it she always comes out as the winner of most!!
Well just a few last night words guys. I will be back here shortly and surely for a long day of hard work on the site tomorrow. I love it just as much as you do have no doubt about it!!! Seen all the latest tour merchandise is on here now? Shirts, smaller things on this n that and more. New 2006 flyers and things in the solo member sections too…..enjoy Love all you bitches Tommy
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“What are the limits
for this site?”
“What is my single most pride and joy in my collection”. I do not have children but had I had some well, in all honesty. Who would my favourite child be? Can not put it like that. Some just has a more value in dollars than other stuff on here and that I guess is that. I love the back patches as much as I love the worn outfits. It is just a different kind of feeling. I can not really pick one like that. I would say though that the items I have though that has been the biggest fight to get and own are obviously more of a sentimental value to me than other items in the collection. Good enough answer? Hope so.
“Why am I willing to do the many sacrifices to do this?” Well it really is only a one line answer. It is my passion. In a longer version kind of answer, well I am not too fond about or good with the so called ordinary life. I do not mind people doing it. It is just not for me. I get bored and I hate it. I do not fancy a 9 to 5 job that gives me nothing but a pay check every month. And then kiss a wife and take the kids under my wings and go on a Sunday drive family style. It just never has been my way. I am way more into the ones that dare things. That has hunger for following or trying out their dreams and passion for something. I have always been interested and fascinated by people collecting. It is so extreme at times that it kind of takes over everything in somebody’s lives. And it is amazing to me that one thing can stick and come from the heart for a good lifetime for somebody. Always there always the one thing you eager to expand some how in some way and the hunting for the things you are missing in the field you collect. For me Motley Crue and music in general I am willing to give up everything for it. It just is like that. I kind of in an extreme way live in the now I guess. I can not really deal with the ones going ohh but we can not do this and that now have to think about July and Sep even though we are only in February. Hell no I can be dead any time for all I know. I live now hope I will tomorrow but use the knock ledge of what I experienced yesterday! It is the way I have been it is the way I will be I guess only course I choose to. I do not fully think I could stand being around if all was just rules work and obligations. And no chances for having a passion that was truly heart felt. I love my life most of the time. I too course I am a human being have my downs as well as my ups. I too have times when I think God I could have had so and done this and done that……. But then it hits me. My life and my musical interest has giving me way more already in my life than many experience in their whole lifetime!!
“What do I personally see Crue do in the future?” I think the band will have some heavy bumps coming on their roads in the next year or two. Why? Course there will be things from who and what they are individually that can course things and I feel not sure not too sure anyway about Mick’s health and all. The same with Vince he is way too much into alcohol if you ask me. It hurts my guts to see him destroy himself like this in this way!! I can hardly bare watching it anymore. It is just too painful a task to deal with. I love them too much not to care I guess. I say it is not just music notes to my ears. It is a hell of a lot more. I see them try doing their best album but will fail .I do not think they can top their earlier stuff .Not because it is unbeatable in quality. More because what they did were so right for their time. And 2006 or 2007 just do not have that same kind “demand” in type of music style and there for it can be an awesome album to come but never top masterpieces. So there so…..the market the youth of music lovers today is just all the way different. “Would I give up this for anything?” Yes I would ….. If I got hurt too much I would. I did with KISS if some of you have read the ABOUT ME thing my life story KISS meant the world to me and I got hugely hurt and disappointed in some things and I stopped. It was the hardest thing in my life to do but also the only right thing. Could that happen here too? Sure it can!! You can always get hurt in so many ways. Right now I am fine. I do not agree in all things the band does or anything but that does not hurt me in that kind of way that I here speak of!! So for the right reasons I guess…yes!!!
“Are there limits for what you would pay for an item?” I would overall say no. If I have the money I do not care about the money. I care far more for the item than for the money spent on it. Makes sense I hope so. No other way for me to explain that one. Would I be willing to pay 200 dollars for a Dr Feelgood pick? No!!! Then I would rather pass on it get it later and do something else. SO it is kind of complicated for me to explain as you can plainly see. But if the item is of big enough importance to me I do not care do I have the cash for it. There it is again I live now maybe not next week .So I also DO NOW and worry later if that is also what it will or can come down to. Thanks for the questions and interest guys. I think the last few days here in Denmark has been nothing but unpacking scanning and sleeping. I am slowly getting back on the central European time. Live so long after a home coming on US time still I often spend a good 4 to 5 days to change around again. I am pretty sure it is because I am bored here and unhappy kind of. Not miserable but unhappy. Everything I stand for and want is so far from where I am at so I guess I get too hard a time than I other wise maybe would have had in time changing had I lived and had a great life here too.
The scanning and the
adding to the site of new stuff are still going on massively.
I have gotten to know so many cool people and so many are helpful in many ways to my Crue world and there are just so much cool in that side to my life. Love it Short and simple. The latest is as said the new stuff to get on here. If I should talk about the site. In my personal Crue life well I want to get more stuff. I want to get more into the framing of the historic and awesome one of kind pieces. Kind of need that to be the next step so all the golden pieces do not “fall apart” and get nasty!! You know what I am saying. Let that end today’s new thoughts and all Now back to the work and sorting out things in these many damn boxes invading my home. Later brothers and sisters. XXX
************************************************ 24th of March 200SIXX, Tons Of Added Stuff & A Thank You 1.40 PM CET ************************************************ So Friday is upon us again!! Hot damn how time flies. I am shit busy been clearing shit from the floor of my apartment so I at least have some sort of ground to walk on. Fuck almost forgot the colour of my carpet on the floor. Shit!!!! Now I begin to see parts of it everywhere. Have not slept a great deal been killing my scanner and all to get the new shit ready for listing on the site these two past days! And it is going shit much faster than expected simply because either I or the webmaster has too many problems for some reason this time. And that trust I when I say is NICE!!!!
Much of the shit that’s gonna be added here is so cool. I love the fact that much of it all has been so successful for me to get. In that sentence I would like to express my gratitude towards Corinna. She is in just as shitty a situation now as I am. Due to the trip we just did and trust me I don’t regret it. But have to say certain things were not worth it. And had we known of some of the things like Tommy not playing after all in Miami we had not gone there. Had we known it was so damn hard to stick with kind of set arrangements and plans meeting the boys in Atlanta we had NOT stayed at such an expensive hotel like the Ritz-Carlton with all them extra fucking fees for anything and everything. Like I said no regrets but had we known then the story and the money situation had been way different.
It is just not all the stuff that is worth the dollar. Guaranteed. Corinna has as she always is on the matter of Motley and me been a shit cool partner and I would not trade her in for the world. I know I have said things in the last few diaries abut her that sounds bad as hell but she is fucked up on the matter of being an open person and in dealing with stuff out of her reach like passion and emotions and openness!! She is how ever the coolest of the cool to team up with when it comes to what she and I are doing!! I will give her 9 and a half out of 10 on that one. Fucking awesome job girl, thank you. We have so many things to do still in their name. But right now we both need to find a fresh breath to be even able to move on in the Motley world. It is a shit expensive one these days especially the way we do it which is trying to cover all or most of the happenings since late 2004!! And I / we have done just that!!! Covered the damn activities. And I am proud of it.
When it is all over
with I can surly say I came I saw I did it all thank you very much!
I have also to thank Shaun of motley.com and swagrox.com for some awesome chances for different things I will not really wanna go in on here it would take too long a time. But there have been some cool interesting things lately I am so thankful for. And while I am at it thank you to the fans of the band for the support on here too. It is a cool feedback I get almost on a daily basis!! Just all in all awesome!!
I hope things will be cool as we get a little further into the coming week too. There are so many things here but the way it all goes maybe I will have the most of it up and on here by mid next week or end next week. Sadly there are a lot of society shit and working situations to attend to also on my part. Need to know what the fuck to do from now on. USA is not an obtion as hoped for for a good period of time. And I will not do it anyway would or should there be shit between Corinna and myself. I do it for us. For our relationship and that’s that. So I guess the next big test will be arewe honest enough to each other and wanting this bad enough to be able to hold on and hang in there for the move as we are offered the chance? Well I am. I am fucking as ready as can be.
Now back to all the scanning and picture taking and shit. As you can see from only PART of the many things all over that are new ( see pictures above ) there are many things to look in on!! And I will get it all done. It is all the stuff that goes in the scanner that I do first. After that comes the awards the shirts the bigger things. So bare with me if those are the items you are mostly waiting for to see!!
And also a warm welcome to the new and latest member of our gang of loyal crueheads: Jesse!!! As with everybody on there you can reach Jesse at his email listed if you like?!! I am sure he and I too will become close and have a cool time on here.
Bets of all greetings my fellow cruesters
Tommy
************************************************ 23rd of March 200SIXX, Home Coming & No Passionate Drive 12.02AM CET ************************************************ It is as always a long, long road going home when you try to save a few bucks on the travelling part. I have done so this time too simply course I do not wanna spend too much on a seat n board a plane or give several hundreds more for saving maybe 4 hrs travelling. It is just a too shitty feeling!! Hate the shit. Well I had a long ride back to Scandinavia. No need to tell all about it. Like what route and all the boring stuff. Much more interesting telling what was going on in my head.
I think it is a hell of a shitty feeling to return home with for mainly two reasons. One I have no absolutely no idea when I will go over there again or no idea where to get cash form to do it. I am now on the bottom of my where ever I have kept my cash!! Secondly I have gotten much, much more information to my dreams of the USA moving. It is also not looking good. It will guaranteed not be this year!!! Too many things and shit to connect like an impossible puzzle almost.
I was sitting in the airport of Newark, New York and things started to feel a little hopeless. Also a little bit even though I may not have a reason to …course of the way Corinna acts and choose to do this. How she is and all. Just a totally different way than what any living soul would say when it comes to two people supposed to have a thing going. I feel fairly alone on this one. She has done and been helpful I know and for that and more sure I am grateful. I am just way too passionate a person to understand her ways. Wonder if that will kill us. She needs to get more open with time. Let me in much more. Anyway Newark airport had my mind spinning a million miles an hour. I really did not like it. I felt totally lost and had a serious shitty afternoon alone in a huge place.
I felt also through out the day of my travel a need to get more clear things and a more helpful calm hand from her so I could find and feel rested and secure if you know what I mean. It is a very often solo kind of feeling again course of how she is. Hard on me. Should not have been this hard with a girl you love. Damn.
We have talked about a few things through out the year of 200SIXX already but many things will depend on it if these things should actually happen or not. I guess on my own part I will need a job and I will need n like yesterday to be even able to have time to save up for it. Course the things we have talked about are huge. And many!!! I tried to rest my mind but with out success in New York. We took of and again onboard I saw the movie Walk The Line the story of Johnny Cash my favourite movie these days, Man I love it. And I like to get it. Did not buy the official movie release in the US simply course I had so much to spent cash on. Shit. Corinna if you hear me… This is truly what I like to get!! I simply love it. Okay, okay I know she can not give me all. But that movie is a master piece and right down my alley. Its so … beyond words.
In Holland the last stop before Denmark after solving yet another bad happening on my travelling (long story) I once more took time to think about what to do as I got home. I had a gazillion Crue items to get sorted and all too. I do not know how on earth to find time... For all of you that like to see the newer stuff I gotta say I think it will take most of April to get on here …..There are a lot. And also at this point I hope all the items are cool and okay course I have not unpacked yet I have also only seen my 5th suitcase damaged like TOTAL even though it WAS a hard box suitcase... the 5th lost on 6 trips. That has fucking got to be a record. Right?? I think there is a lot of neat stuff to get added too. Almost like the last two times all areas of items will get coved all solo pages posters, shirts, passes, awards, 8x10s and more…the whole lot. There simply are tons!!! You will love it I promise you. Now what will get done is the link and more to get your official merchandise too. Ordered from your fave fansite right here baby!! In case you wondered yes I did also get the full lot of the new tour merchandise except one thing whish is in order as I post this. So it will come on here too….
But a lot of concern and a lot of troubled minds are what I basically bring home with me and 2 full suitcases stuffed to the max with new Motley shit. Still have stuff over in the states. I know this would be my 10th full suitcase to be taken home and still stuff there. And about 25 more items are in the mail to get to South Carolina too. So it is a continuing never ending thing.
So for now just keep coming in here through the new month to come and we will get the stuff updated as often as we can, you will not be disappointed.
For now from a dead tired host, let me rest in peace, T Lee, xxx
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20th of March 200SIXX, Seventeen Hours, No
Hunger For Return
11:43PM CET
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So I wanna finish off the diary. The last
posting from US of A this time around.
It has been fairly cool being here. Not done
hak of what I wanted to do but well half hearted decitions I guess. Could
have did not. Now there are like 17 more hours till the first of a total 5
flight will have lift off to take me back home. It shit sad. I hate the
feelin. And what do I go home to? Nothing. I have no life there. All is such
a waste. I dont even wanna try hard no more to make anything out of
anything. I hate the feeling of staying there. It sucks, and I can no zippo
about it right now.
I think the Motley Crue 2006 tour is a bit
dissapointing. There are a lot of songs that has been cut out of the show
and there have been no replace of any other songs in their spots. That to me
is just a cheap shot. But then again the fans seem to continue to support no
matter what the do or not do so surely they just go on with all that's easy
now.
Tommy is a killer in the live shows.
He still carries the shit live he still is
the monster beat of the band. And he is a cool showman. Off stage he seem to
care less of the four about the fans wen it comes to meeting them. I was
lucky I am not saying that in any way I met him and all but I speak like in
generel you know.... Mick is just now on this leg of the tour hard as hell
to meet to. Out of 50 fans I would say it is lucky if 3 or 5 meet him. I can
understand from his illness that he may need and want the rest it's just
hard on the part of being a fan not to meet him.
Nikki is to me always the sweetest guy. He
has my loyalty forever. He is and will always just be the shit. He kind of
knows me quiet well. He also seems to give me the time as I do bumb into
him. Carefull with his signings to me and all no slobby shit there. I
appreciate what he does for me and how he treats me no doubt about it.
Vince I adored his work 2005. Now every
single time except ONES in 2006 that I have bumbed into him he is drunk. At
times very drunk. I mean like he cant focus looking at me. He just dont seem
to care. Not about the fans but about himself. I say he can be the first of
the four to go down. Like really go down. More than on one ocation he has
been throwing up blood. Thats a really good sign. Vince I wish the fans
could get to your heart dude .You need to lay off that drinking. You will
kill your self before time. And we are like 1000s of fans that have
dedicated our full excistence to your name. Please hink about it. You have
mostly been extremely friendly and sigend what has been thrown in your face
but then again wedo need you to stay healthy too or the things that comes
with your being will end before any of us care to be faced with. We love you
man. We care and its just an all in all bad feeling for me as a fan to see
you like this.
The show needs to be changed a lot if the
fall 200SIXX will be like it is now we will be in trouble I think. Some
changes has to come....
damn.....
I have now again been in all states in the
south east corner of American and it is time to movein on other states the
next few times I come here. I weould love to go to states I have not been
in. But surely it all takes cash baby. The one and only thing I do not have
this time around. Let us just see what kind of things will and can possibly
happen of the hopes and dreams we have next in line Corinna and I in the
Crue world.
I have now packed my two suitcases and ones
again there are a two stuffed cases with Crue items waiting to be added to
the site as I get back. It is a hell of a lot this time again. I can not
believe it. It just keeps coming. My god. What is up? Well what ever it is I
like it. There are but so much still I needot get I am so behind on most
things. And they all costs .. $ baby. So yes of course it is .. HARD!!! but
what can one do? Hell I do not know. I think maybe it is a little bit shitty
thinking about it. Jus tdo it and enjoy I guess. Thinking right now is what
I have been doing most of today. Course I can not find out whjat to do as I
return. I guess there are a few goals but the motivation is so gone. And the
girl I have and the way she is dealing with things and showng things does
not make things easier on me. Fuck no!!!
I think I need ot at least get the boxes in
my appartment solved sorted and looked at. My mum has been watching over it
and emptied my mail box and more the past month i have been away. I think it
is fairly shitty how the place looks now. She says there are so many boxes
all over now there is no way in hell there can be any movement anywhere. I
guess I agree. A lot of shit has to go. I am going to throw some stuff out
change it all around a little bit and hopefully get just a little bit out of
it all. You know what I mean. It is time to get the shit looked at. I
fucking need to feel it is a home too. Instead of it only being a store
house. Damn man...
Ok I guess things are just not gonna be
better byu sitting here and whine. I need to put the gloves on and get to
work as I get home. Period. Need to find a job and need to find a better
every day life than what I have here right now.
Motley is having a long time off now so maybe
things could be a bit better with the shit that is now to come. No time Crue
for the summer season. I doubt it. But I can always hope lol. Alright guys
you all tak care out there and dont forget it now. Even though I sound like
I ma in yahoo land and totally out of it ... stay loyal to yourself you band
and dont
shit from anyone. You god damn only live
ones.
Later brothers and sisters
Talk to you from Scandinavia the next time.
Your loyal host,
Tommy Lee, S.C. USA
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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20th of March 200SIXX, Pancake country and
Festival Anger
2:35PM CET
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It begins to be a couple of days
now since the last trip round the block took place after all. The Miami
Global Gathering festival. She, Corinna decided for us to go after all. It
was a mixed feeling on my part with all the shit that had been between us
for them 2 days in Atlanta I did not feel much for it. And further more, I
felt nothing for the festival as such now I was looking forward to be
driving through the state of Florida though. A loonnnnnnnnnnngggg ride that
is. My god. But I have to say that part of it all to see everything from a
car instead of just sitting on a plane or something was awesome.
Also my moving over here has had
its fair share of new information to it all and I feel really informed but
also it all sets me back even more cause thereare things to get done and
looked into that will simply not be anytime soon. I am fom the new
information most likely not looking at this thing caleld US moving any time
this year. We really try to hold on to this thing and we really try to keep
faith, but I am the one of the two of us that has to do all the work as I am
the one moving and going through the changing.
I have no idea how or where it
all comes from but sometimes we get weird ideas Corinna and I and surely
already the next 3 or 4 things to do in the name of Crue have been talked
about. I am also going to have some things done about the framing ... more
about that later I had the huge BOD signed display from Hollywood Tower
Records and the release day orderd for framing remember? So as said more in
a minute.
We wanna try or rather Corinna
is totally possed about us trying to get a May thing set up for us to meet
and do something in Hollywood a Crue thing that is beyond normality. And we
want to try to get things put together for a fall / winter tour going to a
handful of shows there too. Also we wanna be at the opening night of the
Dirt movie what ever city it may hold theCrue at. Los Angeles or New york.
Doesnt matter. And the show on new years eve, which I am pretty sure will
happen in one certain city for one particular reason only. I will at this
point not say anything else. Sorry kids cant do.
We got up round 11 AM local time
on the 17th cause we had gotten back fairly late and were mentally beat from
the days in Atlanta assaid. They could have crushed our thing right there
and almost did. I felt bad but we are as said betr again. Just one of those
things. No killing no ended anything. Just one of the things that every now
and then I guess happens with people as they are bonded.
We got up late mornings took our
time and started doing the shit we had to do before we could hit the road.
Laundry, eating, packing, taking care of things like paypal payments, Ebay,
mail, all these thingswe woudhave to do anyway. And we did them now as we
knew that ones we got home from Miami we would have only that one last night
on Sunday together cause Monday morning (now as I post this) was back to
ordinary working day for Corinna and tomorro Tesday at 11AM my plane is
leaving taking me back home to Denmark. Whisch is one thing I do not really
fancy thinking about. I want that part of my life to be a past. It makes me
sick thinking about it.
Okay so back to the thing on
Miami. Tommy Lee was going to be playing there and we had no idea when he
would actually be on. That was just one of the things that kind of killed
the planning. We weould pretty much have to be there Saturday the 18th round
noon when it started to make sure. On the other hand it felt iritating that
it may not be untill late that he actually would go on. Fuck - but e could
do nothing about it. Only go.....
We called the car rental company
even though Corinna does have a car wenever take hat one to these long
distance things of ours. Never just in case things happens we just go rent a
car and get us all covered. Period. So thats what we did too now. From the
car rental company that we had yesterday just delievered our first car back
to we now picked up another. Or Corinna did. I took my shower and continued
the doings we had to do.
I saw us ready around 5PM and
then we left most of the hard traffic would be over with by then but also
would it be easier casue of the heat. We were fine. All got packed and off
we went. Slow rain and fairly cool wheather and the sun was low. I felt a
good vibe now we finally had our shit together and the door was
locked behind us.
The first 3 hours were fine then
we reached the 5, 5 and a half hour mark and we needed to go. Pee and more.
So starting to get a hunger for sweets or something. Tahnk god we brought my
apple pie. Hmmm loved it. Picknic on the orad. What can possibly be nicer? I
do not know. But we stopped at this place took a piss and ate. Stretched
legs and more. All a good feeling it was closing in on midnight so we
decided to see if we could maybe go a bit into the state of Florida find a
place to soend the night and move on in the morning.
We did just that and it was a
weird fucker in the reception I guess wecould call it. A chinese guy that
took about a good 30 seconds for every letter typed in on his data. Fuck me.
Could you just give us the god damn room key please ... no we have no pets
and we do not want rise with that thank you very much.
Aright. The resting for the
night was way up the the north of Florida.So e would still have a good 4 to
5 hours drive to attend to in the morning. Peww lkong ride. But it is a
pretty ride. Palm trees and all kinds of shit everywhere. Loved it.
Woke up on the 18th in the
mornng with a wooowww HOT!! No aircondition in the room had been switched
on. Fuck. Went to take a shower and then packed my shit for the car. In the
car it was actually cooler NICE!!! loved it. It was perfect for the next few
hours ride. So the morning meal with just a stop at McD. gave us a meal a
little unlike McD. back home. I am not too cool with the stuff at the fast
food stands what so ever. But thats what we did and now it was on to the
driving ones again.
I found Florida to be a hard one
to travel through even though I loved it. Awesome to ride there. but hatrd
in the sence that it was ONLY long straight highways and no turns. No turns
what so ever. All you could see was road ahead of you for as long as your
eyes could take you. I felt like - boy oh boy was this tirering. I felt
sorry for Corinna she was the only driver here. I could perhaps have done ot
but I do not have a license so... she was getting tired many times. All
there was for her to look at was the license plate in front of her. Had she
been more of a talker and all it had been easier. but I can not talk to a
door for 12 hrs. Andonly ones in a while get a few short sentences back.
Doesnt work that way. I find myself to want so many things with her that she
is not willing or cabable to do with me. And she is not willing to do much
of a try either. She is pretty much what I posted as I was angry with her in
Atlanta a "my way or no way" kind of girl. That sucks and she should know
that.
We drove the last hundres of
miles to Miami and we enteredthe city by the beach area ound 1Pm. It all
started at noon. But we felt okay with that. We had VIP tickets here too. So
we of course had to find out more about how they worked too. As we finally
got the car packed paid the parking fee of 20 dollars for the day we walked
out to the festival . I think maybe we were lucky cause these parking places
we had found were only like 5 minutes from the event. Thak god. Course it
was hot as hell. Damn man no need for anyhing else but shorts and a tanktop
which I of course had nothing of with me. Shit man I was not ready for this
heat. Well nothing to do but drink plenty. After having spent plenty of
dollars on food and drinks we found the VIP area and found out the food and
shit there were free., Nice!!! And at the sme time "god damn" Could have
saved a few bucks there too. Ohh well, nothing to do about it. Well there
were nothing of my personal interest that I would have ided to get to see. I
did how ever see Lacuna Coil and Coheed & Cambria. Before more food had tobe
taken in and all. Corinna and I did not talk much for two reasons she
claimed she didnt know what to say (all that is so beyond me) and also due
to the volume of the music in the VIP area. It was fucked. LOUD andfrm all 4
stages plus the areas own fucking speaker system that blasetd out disco
sounds like I dont know what!! All mixed up in one. Holy fucking shit.
BAD!!! that's what that was. We did not se too many known faces there but a
few were there maybe the most cool ones were the two people of the mighty Uk
act legendary Rolling Stones. Never asked for autographs or anything did get
to get down with them for a few if we wnated it . so here you have it...
COOL!!!!
Keih Richard does not what so
ever seem worn out in real life,. It is by farmuch worse in the videos or
live. He actually was very very cool. Thanks Keith for the kindness you
showed us. Awesome man. The next things on the bill we wanted to go see was
really only Rob Zombie, Nine Inch Nails and surely Tommy on top of this long
long long day was to play last after Nine Inch. Fuck man it was to be a long
day!!! The merch was nothing. There were two shirts that had the event one
was bought the other not. Cause that one only had the logo nothing else. The
one I got had all he bands and has Tommy listed too. Nice one. No concert
rogram as such more like a folder with the time sceduals and all that in
tit. You can find these items on the Tommyland page on here.
Anyway time flew and we went
down tot he stage side to see Zombie. It was as it is with his music awesome
beats in his music some brutal players but he himself was not too impressive
to me. he was kind of foolish and had his weird shit and bad breaks in
between the songs. But the songs were awesome and well played no shit there
as it has been with Crue frm time to time. Id give it a 7 and a half out of
10. Good show. Nine inch were later after Zombie. And it was at this time I
sid as a joke to Corinna you know what they are behind scedual already Nine
inch goes on 45 minutes later than they should have so I do not think Tommy
is going to play. Why did I say that? Thats fucking bizarre. Well we stayed
up in the VIP section looking over the complete festival place and saw NIN
frm here. Thy were agressive and they were loud as fuck. We again went for
drinks and soe fresh fruit to eat. Nice and cooling....for myself anyway.
It was about 11.50 as Nine Inch
said thank you and goodnight in the folder it said Tommy Lee & DJ Aero
11:15 - Midnight. Okay they were running late but guess what. The next
thing on the big monitor screens said "THANK OU FOR ALL. THANKS FOR
ATTENDING THE GLOBAL GATHERING FESTIVAL 2006" What the fuck? You have got to
be shitting me? No Tommy?.. That's right no Tommy. he never played. The only
reason for going down here. 12 hours riding in a car in heat and hundreds
and hundreds of dollars each in spendings to get here. FUCK this is just
another number in line of the many, many bad cases on me trying to attend
Tommy solo things. It alwys goes fucking bad. We were pissed. I felt shitty
we could have saved a long two days which also were our last days together
this time around for Corinna and myself. Not to mention the money. Fuck man
this was bad. An extremely lousy feeling on both our parts. Trust me. Can
you even imagine?? We could have had a nice time back home in South Carolina
and had much more money to it too.
So what I got to see Miami, but
it was not really why i went in the first plac and not that we got to see
thecity too much either. In stead we got off of the festival ground
extremely dusty and tired. Just to top it all off we lkft the parking lot as
we could and it took us almost 3 full hours to get out of the local area. It
was shitty. And the highways had been blockled from 10PM till next mnorning
5Am. So that also took us in on a rerute that jsut made our night eve nmore
fucked up. We did not get aything out of this trip At least nothing that was
the purpose of its actions. Good damn it. We had had just about enough of
the shitty tarfic and all so 3:40 Am we took an exit and parked somewhere in
a parking lot. Went to sleep. In the car. we simply had to ... w could not
stay awake no more and it was no longer safe to be driving.
The 19th of March which was
yesterday we woke up with the sun burning in our eyes at 7:30 AM we were
ready to take a piss get something to eat and drink and then hgeading home.
We had a good 10 hours drive still to do. If no unforeseen things to slow us
down. We looked and felt nasty. Shit sdirty still no shower no nothing dust
and shit in our eyes ears and all over. Sorry but this was bad.
We talked a bit back home and
were also wondering what to do about everything; the tour to come in the
fall the May thing, framing and all kinds of ideas we have talked about. Us
me here the time bewteen us that we dont get to share the disatnce thelaw
the ... ohhh there were tons of things. Bout the framing. we caleld this
place in Greenville caleld Michaels a framing place where we had the huge
BOD sign stored in order for framing. They said it was ready for pick up
today Monday but we were cuious to hear if it by any cahne were done
already. It was workd onas wehad them ion the phone. If it was ready before
closing this Sunday we wold be receiveing a call from them. So a good 90
minutes passed by and they called "you can pick it up if you lik"e they
said. We had a good long drive still we were about 60 miles south of
Columbia South Caolina and from there we had another good 105 miles to
Greenville. And in all we had about 2 and a half hours till closing time.
((BOD framed sign))
To make a long story short we
made it. Tired, dirty and laughing we turned in on their parking lot and
said we are here to pick up opur piece. My good its huge ramed. Wonder how
it looked. Would not see it till we got hom. But wait a minute how should we
bring it? it was huge would maybe not fit in the car. We walked out shot the
back seats down and tried. Guess what? It just fit. Like a glove man.... so
lucky there. Holy shit. Now in aroundf KFC for Crinna she was hungry I
wasnt. She did her meal order for the evening and that just about did it for
us. HOME SWEET HOME.. please a shover and a rest!!! Thank you very much!!!
I was only in the door as the
car had been emptied and then it was straight to the shower. My god that
shower felt good REALLY GOOD!!! fuck me.....
I felt done for. Was so tired.
As Corinna tok her shower after her meal I laid myself down on the coutch
and I fell asleep. Greta the last night together and we were worth nothing.
I missed her already. but I missed more the closeness that I had not ever
goten on this trip with her. It was just not to happen. She dont care about
it. It means nothing to her. Nothing in the sense of hat all other people
think of when they say we are a couple and we are together and we love it.
Well that about does it for the last time out on the road this time. I will
make a final short posting here for the diary about the day today Monday
later on with my thought final remarks and all and the next time after that
you will hear from me will be ... I am sad to say form Denmark!!!
Tommy
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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16th of March 200SIXX, Kiss n Make Up & Last
Show!
6.30PM CET
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So Tommy and Corinna how are you today the
day after the war? Better!! Had an insolt of a kiss and made peace. But fuck
me I am not going to do this again with her. I still say we do not agree on
the issues that came up and caused all this but I felt torn. She probably
too in her own fucked up way. I felt I had had my time here. I had my last
hopes running out of my body for us to stay together and do what I still say
is cool. We are good together but we need to find will to give up a side to
our egos as much as we ask each other for the acceptance of the same. Did
that one make sense?
If not never mind. This is a god damn Crue
fansite not a shitty schrink class.
we did not really say or do anything after
the clock stroke 6 PM local time in Atlanta, GA. We were about to do things
but never did. I cleared all hopes and neesesary thoughts for this to pass
by so we could this trip back on track. we took no actions to even get the
shit solved I was banned and she went to bed.
Hardly a cool evening at all.
I was doing the posting before this one here
then, and I could not as you see have it full filled. A million thoughts ran
through my mind. I can not even begin to tell you how bad I felt. The Crue
had nothing to do with it. But I could not fucking deal with it. Crue got
affected in its own way though. What now? Where next and what to? Had no
answers to any of it!!
I ended the surffing on the net and the diary
posting and went to bed.
Fuck me this was a shitty eve. Wednesday
morning, the 15th - show time day. The last show for me in a good at least
half a year. What a great way to end it all. Still no making love, no soft
touch kisses or shit only two hateful bastards and my last Crue day of the
trip. I felt ill just thinking about it. Why would stuff like this even come
between us? I was fucking even ready to NOT go to the show. On the other
hand she had a 2nd row seat and I only had a row Q in sec 103 which was at
the end of the back of the arena. I could not be any further away from her
at this show. It was a shitty way to do the last show but under the
surcumstances probably the best way too..
Today was with the arrival of one person
Corinna has gone to shows with erlier. One I liked to think of as a future
friend but a thing happend and lets just say I had an outcome with this
person from a simple asked question on my part and the person tripped liked
big time that made not even wanna be close to the person. I refused to even
be around. Corinna felt I was taking it or we the two of us actually are
taking this situation too childish. Fuck that, I dont like to be around
people I do not like.
Corinna does from time to time but thats her
buisness. I will not get myself involved in that. Just dont let me be
around. So the person called before the Atlanta show at the Philips Arena,
said that this person would like to hang out. Well fine I said, you hang I
do something else. I was no to be round. Surely Corinna made the
arrangements for meeting up and then what?? Well never mind really we werent
that happy together today after all. So feel free to do your thing I said.
They met up at the arena and they they split with me. Thank god. Everything
was just so fucking much easier then. I went in, they went in and for the
next 150 minutes we could appreciate the ongoings..
I bet she looked for me. I bet she did feel
enough sadness within her for not sharing this last show together. I would
have if I was her. I did not look for her cause I knew where she was to be
seated. I had tried to reach a certain Darron for a upgraded seat for myself
but without any luck. He never replied to my left messege in time. The show
itself was fairly okay if we should judge it from its energy. But Vince was
always a note or two behind he did this shit and it fucked up the songs
really good. Thanks Vince thanks a lot. The show as a whole was okay if you
did not look at it in details. I think there were a ton of shitty things
going on but what the hell. It was as it was and again to end it like this
was just all in all sad. There was a Vince Neil afterparty thing in town we
had two VIP tickets for it, but we never went. It was simply too fucked up a
feeling I was sitting with to be even able to have focus on the event had we
been going. I am sure later on maybe in a day or two I will regret it like
fuck. But right now I know whay I did not go and its fine. Think Corinna was
kind of torn for us not doing this. We could have done tons more than what
we did the last two das but no..
This person I referred to erlier did never
ever get my attention for even a split second. She had been calling Corinna
like all the time to ask this and that. Why Corinna did just not leave me at
the hotel after the show and gone to the event and more is so beyond me. I
hate her fucking ways sometimes its me, me, me, me, me, me, my ways or zip.
Fuck in hell its crappy. Hate that cock sucking shit.
But in short she stayed at the hotel and we
had another verbal fight. What got said was hurting both ways and was nasty.
Not even going there. All the time in my head I was ready to throw the towel
and call it quits, The shared collecting thing the relationship even the
bond to her. This was just way way too much for a prick like myself to deal
wtih.
I had one thing on Ebay I really wanted to
have - some radio CDs but I lost there too. I really do not seem to be
coming out as the winner too much these days. Fuck it. Was mentally exausted. No
wonder with all the shitty happenings between the two of us.
So For the Atlanta show day ... good night -
thanks for nothing.
This Thursday morning she gently woke me up
asking me if I wanted to give it a shot for meeting any of them here at the
hotel one last time before we had to return to Greer South Carolina. I was
going "sure why not". So she went out to the car paid another fee for
parking and I took a shower it was 7:30 AM. I think we could have had our
luck cause the boys often seem to leave hotels at that time or between 7 and
9 am but not today. We sat there till maybe round 8:45 in the lobby and then
decided to just call it a day. No more Crue for now. But unlike a ton of
fans we had gotten to meet 3 of the 4 and that was a lot. Had been seeing
several shows again and we had been having a good time and shared a few
things up till the sick Atlanta story just told to you all.
Feel so sad about that. Back in the day I
swore this girl I will never argue we are as people so good together and
all.. how can we possibly be ending up in an argument?? Not happening. Well
ones more in this filthy little life of mine I was wrong. DEAD wrong. I am
sad to say. I posted in here yesterday that i have givin up having Corinna
posting on here. I still have that givin up feeling. I will also not do the
interview. I feel I should put my energy in on something else. She does not
have the urge to do these things. So fuck it. I am back as a single one man
gang on here for some time. Should she decide to make some postings one time
fine welcome her, I will. But I have stopped asking.
On our way back to the car, on the road
heading home we were fine again. Well thats how I see it. A small hotel
lobby kiss and a half hearted hug was all we gave to each other and off we
went. She does not wanna have them the kisses, love making or hugs so I say
to hell with it. Not going there no more either. But we talked and for now
its okay again. We will most likely never get what 999 of a 1000 people
would even call a relationship but I am slowly beginning to see that my
hopes for her to be my closest friend, lover and soulmate will not happen.
Not even Nikki' words to us has any effect to her on these things. She just
does not want it. No other way to put it.
We arrived at Greer again at round 11:20
emptied the car and took it to car rentel return. Got a ride back home and
here I am now siting here typing this for the day as she is taking a nap. As
she is getting up I will take a little nap too I guess. Before looking in to
unpacking, laundry and all the shit that is about to be dealt with before
Nine Inch Nails concert locally here in Greenville just outside Greer. Fuck
it.
The Miami thing ... she all of a sudden
claims again today now that we talk agin that the trip south for the Tommy
Lee DJ show will happen for us after all. I do not really wanna go. Fuck it
thats what I say right this minute. Give it a day or so and we will see.
Now my Crue thoughts have been really messy
the last day. And it tore my heart that Mick after all never show his
presence for the guitar to be signed thats fucking bad. Ohh well the guitar
is still here and there is a chance in the fall for a few more concerts
so... as they say out in the big wide world - to hell with it better luck
next time.
Now time for a rest and a unpacking.
See you back here shortly...
Things are fine.
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they can now be bought through Mcrueloyalty.dk too. Look in on the front
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Tx
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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15th of March 200SIXX, Final Show For A
While. Thank God
4PM CET
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Well The show of in Galveston, West Virginia
was a good show. The show before this one on the 11th was as said really
weird and all in all not a great feeling. This time I think it was a far
cooler feeling. Everyhtng more or less seemed to be havin a much better flow
and all members seemed to be more up to this than the night before.
Before the show we had been been arriving at
the venue parking lot around mid afternoon. Some few fans 4 or 5 had already
arrived there. Staying waiting like most hopefull fan always does. They just
want that 15 seconds of greeting and an autograph. Thats all. They ae all so
hopeful like all the time. I did get to talk a few of the people there
really nice people. We just went through the Crue talks like I always end up
doing with new faces. At times its like wow cant we really tak about
anything else and I start laughing inside myself. But then again for the day
just for that one single day it is all in the name of that band and the name
isnt it? Of cause it is. I hope truely some of these people will keep
contact. Its always cool to meet new faces and you very quickly get the
feeling if they are "attractive" or not. Not in a sensual way but you know
some are just fucked up pain in the butts. And I hate them. All of them. Its
just not my style.
Anyway this guy and the girl I talked to for
most of the late afternoon were both so nice. We shared a few things and
went online in the car with the computer there to let em get a sneak peak f
the site. I just thought they kind of had to see it. Think they loved it.
But then again any true crue fan ...who wouldnt had it not been my site I
would have loved it too.
We all stood by the fensh right by the busses of the band. It was a waiting for the 4 to show themselves. We were told that Mick had walked by and in to the arena just 20 minutes before our arrival to the parking area. Well tough!!! Cant win em all. We then with the new friends found talked and shared while waiting. And then we got to see and said hi to one of the "crue gang folks" notthing but a hi with a distance. Kept standing there. I felt fine about the situation. Lets just say it was one of them days with the feelings of postive vibes. I think it all turned out finetoo. One ofthe dancers walked by there like so many times we finally called her over said hi and hello and then she signed for a few and that was it. Sixx was being introduced to a bunch of people a one time when he finally stepped out of the buss in his white tennis socks lol ...he was all fine. Looked to be in a far better mood than yesterday at least.
Okay well it was one of them things...he
walked back in the buss and came out again a bit later. Also Vince did the
same thing. Some hoped for shit. Nikki saw me and saluted. He promised to
come back out with Vince and say hi a few minutes later. My god people were
on my ass about ohhh do youthink he will or was he just sayin, you know the
drill. A never ending story. Same ol same o...
Gues what - they did they cme out together.
Vince had most likely just fucked a girl or two in his buss. He was all
shitty with his looks and he was drunk. AGAIN... fuck in eyyy Vinnie. Get
that shit straight. You will end up looking like you did 2003 or 4. Fat, out
of shape and a stinky singer, you did so well last year dont do this fucking
crap to yourself. Ahh well what the hell do I have to say about it? Nothing.
Im just kind of sad that he seem to dont really care.
Now they both came over I was missing one
signature on the new years banner and that one missing was now complete with
Vince. Also Nikki signed the huge special shout banner of mine with a
friendly messege. Nice...
The signing was cool... the thing with them
were good. Nikki was in a good mood today.
I know he appreciats the thing I do and the
way I am. Makes me feel good that I am able to be that way or more directly
it feels good that this is my natural side to me. Fuck yes.
Well the 3 minute hi and hello with the two
ended and we put the shit back in the car. Corinna filmed the signing...
wanna see it then press the link right here:
((video link to come))
We all were smiling. Yeah thats what a little
thing like this does to the masses. Weird.
But surely nice too.
There was not a thing to say about that.
Nothing bad anyway. We got inside and we needed food were shit hungry. I
have gaind weight or feel fat and slobby anyway form not doing a fuck over
here. I always fall apart not doing things. I feel bad about myself. But
fuck it. We got our PIZZA slices inside the arena and we got our hunger to
end found flyers and shit and went in found our seats and sat our asses
down. It was good. All good. Fine seats on the side in the middle of the
arena. We did this for a couple of shows to have money to cover the high
expences a the hotels the band stays. In hope for you know.....
The show as started of by saying was quiet
cool. Most of their things went well they played better and the crowd was
all fine. Still cut shit though. But the tittie cam and maybe one skiped
song from yesterday came back into the show. Things are just really weird at
times.
As they were about to do their last song we
left our seats. Went to the exit at the back of the arena and were ready to
leave the place in good time. We were short on gas so while we went to a gas
station near by we saw 2 busses leave. Nikki and Mick. All was fine I guess.
I think it was also fair to say that this would be our second rough night.
We were heading out on a close to 7 hrs drive towards Atlanta, Georgia 3
statres below our current spot on the map. We took off no buss no nothong ot
follow. Just instinct .. go go go go!!!
At around midnight i felt my eyes closing
told Corinna and I took a little nap. At around 1.30 she pulled over on the
highway and we decided to just sleep there in the car. We did.
Awesome but tough sitting up sleeping. I
normally hate that. Thank god for her brought pillows. I woke up at maybe
what 6 or 7 AM?! She too and she said she had not been sleeping at all.
Weird. Why she and so many other females are so unable to shut noices out
when going to sleep. Well I slept so .. lol
We decided to take a good 150 miles moe and
see where we would be then. It turned out we were so close to her house that
we instantly decided to go by the reseve a night at a hotel and jus t head
to her home leave all the shit we were no longer in need for and then take a
shower and head to Atlanta. We did just that. The final show otf the tour
for me in a long long time. I dare say this - thank god. It has totally
ruined me and it is a tireing process. I thought and hoped for things to be
awesome but the night time of the 14th just did not turn out that way.
Corinna and I .. just not going good. I cant stand her ways on a few issues
and she obviously dont wanna meet with me on a level off of her own level on
things. In other words she is like she is and nothing is going to change
things there. She expects the world and everybody in it to change to her
likings and not the other way round. I can not have that. Fuck it we have
not talked about it but i think she is a two faced one at times. I will not
do this again if things are going to be like this. Misami, I think I will
just ask her to offer my ticket to a girl named Page to go with her if she
can and will I am selling mine.
No need to be with her under these
cercumstances. Fucking haste that fucked up shit. her friend or whgat ever it
is Page a former gang of loyalty member I thought we would have been able to
get some sort of friendship going but she is now ((long story)) not talking
to me no more and she is siad not to like me. Fuck it. She is coming today
and maybe thats a good hing for Corinna. They have tickets side by side so
they can perhaps have their fun I guess. I am not and will not have her
around me. Should Corinna decide later on today to invite her to the hotel
or hang with this girl I see Corinna later. What Corinnas thoughts and
sayings are to it all I will leave out of this and leave for her self to
tell if she wants to. I have kind of givin up on her. She is not really
gonna do too much on here I do not think. Ohh well, she obviously is not too
interested either. Not in that part of the "show" we have going between us -
after all...!! here too I have to say fuck it. I am so tired of keep asking
her to do something and I have also emailed the radio station for a
continueation of the Crue radio serie. I will not have her doing it. She has
several times now said what should we do now what should we do now .. well..
she knows what was to be done .. but I dont wanna keep telling. So I just
give in I gues you all would call it. Fuck it. Im done...
Anyway that was a little opener for the day
of today I guess .But as our short little hour long visit by her home
address yesterday was over with the car was repacked and all we just decided
to head out. Corinna was still tired. We took off anyway had to. Reservation
at the four Seasons in Atlanta thats where they stayed the last time. The
reservation was called in for a cancellation. Why?? Cause they were not
staying there now March 200SIXX. They now stay right as I type this at the
Ritz-Carlton hotel in Atlanta. 181 Peachtree Street, N.E. We are in room
1918 thats room 18 on the 19th floor. Really nice hotel Well what did you
kind of expect when the boys multi millionaires lives here. Right? Right!!
We got here yesterday afternoon and we did
not really know if there were any rooms available or not. There was. So we
booked two nights here. yesterday to today and today ill tomorrow. Today is
their show day. Had an off day yesterday and we met Tommy. He too reconnized
me and was all cool. So all the hard work of becoming notized and shit has
kind of paid off. Tahts right. But look where it took me. To the gutter.
Huge empty pockets and shit. Well tough....dont cry over taxes after winning
the lottery. So I wont.
It got shitty last night after 6 PM. Depends
on who of us being Corinna and I ou ask but there is just bad wibes going
on. I feel for saying fuck it but I cant and I wont. I will rather say as
stated above .. this may not be haveing a next trip coming kind of thing. I
dont see how two people that care for each other or share that deep a
passion for the musioc thing can get so wrong. They ought ot in my mind to
be able to talk about things an sort things out. She does not liketo do that
in my mind. Rather leavethe shit unsolved and then forget it. Yeah its
shitty alright. Tommy ...we did meet yesterday. I had a Theatre awards with
me for signing Of cause did not have my Schecter guitar with me at this one
time cause thas the one I really liked to get sigend. Like REALLY!!!! Not
happening. And the silver pen used outdoors on a cold front glass of the
awards made the signature shitty so that oine is being wiped off of there
again. No shit,....
Also what else but a few things can I say
more here about last night that does not feel to borring to readabout on the
site for you guys? Well not much I guess. The atmosphere in Atlanta is
shitty. The weather is nice but the temp. between us is steaming hot. And
its not with love and affection i here talk about. I tell you that much.
LET ME MAKE A FINAL POSTING about todays
show and the day in generel later on after the show is done alright? Cool
with you guys? Has to be .. Tommy
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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14th of March 2000SIXX, Hard Security Yet
Meet And Greets
6.58PM CET
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Okay it has been a few days now since I was
last on here and also a few days into the Crue tour again for my part. We
left at start of the past weekend to the state of Virginia it was a trip
that should have started round 9 AM or local time South Carolina. But two
things screwed up. One the car rental company took its time and then the
thing with the female doings. You all know how it is. A fucking pain in the
ass. Always have to do a ton of things before doing what they are in for. My
god. Go shopping for a gallon of milk and they constanly have to bring a
full packed suitcase. It will for ever no matter how old I will get make
absolutely no sence to me. The female sex is never and can never claim to be
away from home cause they fucking have half their home with them no matter
where they go.
Anyway we finally took off and it was a good
6 and a half hour ride north, we had a nice trip up there and we have rarely
eaten that little. I dont know why that is and when we did or I did I felt
terrible. I eat and I feel like a fully blown up balloon. Really hate that
shit. I cant stand to feel bad but I did so I AM STILL not eaten much. Some
I do sure but not more than what just gets me through the day. I drink a lot
though. On our way we had a Tommy convesation with me saying a lot and she
not saying much else but "I need to pee" "I need to pee" and "I need to
pee"... what the fuck. Imagine that having a girlfriend that doesnt speak
dont like sex and just wanna mind her own buisness.
I tell you guys something is not out of this
world. Ahh well you learn to live with that crap some an uncertain period of
time I guess. When it happens I just pay attention to nothing but my Motley
world in any way possible. I know that I have had a lot of hopes for the
time here with the band and myself. At time it changes and at time it kind
of holds water with the things Nikki tells me. It can be a hard thing to
figure out sometimes. But you have to understand things changes with this
dude all the time going 300 MPH in the fast lane. Things are a bit tricky
when it comes to that part it can chance like in a heartbeat it feels
like.....sometimes.
But we got to Virginia and to the city of
Richmond. It was kind of a weird thing for us to be here. Small town gig and
yet a good feeling this is half of why I got over here in the first place.
Motley tour and what is going with it. We came to Richmond late in the
afternoon and were not far from getting in to the arena. So what did we do?
Well we looked around now that we were there the band had already arrived so
things were a little hectic on our parts. We had gotten unsure of where they
were staying at, so we just decided to stay easy and see what happend after
the show. Now inside there were from just a few weeks ago another new 4
shirts part from the 10 new ones already selling on this leg of the tour. My
god for a split second I thought will this never end? Will it never end that
they do not go and make new shirts 2 3 times on one tour. But this year and
last year they sure do and did. I did not buy these new shorts though. I did
that the day after - got a bootleg shirt though. Also the show was really
weird. Standing with front row tickets this evening show was so in our face
we did get to see a lot of things. In short it just all made me wonder -
what the fuck is up tonight Nikki seemed like he could not care less about
being here today and Vince looked his way several times with a look I can
hardly find words for. Wonder if there has been a bigger argument or
something between some of them or something else is going down. Who knows? I
do not know!! Who cares? I do!!!
Now the show was cut short extremely short
compared to what the set list normally s on this tour, no "Too Young To Fall
In Love", no "Glitter", no "Helter Skelter", no Tittie cam, no ... well no a
lot of things.
The show was over and they did not play too
great either. My god. Lots of wrong doings, tonight was just one of them
things that really did not do a one time concert goer much good if you ask
me. Shit no. The band did not reach out and touch anyone. We left the arena
with a part of Nikkis smashed bass ones again .. yeah yeah I know. Tough
shit.
I think we will be good collection wise with
this one piece from the Richmond show. It is all good. Still no signed stuff
though. It simply was not the day for it, it was in short and as said a band
in anger what the fuck was up?!!!!
We took off and stayed put in the car. We
wanted to take a nap and then with the known fact that they would go from
Richmond cross state to West Virginia during th night was a hard one to
swallow as we had been on the move all day and more. We just wanted to make
sure to go with the busses as they left. And so we did. The nap in the car
of ours was 5 mins Mick Mars' buss took off. We started our engines and took
after them.....
Boy oh boy this was going to be some night.
Never ever have I been in car ride this
risky. It was with sleepy minds and more that we did this. In mountain
coutry and duing the travel another of the busses had catched up and was now
playing with us or tryng to scare us. It wanted to pass a lot of times or so
we thought. It often just went from side to side staying on our tail.
Switched on the bright lights on us so it was really uncomftable. But what
the fuck. We did not give up. It could have gone really bad. Hell yes. But
it did not and there for we I guess are still here today. Guess them buss
drivers just do not want anyone near them what so ever.
After a hell of a long night very close to
fall asleep both of us many and I do mean many times we finally arrived at
he Marriot hotel in West Virginia round 5.30 AM. Tried to get the room we
wanted at the Crue hotel. Long story short we could but only from that time
till noon. 6 hours for a good 120.00 bucks. If we wanted another night as we
did we would have to call hotel reservations after 8AM. to check cause they
were at this time out of rooms. So we went to our room and hit the sack. Man
we were shit tired. We could not get anywhere with this shit did we not
sleep. we did ...also called and got the xtra night. We were sure the band
would stay here till tomorrow. But heyyy what do you know (again) no they
did not. So what did we do? Well as we got down the lobby again we saw that
the busses had left outside the arena so we thought they would be doing one
of several obtions. They would be going by buss though the arena was just
cross the street. To avoid the masses that knew they stayed there and fans
did stay here at this hotel. And lots and lots of hem too.
Or they could be heading out of this town
after the show. Even though they only came and checked in for a shower and a
nap and perhaps a bite to eat. Not much .....
But we could not really tell. We did ask
though and one lobby personal said no they were gone. So we talked alot
about what we then were to do. Have in mind I still had things and hopes for
this trip to get certain things signed and to meet all four of them not just
Sixx. As this would be my last shows in a long long time. I felt I had spent
a lot to get here and when all has been counted for this trip is by far he
most expensive one I have done by far. The reason well....not really any of
your buissness lets just say it is.
So we talked and talked about this and ended
up saying we stayed at our hotel already paid cause a bed for he night
instead of going with hem would be the wisest thing to do for ourselves. We
had a bed a shower and more......the morning was gone and we went for things
to eat. I felt shitty no I felt extremely shitty. Bad bad headacke and felt
fucking sick. Like really sick. We went cross the street next to the arena
for the tonights show. There was a mall. And we went to a restaurent and we
eat, or rather ordered but then didnt really touch he food paid for. Why
not?? Cause we were both so hungry it hurt so we could not eat anything. I
ended up eating a few pieces of the thing I ordered and felt and said out
loud to Corinna I would be sick and did not feel I would be able to hold the
food in me. We left after I asked for a box to take my paid food with me in
and then to the parking lot to get the computer and more. I threw up. Lol, I
know it sounds jucky and it was. But I did good. I did not puke on my shoes.
Lol lol lol....Corinna was shit tired did not feel too good either but now
that she had aten just a bit it was better for her. We went to the hotel
room again no Crue show posters to be seen or anything. It really is not
like in the 80s or 90s there were promo gig posters all over the place for
all gigs. Now a days no way...
At the hotel room I washed myself up drank a
little and took a pill then to bed again. Corinna was doing the photo taking
and Ebay listings of our latest idea... grab all we can from every where
sell he shit on Ebay and save the what ever money we will make for a fall
our of his year - sounds like a plan to me. I know already by now that I
will be unable to get too much saved anyway. So I am selling out. Therest of
my rare KISS shirts are going on Ebay too. One of the totally 31 shirts is
gone already 2nd one up on there. I need that to go well.. I will make a
listing of thoughts and more about the show on here a little later today and
then maybe ad some taken pictures while I am at it. Just keep watching here
alright?
Later my loyal web hores......
Corinna is driving right now and her word to
you all for now is "Fuck you all"
Guess that was said in a time of another need
for a pee pee....I will try to make her post a little tonight. Watch for
it...
I will be back later in the day with the rest
of this days adventure and then the 13th while we are at it.... Suck it
dudes....Tx
Mcrueloyalty.dk
Civic Center, charleston, West Virginia
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8th of March 200SIXX, Live CD Re-release and
More
9.03PM CET
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So the first week of the USA visit this time
is over. Corinna and I seem to have a cool time together. And we are about
to do a lot of things the next coming week in the name of Motley Crue. We
will leave for the first going away part from Friday not being around the
house or area for 5 full days. We will be out there living at hotels and
having a concert life. Nothing new there either.
We have found out the 2 single Volume 1 and 2
of the new Live CD "carnival of sins" is now also out a a double disc
release so I will be picking that one up any day too. We have also just
gotten home from "Michaels" which is like a costume framing firm to get
info and numbers of what it will cost to frame a lot of my stuff. It is
about time to get started on that shit too. What I did do today is leaviung
the firm my Hollywood Tower records release date huge cardboard display of
the B.O.D. for framing.
Finally it will be done and hopefully never
get to be any further damaged than what the seller of this baby did to it.
My god it hurts my heart to see it being bend. Well it will be taken care of
now. Thank god.
A lot of people have been on my ass about the
win of the "Black Widow" 7". So fucked so screwed so this so that. I believe
I dont really care about the money I just wanted it cleared never to be
thought of again. And its done. Now what does worry me is the tour to come.
Cause I do not know will I have enough money to get things done as I so hope
for?
Well time will just have to tell wont it? Yes
indeed.
I have done a few more shoppings so ones I
get home again there will be new posters, displays, CDs, shirts, this n
that, awards, audio video, 8x10s, vinyls, and more much more. I guess in
Crue words.. its the same ol fucking situation baby. Right now I hope to get
a few positive answers from my doings I have going here. Sorry about the
delay too on the Corinna interview it will come on here. No worries. I think
it will be just fine. We have just been blown away by the time frames. Have
had way too little time on our hands to get it all done. Will be done as I
am here though.
Alright guys and girls - for that this will
have to do.
But the framing bit has gotten started so I
am so hopeful for more of the personal stuff to SOON be going through the
same treatment so it will no longer be just laying in a box. It deserves
more and it NEEDS more not to get damaged or anything. WILL be done just
tales a lot of money.
Thanks all also for the many postings on the
Kickstart section. And I a\see a few new people on there too... thanks for
looking I appreciate the mind blowing feedback thanks all. There will be
more to do your eyes pleasure I promise.
Your native little beast
Tommy
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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7th of March 2000SIXX, Did Somebody Say A
Golden Egg?
93.55 PM CET
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So from the most wanted list the 7' ended
during the night here US time. I sat the alarm clok and it was with small
eyes that i opend the computer to see what would happen with this one.
Always with item,s like these as said before there are like 4 Ebay members
that simply takes all the heavy collectibles and just dont give a flying
fuck about the final bill they end up with if they should winthe item
listed. It happend again with this the rarrest of therare of Motley Crue
vinyls.
I sat down followed it how it went through
the sky price wise and then I made a decition.I bid 30 secs left... 20 15
10...
Final screen picture? YOU ARE THE WINNER OF
THE FOLLOWING ITEM....
It was christmas all over...just wantee to
share the passion and the joy with you all on here ... it was a good 650 US
dollars for a single reciord. But ... ahh never mind. Won it happy. No
shit.....
Now - what else is to be won over...well keep
coming back I feed you with my sick minds activities
Hell Yes
Tommy
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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SIXXth of March 2000SIXX, D.A.D. Danish
Dynamite & Tour Plannings
3.26PM CET
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Ohhhh Jihad...Im getting mad... and there is
no fuel left for the pilgrims. FUCK YES!!!!!
Danish rock at its best. Dig it? D.A.D. Point
of View, Sleeping My Day Away and Aint No Fun Making Fun Of Money .. damn
the whole fucking back catalogue. Hell yeahhh....Guess who would have loved
to be at a Disneyland After Dark party right about now? Fuck it .. I would
no second thought bout admitting that littlke brain fart.
All hail the disneys ...
What the fuck was that all about? Well I am
down on all four sadly not in a sexual act more like in a kitching floor
scrubbing act. has to be done I guess. And what better activity to do on a
USA holiday little fucked up vacation in March huhh? Its all shiny and
smelling nicely now of the chemicals all overthe fucking floor. Any way we
have had a long long night corina and I here .. no no sex. I am not that
lucky. How ever a lot of smaller details have been looked in on and the
coming weekend and week to follow will be a hell of a ride. it will all be a
good closing in on the 2000 miles mark each way in that week .. for our
crazy ideas and Crue doings. Amazing isnt it? hell yes it is.
Crue tour Marc 200SIXX will be the last in a
long long long time for me so I have a hard time letting this one get
screwed. Simply can not alou it. I think ther will be a lot more tlking and
all before the actual take off from here next week-end. We have so much to
get planned out. I am getting more and more psycked about this one trip I
tell ya. hell its going to be a blast. No sorry its going to be a
...B....L....A...S...T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
To the Miami thing we will be heading ot to
the coast line on the east of Florida when time comes and ride by the ocean.
Totally fucking awesome. Cant wait for that one either. Man I lovehis team
of me myself and Corinna. We are the suff. In many ways no matter what her
fuckd up mind at times tells her and what ever her shit at times plays her
with. We are the package. A very and extremely alternative package yes but
an alternative package that fucking works. And there is non other than she
this hellkid could or can get the same enthusiasm from or with for that
matter. She loves me in a fucked up way and i plan on making her lovingme
even moe. may take a brain digger to better thaqt sitution. Who the fuck
knows.
-God damn it ,.. D.A.D. "Overmuch" fucking my
hearing up here. Jesper, Stig, jacob and Peter doing their shit. Fucking up
my Motley focus right now. Hell ....
You are not by any chance sitting out there
thinking who the fuck is D.A.D. are you?? if you are do your self a favoure
and get a Cd by the boys. I am sure after a few spins you get to appreciate
the major simplicity in the danish rock act.....damn it dont know what is
wrongwith this male today. Its just another fucking Monday in the name of
floor cleanings. Well..... I guess I just fully appreciate the shit thats
happening in my low life small time excistence here. Love it.
I seriously hope the Crue boys are going to
be in a good mood and fairly rested somewhere on the damn tour so I will
have enopugh luck with my signings . I so want the Mick Mars guitar and
Tommy guitars signed the large Shout banner brought herefrom the danish
fields and the latest addings of the show banner shit huge from the late
August show 2005 of some city. Would really appreciate thaT ONE GETTING
FULLY SIGNED BY THE BOYS AND THE GIRLS MIGHTY MIKE AND THE GANG. Dont fully
believe in that luck but hey who knows man who knows? Nothing is impossible
and on the other hand nothing is a promise either. I just want to be doing
this thing right and have my small time success with these things. Cause as
said on here many times now I will not have more coming my way of touring
this time around till in November but then I will fucking kick back and do
what s needed to come here again. It is just one of thm things. Wit hthe
band ending their carreer 2008 after the next album and world tour 07/08 its
time to collect ll you fucking can right now. And that TRUST ME is
exactlywhat I am trying harder than hard to do. Its the disneyland
law.....I'll do what I please. Just trying to be one here with my personal
hell dog in a female and its all coming downto the ... we dont care NO!!!
its so far out but its so far right its just .... the disneyland law - we do
as we please. Fuck it!!!! Fuck normlity. Its the beauty of the duty.
The Crue life in GREER South Carolina is well
cool. As said I am getting psycked about it all and I so do not wanna miss
anything. Have looked through yet another couple of boxes of shit to bring
home as I leave ... there is yet another HUGE hard box suitcase of things to
go so there still is shit much to bring home. It really is great. I love it
all. You should see the things in real life. Especially at my apartment now
its nuts!!! I begin to need a casel for the shit. especially if all should
be displayed nicely and at its right. Time will get to that one but right
now I just see myself gathering my filthy hands on all I can possible grab.
I know a few of you out there are so not getting it how the hell can I? Even
though I have tried to explain it in a pretty simple way. I do not live my
life like the ordinary people. That is why it is possible. And I do not
really care for it either. But of cause as it is for you all I too have my
limits ... the natural limits that hits me like a ton of brincks at times. I
am getting there but I am also fine with it.
What else is o be said as of now? Not much
really... Sixx is on my mind these days and there is a reason for it. But
there is also a will a constant will to go deap shit and then return or
revenge as I have doen the last what. 20 months almost now. I would so love
to try to go tot some american media and let them do my story. I as a radio
DJ myself ...of the media world I find the story and its extreme very
interesting. Fuck man that had been a shit neat thing to do. I will have toi
try to figure out how to do that shit.
But for now just enjoy the updates on here
with things and and postings. I am proud to say its getting there now with
the fixing and the right doings. There are now over 15.000 pictures on this
site and its still growing. Just do your self a favour if you truely are a
cruehead. return to this shit like maybe ones a week and there should be
something all over to look at. talk to ya soon guys.
Later homies....
Your southern bastard
Tx
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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4t hof March 200SIXX, How Cool Can Cool Be?
That Cool
1.48 PM CET
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Alright my little hores. It is absolutely one
of them days when it helps to have patience and being nice. **cruester**
your dick will fall of from this information going to you. Friday evening
has turned out to be a blessing. A night with a cool outfall. Over the last
few days there have been a few talks and a lot of shared thoughts towards
what I was thinking about the Ebay auctions that I really wanted to end up
being the winner for as they all with in the next week would come to each
their endings.
Well the display got to be mine. Paid for and
now waiting for. The same with the Japanese 1987 tour only special 68 pages
over sized cool collectible book or magazine. Then the starp from 91 that
dude .. I cant tell what is going on with him. He seemed so cool. He seemed
so nice but all of a sudden he ignores my emails and more. I find it a
little sad. I am sure he reads this on here too. So he should not be
suprised when I say: "I STILL WANT IT". But he chose not to keep in touch
thats just all shitty. Hope he will one day get back to me. He is in need of
cash and that part I fully understand too .But the things he has up online
now are not going to sell for those amounts. I am dead sure .I at least will
be the first to admit I didnt think so if they do. They are way to high
priced. Signed guitar and a Sixx auction signed shirt too. No too much ..
absolutely way too much.
But the strap I still like to buy from him.
Then there is the Guild Shout guitar and the
7" left in my I WANT BAD ITEMS.lol...
Both of them two ends officially next
Tuesday. My pushing and my begging and my shit last night ended with a
"Alright Tommy you can have the guitar" So my baby came home and she was
told over the phone erlier that this guy would be willing to do it this way
so I in time for the concerts can have the guitar with me for a HOPEFUL
signing by Mick Mars in person.
I really hope that will happen. She said (my
baby that is) "can not pass on that one either. We just pay it as done
before with my possibilities as I get home from work.". I could not even
share a tear in joy .. I was beyond that point. It was just a really cool
feeling. And 20 minutes pas midnight the guitar was paid in full and it will
be shipped from I guess Canada today!!! Fuck me I think this chick should
have a medal. **Cruester** ...did your dick fall off. Did your chin drop to
the floor? I hope so. Go get a bisket and a glass of milk and feel better.
I am sure today is the day when Corinna will
make her posting too. It will be a pleasure to even see her doing it. I
know. But what she has to say will be even cooler. No I dont know already
what she is going to tell you all. But I will have her making one. And there
is soon to come a new section to be on here about you people. If I get to
talk to you all in interviews and shit I will have a new page made on here
for all to see ...
So so far 3 out of 4 Ebay things has gone
this way. Now only the single is left. I will go through hell to get it.
Though I doubt very much that that will happen. There are 3 guys out there
that will kill for it and one in particular will get it I feel so sure about
this. Okay much to do today so there will be a busy time for me today and
Corinna has only one thing she has to do. So we will be doing a lot today.
Interview with her. Puttiong my stack of unworn KISS shirts up on Ebay and
more. Going to town to pick up yet more boxes that has arrived with Crue
things. Ohhh yeah there will be plenty of shit to go through still. It is a
mind blowing trip this 2005 200SIXX thing. Just have been a little too high
on spendings I tll you that.
I see Corinna today as a bit ..... no I guess
I will save that oneforthe interview to come...You all jus tsit tight and
dont worry about it. It will all come to you shortly.
The webmaster as promised before I left is
sill updating things on the site and there is going to be full order and
control on every single thing on here this month. We have to. We are loosing
too many GOLDEN opotunities with the shit that is not up to date on here.
ASnd that is no longer acceptable. I personally will say sorry for the shit
that has been teasing us all in january February but this is the month that
will see an ending to that crap.
Time flies when you are having fun, so this
dog needs to go.
More as the things are happening you all have
a nice week-end.
Your smiling fuck,
Me
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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3rd of March 2000SIXX, First Day Feeling
Fresh
4.05 PM CET
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My god yesterday was a hard one ot get
through. So beat so tierd.
I got myself a good night sleep but got up
before nine again. It is too hot in that bedroom here. Not that any of you
care - but it is. I am way too hot blooded to get a decent sleep in a warm
bed. I need cool. butI have just had a fairly cold fresh shower so I am
reayd to take on this day. My stomac is not too good. Not that its hurting
or anything just blown up like a balloon. I need to get out fresh air and
walk around a little plus I need good food.
Corinna and I are misisng one last set of
ticketsfor our doings on the concert side of things and that is surely a
need that will get covered. Just missedout on a set on Ebay. We will get the
ones hat are still on there tomorrow mid of arena but its okay with the lot
that we are doing money needs to be savedon somethign and these tickets
forthis show missing will be one ofthe things we will save on.
I have had a guy offering me the New York
coin from 2005 today too have emailed him and hope he still has it cause
this is another I WANT FOR SURE thing:
"MOTLEY CRUE Red, White & Crue NYSE Tour
Medallion (2005 Official Medallion issued on March 2, 2005 by the New York
Stock Exchange to commemorate Motley Crue’s prestigious appearance on the
floor of the NYSE that day to ring the closing bell. This stunning and heavy
gold medallion is custom etched and engraved especially for the band, and
features the beloved NYSE Bull logo on one side and the New York Stock
Exchange Building on the back. Presented in a custom, sturdy black case"
Things are really not onmy side with the
items I want. People are the last 2 to 3 weeks really been saying a lot and
then changeing their ways the last minute. Hard to deal that way with
anybody. Hopefully this one will go my way!! I have wanted this one since
the day after the ceremony in New York.
The first lor of the bigger Coffmann and
Coffmann deal has been coming to this addres today in the mail. I like that.
Still a long way and a lot of money to go before this one will actually be
done and dealt with. The deal is not getting cvlosed untill mid November
200sixx.
But trust me I am pleased with the deal big
time. It was a lot a money and it is a painfull thing to try to cover it but
I willdo it. And things will be fine in the end.
Today will be another day too in the bidding
section of the earlier pictured items that I like to get from the Ebay
listings. The guiar guy on there with the X88 1981 guitar I have had a
longer conversation about the guitar with him. He is willing to letme have
it but my financial situation right now is not alouing it in time for having
it here for a Mick Mars signing thats stinky shitty. Ohh well cant win em
all I guess. I still try to win it and then see if it can be brought to the
band in November or Decemebr case i most likely will not be over here again
till then.
It hurts to admit it and it sucks to know but
I am alkl alone ofn the covering the expences on all actions here. Again a
long borring story for you to get in on but its the fact.
How things will go with the most wanted Japan
book I am missing on Ebay that fom now on ends in a good 2 hours time ....
well I think it will be fine. I will get that one I am almost dead sure.
Then only he guitar and the first 7" are left thoseends Tuesday and its
gonna be a killing thing. I see the 7" go into a good 700 - 1000 dollars
alone.
The guitar cant tell maybe a good 1000? Damn
that sucks ass.
While I now try to get this thing called
brains to calm down a little over that fact Iwill go eat my morning
breakfast and then ....figue out todays scedual. Corinna is still sleeping
and the Crue and the doings are on her mind too. But the financial side
tothings for her as well is not the easiest thing in the god damn world
right now. Holy fuck.
Some people have not been the most effective
on the gang of loyalty and there is no bitter ness or anything to it but the
ones I am talking about have been taken off of the "gang of loyalty" section
on here and they I am sure dont really mind. Of cause I wanna thank them for
the time they did find it interesting and I wish you all the best with what
ever yu decide to do in Your CRUE RELATED LIFE from this day on, thanks
again guys
Probably will post a little somethign for you
through the weekend too my dear friends.
The wacked, hopeless but smiling host
Lee
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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2nd of March 2000SIXX, Ameriacans and cerial
7.22 PM CET
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God damn it Cruester you little piss ant. I
will not ban you from this site I know you do not mean harm or anything.
Jealousy what a word huhh? I will send you another good 10 pounds of it
shortly. You green eyed monster. Corinna.. .not amking comments on her or
about her here she can do her own speaking. I hope just as much as youthat she
will get time to make a line of things on here shortly. But since your ass is
hurting you so much about things on here...why dont you try take a dump. Set a
really big "boat" in the water. You may feel better or get your self some
yougurt. Corinna LOVES you that much I know. Happy now? I will commit murder
if she should end this and do you. So watch out.
I landed here late last night and I had again
had my shot happening on the way over here. The flights were kind of alright.
Aarhus to Copenhagen went smoothly. Copenhagen to Amsterdam also. Then I had
like 3 hours in Amsterdam that turned in to 4 and a half due to delayed flight
out of Holland. My god. That would give me trouble in the USA I thought.
In Amsterdam I got to talk to a young girl
uhhhh!! Nice little pingwine. Jana 22 ys old And what do you know she got to
be my next seat travelling partner on board from ASTRERDAM to NEW YORK. This
flight was not as long a journey and not as full as earlier flight to this god
forsaken place. SO all in all nice.
I was shit tired but no one puked on me this
time and no illness either .Just all in all tired. And MY nicest surprise of
the day was that my union in Denmark had called me in for 2 meetings as I am
now done working at the restaurent in Grenaa Denmark. I had told them 3 weeks
ago that I was taken this trip but their info had gotten lost so if I still
planned on going here and I was I am I am here right) I would be taken the
monthly pay of March. No pay check. So it is now going to be even harder than
expected this whole thing. In short this trip with that loos now costs me
about 4300 dollars. Kind of stinks dont you agree.
And as Cruester has pointed out and that
Corinna showed me yesterday on the computer as she picked me up. The guy with
my much wanted bass strap has now eneded his auction too. My guess is he
either regreeted it or he did not think he would reach the price I offered and
we set a deal on back in time. I so want that but he is not replying to my
emails for some reason so it kind of kills me. I respect ppl that changes
their mind if it is all maybes and ifs and all that but I am not too good with
killed steady deals.
Now I have the japan book and the 7" and guitar
left to watch for on the Ebay site.
Corinna yes she picked me up after several
hours of waitng in Spartanbug Greenville airport. She had been working and I
had been sleeping there. That was a 26 hour long journey till I saw her. I
miss her. What do you mean you may think? Well yes I am herre but I miss her.
We are not close like that. Hope things will come. My body is sore today like
hell bad sleep way too hot in the bedroom for me. And way too shitty naps on
the planes and in the airport., I feel like I could just beak any minute.
She Corinna that is did seem fairly pleased
with me here. She even smiled yeeeiiiii thats sumthing huhh? Lol... As we got
here to her place. I wanted to go at her so bad, but i did not, have not done
so. I have been a stinky sorry excuse of a male there too. Now we did get to
see a few of the Motley things she has gotten for me lately. Kind of pissy
cause it just reminds me of one thing... never mind that.... non of anybodys
buissness.
SO I guess all I can say right now is that I am
here Corinna has gotten her gifts. I always bring her gifts as I go here.
Always. I have gotten a few hours sleep my first shower and my cerial. Nice
one, Uhhh what was thatnoice. Corinna is up I think. Heeyyy honey slept
tight? (she didnt hear) .... now forhte next few days I have things to get
organized and then planned out for what to do when. But this trip now ia a
thing with a looootttttt of adventures. I will rtry to throw you all a little
something almost every day fromthis trip. I will be buying shit today too in
the name of you guessed it MOTLEY CRUE.
I love you all even you you shit sorry sad
little fag *Cruester* ....
See ya all shortly. And this time too I
promiase a lot no a TON of new pictures will be gong on here too so you all
can see what the fuck is happening alright?
Your half ameriacan dane
T boy
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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I have
been warned today too about a snow storm to hit Denmark over the next 30
hours.
SO I may be heading out of here after my last day at work tomorrow already. Meaning going to Roskilde at my brother’s place and stay there the night so I at least can get the Copenhagen airport in time for my “out of country” flight. That is my main goal right now anyways.
Right now I am extremely worried about a few things. Financially it is a mess ones I get going cause I KNOW what will hit me. Tons of doings and all. But I am ready and willing. No one can put me down. Another thing a few guys actually had a deal with me on items they each have. Things got screwed up somehow and these items now are on Ebay for all to bid on. I so want the lot but me won’t get it all. I know that right now. What I truly want are the things below that I have marked on Ebay too:
I am sweating fat here cause I do not as stated above believe I can or will get these things now with official auctions going on. Hell I am up against the fucking world here. And 3 of these things will have one of 4 Ebay IDs in the end I am sure of it. Kind of hurts my little heart here. But it aint over till the fat ass is done screaming her heart out right? Right!!!
Will I be able to get another posting on here in time before I leave well I can not honestly tell cause if I all of a sudden will be FORCED to leave my home to go to Roskilde as I get off from work I will have major trouble getting time to do anything so TONIGHT is the only time to do ALL that has to be done before I leave for America. Kind of weird and a bit of a stressful feeling. Holy shit.
Also on another note – the stuff picked up from my baby brother 90% of all that is already on the site here in case some of you were wondering. But there are still lots to get added. It is a baby child that will and can never stop growing this site. MCRUELOYALTY living up to its name like non other or maybe some disagree. But that’s fine too I am not filing any complaints to that one at all. Some may also ask now that I will be out of the country all March will the site go dead in that time? The answer sadly is NO!!! A big Hell NO!! I will feed the webmaster with things to get on here and she already has a list from here to Bastaa Huhaa with things she needs to get done or change or try out on here as I am gone .And communications will go on, on almost a daily basis. That I promise!!!
Now my stomach is troubling me so I need to stuff myself full of something and there for end this. I guess I will have a lot of things to do tonight will be a weird evening wit hall the “not knowing” controlling this Monday evening central European time.
Your Crue Horny Psycho Lee
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****************************************************** The webmaster and myself have had a long good talk yesterday too about new ideas for the sites and more. Ohhh boy just sit tight and you will be handed it all on a silver platter here over the next 2 to 3 months ..have an awesome Monday, 27 February 2006
Your “cruester” buddy and host Tommy Lee
PS:
“Cruester” be carefull Corinna too may kick your ass any day now? LOL….
************************************************************** So… shoot me. Anyway it is Friday. God’s will or not, it’s here and there is nothing we can or really want to do about it now are there? Hell no!!!!!
The last few days have had tons of added things on here just look at the rolling news banner on op of this site. Says a lot does it not? Of cause it does. And it is not over yet. Later on today and tomorrow we should have many more Posters and Shirts added too. I will do all in my power to full fill that promise. Simply because we are also running out of time to sit together and do this the webmaster and myself. The weekend is with out any chances for that and Wednesday I am out of here for quiet some time .Going to U.S.A. again. As most of you all knows. So we better work our asses off while still time.
I have
received several personal sent emails from many of you out there about the
blown away feelings you are sitting with going through this site. Well I
say the same I too am at times blown away. It is a shit cool feeling to
won such a great collection. And it actually just hit me hard about an
hour ago. God T boy you really have a cool collection. Sounds like I am
polishing my glory? Well not really. I just think it is a hell of a lot I
have managed to gather over the years. And I was so close to give it all
up just because of a girl a couple of months ago. What the hell was I
thinking?
Thank
god I am back on track in my head - but with her too. I will be having ALL the 200SIXX merchandise and much, much, much more brought home like I normally have when I return from the states. But I am not a rich dude but I have sold a great lot of high priced KISS collectibles and saved ever nickel not buying shit done shit and eaten as little as possible for being able to do all these things the past 18 months. Plus the great certain guy has helped out a great deal. Who? Who are you talking about? That is your question is it not? Well I am not telling. If you know you know, if not well it is all fine too.
More than a 100 new items have been added to this site this week alone and to me personally it is a feeling fucking like being horny as hell. Not up for discussion. Yeah well….I get laid too little what the fuck is new there? I know how it is. I am male right it is our hormones they need that kind of satisfaction. There is a reason why women have their shit ONES a month and we males produced millions of sperms fucking every day!!! It is all only natural we need to get the release quiet often. I am just not amongst the guys that have it. There is no release ….I get it from my Crue world I guess. Better than sex and safer. No little Cruesters coming out of that act. Lol!!!
The guy with the bass strap has for some reason totally misunderstood me and now has the bass strap up on Ebay. I still am going to try to go for it. Fuck dude, that is fucked. I want this one and it bugs me the guy I have had such great communication with now fucks this up. He knows what it all means to me. But what the hell money greed controls most people. I do still want to get it. And another guy Minnesota Cruehead Tim has a great few items he due to financially tough times as I post this some items up fro grabs. Kills me not being able to get these things. But we are fucking talking 1000`s of dollars here. I do not have a money tree so….. no brother can not do!! He has the Vince shout glove – London poster and shots – uncut cover layout form Stick To Your Guns single and the artwork for the printing of the Dr. Feelgood album. Shit man I loved to have had these items. But money talks a little too much at times sad to say!!
-A lot of summer rumours are floating round these days. Crue is supporting Guns N Roses in June in Ireland and Crue heading out on the road with Aerosmith. Well so far these things are true weather the management will tell or not according to other inside people. But as ever things changes so fast in the Motley camp it is not really sure until up to I almost dare say the day before these things are planned to happen. So just hold on and keep your eyes open. Shitty happens before you know it and the other way round too. Gets cancelled always. Now a few new ideas have been talked through amongst the staff of the site and I dare say this; the coming months new things and tons of new items will get on here so keep coming back people. I am sure I will have one or two more postings on here before I leave for the states Wednesday morning central European time.
Your personal filth and sexual frustrated host Tom boy lee
************************************************************** The song really should have been B A S T A R D should it not? Hell yes. I never punched him back but fucking threw him through the kitchen telling him to never ever as long as he lived to talk to me or touch me or else…..SO no reason to go all the way to Detroit and be famous for having a Tommy Lee experiencing the sucker punching!!!
On with the Motley “ten Seconds ….” Yeah well, no love in that house. Fucking stupid needle dick hore of a male. Enough lines about a creep on this site. Can not even begin to explain how low I think this dude is!!!!
On a more positive and satisfying level is; The site has finally had some FUNCTIONAL updating. God if one wants shit done one has got to take actions himself. Know what I am saying? Now miss webmaster, live and learn. FOCUS is the key here. Learn the fans visions and wishes. Anyway we have done a hell of a job the last few days so the following are as good as fully updated right now, Nikki solo, Tommy solo, Mick solo, Vince solo, Displays, Picks, Audio, Video, Passes, Laminates, Cruecial Injection, Diary, Tour books, Magazine Covers. And the rest HOPEFULLY will be done and ready with in Saturday. Cause that is just about the last day we have before I leave (yes “cruester” from kickstart I am going) but if the poisoned fluid of a guy gets his wish I may never return in these times of terrorism? Lol……
Corinna and I have talked plenty the last days and it feels all good.
She had just been buying us VIP tickets for the earlier talked about Miami festival with Tommy Lee guest DJ. Not really my style or wish to see him that way but fuck it. Seeing it one time and that is it!!
Rob Zombie and Nine Inch Nails are there too and the summer heat is there so fuck it. Gonna be nice experience as a closing thing after a line of Crue shows up north and around plus the Nine Inch Nails concert in Greenville, North Carolina. Plus all the days we will have and further more meetings and checking out chances for going over there to the USA on my part a little more permanently!!
I have gotten an offer to get this 1991, 92, 93 bass strap of Nikki`s from a very cool guy that is still collecting our heroes. I so want it and I so wanna own it and add it to my own collection . I am 99.99% certain that that will happen Hopefully round the 1st of March as I then can bring it to Sixx and have it signed maybe!!! Cool huhh? Damn right it is. It is awesome. No doubt what so ever.
Also carved in stone today is the next trade of the ongoing KISS and Crue record awards. I am next time getting these two super shit cool looking monsters. I can not wait till I have all from this dude. That also means I am way out of all my KISS ones. But what the hell? I am a gambler and the memories of my KISS days can not be taken away from me. Not bought or sold. Just forever there but the Crue is now in my life so I find bigger pleasure in having the Motley Crue awards on my walls than the KISS ones as of today. Makes sense right? Of cause it does.
That’s fucking all for the day my friends, To the band …hail….to the wild side!!
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7.16 PM CET
I just wanna make this final statement to her; We keep proving in our own fucked up ways we are great for each other and all you have done for me this year so far has been awesome. No one I know would do it with me or for me. I am grateful. There is no other word to say it in short. We have some kind of magic that we both every now and then seem to like to deny but when it all is said and done we most likely should not deny a thing. But be grateful for what we are about and that we do have a chance to get and share what the two of us does. It is a shit rare thing. We have both tried it several times. And that is it. It never fully worked. This can and this will if we want it to. To the sickest chick of them all. Corinna you are poison to my wallet poison to my mind but honey to my heart.
She had a stinky cool time inspite of certain things I will leave for her and me to know at the shows she has already attended.
I have had
a line of shit going on with the webmaster. Sorry to all and for that
matter also sorry FOR ourselves. And to ourselves. It has simply been a
shitty hard time to get all the wrongs and new things up on the site.
First of all, all has been for some reason been forced to be put up on
again. And then as it has gone up on here it has gotten messy. It has
also gotten fucked up and all rolled up in each other. NO GOOD I know
that much.
She and I are forced to sit together to do it all. Cause she well… fucks up a lill too many times so it all goes into a redoing and another and another. That is tiring us both a hell of a lot. Plus it is time that we easerly could have used in private on other things. Just not good. Actually then in that way, this site and the whole thing gets to be more of a bunch of troubles - than it is a pleasure and pride.
And I
refuse to let that happen.
Further more I have also gotten a few more items in the door for adding
to the monster. But it will take a little time. My brother that old fart
has been seeing me and we have shaked hands about the deal of his
collection. He is no longer having a Motley home. It is all out of his
life. That felt kind of weird for me too but not in my heart. I know
from his life and how he is that this was the RIGHT thing for him to do
in his life. Still a love for the band as I have love for the old KISS
geeks… We are trying to do this together as one and we will try to somehow get the attention in the states with a few of the cool networks to hear if they should have an interest in making a profile on this Crue madness of mine. Would that not be a hell of a ride? Sure it would. Man……
Okay
for now that is it really. Tons of things to write about on here later.
Watch out!!
Now don’t 4get, MOTLEY madness 4ever. Your idiotic host Tom boy
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HOLY SHIT IT STILL LIVES & BREATHES
February 15th 1:10 AM
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Ok here it all goes THE
BOMB................................................
Hey all, it's been a fuckin' long time huh? I do apoligize but my
life is just all fucked up in some ways. I did get moved to my new
apartment (almost). I still have some things to pick up at my house
but that's ok. So as I said before I have something going on & I
didn't want to tell you guys until I felt ready to. So..............
here it is, if you haven't already figured it out (it's not too hard)
I'm married. Yeah, I said married. I know WTF, right? Well it's true I
have been for a little over 5 years now & very unhappily. I finally
had enough one day when I got back from an Alaskan vacation in June of
'05. I told the guy that's it I want a divorce. Then finally I moved
out at the end of Dec. '05. No papers or anything have been filed yet
but that will come in time. I'm just trying to keep the peace & make
this whole thing go over smoothly because he can make things go very
bad if he feels the need & I don't want or need that. I don't hate the
guy but we are just two different kinds of people & have very
different interests. So there is that. I'm happy to be all on my own
again.
It's hard but I'm makin' it. I'm still bustin' my ass at 2 jobs & trying to get another one at the same hospital I already work at & if I get it that will be more overtime for me!!
So on to the subject of the Motley Boys & their shows huh........So New Year's was fuckin' great!!!! But that's kind of old news by
now
but I just wanted to say that. But I could kick myself in the ass real hard for sleeping too late the next day & missing the guys by about 10 minutes, right T!!!!!!!?
This posting is going to be kind of fucked up cause I will just
type things as I think of them & not in any order. So sorry if you get
confused.
This past Friday I went to Columbus, GA for a show. The girl I have
posted about on here before, Lisa from Las Vegas flew here & went with
me. I picked her up at the airport & we went to get the rental car &
then went to the Waffle House (which Tommy calls the grease pit &
hates) & ate breakfast. Then dropped my car off at my apartment & then
headed out to Columbus. It was about a 4½ hour drive. Well on the way
there guess what? I saw one of the busses so we just followed it all
the way to the venue. Then we went to the hotel she booked 5 min. down
the road, checked in, & put our shit inside. She wanted to rest cause
she flew all night & didn't get much sleep so I left for a little while. I went back down to the Venue & took some pictures & then went on a newspaper hunt. I didn't think I was going to find anything & then finally I found a newspaper from the day before with the Boys on the front & I grabbed a couple & got the hell out of there & went back to the room. Lisa didn't rest any & was getting ready. I got ready & then we left & went to the Venue. We ended up meeting Angie (from the site) there with her friend Nichole. We all waited outside in the cold to be let in & finally the doors opened & I went straight upstairs & bought every new item they had. A BIG $428.00. I had to though for T. I didn't want to take the chance of not getting something later. The guy was real nice to me since I bought everything & said he would keep all of it for me until the show was over so I left it there & to the bathroom we went & then down to our seats. I asked one of the security guys if I could have Vince's set list after the show & he said he would do what he could. 8:00 came & here comes the video & then Mighty Mike in the huge clown mask, the show has started. Everything was going great except Vince's mic wasn't working a few times throughout the show, but other than that no problems. Tommy did his drum thing out over the audience again just like in Detroit on new years. The boys sounded real good & did things a little differently this time, not much but a little. They did more interaction with the audiance this time. Lisa kind of didn't seem like she was having that good of a time as she could have, but maybe I'm wrong I don't know. They started "Kickstart" & everyone went crazy. We got knocked down. I was standing on a chair & fell & got quite a nasty bruise on my inner left leg, all purple & yellow & shit. But it's all good!! I didn't care I was having a great time. After it was over I ended up getting part of Vince's set list even though Mighty Mike told the guy that he couldn't give it to anyone. During intermission there was this little blonde girl that came up to the front row & was let to stay there. As the guys started playing again they all acknowledged her like they knew her. Well indeed they did know her. They pulled her up on stage & she went straight to Mick, said something to him, & then stood in front of the drums for a second & kind of showed off & then security took her back stage. I think I heard Tommy say this is Mick's soon to be ex-wife (but I'm not sure so don't quote me on that). At the end of the show there was this guy, I'm not sure who he was but I think he won something from the radio to get up on stage & eat some kind of small live shark fish. He had a red plastic fireman's hat on & I got it too. All in all the show was fuckin awesome!!
All day on the radio they were saying Tommy & Nikki would be at the
after party at this place called Oxygen. Well when the show was over
Lisa wanted to go back to the hotel so I took her back & called Angie
& Nicole & asked them if they were going to the after party & they
said yes so I met them back at the venue & then we all went to Oxygen.
On the way going back to the room we saw one of the busses again but we didn't follow it. I knew it was going a long distance & I save those kind of things for me & T. Angie had told me that Donna & Frankie Jean were at the show which would explain why Nikki stayed to his side pretty much & didn't have much to do with the girls in the show on stage. So I knew he wouldn't be there at the after party, but I thought Tommy might show up but I was wrong. I didn't really want to go but there was this banner that the radio station had & I wanted it & they told me I could probably get it if I went there so I went. Well I asked one of the girls from the radio station if I could have it & she said let me ask my boss & she did & he came over to me & told me that I could but he had to find the guy with the keys to the Hummer outside. So I waited and waited & waited & then waited some more. After sitting there bored to death, listening to shit music, & putting up with cigaretts I went & found the guy & he kept telling me hold on still. So I waited & waited & waited again & nothing. Finally at 2:00 we went outside & the Hummer was already gone anyway. So I didn't get the damn thing. It was raining & we had a little ways to walk back to our cars so we just did what we had to do & dealt with the rain & we walked back to our cars. I was pist about not getting that banner, but what can you do, right? Fuck it! Then I headed back to the hotel room & downloaded the pics & videos I took & went to bed. So that's how that night went.
The next morning we got up, & this fuckin' place-hotel- was pretty
shitty. Not much of anything looked too nice anywhere around there.
Anyway there was no fuckin' hot water. I tried to take a shower but
just couldn't handle it, I can't do cold water. I was fuckin' pist. I
complined when we checked out & Lisa got $10.00 bucks back. Well it
was better than nothin'. Then we headed back to Greenville, SC. We got
back & stopped by my house so I could show it to her & then back to my
apt. for a minute. Then it was time for Lisa to fly back to Vegas so I
took her back to the airport & off she went & home I went & slept for
a little while. I was beat.
Ok on to the next show Columbia, SC 2/12/06. I still havent
received the tickets for this show yet. Etix told me they sent them
out on Feb. 1st but I never received them. Etix told me they would
have reprints waiting for me at the box office. I gto up around
11:30-12:00 & got ready & headed for Laurens where I would pick up
Page (from the site) & her daughter Ashlyn which is about 11 yrs old.
Then we headed on our way. It was about an hour drive. We stopped at a
gas station so I could get a newspaper & the girl in there told me
that the show has been postponed. I was about to shit. I was fuckin'
pist & worried. So I got the paper & we drove down the street to The
Colonial Center. The parking attendent told us that it was only
postponed for an hour. So instead of starting at 8:00 it would start
at 9:00. I was like THANK FUCKING GOD!! I thought it was going to be
cancelled all together & come to find out at the end of the show, I was told by a little birdy I know that it almost was cause they were running so far behind. So we parked & I went up to the box office & thank god they had the tickets! Also they had a bunch of different colored minni flyers so I grabbed tons of those & also a minni poster off of the front glass. Then back to the car to sit for a little bit. Then we all decided to take a walk around the place & see if the busses were there & they were. I took some pictures & we went back to the car to sit & wait. After a while we went inside the venue but they were not letting anybody upstairs or to their seats yet. Finally about 7:15 they opened all the food, & shirts, & shit, but still couldn't go to our seats cause they were still seting things up. At 8:00 we finally got to go to our seats. Then we still waited around for the show to start. I saw 2 girls that I saw at the Columbus show. 9:00 hits & the lights go out. The claymation video plays & then here it comes "Are You Ready" the show starts!!! Everything started off perfect. the first two songs were killer! The third song is going along fuckin' great & then BLAM right in the side of the face Vince gets hit with a bottle full of piss (so I hear it was piss anyaway). He thinks for a second & then throws his mic. I don't know if it actually got thrown off the stage but I don't think so. Vince walks off the stage. The band is still playing for a second & then they stop too & the lights go out. FUCK FUCK FUCK. Everyone is yelling their asses off at this stupid fuckin' mother fucker who hit Vince. I just new that was it for the night-SHOW OVER. But I was wrong. The funny thing is I had been telling Page all day that I had a bad feeling about this show. I just new something was going to go wrong. Strange how I get a feeling for these things. Nikki comes back out & says why should all of you have to pay for one stupid Mother Fucker. Then they all come back out & the show starts again. I couldn't believe it. If it was back in the day the show would have been over. Man the rest of the show was just kick ass fantastic!!!! Page's daughter got let up to the front row. At one point Nikki reached down & touched her hand! That was awesome! I wish it was me but it was still cool as hell. I had a better than excellent time. Vince threw one of his pics to me but I didn't see where it went & I knew nobody else got it. So for about 20 min I was looking all over in between watching the show! Finally I looked 3 rows back & there it was laying under a chair. I jumped over the chairs & got it & of course coming back over the last set of chairs I fell on the same leg I had bruised so badly 2 nights before but this time it was my knee. But again I din't give a shit I was having a fuckin' to die for time. Yes I was being one of those fans that just sings along & goes crazy & gets all excited. I usually don't do that but there was just something about this show that brought it out in me. The guys were just being so interactive with the audience & having fun amongst themselves (being playful if that's what you want to call it) on stage too. There is no way for me to describe how fuckin' great things were going all the way around for the audience & the band (in my eyes anyway).
At the end of the show NIkki again leaned down & gave Ashlyn
(Page's daughter) 2 picks. A grey one & one of the FUCK OFF ones. She
was so lucky! I love that he did that for a kid if you know what I
mean. Even though she wished it was Vince cause Vince is her favorite
she was still thrilled to death. So even though I had bad doubts all
day about the
show it turned out better than I ever expected. I did get some short videos with my camera & a bunch of pictures. In fact I was told if I take one more picture I would be asked to leave. LOL. Well I did so fuck you mother fuckers!!! So that's that & all is good.
THANKS GUYS!!!!!!!!
Now I bet you all are wondering about the whole me & T thing right?
Well......... In fact I'm kind of sure he is too. Right now I just don't really have an answer. I do love the guy but in a lot of different ways. T please don't ask me to explain this cause I can't. In fact just leave it as it is posted here & no response or questions to it. I just need it to be that way. I don't like a lot of questions & bombardment. If things are going the way you want them to go between us right now then just leave everything alone & let it keep going as it is. There is no need to worry I will not be going anywhere or looking for anything else. I am perfectly happy right where I am at. But please since I have given in on some things & you know what I 'm talking about don't smother me. I cannot stand to be touched & pawed at all the time (now rubbing feet is not included in that-LOL, sorry). If he cannot just leave things the way we have them now then he will only be dissappointed in the end & not get what he wants. Maybe I'm wrong for being that way but I will not feel like I am owned by another in any way like I have been for the past 6 yrs. To me things are great right now so why change it. In my fucked up head things are better left unsaid & better to just know than have to state it out loud. Some how I feel more comfortable that way with things. I know, not normal but I am far from normal anyway. Does anybody understand this? If not well it's not really for you to understand anyway! Sorry T if you don't like it either but WTF can I say. And if one particular guy happens to read this which I doubt you can be for sure you will see me & T together in March & you can say that yes we are together, but just like you, not always on the same page with one another!
Well I hope all of you are at least somewhat pleased with my
posting. I know it has been a very very long time, but that's just it
TIME & it's not on my side. I'm sure it will be a while before I can
get back again so if anyone wants to get to me or ask me anything much
sooner you will have to email me at
corina1965@aol.com
. Please don't email T with questions to where I am at, if you want to
know email me. Thx.
Until sometime in the future,
Your fucked up little Cruejunkie
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Corinna is at the Crue show right now as I type this. I am in Denmark
sitting alone ready for a weekend having a major cold.
I can
not believe that I am not able to share this with her. I think there is
a ton of crappy feelings about this. I feel them all.
I hope
so much for a posting from Corinna on this the new 2006 tour. All the
details. I would like to know before the shows hits me in March.
I have
said it before and I say it again. If you are a TOTAL COMPLETE SICK IN
YOUR HEAD SERIOUS
To all
that is watching this reading this send me your. ALL your spare energy I
need every little bit of it. It is going to kill Tx
PS: Miss you partner……
PS:
Only just got done typing this diary posting in pain and more before the
phone rang here in Denmark at 1.34AM CET It was Corinna.
-She
did say something about 10 shirts bandana and more of the smaller stuff
no Too Fast hooded shirt though. Was too expensive or sold out. We will
get that one from somewhere else. Fuck me she damn well did it. It is
all safe. It will be mine. If she does not take me as hers now I will
freak and never fully want to feel love ever again. Corinna you are the
shit. You are killing me but you are the shit.
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I am
as screwed as is possible. Had been nice to get screwed in a different
kind of way. I am so not doing a wise move financially. But I am still
loyal to the music and loyal to my heart here. So age does not do me any
good. I still go FUCK IT!!! I live for the day and can be dead for what
I know by tomorrow why hold back? I refuse to.
I
think it is going to be a fairly cool trip after all.
Fuck
me!!! Again the god damn Electric Boys controls my ass.
Reminds me of Mr. London LeGrand the new master of the youth n rock n
roll. Now sacked for a good period of time Fucking B.O.D. and their non
excisting shit.
Now I
think there will be made a few payments from me to a step on to US
ground. I need to get settled in mind of what to do. Moving there or
not. Gathered so much information and need more. I need to figure it all
out. I have actually also been thinking about talking to Corinna about
this whole thing. But I dare not really. Cause tit would be an issue
holding her having me in her life on a daily basis. And I do not know if
she would actually fancy that shit. SO maybe now as I am done at the
restaurant Feb 28th , maybe I should just try to get me self
a stinky fucking crappy job for the summer work my ass off save all cash
and go bezerk in Hollywood December? What do you guys think? I am glad
the band is going in the
This coming Thursday (one week away) is the day and date of the short trip to Roskilde. Picking up all Crue at my brothers. So it is set I n stone now. He is done. Giving it up trying to get a little normalcy created here. Will be good for him. Said the wicked, not meant to be rude. I do not want normalcy but it would do me good. If nothing else then financially speaking.
I think I just for now take the next few weeks dedicated to the site getting all the new shit updated and then think and focus on the South Carolina thing and Corinna and my Motley world. Then I can try to dig out a few answers and spread some light to my mess!!!
Am almost done scanning the new shit. The new that are here all over my god damn apartment waiting to get on here. Still need to take a good ass load of pictures of shirts, posters, awards, and other stuff not fit able in a scanner lol. But I am so in only having so and so many hours in a day now right??
Your damn tumour – still loyal to ya all though Truly Tx
***************************************************************** 7th of February 200SIXX, Got It Today And Things Have Started 8.43 PM CET
***************************************************************** Again deal done for one reason only, to get Motley stuff. I had sworn that I would be buried with that bass. Fuck. Well it is set a side now for some coolness in a lot deal of Coffmann stuff including original contracts and more. Shit I have wanted them for years……
Now in November or
December they will find my way!
Corinna my partner in
Crue criminality has today gotten me the new 2 Live CDs. Look in on here
tomorrow the adding of those and scanning with all details will be on
here. The latest I have heard is that those are Wal-Mart only releases.
Wal-Mart being like a huge ware house kind of thing in the USA. Wonder
if it really will not come out here then?
So we have a plan for
this final on our parts. And we will make it fucking happening. I can
not wait. But for me this time also HAS to be holding so much else and
not least
Have had a little this
and that with Mr John Corabi too today. His email;
“Tuesday, February 07,
2006 8:41 PM
That is my boy. Thanks a
lot Corabi. You know very well it is my life.
My god I need a shower and taking a piss.
This is not good. But I
like the CD spinning while typing. Ever get a chance and you like groovy
rock? Electric Boys are your stuff. Swedish perfection. Fucking
brilliant.
But as you can tell a lot
of happenings today. I think it is really a cool thing to have this Crue
in my life now that things are a bit blurry. Love it.
Your groovy host, T Boy!!!
****************************************************** 6th of February 200SIXX, Homerun And A Sore Mind
12.19 AM CET
EXTRA**********EXTRA**************EXTRA************EXTRA
I fucking know
alright!! No comments. No answers to the questions coming!! The jacket
ended. And it is fucking awesome. Had to call the one and only Corinna
to help her make me shut the computer down with only 12 minutes to go
on this one. Of course I could not do that either. FUCK!!!
Well it ended and I did
try my luck!! I can only say SHIT!!! to the fact I did not get it. On
the other hand.... THANK GOD!! Cause now I do have the chance to get
that xtra special something I was posting about up above and a line of
the smaller things!!
If you know my eBay ID
or can guess you do not have to be the the smartest to figure out who
I am. Damn..... This was t he last few minutes of that one auction!!
***************************************************** 6th of February 200SIXX, Homerun And A Sore Mind
12.19 AM CET
For the Crue I am dedicated. I have come home after a rather shocking part two of the travelling part. You may remember I had a sick trip over there? All was fucked up delayed and cancelled and rearranged and more. Well not quiet as bad but bad enough on the returning to Denmark as well.
I got
to Spartanburg airport Greenville South Carolina in time. Actually in
really good time. Corinna took me and I personally think it was a bit
sad to say bye, bye. We had just had the time of our lives. What a
fucking killer of a trip. Always every day. Nice one. Thanks again
Chico. Look The S.C. thing was okay started of with a 40 minutes delay
that was cool. No problem I was going to Newark N.Y. and would have a
good 5 and a half hours waiting time there any ways. SO we got there and
my
Now in
New York I was having my feelings that some shit would go bad.
Well the lady at the Continental desk says no, no, no you have to go to SAS. I go to SAS and they say too no, no, no, go back to Continental. I go again makes my mind up for this to be the final walk of mine. Damn it. Finally they say “well you have to get your passes in Brussels”. WTF?!!
I headed all the way back to Terminal C think I killed a good amount of time but no. Only 40 minutes. I am starving. My head is going nuts. I need to get a serious rest or a production of a days aspirin. God damn. Okay time goes by I have called to say I was in N.Y. to Corinna kind of promised that little notice to her. Now Boarding time. I felt really bad. But what really took me out was the time we started rolling down the runaway. My seating pal seems to get panicked and fucking for the second time just as in September Tommy your site host gets puked massively all down the front ones again. And I had a good 8 and half hours of flight time plus Brussels plus Copenhagen and more. My god. No, no, no, no. Not happening. A lot of stinky sticky shit all over me. Man I did not feel better with that happening. I had only my jacket soaked in the shit my t-shirt soaked in the shit and my WHITE shirt on. Right that was hit too. Well done partner like you a lot. I took off to the rest room and took all of. I had to wash my white shirt and put it back on and let the rest go in a plastic bag. Can you at all imagine how I felt? And the stink?
There I sat.. My mind about to explode and was doomed to sit there in that... Ewwww…. I tried to think Motley or the trip all I had experienced just something that would make me smile. I did not really succeed. I tried to take a nap. I have been gone for a little time here and there. But so surely not enough!! Came to Brussels. Headed to the men’s room grabbed my backpack changed shirt. This was now Tommy in minus degrees and snow in t-shirt. For the rest of the trip. I was eager to now get my boarding passes for Brussels to CPH and CPH to Aarhus. Again headed to SAS. She printed them out easy!! But then said can I just see your paper ticket sir. “Sir” was one thing but a paper ticket was another No one ever gave me anything but the E-ticket. That was no good with SAS she said. We and Continental do not work together on those things. I so went WHAT THE HELL….
She then said we could go to SAS checkpoint and fix it. Same message. I was beginning to think I would not get home today either. So the first lady said let us together go to Continental and make a complaint. Sounded fine in my ears. I felt better now but not fully an okay just yet. She then FINALLY printed what was needed. Thank god. What an excellent service. SO to all travellers … make sure all shit is good if you cross between airlines on your future journeys. Jesus Christ. And no he had not gotten anything to do with it either. Thank god.
To the gate took my pictures out from the backpack of the Hollywood thing. Man I would remember this one till I die. What a great thing. What a trip. What a blast. After having been sitting there for a good 90 minutes was meant to sit there for 3 and half hours. All of a sudden the sign got changed. DELAY!! Hell dude what is up with the world and flights these days?!!
Delayed 40 minutes. I could still IF no further changes would show up make the Copenhagen flight to Aarhus at 2.40 PM CET. And guess what I did.
All the way I slept. Or on off that is. Felt like shit and needed a toothpaste deo and a shower. Clean socks and FOOD. My god, Food. Now Motley Crue was all over me. I could not think anything else. Awesome.
Came home had coffee a toast or two actually three and then STARTED TO UNPACK. Man was I happy to see all the shit here. So not unpacked yet. I will not either till I get up in the morning. Then I will start scanning of the new stuff and the webmaster will have her things to see to. LOL. Well this is it this is now and The Super Bowl runs on TV as I type this live. Do not really care my ride home was Super Bowl enough for me, thank you.
Remember Tuesday 2 new live CDs. And also right now: Motley Crue (Paperback) by Seamus Craic. Price; $ 20.00 & eligible for FREE SUPER SAVER SHIPPING on orders over $25.00 Paperback: 128 pages Publisher: Artnik (July 30, 2006) ISBN: 1905382235
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Fuck yes!!! Get the son of a bitch. Your happy freak Tomboy
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3rd of February
200SIXX, Another One Ended & I Am Skyborn
6.42 PM CET
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It all is bit weird for
me today. Almost feel so good here this time I would have called it
home. The daily thing is knocking on my door again and tomorrow is
another ending of another US visit. And I go 30.000 feet up in the air
again to return to Denmark for a good 3 and a half weeks. I have plans
for the March first to be my next and last trip over here for the most
of this year. So I know it is only a few weeks till that happens but
again I am also out of a job then. My end is near at the restaurant too.
Last day is end February. There for I need to figure this out as fast as
I can. I have been at the Immigrations and gotten a few papers and all.
But still need information to a line of things that can make me go for
the move of moving over here or put that idea fully to rest.
I have had a line of
things in the name of Motley Crue again that have just been awesome this
time here. As you can see from my diary. I have also been in over a line
of things with Corinna about Crue and other things. We need so bad to be
figuring out what to do with the coming things. I have a few things in
the name of Motley Crue that we have got to look into for March. But
returning back home to Denmark would be the single one thing that should
absolutely kill all doubts about what is possible in the coming month.
I know for a fact that
Coinna is not gonna have a lot of time to come over to me. Still not. It
jus t will not happen as I see it. Too much work to do for things to be
dealt with for her. And besides the Crue things are going down over here
so. The band is in Europe in June as suppotrt to The Rolling Stones but
I am not going. You read that right. I am not going. I would rather save
up and come back here for my Nov or December trip to go see the band
then and then see do round two of our Hollywood trip too. Just much more
interesting. IF as stated erlier I have not already moved here. So many
ifs and maybes to that one. Damn I hate it. I would like to get it all
solved. It is kind of a future i need to be building up. So surely I
need to figure out where to do it.
The Sixx clothing
auctions have ended. It was a battle for the ones on there. These things
are not cheap. Sixx auctions off a lot this year too.
So if you did not win any of the 4 this time around. There will be more. No worries. You can not really do em all anyways. So hold your horses and go for the next round. Wont be long I am sure.
Nikki Sixx 58 Workshirt
Autographed $760.00.
Nikki Sixx Counts Kustoms
Workshirt Autographed $801.00
Nikki Sixx Autographed
COS 2005 Vest $1,524.00
Nikki Sixx Autographed
Red White 2005 Vest $1,525.00
CONGRATS TO YOU ALL. I
think it is a little to much for these things.
But what the fuck they
all went and I did not go for it. Good boy T dude.
-There will come a few
things up in the coming week on the site. But maybe it will be a little
while with the things that are brought to Denmark tomorrow since there
is a time difference I needto get back on and there is a job I need to
have going for me. For a few more weeks. So I need to have these things
clearly set. And get back on danish time. But it will get on here.
Posters, shirts, tommy solo, sixx solo, vince solo, picks, this n that,
cds, and more. Always something. I know it seems endless. And it is. It
is my life Not a spare time hobby. Its an attitude. A lifestyle. So no
worries. I will have it up and there is a constant new adding this year
too. Trust me.
I already now expect a good 30 more items that has still not arrived here and there is still a good huge bin that holds things I still can not find room for here to bring home. So that will be next time. I will how ever leave the dispalys and the guitars here. I think I am gonna try to get my Tommy Lee signature model SCHECTER guitar signed by Tommy in March too. That had been shit cool.
I think there will be a
little something on here as I get home again.
But right now this is all
there is till I have solved a few things so it is more of a fact what
WILL actually happen. I am not gonna say anything on here no more about
Corinna and what is going on with us. It is not a thing that no longer
makes its importance on here. We are fine and I thank her once again for
all I have received and shared this time around here.
So this coming Tuesday
at least in the USA the new 2 live CDs are out. The CDs does not have
an offcial European release date yet. But the ones that are curious
about whats on there. It is the same as on the DVD live release that
recently got out. So if you do not want only a audio version of the
DVD stay off of this one. For the rest of us the collectors and
more... This is what the two covers will look like. Thats just
awesome.
Also there is the new
Sixx shirts out now the first 3 are up for orders through swagrox.com.
And Vince has just had his "girls girls girls" DVD out. Plus in the
end you can now also order the 125 minute long TOMMY GOES TO COLLEGE"
DVD. It has a USA release date of April 25th so far. So the
Spring time if you are going on the USA tour or not there are plenty
to choose from. Also this is only the first of a line of new
merchandise thats is licensend and ready for future
releases.....Enjoy!!!
You beautiful host
Crue loyal 4 life!!
Tomster
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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1st of February
200SIXX, Fuck It We Only Live Ones
4.16 AM CET
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I have planned it all in
my scull already. The situation with Corinna is good. And we are on a
better level than ever before. I will come over here again in March. I
will have a lot to do to make that happening but I will do it. mark my
words. Crue tour is up and I will NOT be left out on it. I have kind of
promised myself NOT to go on the Rolling Stones european tour with them
as support act. Save my cash and do the March thing plus come back IF I
HAVE NOT MOVED HERE ALREADY in December to do gigs and do the Corinna
and Tommy second leg of the Hollywood visit!!
There are so many thing I
like to get too.
I will have to see if I
can get this bass added to the collection too. I have no idea how or
anything but I will make it happen some how. TRUST ME. Just a little too
many things to bite into right now. And shit load of deals to close up
too. I think there will be a good fair chance to get this one actually
in a short time. Maybe I should just sell my KISS Gene Simmons axe bass
to my friend that has been wanting it for sucgh a long time? Would break
my heart klind of but then again what the fuck. I used to have this KISS
passion and they are still dear at heart but collecting wise I have to
keep the gained level of not buying no more KISS. Well part from music
when and if there will come any more new from them. Paul Stanley is to
come out with his solo album this month so....
Then up for grabs right
now are also a line of new SIXX worn and owned stuff. Of cause those had
been nice to get my filthy hands on too as well but no it will not
happen not if I should come back here in March. And close all the deals
I have rolling right now. I ahve a good lot of Coffmann shit too on my
hands that I have a d3eal on and that is a one off so if I blow that one
out I will not get these things again. Like Original signed contracts
and shit. 1981-1982. I can not alou myself to miss out on that lot. Can
I? If I screw this one up please someone come to my house and kill me
slowly but surely. So the shirts up for auction I guess they will all
laugh at my face and just kind of go:
TOUGH TOUGH TOUGH TOUGH TOUGH TOUGH TOUGH TOUGH TOUGH
Also up for grabs is the
Harley D. of Sixx's.
This auction is for a
custom Harley Davidson motorcycle from Motley Crue's Nikki Sixx. Nikki
will donate 100% of his profit from the sale of his bike to "Running
Wild in the Night", a fundraising initiative through Covenant House to
help at-risk youth on the streets of California and around the world.
"Running Wild in the Night" will be a creative arts program, with an
emphasis on music, to enable Covenant House to help homeless and
displaced young people discover and nurture their talents. Nikki's
autographed bike is currently on display at Mad Dog Custom Cycles in
Agoura Hills, CA. If you are in the California area, feel free to stop
by and take a look at Nikki's custom ride!
Specs on Nikki's custom
Harley include:
1. 2000 FXR STYLE CUSTOM
FRAME
2. EVO MOTOR 3. 5 SPEED TRANSMISSION
4. BLACK OLD SCHOOL HOT
ROD STYLE FLAME PAINT
5. RC COMPONENT BILLET WHEELS WITH AVON TIRES 6. PERFORMANCE MACHINE CONTROLS 7. DIGITAL SPEEDO 8. OIL COOLER 9. STAINLESS STEEL BRAIDED CABLES 10. HOOKER EXHAUST SYSTEM 11. LOTS OF CHROME 12. LOW MILEAGE
13. FULLY SERVICED BY MAD
DOG CUSTOM CYCLES
14. NIKKI SIXX AUTOGRAPHED GAS TANK
If you have any questions
regarding this bike and are serious about placing a bid, please call
Marty at 818-706-3641. How fucking cool is that? Well I learned years
ago you can not win it all. But you can fucking win a lot. So do not let
ONE or TWO failiures take you down. It is too short a life for all that.
I think seriously life should be lived to the fullest. Buit then agin
all that same ol song and dancde you have heard a gazillion times form
me already. So just enjoy the pictures and weep. God damn it. Sixx you
need to offer me some shit off of public auction houses. These official
ones kills me financially, lol.
On other fronts, it seems
like we still in spite of the webmasters posting on here the other day
have a few problems. There are still shit on the pages of the collection
that can not be seen . And we are aware of the tons of missed out text
to the pictures. No worries the webmaster will have it up and running
again within the next week or so. We do not really have a choice. Things
with the way we are on a roll here now can not afford the situation we
have right now. It will be bettered. Thanks for all your patience.
Everyone. Thanks. Now after that has been said, I say this too to you,
there are a lot of activities here to come in the nxt 3 monthsand we
have again for the new year 200SIXX some ideas and improval freaky
thoughts to try out for the site so it will be a big year for the
MCRUELOYALTY.DK and all the support and espcially to the members of the
GANG OF LOYALTY are highly appreciated. Thanks a lot folks........
To you all, later
brothers and sisters, Your goal set fighting host,
and hopelesly devoted
collector Tommy Lx
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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30th of JANUARY
200SIXX, A Diary In The Name of Glamour
3.17 AM CET
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There has been a line of
days with plenty of great experiences. I am right now here still in
South Carolina. I should have been boarding the plane in New York this
hour. I am not. I have pushed my returning ticket to Thursday. Now
changed again to Saturday. Since the flight company booked me in on an
overbooked flight from Brussles to Copenhagen. All only because I got a
nice suprise from another so and so important couple of people in my
ordinary every day life. And there by could do this. And also of cause
after a brief talk to Corinna about it. She too wnated me to stay. Now
it is therefor a chance for me to stay here with Corinna a few more xtra
days. And I am pleased to say it is great.
I think I will have some
long days here in many ways but it feels good at the same time. I would
like to say thank you to her for her well..everything at this time. I
have a good, good feeling about many things right now. Remember the word
"no" means nothing the word "yes" means everything. Always more not
less. A winner never rests on his laurels. He never sleeps. Again "no"
is created as an excuse by loosers. Winners live of loosers and a winner
failing will never stay low on a strike. He will come back and swing
that bat, going for a homerun. So will I. I refuse to give up and refuse
to hear a "no" and take
that as a final and
ending statement. I go for my goals. I only have one thing I have not
fully won over yet. A dream job.
I on the other hand, is
trying hard to give my heart all the gas it needs to have enough fuel to
keep me going for reaching my goals. I think you have to make a
spreadsheet with numbers and ideas that kind of adds up. You know what I
mean? If you do not do so in my book you will end up going overboard or
have a status of loosing in what ever you intended to do to begin with.
I think life is too short for "no's" I wanna and I try to live a life
filled with as many "yes'es" I can possily find. So do not take no for
an answer. Not if it is a no to a thing that means the world to you.
Enough said we are suposed to all be
fairly intelligant people
of the human spieces. You will figure it out.
I came here to the US
this time on a Motley Crue matter - for the Hollywood walk of fame
thing. I did see it. I am glad. So is Corinna. But as said she can say
or tell her own story. This was the 2,301st Star on the Hollywood Walk
of Fame at 6752 Hollywood Boulevard in front of the Musician's Institute
on Wednesday, January 25, at 11:30 a.m. I like to get a thing or two out
of her in a n interview I will do Wednesday. I also like to tell you all
that what we had planned for the few days we were stayig there was to
get a good look into the Motley history of the Hollywood bad boys. We
had scedualled ourselves with as many things to be seen as possible.
There is nothing I this time wanted to miss. But of cause the time
limits of 3 days there did not give us the time we could or should be in
use of to get to all places. But we did all we could with out feeling
too stressed out. you see pictures were taken in the tons by the good
600 fans that showed up. We were amongst the first 15 as we got there
round maybe 8.30 AM. No pushing no rush no nothing. Chilli morning but
well worth he wait. Corinna that sweet lillte sorry excuse of a hobbit
were cold. So she did a really nice thing for both of us. She went to
McDonalds and got us some breakfast and hot coffee. I loved that cup of
coffee no shit. As said she has been really nice this time around. I
really wish I could say out loud again she is so mine. But this time I
have decided should that happen ever I will not say it to more than a
handful. I just have my reasons.
But as we stood there in
line we saw the staff that was there setting it all up. No shit!! From
scratch till it actually was holding the four men that for the day was
to be the spotlight. It realy is all build together form and out of
nothing. Pretty interesting. When you think uuuhhhh woooowwww it is
Hollywood. Well a lot of the glamour and shit is fake and hype all
together. But when it is happening it looks like a million dollars and
that I guess is what counts when it all is laid out in front of you. And
we the people of cause suck it all up as if t really was a million
dollars worth.
Now standing there
thinking "Tommy you have done Puerto Rico 2005 you have done USA 5 times
2005 you have done all of the european tour 2005 and most of Japan 2005.
You have bought everyhting there has come out with the bands name on it
of official products 2005 you have done a ton of deals and buys and wins
in the name of Motley Crue 2005. You are now here January 200SIXX with a
heart felt wish that is being put together and will hold your heroes up
on that mini build stage in a good 2 and a half hours. What do you say?"
-Well what could I say? Corinna said it best I guess when she said
"Tommy I have never seen you so happy" Maybe she was right, I mean I did
not in a million years think that I could do the trip like just 10 days
before it actually was time to board a plane again for it. So yes of
cause I was happy. I was shit happy!!
A WORLD WITHOUT HEROES IS
NO PLACE TO BE - ITS NO PLACE FOR ME, A WORLD WITHOUT HEROES.
You know what I am
saying? Of cause you do. The band when they actually did come out were
all smiling and very excited. Now they all show things differently. But
I would say Tommy and Vince were maybe the ones that seemed to be most
happy about it. It is just something I think. I do not really have to be
right. And of casue not saying that Sixx and Mars did not even care. But
the two V & T just showed it differently. I know the fans were all very
excited about it all. Fuck dude, they should be honoured it is just a
stone with a mark on it but man it is also a sign of approval by the so
called important people in the damn buisness. And they looked good doing
it. No doubt. I meet a few there that day that really meant a lot to me.
They just do man. People that are fans and long time friends to me in
Hollywood but that I rarely get to meet. Kind of makes me sad. I miss a
lot of them a little too often. SO it felt good of cause it did. The
whole thing was documented very good with photos and video and more. It
just was a cool thing. And more importantly they will never ever get to
do this in their lives again never. So I was there - thank you very much
and good night.
On the stay in Hollywood
we wanted to get to do stuff that at least she had never seen or I maybe
had not seen in a long time. Other stuff never seen yet. So we tried to
set a game plan. Simply cause we did not have too much time on our
hands. It felt weird. But we did it. We actually started out by going to
the north of Hollywood. And then a little further. For what? We wanted
to try to find the place in Pasadena that was the club of where John
Corabi played his last ever gig with Motley Crue. This was 1995. We
never found it. Think it is no longer. We also tried to find the grave
of one Skylar Neil. We did. It was a weird actually a really weird
feeling sitting by her grave. It was just a sad and almost bad feeling.
To think about all that caused Vince Neil so much pain and a lost
balance in his private life was burried right here in the dirt in front
of me. It was a strange feeling that was not of good vibes. It kind of
hurt to be there. I did how ever over come my respect or what ever it
was to video tape and take a few shoots there but then I had to leave.
It was a beautiful place though. Wonderful surroundings. In the
mountains looking over the city of Universal pictures.
But we went back to
Hollywood and got something to eat and then a little cruise in the
streets. A walk round the stores near by and so on. I found myself a
cool jacket - I bought it. It was so awesome I could not believe it.
That one is to be my future rock n roll concert jacket. Period. I love
it. Corinna made a buy of other things, shirts, shirts and what else I
do not even remember. But she had a blast. Earlier on in the day we went
to a place on which I will not mention the name but street was Melrose
and we did it to see if I could go see and say hi and hello to my missed
man in rock London LeGrand of Brides Of Destruction. I was told he was
not there for the day. But to come back in the morning as he would be
there then. The chick promised me to tell him I was coming. That felt so
good. I can not even begin to tell you. Now we had a good few things to
do too outside the Motley world and that was kind of pleasing. To me
anyway. It is always a good mix. Not to go for only one thing and then
stop. Why? Because you will learn to appreciate the thing you actually
go for - if it is long distance - if you have other things to kind of
support the bigger adventure with. If you do not have a clue what I am
trying to say here, well try it out a few times and you too will
hopefully experience some of what I here am saying.
-We tried to cover all
that had to do with the Skylar life. That was located in the area. So we
passed the hospital she constantly was taken to and died in. Which
happens to be the hospital that is wall to wall side by sdide to the
hospital where Vince Neil was born. We were taken a few pictures here
too. But I tell you we got stopped after (thank god) I had some pictures
taken. Before a security guy came up to us threatening with a ticket. It
was fully illigal in the state of California amongst others to take
pictures of official buildings. Due to terror threats. Ask me if that
felt weird. America is no longer a so called free country. That is for
sure. I could not believe it. But sure we stopped and took off. We were
by the way after talking to this guy not handed a ticket. It was really
not a good experience. Not because we got stopped but bad because it
really reminded us why USA is not the easiest place to be in these days.
We did of cause what all
do when they are in Hollywood. Going to and by The Whiskey, The Roxy,
The Rainbow Bar & Grill and the clubs the rock n roll fans know by
heart. And with that said of cause you can kind of say the live stages
were kind of covered venue wise,
part from the Troubadour
and the no longer excisting clubs. We went to see em all took our
pictures were taken and then surely, memories at least in my own guts
were running through me like hell. I thought back to the days when the
band actually were here. The stories I
know from back then and
the books I have read about these places and more. It simply is great
stories. I must say it is a nice trip to take all these places and
buildings if you wanna have a visual thing attached to your read
stories. So I think you can say our trip
round Hollywood was so
extremely cool for at least me. Again you will have to ask Corinna about
her inner thoughts and experiences if you are interested to hear her
version. She is really not a person crazy about sharing words. Still
think she can if she want to.
The single most wanted
thing to see for Corinna was the infamous "Motley House" on Clark
Street. Just next to The Whiskey. I said it wasone thing we would do as
one of the very first things. And it was. Pictures were taken again and
on a video issue I can only say I wish I had shot much more video but I
guess I will somply have to buy a video camera to have here in the USA
at Corinna's place so I will save a carriing of my own one in the
future. Damn it money, money, money always.
Hollywood has most likely
one of the coolest ever record stores. Placed on Sunset Blv. I can tell
you this one thing. I think there are a ton of things you can look for
ofrever and maybe not find. This one place may have it. It is like a
flee market only with music in all aspects. I got to tell you guys it is
heaven for any collector and price wise unbeatable. My god. I also think
I am the single one that was suprisedhere. Cause I have never ever been
in Hollywood and this store not buying anything. I eventually as I
returned the last night bought 2 CDs. But yet that is quiet unheard
off. One LP was not bought why? cant say but I do not think I do have
it. A version of "Shout At The Devil". Before going in on a long story
on that one album not bought, but it felt nice to go there. I love it.
We went to another record shop in Hollywood Tower Records. I think this
place holds an exremely important single memo to me. B.O.D. instore and
release party. Back in 2004. Man how time flies by.My good friend ther
Kevin still works there you who reads this ... if you ever go there say
hi to Kevin from Tommy Lee, Denmark. He will smile and say thanks. He is
really a cool friendly guy. He actually gave us a gift an older "Red
White & Crue" cardboard display. Or actully two of the same. I do not
know what to do with the one of em. Lol..Corinna is hopeing to get it,
so of cause beig the GOOD guy that I am she now experiences what a guy
in Detroit did I give people material. I love ot help out. I amn not a
selfish ego piss ant prick that will scratch with all claws and nails.
No mam. I am absolutely a different kind of guy. maybe that is why the
really important contacts and bonds to people in and around the world
are all kept safe purely because I am like I am. The "I am" way that I
am is the exact same way many do not understand including at times
Corinna Hargrave. I got to say it is thank god a way that perhaps is the
only reason why I am able to keep these contacts and both parts feeling
good about it.
-We never really went out
to eat nicely. Which is one of the things I liked for us to have done.
But then again Corinna is about the most "I doint like this I dont like
that" when it comes to food. My good. It is the weirdest individual I
have ever met on the matter
of food and eating. I
love food. I love various choices. Life is just too short to skip all
the good stuff. I keep saying life is short. I stand by my word. No
matter what the hell you can think of is absolutely included in that
thought. Life is too short. And I like to do much more than I will ever
get around to.
We tried to do more in
the Holly land and it was seriously becoming much more to us than just a
Walk Of Fame thing. It was "yes" the single reason for us even wanting
to go there but so much was added and it just made the trip far more
exciting than a one hour on the Blv. could ever bring us.
Other stuff we drove
round for were recording studios. it was a seriouosly nostalgic ride
round the streets. And there were so many things to see. I think one of
the really cool places to go by not as a building but rather just to be
there was the studio where they
recorded the "Shout At
The Devil" album and parts of the "Theatre Of Pain" album. I could
almost see the guys walk up to the place and the studio sessions going
on. I think I could say in peace that it was a lot of cool and emotional
times in the streets this time around. I also think some if not all in
generel has been too much of a mouthful for her to do this. Not much of
it will stay on her mind as clear pictures. In a short while I am sure
she will have a hard time remembering it all. I suck it all in as non
other I guess. I just do not alou these things to be a quick 15 seconds
experience as it simply means too much for me personally. I love it.
Also one other thing as
the evenings rolled in over us we talked about how to spend the last day
there. What would she and I both like to go see? Well too much to choose
from I personally think. But the old high schools from Tommy and Vince..
were some things we would both like to do. We started to do it round
noon the last day there but there was such a heavy traffic that we on
our way out of Hollywood dropped it and took an exit to take us back to
Hollywood Blv. We had already checked out of the hotel too so the last
hours there were to be in our rented car. And it was okay. We took a
chance on finding out another huge part in the Crue history. The Nikki
Sixx overdose. We got to the hotel where to he was taken and did his own
self checkout. Only in his leather pants. Shot a few and then tried to
find the hotel at where the overdose had taken place. It was right next
to the place we stayed at but the actual hotel was not seen. It could
have changed name or something remember this was 1987 so a good 18 years
has passed by. But it held Robin Crosby of Ratt that lived there and
Slash of Guns N Roses. In short a hell of a street to just drive on with
the story in mind if you are a Motley Crue fan. My god.
I say again there is so
much to do and see for al lthat has the interest of heart in the bands
history. but a lot of the places have either shot down or moved out.
Tons of things will be gone in a good 5 years or so I think. So if you
wanna do your Hollywood Crue history tour I for one advise you to start
saving your money for a ticket out there and do it now. Man I can not
believe so many great places form the erlier years or even form the late
80s and erly 90s are no longer there. Hollywood is not Hollywood as many
think no more. It really is not. It is a dusty souvenier gift shops
orgie with no really cool old school feelings left. Yet I love it. I
want to go back and so do my girl of choice. We will go there at the end
of the year I am rather sure. Still ahve all the missed out things too
to do so, we will hit Holly weird ones more. Hard to leave it was was it
was.
The meet with London
LeGrand of Brides Of Destruction was on the second last day there. We
went in around I would say 5.30 late afternoon local time there and he
was not busy. that was kind of a relief. So he had time for me or us.
Wha did I tell you Corinna what would be the first words out of his
mouth? "Hey man how ya doing, good to see you". Word for word was he
greeted me with. The nicest guy ever. We talked and he told me a few
things. We talked abiout how I was how he was and of cause BOD and
briefly Nikki Sixx and the Walk Of Fame. He surely misses Nikki. But he
did also say he had been thinking about me and how I was. For all that
wonders, B.O.D. is no more. At least not for the moment. It was a bad
bad call wit hall the new people in over the name of B.O.D. to control
their buisness. Fuck man there goes another great act down the drain. He
was really soory for that. Sorry for not having that band active no
more. Me too. Are youucking kidding me. I could easrly seethe
dissapointment in his eyes. He deserves so much more than this here.
London is the ultimate 2006 frontman. I do not care what anybody says.
London my man - here is to ya, YOur rule bitch. God damn it. Thanks as
said before for your forever ongoing kindness.
I love you brother and I
miss you there on the stages rocking my world. Thanks again.
Dont be a stranger man.....
Other guys as said was
seen and it all was a blast for this old fart. (me) I had such a cool
time it was almost not real. Of casue had Corinna not been this nice and
all it had been hell I guess. I miss her ass big time but I lay low and
find a balance with it. I remember when we left Calirnia sitting onboard
the plane we had just happiness in our eyes. What the hell can possibly
be so hard forany of us having a relationship.We are I say it often I
know ... so good together. Now as also said it is sady her call. Like
with everything in my life when I am depending on another person about
things they almost never go my way. Andthat you can take to the bank.
Pisses me off inside. So fustrating. Damn it.
To write absolutely
everything would take up a good double the size of the posting as it is
already. Let me just say that we had a blast and we will return later in
the year. And that is a god damn promise. I will fucking not have it any
other way. Got to hang a bit with Nikkis bass tech too, the latest chick
of GANG OF LOYALTY and many more. If you only knew what this meant to
me. I am thrilled to have gone there and that all just was so god damn
awesome was a treat. The weather was nice all like if it was a dream.
Plus ahh never mind as said I could go on and on about this forever.
Just gotta say this: can not wait to go see Hollywood again late this
year with this girl. I hope so damn much it will be under other bonds
between her and myself butI am not the judge to make that decition,
sadly. Love to you all and Crue 4ever.
From Greer, South
Carolina
Your trippin host
Tommy WTF Lee
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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28th of january
200SIXX, Shit Things Have Changed And Expanded
2.51 AM CET
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How cruel life can be, we
all know it. But these days I am in bloom. I have the days I wanted to
have. I am one lucky fucking son of a bitch. I should and will not
complain. I have the best time in a long time. Have from our extremely
nice togethernes just called the airline about my home ticket for the
morning to come. Changed it and will now stay here till I leave Thursday
instead. Fucking cool. I do not give a shit what any says ....Corinna is
the shit. She is on no better boat than I with all financial bullshit
and more but she is really taking care of me like I was her long haired
cheep dog. (hope she likes those or else I just made the fucking most
stupid remark )
Now I will have a bunch
to tell you all and show you all in the next coming days .. on here in
the diary section. Ones again thanks a billion to Darron in California.
To Kevin to mr nice guy London LeGrand, Nikki Sixx, and today Mr. Eddie
Wedoo of New Jersey. Thanks fro the cool invite dude. I will take you up
on that no sweat.
Now the Ceremony at the
Hollywood Blv. was as stated the other day great. Nice to have witnessed
that too. I think there is a lot to come and be part of but this here
was a damn one of and there is nothing to be givin a fan a better
feeling than the one offs. Say what you want but thats true. And as many
knows I always try to be at most happenings possible. It is fucking not
easy and it just takes more and more of me to do it all. I have already
with fairly epty pockets agreed to come again to the US for the tour and
few shows of mid March so... damn ...!!!! The Hollywood thing was like a
little extra sumthing for the fans to attend. I think there were many
thwat would have loved to do the visit. All members said a few words and
to hear Mick was just great. Tommy started crying and well it was just
all great. No rushed time limits it felt. Good memories to take back hoe
good video good pictures, it is all just awesome. And now the thing is
about to get even bigger. How on earth this thing will give me a chance
to ever get back to normality is so beyond me. There was kind of a
little hope for a far more silence and shit for me in 200SIXX but hell
no not happening, This and 2007 and 2008 will be just as busy as ever
for me. How this collection of mine will end up is a mystery. Things
gets added here all the time.
There was so many hopes
for finding flyers or papers with something in it with the star on the
Boulevard for Crue. But we found nothing. If anyone out there should
have managed to track something down and would help me getting it let me
know.
But then agan we got to
see and do so much more than the star thing. Also got to meet up and say
hi and hello to the new GANG Of LOYALTY member. Angela. Thanks gil
Awesome you would do that. We will meet and talk again. For now.. Be
yourself - fuck ordinary. Too boring for the Crue fan at heart.
Love you all, peace
Tommy "LeGrand" Lee - lol
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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27th of January
200SIXX, Hollywood Heaven YES YES!!!
11.19 PM CET*
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Suck my dick was that
great. The Hollywood trip of Hollywood trips .. almost. My god this was
awesome. Corinna and i went as you all know who follows the diary to the
Walk Of Fame ceremony with motley Crue Wednesday 11.30 local Ca time. I
think I can only talk for myself but Corinna will most liklely agree see
if YOU guys can make her gove her own story of this trip. But it was a
fantastic few days. I am dead sure it was one of the best trips there in
my life so far. We just had the most awesome time and did what we hoped
for or not al lbut some of it and got so good along and all. Lots of
shopping and lots of going round.
So this is only going to
be a kind of teaser thing for the postings in the diary coming the next
few days. Hold on okay. Casue them pictures can back up words so good it
is freaky!! We went many olaces, Hollywood, Los Angeles, Pasadenna,
Burbank, Santa Monica, Malibu, everywhere....and talked and shared and
experinced a lot. met a few people that I have mossed for some time and
not seen in an even longr time. Halleluja!!! Damn my man..
So stay on here 0R just
come back to get the stories and the pictures. Its all good. Lots of
memories for the scrapbook.
I love it. Corina has
been a far cooler person than what I thought possible oops sorry hon,
not easy to compliment a person that prefers to polish a reputation of
being a bitch lol lol lol lol...
Now part form the
sightseeing, shoppings, meeting people and more it was a good seramony
that the band should be kind of proud of. All the members were there.
And the day before the event i had gotten myself some inside information
that did not sound promissing but on the actual day it was thank god -
put to rest and most of it all was just a cool little hour. Awesome.
Glad I went through hell to get it to work for me. Going there was just
a neat thing to add to the book of memories of the fucked
up Hollywood act Motley Crue.
Now as said the thing was
awesome and I am rightfully happy about everything about it and WE WILL
GO AGAIN CORINNA AND I AND HAVE A ROUND TWO. The lost and kissed out
issues will go down next time... Be ready be excited and leave us your
comments to the coming thing!!
Your Hollywood hore
may London be the next
city mayor
REVOLUTION!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks again for your
never ending kindness my man, London LeGrand
Peace / Mr. Asshole
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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23rd of January
200SIXX, Welcome To United Bluff - Jesus!!!!!
12.23 AM CET
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Kiss my mother fucking
ass what a side show the trip over has been. Not for the weak. My god
(no longer believe in that dick). He made my life a fucking hell. I can
tell you the whole story if you like:
I strongly advise you to
get your coffee or something. This is for the few hat have no other
plans for a good half an hour. Or well we will see. Damn some trip man.
Are you ready? Are you fucking ready? Well are you? I guess I have about
the best evening I have had in a long time. I had not much hope for
getting the chance to do what I now am in the middle of. GOING TO THE
STATES AGAIN. Fuck I was here 2 weeks ago. C mon lads. It is not a
fucking multy millianaire you are sitting with here. So how was this
possible? Well the only explenasion is that I sold out of the last
goodies I had from my past KISS life. As most of you know I collected
KISS for decades and sold 90% of all round 2002!! So I got lucky found a
dude that wanted some personal belongings form the past and I booked
myslef a ticket to this freaky trip of mine. I actually no matter if I
had had the money or not had told Corinna that I was not fully sure I
would go if she would not join me. This was one thing we had talked
about a bit we wanted to do together. And the time for the WALK OF FAME
is now. Wednesday. On Thursday it is too late never ever too return in
life no matter how old we all are gonna get.
So really what is the
chance for one of Motley Crue biggest and serious collectors and fans
for NOT joining in and watch the seremony? I would say rather slim when
it comes down to it So I started a fast thinking process and sold the
last things I have part form Kiss awards but they too now are considered
gone. All going to be traded in for Motley awards and thats final. Then
a few guitars are left and then not much else. 23 years of KISS is then
only a memory. But then again that is so okay with me. As you all know.
It is first and foremost about being loyal to myself and then the rest
in all my doings. So if I sell KISS it is beause it is quite alright in
my heart for doing so.
Paul Stanley is about to
join Motley next month on tour here in the states with Aeosmith. Fuck me
I wanna go. Corinna and I have talked about me coming over again in late
March. How that will be even possile in thoughts is so beyond me. BUT I
wanna talk to her about it anyway on the flight out from here to Holly
weird tomorrow. It will be nice. She is such a cool and nice person
these days. I got a feeling she have actually been really excited about
me comeing out here again. There (sadly) is nothing in this world I
would not do for her. Love or no love. Together for now or not. Fuck it.
I really want her. My other love (is that the right word) can not find
peace and get the shit together so I bet on my horse in the USA. Of
cause I will not get Corinna back. I simply do not believe it. But if I
have to give her all the time in my life so be it. Tough.....I know what
I go for I know what I try and why I try things out. It is heart felt.
I lay things down to people and then it is up to them to get their asses
off and let me know how the world is spinning.
Now the evening before I
was about to leave I could not really find rest. I missed USA. I missed
Corinna and I was excited about seeing the band again. I was fucking
thrilled I even had made it possible for this to happen for me. 10 days
erlier I did not fully believe it. SO guess how I feel sitting here in
South Carolina USA and write this posting?!! And I said 2005 was an
awesome year for me? Look how the new one is starting!! I love it. Well
dont get too excited now T boy things can go wrong so fast. Yeahhhh dude
tell me all about it. That brings me back to the actual trip over.
Now I was so about to get
mad as I had not been able to fall asleep. So I got up one final time
before I actually did find rest. This was not meant to be. For me to get
up but I did. And my friends in Sweden Mattias and his girl had send me
a messege asking me to check the website of the local airport that was
to be my first stop in the morning at 5 AM local time in Denmark. It
said FLIGHT CANCELLED. Now I can tell you all that we in Denmark and
most of Scandinavia have had tons of ice snowfalls and shit. It has all
caused trouble like MAJOR TROUBLE in all airports and tons and tons of
cancelled flights. Well What now I thought? Well I could do nothing but
try to call the airport. So I did. I was told it was correct flight
cancelled so I would be givin a number to call the airline or get info
on further actions. I did - and that kind of ended with a Tommy you have
been booked for a better conncetion.
Now my orginal one was:
Aarhus / Copenhangen from
06.40am
Copenhagen / Amsterdam Amsterdam / New York and then to Greenville, S.C.
This new one would be :
Aarhus / Copenhagen from
10.35 AM
Copenhagen / New York New York / Greenville, S.C.
No shit this was a dream
and for the same money. So why had I not booked this one myself to begin
with then? Well one reason only it was about 200 dollars more expensive.
And with all the shit I have going I have found major good scills to sit
and wait in different airports to save the extra money!! Are you kidding
me? Well never the less I now had a longer sleep or at least a chance
for one. So I smiled said thank you and went to bed. Of cause after
having called Corinna with the info first so she too knew what was going
on.
As excited as I was I got
up long before the alarm clock was ringing. Made myself the coffee I
wanted toast and took my shower. A long one longer than normal not
because I wanted it to be but becasue time flew off as I stood there
thinking. Tommy you lucky son of a bitch. You have not only the trip
itself and the walk of fame to look forward to. It is so much more than
this. You get things in hand and will meet people that ... ohhh god the
list is long. And you will do the long sort after interview with Corinna
and more. It is truely going to be an amazing thing. And as I started of
by saying. To do this with Corinna now the way she is and all fuck man,
nothing could be better. Except if she was mine. I so wanna touch her
and so wanna ..... well fantacy can be good sometimes. So I leave it
all up to you. But I was / am honest here. It has a big impact in my
life and my Crue shit so... have to fit it in here somewhere.....
I got up and we got to
the airport. So we sat there had a cup of coffee and waited. Then all of
a sudden the days greatness started. "We have a messenge to the people
travelling to Copenhagen at 10.35. The plain has been delayed. New time
is scedualled to be 12.00 noon. Awesome already here would I be missing
my flight to New York. So what the fuck stay calm smile and enjoy life
right? Right. I was so thinking this is not good what the hell do i do?
Unless the New York departure as every other plain seems to be delayed
so can this. The time went by slowly and I think the only thing that
actually held my head up high was the fact it would happen I would go
and I would have this dream covered too and I would be with Corinna.
Fuck it. Be delayed. I am fine with it. We boarded and got to Copenhagen
my mind was spinnning in excitement but also in wonder of what the hell
would happen from Copenhagen and on?
We got there and there
was no longer a New York flight ot catch to make that part of the story
shor. SO I went to the front desk of SAS airlines and asked them what
the fuck could I do? How could I make sure I would get onboard that
plain to Greenville form New York? Well in short I could not make sure
of that. Cause there would due to weather conditions not be any other
flights from Copenhagen to New York that day. So they could offer me
another rute. Going : Copenhagen to Chicago to Greenville. My god well
okay but I refuse to pay extra for things like this. "Sure no problem we
take care of that, shall we book it?" "You will have a good 1 hour and
40 minutes in Chicago to make the domestic connecting flight there." I
said "no no no no no no that is not gonna happen." The lady said "sure
it will evertything is booked in the computer to fit perfectly." I
asked her who made these rutes. Cause not a traveelling person has that
is for dead sure. It is not possible to catch that flight going through
costumes and all.You need a good 3 hours if you should be absolutely
dead sure. well I took the offer and hoped for the best. I got to the
gate of the Chicago flight and BOOM!! a new messege was heard " to the
travelling to Chicago. We have a delay of 30 minutes" Nice Now I was
pretty sure to get stranded in Chicago. I called Corinna and said look
baby I do not think I will see you today after all, gave the story so
far and then said I would call her in Chicago after I found out more.
So after this I went ot
look for more Jack Daniels for her .Yes she sort of collects that too. I
know I know it can not be full hearted doing two things but some people
are happy with that. So fuck it. I want to help her on that getting jack
Daniels. Actually I have bought and gotten her gifts that I brought too
this time. At wrting point we have not had time yet to hand her the
stuff and for me to get a reaction. But I will Just wait a while. There
was only one bottle a 1 Liter one but does she have that or not? I
could not tell so I decided to wait and just see when I get there and
then buy it for her on my way home IF she wants it.
Long, long, long flight
to Chicago but I saw movies and I ate and I felt rather good. I could
not be stopped. I was in good faith only tired. Why the good mood with
all the shit going on? Again becasue this trip and the togetherness with
this special person made it all worth while. I can not say anything else
to it. Some may say my excitement was abit anoying. The buisnessman in
suit and tie and the whole lot had enough and asked for another seat at
one point. So fuck it. I was ignored for a good half a hour by the staff
but I got carried to my destination and I was happy. Fuck what ever was
added or taken from that. In all honesty the single thing that would
probably kill me and the excitement would be if me and Corinna ended up
in a fight or something. But you know what people? Not happening. Cause
I will not alou it. Another thing is I had all of a sudden that extra
space next to me. Cute Mr. Buiss. Saw "Proof" and some other movie
onboard. The first one was actually really good. Heard some music on the
load of channels to choose from and I think as I always do when I go to
the states I hear one or two new songs that I then wanna get and there
by they will kind of represent that particulour one USA visit. I like
that idea. It has been like that since 1993 for me.
We landed in Chicago I
felt a wide smile coming on my face. I was okay with ending up in
Chicago for the night and I felt I could be anywhere in any conditions
and it would be ... .
F - I - N - E!!!
As we got off in Chicago
I did not have a fucking clue what to do or where to go. All I really
wanted was to move. My legs were killing me from all the sitting and the
delays and shit. I wanted to call Corinna a few times but I did not do
that!! I was kind of a good boy. LOL!!! Anyway I think I should be happy
for all no matter what. So I was. Did not think too much about it
.Followed the flow and ended up asking what to do and where to go. We
that is a bunch of us that due to delays would be forced to spend the
night in Chicago were packed in a buss and taken to a hotel a little
outside the airport. I was standing back in line actually second last
which ended up being a good thing. All were told they would be picked up
at 08.00 the next morning no matter their departure time from Chicago to
any destination if they wanted a free ride back to the airport. Except
the last three. The hotel did not have any more free rooms. So we drove
back to the airport parked outside HILTON hotel and were booked there
for the night. FULL LUXURY!!! No missed out needs or anything . Hell I
got to get a message and a long bath. All I could drink but missed my
meal. So what. I had a blast still Missed being somewhere else but that
was to come. I still felt fine. had never really stayed like this in
Chicago before so I sucked it in like nothing else. Emptied the room for
all Hilton pens and paper and bathroom articls like I always do. Damn it
has gotten to be so much I hardly have room for it back home lol lol
lol.
I was told my next
morning flight out from Chciago would be the 08.30 AM flight a direct
one to Greenville / spartanburg airport. The final destination ... for a
start.
I was still excited took
a shower tugged in turned on the TV saw a bit and then heyyy tried to
get some sleep. Well it was a successful try. But the ordered morning
call at 06.30 did not happen I called down and dropped the request at
05.10 AM. I was awake already excited again. It was kind of bizarre
since I had at this point not really gotten too much sleep. I could not
help it. For ones I did not have a worrying headacke either. Thank god.
I always have. I guess the satisfaction in having a ticket over here
alone was a blast for me this time. And maybe because I just was here 2
weeks ago? It is still ureal to me. So much money for so fairly little.
Walking round the hotel
with the world sleeping I felt like a king. I was so lucky. My American
girl was fine my friends back home were fine I had talked to the
important people in my life before take off I had a lot of Crue things
set in gear and some were to be dealt with here now as I was here. I
could not believe it amazing. No more than that .. stunning!!! I felt
ready in an od way so I retuned to my room fifth floor room 5010 took a
shower again and went to the lobby checked out. I decided to walk with
all I had of luggage and just go to the airport. Try to figure out where
my 08.30 flight was going to be. What gate and all. I checked in my one
suitcase grabbed my backpack and one plasic bag and took off towards
security check. Fuck me was I about to get looked at. As we stood in
line one came and asked of my passport I showed her and she said follow
me. I felt like she had handpicked me for a criminal or something very
stricht.
Now take off your shoes
and jacket I had already doen so. have been in the US too many times not
to know the procedure. My god.
She then asked me tons of
questions as a nother guy started to open my backpack. He said look you
are carrying too much liquier here. What are you gonna do? Where are you
going and what are your purpose there? Damn man eat me alive will you?
Well I tried to be nice answer his and her questions and all I did not
fully understand I asked in too. But then I was told not to rude or
bring on an attitude. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!! I have been the fucking only
calm kid in the line as far I could tell. So go bite some other ones
ass. Please.
Now to make these 20
minutes in secutity check short in writing I was asked to get a body
search twice and strip down ones on top of that. They found not a pin on
me so I was let go. I have no absolutely no idea why this was brought
up. I even got to go with my bottles I had for Corinna.
My god. What the fuck were their problems today. Jesssuuusss / welcome to United Bluff. I mean States. Holy cow. Passed the security checkpoint and tried to figure out where F2 was supose to be at. Cause that was my gate. F2. I located it and had a good 90 minutes. No wait holy fuck this too had just gotten delayed. WHAT!!! Well another call to Corinna was needed. I would now get to Greenville round 12.02 I decided to call her in a good half hour. I too a tea and got myself something to drink. 20 minutes later a message call was in order it seemed. Ladies and gents we have gather here to day into this thing called life .. uuuhhh wrong tune brother.... We have a message to all passengers that travels towards Greenville. The plane will deaprt but now from Gate F2b and at 9.45. That meant a new arrival time in S.C. at 12.45 I caleld Corinna again and told her. This time I felt like this could not get rescedualled again. For fuck sake this was my last flight out so far anyway.. .for god sake take me there and do it yesterday please. Time came and we boarded. Finally - it worked I was on my way. 2 hours and 10 minutes flight time and I ones again stood in the airport of So many memories and thoughts. Called again Corinna told her the impossible news. I was here. She was at work would try to get off early and pick me up before she again had to go for her other work at the hospital for the evening. It was all good with me. I claimed my bags and all was fine sat down rested a good 25 minutes then went outside and waited. Wanted fresh air, she came a good 45 minutes after that. Nice to see her kind of rushed out but still nice to see her. Threw everything in the trunk and headed to her place. The place I love so much. Fuck I wanna live there. She took off again and I started looking in on my stuff. Unpacked and repacked for the Hollywood thing tomo row and have since then had a few calls from Corinna from work. A little detail I really like not to say love it sounds so girly doesnt it? I may not have the biggest dick in town but I am still a boy. I like to think of the times to come. I am right now right here as I type this line so extremely tired. I want to see if I can stay up now as it is 9.22 PM local time S.C. but she will not be here til round quarter past midnight or something. Then we have to get up round 4 or 4.20 am CAUSE WE HAVE A VERY ERLY MORNING FLIGHT OUT. Shit how will I make it with what I have doe till now. I need to rest. Tommy get a grib no rest for the wicked boy.
I will do the last bit of
whats needed and then go lay down I think. I need a good hour or so
before she comes and then try to get rest. I so want to give her the
presents I brought for her but in all honesty I do not think I will have
the best chosen time tonight. WE BOTH need the most rest possible.
Shit.....
Thats the exciting trip
so far. It will get to be a killer. Do not think anything else. My god.
It will be amazing.
I only have a little
doubt about when I will actuially have time to do the interview and for
Corinna to do her speak for the radio I so have been in need of too long
already. Damn.
And we need to get paypal
payments on their way to the sellers so we do not get any problems.
I am as beat as a hung
cat. So pardon me but I have to end here for the day.
I am really not doing too
well when the shit goes down the next couple of days if I do not get
rest...
So from the sunny
southern states of US - the circus has begun, sit tight hang on cause
the next couple of days is gonna be a rollercoaster ride you will not
believe.
Your wipped and wicked
host
Mutha Fucking Lee
Mcrueloyalty.dk
******************************************************** 21st of January 200SIXX, As I Normally Do I Will Again 1.23 PM CET ********************************************************
What? What the fuck
am I talking about, right? Well, what I am saying with a headline like
that is that when ever I go somewhere I always leave you a ll with a few
final words right? So I will again. I am about 16 hours away from
leaving my home for the god knows what number of trip to USA again. It
is Corinna time. It is Crue time. It is almost like an “I am coming home
time”. Fuck all the money I could have saved had I lived there already!
It is something I do not even want to think about. Hell it is a mountain
of money. Only in transportation. Okay enough wining.
I will land at
Corinna’s place round 9 or 10 jeezz at this time I cannot even remember
but their local time anyway. We have talked a bit lately and I thin k I
can safely say this; we are perfect for each other to do this. It is a
hard and jam packed little visit to the city of dreams, Hollywood that
is, but we will have a blast, as long as I can get rid of my headaches.
I have it all the time. Maybe I should see a doctor when I get back,
could be a health thing. Fucking never know.
I say again I am
really not making any moves on her but I want her again. And I have done
a good job for all of you that could be wondering of what the fuck will
happen with that little thing. Well I think it is not my choice. I love
her and I want her but I seem to have found a fairly okay balance to
work with for myself to get through this. The hard part is the stay off
of her all the time.
Motley items are on
a continued adding to the sections on here as I am gone. The webmaster
is the one that deals with that. And I only hope that we will have all
remade and added to this site in the next week or so. It would be best
for the site as such. But it is coming, just have patience. Sorry that
word is not legal in the IT world I know. We want things NOW and we them
to WORK NOW and we do not see ourselves willing to sit for 2 point 2
seconds for an information to pup up on the screen in the computer
world. Well all my sweet and loyal babies you simply have to. The site
here has so many pictures and more in short it is getting so big now
that we can only say it has to take ti me. And low and behold it is so
far, far, far from complete. I will always add on here. And when I get
back from the USA I will again have a FULL suitcase or two with shit to
get on here.
What
can I say more right now? Hmmm, I guess not much. For all of you that
will not get to the Walk Of Fame next Wednesday well I guess the next
thing part from all the goodies to get added here will be the
Carnival Of Sins, the live-concert 2-DVD set documenting last year's
infamous top-grossing reunion tour is now available. The live companion
CD to the DVD "Carnival Of Sins Live", Volume I&II will be in stores
February 7. Additionally, a special pay-per-view broadcast of "Carnival
Of Sins Live" will premiere March 24th at 10:00pm EST/7:00 pm PST on
Events In-Demand Pay-Per-View. So watch out for that one!!
I am
off from here the next time you will hear from me will be from the US. I
hope it will all go as great as I expect it to. I know there are a line
of things that will be filled with excitement so……
Your (still) screwed up host
Lee
******************************************************* 10.23 PM CET ******************************************************* It is a damn good time of the week. I for being a half Norwegian have finally gotten snow around here. Hang on there is a chance for documentary damn it....hang on I will take a few pictures just fast!! …………….Okay a few from the normally sunny summer like backyard and the now totally covered fire place. Grilled snowball anyone?
I am sitting here too now adding shit on the site like crazy. The webmaster and myself have had PLENTY of bad luck and messy doings on there lately. Can not figure what the hell seem to be the thorn in our sides. Fuck!!!
How ever it is winter like W – I – N – T – E – R here now and Mr. Looney here is having a ball. I can not think straight about the fact that in 6 days I am in Hollywood – sunny and shit when I finally and today sit here with SNOW as if it was never ending. So I have to also be a bit careful with the weather changes or I will get sick in the next few weeks. But so far I love it.
Look the
website here is about to get bigger. And it will continue over the next
good handful of weeks as said. What ever you think could be interesting to
enlarge (nasty) of any section on here most likely will have its adding. I
plan on doing so much over in the states in the little week I am there and
as said earlier on here too I will bring home a lot of more new stuff.
What?
I
would appreciate if you all would do me like a huge favour and email the
webmaster if you have any trouble with shit on here.
I have packed my shit and I have packed all the needed so Holly weird I am ready for ya. Now give me that huge mutha kick in the ass … I beg of you!!!
What
else? Well tons. But I would never get done so let me rap it up by saying
two things:
That’s it and that’s that ….. Your 4ever hopeless loyalty The T bird!!!
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5.06 PM CET The idiot he is - he is now growing cruel in a bad way and his next move is to try to milk mum for the most he can.
I will
dedicate my time except the trip to US in a little less than a week to
help her and support her like my brother and sister does too the best way
possible. That is the short version of it.
The excellent news is that an exclusive extreme ONE OF A KIND thing from the latest Crue show and tour is going to be mine. As of now I can not say what it is or what the price is or will be. Simply because this item is REALLY NOT FOR SALE!!! What? What did you say? Not for sale? Yes folks that were my word. Not for sale. It really should not be a thing that for just an ordinary guy like myself to even get offered. It is neat. Only second to the best… okay I hear ya, if I can not say more you do not fully get what it is so I will just shut up. But now you know. I am happy. Well part from the financial mess I am getting myself into here. It is a damn tough year or two this is going to be. But… to hell with the consequences!!! I live and love what I do. And only one person can make me change my life. And you all know who that one person is. So…..I rest my case.
Now give me that – HELL YEAH!!! Fuck yes!!
I will have a lot of money going out the door this year. But the collection with the things I am in deals with right now makes my Motley Crue collection go up with I would say about 15.000 US $ alone. And after the things and deals have been closed and shit has landed in my house, well watch me!! I am pretty sure the getting, buying and shopping only continue!!
I am really excited about the coming Sunday. Corinna and I are good together in spite of what the fuck she says. LOL!!! No seriously we can be even better and the Hollywood thing next week will prove my words. I will make sure she gets the ride of her life. I will be hugely disappointed if she tells me otherwise. Her passion too for the Crue will come to the fullest if we speak Crue history here. No one will ever give or take her on the ride she is about to get. And that is a promise.
There are a good 39 minutes from now till the Nikki Sixx worn and promo shoot use will end on Ebay. Kind of a hard one to swallow. Tight now just for the fucking fun of it I bid. With out common sense and was outbid. $2475.00 – damn!! What is this dude willing to pay? I seem to be in a no win situation on this one, can I say FUCK, SHIT, DAMN IT? Well I just did!!! This will NOT go to this address. I can not do it.
PS: The
webmaster has promised to get down and busy till the fucking few problems
are eliminated!! So I have to go back on my word to you all, it will not
ALL be added on here in time for the coming Saturday. But it will come on
here slowly but surely. And the wait is worth it, promise. Your fucked up
little Crue freak!!
EXTRA*******EXTRA**********EXTRA********EXTRA
I fucking know alright!!
No comments. No answers to the questions coming!! The jacket ended. And
it fucking awesome. Had to call the one and only Corinna to help her
make me shut the computer down with only 12 minutes to go on this one.
Of cause I could not do that either. FUCK!!!
Well it ended and I did
try my luck!! I can only say SHIT!!! to the fact I did not get it. On
the other hand .... THANK GOD!! Cause now I do have the chance to get
that xtra special something I was posting about up above and a line of
the smaller things!!
If you know my Ebay ID or
can guess you do not have to the the smartest to figure out who I am.
Damn.....This was the last few minutes of that one auction!!
************************************************* 7.56 AM CET
************************************************* I mean look at the boxes in these pictures alone. And that too is not all!! And let me tell you these boxes a big bad ass boxes too.
Have
patience and check in on here every now and then. I know there will be a
line of cool things to see. Almost every section will have a added
something, Personal, Posters, This N That, Awards, Shirts, 8x10s, Nikki
solo, Tommy solo, Vince solo, CD`s, Vinyls, Books, Magazine covers,
Articles, everything!! There is a whole new kind of small collection to
be added lol lol lol!!!
Your financially lost host Tommy (where did you go B.O.D.) Lee
********************************************************** 3.00 PM CET **********************************************************
It has
been a time with worry concern and brain pressure like I can not even
begin to tell you all about. Now just ONE of the things that were biting
my ass actually two have been finding its solutions. Nice. First off the
Walk Of Fame in Holly weird. It will happen. I am there already. All is
in place. All expences have been taken care of and is a-okay!! That
gives me a huge satisfaction.
In
case some wonder. And there have been a few that have emailed me about
it:
Now the latest news seems to be worth spreading. I refuse to have a Crue news section also in 200SIXX since there are plenty of news boards on the net about them. This is not what the site is meant to be. As said in 2005. Damn I have so many things to things to TRY to cover in the next year. Even though the boys will not be touring much there are a ton of happenings to ht my face. A brand new line of merchandise to come. Part from the new tour merchandise. So heyyy help me!! Damn I will be so not having a life out side this again for a serious long time. Did someone say dedication?
1. Tommy is doing another reality serie on TV soon. 2. Tommy college DVD official release is the 25th of April 3. Crue paperback book coming out (if no delay) June 30th + the book of John Corabi biography 4. Action figure set nr 2 plus the “Music To Crash Your Car To pt 3” so far set for a late Sep / Oct release 5. Sixx clothing line to come this summer and Tommy clothin line too 6. Latest tour coming in a few weeks: With Aerosmith and Paul Stanley solo. 7. Vince solo album 8. Sixx and Corabi books in the summer 9. New live CD in March
Want more?? Hell save your breath and come back on here. I will be covering most of it with a personal view on the lot. Now we will talk again, The site as you can see in “Kickstrat My Heart” the guestbook section should again be up and running. A total remaking of every page on the entire site is being done. Webmaster just as busy as I but we have to. It is all worth it to have the coolest and biggest Crue site for ya all. Come back again!!
The retarted
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Looks
like there could be shit happening on the day of the Crue star walk of
fame?
Do not know if it even matters to you out there but there are some cool things going to happen later on in the year MAYBE. The boys themselves seem to have ideas thrown around. And the new 2006 Sixx clothing line and the Tommy Clothing line and the soon to come live album and the recording of the DIRT movie in February and the Vince solo album and the Sixx book and the Corabi biography and the … shall I go on? Shit. There are tons of things happening. All in the making. Do not know how the hell I can or will get through it all. But I have to. And grabbing most of what I can while travelling 200SIXX. So ……
Ohh yeah the 1989 bass used on tour and now fully signed is ending today / tomorrow depending on where you live:
The The Sixx owned HOLLYWOOD FRAMUS guitar is ending too
Next week has the extremely known and sort after jacket from the promo shots 2005 ending too.
What will these hands of mine get to touch of it? Most likely nothing. How ever the stuff is shit cool. End of story. I have so many things in store through out the year, I always knows what I am gonna be doing in this music world about a year ahead. Sometimes that is kind of neat other times … well no!! But that seems to be the case too for 200sixx. I rest my case for the day!!!
Your financially troubled host!!! Tommy
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11th of January
2005, Sorry Bout The Delay, Enjoy
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Sorry guys, It has been turbulence in many ways. Here are the promised pvt recordings of the New Years show. well a few features anyways. Hope you enjoy em. They are awesome. Good view too. Not fining it better. http://www.kitchweb.com/corinna%20movies/ Next stop - the scanning of the tons of home brought stuff and addings to the site.Stick round. Tons to come over the next 2 months. Peace (of your actions??)
The retarted
***************************************** ***************10th of January 2005, Next In Line And Still Searching 7. 13 PM CET ******************************************************** On this the first Tuesday in my life in Denmark 2006 I have gotten a few things set in place again. There have been talked and now it seems to happen. Motley’s Europe tour 2006 will be some support jobs to Rolling Stones on their June tour of the year. It is not the best of news as the tickets for that has more or less totally sold out through Europe. So I have done another thing. I have today made sure that I will be attending the Hollywood walk of fame thing on January 25th as the band gets their star in concrete on Hollywood Blv. I am going to do a lot it seems with the one I miss in my life – Corinna Hargrave. She is on this too joining me.
I can not even begin to
explain the things I have to swallow and keep within me. It is emotional
and a good heartbreak. I can not say more than that. It would be kind of
pointless. I just feel really bad. But things are tried be giving the
focus it needs and deserves. I am so hopeful to get over this sooner
than later. I will always hold her in my heart though. I hope she one
day will and can notice this. But for now I seriously need to get the
shit together and get things in order for a good and fast starting 2006.
This is not good for me. One of my Ebay “enemies” has been really nice
and supportive to me after things have been put up for grabs on the
motley.com site. I thank not only that person but all that have been
giving me the lecture of things to stay with this and to stay with the
stuff I have going. No person could or should change that. Well this is
what happens I guess when you meet someone that is stealing your heart.
You go out of it. You go blind. Or what ever it is. I am now on my way to Holly weird in a few weeks and I will then have a long rest for more travelling in this, the year of 200SIXX. But it feels okay. I have a lot of things coming still many actually too many deals in the works and I have some really hard needs for a “backing off” from it all for some time. Yeah well of cause that most likely will not happen either.
Motley Crue is set to come by us here in Europe and as said earlier in postings here in my diary last year things can so easy change. Especially with this band. And it seems to have done so without being fully sure. The band comes in June as a support act to Rolling stones instead of own tour. Nice to know, now all the Stones shows have been sold out like forever. Really nice.
I am still scanning like hell to get all the new things brought home from USA online. It is only about 30 % of it all I guess but there are maybe a good 150 items here if you count everything a single piece. SO there will be lots of shit to look at shortly. The webmaster is being tested hugely these days. Something is totally fucked with her computer. Maybe it is time soon to only have an extra or get an extra computer for this site here only. It is growing like I do not know what.
Well that is the latest from here and I will not have the date or anything for promises to get this all added to the site. Just check in on it every now and then.
I still am trying to find myself after the HUGE trip I just returned form and I am still trying to let things sink in. The new year show the Presley thing in short everything. There have been so much and all the thoughts and pain is wearing me out big time.
One final thing though. Sixx has ones again done things to chock me. Another item is up for grabs. The jacket greenish like he wore in the photo shoot of the reunion session number one. In front of the American flag. We all know it. Fuck I would like to have that one. But…..
Your impossible no hope in hell for bettering Lee
******************************************** ***************9th of January 2005, Now What - L.M Presley And A Crue 10.52 PM CET **********************************************************
I sat on the 6th of January with the most important girl in my life right now Corinna by my side in a car in MemphisTennessee A Thursday morning. And my biggest musical dream was about to happen.
On Wednesday we had a visit to the jack Daniels Distillery of Tennessee, a long dream for her to see. I was getting a little lighter on the whiskey that I guess rules the world. But my day was this Memphis the dream of getting to see Graceland. Elvis Presley had been the single one dude that has giving me this huge interest in music. And been in around Motley, KISS, Marilyn Manson AC/DC, W.A.S.P. and others I simply never let go of Mr. Rock N Roll – E. Presley. The tour I chose of three was the big package and it was a good $55.00 for the day. Fuck it. I wanted it and I wanted it bad. I was moved to tears just thinking about it. Again I am all about heart felt things and doings. Fuck the tomorrow I live for today! I need someone like Corinna in my life to hold me on a leash if I should not kill myself in active attractions and bankrupts.
Here I was Crue was running through my mind. And I was thinking I have been blessed with many dreams in my 39 years already fulfilled. It felt amazing. I have been lucky in my life in many ways. But the costs have been plenty. At times more than I care to think about. Very extreme. Now Presley was the man I wanted to see but never will. I could now on this day visit his house, his airplanes his cars, his backyard his grave. Everything was so unreal to me. I was here.
It was not really real for me. Man I felt so out in space. Corinna could partly understand this with me. She never was an Elvis fan or any way near it. I was and have been for my entire life. Not a collector but a fan. I would never had gotten such massive interest in music no matter what band we talk about here if was not for that one man.
Fuck I felt it all.
The tour round the house
was so strange. The smell of old.
It was a few special days
that were shared together away from South Carolina and away from all
daily things. We both had a blast. I hope.
The Graceland tour was
ending at the grave of the family.
A few snapshots and I and she were on our way out. I wanted my ONE thing. One memorabilia. Got it. A book; By Lisa Marie Presley “Elvis Presley Graceland.” Neat book I think. No regrets. Only thank you thank you thank you…….. On to Memphis downtown a quick trip to Sun Studios getting a 50 minute tour and shots. Awesome ….. Highly recommended for all true rock n roll history lovers. Serious cool.
Our way home to South Carolina and my last day of the USA trip for this time was having a good 20 more hours left. So we had no time to get lost or do other stunts. Just head home. Corinna is the most excellent driver I have ever been in a car with so it was a smooth ride.
I guess all in all I was torn leaving a girl behind I care for this much. Missed so much all her touches and her kisses. It was a generally great USA visit again but with a broken heart. But I got things told to her that I guess she now has a better understanding for when it comes to me. At least I hope so.
Now it is back to reality. Back to every day life for a good two weeks then I go again. To her. To go together to Hollywood. For the Motley boys to be getting their walk of fame, sidewalk glitter star in the concrete. That is a one of day in their history no matter when it ends. So sure have to go. Come hell or high water. So As I now sit here scanning in the first lot of MANY of the home brought items to go on the site I try to get real again. Finding myself and let the last just ended trip sink in. It was a special trip in so many, many, many ways. Feel sad for people not having my adventures – to feel fully alive. Your Dane with an American touch of heart Lee
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Wednesday 4th of
January 2005, Burned The Old Plans For The New
7.27 Am CET
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We got to our gate which
was C37.
About to board the
smallest plane I have ever boarded. 19 seats in total. Arriving at
the gate we had like a good 90 minutes to kill. Corinna got a good
rest took a nap. I was out for a few minutes here and there too. We
boarded and did not do much else but sleep the good hour and a half
it took to get us to Greenville South Carolina again. Home sweet
home.
After we had gone to bed
that morning at the Marriot we briefly talked about the morning
scedual. I was sitting with a gazillion things in my head and the
last thing I truely thought about was meeting the band. I had all
these things rolling in my head. This was supossed to have
How can anyone as a fan
wish for a bigger and better ending than we
had in Detroit?
Well it could have been
far more actually, the non excisting drive if you will on the 1st, the
mess, shit for luck and the long waitings back in S.C. ont the 2nd and
yesterday a new box of thoughts got opend and is hanging over the fire
for a decision to be made in the next few days and that alone will close
the next half a year for me and another in the universe of the Crue. Let
me lay it all out to you all. Sit back get your jack D, your coffee soft
drink or what the hell is pleasing you. Ready? Here we go then....
After we had gone to bed
that morning at the Marriot we briefly talked about the morning scedual.
I was sitting with a gazillion things in my head and the last thing I
truely thought about was meeting the band. I had all these things
rolling in my head. This was supossed to have been the new years with my
girlfriend and I wanted to do all kinds of things with and for her this
evening. It was a thing that had been planned very carefully from way
back.
And now as I watched the
clock go I just felt every tik tak on the clock was ripping the wanted
evening one more second away from me. It was extremely hard to deal
with. I could not just not think about it. It was my heart felt thing
here that got crushed.
I know Corinna does not
see things this way. She does not think about my pain and my "miss her
much" feeling. But yet I told her do what you wanna do. You wanna meet
the band set the alarm. You dont wanna meet them then dont think about
it". That NORMALLY is so not me. I tell you. I am not this way when
things are all fine. I am not like this when things are not messing with
my head and heart. Any way,the alarm clock went off at 6 AM local time
and Corinna asked me what I wanted to do. I only replied "sleep". I
knew this could mean the one chance to meet them would be gone. She did
not get up either. The clock set off again I think at 7 Am my answer was
the same thing. In shot that happend like 3 or 4 times I think. I then
got up took a shower and started the last posting that you have read
before this. Corinna then took a shower. I still did not think about it.
One bit. I missed her. I missed more chenaces for things. I wanted to
get my posting done too for the fact that I would not remember all in a
day or two. It is the same thing with this here. I hope I bloody well
can remember it all.
For me to even be here
now with her in this situasion is so beyond me. It took a lot of shit
and pain and tears to do this. Why is it I have to go through this every
fucking time there is a girl in my life? I try fucking so hard to not be
a dick to anybody. But then that can be a problm too. Fuck.
As Corinna got out of the
shower she said " why are you not paying attention? There is one of
their cares down there by the main entrence. You just do not look for
anything". No,she was right I was not looking. I had other things to my
soul that was of more importance. But she was with that in a totally
different situasion. Fuck that I just do not sem to be able to talk to
her about. I am shit sorry about that. But it will not change
anything and it will not give me the one and onkly thing I want back.
HER!!!
I think I on this trip
have shown her a bit of the other or more real Tommy she had such a need
of putting a label on. Wrong label though. I am hut still and that is
why I can not be FULLY THE REAL ME. But i spend so much time within my
self to fight this feeling this pain. She has no idea. Cause I do not
tell. I do not talk about this a lot. That would kill the trip so fast
you can only imagine.
Now, as that car was
there with engine running we grab what we had near by and just went
downstairs. The man at the car was beebed and then we knew its time.
Who.. Mick Mars came along. I instantly felt he was not good this
morning. So I stayed off of him. Did not aproach him at all.Corinna
tried but got rejectred. One of the guys at the front desk saw us gave
thumbs up and came over to us. He knew exactly what was going on. He
said hello and asked things on Crue that was it. He then informed us
that the full band had now left, Mars was the last one. And that they
had all been sitting here for a goodf 45 minutes to an hour in the lobby
and had left just about 15 minutesago. You should all have seen the look
on Corinna face. Ohh well, no words candescribe that anyway. So I will
not go there. She was hugely dissapointed. At the time we were there I
was not sad about it one bit. I had as said other things to deal with.
Now a few days later. Of cause it is shit fucked that we did not see
them. We had the BEST chance on planet earth to make all that
happenening and we just did not do it. Period.
Back to he room pack and
check out. I had paid the stay and that was billed anopther 12 dollars
for a 10 minute late check out. Fuck it paid it and off we went after
having received directions to the Flint airport up north of here.
We decided to go look for
some food a drink and maybe a bag to carry it all home in. As we drove
we caleld Don wanted to say thanks for everything and tell him Corinna
had a smallpiece missing to her lab top. If he would find it send it to
her. She later on found it in her bag so all good. I think Don was
extremely pleased with the shoiw having us there andall. It was simply
all good. He invited us back up if we ever got there again. Or just to
vicit him. Man that dude is so great. Thanks again Don.
Now speaking of shitty
luck and bad happenings. We had been at a mall found notheing but a cd
for me and for Corinna (she has just had a hell of a week period) ..a
lot of Jack Daniels stuff. As told she collects that. There was so much
she wanted small things yes but yet things she did not have. I offered
again to give her or she could draw off the the I O U I have going with
her. It was refused .. well almost. I did get her a bottle and I think
another thing. She got money anyways. And I know she had bought herself
some small things there too.
We took off and her phone
rang. the airline company called and said YOUR FLIGHT TO SOUTH CAROLINA
HAS BEEN CANCELLED. Great. Fucking great. Corinna called the airline
company and wanted to get things fixed for us. She was on the phone
listening to a pretaped messenge that just passed you on and on and on
adn on and .... never got to talk to a real person. So she with her
temper got fustrated pissed and what else have you. Unable to get to
talk to somebody was not accepted. So we fucking drove all the way to
the airport again talked to the airline, and the lady there said NO WAY
I CAN OR WILL HELP YOU OUT!!! Fucking eyy. That just was not great. She
then said she could put us up for a flight from down town Detroit but
fuck she could not help us with transport. Even though they were the
ones cancelling. Great awesome and our rented car there was just about
to be returned. Nice one. Really nice. We then tried to hold the Detroit
tickets and go to our rental car company and ask if we could return it
in Detroit instad of here round Flint airport. In short we could. So we
did.
A chance to get home
after all that evening. Corinna then caleld the neighbour of hers and
told the full story so far. Sadi was the one to pick us up as we got
there. So it was now sort of fixed and all we had to do was to get to
Detroit and board that plane.
Our trip to Detroit was
fine. Felt long but then again we had just kind of been there a few
hours ago as we received the news. Well put the car in "D" and
DRIVE!!!!!!!!!!! So we did. Giot to the car returnal place in an airport
that is as big as a fucking city almost. Then we did a serious repacking
and I stripped down to my boxers and we were off.
We got to our gate which
was C37.
About to board the
smallest plane I have ever boarded. 19 seats in total. Arriving at the
gate we had like a good 90 minutes to kill. Corinna got a good rest took
a nap. I was out for a few minutes here and there too. We boarded and
did not do much else but sleep the good hour and a half it took to get
us to Greenville South Carolina again. Home sweet home.
Arrived there got off
thje plane and was to grab Corinna black bag but some asshole had taken
it cause hers was like it exactly like to. Except the minor little thing
the name tag. The other guy had obviously not ben reading it just
grabbed the first bag that looked like his and left. Idiot. Thank god
the name tag on this bag had a phone number so she called and talked to
someone. Onre that said the person was still ther I guss so we jumped
the person down by the baggage claim and traded bags. Thank god for
small airports. ok we were safe again. Got our other bag and went
outside Sari Corinna neighbour were there. And Corinna told the whole
story of the show, the miss out, the cancelled flight, lost bag and all.
Boy oh boy. What a ride. You have no idea.
We got home and ones
again it was like one am. sleep was the only thing we needed and only
thing we did. The n Monday morning he 2nd of January had arrived. What
the hell, I kind of knew time would fly away like shit here. Always has
always will I guess. I love it here. But I always have too little time.
We talked over a few things and ended up like talking about a wild idea
for April. taking on a handful of shows here in the mid US and rent a
car to do it all in. But we will have to see I guess. Now Monday was not
much of a Crue realted day what so ever. But for the first time I get to
see how much there actually was for me to pick up over here. Holy fuck.
I can not even get a one third of it home with me from here. No shit
Sherlock. Well it was Corinna official starting and first day for her
moving to this new place. So we tried to fill up the car of hers like 2
times or so and just go. Tore the big mutha fucking bed apart and took
that. Then again anothe load in her car and the day was pretty much
gone. All work but it was good. All fine Monday down but at least I
could be of some sort of help to her on that moving thing. Felt good.
I have then now too a few
things that we needed late evening to talk about. We did. Crua again.
More ideas and all. but more on that later. Talk agian to you all soon,
Your travelling looney
Tommy
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Sunday,January
1st 2005, The Ball Got Dropped
3.33 PM CET
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It was a New years
morning at the castle of Mr. Awesome. Don Armstrong. Sleeping a bit late
wanted to get the rest that was felt needed for. If you can imagine a
house full of small collections of all kinds of things. A house packed
as nothing else then you have a good picture of D. Armstorng house in
mind. We Corinna and I had one of his kids roomto crash in. And as said
yeterday we had agreat time there. As I got up it felt weird. I was
thinking what is his? Can it really be the last day of the year. Has the
year 2005 really gone that fast? It was just mind blowing to me. I
guess it has and I guess it has becasue I have had my hands nose and
mind in everything all the time this year when it comes to the Motley
Crue life. It had been a success in that way.
I now sit here in a
little farmer city (lol) with a guy I have talked to so much earlier
through out the past two years. And Now with the one and only person
couldimagine doing it with. Corinna Hargrave. The lights were on the
stage was set and my thoughts of the and about the day was many.
I got up took a shower
and got back ready to talk a bit to Don and then make yesterdays
posting. I did so. Corinna had her shower and we were having a little
breakfast. eggs, toast and coffee. Nice one Don. Thanks. Cheapest hotel
I have ever stayed in with such a friendly and personal staff. lol.
Awesome. After Corinna and we all had done our thingthe posting the this
the that then we got ime ofr trying to fix me up a little bit. Don was o
put make up on my face for the event. Took a few smiles out of me. Cause
it felt cold and it tickled. I guess what he used was his airbrush
paint.
But the result was funny.
As Sixx have had several times through out this out, a red thick stripe
cross eyes with black stripes down on each side to the face and the
strokes down the neck in red too. Felt like a cheap version of a late
halloween. But we didit. Corinna filmed a good part of the process while
Don did this. Funny memo to have I gues.
After all the things were
cleared and we had our shit packed and more we took a farewell to the
family and shaked hands. With the people to leave behind for good maybe
and with Don and his son just "see you later" he of cause ones again had
gotten his luck and was handed 2 second row tickets to the ball of the
year. Don, you unbelieveable son of a......Dont worry will not finish
that sentence off.
We left I think maybe
round 1.30 or 2 oclock and it was just this straight road to The Palce
in Auburn Hills. Easy as scratching ones own ass. We did get pulled over
though. Corinna should seriously do racing. She would do good at that
and most likely love it too. No officer, no ticket. We arrived there
rather early and could not say much cause it was a rather deserted area
that we came to. No one was there yet. The 101 Rock radio had blasted
the Crue and the promos for the show out all day long.
We listened to a lot of
it and as we got to the Palace it was a cruise round the venue and a
short time parking. We did not really wanna do that staying there for 5
hrs. And further more we got told to leave as the parking lot was not to
open till four pm local time. OKay well we wanted a few quick pictures
of the venue of the trucks off loading and others. Got told not to. No
one can film here. Terrorism and more.. blah blah. Holy shit really? Ohh
brothe. Did anyways though. We got it in the can and could from here
cooperate with the staff. We simply left. I have not much else to add to
that other then we crossed the road and just sat there for a few
minutes. Outside this small little thing. Were there was suppose to held
the official Crue 2005 new years pre show party. It would open at 4. We
went in.
I got ordered what I
like. danish baby pork bones grilled and all. Jummi. Jummi. Nice one
that was. We Corinna and I talked in there at the table pointed out to
us. It was a 20 dollars meal for two so that was not too bad. And I got
full so that was even better. Like I said we sat there and talked with
me trying to figure out things about this girl I so love. I got a few of
my blanks filled out in my mind and they ....nahh not going there. That
is a different story. We then talked a bit about Crue and and I tried to
find out what she thought about different things.
Round 7 PM we left and
went to the venue. Just crossed road and we did leave the car outside
where it was. Saved us another 15 bucks. God we are good. We got there
and walked around a bit found an entrence and met Don and the Kid there.
I was told to hit back out go to the car by the security and take of the
chains attached to my pants. Mutha fucker. Well I did and I came back.
Finally we were both inside. I saw her standing with Don and kiddow and
we talked a bit till they actually opened the doors just round 7.30 I
think it was. Anyway we walked in and more or less directly to the
merchandise stand. Wanted to simply clear this right away. But guess
what!! Not dissapointed just very very suprised. There was only ONE new
thing and that was a new years shirt. One short for this very special
event. Everything else was a old line of the 2005 stuff sold for months
and months. And extremely few items were reduced in prices. The tour
book 5 dollars, the wristband 5, foam hand too... but everything else
more or less....was the original prices.
In short it was an easy
and quick shopping. Cheap as hell. Good for me sad for the show.
Okay we walked round a
bit and then went inside. Front row middle not a better fucking seat in
the house. Time went by and round the arena was as it is here at these
huge inside arenas. Rolling commercials in light all around. There was
one Motley one made for the night. That popped up every now and then. It
was one that had a picture saying, red white and crue, happy Crue year
2005. Corinna got a blury but still taken picture of that.
at 9.49 PM local time
Detroit, the lights went out and the "cartoonish movie" started ....give
me the white house that shithead just ruined our tour. You all know what
I am talking about. It was show time. Everything went as it had been
going for months now. Opening with Mighty Mike girls and all. Vince
comes up and then the Shout At The Devil thing hits ya. Actually
everything in the first set of the two were the exact same. Part from
Tommy had gotten his head shaved again on the sides and had this wild
hairdue and Vince constantly talked new years new years new years. Felt
special and a good reminder of what was going on all the time. Nikki
talked to the audience a couple of times and I personally think they
were most looking forward to the 2nd half. Cause that was where the so
called xtras were all placed. Well okay part from a few more pyro things
that went off.
In the break time Corinna
was really on me like "You are so quiet not showing a thing. You act
like you do not care. Well little did she know. I am kind of amazed that
she does not know me better as of now on that thing anyway. I keep
saying I got over all that years ago. It is not the best respod to the
band, lucky me I know the band knows that I care and they know how much
this band means to me. They all do. Corinna does too. More than most. So
just because I do not stand jumping screaming singing and all is that
the same as "you do not care?"..............I guess in her eyes. Fuck
it.
Anyways second half came
up and the boys as always started that off too with the choppers and
intro to Girls Girls Girls. Everything was the same as we all know it
till it got time to Tommys drum solo. Started off on his kit on stage
jumped off stage to the floor ran down the right side of the arena floor
got tagged up and flew up. Tonight his kits were hanging over the
audience in the middle of the arena. I did not really see that not
because I couldnt . More because I wouldnt. I dont care for that part.
It is not Crue music and absolutely not me. Flew back and forth a few
times came down and up on stage again. On to the S.O.S. and few more
songs got busted out. Sixx bass thing Dr, and then Tommy Tittie cam Of
cause. Had not been a Crue night for Tommy without it. He did that for
so long, blessed the american titties and what ever it is that he does
and then he was reminded by Vince "Tommy look at the time man. 2 minutes
left till midnight"
The clock was going no
countdown no nothing. But a ton of balloons and past out Champage
bottles by the band to the audience. You have no idea how sticky I was.
With that shit all over me and after had been spilt on several times by
Sixx with water bloodlike liquid and then Tommy throwing the same shit
on us from a huge bucke.....Good blend. Sticky as fuck. Somebody throw
me against the wall and I would have stuck there. I got a full bottle of
the champagne unopend but to Corinna irritation suprise - you choose the
word - I gave it away gave it to the guy next to the one standing next
to me. He had been all over everything for a pick, stick something. You
know. What the fuck I gave him this and he seemed happy. So what. I am
not greedy. I know ALL ARE at a Crue show. No one gives upo anything. I
could have had sticks, a shirt thrown out by Vince that Corinna next to
me got. I did not get that cause it was a shirt some one from the
audience had on and that nothing special about it. So no not interested.
See thats where people dont get me. Why do I not just KILL for the shot
that gets thrown out from the stage? I will leave you all with your own
guessings on that. Not telling.
-Did get another bottle
from Sixx as he saw I gave the first one away.
Only this was empty. So
what. The show SHOULD have gone on with "If I Die Tomorrow" but that
song was skipped I guess due to the midnighht toasts and all took far
far far more time than I guess it was planned for. They did do the cover
as a one of in their history as Motley. U2 song "New Years Eve". Sounded
weird but we got it. confetti balloons and sticky champagne and shit
everywhere. The party continued. Kickstart My heart the bass
destruction, and Anarchy. The big bow thank you good night and all.
BUT!! something that non of the members of Nikki, Tommy or Vince had
seen at the bow was that an accident had happend. Mick Mars was badly
hurt. He had tried on his side of the stage to shake hand or something
with someone that pulled him off the stage to the floor between the
stage and audience. He was not good. Not one bit. And in his condition.
Hell no not a good thing. I saw some of the roadies got to tell Nikki as
they bowed out .....Mick is down Mick is down.
Felt really aweful inside
my stumic on that one. So who cares about a bottle or a sing along. I
feel things in my guts these days the other stuff acting nuts singing
out and all I did that in 1988 1989. I have been around too long seen
too much. Now I just stand there and I get entertained. That really is
about it. Almost a quarter to one in the morning local time and we leave
the arena after I get the full Sixx setlist from the stage floor. I have
that the bottle the damn fucking balloons and red white and a blue one
and we are leaving.
Ohh one thing that did
happen around midnight. The chairs from first row (ours) to the 4th or
5th room all of a sudden got pushed heaverly backwards. It was cause of
a fight that all of a sudden had started. jezzzz, security had to come
out there and split things up and take people out. Wonder what that was
all about. We had to act fast to save our shot we had placed on the
seats behind us as we constantly were constantly standing up against the
barrier.
Now the way we tried to
get out of the arena was working. Actuially went smooth.
We wanted to get out and
try to get 2 our car fast as we had hope for going after them to the
hotel they were stayng at. Corinna more than ones thought they may have
left to the airport gone straight home to L.A. I did not think so. Not
on a night like tonight. So we put all the shit in the car and waited to
be seeing some car that could be any related to the band. A long BLACK
limo was our shot. It came out and we drove off. To both our suprises we
drove for a good 15 minutes and it pulled up at :
3600 Centerpoint Parkway
Pontiac, MI
MARRIOT
HOTEL.
This is where they stayed
at. I said to Corinna this is where we go this is what we do. I will
give yo ua new years gift. So I paid our stay at the last Motley hotel
2005. We got in got a room 217 and we took all our shit up there. we
were at second floor and had a view to see anything that pulled up to
the door.
One car came and we went.
It was Mighty Mike and the girls. One birthday chick among them tonight
by the way. happy birthday to her. Now for some reason we did not get to
ask for autographs pictures or nothing. That kind of blows me off.
Espoecially cause they were arriving
in their make up and all. Had been shit awesome to get next to them in a picture like that. Not to happen again I am sure. Ahh well, can not win it all. We saw nothing more and tugged in.
One happy new year to the
1 girl in the world I would do this with a new years kiss and then 2005
was no longer ever to return. To all that missed the circus - tough!! To
all that were there I know I know it was one good party. It was a good
show. They had their fuck ups and VINCE COULD NOT REMEMBER THE WORDS
ESPECIALLY TO "Too Fast For Love"
My god he had a line of
paper notes attached to the floor to help him out with several songs.
Guess the reason for us not getting the really rare stuff is obvious.
They do not know the songs no more. Not only the words but the playing
too. Well, we should probably be happy fo what we have gotten so far
from them. Now 2006 Crue activities from now on till late April. Then
the new studio album and all is gonna be main thing for them. We will
see how things unfolds. I would love to go over again andsee them here.
Europe I do not feel too suere about it as it is right now. But we will
see. I am here if it comes to it.
To everybody I know in
the Crue world, Thakns for all in 2005!!! The way you have supported the
site that started 2005 has been a blessing. Thanks a lot. To all of you
a happy new year and I will see you talk to you meet you where ever in
the world 2006. It will be fine with a bit of a break form touring not
only for the boys but also for me as a collector. Need time to regain
strenght, money, and more.
So for now ... this is
it.. Thanks a lot to you all.
A special thanks to the
members of gang of Loyalty, the webmaster and my love for life. Corinna
may I see a return to your life coming. I love you.
To the Crue boys and
especially Sixx that has been a one of a kind in many ways to me.
Your fucked up bastard
Tommy Lee
Mcrueloyalty.dk
Tommy and corinna at the Palace Dec 31st.
She is the long haired girl front row. The arm right next to her tattooed getting the champagne bottle from Sixx is Tommy.
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