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26th Of May 2007, Third Monster & Mixed Emotions - In The Good Way
10:42Pm CET
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It is fucking Saturday night here in little old Denmark. God damn it. It is a time off here and it is a time off like REALLY time off. No nothing at all no god dam thing going on. Well there is but nothing I am forced or obligated to do. And for the love of god I am loving it. All of it .. fuck yes. I am so in need of this day off....have been riding hard the last long time now. I need to go catch my breath so to speak. But it is all cool. I am fucking high on life again. no question about it. I have been seriously busy with my stuff on Surfact and some Crue doings and for the love of god work. Ordinary fucking boring shitty work. God forbid but I have no lust for that part of life. Not cause I do not wanna work. But more cause I feel life´s offered ordinary jobs are kind of a stinker. Ohh well what can I do? Change jobs? yeah yeah yeah you all have a line of good advises here I am sure but leave it be. Its not up for debate. Lol.....
 
Speaking of Crue duuuhhh!!!! That really is what this site is supposed to be all about isnt it now?? Well yeah it is. Things are rather exciting times. In a mixed sort of way. Things are happening in the Crue camp but what and how good or bad it is is kind of a ... should we say "unknown" detail. I am for one really curious to what it is all about. Are we looking at a break-up ones more? Are we looking at something that is to be looked at as just a passing through something? Yeah I think there are a ton of things that could make one wonder about a line of things. For real. we will have to see what is coming up and what is going down I guess. Somethings are for sure on the table. Only the outfall and shit is to be wondered about. The European tour is only like a good week away let us see if it shows on stage that trouble can be bruing in hell ones more. Much love is still in the air for this from me though.
A third of the four long time plan is ready. icna not even begin to tell you how cool this baby is in real life. All of them are mind blowing. The ULTIMATE four canvas paintings in super size...larger than life to cover your walls. It is a Tommy time for sure. Only Mars is to come and it will. This summer. I am so looking forward to have the complete thing ready. Here are the step by step pictures from how it was looking when it was created ... Watch, swallow and be stunned. Fucking awsome is it not?? No good damn doubt about it. It is totally over the top awsome for shit sure. I am going to try to bring this one to the road and get this signed by him. I know for sure it is going to be a shit hard thing to do BUT I want to try for sure. Absolutely. That kind of is my goal for the four get them all sigend by each member and then take em to be framed professionally. But as said these are shit awsome and i am proud as fuck to have em. Go druel you all. I know its hard isnt it??? Lol, lol, lol....
                                                                              
Tomorrow it should be another going under the needle day for me. Trying to anyway. Going ot try to get the masks all done right nad shit.... On my left upper shoulder. Going for a fiction background like fogy cloudy and mix it in with a "Step into The Light" Surfact tat.too...aiming down the left chest!!!! If we can get it to go right and if I can fucking stand the pain!!!! I am a sucker for those things. You have no clue. It is just a really mind blowing fucking thing ..I feel so shit much pain doing it. But it can look nice as a whole connected right. ANd no one can really tell its a Surfact thing anyway!!! Yeah I am all for the crap. Let me get ill feeling bad and crappy for a good 3 hours then it is all over with. And there for life!!! Peace out fuckers...

 

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24th Of May 2007, Feeling Super, Yet There Is A Crue(l) Happening Going On
6:22AM CET

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So the new Sixx A.M. song has been taken in by many I see. Well yeah it is understandable. How ever it kind of makes me sad to see all the people just having this one a liking cause of cool sounds. Of cause that is generally the main reason for anybody to like any song at all. How ever … well let us just say this song and coming album should be listened to in a kind of totally different way as it is a deep meaningful something – as a song from a soundtrack coming. A soundtrack coming that is to be a soundtrack to a dark nasty really fearful book in October. Ohh well I can not change how people listen to songs and I will not try either. But I do have the freedom to say to people that that one subject I do not want to talk to them about. Cause I would not get anything out of it other than being irritated about it. I am in too deep with this song this book this stuff this band. So yeah I can not really deal with people just coming up to me going that is one cool song. Sounds nice … Yeah well people….

 

While we all wait for that one – there is a European tour coming up and we are all excited about it. But!!!! Yes, people there are a but. The band is ones again not on the same page. It is kind of fucked up but what the fuck? What can one do? I can not tell you what is up but the fact is there is trouble bruin between members again and I myself am shit curious now to see if they can pull the shit off and make it all good again or if this is the first step towards the end again. If that is so then there will not be no re re-union that’s a solid fact. Enough said for now anyway.

 A totally different band or artist that is to step on stage in Copenhagen soon is Ozzy Ozbourne. Me and my brother are going. The 13th of June he comes to us with a cool new CD and backed up by Black label Society and Korn. Think of that one huhh? Cool bill if you ask me. Fuck yes it will be an awesome evening. For the love of god. That’s three stinky cool shows right there. I can not wait.  We are both looking forward to that one. Besides these shows I myself have my highly beloved Surfact. First one coming again is tomorrow Friday already. In Herlev Denmark, I am so seriously excited for that one. Then I just found out they are playing a line of new shows too this coming June and July. And in August they are part of Skanderborg Festival 2007. I am so fucking going to be there. So many concerts to come. I can not wait.

 

Another thing that has come to our attention is that this our site here has become too big. We have no more space for this site. We have used up the whole fucking thing….. What the fuck to do? Get another and there by 3rd site? That is pretty sick if you ask me. I can not fucking go on like this and just buy a new site and all every time it is going in on critical waters size wise. You know what I am saying?  Shit yeah that is another kind of blow out. I am not going down or going anyway bad from this. I am in too god a balance these days. I am really all good. I feel strong for the first time in a long time as said earlier on here so no way in hell, will I return to shitty moods and crap again. I am all good and it is going to stay that way. Period.

 

Some more deals have been closed so small stuff comes this way all the time again. As said next adding will be Saturday. In just two days. Shirts, Vinyl, This N That, Posters, and more. Look out for it. The next HUGE lot to get on is not really going to come before September… unless I am coming home in a little over two weeks from the attended Europe shows with a bunch of things. I will do all I possibly can of cause to cover fucking all there is. There may not be too much. That is my guess anyway. And how much there actually can be found on the bootleg marked is on to my guessing. Cause I would not have a single clue. Back in the day there were shit loads but these days it seems harder and harder for people to actually get away with selling these things. The bands now a days have hired personal to hunt the bootleggers down out in the parking lots and more. But as said should I see any and do I have enough money then fuck yes I will be going to cover it all. Not to worry. That stuff what ever I will be bringing home will go on here I would think around mid June or something. What else? Not much really. Don’t you think this was enough though? Lots of news good and bad told in a short quiet direct way. Till next time boys and girls – Crank it!!!! Love Tx
 

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21st Of May 2007, Sixx Treats & Surfact greats
510:39AM CET
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It has been a cool time for me. Busy very tirering time but my god I would not have been without it what so ever. Now there are even more smaller stuff coming in these days and they all will go on here some time soon. Right now there are computer breakdowns and crap going on. Sorry bout that man. I am so looking forward to go to the USA this September for a line of reasons. Want to go say hi to some really good friends. Some missed friends and some new friends. ALso going to pick up some of my Crue stuff laying there. It is just all crazy how much is there. It is kind of insaine really. I have loved the last couple of weeks and so much has happend. A lot of good and  emotionally but no time ofr boredom or nothing. Really great. I have a few great things going for shit sure. You have no idea how bad I want these things to be successful. And you know what? I am sure I will have it all going well and good. Not seriously nervous about nothing of it.
The danish act Surfact and I have connected like nothing ever even dreamed of. I havea lot to do with their touring .. not as aworker but as the guy thats all overthe place. I am having a really awsome experience. We have taken each other in like I can not even begin to tell you. But this band these five guys and I are so connecting and the band here are so making me high from just natural beauty and emotions from music and bonding. Ohh hell yeah we are great together. I am so wanting all of this to really go well. And I am not pushing nothing. Looks like the inked skin of passionate things has another something to get added if this keeps up. Holy shit. Boys hey... THANKS FOR THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART for the dedications and all during your shows. Nothing has ever menat more coming from a band to me. Nothing. I am a Crue head for life yes...but this has been mind blowing and this has been something I will mostly never forget. Surfact love baby... Surfact love....
 
On Tuesday May 22, MÖTLEY CRÜE bassist Nikki Sixx and UGO.com will premiere the video for "Life Is Beautiful". This is the first single from "The Heroin Diaries" soundtrack, which hits stores on August 21. The song is performed by Nikki Sixx, DJ Ashba (ex-BEAUTIFUL CREATURES), and James Michael who are collectively known as SIXX:A.M.
"The Heroin Diaries" CD is a precursor to Sixx's autobiography of the same name, which arrives September 25. The album's 12 tracks each match up with one chapter in the book; "Life Is Beautiful" can be streamed from the book's MySpace.com page.
 
"The Heroin Diaries: A Year in the Life of a Shattered Rock Star" offers an unflinching and utterly gripping look at Sixx's descent into drug addiction with a soundtrack, featuring James Michael and DJ Ashba to match. Few bands were as influential as MÖTLEY CRÜE in making the 1980s the heavy metal decade. Theirs is a cyclonic story of runaway success and its price, blending outrageous record sales and arena headline tours with smashed up cars, jail sentences, models, drugs, breakups, reunions and more breakups.
 
In this candid memoir, Nikki Sixx — MÖTLEY CRÜE's bassist and main songwriter — recounts the band's heyday. "The Heroin Diaries" takes readers along on one of the most breathless and harrowing roller coaster rides in the history of pop music. At its heart lies the author's nightmare come true: a punishing heroin addiction that brought him and the band to the edge of losing much more than just their spot on the charts. Serving up snapshots of rock culture at its most manic, this insider's look at triumph and tragedy is every bit as explosive as the musical odyssey it chronicles.
 
Nikki Sixx was born Frank Feranna in San Jose, California, in 1958 and grew up in Seattle with his grandmother. At the age of seventeen, he sold his guitars and took a bus to Los Angeles, where he began hanging out in local clubs and playing in bands. He founded MÖTLEY CRÜE in 1981 with friend Tommy Lee. Today he's a family man with numerous projects in the works, including songwriting for other artists, a movie, a new band, a clothing line, and ongoing work with the CRÜE.
 
"The Heroin Diaries: A Year in the Life of a Shattered Rock Star" will come out through MTV Books/Simon & Schuster. The accompanying original concept soundtrack will be released by Eleven Seven Music and distributed by ADA, with a portion of proceeds donated to Nikki's Running Wild in the Night, a fundraising initiative for Covenant House. The book is a tell-all covering 12 months in Sixx's battle against addiction, drawn from Nikki's 1986 and '87 journals, and reportedly makes CRÜE's celebrated "Dirt", now being made into a motion picture, sound like Mary Poppins.
 
Looks also like there will be a good chance to make the September visit to the USA now the way that I wanted it to be made. I like to hold on to that hope. Things are tight right now but not negative ...I shall only hold on to the new me that I have Started building. Even more stuff have now gotten won over and there will be some serious ading up during the year. Next time there will be a good handfull is on Saturday.In a good 5 days. Thats kind of alright reminding myself of the busy scedual I am in these days. So a lot of things are kind of in the work right now all I now need is to have the stuff ended and gotten myself some better time in the days so rest too can be a thing in my daily doings. It is not what I have had themostof these past what 10 days... it has been wild and crazy. seriously busy. Only like 3  hours here and ther of slepp at times nothing at all in like 2 or three days. Nuts. But I have had a line of great cool doings when I have been awake so I am not complaning. My body is but I try to be paying it attention for and to its needs every now and then.
 
So Crue tour is coming up in a very few days now. Two more weeks and I am airborn to the northern Scandinavia. It is all going to be fine. Hopefully there will be some really neat experiences I want that a lot and it is so needed to for me inthe name of M.C. As said I am way positive about all no downers no shit on the bad side of the line. No negativities round at all. Feels so great to have that balanced out again. Alright I should get some sleep now so ...
 
Gonna have my surfact kick for the day in the after noon maybe mixing it a rued way.. lol lol lol hey fuckers ... be good alright. At least try. Hey Crue partner - you know who you are - come september we are gonna get that shit repeated its cruise time and ink time baby. Dont think anything ekse. Finally fiucking eyy it is. heeee haaaaa....
 
Mcrueloyalty.dk
 
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15TH OF May 2007, Tommy Bringing Techno Too
1:01PM CET
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Two Scandinavian DJ guest gigs for our drummer boy have been lined up. Yes that is right. There is one after the concert in Stockholm at “Bern`s hotel” and one in Oslo at Cosmo after the gig as well. That means pretty much the Copenhagen rumoured show has been giving a stiff middle finger. So whats up with all?? Well I can see there are good chances for going to these things if one wanted it but it is music I do not like and it is fancy dressings and high prices so you tell me whats attractive about it??? That is correct. Nothing. Tommy is there … yeah well… it is not like you are going to be meeting the man like that. He is well sort for and protected. I know, how these things goes around. So no there more than likely will not be any Tommy on Tommy at these places. Tommy is not going to be at any male fan greet lot for sure. Or should I say it is highly unlikely anyway. He has always been the girls man. And he has always been the one to get pushed on by the guy that looks out for him. Periode.

 
What else is there to be said?? Well about the DJ gigs not much. It is on and then we will see what fucking happens. I have kind of other plans too. Plans for stuff to be tried out. Any only one “missing link” now is what I need to kind of fall in place now for it to happen. No doubt about what is preferred for sure. We will see what goes down and what actually turn out good. The complete European tour seems to be a complete sell out when it actually goes down. That is pretty cool What else in the name of Crue is new for this kid?? Well I have had watched the talked about Japanese tour poster of 2000 that I wanted. It ended at a good 50 bucks. But I got it as I said I would. I love that it got to be the next thing to get added to the collection of posters.
 
Another offer right now is up for me. Remember the skulls that were in the 1981 photo session and very first tour for the band?? Yeah one of them skulls from then are offered to me too. I have no idea as of yet how much that shit would or should I say could be mine for?? But Heyyy no doubt this dog has the interest for shit sure. I know should it go on eBay or something I would get fucked for sure. I have way too much to be able to do a win on such a thing. It would have to be a one on deal with the owner of this baby. No I can not tell you ho has offered it to me. I will not do that to the person that has it. I think there are a line of things that are hugely attractive to get as a serious collector, But my fucking god things costs a fortune. Especially these things, with high valued history and all. Yeah its all nuts. But I take a breather and we will see what goes down on that too.
 
There are again few new CD and Tommy article news added to the collection again. You will see more on here on the last week-end of May. More than likely not before. Part from a diary posting here and there. Due to really busy times from now on till then.
Enjoy all till then alright? Thanks to the ones that have been awesome since the last time – you all know who you are. Thanks a million. To all the brothers and sisters in the Cruecial universe that I miss so much – see and talk to you all soon.
 
Mcrueloyalty.dk

 

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12th Of May 2007, Auctions - & Set Deals, Ready For June
4:11PM CET
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Again not much on mind. The yeaterday talked about poster of 81/82 like I thought did not get it the usual Prowl1 that collects I think more or less ONLY Too Fast material took it for a good 500 bucks US currency.
Thats fucked up. But then again - cant win em all. But of course I am not pleased with the outcome of this. But no use in crying over it. It is long gone now and I was not to get it added to this collection right here. End of story.
I still have the japan 2000 poster and that one I will get. I wnat it and thats that. There are other stuff minor itmes that I have gotten and still will get no doubt.

Other auctions that are on as I post this is the "Six-String Masterpieces' Benefit Auction Now Live on Ebay's Live Auction Site":
The world's largest online marketplace hosts guitar art pieces created by Dave Navarro, Marilyn Manson, Tommy Lee, Sammy Hagar, James Hetfield and other rock legends. Los Angeles, CA (Vocus/PRWEB ) May 11, 2007 -- Six-String Masterpieces, a charitable art exhibit that pays tribute to heavy-metal's most influential guitarist Darrell Abbott, and supports music education in public schools, is now live and open for bidding on eBay's live auction site. The exhibit features over 60 electric guitars; hand-painted, illustrated and sculpted by legendary musicians including Dave Navarro, Marilyn Manson, Tommy Lee, Sammy Hagar and James Hetfield.

This is a comprehensive collection. Some of these instruments of art will be amongst the most valuable guitars ever introduced.
Visit www.liveauctions.ebay.com/catalogs/21724 to view the entire collection and place a bid. Live online bidding has begun and the auction will close on Thursday, May 17 at 8pm PDT.

The list of participants who have donated their original artwork the exhibit reads like a who's who in the rock and art worlds: Kelly Clarkson, Mark Ryden, Alex Grey, Daniel Martin Diaz, Billy Gibbons, James Hetfield, Ace Frehley, Tommy Lee, Dave Grohl, Kirk Hammett, David Stoupakis, Marilyn Manson, Jerry Cantrell, Sas Christian, Rob Zombie, Paul Booth and Mark Mothersbaugh to name a few. The exhibit is curated by Curse Mackey; an artist, musician and creative director of the Action Arts Agency. Guitars in the exhibit are the Dean ML model, which Darrell Abbott played throughout his career.

Darrell Abbott was best known as the lead guitarist for Pantera. The multi-platinum, Grammy nominated band dominated the heavy metal world in the 90's. The musician was shot and killed on December 8, 2004, while performing onstage with his newest band, Damageplan. He was only 38 years old. Six-String Masterpieces was created by Curse Mackey, creative director of the Action Arts Agency, to honor Abbot's memory. Last year, the guitar exhibit was on tour displayed all over the world including SxSW, Ozzfest, Family Values Tour, MTV Studios, London and Tokyo. Los Angeles will be the last stop for the exhibit. La Luz De Jesus gallery (4633 Hollywood Blvd., Los Angeles CA 90027 - Ph. 323-666-7667) will preview the entire collection from May 4th through May 16th. On May 17, the collection moves to House of Blues, Sunset Strip.

This is a comprehensive collection. Some of these instruments of art will be amongst the most valuable guitars ever introduced.
Visit www.liveauctions.ebay.com/catalogs/21724 to view the entire collection and place a bid. Live online bidding has begun and the auction will close on Thursday, May 17 at 8pm PDT.

The list of participants who have donated their original artwork the exhibit reads like a who's who in the rock and art worlds: Kelly Clarkson, Mark Ryden, Alex Grey, Daniel Martin Diaz, Billy Gibbons, James Hetfield, Ace Frehley, Tommy Lee, Dave Grohl, Kirk Hammett, David Stoupakis, Marilyn Manson, Jerry Cantrell, Sas Christian, Rob Zombie, Paul Booth and Mark Mothersbaugh to name a few. The exhibit is curated by Curse Mackey; an artist, musician and creative director of the Action Arts Agency. Guitars in the exhibit are the Dean ML model, which Darrell Abbott played throughout his career.

Darrell Abbott was best known as the lead guitarist for Pantera. The multi-platinum, Grammy nominated band dominated the heavy metal world in the 90's. The musician was shot and killed on December 8, 2004, while performing onstage with his newest band, Damageplan. He was only 38 years old. Six-String Masterpieces was created by Curse Mackey, creative director of the Action Arts Agency, to honor Abbot's memory. Last year, the guitar exhibit was on tour displayed all over the world including SxSW, Ozzfest, Family Values Tour, MTV Studios, London and Tokyo. Los Angeles will be the last stop for the exhibit. La Luz De Jesus gallery (4633 Hollywood Blvd., Los Angeles CA 90027 - Ph. 323-666-7667) will preview the entire collection from May 4th through May 16th. On May 17, the collection moves to House of Blues, Sunset Strip.

"This is a comprehensive collection. Some of these instruments of art will be amongst the most valuable guitars ever introduced." said Mackey. The auction will officially close at the Six-String Masterpieces event at House of Blues on May 17 followed by an all-star benefit concert with proceeds from both the auction and the concert earmarked to support Little Kids Rock, an innovative non-profit music education program that puts music education back into public schools by providing free instruments and lessons to students. For more information on the concert and auction click here: www.littlekidsrock.org/6string/flash.html

Confirmed performers include: Dave Navarro, Chester Bennington of Linkin Park, Vinnie Paul (Pantera, Damageplan) and a rare acoustic performance by Alice in Chains. Tickets for the House of Blues Auction + Concert event are on sale now at www.HOB.com

About Little Kids Rock
Little Kids Rock believes that music is a critical component of a first-rate education. Many schools have been stripped of their music programs. These cuts have had a disproportionately large impact on children from low-income backgrounds. Little Kids Rock restores music to its rightful place in the academic lives of kids in our public schools by providing a rich music education program including instrument instruction, free instruments and trained mentors. Founded by an elementary school teacher in 1996, Little Kids Rock is now serving thousands of students in CA, GA, LA, NY, NJ, PA and TN. More information can be found at: www.littlekidsrock.org.

Media Contacts:                                   Curse Mackey
Allison Neves,PR Director                   Creative Director
Little Kids Rock                                     Action Arts Agency
415-948-1200                                      813.477.2552


One of the guitars thats up for auction of these ONE off only exclusives is the one handpainted by our drummer boy Tommy Lee.
Tommy Lee of Motley Crue, Hand-Painted Dean ML Electric Guitar One of the all-time great rock and roll drummers for Glam Rock legends Motley Crue, Tommy Lee was a close friend of Dimebag Darrell and this hand-painted instrument is full of symbolism, messages and meaning that reflects on their friendship. The guitar is completely painted, front and back in acrylic, tagged with marker. Tommy Lee is a supporter of animal rights and PETA.[2] He recently donated autographed drumsticks to support PETA's campaign against Kentucky Fried Chicken. In 2006, Tommy launched his own clothing line with apparel manufacturer People's Liberation, to produce jeans, T-shirts and other products featuring graphics inspired by his tattoos. The line is carried by high-end retailers, including Bloomingdale's, Saks Fifth Avenue, Nordstrom, and other boutiques and chains. People's Liberation brand clothing is marketed and manufactured by Versatile Entertainment, which also produces the William Rast brand, inspired by Justin Timberlake. This is a one-of-a-kind full playable and displayable Instrument of Art. Complete with electronics, pick-ups, strings and hardware installed at Dean USA. It is hand-painted or otherwise decorated by the artist who?s name is associated with the guitar. Proceeds from the auction of this guitar go to support LITTLE KIDS ROCK, one of the most exciting music education programs available to public schools in America. This guitar is one of over sixty pieces created for Six-String Masterpieces: The Dimebag Darrell Art Tribute.

Yeah that is deffinately something rather different and cool to have dont you think? I am sure these things will go shit high. Not jsu tstay at the 1000 to 1500 dollars amrk ones the LIVE auction at the house Of Blues in Hollywood rolls on. God damn it as always just too many cool exclusive things that will never really give a lot of people too much of a chance. Sadly I see lot of auction company holders spending money on these things to acution off again later on to make xtra cash for themselves. It is all about money for them where as to the fans its more the right reasons if you ask me namely the passion for the thing. Not the financial matter. Anyway let us see how the thing goes. there are also guitars from metallica, Ace Frehley of KISS, and .. ohh dear you name it and it is more or less there. it is just crazy but all cool. Yeah I love these things to watch them and sadly way too often just be sitting on the side line of these shitty happenings. Lol. Nothing one can do - not much anywya when they pup up all over and constantly and you yourself is but a regulr and ordinary little individual. it is god damn tough.
Well just wanted to share this baby with you all and bow down and admit that the Roxy poster .... got lost. Tough fact ......Lee

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11th Of May 2007, Cruecial Thrills & New Music & Well......eBay
3:55PM CET
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Friday afternoon - rainy day but it is actually nice with the rain ourside makes me realx today and feel focused on these new things for the day. have gotten a huge kick today that felt almost electirc again from listening to Crue and all. I have a greta satisfacytion from it today. have gotten a line of new video / DVDs and its going to be added today. Look ofr it in the Cruecual Facts section on the .DK site. Also some other stuff in the Tommy solo This n That, CDs and more have beed added to the monster here. It is actually a nice all positive feeling today about things in the MC name. Feels so good. Been a while since this exact feeling have raised through my body. I am so thankful for having gotten this feeling back. it is fucking insaine how shitty this boy has been feeling. The beast is back - and he is fucking ready to kill again.
 
new music - yea man I every now and then get a lot of packages from record companies to listen to new shit ... and there is a two chick band called Two Of A kind. Reminds me a little bit of Heart its great. There are so many new names in music that have arrived at my doorstep now and I feel ready again to be opend to new tunes ... its kind of cool again. I have not had it this way for a long time trust me it has been really bad.
 

eBay lol, lol well there are things up on there I fucking want. Right now two posters one from early 80s Im sure its gonna go for 200 or more dollars .. but well then I have to eat grass and apples for a while cause I want it bad. Also the japan tour of the Tattoo album. never seen this sized poster before and .. well you guessed it I wnat it. Dont think it will go up over 60 dollars but maybe up round there. i tell you as they end. And hopefully you will see a smiling face on these shoulders. Fuck yes. I love to have it . Nothing important to share just wanted to share my happy face today with you all.
Much love fuckers...  

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10th Of may 2007, Surfact Thoughts And Cruecial Doings - Electrical Feelings
8:33PM CET
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PRYOR, OK --ticket sales across six continents, Rocklahoma has become a worldwide phenomena July 13th to the 15th 2007
"The eyes of the world are on Rocklahoma,” said Mark Nuessle, General Manager of Catch the Fever Music Festivals. “Rocklahoma has struck a chord that has reverberated around the globe. We have sold tickets to ‘80’s rock fans in all 50 states and across six continents. Rocklahoma has literally become one of the largest music festivals in the world.” Twenty-three bands are scheduled to play during the three-day festival, making Rocklahoma the largest ‘80’s rock festival of its kind to be organized. Two weeks ago, when Twisted Sister was announced as Rocklahoma’s headliner, word spread like wildfire via satellite radio and the World Wide Web. Rocklahoma’s draw is most likely a combination of the bands’ talents and the sheer number of bands playing at the event, said Dave Giencke, Director of Operations for Catch the Fever Music Festivals. “The worldwide ticket sales we are seeing with Rocklahoma show the power these bands have held on to over all these years. One of these bands would sell-out an arena in the ‘80’s. They left their fans wanting more. Now those fans are lining up to be a part of history when, for the first time, all these bands are coming together to play in one setting,” Giencke said.

With VH-1 Classic Host, Eddie Trunk, as Master of Ceremonies, Rocklahoma’s three-day line-up is:

Friday, July 13:

12:45 - 01:15 ZENDOZER
01:45 - 02:30 THE GREG LEON INVASION
04:15 - 05:00 WHITE LION
05:30 - 06:30 Y&T
07:00 - 08:00 SLAUGHTER
08:30 - 09:30 QUIET RIOT
10:00 - 11:00 RATT
11:30 - 01:00 POISON
Saturday, July 14:

10:00 - 10:45 36 INCHES
11:55 - 12:40 BANG TANGO
01:00 - 01:45 BULLET BOYS
02:05 - 02:50 FASTER PUSSYCAT
03:10 - 03:55 ENUFF Z'NUFF
04:15 - 05:00 FIREHOUSE
05:30 - 06:30 WARRANT
07:00 - 08:00 SKID ROW
08:30 - 09:30 WINGER
10:00 - 11:00 DOKKEN
11:30 - 01:00 VINCE NEIL
Sunday, July 15:

10:30 - 11:00 PEDAL POINT
12:20 - 01:10 TBA
01:30 - 02:15 BRITNY FOX
02:45 - 03:45 L.A. GUNS
04:15 - 05:15 GREAT WHITE
05:45 - 06:45 JACKYL
07:15 - 08:30 W.A.S.P.
09:00 - 10:30 TBA

WHITE LION
is rumored to have been added to the POISON/RATT summer tour, which is tentatively scheduled to kick off June 12. This information, however, has not yet been confirmed by an official source. The current touring version of WHITE LION (a.k.a. TRAMP'S WHITE LION) features original member Mike Tramp (vocals) alongside Claus Longwood (bass), Troy Patrick Farrell (drums), Jamie Law (guitar), and Henning Wanner (keyboards).  WHITE LION is planning a small European tour starting with an appearance at Italy's Gods of Metal festival on June 2 and including dates in Turkey, Italy and Sweden (where the group will perform at the Sweden Rock Festival on June 8). The band is also working on releasing a new WHITE LION album late summer.

Tramp recently made an appearance on Eddie Trunk's "Friday Night Rocks" radio show on New York's Q104.3 FM to respond to an interview with ex-WHITE LION guitarist Vito Bratta in which Vito expressed interest in reuniting with his former band. While Tramp didn't rule out the possibility of a collaboration with Vito, he made it clear during his appearance on "Friday Night Rocks" that he wanted Bratta to take the first step and stop making excuses for why he has remained musically inactive for the past 15 years. WHITE LION's "The Definitive Rock Collection", a two-disc compilation featuring the band's hit 1987 single "Wait", plus "When Children Cry", "Tell Me", and several rare rehearsal recordings, came out on January 23 via Rhino.

Ticket sales around the world are making Rocklahoma one of the most successful events of Oklahoma’s Centennial Celebration as ‘80’s rock fans will converge on the state from locations as far away as Japan, Australia and South Africa. “I said early-on that Rocklahoma would exceed all attendance expectations but there was no way of knowing Rocklahoma’s draw would reach so far,” said Giencke. “This will be an incredible three days of music with an incredible audience. Anyone who wants to witness history had better already have their tickets or get them now.”

 ROCKLAHOMA, an offiTickets to ROCKLAHOMA are on sale and available by calling toll free (866) 310-2288 or online at www.rockfeverfest.com. Tickets

One Day General Admission $  40.00  plus handling fees and tax     
Three Days General Admission     $  90.00  plus handling fees and tax
VIP Tickets $ 275.00 plus handling fees and tax
(VIP is good for all three days, reserved seating, and all the beer and food you can eat)
 
So this is a fucking killer event for all 80s music lovers. damn dude. It looks like the merchandise from this event will be fairly covered as well. Pretty Cool. Also the shit of the Milano, Spain festival of 2007 The Gods Of Rock. Yeah man its going to be a cool summer. Ton of things to get the 10 smelly fingers in on. Only problem is there are so much shit to get in on I cant possibly work enough to get money for it all. It is a little bit of a pain in the ass. Buut I have so much change in my life and so many cool goals and already set adventures for the rest of this year to even be aloud to be complaning. So I will not. I am slowly getting better. I know this line has been said a lot in here recently but it is the truth. Guess I have found the cure for my own personal dissapoinments and open wounds making them heal faster and stronger than if I had not tried this change that I am going through. So things are getting better and the summer looks promising or at least it can look promising for sure. Things have it with being changed al lthe time for me ...... how ever this time I as said try to cover the possibilities for a downfall on my dreams a little differently and that will be the difference I think. I simply will not have no more bullshit in this life. Now for you that are a little curious about the Milano festival of GODS OF ROCK 2007 - here are a few details:

Motley Crue, Velvet Revolver...
Tradicionalni italijanski festival Gods Of Metal se letos predstavlja v dveh "krogih" - prvi del bo potekaj 2. in 3. junija, drugi pa 30. junija v parku Idroscala na obrobju Milana. Letos se bomo odpravili, podobno kot lani, vsak dan posebej na festival. Glasbena ponudba je izjemna za ljubitelje metal glasbe - prvi dan bojo žgali Motley Crue, pa Slash z Velvet Revolver, pa stare legende Scorpions in Thin Lizzy, pa še nekateri. Na festivalu igrajo MOTLEY CRUE, VELVET REVOLVER, SCORPIONS, THIN LIZZY, WHITE LION, TIGERTAILZ, ELDRITCH in PLANET HARD. 
Its all june 2nd, Idroscalo, Milano, Italy - for Euro 105,99 !!!

Now book your ticket and rock the fuck out......

Surfact is playing Hollywood the Viper Room tonight. My danish faves played Hollywood last night too and was on net TV I watched it round midnight danish time. It was not the coolest interview the interviewer was kind of an ass to watch and had fairly few interesting questions. But they were there and for a very personal touch of reason they were just really nice to watch. It struck me that the singer Jesper is so awfully invincible when off stage he is just not in the spotlight. How ever the thing was cool to watch when they are so missed. But they shortly will return to denmark and there will be shows with them the 17th, 18th, 19th and the 25th. So I am all good and pleased. There soon will be worked on a Surfact site too. They had a cool time in the states from what I can tell. I will get to know a ton more about it in a good weeks time. Yeah it feels good to have other things in my life now that actually gives me nothing but pleasure, smiles and self satisfaction. !!!! Thanks a lot guys. Respect. I would love to have gone to the states to see this but ... too much already gone in the planning scedual and then the minor little thing caleld work. i know sounds boring but it is kind of the rules for the daily doings  that comes from there. Peace out fucks,

 

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May 8th 2007, Rock N Roll Heaven And An Ass Kicking Summer

5:47Am CET

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Right so it is with a smile that I now head home from Copenhagen. It has been a seriously tough day or night actually. I  really have worked my tight little ass off. I am so looking forward to be coming home again. A line of things are already in gear inside of my busyness. I have found a good new balance I think. There are not much left of the old negativity and painfully pressure that heldAn my heart and soul in a dark place. I think things looks a little bit better. And I know also what have caused the better feeling. And that perhaps is the singe most important thing  right now. That I do know what is causing what. Other wise how would I know any god damn thing?? I got a lot of new things going in my mind and I may have found a new helper in ways that goes M - O - T - L - E - Y!!!! I like the idea anyways. There are so many things that can be said about the NEW and possibly improved me but I am not fully done yet improving lol lol. I love the idea of getting through all this shit up in my head ending up high and possibly even more appreciating the shit I fill my life with. Cause it has been affected from the HUGE letdown from the last half a year. You have no idea. And it is a way too long feeling and story to even get started on here. It is as always rather deep for me so .... 

 

There is the new album to come from Sixx the "heroin Diaries - the soundtrack" ... My goodness its a good one. I have to say the songs I have heard are really good. One song, the first shot video and single is online too for a possible download. I am really excited about this package coming out the book and the music. I know the book is a journey in itself as I have had it read for months now. The Heroin Diaries is the upcoming book by Nikki Sixx, the co founder of the most legendary rock band of the eighties, Mötley Crüe. The Heroin Diaries offers an unflinching and utterly gripping look at Sixx’s descent into drug addiction with a soundtrack, featuring James Michael and DJ Ashba, to match. In addition, Sixx’s autobiographical The Heroin Diaries, compiled from his 1986-’87 writings during the height of his drug addiction, will be published by Simon and Schuster next year. Sixx plans on taking the concept of a book to a different level, and with Nikki, these words should not be taken lightly. As with all things Sixx, all we can do is wait and see. I hear rumors of a solo tour o back this shit up as a huge dark production. This is something I would simply love to fucking see for sure. I would love to have this crap put out on the road for us all to share. We are quiet a few that has supported the individual as the dark times were every day life for the man in 86 and 87!!! Ohh well we will have to see wont we? Yes sir. I think Nikki could see it as a theme tour. Would be awsome.....

 

 

There are ones again new shit listed and added to the sections here and there ..... To know which well read the rolling news banner on top of the front page. Thanks again for all your support. Things are going to expand through out this year too. I know I say this a lot and its true too. Always some ideas in the works, I think there will be some great items added the rest of the year having in mind what are coming and what kind of deals are are on the table so to speak. Yeah, it is going to be cool. Right now the bigger single ongoing deal (sorry cant say nothing just yet) is going to be a master piece to get added to the collection. I love it. There will be some cool reactions for sure to that one I think. But we are talking round end of the year on that one. Then again so what as long as it comes in fro sure.
I so wanna go to the states in Sept. There is like almost no acception to not be doing. I want this an I feel so much crap is at risk or to loose lol lol if I do not. I have the real good friends and all and I want to meet them all. Meet them all and say hi and share. Just going round and avoiding the trash I have sinked my shit into earlier. But that is to happen no more. I am done with all that crap. Right now I have nothing but a lot of work to do and deals to close and a minimum saving for the tour in June and the USA flight in September that's all something I truly want to do!!

So until all that crap is set and covered I will just keep adding shit on here  for your viewing pleasure along with sharing aææ my thoughts with you guys. I love you all lots . And some how some where you fucks know this to owell. So no need to explain myself. Wonder what the rest of the fansout there in yahoo land are thinkning these days about the crue? Some of you  must have some thouhts about things. 

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4th Of May 2007, Fake Bitches, Angels And Music
1:47PM CET
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I have got to laugh my ass off. What the fuck is that!!!! So many bitches and loaded liars. I jsu tgot rid of one of them. I can not even begin to tell you what it feels like. To wanna give tour life and soul to one that is nothing but a back stabbin bitch. Yes I am fully aware of how harsh this sounds but I fucking have a whole page of reasons for it too. No god damn more of this trash in my life. Now I ponly need to get my Crue stuff out from there and then this is fucking truely done with. What hurts the most really is the shitty fact of this person playing with your heart like it was a touystore item running on batteries. What the fuck does she think she is. Thats right not WHO but WHAT .... cause she sure as hell is the most selfcentered bitch I have ever seen or been around. This is way worse than anything I have been witnessing in my life.
But my Motley Crue load and my guitar is going to leave that place any time soon and then My Crue shit will be added on here too and forever and ever there will be a treatment of her name and individual as if she never excisted. Period. Done being a doormat for anybody!! NO FCUKING MORE

One thing that did give me a huge cool feeling last night was attending the W.A.S.P. show at "The Rock" in Copenhagen last night. I have followed the band since 1984 seen them on every tour every album and now with the new release of "Domination" it just felt so freaky cool to see them again. I love the universe of Blackie Lawless. Ever since 1992 he has been able to bring tears to my eyes and water down my cheeks. I am greatful for going and to the man B.L. for still doing what he does so fucking well. Thank you man. You are a one off. Another pleasant dude that I met by total suprise there was Mattias from Sweden. No fucking wonder he is appreciated like he is. Man I love that man love his woman. Pearl how are you honey? These two fucks have put up with me and never erased me no matter what hit me. When I was down the most they still hang on. I am so greatful to them for their sincere affection and frinedship. I love them to death. I am cleaning up and cleaning out in my life in many ways right now. I truely am hungry for bettering things again. Bettering things for myself. It is time to put myself first. i have always tried to give all my attention if I loved them before i took care of myself. But that is not the way the modern day society works no more. So Fuck it!!! I give in and be like others on that front.

Other sad news the site it has suffered from shit that has givin us problems with something that fucks up parts of the site every now and then. It is shitty and ít is sad. Sadly we are working on it these days but its not quiet ready yet. But instead of closing the site down for a few we choose to keep it open and then fix the downfalls and better things with the site active.

Music from Surfact still rules my every day life I have learned to take each and every track in now in a way that is probably more deep and analyzed than most people care to even go in on. Also the old book of Nikki`s has some news to it; In 2008, Rock N' Roll Books will re-issue 'An Education in Rebellion: The Biography of Nikki Sixx', originally published by Black Market Publishing in December, 2002. Out of print since 2004, the book is currently sold exclusively on the Motley Crue merchandise retail website Swagrox.com. While the original version of the book featured exclusive interviews with Lita Ford, Quiet Riot's Kevin Dubrow, former London bandmate Lizzie Grey, drug counselor Bob Timmons, producer Tom Werman, and engineer John Purdell among others. The re-issued 2008 edition will feature updates including the years 2003-2007 encompassing the massively successful Motley Crue comeback, as well as new, exclusive interview material with band mate Tommy Lee, former Motley Crue singer John Corabi, producers Bob Rock (Dr. Feelgood) and Scott Humphrey (Generation Swine), Michael Wagener (Too Fast For Love), solo collaborator Dave Darling (58), co-writer James Michael (Saliva, Meatloaf, Drowning Pool, etc.), and others to be announced. Pretty cool - I hope?? We will see cause the book itself as it came out was really nothing to be too excited about.....
 


I have had a few heart pounding situations with some things that I really wanted to happen but could not. Some of them now seems to be doable again. And there will be these few actions taken ... it will make me happy should they go right. But I think they will and that means some cool heavy collectibles addd to the collection here too. I have cleared out so much dirt in my life now that I think it will be fine. I am truely high in hopes about it all. So as the year closes in on the darkend times again of fall and winter there could be some rather cool shit here again.
More to you later, much love as always - Tommy

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2nd Of May 2007, Website Junk and Activities
1:08PM CET
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Wednesday the 2nd of Ma. Damn time flies by fast. I am in a little bot of a haze in my life here. Getting better yes but am have so many addings all the time to the section labeled "dissapointments" it is nuts. I try to keep a focused mind on the good and there are good shit happening. The biggest concern right as of today is all my Crue stuff around the USA. There really are a ton of things I have to get solved and that I have to get somehow shipped to me here in Denmark. It is hell depending on partnerships friendships and more. But I simply have to get things rapped up and closed down. I do not really like it cause it is people I care for and a coupple of them cared for in a past sence.
 
The site have had some shitty outbursts too. Sorry bout that. We are trying to get them all fixed as fast as possible. Ones again sorry. On a more personal note about my messy Crue life the past long time. Well as pointed out erlier in these diary pages I have tried to work things out in a different kind of way. Attacking the Crue universe in a different kind of way. And so far it is still working. I am pleased. I am not going to go back to the old Tommy as some know him for. Tommy is in a changing face and he will come out on the other side a better and more stabled guy. Thank god. Guess the biggest change is that I now try to put myself first not being the huge understandng and helpful person I have been to fucking everyone for 20 years. There are so many things I would like to have done and changed and they are all worked on.


Some few new added items are up and hopefully some of the USA stored stuff will be coming to here through out the summer. Tomorrow is another and new experience too. W.A.S.P. is in Copenhagen andI am going. The universe of Blackie Lawless has spoken to me since 92 in its own way and I am not going to deny the fact that the "Crimson Idol" from 1992 is the single most valueable album to me of all releases inthis world. The new one is really something else too. "Dominator" I always enjoy the live shows of W.A.S.P. there just is a huge special mind on the shoulders of that dude. The new album is a political album in the sence of an open saying about the dissapointment in the US goverment andthe political ways and the country`s president. It is heavy stuff lyricly ... musicly not the best he has done. But still very much Blackie. I can not wait!!!

So there - the latest few so and sos....talk soon.
 
Mcrueloyalty.dk

 

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30th Of April 2007, With The Good Comes Some Bad
2:33AM CET
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How many times have I said in my diary secvtion here that dealing with people is some what hard these modern days. Well one finally got chopped down to size today too. The latest in line of shitty feelings and all got born today. The event called love and with what that all offered me in the name and such things on Crue got burried today. No more romance and possibly friendship too. I have a hard tijme seeing anyhting in there that is fucking fixable. With the god damn ego minded attitudes and all surrounding my sorry ass it is not possible to believe in anything future like of a positive magnitude. That is as fucking shit sure as shit gets I bet. Abnd you can take that one ot the bank. I am soooo very dissapoined from all I had lined up for this one too... yeah well fuck it. If the alternative is to be someones doormat or trasgh can I can be without just fine.
 
This latest change is now also touching a few possibilities in form of havng Crue send shit and watched fro by this person. But it is okay even though I feel shitty about it I know I have done about all I possibly could without not caring. So there tough times and just when I started to wioork so hard around myself, Well here is the news flash then, with the good that is gonna continue and not killed from this shit - well it brings a price with it too in form of crap. So all good takes it bad with it. But it is okay I am kind of prepared feel like I saw this one coming. Now ,... it came.
 
Not much else but watching some minor small stuff will happen till the Europe tour is hitting our asses. One had a chance to come over but seems like she cant so no company touring there either. Sad. I think there is a chance to get things in gear for thiat tour so the load will be covered what ever in the load of opotunities are highly needed and wanted of cause. So that is another good thing. Really is it not? Yes it is.
 
My second loved passion is up. Danish Surfact will soon get its own new website. It is involved yorus truely and will get to come aorund as www.mindofsurfact.com Sounds nice I think .. you like it? It will be up and running in some weeks but it is going to be just fine. I want it to have this fine fresh start. So to speak.
Truely I have no more on my own mind right as of now. Thereare so many things in the air thatI have going I need to get down and come back----
Yours Tommy
 
PS: another guy is in offer of letting me have some cool stuff ones this dude won a competition in the USA and had his first prize coming to him in pvt. Tommy fucking Lee paid the youngster a visit at home gave him an award a drumkit and a guitar. Now all up for greedy hands and adorrible collectibles like the guitar and the award. I dont have much hoppe in getting it but sure as fuck would it be sweet..
 
 
Mcrueloyalty.dk
 
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26th Of April 2007, Short But ...Ohh well
7:19AM CET
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There have just been a few really sweet offers that I so truely wnated to have. But I failed. I failed due to something else that is goin on. I am really not too good with the letting go when its things I eally like to have. And now adays in my life all I truely wnat more than ths Cruecial life s a healthy relationship. But that is just not one bit m luck. The latest love has so totally made me what one could call a none believer in love and true passion and respect. So I am not going to spend too much time no more on that front. Love is wonderful when it worls but ebing willing ot give my soul away and seing the other just stepping on it is harder than most i can possibly think of.
 
The three things I truely would have loved to have well;
1970 vox AC30 topboost.  All original wiring.  Rare and original whiteback celestion speakers.  Once belonged to Mick Mars.  I also have the original vox logo (adhesive wore off). It has 3-speed vibrato and tremelo. In great shape. Sounds amazing. Great for studio/live. The amp is for sale locally. Buyer must assume all shipping costs. Amplifier will be shipped from Beverly Hills, CA 90211. Sold for US $1,325.00
an authentic Nikki Sixx Bass guitar that was smashed live on stage by Nikki himself. I was lucky enough to be front row, center on the night of this occasion. It seemed that Nikki intentionally slid it down the center of the stage, RIGHT TO ME after he smashed it into about 3 pieces on the last song of their set... I think he liked me. This was on the first of 2 sold out nights with Aerosmith on the 2006 "Route of All Evil Tour" in Wantagh, New York. You can see by the attached ticket that the show was at Jones Beach Theater (now called the Nikon Theater) on September 17, 2006. I have been storing this guitar in my closet since that night as I just now got around to posting it up on ebay. I can tell you though, moments after I caught the guitar, I had people from all surrounding rows approaching me with offers to buy it. In so many nice words, I told them all to eff off... LOL! Well... wouldn't you?? Now to be honest... I'm not much of a Motley Crue fan, otherwise this would be in a glass case along with some of my other proud possessions... so I thought I would give back to the rock n roll community and put this fine piece of memorabilia up for auction for a real fan to own. I lived it... I don't need the memory hanging on my wall... Now, if this was Joe Perry's smashed guitar (even though he would never do that) I would have it mounted over my bed... HAHA! Happy Bidding... Rock on!
Sold not but highest bid was: US $585.00

 
OK, I'm really crushed to have to do this but Mr. Tax man is due some dinero so I will part. What we have here is a Motley Crue Mick Mars guitar. I aquired this guitar a while back on ebay so I will tell you what I know. The neck is a Kramer American Signature original and the tuners are original to the neck as well.  It does have some scratches on it, not perfect. I can not say for certain that the body is a Kramer original.  My guess is that it isn't. I upgraded the pickup to a Seymour Duncan JB TB-4 that is designed for floyd roses specifically (It screams) The Floyd Rose is a Lic Floyd Rose PING (Lic still cost $160 and most say are better than original as its the only lic floyd that has Floyd Logo on it) The old floyd looked a little aged so I upgraded so the guitar looked crisp.
This guitar is technically used, even though I upgraded the pu and floyd it has been unplayed since I've owned it. Not one scratch from pick or wear n tear I'm unaware of the wood of the body The guitar will need a set up as its been unplayed since I've owned it.  Has been a piece that's hanged on my wall great for the Motley Tribute band or somebody that wants something to hang, or if you wanna wail to Crue tunes I'm sure the cats at Kramer Forum will see this and have a great discussion.  Please I've tried to register, but am unable to post? Help!
I miss a few things in my life but I still ontinue the ride down the new road as described on here the last couple of times. Much love to you all. Tommy
 
 
Mcrueloyalty.dk
 
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23th Of April 2007, Gaining Strength !!!
03:23AM CET
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Blow me good people. Fuck in hell. I am sitting here at work in the middle of the fuckíng night heading into Monday morning here at work. My god it is more than boring. But I have this machinery from hell called a computer so time flies by faster nowe lol. L et me start this posting off by saying I am blown away by the constant flow I seem to have of people I run into that are so fucked up fake and unpredictable when it all comes down. I love to meet people and all and the latest example is one that started off persenting him/her self as the ultimate personality. Really and individual to my liking. i felt so happy so lucky so almost dreaming thinking this can not be real. Well when the smoke cleared it was not. It was a shitty illution on my part and it sucks. What the fuck is it with people that are so fucking out of it in these modern day times??? I do not get it. I think it is more than fair to say that this is to happen no more. I am sick of it. Wasting my precious time - this will be the last time I give someone so much time and patience with things. It is a gosd damn joke.
 
While I seem to be gaining strenghth I also seem to be loosing one very respected and highly loved person in my Crue life. Jesse seems to be on his way out of this Crue(l) world. It is not a 100% guarentee just yet but it looks to be coming down to that. I feel seriously sad about it. he is as said a highly appreciated guy in my life. Too much bad has been going on in each our lives so we have not had too much gained the last long time. I think we will not have that chance now either but just to kind of prepare you all for that change too I am telling you all now. Should he stay ion the end I am all pleased.  

 
I have gained new strength from a lot of focusing on things in my life. It is time for me to take a step or two futher. I have the last couple of days had a fairly good feeling about most. Far from all, but most. So I am going to continue this travelling down this what ever road. It seems to be good for me. I am so not turning back, should this be a  way out of things that have been so dissapointing and hurtful. I am through with a continued fight for something I truely wanted if that thiing just will not give in and let me have something to work with. Then fuck it. I am done with that crap. I want more out of thiings. I want more out of my high spend energy time and money. Period.
 
The new ongoings or try outs if you will has also givin me a chance or rather a second chance on a Motley dream. I am aiming for it so it can come to be a part of the collection after all. If nothing goes wrong then hey thats cool. But I have learned my ways with another thing. This site. I read through a full passed month from time to time andthere way too often is too much negative in here. It is all honest and all what I want it to be but it makes me sad that I actually gets hit by so much shit. So from now on I will also keep a few things out of here and wait to post anything about some things till they are more certain and in a good way solid!!! I have build up a couple of new things in my life and I am holding on to those as the first to bring me into a new better balanced and happy excistence.

Also on the Crue boys do I feel better for the first time in months. It is nice I watched crue the other day for the first time in a long time. I am free again in a spiritual way!! It is such a relief and I feel so way much rested kind of inside. Yep, without a doubt this is good for me. I can and will be feeling better as I have a little more time behind me from what is on right now. I am trying to get more work on the sites here too this coming future. It should all be good. I hope there are chances for something nice to come out of it all. Thanks for sticking by. Love to all. Fuck the none believers.
 
Mcrueloyalty.dk

 

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20th Of April 2007, Fucking Surfact & Cruecial Refreshments!!!
1:02PM CET
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Fucking ey people. I was in Aarhus last night attended a Danish debut artist. Surfact live. I was FUCKING BLOWN AWAY by these 5 kids of Denmark. Martin, Niels, Jeppe, Claus and Jesper was the shit. I had spent a good late afternoon and evening with them and was truely excited like i can not even explain. It was something that was just so fucking out of it. I had told these guys that there was no way on earth they could suprise me on a positive level since I already saw them as the fucking coolest best damn band of denmark at this time. I could not get more than dissapointed at the most. My interest in this band and their style and passion for what they do is beyond normalcy and of no comparence what sp ever. They rocked the "Musikcafeen" round midnight and guess what? They fucking took my head apart. I know Martin and Jesper was watching me on off and they saw I was like a statue - hard concret they could ave thought I was so bored for all I know. But the truth is - I saw nothing else but heaven on earth last night. Suck my cock were they amazing. Could I ever get a job wnated and appreciated it would be to work for these guys. That is fucking mindblowing top quality rock ass perfection in rock n roll. Guys You have done nothing but giving this old idiot of Jylland a belief that there is hope for some serious awsome honesty still out there in this damn poppy country of ours. Surfact did the shit man. Will not even disguss it with no one. say it with me ..... S   U   R   F   A   C   T   !!!!!!!!!
-There is no better release in this country that can possibly top what this shit does to me. In all honesty it was such a thunderous heavy experience that I fucking had to pass on seeing them again after the show. I was numb. Nothing is even going to describe the experience I was having. I knew they were cool and probably shit cool live... but THIS?? no no no no no --- NO WAY ... this was not fucking possible. Holy crap this was HUUUUUGGEEE!!!!
I had this idea in my head  many times during their set. Why cant somebody just take these guys and skip this baby like stage in theor carreer and give these fuckers a stadium to blast their shit out in?? WHY??!!!! what the fuck. I get all goosebums and shit listening to these fucks. There is no regular headbanging trip on my part here. No WAY!!!
 I love this shit and I feel carried on rose leafs listening to this. It is so deep and brutally honest to my ears. And watching these guys looking them in the eyes and see their face expressions as they do it live - makes me get teary eyes in pleasure from watching them. Guys what the fuck? is this normally how you are?? Or what was that? A good night only? Fuck me - that is top of the shit guys. More damn power to them. SUUUUUURRFACT!!!!

                                                    
The Crue site on the other hand is now getting its own form of facelift too. I really do not have a single idea of how to get through this one. How ever some slight changes here and there should do it!! So here is a start new front pages on both sites. www.mcrueloyalty.com  and  www.mcrueloyalty.dk  More stuff to get addedon here shortly. maybe as I return to here in a good weeks time. I love this again.  What do yout hink abotu the new front page by the way?? Ok? Fresh enough? Cool enough? I love it actually. It is rather cool and different again. A minor little detail I always like to do when we change things. Life is too fucking short for unpersonal shitty things. I have to say thanks again to Martin fo Surfact. He or they have been so good to me. I need this new belief in life. And he reached out took me in and from that I have new found things that are cool. Also thanks to Inge here at home for trying to keep my chin up. Morten for putting up with the roughness that it is on other parts in the daily living. Cassie for being a support and a good listener. These people have made a few things possible for me. And made me not wanna go give in for nothing. Abso fucking lutely. So thanks. Let me know whats cracking people. What is up out there in the world?? I have een blinded and walking in darkness for a little too long. I have been lost  now..found.
More shit as it goes down alright. - be safe fuckers.

 

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19th of April 2007, Things Will Be – I Win This Over

6:34AM CET
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Thursday dear god, I am fighting as fuck to win things over. Things have been a pain. A concern for a SERIOUSLY LONG TIME. I can not do that no more or one thing will happen for shit sure. I will literally die. You have no idea how serious my shit has been. I have been hanging low fighting to find a way out. I found a loved one that I tried to give my everything but nothing but blames and shitty issues killed the beauty in that one. Yeah I lost hope on a lot of things. I even wandered around thinking “fuck dude even my Cruecial universe did not work out. I can not find my way home and I feel I can not stand ground.” So now all I can say is fuck it. I am giving my absolute best just one more time and try to attack the shit hole from another angle as said in here before. I think I have but things around me have not been giving me positive feedback and it hurts like fuck. Everything I have done to win shit over have more or les failed. My brother has been a huge support in his own wicked ways and I am now finding a new strength that will have to be my final and last attempt to win shit over. And right now I think I will. Somehow. I will fucking attack everything over ones more and come out on the other side and get the fist in the air in the end ….. in victory. Trust me, I am going to give this a final get go and overcome all. Things will be and am going to better things. I am going to aim for greats and bow out the best I have learned – IF this new idea works.

 

So a couple of things have been “re-instated”.  I am going to try to make it work but with a different way too. I am reaching out to life and my Motley Crue life again. Trying not to be so fucking nice. Nice seems not to work for me. Never tried to be a selfish fuck - or nothing. But maybe this soft ego shit would do me good. The world seems full of that crap so …. Watch out – here I come, too!!!

I have restarted a few things that I dreamed of for a long time and this time I fucking hope they bare fruit if you know what I am talking about?!! I will try to get the best out of it all .Nothing to do about it in any other way than what I try now. I at least do not know a third option so here goes nothing.

 

There are going to be tried out some new ways too on the visual side of things on here. Some how think it is time for a make over again. Trendy? No not really. But I think we will be well worth some changes. There are a few new things added today in the Supernova, Tommy solo section. I have so many things laying round the world I hope sometime to get it all collected here and have it all displayed and shit this is fucking no good to have it spread like this. I ought to for real not to even bother bout nothing but to invest a mutha fucking huge shipping fee and get all my crap home. 

There was a huge dream for me to work out in real life with my second partner in the M.C. world. Jesse …. Sadly I do not see that no more. His life and all have made him make new decisions and it feels kind of all hanging in a thin you know what. It makes me seriously sad. Not even do I have any words for this one. Jesse I miss our togetherness and ton of ideas for shit to work out. I love and respect you for life brother. Dont you ever fucking forget that.

 

A few more things have been dealt on and sooner or later they will end up here too but that will more than likely take a long time. I am really not having a shit load to say about my new ways of attacking life and my Motley world. Let me see if this at all works. I will feed you with much more later. Right now I really just want to give myself some time and space to see what is going to happen. But let me just see if this really will be a way to tacle this thing. So now you know. Give me some time and I will try to make it the best for myself and for you visiting the site.

darron Meeks Sixx´s bass tech is not going to be the bass man for Nikki on the coming European tour. Wonder how Sixx is with that. he has now had him in everything he has done since 2003. He is not wanting to go for this short a time and he is busy doing all kinds of other stuff. he may come to Europe later this year a couple of times though. With Alice Cooper that means bass tech for Chuck. Chuck being also bass man in ESP. ESP  also holding John Corabi... yeah, they are all family in one way or the other. Cool. I thank you Darron for being the best of the best- you are a fucking awsome guy. God damn it.
So right now I feel I am all good with things part from burrying a lot of emotions and having a hard time with my finances. Too much bad has happend. Sucks
We talk again - enjoy!

 

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15th of April 2007, Name Brd, Tour & Gaspin For Strength
12:38PM CET
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Sunday bloody Sunday. Know that tune? U2. Well It is and it is not. A bloody Sunday that is. I think I have a line of things Hoped or and a line of things I feel like giving up on. I am gasping for faith here for strength to pull me through some really troubled waters. I feel back stabbed by a couple of people that were suppose to be really close and shit. Yea!! Really awsome. You go figure. I have soon lost all hope for fairness and willingness from people in this world. The world seem to have taken most people to a stage of egoism and selfishness. I miss closeness and partnerships in many ways. But I do not seem to be giving any. So I said to myself yesterday I am going to fight my love life in a new way. I am going to reach out and simply stop pushing things. As I am sick and tired of being one to reach out and still be the only one to feel like standing alone. You know what I mean?
The same with friends and all. I am not going to continue asking and trying to solve things. I think my life on a personal level Inc. My Motley life is being pushed and put under pressure from a stressed out Tommy in a really bad way. So I will try to do that no more. If people are true to me how ever they are connected then they on their own should be mature enough to reach out  and not only turned to by me. No more.
 
I think the June, Summer and Euro tour will see me going to still only one. I have received a lot of e-mails asking me this question. How many shows. Covering yet another full tour as we kind of see you doing? Well folks the answer is no. A huge and ringing no. There are two actually three reasons for it. I am still not fully recovered from the huge sadness and shitty feeling about the band that has now lived healthy ways inside of me  for close to six months. But I am also here trying to make up for things and solve them by going to take only small steps before anything major again. The second reason would be I don't feel for heading out alone no more. I had a huge Crue partner travelling partner anyway not too long ago. It has all changed and I miss it. The ultimate willingness and reach out came from there ones but as said things in many ways have changed so I am now solo and I am not going to. The last major reason is that I simply do not feel I am going to handle it financially. I am so totally rapped up in things right now that would not alou me doing a full tour. No matter the feelings for such actions anyway.

The web-site of Tommy Lee.TV have more new member packages. I think they are endless still fairly shitty. But okay they are there. Why it takes an ass long time to get the paid orders out is so beyond me. I  just do not get it. Truly speaking I find it lame as fuck. I think also the fact that from you order something online and till you get it some packages have been changed and from the order is placed till they are actually handled and shipped out ... If they have changed of what they each contain then the NEW changes are what you get not the originally listed you got tempted to buy and order. That sure is bullshit. Is it not?? Hell  yeah man.
The latest member packs are up now and some have a few cool things in em. But I think the amounts are fairly high for what you get. Never mind my rubbish it is just one guys personal opinion. But you can check these out in detail on the www.tommylee.tv site. Just got two new more up there. There are still many items from some of these packs on its way to me so they get added on here as time alous it to find my doorstep. Takes forever it seems. Fucked up.

 

On more Tommy stuff. Me living in Denmark - well Tommy and his DJ Aero partner in guest DJ jobs are planning a Euro tour too. I think it is gonna go down in June. It is said that some night club in Copenhagen is going to have him in June. I know not which one yet but it seems to be happening. So no Motley concert here but a guest visit from Lee and his DJ partner?? Well... Not too interesting but yeah why not. Do not see myself going but - we will see. There are a line of these jobs for him. Got to be the most easy shit in the world for him to do. Just be present and talk a little here and there to the audience pick girls get free booze and then head the hell out of theree after a pay check. My god. What the fuck, sometimes these ordinary lives most of us live are just really not attractive one bit. God Damn it.  He now has a steady girlfried too in Pamela (again) so guess he is happy.
 
New things arranged for releases too in the summer and fall for all the fans too. I think it was not really meant any ways to be a resting 2007. Inspite of no real tour nor album release. Shit it is sadly a high financial spending year still man. I for one have a hard time keeping up. But I also have a line of things that are not going to happen since it is simple costing me too much. And right now a lot of already owned and paid off items are not going to have extra costs on my part too since the storage places round the USA is now going to change. So in short I will pay my item prices again. It is not as such a complaint, But just a sad shitty expence that could not come at a more shitty time. Well it will have to take the time it takes and then just be handled slowly. I feel really bad about it actually. But there is nothing I can do. I in short will just have to see this year as being one in the name of the Crue to be a fucked up year for me. I hate to say it but it cannot be more true.
Jesse thanks for the line of things that you are bro. Corinna thanks for all you have done. Heather thanks for something that gave me hope I am still fighting and praying.
To David Tveide from NorwAY THANKS A LOT MAN. YO UAND I HAVE ALWAS HAD A VERY ODD BONDING. It is time to change that for the better too. But for what you did recently ... Thanks man. Thanks a lot. Superb.

Nikki`s first Ovation bass that he ones gave to Brides Of Destruction producer Stevo Bruno has been sold on eBay this weekend. I was hoping to get it but ... No.
It was just one that I would have loved to have. But sure enough with how things are going in my life these days that too would just not let me pull it off wither. Yes I do  feel shitty and pitty myself. I hate this life and this feeling. I am not willing to totally give in and live like others want me to. And totally drop the inner me it would be wrong. Here and there adjustments and shit fine. Changes are healthy for everyone but a total make over .. No thanks. SO now one happy fucker out there again holds some thing I would have fucking LOVED to have in my personal collection. The really exclusive items seems to be laughing at me this year. Nothing really happens for me. Part from a lot of hard times and shitty experiences. I figh to change things and let me see if these things right now that I have plans for as new ways of handling things will give me the benefit of something nice. I hope so. Much love to you all. Your fucked up host, lee
 

 

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11th of April 2007, Fuck Me Guess It Does happen - ??
3:52PM CET
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Ok so tonight the shit goes on sale ticket wise for the complete (almost) Europe tour 2007. June is coming in a rush ... I am not at a round trip or nothing as sid but looks like Osolo is going to hold me as part of the fuckers withnessing the event on June 6th. At 6 PM tonight central european timeI am going to see all these thiings go for sale online through Sin Club Motley.com. I do think if it happens that will then be it. The only one. Not doing much of nothing else I really am not. I planned on not doing this. But I see a slight chance for it to happen and there for I could be going!! You will know in time. I would like ot cover the tour merchandise anyway. I do not know how when or nothing about any details other than this said. The 6th of June. Got a few things to have going on here too. I really liek to say things are bettering but they are not. What can one really expect? I posted on here yesterday. Stockholm started selling yesterday and sold if the rumor is correct the Globe arena out with a 12.000 seater in hours. Crue still seems to pull europe then. Woow....
 
There are a few new things in the making too. I still have all the stuff laying around and none of that shit is going to me through mail services. Have lost way too much and crap!
I am trying to get all the stuff here put in boxes and all so it is no longer laying ... but I simply can not. It is way too much and all. Think I am going to give up on that. I then for sometime too have thought about doing a book about my Crue life and all. How is the life of a collector. Would it be a smash? I can not really say but I do think it would be rather cool to get done. Maybe I will start looking around for someone that can actually be of any help with that ..... putting it nocely together maybe inspired from this site. Or sites I should say lol. Yeah that would have rocked quiet a bit. I will try to work on that one. Staying a colelctor and supporter of the boys or not that if for nothing else would be nice to have kind of all collected in a book form. Right? Hell yeah would be cool. I think there are a lot of great results but the main trick right of now would be to have to be finding a really cool kind of journalist to put the shit down for me. Just kind of dig in for a good year or two. Create the baby. A Cruecial Fact, can you picture it already? I sort of can. I think that could be set up a  kind of a goal for myself. We will see. Much love from a broken dude... Tx
 
MOTLEY CRUE 2007 EUROPEAN TOUR
FAN CLUB TICKET ON SALE

 
WEDNESDAY APRIL 11, 2007 @ 12PM-EDT
Date City Country Venue Pre-Sale
6/1/2007 Wintherthur SWI Eishalle Spirit of Rock Festival N/A
6/2/2007 Milan ITA Gods of Metal N/A
6/4/2007 Helsinki FIN Icehall N/A
6/5/2007 Stockholm SWE Globen Login/Join
6/6/2007 Oslo NOR Spektrum Login/Join
6/8/2007 Brussels BEL AB Login/Join
6/9/2007 Donington Park ENG Download 2nd Stage N/A
6/11/2007 London ENG Hammersmith Apollo Login/Join
6/12/2007 Manchester ENG Apollo Login/Join

 
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10th of April 2007, Things Took Off
3:58PM CT
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So today was the day for release of tickets to Stockholm. I did not do anyhting about it. I have an issue in my life right now that fills me up more than this tour this band this thing. I am in a haze so shit sad and feel so lost in life. Nothing is or could be badder for me right now. I am so not cool woth nothing in my life these days there are so many emotional downfalls it is frightening. I sit here in Trekroner outside roskilde in Denmark am not the least pleased with life and more. I feel torn and longing for getting a one way ticket out of here. Just leave this place behind this life this thing thta was supposed to be so good so beautiful so warm and loving.

 
 
Motley Crue in Europe it is outrageous to say I am not gonna be seeing them this summer here. Unheard of really but listen to how things are and looking around feeling carefully inside of myself whats up and all it is simply not cool. Not too much is really going my way or in a way workable at all. I miss life I miss things - things that gave me pleasure and things that gave me lust for living. I do not think I am going to find that again no more in case I do not get this situation fixed to be a retrned nice feeling. I am really not going to fight no more for things. I am torn inside and the stuff going on is killing the 120% stricht focus on my Motley situation too. I do not see it return as it was the last three years, it was all I wanted and the stuff in all ways were going right no more.
 

I know Helsinki is going on sale Thursday not going to that either as I see it now. I am so shit sad about all this crap. Just really out of touch and order ...nothing turned out in life that I wanted in the end all got lost, everything I threw so much energy and love and shown will in on has now gotten ripped away from me and the last pieces are going bad and fighting for dear life.
 
The very few things that are coming from now on till long into june is not much. I have things laying in USA again .. a ot that are not on the site yet either... I just can not guarentee if you will be seeing it all. there is so much and there is a chance constantly hangin in a thin line that all this could be a something in the past. I love the band and the colelcting but whn things do not add up really and things outside this MC life are totally fucking me over then there is not much hope for a sharp continueation really.
 
But the Euro tickets are untouched too. I miss doingthese things together with a loyal companion I no longer have either. I miss the shared feeling and all. I miss my love, my passionate possible future and all. None ofthat is fully functioning so I lean towards hopelesness and just really want to bow out.
God this is wearing me down BIG TIME!!!!
 
Mcrueloyalty.dk
 
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6th of April 2007,  Love, Openness, Willingness
11:37AM CET
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Simplicity and communication a huge lack of importance in my life these days. I am so about to give on all hope for things in the world of love. I am not gonna have a novel written out here but I am saying I know I will never get to fel real unconditionally love ever in my living days. There is so much I wanted to have and so much I wanted to have won over. The will to change for it all is there massively too but that is not enough it seems so what the fuck do one do then? I feel like a stepped on blooming flower that would have looked pretty in a vase in someones living room.  And no matter how much I do how many miles I run there will always be this someone standing waiting by the finish line ot say ... this and that is not good enough. I then try to turn it al laround going what the fuck all youask of me NOT to do you do right back but in no way or form should I ever even dare asking for the same kind of understanding and respect. What the fuck is up with that????? Is that how people have turned out to be? A bunch of fucking nogood ego selfcentered bitches and bastards that is only solidly about one self and nothing but!!! I am so not a believer in this much more. I find myslef willing to sell mysoul give my life away for a good felt love too and it is not appreciated  -  the worst kind of letdown one could ever put on my shoulders. Fuck!!
 
Today is also the day for more added stuff as promised !!! Look into it all and enjoy. I honestly do not know how long I will keep my sanity I am from the issues in the top of this posting kind of getting killed here and it hurts me more than I can put words to. I love life but not if all it has for me is a hurtful and harsh wya of treating me back. I would rather kill myself than having a life long stinker of a living like this. Imagine that ... coming on here to find but a note of a "farewell and thanks for all" saying that simply took me on a way to the dark side ......
I am so full of all the shit people lay on me constantly. If I could have it like I have with with extremly few people then yes I would have a love life like nothing else. Unbeatable a life that would be a constant feeling of walking on rose leaves and never worry bout thorns. But I do not have that no more. I miss some sunny days, sunny years, a sunny life. I could be dying and not be missed at all I think part from, from the 3 or 4 people I can think of. A line of fake shit and ego  minded fuckers are out there and no one seems to be willing to give what they themselves asks for .... what so ever.
 
Next week is the time for the Scandinavian dates to start their ticket sles for the Crue June tour. Stockholm, Oslo and Helsinki are the ones up here. What I am about to do .. well.. I still can not say really,  I feel so pressured feel so out of it cause the shit that really matters dont hang together too good. And I then have also this crappy shitty meaningless thing in my everyday life that totally controls what I am doing and what I can be aloud to be doing. Fuck, I do not work well with it. I actually hate the god damn shit. So if tickets are gonna be bought or not for any tour dates is something I just can not really say yes or no to at this point.
A part of me sure wants to go and fullfil the dream I had of keeping my collecting thing going till they retired and stopped their doings. Grab all there was coming out as official products from the reunion till the last day when ever it comes. Well now is a time and a situation where all that simply is on shaky ground. No matter what the heck am doing there just is not much belief and pleasure in it. Life has become a neagitive institution for me now. I miss love and I miss pleasure... Nothing is even close to that right now. A supposed to be started love got bad and is trying to burn me like hell. I refuse to let that happen. form one that was ones hurt massively herself now seems to have forgotten all about that and passes it on to me ... UNCOOL. !!!!!
 
I have a cooler feeling with the danish band Surfact right now. They give me so much pleasure right now. the CD of theirs as listed a lill something about last time I was on here is still highly recommended. It is brilliant.  Dont even think its not. You should check it out. http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=10774613 look in on em!! They rock and its fucking cool to have them here and being a danish act is just ...blowing my mind.

Wonder how Vince`rehab is going ? damn that dude should have a different life but I dont see it ever happening. he is fucking it all up and he does it good. His liver and shit must be about to shot down or something soon. Nikkis new book CD and video and crap is about to be all done and going into the pressing again for the late summer release if again not pushed for a later release. My god. Nothing new there with the Cruesters.
Tommy - I totally got stomack pain in laughter as I heard he and Lukas have started working on material for the second Supernova CD for 2008. What the hell? Wasnt this downfall one too many for him? Does he really think it is that good? Ohhh Tommy, Tommy ,Tommy, sorry to hear this. unless something totally unexpected has or will come to surfase any time soon. Will it?? Hmm guess we all have to wait and see. Mick has signed himself up for things to be working with other artists and all. he even took Dilana in from the Supernova thing to his house and have worked on material with her for what ever. her next CD? I dont know . havent really paid attention much for a long long time.

Talk soon, but at least as promised the new stuff is on here now and I think there is a chance to have things kept alive at least a little while longer. -Again happy eastern, Much love if only you wanted it Tommy
PS: I miss the hell of out you and you know who you are. 
 
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3rd of April 2007, Denmark As A First
1:47PM CET
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It is officially over with my american vicitor. Things have been talked out and I feel better. Not way better but better. I am looking forward to meeting later on hopefully in the summer or sumthing. The thing is we have a line of things to still talk about and do. But I am not really redrawing my posting from a couple of days ago. She is so in need of learning to change some ways in a line of things. My god she is not sharp at all on things that are all kind of really important. So Denmark for a first time vicitor is over the airport and the KLM took her away a good 2 hours ago. I felt kind of sad but there is nothing to do but that to look forward really. I really want this new life of mine or get turned into reality I hate this shit as it is right now it fucking sucks ass. So for all it is worth and for all it should and could have been thanks Heather it was in spite of everything awsome to have you here and I wish things had been different in a line of ways as said before ...... we as I with a couple of others could have been so out of the ordinary in life together.... lets see what comes or if its time for me to just pull the god damn plug to life.

 
 
So heading home tomorrow to my own place ad then Friday as promised there is going to be this picture taking and all so things can be added to the site here again. I am thinking about getting things sent to me thats in the USA. Or at least some of it thats at some of the 4 places I have crap laying. Sounds good? Well yes and no. But I am thinking about it we will see what happens.
 

Tour of the summer here by Motley Crue is so talked about now and many wants to see me go. I have still not done jack about it .... but hey... we will see what happens. Also right now there is this auction of a hat signed by.. well...Nikki Sixx and Mick Mars Autographed American Made Outlaw Cowboy Hat This auction brought to you by SWAGROX the official store and auctioneer for The OFFICIAL WEBSITE FOR NIKKI SIXX and MICK MARS is for an exclusive Autographed American Made Outlaw CrueFest Chicago 2007 CUSTOM COWBOY HAT. Signed in silver marker by Nikki Sixx and Mick Mars. The hat was made and donated by American Made Outlaw to CrueFest Chicago to Raise funds for all the charities of Motley Crue. The team at Ameican Made Outlaw took the hat to NAMM 2007 and got Sixx and Mars to both sign the hat to help raise even more cash and awareness for these great CHARITIES!
This is a rare opportunity to buy a real collectable item SIGNED BY NIKKI SIXX and MICK MARS! And to help the The CHARITIES OF MOTLEY CRUE.

 
I want so bad to get things back to the old days bit with new added. God damn it. It is so tough and it is a little weirder than weird really. What can I say probably a whole lot but I do not really want to either. I simply have a line of things that are gonna make this posting sound so bad its freaky. But I am in my own  little peace and more holding on to some of the few things I have wanted to win over for a long time now. Yes - I could just burst it out to you but no I am not going to. I better just sit tight and not say nothing till its a definate final and all.... bu while I miss the Amerian girl I will now have to sleep and eat ... have worked all night not slept yet and it is fucking close to 3 PM now. Shit I have to get things in gear and first off is sleep... later lads...
Heather have a safe trip home and we talk tomorrow. One Love ....Tx
 
 
Mcrueloyalty.dk
 
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2nd of April, Life Killed Again
10:05AM CET
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I wish I could have said and found a good cool sentence to throw in here. There is not much lust for living no more to be honest. I am finding myself in an almost endless fight for pleasure and happiness. I have a few new downfalls on a Crue matter but not even gonna mention them in here, it feels kind of irrelavant. I am so not gonna do a lot of shit for many months it seems. It is all just wicked and crazy. I am not gonna have a line of great things to look forward too again. More kind of just sitting here with dissapointed and with a let down feeling - it is raining down on me .......
 
I have today the last day of the US vicitor here. Things were fun things were cool things were new and there could have been something .... maybe even the most beautiful thing between me and a girl ever. But it is just another name in line now that took me chewed me and spat me out. I get drained a lot when emotional stuff hits me in a bad way. This is the single one thing that could not happen for me to have a good and continued will to believe and aim forward for things. Again I should not go and say too much cause there is not much to say. Just the bottom line - things I have in life especially people seems to have this one thing ....... they all take a little bite of me and leave me bleeding.
 
I think if I could I would probably just go ahead and something really bad. It is fucking almost a cry out. Then again whats the point in that? I put so much in my things my friends my love my everything and for it to be taken away is just all ending things for me. I saw a huge new coming life here and I saw a great thing with a great family and all but no - I feel like I ma not gonna be doing nothing no moe with anyone like this ever again. I just feel like I am not gonna be having this feeling ever again. I am almost officially lost for hopes, wants and all.
 
There is still gonna be the promised adding of things on here in different sections on Friday the 6th I am holding myslef up to that promise. No worries. A few little things have come in since the last time I posted too anyway so.....
 
Does anyone out there know the feeling about sitting and wanting something so bad cause what you feel in your heart is soooo good and then in the end it burns you like if it was a permanent new tattoo? This is what I fee llike right now. Nothing  Icare for and put my time and money in is delieveing warm feelings and cool results. You can be the cool of cool and you can be doing all you ever imagined to this thing you love so much but the result  is just a simple let down and heart burn like non other. It is a great feeling isnt it? I cant fucking go on like this. All just kind of splits me open...
This postigng gives me a chance to tell you than most of what is in my life right now is bad. Most of what I have in life of wants bites me. Most of the wounds I sit with wont fully heal. I have become a wreck ... a wreck with a pulse I am only waiting for to end. Hope you all have a better time than I am ....
 
Peace out to you all.... happy eastern,
 
Mcrueloyalty.dk
 
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30th of March 2007, Xtra Xtra - Yeah!!
5:27PM CET
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Yeah I guess!! I had to kind of share a cool day with you all. A new found thing and interest a new danish band ro so n so new .. SURFACT fuck yeah, they are shit awsome!!! Something new and fresh to my life. I like it. I had a huge interview with them yesterday and I have to say the little interview turned into a full day in the sun on the day after a wild night for the band themselves lol. Yeah we had a blast. It was shit cool. Tour coming up in April round here and all.. fuck yes I am going. You should really check this band out. They rock and have a line of things in the wait also for .. well everyone...

 

Motley Crue has another new show set up for Europe June 1st. Tickets set up for sale as I post this. now. Papa Roach and buckcherry are with them - can be nothing less than a fucking cool night for sure. hell yeah!! Now if you wanna attend this one its a hall / arena thing as far as I know so .. dont wait too long. CHF 90.95 is the price for the excellent evening. Its the "Spirit Of Rock" if you wonder?!!
 
Last few long missed Vince neil Ink items are about to come and well... inspite of all mess and crap its getting added to the colection till something ends up taking the collecting thing away from me. A few more things that have been in on its way for a long time is now getting here too. As promised last time there is around the 4th or 6th being added the things that are here so you have a chance to see them with the other stuff already on here. You tell me - you request it to get added so I promised. It will happen the 6th as it looks right now.
Simmons - Mr. God ....I know it too has gotte nothing to do with M.C. but this man is so admired by me and it is so insaine to see al lthe shit he has going. I think maybe I am looking forward as hell to the Family Jewels part or season 2 that in the uS has already started. man this is seriously cool. I have season 1 and I now wanna have the shit thats going on ... but its not gonna be available till late this year I am sure,....
he has a clothing line coming too tons of new comics and so has his son Nick. And much much more... its crazy... what a fucking cool family...
Heres to you Gene ... damn you still rule - hell yeah!!!


The copmplete Euro tour 2007 is as following:
JUNE 2007
Fri 1 SWI, Wintherthur - Eishalle Spirit of Rock Festival
Sat 2 ITA, Milan - Gods of Metal
Tue 5 SWE, Stockholm - Globen
Wed 6 NOR, Oslo - Spektrum
Fri 8 BEL, Brussels - AB
Sat 9 ENG, Donington Park - Download 2nd Stage
Mon 11 ENG, London - Hammersmith Apollo
Tue 12 ENG, Manchester - Apollo
 
Mcrueloyalty.dk
 
 
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28th of March 2007, Okay Round Two
12:25AM CET
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Okay the latest things that have arrived that never got on the site will. I have gotten mails about this requesting the unseen stuff to get added. So sometime after the 4th I will, sadly I am not able to do nothing ...... not in town. So be patient please.
Things in my life has been messy but slowly straightening out now and I am gonna give it a second shot like I said after or round the 4th I will have it done. So things are now to be ...tried out!!! I talk to you soon... One Love - peace out. Thanks for a huge support Heather and Morten....you guys have rocked for some time now hugely appreciated,
So  cool....
 

 
Here is by the way a shit cool thing. You have no idea how much I would have loved to get this one under my belt....my ultimate hero. God Simmons and soulmate ...exclusive dinner for one lucky ass ...yes its anpther eBay auction set up from the A&E company that holds the "Family Jewels" .. here is a taster of whats to be won:
*The Experience for you and up to three guests
*Fine wine, champagne (proof of legal drinking age required to consume any alcohol) and *cuisine in the company of Gene Simmons and Shannon Tweed on May 19, 2007
*Round-trip flight from anywhere in the continental US to Los Angeles
*Limousine transport from hotel to (and from) dinner
*3-day/2-night stay in deluxe accommodations
*Signed Gene Simmons Family Jewels Collector’s Edition DVD set
 
100% of the net proceeds will benefit the Elizabeth Glaser Pediatric AIDS Foundation.
Bid now on this experience of a lifetime for you and up to three guests to dine with Gene Simmons and Shannon Tweed! Fly to Los Angeles, where you’ll enjoy a 2-night stay in deluxe accommodations. Join Gene and Shannon for a night you’ll never forget, as they wine and dine you at one of their favorite LA restaurants.
 
This once-in-a-lifetime star treatment begins when you and your guests board a plane from anywhere in the continental United States and fly to Los Angeles, where you'll enjoy a 2-night stay in deluxe accommodations. Then travel like rock stars in a limousine bound for the restaurant where you’ll join Gene and Shannon for dinner. Ask Gene and Shannon what it’s like to live in the spotlight, or star in their own real life series on A&E, GENE SIMMONS FAMILY JEWELS... and everything else you’ve been dying to ask.
 
Finally, you’ll take home a rare Gene Simmons Family Jewels Collector’s Edition DVD set signed by the entire Simmons family to remember the night you partied with a rock legend!Fuck yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes ...I would wanna do this one any day over any of the crue members. Auch gonna get hate mail for that remark. But I was honest so quit it.
 
Mcrueloyalty.dk

 

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22nd of March 2007, Interesting - Still fucked Up
9:56PM CET
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So 43 people have responded saying it can not close down it can not stay off of the world wide web. It can .. yeah the stories and mails have been kind of overwhelming. I have to say things still are not cool one bit with a line of things and the Crue matter is not at all too cool for my school either. Have not touched any MC for days now. It is a weird weid weid feeling. It is a hurtful thing and almost like an alien kind of thing waiting in my tummi just waiting to be a big enough shitty feeling so it can burst out totally fucking me up. The best part right now is the fact that things have been kind of cool with at least some people in the MC world. Also the news today about my stuff that was considered to be gone - fucking lost in the mail ...well one of the VERY important packages anyway seems to have come to surface again ... to the senders address in the USA and is sort of safe now though stuff is fucked and ruined in there. God damn the postal services sometimes. Wonder what KIND OF RETARDED  people works there sometimes. But ..safe now. Shitty situation. And totally not needed. Shit.
 
It is up in the air again with what I do with my life ... a ton of thinking and twisting and turning have been my doings for days now. I am not quiet happy with the stinky things my life is holding. It is easy for me to say the Tommy I know is not the Tommy present. But I have in all honesty also trying to set my mind to go down a road of unknown try outs....just cant seem to find the true will, strenght or interest just yet and that for shit sure is not a cool thing for one like me. I need to find belief in things that I have to do in my awaken life or I am not functional. Pleasure and satisfaction is a big part to make my body feel good. That is also why I have time and time agian told people around me that the so called "ordinary" I am no good with that what so ever. I can not figure out to find a way that that satisfies me in the .. well... ordinary. I would kind of rather die. It may sound bad but at least it is honest.
 
The American thats been here ...well the visit is almost over. It has been a trip so far on good and bad. A few people have asked in on that as well and how that perhaps can and would affect my MC life. I have to say it is still way too early to say anything that I would not be lying about. I know what I like to have from it and I know what I would change and give from my personal life for what I want but thats is not the same as saying I am getting it nor will get it. It is just another person that kind of likes to complicate things ... but over all its been cool. Its been good for me and its been good to say that a few things have shaken my world and personality. Let those be the only words on that so far. Nothing can be or will be planned changed nor said on here for things will and can simply make people misunderstand and i for sure do not need questions right now. I need answers to make my life feel better I need solutions and actions to get moved on from the hell hole I am sitting in.
But yeah for a line of reasons and issues thank you Heather - thanks for most!!! I long for seeing the results to all thats going ...
Bare with me all - Tommy
 
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17th of March 2007, It Is A Closed Book 
12:58PM CET
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It is now official, this life of collecting is not no more. The final dream is not turning out the way I dreamed about either. So there is no more. That was the last thing that could make me stay in this thing. I am so not gonna say I am fine with things but the cancelled deal is so ending it all for me. I will thank you for the support over the last 3 years its been going on and now I am resigning. Resigning and not doing anything more. There will not come more tings on here and there will not come more shared adventures for you all to read and stuff. The official collecting of me and the MCrueLoyalty site is officially over.
The ESP show last night in Copenhagen was as always for me a cool experience. I loved it. No interview as set up and promised so again a thing added to the list of fucked loses on matters of something I wanted. But a few signed pictures and a few live shots ... though that is nothing really to talk about.......Again thanks for the support to all that gave this and to the none believers ....fuck you. Be good - Tommy

 
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12th of March 2007, The Bomb Just Dropped - the End
12:44PM CET
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After some messy times in my Crue life there seems to be a solution a decition a something ... you label it I wont part from calling it the end. yes, it has been a tough long fight and an emotional rollercoaster the last many months for me and I feel I am holding on to something that is just not active much in a possitive way no more. And after having had an experience today with my old partner in Crue doings I am in a state of mind now where a lot is taken out of just that. Th Crue life is not gonna be alive in this boy`s life no more as a collecting thing. I do not blame any for not understanding but there is a thing that has and I hoped for to always be shared with a certain one... and that person now not even no more in my life is the last straw that makes this a none attractive lifestyle. There I dont really feel for more explanations really!!
Crue died with me today there have been helt on too hard to find the fire agian and I have said it over and over on here ... there are so many things that have been needed to keep it going. Now with the ex partner its over. I only wanna say thanks for all you all have done and more... its been an extreme ride and a couple of decades are over with burried and I just did not make it to the final. So there you go .. Have nothing changed by tomorrow this time ... and another posting been set up bythis time  -  this site is not gonna have more ongoings really!! I am drained for belief and whats more.....The End !!!!!

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10th of March 2007, So Weird Yet Quiet Good - Love!!
3:19PM CET
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So last posted diary a good two days ago got lost in space too. Fuck nothing seems to be functional these days for little ol me. Damn it. Heather is here and I like it, we have good times together. Share an aweful lot of talks and doings I think. It is so cool. Feels like a line of great things can be happening....Now I am going to have a few things added to the site here. Some more Vince Neil solo things, mag covers and books, this n that and more has arrived here today. I am so not really thinking about it all right now Crue I mean and you know what? It kind of else good.  Seriously, I am really happy to have this emotional break kind of thing going for me. Thinking of other things and doing other things for a few days. Yeah, it is rather refreshing really. I have even asked myself about the miss out on the Sixx lot and nothing seems to be of any regret there either. I am kind of fine about the shit going on right now. Again I am so far still unable to say if this is like a closing in on the end or not. I have a SERIOUS month ahead of me with figuring out what the heck to do and what the heck to think and settle for and work on with my remaning last 2007. Am I having only a tough shitty time on this Motley shit or is it a tubulent kind of middle way before things hit the high waves again? I am again totally not able to tell. But I think we can have a good solid thing to count for in the next big results coming in on it all end of March.
 
Yeah it is so quiet and yet so weird and strange a feeling and situation for me thats for sure. Have never really tried this before it is kind of bad too. yet not.. ohh dear its all going back and forth, for and against lol lol. But I am sure in the end things will come around here. I am going to hit the movies for something so not understandable to many. "A Good year" Russel Crowe - Confident and cocky, headstrong and handsome, Max Skinner is a successful London banker who specializes in trading bonds. A financial barracuda on the banks of the Thames, Max devours the competition in his efforts to conquer the European market. His latest conquest has netted a tidy seven-figure profit, much to the chagrin of his Saville Row-draped rivals. Max's triumph is in perfect keeping with his philosophy: winning isn't everything, it's the only thing! Soon thereafter, Max receives word from France alerting him to sad news: his elderly Uncle Henry has passed away. Looking forward to it. For sure...
 
<<<<<March 10, 2007 -- PARTY animal Tommy Lee s not done with his wild ways. He hit Tao in Las Vegas the other night with a crew of seven - including Palms owner George Maloof - for a night of debauchery, which ended with Lee climbing up a 20-foot Buddha statue. Spies said he came in about 10:30 and "ordered lemon-drop shots and a bottle of Dom Perignon for his table." During dinner, Lee banged on his turned-over cocktail glasses with chopsticks and then tried to climb the Buddha. "Management told him to get down because the statue was going to crack," I begin to think life is great for the rich and famous but what a line of stupid moves and idiotic behaviour they spill while being it. jeezzz.....<<<<<
 
So I am fucking already running late.... I hate that. Dinner is still cooking and we have a good 45 minutes left to do this in. Cook finish, eat and get there. Damn thats shitty!!!
Anyway we will make it, nothing to be concerned about.... Hmmm - well Download UK festival and the Gods Of Metal in Italy are the two festovaæs thats gonna hold the Crue as headliners this summer in Europe. Nothing else seems to be fitting in on their shit here. Not much but okay so be it. Next Friday its ESP - with john Corabi behind the mic on stage in Copenhagen Denmark. Gonna be pretty cool I am sure.
There ... not much to aim at right now. Trying to get through this month and find answers and results and more...later my friends...Tommy
 
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7th of March 2007, An Angel Apears In Crue Land
8:34PM CET
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No, no, no, no, I can not believe this is true. What Tommy? What? I tell you gys...There is an ongoing Sixx clothing auction going on .. half has ended already. It is running as I post this on eBay. I have lost a ton on there. Why? You didnt bid high enough? No brother, Tommy didnt bid at all. Not many that really knows me will believe me on this. Not many that knows a good deal about me will say "I believe you" Got one email aleady asking me So Tommy what you got from this auction? Tell me or post it for all to see" well kids the auction is not fully over but it will have the last itme ended in a good lets say ..a good 2 hours. And me? Well I will not have a single thing from there added to my collection. Not gonna happen. I know its sick and totally out of order. But here is the thing. Not many rusted me and the words I let out on here like "I feel hur tdissapointed and am kind of wondering if I should be looking in on my last Crue hours here guys. I cna cot say if I am. I know its still a passion but there is not much happiness in it these days ad that thing has been going on a little too long now. All but dissapointments and loses financially and more.
 
But I feel kind of fine about it. I won anyways. I won the girl and a visit of heather coming here tomorrow she is on a plane in the sky as I post ths. I would say she is right now flying over the ocean on the east coast of Europe and towards me. I have so many things i like to better in my life. And I want it to be with a girl that loves me and will do for me as I ofr her. I will have to say life is getting shorter every fucking day. So i am not thinking much crue these days. I am but all happy cool and excited about her and the future should I be so lucky. I Want my god damn life to change. I want music to be the muther of passions still for me but the godess above all would be the chick that is beyond passion and worries. Things are just so fucking cool could I have that. I let you all know in a good few weeks if I am heading that direction. I will know then and I will let you all in on my situation.

I love tomorrow,. I love the fact of getting this visit from this one. Sadly my last attempt to have a girl for life backfired and totally changed not all for lost love but from time difference and totally changed lives for both our parts too. Now this thing has to be over won and be the best next thing that I now fucking fight with like every day. But listen miss H. Walker is goin to make my day from tomorrow and on.. fuck all other doings .. trust me it will be good. Really good. I love tomorrow.....
Welcome to Scandinavia, Denmark and my home and life.
Welcome for real to my life - Youre a treat like none other.
Tomorrow an angek apear in Cruecollector land !!!!!

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4rd of March 2007, Painful Passion, Passive Actions
5:47PM CET
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I am in a weird yet fucked up special undescriable mood today. I have been bursting out in laughter 3 times and in the split of a second have been crying like a baby from a ton of music blasting through my ears this morning and afternoon. I am finding out that I am on an unchosen journey like a fast forward flashback of all the emotions I have ever been through. From anything ever. Music is taking me through a ton of emotions and now with a baby so fine so brutally naked in every step she takes I feel I am dying at the same time. I CAN NOT HELP IT it is an extremely emotional time for me and I know that this time a relationship is my last go. It is my honest to god unexplainable heartfelt saying and truth that this one is what could make me put down Motley Crue.
Heather, Chene, Kota You all are a hugely life importance to me that makes me proud and teary every single day. I would wanna die if this gets to be the next los in my life. The scary part is that if this person to person los will ever come it will be my last. That is a promise. I have no way of getting over a los of that kind. A few more days and I am going to be the proudest fucker on planet earth I am sure. There simply is no way that I can or will be less if even tried. I will have a few hard days in my innerself to get relaxed and all..... for one reason only that I will keep to myself and off of here - the Crue website.
 
More emails to me about the sixx sells and auctions. "Tommy what are you gonna do? Tommy what or which items are you gonna be going for? Tommy do you have to have this and that... here is the final truth - I am not going ofr a single item of the lot thats there. I have a March that is testing my passionate life of the collecting of Motley and my long missed love life. I am maybe also a little out of focus a little out of touch with myself cause nothing and no one has ever at all made me be even close to a consideration of stopping and giving up what I am collecting. nothing and no one I tell you. Not past relationships, family, friends, jobs, money pressure ...NOTHING.
 
The thing is ... I want it now and I have this huge unger and scary feeling cause my heart has been captured ones again. I am done with aiming for the dreams I have had a gazillion years
. I take it as it comes now but with this new thing as my higest priority till I know and feel safe rock solid. I need to have this new love functioning in a way where I do not have to be a nervous wreck and be scared stiff for loosing again on a daily basis. I do not even fucking know if it is normal or nothing when you find what you think and feel is the ultimate and yo uget returned your love in such a beautiful way...it scares you shitles that you can actually loose it quiet easy too. Lets see what it all ends up with and where it takes me. Motley well its a band a passion that is right now only on a resting position not dropped not nothing. I just really realyl need  as a human being and where I am in life right now .... need these people to my next and new family. Heather, Chene, Kota I love you without limits. Yours forever if you will have me. Thanks for all so far. Counting the months, weeks, days, hours and seconds. Chene you get my KISS guitar to get busy on... fucking rock that fucker dude..... I love you tons....age is but a fucking number. Passion, honesty, friendship and family is so out doing everything else.
 

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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3rd of March 2007, Sixx Sale & Countdowns
5:28PM CET
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It has been a troubled time for me as you have all been able to read about on here. I think it is fair to say I am looking more forward to next Thursday than anything. The 7th will have this new caracter in my life coming over after a long hard tough battle of all kinds of things. It has costed a lot in various things. Time, Money, Hope, Fustrations and all. But now its all reset and she is gonna be here then. I will have to say this time together will be considered the single most important and uplifting time for me this year. All other stuff seems to go bad and smells bad. I am on the blv. of broken dreams these days but I think also that I have a kind of ultimate coolthing ahead for me. No I refraise that I KNOW I HAVE a cool time coming. Since my Crue life is not fully going the way I need it to I can only say that this will be an uplifting thing for me. The beast have woken to life again still sleepy but I will be good and all in a few days again.
Thanks baby!! Thanks for being all you are and all that you give me.
 
I am gonna have to say things are not looking too bright for me on the matter of doing much alone this year on the Motley trips and more. There are new ways of thinking and new times for me to have taking over whats in it already. I need to have some things going unconditionally well for me and I bet my collection that this coming now wil lbe it. I then at the end of this month have a line of things to decide wheather or not that I will be doing doing or not later in the year. Love and a shared life with one is a huge priority for me now. Crue in Europe in June and all is something I need to reconsider if I should do or not. I just do not know yet. I am not keen on it. So I know the bad period of loses and dissapointments have set its scares on me bad. And I do not know if I am or will be able to erase thenm again somehow. time will tell I guess. I am just extremely in bad shape these days when it comes to Motley Crue.
 
13 more days till John Corabi in Copenhagen with the KISS boys of Singer and Kulick in the Eric Singer Project. I am gonna do a interview with Corabi again. And then hopefully have some new pictures of the boy. I will put em on here and have you all a little view in whats up and on with him too. KISS had just been set as the headliner name of this years Rock Fest 2007. Last year it was Crue. And I would love to see KISS again. For ol time sake. I hope it happens just one more time before its all over with.
 
I have a few offers on crue items going have not made up my mind on if I should pass on them or not. Again all this doubt is  coming from the fact of the shitty let downs and loses the last 5 minuths. It has obviously just means way more than I ever thought it would. Sucks. Speaking of offers and sales . Nikki Sixx has giving up all his worn and fal ltour used clothing pieces from the Aerosmith tour in the USA. I am not gonan  be doing anything on it. I have received a good 23 emails about it. All I hear is "Tommy you have to have these things and you have to add these itmes. People like to see this bea new part of whats in the collection I guess. But damn I am not gonna this time. I simply have way too soft spots for other things right now and it is not holding Sixx worn shoppings these days. Thanks for all the help information and all you guys so nicely do for me, I appreciate all and every step of it. Thanks a million.
 
The Sixx stuff is up and on through eBay and Swagrox right now. Four days to go and then its gone for good. It will all sell and be ripped off of the market then too. So you want this stuff you better get your ass in the swing. Its happening now not later. Here is a line of things thats up. Check it. I will have next updating on things on here with minor small stuf by the 17th or something. Talk to you all soon, tommy

Nikki Sixx Stage worn Aerosmith Jersey
This auction brought to you by SWAGROX the official store and auctioneer for The OFFICIAL WEBSITE FOR NIKKI SIXX is for a exclusive Nikki Sixx Stage worn Aerosmith Jersey.
This is a rare opportunity to buy a real collectable item WORN BY NIKKI SIXX! And to help the Kids of Running Wild in the Night.
 



 


Nikki Sixx Autographed PYRO Shirt
This auction brought to you by SWAGROX the official store and auctioneer for The OFFICIAL WEBSITE FOR NIKKI SIXX is for a exclusive Autographed Pyro shirt from ROAD TOUR. Signed in silver marker by Nikki himself. This is a rare opportunity to buy a real collectable item SIGNED BY NIKKI SIXX! And to help the Kids of Running Wild in the Night.

 



 


Nikki Sixx Autographed Shirt
This auction brought to you by SWAGROX the official store and auctioneer for The OFFICIAL WEBSITE FOR NIKKI SIXX is for a exclusive Autographed shirt from ROAD TOUR. Signed in silver marker by Nikki himself. This is a rare opportunity to buy a real collectable item SIGNED BY NIKKI SIXX! And to help the Kids of Running Wild in the Night.

 



 


Nikki Sixx Autographed Stage Jeans
This auction brought to you by SWAGROX the official store and auctioneer for The OFFICIAL WEBSITE FOR NIKKI SIXX is for a exclusive Autographed WORN stage Jeans from ROAD TOUR. Signed in silver marker by Nikki himself. This is a rare opportunity to buy a real collectable item WORN and SIGNED BY NIKKI SIXX! And to help the Kids of Running Wild in the Night.

 



 


Nikki Sixx Autographed Stage Shirt
This auction brought to you by SWAGROX the official store and auctioneer for The OFFICIAL WEBSITE FOR NIKKI SIXX is for a exclusive Autographed Stage worn shirt from ROAD TOUR. Signed in silver marker by Nikki himself. This is a rare opportunity to buy a real collectable item WORN and SIGNED BY NIKKI SIXX! And to help the Kids of Running Wild in the Night.
 



 


Nikki Sixx Stage worn silver tie
This auction brought to you by SWAGROX the official store and auctioneer for The OFFICIAL WEBSITE FOR NIKKI SIXX is for a exclusive Nikki Sixx Stage worn silver tie from ROAD TOUR. This is a rare opportunity to buy a real collectable item WORN BY NIKKI SIXX! And to help the Kids of Running Wild in the Night.

 



 


Nikki Sixx Autographed Hockey Shirt
This auction brought to you by SWAGROX the official store and auctioneer for The OFFICIAL WEBSITE FOR NIKKI SIXX is for a exclusive Autographed Hockey shirt from ROAD TOUR. Signed in black marker by Nikki himself. This is a rare opportunity to buy a real collectable item WORN and SIGNED BY NIKKI SIXX! And to help the Kids of Running Wild in the Night.

 



 


Nikki Sixx Autographed Stage Jeans
This auction brought to you by SWAGROX the official store and auctioneer for The OFFICIAL WEBSITE FOR NIKKI SIXX is for a exclusive Autographed WORN stage Jeans from ROAD TOUR. Signed in silver marker by Nikki himself.  This is a rare opportunity to buy a real collectable item WORN and SIGNED BY NIKKI SIXX! And to help the Kids of Running Wild in the Night.

 



 


Nikki Sixx Autographed Stage Jeans
This auction brought to you by SWAGROX the official store and auctioneer for The OFFICIAL WEBSITE FOR NIKKI SIXX is for a exclusive Autographed WORN stage Jeans from ROAD TOUR. Signed in black marker by Nikki himself. This is a rare opportunity to buy a real collectable item WORN and SIGNED BY NIKKI SIXX! And to help the Kids of Running Wild in the Night.
 

 



 


Nikki Sixx Stage worn Red Tie
This auction brought to you by SWAGROX the official store and auctioneer for The OFFICIAL WEBSITE FOR NIKKI SIXX is for a exclusive Nikki Sixx Stage worn Red Tie from ROAD TOUR.
This is a rare opportunity to buy a real collectable item WORN BY NIKKI SIXX! And to help the Kids of Running Wild in the Night.

 



 


Nikki Sixx Autographed Stage Jeans
This auction brought to you by SWAGROX the official store and auctioneer for The OFFICIAL WEBSITE FOR NIKKI SIXX is for a exclusive Autographed WORN stage Jeans from ROAD TOUR. Signed in silver marker by Nikki himself. This is a rare opportunity to buy a real collectable item WORN and SIGNED BY NIKKI SIXX! And to help the Kids of Running Wild in the Night.

 



 


Nikki Sixx Autographed Stage Boots
This auction brought to you by SWAGROX the official store and auctioneer for The OFFICIAL WEBSITE FOR NIKKI SIXX is for a exclusive Autographed WORN stage Boots from ROAD TOUR. Both boots are signed in silver marker by Nikki himself. This is a rare opportunity to buy a real collectable item WORN and SIGNED BY NIKKI SIXX! And to help the Kids of Running Wild in the Night.

 



 


Nikki Sixx Autographed Stage Jeans
This auction brought to you by SWAGROX the official store and auctioneer for The OFFICIAL WEBSITE FOR NIKKI SIXX is for a exclusive Autographed WORN stage Jeans from ROAD TOUR. Signed in silver marker by Nikki himself. This is a rare opportunity to buy a real collectable item WORN and SIGNED BY NIKKI SIXX! And to help the Kids of Running Wild in the Night.

 



 


Nikki Sixx Autographed Stage Boots
This auction brought to you by SWAGROX the official store and auctioneer for The OFFICIAL WEBSITE FOR NIKKI SIXX is for a exclusive Autographed WORN stage Boots from ROAD TOUR. Both boots are signed on the toe in silver marker by Nikki himself.

 



 


Nikki Sixx Autographed Personal TKL World Class Case
This auction brought to you by SWAGROX the official store and auctioneer for The OFFICIAL WEBSITE FOR NIKKI SIXX is for a exclusive Autographed Personal TKL World Class Case from ROAE TOUR. Signed in silver marker by Nikki himself. This is a rare opportunity to buy a real collectable item SIGNED BY NIKKI SIXX! And to help the Kids of Running Wild in the Night.

 



 

 
Mcrueloyalty.dk
 
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27th of February 2007, Tough, Crappy And A Heartacke
9:44PM CET
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Tuesday - and a new month about to start buut its already kind of financially gone for my part. I have been thinking a lot these days about a shit load of things too. I am not pleased with much these days what so ever. Everything I care for, love and have a passion for goes kind of down the drain for me. So there will more than likely be a huge gab on the site now for a long time. I have a few more addings here and there  next time will be round the 17th of March. I do not see it come any sooner. Sorry bout this. I am also getting down emotionally day by day bout the crap that is going on!!! I think I am gonna loose on the Crue collecting too. I am not a guy able to feel fine about doing this half way and right now I have nothing but a huge downer on the whole thing. I am torn to pieces and it is not fully working  for me at all. Most things that I buy and pay out gets lost for some cock sucking reason and I have after a huge enough beating on that point started to kind of feel less and less. Meaning I am in a state of mind where I kind of feel as bad as if I was loosing a loved one, a relationship of some sort. Yeah it is for sure not good for me what is going on.
 
Now I have a line of fucking things that keeps go bad on me too. On a more personal note and all that costs me money too. I have kind of hoped a little more than whats good for me to have this visitor of Heather from the USA here. She should have arrived tomorrow danish time. But no passport yet so that too costed money time joy and all. NOTHING!!!! is functional for me. Nothing goes my way. I am loosing, loosing loosing. And in my Motley world that is not acceptable for my inner self to let continue. I am week by week getting more sure abotu this will be the beginning of the end of a soon close to 3 decade long journey!
I have fought as hard as I possibly can as a one man gang. I feel no use for anything what so ever. I Dont feel strong in this world of collecting no more. It just wont happen for me.
 
I also a good couple of months ago ordered some shit from Tommylee.tv and fanfire all is gone never arrived too.
I am as stated kind of... above close to be giving up. Looking in on a girlfriend thing instead and that would actually do me way better than any of this shit happening right now. Hope things could turn but I dont see
it happen.
 
I will keep you posted on what ever goes down here in my little universe...
A few things that I think would have been cool to have but that i doubt Ill bod on are: 
 

Ill rap this up now see if there comes anything positive AT ALL to say... sorry .. Lee
 
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25th of February 2007, Things Are Set And I Want Sex
5:36PM CET
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Okay things are set for the Sumemr of 2007 and motley crue in Europe. here is the sad part. Iam not excited at all. I would normally be the first to have things set up and ready for what ever would be needed to have this covered by now. I think actually the damage is bigger than even suspected and now the shitty feelings that have been in control the last 5 months have gotten its toll on me. Fuck!!! Wonder if my extreme deapth is ruined anfd gone without me fully being aware of it?? Feels extremely weird. I have not touched much Crue stuff for sometime now and after al lthe fucking loses I have had it is beginning to be some kind of creepy!!! I am admitting one thing though and a thing I have never ever fucking said and meant ever in my living days!!!! I want a relationtion and I want sex now more than I wnat this. I am so in change or what else to call it I sure as hell cant say cause I simply do not know any other word for it. It just sucks like big time end of story.
 
Summer festivals around Europe is a fact even though it is not up on the www.motley.com yet. Trust me on this. It is on!!!!! Festival tickets are all set up one of a few is the Italian Gods Of metal 2007. Crue is closing day one and headlinig with a 2 hours show. I think it is a sad and shitty situation that I am in right now but what the fuck can I do to change it?? I can not find anything. I just do not feel it. I have not booked myself in for a ticket or nothing. Will I? -I can not say. I do not know. I want my shit here to be functional and I want my situation in the everyday life to be bettered. One day tickets are € 63,25
 
I want to have a life with someone. I wanna have a base that is giving me a good feeling. I wanna have one to come home to and one to share life with. It is too short for too much worry and concern. damn it!!! Wonder still if they are going to be in Scandinavia for either Roskilde festival or hultsfred Festival in Sweden?? Wonder if they are gonna be doing any scandinavian dates then? The talks are here but will they? I feel I am in for a long shitty break from all the deep going Motley stuff. I want other things to be a new part of me and the little stinker of a thing caleld life since I have right now nothing but worries loses and concerns!!!! Just fucking give me a girl that would love me for all the good and the bad that I hold in me. I need to get me som of what I seem to always loose in. I have not the band ot fall back on so to speak so I take the girl that holds my love and seems to share whats needed over the band right about now. Never thought you should actually hear this from me now did you? - Life kind fo sucks a little too many times !!!!!
 
MILANO - IDROSCALO Part I: Sat 2nd and Sun 3rd June - Part II: Sat 30th June :

Saturday 2 nd           
MOTLEY CRUE   
VELVET REVOLVER 
SCORPIONS    
THIN LIZZY  
WHITE LION 
TIGERTAILZ 
ELDRITCH   
tba  
Sunday 3rd 
HEAVEN & HELL (Dio - Iommi - Butler - Appice)
DREAM THEATER
BLIND GUARDIAN 
DIMMU BORGIR 
PORCUPINE TREE
SYMPHONY X
ANATHEMA 
DGM
Gods Of Metal 2007 - part II - Milano, Idroscalo
OZZY OSBOURNE
KORN
MEGADETH
BLACK LABEL SOCIETY
TYPE O'NEGATIVE
SADIST tba 
SLOWOTION APOCALYPSE
SATURDAY 2 JUNE
SHOWTIME
 
SUNDAY 3 JUNE
SHOWTIME
 
SATURDAY 30 JUNE
SHOWTIME
               
MOTLEY CRUE
21.30-23.30
 
HEAVEN & HELL
21.30-23.30
 
OZZY OSBOURNE
21.30-23.30
VELVET REVOLVER
19.20-20.50
 
DREAM THEATER
19.20-20.50
 
KORN
19.20-20.50
SCORPIONS
17.30-18.50
 
BLIND GUARDIAN
17.30-18.50
 
MEGADETH
17.30-18.50
THIN LIZZY
16.00-17.00
 
DIMMU BORGIR
16.00-17.00
 
BLACK LABEL SOCIETY
16.00-17.00
WHITE LION
14.45-15.35
 
PORCUPINE TREE
14.45-15.35
 
TYPE O NEGATIVE
14.45-15.35
TIGERTAILZ
13.30-14.20
 
SYMPHONY X
13.30-14.20
 
SADIST
13.30-14.20
ELDRITCH
12.30-13.05
 
ANATHEMA
12.30-13.05
 
DEATHSTARS
12.30-13.05
PLANET HARD
11.30-12.00
 
DGM
11.30-12.00
 
SLOWMOTION AP.
11.30-12.00
DOORS OPEN
10.00
 
DOORS OPEN
10.00
 
DOORS OPEN
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24th of February 2007, Yep Shit Upon Shit falling On My Head

1:39PM CET
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Saturday  - what a splended day a Saturday can be. I was kind of hoping for great news on the matter of at least having a week-end. Expecting positive results from the passport office USA. Expecting and praying for cool news on the Crue questions sent out about different things to different people since the last diary posting. But IN short all of the above mentioned things or subjects have not had one single good outfall. It stinks and my love life is kind of not excisting. I am seriously considering finding new ways and all to have that come in to my life for a physical touch. I need something new in my life. This life that I lead is not fully functioning as it is. So I need to change or at least do something.
 
Denmark - nothing here is working fully well for me either. And now the weather and the job of mine is not fully helping me out either. The country here is fucking with me and I need  to find a way not to get pissy at the snow situation here too. I love this time and season. Love snow and finally we have gotten so much its almost unbelieveable. But Its here for such a short time all together so I am cool with it. The country is pretty much paralized from it. No trains no busses no nothing is working. All public traffic is down at 15% all together right now. But they have  promised it gets better with in the next 4 to 5 days so yeah the huge snow masses are gonna be gone any day soon again. sadly!!!

I have the girl that I long for to come ... on hold too. She can still not get her fucking passport. Nothing not the passport head offices in Seattle nor the postal services works to my favour tese days when talking US of A. Fucking hell!! I seem so pissed dissapointed and sad about it all. You have no idea. I cant even find words for the god damn shit no more. I am just all in all torn and dissaponted BIG TIME. Yeah folks your Cruecial mental case is not fully happy today!! Only one thing seems to be a-okay, as March 16th os coming the concert in Copenhagen with E.S.P. (Eric Singer Project) holding Mr. John Corabi is still on and I have been invited in for an interview. With Mr. Corabi if wanted. Pro show. Could be neat. I would have loved to bring Heather this american girl with me to meet him and all. We will see if her origian l ticket has to be re set then still to have her over here for that ... we will be good after all then. And I will bring her. Morten my brother and a couple more are going. My old swedish friend and his girl  Mattias and Pernille are gonna be there too for sure. So I think or at least hope for this to be a cool trip ad evening. ESP Annonces European Tour
ESP featuring John Corabi (guitar/vocals), Eric Singer (drums/vocals), Bruce Kulick (lead guitar), and Chuck Garric (bass/vocals) will be hitting the road in March! The two week European tour will be to support the new “Live In Japan” CD and the upcoming DVD “Live At The Marquee.”  3/15 Bergen, Norway @ Garage Club    3/16 Copenhagen, Denmark @ The Rock Club   3/17 Helmond, Holland @ Plato    3/18 Bochum, Germany @ Zeche Bochum    3/21 Budapest, Hungary @ Wigwam Club    3/22 Madrid, Spain @ Heineken    3/23 La-chaux-de-fonds, Switzerland @ La Croix-bleue      3/24 Cerminate, Italy @ Black Horse Club    3/25 London, UK @ The Underworld Camden

-Other than this right now I really not much to say. Not because I dont want to but, simply out of way too much shit and lack of control and all in my life right here and right now. Old Tommy is not a happy guy till shit falls into place again. Fuck I hate being a constant fighter and then stand at the same time as the big time looser in things longed for so often in my filthy little excitence. Hate it. Heather I think we have a few things to look in on and make this trip happening to make my thoughts go in a different direction. Yeah its not even funny saying that. It is fucking meant for real. I will give it all till Monday to figure things out. Fuck!!!!
 
We are trying to better the "This N That" section and uploading a few new visuals in the "Looks" section on .DK!!
I will keep you all posted on things and hopefully this heavy lift and negativity will soon leave my collecting Motley life again and things will fall in place and be and feel way better. The devil knows I need it .... and sooner than soon too!!  -Fuck yeah, Need it bad!! Talk soon folks...... Much love to the loved one out there..... One Love***   Your Tommy
 
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22nd of February 2007, Ending A Lifestyle?
4:25PM CET
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There simply seems to be way too many worries and concerns in my life about this collecting thing these days. Have lost a line of things again and a highly wanted visit seems to be rapped up in trouble and crap too. Let me take this statement apart a little and make it slighty easier to understand. A lot this year have been crossing my mind and have been taken to thought and under consideration. It is more or less about everything that there is in my life. And I started this year by some rather huge and drastic changes. More or less moving away and getting a new job that would bring me better income and totally new roads to travel down by. No music or nothing. Holding music in my life as a sort of purely a spare time thing and hobby or something.
 
I had these things going my way in generel for a long time, in my mind anyway,  before they really took place and turned bad in real life. I kind of made a line of things happening and I kind of let myself be convinced that this changes ways in 2007  on the job and geographical and more for that matter, that would be a positive and really smart and useful new and changed frame for my own life. For my own good. But no it has just not been happening for me. I feel fairly misserabel and I feel kind of no good with all my lost hope and even less belief in what I have in my now a days awaken life. It is shitty and I feel like nothing can be trusted no more and no passion will really fullfil my needs again. My already excisting passions for things in my life only lets me down these days and that kind of leands me in to Motley as kind of what its all about on here, so ....
 
Yeah Motley Crue has been to me personally, one long tough battle fighting for pleasure and all since September or October. The fall tour were nothing but a dissapointment well part from seeing a lot of cool things places and historic venues with my Cruecial travelling partner. Things have costed me a line of cash and a shit load of painful adventures and crap. I have since then fought to re-capture the pure pleasure for and with this band and about this collecting thing. I have been buying a lot and guess what? The latest things that have been going on!! Loses in the mail like a little too many times. A little too many lost packages and all this year alone in the mail. Must have lost a good 1700 to 2000 dollars worth of items. I can not at all find the will or nothing to overcome this thing. Then I have the dream deal as you all know about, more than I can even say.
 
And shit has happend this month that makes that deal extremely hard too to win over. I have got to try and I have got to keep true to my emotions about this thing that i do and have done for decades. Only one thing seems to kind of get in my ways these days. In my every day thinking.. I can not tell or explain how it slowly seems to affect my passion for this. It is a fight to hold on to it, a more generel daily thing is not meant to be a stuggle when it comes to a passion. For me my collecting thing is like a relationship. If a releationship gets too messy dont you then loose control and slowly the longer it lasts the more your passion kind of slips and fades away for this that you do right!!??
 
Right now I am missing a treasure. I am missing a treasure of love in my life. I fight too hard and too long for things that should not exactly be fought for this hard. I miss a really deep passion and a relationship to some one thats there in my every day life. I have just renewed the site for a year as holder of the webname so it will go on this 2007 still. The we will see. If I do nothing more than pay for nothing and gets dissapointed and all i pay for is loses and shit then this has got to stop for me. It is not attractive no more. That is all I can say it is not a thing that is totally worth a constant fight more than other things in life. I have lost way too much and I have a "miss it much" and missing a positive and good experience again . I need it to come back or I can see myslf pull the plug. It is too much.
 
My visit to be off next Wednesday seems to be kind of fucked up too. The American passport offices ahave fucked it up and now there seems to be a cancellation of a visit and a huge los in money on a ticket ... all around not good. It is like all I care for just shall not happen. I do not know what to say do or feel about anything. I need the ongoings in my life right now to happen or I will loose my mind. I would prefer to die instead of this endles road of heatackes and loses and endles but useles fights. Yeah I feel sad and hurt these days. No question. In the news of the Crue in my life well right now there is none. I have to find rest and peace in my head I am really not going well I need to have certain things within the next 3 days ending up with a good outfall. I am not fully functional right now. Shit......
 
I wake up to find myself After all these years And where all the time has gone Still seems so unclear 'Cause there's no one else Since I found you I know it's been so hard You should know
 
If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't remember Have I said all I can say?
You're my everything You make me feel so alive If I die tomorrow
 
It brings out the worst in me When you're not around I miss the sound of your voice
The silence seems so loud 'Cause there's no one else Since I found you I know it's been so hard You should know
 
If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't remember Have I said all I can say?
You're my everything You make me feel so alive If I die tomorrow
 
I spent all my life Looking for our innocence I've got nothing to lose One thing to prove I
won't make the same mistakes Now I know That everything will be ok When I die tomorrow
 
If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't remember Have I said all I can say?
You're my everything You make me feel so alive If I die tomorrow You make me feel so alive
If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow
 
Mcrueloyalty.dk
 
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17th of February 2007, Kind Of Low Moods & Missed Company
4:55PM CET
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It is Saturday the last half of this second month of 07. I have been kind of all over the place in my mind since last time. There are no reason to think I am going bad here casue I am not. I am having kind of a sad time here. Thursday the 15th at 7:05AM CET my grandma died the last of the older generation if you will in my family. A grandma that often made me keep the hopes of a better time world and more. She was in my own way very special to me. It has affected my Motley life these past few days in a way that I dont feel Im fully focused on the music. I have not even responded to offers the last 48 hours  I am truely sad that I have lost this woman in my life. There are no reason to even begin to say that she rules over what I could have bought the last few days. It is not that I have just not had the interest in getting anything of the offered caause I have been in greef and there now is a funeral this coming Tuesday! In Norway!! May you have found peace grandma!! -I will forever miss you. -She made me go silent on the last handful of Crue offers. rarely happens......
 
- www.cruefest-inc.org new website. The Board will acquire corporate sponsors for the Cruefest name, and distribute Swag and funds from those sponsors to all approved Cruefests. The board will create a look and feel of consistency for the Cruefest name and supply all art for Cruefest Charters. In addition, they will also report to Operations the funds from all Cruefests. All Board of Directors and the additional board member get one vote on any topic or item that needs voting. No board members vote will count more than any other member. If a tie should occur, a vote by all active Cruefests will be made where each fest will get one vote. A Cruefest/Motley.com Representative will act as Secretary of Operations and will vote only if the first and second votes should end in a tie.  Crüefest's are a music benefit to raise funds for Vince Neil’s Skylar Neil Memorial Fund, Nikki Sixx’s Running Wild in the Night Foundation, Tommy Lee's Charity of choice St. Jude Children's Research Hospital and Mick Mars's charity Spondylitis Association of America!!!! Check it out and get more information. So yet a new site frm the folks behind the Crue, Vince, Mick and Nikki official ones.
 
A few new things have been listed today too Vince neil solo, Tickets, CD`s, and Articles. More will come in a couple of weeks. Seems like I have lost a good package AGAIN from USA. One sent me a package holding a lot from Sixx and his right hand tour man. Along with some other stuff. I think my luck is still outdoing me. My shit continues to kill me not going my ways. I see it now again even though I was so happy and thrilled for a new kind of life to test try. Fuck that is really stinky!! I can not believe the fact that I will not have this package. A lot has come to me from the USa after this one was sent. I hate this paid a lot of money for now ... nothing. Again!!! this is the kind of situation that wears me out completely!! I have got to find something out too about some things and dreams of mine. I said it before if things dont start going my way I simply can not keep doing this. It is a waste of too much money and the concerns and shitty feelings overcome the great and appreciated. That is so not cool. Once that happens it is time to stop collecting for anyone I think. This package has such an enormous personal high value that I cant even begin to tell you all how cool and important it was. I have stopped believing the package will see my doorstep.
 
Things are to too cool with my new job either. The job itself and the frames I live in in this "new life" is uncool to me and all. I dont know how to say it in another way! I simply have these thoughts that are not too cool to sit around with and I feel so god damn obligated to do what I have signed my name to do. FUCK!! Yeah lif is not the coolest for me right now. I begin to miss a love in my daily life too. Things were so god damn set a good half a year ago but slipped through my fingers and I miss it pretty massively now. The only thing I can think of that can again give me some balance in my life. Motley .. .well as said they kind of give me a little too many worries .. more than pleasure these days. And that kind of kills me. I am in a state of mind where I really have very lill hope and shit these days. SO much los and such much worry and crap. I ask myself arent I suppose to have a good time for mor than a week at a time like... ever???
Yeah, I am hurting from the los in all ways these days and I feel loosing a good friend here too these days. I am not all able to save shit single handedly!!!
 
-These are kind of hard times for me and they are not to enlighten up any time soon. I see it becoming June and July first!! Fuck...I hoped for FAST better times but with how the everything is going its gonna take a lot longer than the hoped for 3 months!!! Its nuts. I will maybe not make it there I cant fully tell yet! It is just a hard shitty situation that keeps sucking life out of me these days. The fight continues ... talk soon folks, much love in a time of missed company and kind of low moods. Not easy at all. NO sir.
 
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14th of February 2007, Tour, Web & Headackes
3:59pm cet
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There are things that are just a little bit hard to understand sometimes and right now it is the summer of 07 in Europe. It doesn`t really matter that I do not undertsand it though cause it is a good thing.
In other news, Neil has confirmed rumors that MÖTLEY CRÜE will head back to Europe in June for some festival appearances, which will likely include a stop at the Download festival in England. According to Neil, the band has written more than a hundred songs for a proposed new studio album, which is expected to be released sometime in 2008.
 

MÖTLEY CRÜE frontman Vince Neil is working on the pilot for a new A&E reality-TV show. According to Vince, the program will follow the singer and his family after his parents have moved in with him. Neil told Eddie Trunk of the "Friday Night Rocks" radio show on New York's Q104.3 FM last night (February 9), "My wife [Lia] hasn't talked to my mom since the wedding," which took place January 9, 2005 in Las Vegas.
Neil has scheduled a number of solo headlining dates in Australia and the U.S. during March/April. He will be performing the red-hot hits of MÖTLEY CRÜE (including "Kickstart My Heart", "Girls Girls Girls", "Dr. Feelgood" and "Home Sweet Home") with his all-star band featuring Dana Strum (SLAUGHTER, VINNIE VINCENT INVASION) on bass, Jeff Blando (SLAUGHTER) on guitar and Will Hunt (TOMMY LEE, DARK NEW DAY, SKRAPE) on drums.The hard-hitting Will Hunt is no stranger to MÖTLEY CRÜE, having substituted a tendonitis-suffering Tommy Lee last year for some shows on the CRÜE's "Carnival of Sins" tour. He previously toured the world playing drums in Tommy Lee's solo band.
 
 
I have had more items going back and forth in the mail so there will in a short time be more on the site perhaos the beginning of March or something. Most of the Vince neil Cruise stuff has now been covered too so thats another one down and down with!! Thank god. It is seriously a time for me with a ton of thinking bout how can I truely find enough money to even get the shit that is coming out this year. The Tommy shit solo and Supernova stuff is all very heavy producing. And I try my best to do all but damn it I have not a single chance to get things. Not as it is right now with the dream deal and all thats going on. It is insaine. I have to say there is not much I can do right now. Lol. man It feels so endles. Truely somehow hoped there would be no tour no this no that this year but my god guess again will you. This year has been just as huge merch offering that the last two of touring. A slight hope of getting things covered wth time is there of course but I don`t know when or nothing. There are too many things I would like to do and have done but it is not the best of times rigt now.
 
My new 2007 situation is so far from wanted and loved but I will mang in there and just get things done as needed. No way I am gonna run with my tail between my legs. Na ahh!!! I have this thing now and I want it won over. I am doing all there is to do and I am seriously going to give myself this present of covering it up. So yes there should be a great chance to have things dealt with later on in the year. All I need right now is to make it through to May first!! Then we will talk about new chances for new doings. But when you are not fully too happy about the frames for your daily doings then really what do you have??? Not much right? I know. It is fucking not too cool. And I would be really sad to have the slap in the face just from giving up should I have done that. So no way .....
I hold on here to what I have gotten.
 
Mick Mars now has an Official MYSPACE Check it out: http://www.myspace.com/mickmarsofficial
Nikki Sixx and Vince Neil autographed the axe raises cash for Skylar Neil Memorial Fund! Mike H. from Fort Worth Texas won the bidding and paid $3000 CDN for the guitar. Auction was held by Long & McQuade! 100% of the proceeds will go to the Skylar Neil Memorial Fund, c/o The TJ Martell Foundation (founded by the music industry for leukemia, cancer and AIDS research.) There goes another lucky fucker. I had actually wanted that guitar but there was nothing I could have done at this time - so I am as always just kind of sad to see thestuff of high wants go slipping away through my fingers. Not at all a nice thing to  admit time and time again. It is sick. But what the hell can one do??

 
I know that there for a little too long a time have been people out there that have requested a slight chance in the "this n that" section .. setting it up a bit differently and also put some texts to a few of the things there like the Coffmann section. I will have it done I promise one of the first coming times that the webmaster and myself will actually sit down together again we will look into it. Sorry for the long wait. I do see your point!! I will be back woth you shortly. Next diary I guess will hit this week-end as I have time to get home on private territory again and relax for a couple of days. Thanks for coming back - much love folks.
 
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11th of February 2007, News & Tight Times
9:52AM CET
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I am ones angain home on week-end, back in my apartment. I think and I feel that there is a huge need for these short trips every week since the frames for my awaken life in Roskilde and Copenhagen is extrmely shitty!! I know it is a little different from what I posted about the job and situation a couple of diaries back. Ohh well, I have just kind of seen now how it is with the things around here and there should not be these tight choking frames for me but there are. I miss coming home to my own stuff and all after work as I have a huge need for being surrounded by the frames thats me. These days I am not. How ever there is Heather who is coming over in two weeks so now I can look forward for that. I think there are a few things that are going to be extremely good for me from that vicit. She will make me think a little less about the job, frames for my being and all. Basicly makes me think less about the shitty things some how wish she could make me forget about Motley for a month. But not likely lol.
But nothing is more exciting to me than that vicit right now and the dream deal going on.
 
There are ones again new Tommy stuff out too. His Rock Star Supernova is still touring tonight in Texas and only a good few handful more and they head towards Australia. Every one that I respect as fans and collectors of Crue that have attended the concerts of Supernova says the same thing. It is nothing much and had Tommy not been in it the lack of interest had been seriously huge. That kind of says a lot does it not? hell yeah. This is one thing I am not going to be doing. So yeah, it is wild that they actually do something I do not care for and go head over heels about. People have asked me about the new Tommy and Nikki clothing lines when will they be seen on here? The answer is never. I dont like it for one reason. I am not a clothing fan, and I do not want to spend a mountain of cash for things that are not really Crue like just cause they in name have been in over it. I think it is sick how it is with that. The Sixx clothing line this time around is seriouly expensive and I am not wanting it. Designer clothes is not for me. I am not a fasion freak and not with them and their name attached either. So for the first time ever I can have a NO saying to some things they are in on. These clothing lines and the Supernova thing are just not me. What so ever. The new Tommy stuff is a shirt and a poster. www.tommylee.tv
Another thing people have asked me about is as last week the Aerosmith concert to come here in Denmark June 6th. Holding a few concerts in Europe and this one here to be the only one in Scandinavia. Thats pretty cool. Will Crue be brought over for them and tour here too? The answer is a rigning "no". The Aero boys are only going to  be doing these shows below here and thats all. So its going to be a rare chance to see them. How ever they are playing at these huge places. Like in Randers, Denmark, it is a stadium thing and after the first 10 minutes when the tickets started selling Friday they had sold 18.000 tickets just like that. Price is a good 100 US bucks for it.

 
A few more things have been put up on here like in the personal section and shirts and Supernova. There will be more added in a couple of weeks too. And then it is time for me to get thenext payment sent off too on the dreamdeal. I think I really need this one to get set and all. Trying to kill it as soon as possible. But I think it is going to be seriously hard though. So much still to do and still things to look in on and have set before I am even able to focus fully on the shit that is going to be dealt with as off now to do my dreams again and all. Ohh yes it is not fully a walk in the park for me these days. Kind of hard and very much testing me!! I will be back in full attack on here again for sure. How ever I do also see a few things worrying me as hell. Corinna has a lot of my stuff as you all know. She moved ot California some time ago now and I am slightly worried about some things of mine there. Damn it. Hope nothing will be ruined and / or lost. She and I have minimum contact these days it is sick. We used to talk or get online daily now its ....
Alright Iam off from here for now and I am gonna havea day of full focus on daily doings and crappy things you have to do when you are alone. Its boring the fucking shit out of me. Man I thought I would be happy with the new job and more it is just well still kind of a lame feeling. I am only hoping this is and could be a great thing later on. Still have trouble with adjusting things I guess. So that could be it.
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8th of February 2007, Rumors & Emotions
5:34Pm CET
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So another thursday night has entered my life. Fuck soon mid February is here and we have like so many things to get done this weekend too. Its almost insaine. But I am happy that there at least are shit to do that is not all cooking, cleaning and work. For fuck sake. I have my goals for the first half of 2007 so I am all aware of what I have to do on work and all. I will have Heather here for a good month from the 28th this month and we will do all we can to have a great time even though I am working. -There will be a cool thing and time in that I am sure.
 
I have kind of a rest in the fact that I now have started the dream deal 07 with the back drop from the USA tour 85 of Alister. And the front stage curtains tour used logo red girls girls girls 87 monster huge things too. Damn i a m gonna be pleased holding them one day.. FUCK!!

A new book guys - Motley Rock Stories, by Jack Valentine
"It's a comedy. It's a tragedy. This is the true story of two desperate people sharing the same dreams, apartment, road tours and life in the crazy world of Southern California's rock and roll community in the early 70's." Before he joined Mötley Crüe, Mick Mars played guitar in Whitehorse. Their drummer Jack Valentine tells lots of rock 'n'roll stories in this book.
 

 
Veteran producer Bob Rock (METALLICA, MÖTLEY CRÜE, THE CULT) will be inducted into the Canadian Music Hall of Fame during the 2007 Canadian Juno Awards, which will be broadcast on Sunday, April 1 on CTV from the Credit Union Centre in Saskatoon, SK. "It is an honor to join great producers like Bob Ezrin, Bruce Fairbairn, Daniel Lanois, Jack Richardson and David Foster in the Canadian Music Hall of Fame," Rock said in a statement. "They are all giants of the industry, and to be recognized, means that I had to have worked with truly great artists. I thank them for their confidence and inspiration." He is producing and working with THE OFFSPRING on their next album.
 
Vince neils son is in as we all know rock n roll junkies and there is a voting going on ... read all and support him and the band of his on www.myspace.com/hotpicksusa thats right. check it out. Instead of me doing a lot of typing bout it go visit the page and read more.  

 
Okay so there are a few things you ca actually say that are of my liking ot have and hold but I have not touched eBay like in a shit long long time. What the fuck many may say. Well I have not. I think and find myself quiet loyal to my ongoings right now and there are no way on earth that I can alou myself to fuck the deal up with the two items that are a one off offering and all. So Till I get home this weekend. We will see if the webmaster and I will hook up for a good few minutes. f so we  will add some new shirt arrived and if not we will have to wait i guess..
keep cool you sick fucks. Love you all
Tommy
 
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5th of February 2007, I Have It Set
5:37PM CET
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Motley Crue - Tommy Lee is in love agian.... fuck that guy seems to never really settle down wonder if he even wanna?!!!! -"HARD rocker Tommy Lee has a soft side, and he's not afraid to flaunt it. Spies at nightclub Home on Wednesday witnessed Lee fawning over his cocktail waitress. "He was obsessed with her," we're told. "He kept telling her about a new line of lingerie for men and his new perfume line. Tommy said that guys need to do more role- playing." Lee hasn't gone totally girly, though - our source also saw him tweak the cocktail waitress' nose. "He just would not leave her alone," the tipster said.
What the fuck?? See these are some of the news things I really think is somewhat silly to feed us all with. What the hell is going on.

 
I have now settled the thing with Heather coming over as you know. I have to say I am quiet excited about it. She is not the typical Crue fan and that is somewhat good for me too. People have asked me (very few but still) will this girl make your collecting ways change?? Here seems to be the answer to that one. "NO!!!" She will not stand in my ways even though she one time did say - maybe Tommy you are ready to change some things and maybe you are ready for more or new ways or new things that you have not had the will to let in before?? That could be possible. I would not know!!! Simly cause what ever it may be have not yet been tried out by me. And further more I still DO have the passion for the Crued dudes so I am not gonna change it aroud just like that .... guess many of you already kind of knew that right?? But there is no doubt that I will have a good girl here in support in everyway there is and could be. So trust me I wanna do the best possible thing there is with any true girl. But to the ones that have asked me .. no there is not an ending in sight when it comes to my personal collecting so the site and all continues.
Some more new thing are in the mail so as soon as I get that here I will have it on too. There has been the start of the payments as written in here on my so caleld dream deal on the old backdrop and curtains. There will be some more smalelr pieces from past tours but Crue members used material so again the "Personal" section is gonna be growing quiet some after all this summer it seems. I love it and I am proud to say that I am able to have such a collection!!! Its shit great!! I love it morethan I can possibly say on here.
 
More news later for me this year. But hey, I have o kind of wait till we get way into the summer. I have to try to make sure that this new job of mine will be with me longest possible. I can already now say it is a fairly simple job to do but it is also a so not Tommy job. I dont feel for it really . but itts needed and to be honest I need to get a little list of questions answered for myself to make right moves and all. I so need it to find ultimate peace in my life. You have no idea. Ohh boy ... any way now its dinner time here for me and I will more or less only realx and watch TV tonight here in Roskilde and tomorrow they have promised cold and snow again. So the whole idea of this new life of mine and calm waters on my Motley life is kind of not too exciting.. to my frineds and all visitors on here .... much love - fuck the non believers!!!! Your personal bastard..
 
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This auction is for "the original" Sonor Phonic 7pc double-bass drum set used by Tommy Lee durring Motley Crue's extensive THEATRE OF PAIN world tour. Made famous due to Tommys outragious drum solo where the platform rises and is angeled at 90 degrees while he played his killer drum solo. You can see the holes on the bass drum hoops where it was mounted onto the platform to keep it secure. The shells still have the May Mic system (no mics, clips only). The set consists of 14"x14, 15"x15" toms, 16"x17" 18"x17" floor toms, two 24"x18" bass drums, will also include Tommys original Pearl Free-Floating snare drum that was used on the "GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS" video and subsequent tour. Still has the trigger mounted on the shell. I have included a picture of Tommy from one of the concerts. You can click on the pic to see all the detail. Also, You can see a clip of the concert on YouTube (see link below)The set is in great condition considering the hundreds of shows it endured. "Top of the line" Sonor Phonic/made is Germany/beach wood shells. The drums are very heavy. UPS ground shipping to U.S. and Canada. Los Angeles local pick up would be great. Auction will start at $2000 with no reserve. Highest bidder will win this fantastic drum set. You may check out the drums if you are local. Contact me to arrange a time. Good luck and happy bidding!-------http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Xn2PRCcO78 or Youtube key words (Too Young to Fall in Love & Tommy Solo)
 
This killed me the other day as it was up for grabs. I know this was another huge want the old orginal kit not with the floor drum hreads and not the symbal but still.... I was more than torn not getting or having the chance to get this one!!! It just felt like a knife in the back bad timing and all. This was a situation and time where I really needed the girlfriend I would love so much!!! Get love and comfort trying to make me think of something else. I honestly shared a few tears for this los. FUCK !!!!!
 
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4th of February 2007, A Thousand Thoughts
6:53PM CET
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It is a new week, after the first week of the new life, in my old life and it is kind of a weird feeling having to do all kinds of new things in a new and extremely different kind of scedual than from what I am being used to. I guess I am going to take a few weeks to adjust this and myself really. Anyway the new life, job and address in the weekdays are kind of going to be really weird for me for a long period of time. I have nothing but a madress and a back pack where I am at for the next long, long, long time from now on. So in its own wicked ways there are plenty of things to think about that could and should involve summer time and there after. I am going to have a visit in 3 weeks or 24 days to be exact.  From the USA Heather Walker is going to be here for some time. That is kind of a weird new feeling but it will be a lot of fun. Hopefully. She is coming here at the end of this month. Last night I was informed bout the ticket being set up and all. So yeah, we will absolutely have a regular Danish every day life to show her. She is a Motley fan but nothing more I mean when it comes to the Crue. She is not having like a huge thing for them or anything. Not collecting them nor buying an ass load of things and all. Kind of a nice feeling I guess. No competitions there in any form or way lol, lol.
 
I took a ride home this first weekend off from my new job and all. I think there was a cool feeling about going home. I needed that some how. The new surroundings are not attractive at all to me but I deal with it and have a line of things that are kind of making me okay with it in the end. Like the fact that my man Mr. H. holding some past tour things that I want in the States has seen its first payment to it. As I post this the first payment is as a money order going to him. I feel really cool abot that fact. I have to make it. I have to just really be able to get that thing home safely. It is hard as fuck but that is the main reason for me to even have taken this job to begin with. I have to say I am not quiet surprised about the ways I see this. Not quiet surprised about the feelings I am sitting with towards this deal now started. I think I am going to be a lot more willing to work since I know what I will get for it. Big pay checks? Nope. Fuck that. I am getting money yes, but money to cover a ones in a life time offer, an offer that I would not ever get over if I did not take it. And guess what I am At least I have started trying with the first payment to it already. What a close call that that too would not have been happening for me. So many details and convincing talks and shit to go through before I would have the  bog last word brothers.
 
So in its own weird ways yes I may now really happy about that one. Here is another  thing that is kind of painful being a massive collector. New Tommy stuff again. New Tommy glasses and shirts from off his site. www.tommylee.tv Yeah, it is all crazy now. And hell he has that clothing line as well as Sixx has and them two I have promised myself I will not touch. Also now Tommy is said to get his own perfume line. What the fuck ….. how much are we going to be concerned about  financially lol? I think it is shit hard to get around and just grabbing all there is and not only because its highly priced some of it but because there are so much of it. It is kind of a hopeless situation. I tell you all out there to even just TRY to cover all there is  on the four is more than a hopeless thing. It is just not possible to do it. You kind of always have to choose and pick whats wanted the most. And that I myself have a really hard time doing. Cause what I want the most is … everything that I do not have. You see there is a way of getting a lot but the price and not only in dollars is huge. Sometimes it is for one like myself a high priced thing that really takes a big bite into your health, well being and more. It is just really an un-cool thing that can be asked of me to get to own some itmes really wanted.
I think this weekend at home by my stuff, by my belongings has been giving m sort of new blood and fresh view on it all. I have been working like a donkey on the site all Friday night and full time Saturday too. I think a good. Have added new shit to the Vince Neil solo pages, Tommy Lee solo pages, Crue passes, Articles, Magazines, tickets, CDs, DVDs, This N That and more. Still some shirts laying there waiting to be taken shots off and added too. Ohh yes, there are still a lot of things to be  looked into. But a good 100 new pictures and items have been added to the site yesterday and are now there for your viewing pleasure. It is so not going to be the last adding for some time. I am going to be home again next Saturday and then I am going to have shirts and stuff on there too. A full time work out on the site (s) There will be more from Jesse too any day. He is still working kind of on his time frames for a few new diary postings and all. Some wants his Supernova concert experience as well as I do. And I tell you guys, he will do one. He promised me this much lol. Love out Jesse. As he builds up the crazy Motley museum with the load of personal past belongings of items stored at his place is just over the top.  I love it. I need to be a better guy to myself and to him in some ways I think. I am so hoping for some great share with Jesse  He is shit cool about things and I get along with him like nothing else I can possibly think of. I think there are things in my Motley life that are not meant to be shared with most people but Jesse is one of the very few counted, that holds my wants and willingness to do just that with no limits at all. To share.
 
Tommy is right now still out there doing his Supernova thing and I am not one bit tired of not doing that. I have been giving the CD a spin again and there is not really anything part from the fact that the drummer in the band is 25% of my daily passion. But part from that I could not give a ratt`s ass about it. I think maybe the new stuff on Vince Neil could be fairly good – his next solo album to come that is. I hope it does not get pushed round no more. He is now where he needs to have that one out I think. He needs to have the solo album finished. There is a March tour coming up for him and that is way sooner than I care to think about. You see I have a line of things that are just not feeling right if they gets pushed much further so yeah, that solo release is absolutely one of them things for sure. Need the CD to be finished and available to us all. There are more kind of much more to be released for us collectors from them all. This yeah I mean. And that is kind of painful enough to know about. Shit I really hope there will be a nice touch to how things will work out for me in the long run. I have been so amazingly good with trying to cover all there have been released so far since that magical day late 2004 in Hollywood. Fuck. Not much missed at all of official released items. And I kind of need for that to be a continued thing till the end of their next and more than likely last world tour and all.
 
Next on the websites here we are going to try to better the info on the items that needs it. Like stuff on the “This N That” pages or something. Trying to feed you with a little text under the items  that some of you have had doubts about what is. Thank for the feedback. That makes it possible for me to better every little thing there is on here and that is kind of super cool. Appreciate that a lot. Critism is the best useful feedback you can possible have coming in your life. Okay I am almost at the stop where I need to get off this train and on another for 4 hours. SO Ill pack this away now and then continue on the next!!! Till then ……. Rock it dude….
 
Okay on the next train out. Leaving Aarhus now, heading towards Roskilde. I am not really too calm about my seat here. I did not buy a seat ticket so I can be asked to leave any time. Not cool .I just forgot to get one. Anyway I am here now and I am only in need of being left alone for the next three hours. And I will be fine. It is for sure a huge help if I could sit here and not really have too much shit going on. We will see how it all turns out. Right!!! Yesterday Saturday we got our ESP tickets for the concert at “The Rock” the rock club in the heat of Copenhagen. I am pretty sure that’s going to be a great one. It was the last time the boys were there. Will get to meet a few good friends there too. Now when I say “we “ got tickets then I mean me, my brother and this Heather of    USA. That’s right. We are all going and its March 16th. Looking forward to that one. It will be cool. Another night with Mr. John Corabi and ex-KISS men. I like it. No interviews and nothing. I love to do what I do on that front but yeah…. This time I will be there for the viewing pleasure only. Kind of nice. Motley Crue had this dude over a decade ago and I loved it. I miss another follow up with Corabi on the mic stand. That will for surer never happen ever again. It is fine though. When it all comes down we al want the original members of any band we love so much. So now it is time for us to do a new evening with Corabi in Copenhagen and it will be sweet. I love it. There have been a line of items up on eBay that has also ended and that I did not do anything about. Not because I never wanted to. But because I right now try to focus solidly only have thr deeama deal in my head. We stopped again … need to shot this off in case we have seat trouble …okay seems like I survived this one too. Never again will I do this travelling without a seat ticket. No way nahh ahhh….
 
Let me throw in a reminder here of the SHOP page on here. Have you guys checked out the drumheads up for grabs ( without signatures though) – a true copy of the past tour floor drum heads. If you truly are a massive collector you should save money up and get these. They are fucking amazing. Check em all out. Or maybe you want some other costume thing jackets, helmets, bike, car or other cool doings to a loved piece of yours. I know I will but right now I have to have the things dealt wit hand leared first that I have started. I miss Corinna and my shared adventures and it is with great pleasure that I think back on the many trips we shared over the years of 2005 and 2006. More than likely there will not be any this year. I fucking don’t even know if I will have any vacations at all. Ohh yeah, there are so going to be troubled minds as I see and hear things to come that I can not attend. It will be like somebody is stabbing me. Not cool at all. Fuck, but I will use energy and worry when those times comes later. Right now I have other things to focus on.
 
Should I point out one single thing that really kind of killed me emotionally this past week since the last posting on here it would be the fact that Tommy`s old theatre white dbl bass drum kit ws up on eBay. Obviously it sold. For only 2800 dollars, FUCK!!!!! How ever had I jumped it I would be missing out the deal going on now. And its not a question of what I wanted the most. It was a question of whom I promised what. And the seller of these two items has raised hell to make sure they are going to be mine. So no letting this guy down one bit.  And besides I will be ass proud as I hold that stuff in my possession and can say now these collectibles are all mine. Okay here comes Vejle – the next stop on this travel. Better save again and wait to see if someone takes my seat here.. I will be back if I avoid that one too. Hang on…..
 
Survived that one too. Nice.. now let me just close this posting of today. I have a good feeling that  I will be having a line of great times in the name of motley in the near future. There are still a lot of smaller things like constantly coming in. As said have just added a good 100 pictures over the week-end and there are still shit on its way here. Oh yes, things will expand all the time through out the year of 2007. I know its going to be great. Don’t know what the future holds don’t have a crystal ball if you will, but I know that I will have a good chance of getting a few things added that I longed for, for many years. And this is the ultimate best year to at least try to get some of the old wants and stuff. Cause next year 2008 will hold new release world tour and a movie that more than likely will have a line of things to it too. Plus what ever else they will throw at us all. Yeah the Motley camp is surely not sleeping. There are so shit loads of things that are just so hard to even sit and just think about. My god. This would be the last few lines of wisdom lol this time around. See you all later in the week,  much love – stay Crued, Tx

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29th of January 2007, Strong Emotions
12:38PM CET
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So the last week-end as I know it is soon over. I am not gonna have more weekends like this for time and time again. today is an off day relaxing and all. have spent my friday and Saturday like there were no night to seperate them. Only been having a total of 5 hours since I got up for work Friday morning. Now I am here it is Sunday and I am gonna try to have some sort of relaxing day. Its interview day at 4Pm for e the the German 80s old school metal SINNER. Mat is gonna call me then at 4 gonna be pretty cool. I like them. Other  than that the site here has been looked at a little today too as you can see. A few more magazine posters and shit. Plus the new page in Crue Shop!!! Yeah its all going to be new times expanded times and more on here. And in my life in generel. Had an old kind of talk to Corinna my travelling partner of doing in the name of Motley so that was kind of a flashback on past doings and all. We both miss the shared travelling and all experience and more Yeah its sick. Have so many more things to do and wanting to see. It it is kind of like a never ending journey to do. So want it. But the year of 2007 has this damn thing attached to it called new job. Just a job with a whole new set of rules and shit. I can not begin to tell you how cool it is going to be from a financial side of things in a few months down the line but it also limits a lot if doings for me so I guess I am forced to say that I am glad there is not going to be a tour and all this year. In that sence it all fits just perfectly.
 
Today Sunday Supernova is going to be at the DCU Center, at 50 Foster St, Worchester, MA...for a show tonight. Guess who will go? No, no, it is not me. But my partner in crime Jesse is going. I am not jealousd really more curious to hear what he thinks about it afterwards. I will make him post something on here tomorrow like his day of thoughts about it pre show, at the show and after. should be interesting. Guess hen the band is staying on the east coast for a few days having Regis & Kelly in New York tomorrow on TV too and then move back in towards the middle of USA. They get around. And a line of new merchandise is up too. It is still through Fanfire so ... long delays and crap can be expectd if you order online. But the new stuff should be at venues too I guess?? Anyway this is what the new gear looks like ;

Toronto's Lukas Rossi says he can breathe a major sigh of relief now that he's performed the first Rockstar Supernova concert on New Year's Eve in Sin City. "It's just a feeling of accomplishment," the 30-year-old singer told the Toronto Sun in a Canadian newspaper exclusive the night after Rockstar Supernova's North American tour launch at The Joint in the Hard Rock Cafe. "It's good to get it under your belt. It's kind of like, 'Well, we went through all this s--t, we can only go up from here,' you know what I'm saying? I think the band gave it 110%. I think we just brought it as best we could, man. And it's going to get better. This is the first show of the tour, so it's taking baby steps." Rossi, seated on a couch in The Joint's second-floor, candle-lit dressing room of his Rockstar Supernova bandmates -- guitarist Gilby Clarke and bassist Johnny Colt -- sipped on a soda and seemed generally pleased with his opening-night performance, despite some room for improvement. For example, Rossi stopped and restarted the band's show-ending cover of the Rolling Stones' Let's Spend The Night Together because he wanted the crowd's response to be louder. What he didn't realize at the time was that his voice was being drowned out in the mix and the audience couldn't hear him. "There's glitches here and there," Rossi said. "Hills and valleys, man, and we hit a couple of valleys (Sunday) night, but the best thing about falling down is getting up again and you've got to do it really quickly 'cause everyone's just standing there and you know especially (Sunday) night, just drunk as hell and just wanting to rock 'n' roll. All in all, it was just a f---in' blast."

Rossi said Rockstar Supernova, rounded out by his pal Tommy Lee of Motley Crue on drums, only had about two weeks of rehearsal before the New Year's Eve launch. The group's next show is Jan. 16 in Hollywood, Fla., so even more rehearsal time is in the cards before they arrive at Massey Hall on Jan. 24. The North American tour wraps up at the end of February with dates following in Australia and rumours of a more extensive Canadian tour in the spring. Before Rockstar Supernova's appearance at The Joint, they warmed up with an outdoor, five-song set that was projected above them on a curved overhead screen known as the Fremont Street Experience. "S--t, I thought I had a big forehead in person dude, you should have seen when my head was up on that s--t," Rossi joked. Otherwise, Rossi said he wasn't nervous about the first show and that seeing all those Canadian flags waving back at him from the audience on the floor at The Joint was reassuring. "So cool," he said. "S--t, man, that's where I was raised, man. And they came all this way just to support homeboy, and I'm like, 'F---!' That's like big hugs, you know? Like I went in the front row and this girl gave me like this big leather bracelet that had my name engraved on it, like gold-dust, it's amazing, dude." So really no opening-night case of nerves? "Everyone's just here to support us," said Rossi, who had plans to head back up to Toronto after the band's second show at The Joint on Monday night. "I'd be a fool to be nervous, you know what I mean? I think I came into myself a few songs into the set 'cause you gotta take a deep breath and step back and be like, 'F---, okay, we're actually here. We're doing this now." And once the show was over, he was able to celebrate New Year's Eve into the wee hours. "I never drink before I go on stage, ever, I don't party," he said. That, of course, all changed when Rossi headed up to Lee's hotel room for the afterparty. "It was f--in' ridiculous," Rossi said with a laugh. "Tommy brought his f---in' DJ s--t up in his room, we had like a couple hundred people in there, just nuts. Just off the hook. There was like 13 comped rooms because they were all complaining and s--t about the noise."

Some other Supernova news shit is that
 is this "Rossi Under Restraint" Toronto singer Lukas Rossi promises a sexually tamer show when Rockstar Supernova pulls into Massey Hall tomorrow night. The band that sprang from the second season of last summer's CBS reality-TV show, Rockstar: Supernova, got off to a lascivious start on New Year's Eve in Sin City with a raunchy spoken-word introduction by Rossi that wouldn't have been out of place in Penthouse. "I want to use that intro, but it depends because there are some kids that come to our shows. I don't want to pollute their minds before they get a chance to get polluted themselves," said Rossi, 31, in an exclusive Canadian newspaper interview with Sun Media in the dressing rooms at the Hard Rock Hotel's The Joint the day after the tour launch in Las Vegas. "It's f---in' rock 'n' roll man, but it doesn't mean we have to be f---in' belligerent. If there's young fans coming, there won't be any bulls--t like that." The tour opener by Rockstar Supernova -- rounded out by Motley Crue drummer Tommy Lee, ex-Guns N' Roses guitarist Gilby Clarke and Black Crowes bassist Johnny Colt (filling in for an injured Jason Newsted, formerly of Metallica) -- also employed the use of "the titty cam."

Basically, Lee operated a video camera that encouraged females in the audience to flash their breasts, something that's hard to imagine happening at Massey Hall. "Well, that's up to Uncle T, man," said Rossi with a sly smile. "No, at Massey Hall, you sit down and s--t. You know what? We're just going to feel it. I won't allow that if there's children and s--t." Surprisingly, given the assembled players and their back catalogues, there were no Motley Crue, Guns N' Roses or Black Crowes covers in the set list at the tour launch. Rossi said there was some discussion about that but he was against it. "There was talk about that but I just don't want to bring the past into the future and I think the guys agreed on that," he said. "It's open for conversation, I guess. It's just I don't think we need to do that right now. I don't think people want to hear that. I mean, sure, there's a lot of people who do. But the majority, I think, they're interested in Supernova, the band, not ex-members of (other) bands." Unlike the Vegas launch, the Massey Hall show will also have three openers all related to the reality-TV show: Finalist Toby Rand's band Juke Kartel, finalist Dilana, and judge Dave Navarro's band The Panic Channel. "We have a sold-out show there, so that's going to be crazy, man," said Rossi. "Toronto, Canada is where my heart is, man. Again, I was raised there my whole life and I learned the ups and downs of life there. Yeah, it'll probably be the most special one. They're all special to me, but that'll be the most touching, I guess. I'll be a little nervous. It'll be amazing." The Torontonian, who at the time of the interview remained estranged from his family, said he only gets six comped tickets, but is willing to bring more people into Massey Hall if he has to. "Hey man, they're going to come in with me -- even if they're just fans walking down the street. I don't care. I don't give a s--t. You can't put limitations on a fan's love, man. I don't care. I'll pay for a ticket myself, just to show some love."    ---
What Rockstar Supernova played at their North American tour launch in Las Vegas:

SETLIST
Underdog
Be Yourself (And 5 Other Cliches)
It's On
It's All Love
Can't Bring Myself To Light This Fuse (With Strings)
Valentine
Social Disgrace
Headspin
Bittersweet Symphony (With Strings)
Make No Mistake ... This Is The Take
The Dead Parade (With Strings)
Leave The Lights On


ENCORE
Let's Spend The Night Together

Any one out there collecting or know of some that collects KISS I hav a few itmes from a past monster collection ready up for grabs. That was just kind of like a thught on the side. I know there are gonna be a line of things the webmaster and myself,  are going to work on under the new to come different frames of timesceduals - but we have a good few ideas to throw new things together on here as do Jesse and I. It really is going to be new exciting addings and we are quiet high on getting them on. More stuff in the mail to me here so the next time tehre will be an adding to the site of items will more than likely be at the end of February. I dont see it happening earlier I am afraid. But diaries and all will be on here like constantly still. There is still stuff at my two other Crue collection addresses in the USA that are not added on here just yet. Looks like distances and more are all whats gonna be the limiter of things to be done here of cause along with the meanest word known to man - money honey!! Lol....
Talk to you shortly. Get your collectibles on the "Crue Shop" site of
www.mcrueloyalty.com now.

Heather, it looks like there are a few good chances for us to be the couople that really could survive most. Ever felt you meet someone you really wanna get things going with then time after time you only get a more and more complicated situation and it ends? Also tried the oposit? Meeting someone that then turns out to be everything or close to it that you have ever hoped for finding in your past!?? This is kind of that feeling I have these days. It is just a great feeling that kind of gives me serious cool xtra energy and hope for a better time. I have a lot of confidence in my hopeles Motley situations right now due to this one girl. She is an amazing piece of caracter. Just love her ways and her views and willingness to share, give and take. It is a fullblooded pleasure for sure. So it kind of goes off on my Motley creativities and collecting too. Heather for that I thank you. Jesse you ahve been a beyond cool friend in many ways recently. Thank you too for the person that you are. I say it agan now on here and in public, I envy your ass brother. You are a shit cool dude. Dont ever let anyone tell you any different. later kids, One Love peace out - Tommy
 

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27th of January 2007,
12:09PM CET
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Hey people its time again for a little something on here. Have added a few things again on here slowly begun a section in the CRUE Shop. Look in there and make your order to us in the contact section to either Tommy or Jesse about the limited collectible old school bassdrum-heads real size tribute to Tommy lee´s old kits skins over the years!!! There will be all of them available with time. Plus check out the insainly biker tanks and helmets. Its quiet simply insaine. More items will come also with Supernova, MCrueLoyalty and more. You will dig al lthis shit. Oh yeah brothers and sisters there is a shit load of ass cool stuff to decorate your walls with here. all cool. There is gonna be a shit load of so ever cool things to collect in the future from this page!!! So keep coming back and we let you all in on a little something. For a starter here are whats there now!!! 

 
I am gonna have a thing about the dream deal started here too shortly. Next week will see its first of  maybe a good 4 payments or something to get the deal going. I am so psycked about it and a few out there knows all about it. So hopefully sometime late April or soemthing the shit will bein Boston at Jesse´s and he will have the pain in the ass respocibility of keeping an eye out on all that crap thats there. Looks like there will be quiet some cool shit there when the last bit of smoke clears huhh lads??
 
Vince Neil will be performing the red-hot hits of MÖTLEY CRÜE (including "Kickstart My Heart", "Girls Girls Girls", "Dr. Feelgood" and "Home Sweet Home") with his all-star band featuring Dana Strum (SLAUGHTER, VINNIE VINCENT INVASION) on bass, Jeff Blando (SLAUGHTER) on guitar and Will Hunt (TOMMY LEE, DARK NEW DAY, SKRAPE) on drums.
Vince Neil will make two appearances at the Food Network South Beach Wine & Food Festival, February 22-25, 2007. On Sunday, February 25 at 2pm, Neil himself will preside over the bar along with Francesco Lafranconi, founder and director of Southern Wine & Spirits of Nevada's Academy of Spirits in the step by step concoction of everybody's favorite frozen cocktail. Neil will initiate margarita lovers in the art of making the perfect "Rita", blended with his own Tres Rios tequila, the outcome of a dedicated search by Neil for the purest 100% agave nectar, which he found flourishing at the juncture of three rivers in Mexico.
Later that afternoon at the Publix Grand Tasting Village, Neil will open the Delta Live Auction tailored to the ultimate Vince Neil fan. Up for bids is one case of signed bottles of Vince Neil's Tres Rios Tequila, two first class tickets on Delta Airlines to Las Vegas, a "sweet" suite at the Hard Rock Hotel & Casino Las Vegas with all accommodations for two, a personal invitation from Vince to have drinks with him in person at the Hard Rock Hotel & Casino Las Vegas, dinner at the RIO at Café Martorano and a Vince Neil personally autographed guitar. Bidding begins online at
www.sobeauction.cmarket.com
and carries over to the Delta Live Auction on Sunday, February 25.

Tasting Neil's perfect Rita is just one opportunity from the compendium of spirit-oriented events at this year's Food Network South Beach Food & Wine Festival. Held at the South Beach Marriott throughout the weekend are four interactive cocktail clinics focusing on creative cocktails, such as an intensive on "muddled" drinks such as caipirinhas and mojitos, a refresher on classic cocktails, and a return to sexy libations perfumed with rose essence. These cocktail clinics sessions are all hands-on, and led by master mixologists Tony Abou-Ganim and Francesco Lafranconi, both winners of cocktail competitions. For a complete listing of events and for ore information, please visit the festival web ite at
www.sobewineandfoodfest.com or call 877- 762-3933. Produced by Florida International University and Southern Wine & Spirits of Florida, with the support of the Miami Beach Visitors and Convention Authority, the Food Network South Beach Wine & Food Festival presented by Food & Wine magazine will continue to bring together some of the planet's greatest chefs, winemakers, spirits producers and culinary personalities to entertain patrons in high style and to educate palates with cooking demos and wine seminars. Events include the Moet & Chandon BubbleQ, Wine Spectator's Best of the Best, Wine Spectator Wine Seminars, Burger Bash and the Grand Tasting Village to name just a few.
MÖTLEY CRÜE frontman Vince Neil has lined up the following solo dates during the coming months:
 
Mar. 10 - Owensboro, KY - Executive Inn Expo Center
Mar. 23 - Libertyville, IL - Austin's Saloon
Mar. 24 - Fountain Hills, AZ - Ft. McDowell Resort And Casino
Mar. 28 - Sydney, Australia - Sydney University
Mar. 29 - Melbourne, Australia - The Palace
Mar. 30 - Brisbane, Austalia - The Arena
Apr. 01 - Perth, Australia - The Capital
Apr. 04 - Honolulu, HI - Pipeline
Apr. 14 - Halifax, Nova Scotia - Halifax Forum
Apr. 22 - Redding, CA - Win River Casino

 
There is another new item I like to get my hands on on eBay these days. It is hard at times and quiet often that I have these watches and all. And right about now and a god year forward its not at all financial ly attractive to stumble into these damn things. But lets see how it all goes. Here is the auction text and some pictures  "This is your chance to get a REAL Nikki Sixx Guitar from the "Route of all Evil" Tour!! This is Nikki's Final "Smasher" Bass Un-Used From the tour. I honestly hate to part with the guitar...But I'm selling a few item's from the tour to help purchase a new home. The guitar has been engraved by nikki's tech for the show but Ended up being an extra and was given to me. I'm including a set of 3 Nikki Sixx guitar picks from the tour and a setlist. Good Luck"
Finally there is a new model out of Nikki`s famous "Blackbird" bass from a few years back. This time it has the Epiphone cheaper edition to it and it just got released last week on the NAMM show in Anaheim, Cal. Yeah things often has comes as I cant do jack about it. But then again this and a lot of other shit is not like here and now this week only. This bass is gonna be around for some time. If you wanna get it or just wanna check it out go to the company`s website http://www.epiphone.com/  Thats about all for now there will be a lot of news on here to get added in the near future but remember from now on there will new set of "rules" as I have a long shitty stinker of a new job for me from Thursday and there will be absolutely no time to do much at all. How ever its gonna be a line of new things and working frames so till all that is nicely settled we just have to work as it come .. nothing further from here this time. XX
 
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20th of January 2007, B`Days & Crue Actions
1.23PM CET
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Today is kind of a shitty day for me. I wanna be somewhere else if we talk Motley activities. You see today the yearly returning event of the NAMM show in Anaheim is having a couply of our boys there. And I feel like crap not being there. My Crue partner Corinna I wonder if she even knows she moved there and lives fucking round the corner now. But is she dont then hell this is one huge mistake. Then again there may be the minor detail called work. Fuck I hate normalcy!!! It sucks and limits people like me from a lot in my wants and at times needs. Motley Crue guitarist Mick Mars and bassist Nikki Sixx will be at the NAMM show (National Association of Music Merchants) in Anaheim, California on Saturday, January 20. Wanted to have been there like yeasterday for shit sure too cause Paul Stanley of KISS appeared Friday from 12 - 2 PM at the NAMM Convention in Anaheim, California. He was at the Washburn Guitar booth to promote his new Paul Stanley guitar series.  Gene Simmons is there today too.
Mick will be appearing at the Marshall booth from 1 p.m. to 3 p.m. signing autographs for fans.
Nikki will be at the Dean Markley booth from 12:30 p.m. to 1 p.m.,


 

Basson booth from 1 p.m. to 2 p.m. and the
Ovation booth from 2 p.m. to 3 p.m.

http://www.thenammshow.com/pdf/floorplan.pdf check this one out see how massive this shit is.. go to www.NAMM.com and check out the 06namm video to get a small time look in on what its all about. Interested in music by heart you have GOT TO GO to this thing. I am limited and out of reach and chance to attend due to my dream deal .. yes i have said it so many times already i am so gonna be loosing shit loads of experiences and items for these single two items. damn. The NAMM show is january 18th to the 21st at Anaheim Convention Center in Anaheim just south of Los Angeles. You wanna meet the starts and more these days arethe days to get that dream fulfilled. Its all possible at this massively extreme exclusive event yearly. Fuck i cant beleive I am not going.

Besides Mick Mars going to be there today his site to many`s interest has gotten up and running. But yet not fully loaded with all that's meant to be there. I kind of like his site the ideas colors and things in there.  A ton of cooler info and all can make it a bad ass site. I think this turned out to be one really cool one. The Vince Neil site has changed too as we all know. Far cooler colors and set ups how ever cooler or not I am not the greatest fan of his site. I still think www.Tommylee.TV  is the best of them all, It rocks huge!!!!
 
Also as said today is double B`day to two rather important people in my life. I wish both of them a shiny happy birthday what ever and where ever they may choose to hold  day of  their latest added number in summers they have been on this planet. I love you both and nothing will probably ever change that!! Heather you`re a pearl awesomeness amongst all known to man. I have never ever in my life met one with a bigger and more passionate heart than yours. It is fucking almost scary!!! The other B`day kid of the day and a long loved one on my life. And of highly importance to my musical road in life is Paul Stanley of KISS. Turns 55 today. Its almost not thinkable. He still is 25 - 30 in my mind and nothing is more real and straight forward in the rock music business than this guy!!! He has always been loyal to his music no matter where it has been and taken him at one point in time. Love Paul!!!! This is Genes birthday message to his musical partner: "Once upon a time, the Lord created one of his wonders: The Starchild...and it was good. And so it went, until one day, the Starchild got up and rocked, with the guitar heard 'round the world. So it was written, so it shall be. A Happy Birthday to my good lookin' partner, Paul Stanley, Gene"

Also check this one out -  Rock 'n Roll Fantasy Camp!!
Camp starts at 2:00 PM on Thursday February 15th and ends Monday at Midnight February 19th (you can be home for Valentine's Day - Feb. 14th) with no night off throughout the camp. The last camp sold-out in record time ... Reserve your spot now.
Full Camp: $9,499
Includes attendance for 5 days and nights at Rock 'n Roll Fantasy Camp in Hollywood, CA from Thursday February 15th, 10+ hours of daily jamming & instruction, 13 meals with campers and celebrity musicians, DVD of camp highlights, welcome bag, travel to and from camp events and Battle of the Bands at the famed House of Blues on the Sunset Strip.
Add on Spouse Package: $499
Please register my spouse for Rock 'n Roll Fantasy Camp evening activities including dinners, drinks, and the “Battle of the Bands” at House of Blues on the Sunset Strip. Spouses may attend seminars and dinners with campers.

Q: What is the camp?
A: It’s a five day camp that begins with you jamming with the Rock Stars immediately in our audition process. You are then grouped into a band led by one of our Rock Star counselors and then you will spend the next five days rehearsing for your performance at the Battle of The Bands at House of Blues on the Sunset Strip. You also have the Mega Stars swinging by to throughout the week to meet each camper and play with each band.
Q: Where and When?
A: Hollywood California, February 15-19, 2007
Q: What can I expect?
A: Rock n' Roll Fantasy Camp™ highlights include:
  • Small group instruction from celebrity musicians (campers are placed in a band with a rock star counselor for the entire camp duration)
  • Play and write your own original song
  • Perform live on stage to a sold out audience at House of Blues on the Sunset Strip
  • Counselor-led master class sessions in drums, bass, guitar, songwriting, etc.
  • A souvenir DVD of you jamming at the final night's Battle of the Bands
  • 10+ hours of daily jam sessions with your bandmates and rock star counselors
  • Daily meals with celebrity musicians and campers
  • Rehearsal time at professional rehearsal studios such as SIR Studios
  • Plenty of opportunities for photos and autographs as guest stars walk through the camp all week (so be sure to bring your camera!)

Q: Who's going to be there?
A: We have Brian Wilson, Dickey Betts of the Allman Brothers, Paul Stanley, Bret Michaels, Mickey Hart of Grateful Dead, Steve Vai, Scott Ian of Anthrax confirmed and rock stars to be announced!
Q: Will I get to play with the stars?
A: Absolutely you’ll get to play them in the studios and onstage with at House of Blues
Q: How old do you have to be to attend the camp?
A: Campers typically range in age from 21-60. We have accepted younger campers who have exceptional talent, with parental supervision. We offer "spouse" packages, which parents can purchase if they want to attend with their children. We ask that you be at least 16 years old to rock at our camps!
Q: What does it cost?
A: $9499 which includes all meals, all transportation within Hollywood, studio time, use of equipment, playing at the House of Blues, master classes, and gift bags.
Q: Is the hotel included?
A: No, but we do provide discounted hotel rates at the Renaissance Hotel in LA. Please contact us if you’d like assistance in booking.
Q: How will I be assigned to a band?
A: The audition process is an opportunity for our campers to start jamming with our rock stars immediately. You’re given a list of songs well in advance and you let us know what song you would like to play when you first come to Rock ‘n Roll Fantasy Camp. You’ll be playing along with one or two other campers in front of our camp counselors. This enables our counselors to get a feel because later on they’ll be assembling bands and it gives you an opportunity to get rid of your stage fright right away and put you onstage with a rock star. Most campers have turned and said, “I’ve got my money’s worth” after the first day. There’s nothing to be scared about, it’s a lot of fun and a great event to watch. Once you finish auditioning you can already go to a room and start jamming.
Q: Can I bring my significant other?
A: Yes! We charge $499 which includes all the meals as well as the cocktail parties, rock star sessions, and the final night at House of Blues. We only ask that they do not attend the studio sessions because that is time meant for campers only.
Q: Can I be in a band with a friend?
A: Absolutely! All we require is enough notice. We’ll arrange for you to be rocking in the same band.
Q: Is equipment provided?
A: Yes! Our sponsor, Gibson provides the finest guitars and bass guitars. We also have DW drums, Korg keyboards, Marshall amplifiers, effect pedals, and any other necessary gear you may need as well as top roadies and staff, who handle the biggest rock and roll stars to take care of you. If you’d like to bring your own guitar or snare and cymbals we encourage you to bring what will make you comfortable, but we do ask that you mark your gear.
Q: How much time will I be in the studio?
A: Everyday from 10AM – 10PM besides lunch, dinner, and appearances. Then again in the evenings you’ll be jamming onstage with the counselors. You’ll be immersed in RRFC!
Q: Will I be able to get autographs and photographs?
We make sure that our campers get all the photographs and autographs that they want. Your home will look like the Hard Rock Café.
Q: When will I be able to meet with other musicians if I am not in their band?
A: Everyone will eat together and almost every night will feature a celebrity jams during which you will get to meet all the celebrity musicians.
Q: Can I change instruments?
A: Yes, but the camp would like advance notice for the request to be processed.
Q: What clothing should I bring?
A: You will be rehearsing in studios for most of the day so bring whatever you think you’d be comfortable in.
Q: How much time do I get playing with the stars?
A: The Stars come in do a performance and then a Q&A session which can last an hour. After that they walk through each studio performing with all the campers, as well as signing autographs, taking photographs and talking to the campers. At this camp, campers will actually learn a Beach Boy tune from Jeff Foskett & Brian Wilson of the Beach Boys
Q: How do I sign up?

A: There are 4 ways you can sign up:
1) By Phone: Call us at 1.888.ROC.BAND (888.762.2263)
2) Online
3) By Fax: Fax your registration form with credit card information to 917.591.9470
4) By Mail: Fill out the registration form and send it in with your check or credit card info to:     


Rock ‘n Roll Fantasy Camp
61 W. 62nd Street, Suite #18M
New York, NY 10023

 

Q: How do I get additional tickets to the Battle of the Bands final show?
A: Tickets are available online at www.rockandrollfantasycamp.com, by calling the home office at 1.888.ROC.BAND, at the venue box office. Tickets are also on location and through TicketmasterPaul confirmed that he will serve as a "counselor" at next month's Rock 'n Roll Fantasy Camp. The five-day camp takes place Feb. 15-19 in Hollywood and culminates in a Battle of the Bands at the House of Blues on Sunset in Hollywood, California. Thats all folks!! A lot of fucking cruecial cool and more going on these dayas in my interest of music but also in place to be California FUCK!!! Tommy

 

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18th of January 2007, Life Has Its Ways - I Just Eat It Up....
7:44PM CET
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There are ways to change a life. I am not going to say I am stopping collecting, lol imagine that lol, lol. No I am in the middle of this change in some ways that are gong to put things in some sort of new perspective. On many subjects actually. So I am still really excited about getting things started. I know things will be hard and I know things will be quiet hard to get used to the first month  will be ass hard. But I have so many cool 2007 things to look forward to its insaine. The last few days have had some truely remarkable addings to my filthy little life. Next thing now would be a girl living with me 24-7. It will come. It will this year i am aiming for some Motley Crue expandings to kind of complete the full circle of hoped for things since the reunion in 2005. Plus on a more personal level. I had my biggest dissapointment and lost all belief in many things the last half of last year. Looked myself inthe mirror right before new years eve and said to myself. I wanna have my Ex corinna on chat and webcam on new years eve sharing that and go into a new year that way as a final sort of thing for me before I took my first step into the new and "richer" me (on personality) so yes it was and has so far been a treat for me in 2007. And damn it look at the date it is only fucking the 18th of the first month in this new year. Thats pretty well awsome. I can not wait to move on to step two and three and four. My 2007 has many chapters expandings in my private life as well as in my Motley collecting. I think there is going to be a smile so wide later in the year so my face needs a smile lowdown operation. No more heartacke. No more shitty pain and no more misguided doings in this boys everyday living. If I dont see a "repaid" passion for my givin love in all aspects then I just will not share mine. On a Motley front on that subject its a bit different.  I am gonna change things on that page in my life too but not in a "lay low" kind of way.I have done all this now and I have promised myself to do most possble the last few couple of years they are gonna be around for and as a band. You see I still am loyal by heart not cause it is a habit to me though it has now been going on 24 years for me. So next year is my 25th anniversary as a Crue fan and started collector. Aint that something? Where the hell did them years go? I have gotten a little more loose in the skin lol, lol, and some summers older but I am wiser, cuter and a hell of aa lot more serious when it comes to be listening to my heart and my actions.

MÖTLEY  and SUPERNOVA drummer Tommy Lee — who is said to be big martial arts fan — announced the Pride Fighting Championships on Thursday (January 11) at the Hyatt West Hollywood Hotel in West Hollywood, California. Tommy Lee was spotted outside Hyde club in Hollywood last week, signing autographs for fans. Watch footage from Lulop. he was quiet personal with a line of fans and all were quiet excited from what I can understand. To even hear all the stories I hear now and then from this area and knowing in the back of my mind that I could have lived there in the midddle of my pasionate ground is kind of hurting me quiet bad.  SUPERNOVA will kick off its North American headlining tour tonight (January 16), with THE PANIC CHANNEL as support. The band, which also features guitarist Gilby Clarke (ex-GUNS N' ROSES), vocalist Lukas Rossi and bassist Johnny Colt (BLACK CROWES, TRAIN), lost ex-METALLICA bassist Jason Newsted after an accident that resulted in a torn anterior labrum in his left shoulder and a rotator cuff and bicep tear in the right. Newsted suffered the injuries while trying to catch a 90-pound bass head that had fallen from atop his amp. The combination of surgery and a lengthy rehab assignment could leave him sidelined for up to nine months.

There will be a few new things getting added here shortly again then there will go a good few weeks in between all these addings when it comes to pictures simply because I am not gonna be in here more than a few times a month for picture taking. bare with me. The new job as said is gonna change a lot in my awaken life. But things with me and the webmaster is simply going to be treated and handled with xtra care from now on to get as much shared time together for this site in the future. So no worries there either. I am well into the fact that another thing may change some things too. The universe of love is knocking on my front door too. Have had a "meeting" lol, lol, Already here the first small steps to a perhaps new love thats gonna give me a lot more energy and positive wibes towards everythign else in my life has started. It is seriously a girl that is way beyond any dream from an emotional fart like myself !! Ths girl can be a lill too much of a good thing. This is yet a new complicated action on my part. But I have here a quiet opposite girl than ever had in any before. There have been laid everything card on the table good and bad. Loving and less loving things have been shared so there can eventually not be any surprises. Never have I experienced this either. Seems like the 7th heaven has discovered my ass on planet earth and is trying to help me out. Making things easy on a new fresh start a little easier. I highly appreciate it. Love it!! I know people may wonder how this can possibly have anything to do with my motley life. As you all know my diary on this site is about things that touches my Cruecial life only!!! Well here is a clue. I have al llast fall been hugely dissapointed as you know buut have had nothing outside my Crue life working my way. Here is something, someone that maybe can. I tried to build al lthis with a certain someone else not too long ago but lost everything. So hereis a new chance a new situation from a little town up north of the USA called Plentywood, Montana!There is nothing much to say or that I wanna say on here thats really any of anyones business but mine. So I only wanna say that this sweet little rock n roller also but of couse Crue fan. My pretty little angel eyes my precious little grudge (the kind one of these thiings lol lol ) Swear to god in certain ways she looks like "it". Kind of scary but yet ...ohh well not going there... my Montana xxx chick is just so out of the ordinary. Other wise I guess I had not taken her in. But from her should things go well and hoped for then I gain a new found energy that is just gonna totally kill all the worries and negative shit that circles round my Motley life. Just let me get this dream deal going in March or April and let us see what is next in line for my Crue life and all other stuff in it. Buut this "discovering her" and sharing the whats evers been shared ..... life smiles to me again in a brand new way!! Fuck all none belivers.
Much love to all my dudes and bitches out there... one love - got it?!!! Your salve to passion Tommy 
 
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16th of January 2007, Two More Weeks Until It`s....
5:23PM CET
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Yeah thats right fuckers. Only two more weeks and i should be able to say its all safe and secure. The dream deal and more. If I get through the next two weeks and they go like the time has so far in 2007 then it is all safe. I am beyond words for how I feel about that!! I so want things to go well and I so NEED it to go well too. I cant think of much else but this one deal / offer coming closer and closer. One person out there is my safety net and I am for life thankful for it trust me. If it should come to the need of rescue. How ever I think no matter what the dream deal will come to me with not too many problems. The huge case here and now is without a doubt the fact of me starting a new job february first. I will not get paid in over 7 weeks from now on. So I am gonna be a little lost on the one short payment. but yet i am dead sure these two items will come to me in April. To all involved and you know who you are I thank you from my heart.

Speaking of thank you´s. jesse boy you experienced something yesterday that was just a little over the top personal and fresh. I dont know if I have actually thanked you in the right way yet. How ever I would like to take a second here and say thanks for the help the built up new belief in the lost and missed passion of love out there. You told me it was out there all I had to do was try my luck and believe again. My dear soon to be "loyalty" inked brother for life I thank you. I am and will always be here for you no matter what kind of issues you may have dude. Thanks again. Hope you found the latest catch exciting. I guareentee you it is.
 
"Glitter" I Only Want your Love!!!
Onething is rare in this world that is for sure. That one thing is nalked honestness and openness and to add love and bonding to it is almost unreal in these modern times. Life sometimes has and show its mysterious ways. My start of this new year has so far been a little better than I dared hope for. Things will be new for me but there have been hopes about things on a mile long list from 2006 so many have already now in the 3rd week of 2007 shown colour. I am maybe one of the luckiest sons of bitches walking planet earth. I am a lucky fuck - thats not even a question. New life new style new love new belief new job new this new that I should cry in joy. I have so much energy and so much belief in most that I do so hey, guess who is smiling. Now I have three things in my calender that all are over the top in sizes of activities to do this year ....so far!!! I will succeed. Why? how can I be so sure? Cause I have my heart in all goals set and I have a list thats seriously dedicated in activities from my inner guts. So I can not loose this one. Can I?
My love, my new life is worth the last breaths I have in my body!! I am not gonna deny any on that front. No one could be in need of an angel passing his ways more than I.

Recent news - The auction of the signed limited new guitar by Vince neil and Nikki Sixx from Ovation went well it seems and ended at
HIGHEST BID: $3,800.
The item up for bid:
a gorgeous Ovation 1868T, donated in part by B&J Music, with a suggested list price of $1,800!  The Motley Crue connection: Nikki Sixx and Vince Neil both autographed the axe!
The part that'll make the winner feel really good:
 100% of the proceeds will go to the Skylar Neil Memorial Fund, c/o The TJ Martell Foundation (founded by the music industry for leukemia, cancer and AIDS research.) The auction ins and outs:
  • bids will start at $1,000
  • bidding opens January 9th at 8am EST and closes February 9th, 2007 at 5pm EST.
  • bids must be sent via email
  • winner will be notified on Monday, February 12th, 2007.

 

Ill get back to you guys shortly again. There have been more added. A few more things This n That, Tommy solo, Articles (Girls 4) etc.... I am with such good belief and balance these days and I think I honestly deserved it. I have paid high dues to get to here. I am not gonna do the bad over again. The road to here has been too hard. "Glitter" I am nuts about it all and you know more than likely things are gonna be a new life from now on. Things are just insaine and almost unreal. let me spend time to adjust myslef to the new life coming and let me continue to feed my Motley passion and reach my Cruecial goals. To all that helped and stood by me through the hard times ... forever ... one love, youre all rare!!!! Yours Tommy "bear"

 

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13th of January 2007, Cruecial Cruecial Cruecial
10:31AM CET
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It is a fine lovely saturday morning here. I am these days in a great mood. I know why too but I am not going ot spend a line of space on here about it. I am just in a good mood. I am carrying around with a ton of cruecial thoughts here. And I have been following a few things that are simply stunning to have added to ones personal collection on eBay. things that have now ended and I did not take a bite of. Why not and what was it you may ask? Well The "why not" is easy!! I still have that one huge want in making the old stage probs a reality. That is my biggest hope about anything thats got to do with Motly Crue as of 2007. I have a line of things or other things in their name I like to get but I just cant not for most of this year anywya. It will be a damn hard thing to pull in this single dream so....the other half  "what was it" well here are a few details just to say it short and to say it let you see the tuff yourself if you didnt see the or attended the auction through the internet. There was a poster the first huge album poster in black and white, there was a lyrics lot of papers from the Coffmann auction from a few yeras back. There was the first edition of the Too Fast Lp. Look under each picture here what they went for. Man thats pretty high. Again I did not bid on these things as I want this other thing more. It simply is over the top and I can not afford to let it slip away. You will see a few things going my way this year I am pretty sure. There are a few goals to make my life change around for the better in the long run well hopefully!! And I am starting already. Its life grand? ((This time I feel so)) I am in a cool mood. Its sometimes a miracle what one can feel ones things roll like they were supose to. You know what I mean??   Good thank you. This boy has been happy many times over but have also had the hardest time and longest down period since September 06, from dissapointments and emotional hurting but I am now feeling some extra energy and more and that I tell you its good for me. Give me another 6 months and I have probably gotten to a point where I am able to say "welcome to the new Tommy Lee" I have big plans hopes for this year and all yes. But I am so high set on making every single one of them true also. Sorry for al lthe rambling. I just feel good and I wanted to share.... tons of cool Crue ideas too here.                

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I have a few things worked on too that I would like to say end up to my advantage. So they too can get added to the collection here. I already had had a few things added the last couple of weeks and now with a vicit as I post this from the webmaster. This will be the last time for a long time, we can actually sit side by side and work together. Its gonna be a few hours with a few more pictures taken and adding them on here as we sit here. It is also a chance to talk a few things through before I leave town for Roskilde / Copenhagen you know. yeah we will have a plan set up for the next few months I am sure. I also have shit laying in Roskilde that will be brought home to Grenaa next time I am coming over, home or on vicit what ever the new saying is from then on. Lol...it is kind of weird. That it is. But yeah I am adding all the time through out the year too. There will probably be a lot of things to say and tell as time goes on so dont be strangers. It is all good and it is all good in time.
 
Tommylee.tv has these latest three member kits too had not long ago four so in a short time they have now had 7 new member kits and all should be covered. So in some weeks from now all that should be received too and you will find it on here some time. Dont worry it will all go on here. But give it some time alright. The first four packages is said to be sent yesterday from US. The latest three from January .But the latest thre as said have now been covered too and whats included this time as said a few days ago, these new packages have finally some rather cool stuff in them compared to the first few packages the www.tommylee.tv presented. here you have a taste of what is in the latest three.   Here is my reciet:
"Thanks for your membership purchase to Tommy Lee's Official site, you now have All Access to the member's area of the site where you can watch hours of Tommy Lee TV, view his exclusive photo gallery, and read his journal entries.Thanks for your membership purchase to Tommy Lee's Official site, you now have All Access to the member's area of the site where you can watch hours of Tommy Lee TV, view his exclusive photo gallery, and read his journal entries. Thanks for your membership purchase to Tommy Lee's Official site, you now have All Access to the member's area of the site where you can watch hours of Tommy Lee TV, view his exclusive photo gallery, and read his journal entries. A confirmation e-mail receipt has been sent to you at lee@tdcspace.dk, your member e-mail address. If you have any questions or concerns, go to the support page to contact us. Head on back to the home page to navigate to the member areas of the site.
 
I will stop this one for now to get some time spend on the togetherness and refinings with the webmaster before time flyers .
later folks.. new stuff has just been added too in the Tommy solo section on the .com site and there are new shirts in the 2005 section, this n that and other minor places. It is a bit weird to have these old things looked through again as they are sort of new addings to the collection. Its nostalgic to have fingers in these things again as they come to me and ready to be handled as new arrivals lol....later folks. Much love, Tx

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9th of January 2007, Member Kits & New Photo Ideas For  The Fans
2:52PM CET
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Tuesday damn one third of the first month in the new year is already gone and over with. I have to say it feels like its been a long time since new years. Then again it was 10 days ago so .. well I have a good feeling things will just continue to go fast. Time is really running like I cant even begin to tell you. There are a line of things I like to get through as said already. The new thing of today are my thoughts about the Tommy stuff going on in the Supernova camp and the Tommy solo website of. www.tommylee.tv There are always some various member kits there you can join the site asa member with. I know and I agree with the ones about to say Tommy why dont you just leave it alone if you are so against it. That is not the point here in my typing. You see folks, I think its cool to hear people out on thoughts of happenings in the boys camps and this here about the memberships and all. I think as a world status rock star if you really should do this .. it had been a bit cooler to actually throw some great quality shit together. I think maybe the latest of the kits the so caleld "E" kit thats up for a limited time only now is fairly cool. there have been I think about ten kits since the get go now and they have all had these cheap printer prints adnd discount crap that is for do I dare say non serious teen like people that would not be too serious on the matter. I think itsa sad that its purely a great and cheap way to score some bucks from hundreds of people that joins up. When they really could have gotten some totally over the top merchandise. But as said the latest one the "E" kit is pretty cool. You get a framed liited prnt a shirt and some crap. Thats alright ofr a mmber package. Thanks for this one folks. 

On the Supernova front it is now time for a limited time only pro photo set offer. www.frcphotos.com Basicly its like ... well you do the math; if there are at elast six different photographers at every major concert and each snaps a good 250 pictures thats a total of 1500 shots. You will then through papers and all get to see what 3 to 5 of them and own well none. It doesnt add up really. So "Front Row Center" changes that now. here is a chance to own these or at least a good few of them. With authorirization from great live acts esteemed rock photographersof "Front Row Center" now offers us all some brilliant moments shot to perfection for all to enjoy. You bought the ticket you saw the show, here is a chance to in the future get the missing link covered as well. Front Row Center, Inc. is co-owned by Blair R. Fischer and Sam Jemielity two Chicago based journalists ones met through playboy.com where they both worked. They shared an adoration of music and a pasiion to help preserve the memory of great rock n roll memos in form of concerts. Now - for a limited time only they have included the new years and the January 1st show in Las Vegas by the Supernova and the pictures can be ordered there online!!! Now these photos are all 8x10 or 11x14 and are fairly high priced single sold shots. But if you love photos and you are a collector or just want a few from a good memorial concert you went to this is a cool chance ot get these for sure!!!
You tell all or simply for yourself go check this one out and maybe order a few ... Thats all for the day my little darlings, lee


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8th of January 2007, Its An AC/DC Feel - Life Is ....Isnt It?
10:28PM CET
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Fuckin eyy people .. hell aint no bad place to be. I tell you.... its not. Its actually quiet cool. Well if you know what you get in the end. I am gonna start this new thing called work at the other end of the country. I am gonna start at 9Am Feb first. So there it goes. The curtains and the backdrop should be well safe. No one can possibly kow how cool that feels. The trip through hell is gonna be a hard long one with night work only no day job no evening only nights all the fucking time till. Well the end. But this is what I wanted and to actually have this going on is just a too cool a thing. I have to get these things to make my survival of my collecting life. I am gonna have to do this to make it over all dissapointments of the last say 6 months or just about. Its been fucked and the loses and emotional crap have been too much. A little touch too much brother. Do you think there is a chance for me to get over it and pass a darkness that will bring me out on the other side and carry on? Thats my goal and should this go through then hey, I am optimistic. Fuck yes I am. It is gonna happen. And I am gonna prove first and foremost to myself that I want this. Thats my downpayment blues. Right here right now man!!! I am gonna do it I am gonna deal with it and I am gonna come out on the other side with a new fresh view on Motley crue and to my living in generel. I wil llike this. I just have to make the new a new habit. A daily habit.
 
So January has so far givin me what I wanted 2007 to start off with. Thats just a little too cool for school dudes. I am really pleased just trying to adjust myself to the new.
I have a few hopes and wants in the next couple of days too. It is hard to do much from now on tll end of February. But we will see how all goes. I am fresh and willing. And trust me I am all about reaching my goals. This one is not up to anyone else but myself to make the best of it. I am really gonna show - myself.  Have anyone been hearing about Vince Neil solo tour coming up? I am not going on it as it is soon to come and I have a massive list of work to do before I am even able to get my mind on anything what so ever else. I think I am gonna hope for the tour merch but its gonna be a little hard I think. It has been hard to find the shit he brings to the show if you arent actually attending. But so far there have been a fairly coverage of past tours as you can see on the .com site under "Solo" so yeah I hope to be covering this too some how. I know Supernova is out there too again a tour I am not too cool about but let the boys have fun. Trying to cover his / their shit too. Look also under "solo" to find Supernova stuff and more to come. The new years show I have now seen  that on the computer. Man that sucked ass. Hated it. It was so uncool. There is still not a single sign from me to turn around and say heyy T dude this is actually pretty cool. Course it isnt!! It sucks and it has not much quality shit to it. Its a whole lot of nothingness really.

 

Then Tommy should really do soemthing else. I think a followup to his Dull CD release could have been exciting. Guess we got it in a Tommyland release. That wasnt too bad but nothing major either. Damn it lookes like there is a lot of trouble for the members to have huge success solo. Doing solo shit still as members in Crue can pay off. I guess thats just a way of making people more interested I think. That two part word haunts them for life . Motley Crue!! hell yeah man thats something they can and will never fully succeed with an escape from. Would yo not agree? !!! I hope to have gotten rid of a few things on the site that were also giving us trouble. Again should shit come up contact the webmaster through contacts on the site and let her know about whats wrong and she will get back to you.!!!!
Okay nothing more for now it is not a large number of news flashes here just these few things and heyyy, a few new things have been added again.. so.. enjoy!!!
later fuckers!! lee
 
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5th of January 2007, Holy Mac What A Day!!
6:08PM CET
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I have a fewthings to say here toay actually quiet nice. Ready? Lets get rid of all the gossip first what do you say? On January 1st I got an email about something that went down in Las Vegas but here is now the official side to a few things... enjoy!! Its just all knocked up and crazy. I can not really figure out how I see everything part from the whole fucking hola hoop is a line of kindergarden stunts and brains of a 5 year old.
 
Kid Rock's attempt to beat up Tommy Lee fails:
Kid - who is currently divorcing Pamela Anderson, who was previously married to Tommy - was left fuming after hearing the former Motley Crue drummer and the Baywatch actress had hooked up again.
Overtaken by rage, Kid allegedly stormed over to the Hard Rock Hotel in Las Vegas, where Tommy was staying at the time, and started breaking down what he thought was the drummer's door. However, once Kid gained entry he realised he had smashed into the wrong room, as Tommy was staying on a different floor. A source told the New York Post newspaper: "Kid is divorcing Pam Anderson, but he heard Tommy was hooking up with her, and got all riled up. So he went over at 6am with two bodyguards, and began kicking down what he thought was Tommy's door. Only it wasn't, and Kid found himself staring at some poor, startled family. He signed an autograph for them as security arrived, then bolted over to the Paradise strip club." Even though a brawl was avoided, Tommy - who is in Vegas performing with his new band Rock Star: Supernova - is expecting more trouble from Kid. The source added: "Tommy has been calling Kid Rock and taunting him about Pam, and Kid Rock is ready to kick some serious butt."
 
Rock Like a Fool:
Was it really that strange to see our own Tom Gardner hanging out with Motley Crue's bassist and founding force, Nikki Sixx, this past weekend?

 

"It was like meeting a long-lost brother," Tom says about the meeting in Colorado at a bash for Aspen Peaks magazine. "We talked seriously at length about his investment goals. The Motley family is finally coming together." Tom was moved by the meeting, and the feeling may have been mutual, as Nikki also singled Tom out in his online diary. One can argue that the Los Angeles-based headbanging quartet and the Virginia-based company that empowers individual investors have little in common. I beg to differ.

  • Motley Crue sang about shouting at the devil, while Tom and his brother David riled up passive investors to get up and shout at their full-service brokers.
  • Take the lyrics to "Girls, Girls, Girls" and replace the chorus with "Stocks, Stocks, Stocks," and you will have the perfect Wall Street anthem. OK, so you may want to alter some of the strip-club references, too.
  • Some of the members of the Crue have had intimate videotapes leaked to the public. In the same vein, Tom and David once starred in their own PBS television special.
  • "Looks That Kill" was an early hit for the rockers. "Loads That Kill" was an early mantra against high-load mutual funds around Fooldom.
  • Nikki turned his recovery from heroin addiction in the late 1980s into the basis of The Heroin Diaries, while The Motley Fool survived its initial fascination with the flawed Styles on Video to learn from its shortcomings.
  • Motley Crue got signed to Warner's (NYSE: WMG) Elektra label in the 1980s. America Online, which ultimately merged with former Warner Music Group parent Time Warner (NYSE: TWX), gave The Motley Fool its start a decade later.

Wait a minute, those last few points are actually legitimate connections. It also bears mentioning that Nikki has followed the lead of another famous bass player with a knack for theatrics -- Kiss' Gene Simmons -- in cashing in on his rock-and-roll celebrity to expand into new businesses.Nikki's got a fledgling clothing line going on, as well as a book deal and a charitable campaign to lend a hand to runaway children. Reunion tours are also a hot commodity when the bandmates aren't promoting solo projects.

Anderson Blasts Ex Rock:
PAMELA ANDERSON has launched a thinly disguised attack on her estranged husband KID ROCK, apparently branding him self-obsessed and "childish". The former BAYWATCH star was furious to learn Rock tried to get physical with her other ex TOMMY LEE on New Year's Eve (31DEC06) in Las Vegas after being taunted by the wild rocker over his split from Anderson. Writing on her website, the actress insists she is "excited about moving on" from Rock and finding a new love, rumoured to be actor and former Hell's Angel CHUCK ZITO. She says, "I need a man with interests outside of himself, someone with similar beliefs." And apparently alluding to the Lee incident she adds, "A rock star scorned... it's been a hard month - completely childish threats. I'm so disappointed. That's why my friend Chuck Zito has been with me. He's great security." Anderson and Rock, real name ROBERT RITCHIE, split in November (06) after just four months of marriage.
 
Isnt life grand?? So much bull, and many thought the rich and fames lived a spoiled cool life. Fuck that. I would rather be poor and better than filthy and shitty!! Okay yesterday was all Copenhagen and Roskilde for me. This recent talked abut job interview that could be the solution with a full set guarentee for getting the much wanted and talked about Motley 87 logo front stage curtains and the alister 85 backdrop is now in place. I got a note today. " Hej Tommy, Jeg har forsøgt at ringe til dig uden held så derfor denne mail, da jeg ved at du plejer at svare. Du gjorde indtryk og vi vil gerne tilbyde dig ansættelse pr. 01.02.07. Med hjemstation på København Depot, det vil sige på vores depoter om natten. Ligesom Morten arbejder nu. Du må meget gerne lige ringe til mig. Mvh Camilla"
I know to most of you out there this makes no sence what so ever. But in short it says Welcome job is yours. Starting Feb. 1st!!! So I am gonna have a far better financial excisting now but also a far harder living as I have to work at the other end of the country and still have my apartment here. I am not gonna be moving at all for some time. I am still open to most of all balls thrown in the air over the last year. How ever that couold all go wrong and should it then well I ahve this!! And that is something I gotta say is my want right now. I need to be pleased here for many reasons but I also need to have a lot of better and more realistic hopes on things that are all non Motley. But surely the Motley doings or should I say buyings are now too . way more open.
 
I have set goals for 2007 like for the whole year already in case I am aloud to have things going as hoped for now with this new message from and about the new work. I am first and foremost gonna deal with the dream deal in late April and get that out of the way. that is kind of THE big ine this year. Then after that I start to grab things one by one. It is a hell of a list I wanna try to get cleared and I am PROMISING myself as well to get out more get a some sort of social life going that I have not had in years. I need to get a life net to the Motleys as I have no love life and no soul mate to share shit with. I need to gain some new things and expand other than the site and collection. I dont believe for a second I can take either time or money away from my collecting thing... but this is a handed opotunity that can give me new times a new life and shit. I should really grab it. I miss certain things and certain people in my life but its time ot kind of aim for something new. Especially with the odds I have received folks. Bad heart and shit. I ned a bit of everything and I have to learn to let old dreams go and get over shit that I fought so hard for but just would not go my way and set new ones. Now this is something that several times a week get me through the hard times in my Crue fights and more... its norweigan and its fucking kick ass biker wooden boogie rock.  

I think we have a really great chance me and myself in most this year but I have to be dead brutally honest and give things a chance and all. But I do not wanna feel threatend on my Motley side of life. I am looking forward to everything in an odd way here this evening. I have an ocean of feelings running about all sorts ofthings bout Motley tonight too in my head. But another and very true thing is that I have to be true to myself about finding the new rules and the new scedual in my living life suitable and adjust my body and all to whats coming and i will have a good 3 months to prove to myself and the imployers that I can and want this bad enough!! It can give me a shit load of limits on activities and in person doings on my life style but fulfill and bring other sides to life into my life again. And who the fuck knows maybe this is healty for me maybe I get to watch the Motley life from another side of the what ever and see things through different glasses that I may like. The site today has been refined and gotten some few addings - enjoy.
 
I forever love rock n roll and everyhting else is only toppings to my cake. what ever it is ... Rock n Roll is my main single thing that just so takes it ...... peace out fuckers,    Tommy


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3rd of January 2007, Silent Times Yet Not In Denmark
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It was a night last night with my liqueur bottle and high volume "Generation Swine" and Paul Stanley. I still catch myself thinking a lot about things. So I also did last night. I have a truely bettering financially should this go my way but the price for a bettering on that field is a suffering from everything else in my life. So you see right now I am ready but a little nervous about the possible new changes around the corner for me. Tomorrow is a full day of train travelling and with the one goal to get through a good job interview and just get it and see how things will go. I need this. There are so silent times in the Crue camp yes but yet not here in Denmark. I have plenty to do and get done and I have to get all down one thing at a time. This here can be that one thing to start things off. yestaerday was the first day as a day opend for shops post services and more. So I have the huge first 2007 bill day laying at my feet. And I realized ones again after things were paid and all I am now sitting with pretty much nothing left for January at all. That is what makes me wanna do what is to be tried out tomorrow. On that interview. I have the dream deal to do in March and I have a few toher things I wanna get going plus I wanna go to the USA two times this year! you see there are simply too many things that costs me too much money to alou me just sitting around no more. Its over with.
 
As always when I think and I am in need of answers or sorting out a solution to things I put on my rock n roll and I try to feel whats moving me. I have a thing inside of me that often acts form the first thing coming to mind. What ever the problem is I often do whats thought of first. I call it gut instinct. And I believe this to be the right one maybe not the easiest solution to things but in the long run the right one. I just wirk best that way. Thats also what going on right now with the way I go into actions on the dream deal situation. I need this to pull through and it will. Trust me!! I have a safety net now as told the other day for this deal so I will get it. And I am fucking pleased about it too. I cant wait to get it rolling!

I just cant get around this tiny little bit either here.... I dont know what you people listen to or what kind of concerts you attend. But I recommend a 2 months old thing to be a part of your collection. The rammstein latest cool release "Völkerball". Its out in the editions the huge monster of a release is a 5000 copies wirldwide only. I have that one of course but fuck all editions areawesome. Try it out. Just a little brain fart on my behalf. You want a butt kick this will do it for you. Bück dich ....noch einmal. hell yeah bitches.

 
January does not have much else that Tommy´ Supernova touring and Vince neil` boat cruise in the mid of the month. Now that gives me plenty of time to get my shit together for the next step, next level. You see I have a few things I gotta have working for me and I am ready!!! I walked into 2007 with a raised head and more. I need this year to be a good one in othr ways than motley too. Long boring story but I do. So it suits me fine that they arent really doing anything this year. I dont care for seeing Supernova and I know Neil is going on a 07 solo tour USA from March but that wont happen either. And I am cool eith that too. I really only wanna work my ass off from now on till June all the xtra work I can possibly get and all...
 
More things have found its way to be mine. I cant tell you how many fans I know that are in the middle of or just have recently quit collecting. For various reasons. It is quiet a few. I understand it for many reasons. Some do it as they are sick and tired of the band. Some was hugely dissapointed and could not get over it after seeing them at the fall tour. Some just find it to be way too expensive these days. Others have found other things in life more joyable. I get it all. To a certain limit. I myself said it too should I not get the dream deal in MArch / April then I too have had way too many dissapointments for myself to be able to find an honets heartfelt way out of this turbulence. And I would have stopped too. Now I have fairly good cards on my hands to make this one happen so I refuse to quit on anyhting. A matetr a fact have just gotten a line of smaller items added to the collection too. Still waiting for it to come to me though but this weekend to come will have a few visual addings coming on the site here in the LOOKS section and all. Watch for it. Some off the things to come also will be shirts, mag covers, articles, presskits, posters, solo stuff and more. One of the auctions on a pair of Nikki boots that a friend of mine took and won has been hugely dissapointed in his US fall concerts so he is dedicating his time to his girl now and is dropping Crue. He contacted me yesterday and said if I would help him out on his outhouse he would give me the boots for helping. He has not gotten them yet though!! They are still in the USA. He here by has a helping hand. Cool!! Also the 2 limited Vince solo tour shirts of 06 are safe and the 06 book release of studio stories from producers of bandsincl for Tommy solo projects and Motley Crue.
 
There have been some trouble with the site we are told and they are today being fixed by the webmaster. She is dedicating this whole day to totally build up a new one transfering it all over to a new one and well... in short it should clear the problems?? Hopefully!! Five weeks to Vince` birthday. What else is to be said?? Nothing really at this point. A lot of hard weird shit is to be looked at and I think we will have a good 2007 on here too. Its gonan be alright. Fuck if I can getthrough everything in my filthy living then you can too. Just set your mind to it and it will be fine.
later dudes. Love ya all..... *bastard*
 
P.S
Many of you who are oldtime Cruefans and yes, long time Shout members, know Rockxzombie and his wife SixxxKitten. You will probably remember that He Has severe heart problems. He has been unable to work for the past 4 years and has no health insurance. He has been in and out of the hospital numerous times. A few months ago he started selling off his collection of Crue memorabilia To Pay Hospital Bills. This week he listed a very precious piece of his collection for sale on Shout, that was a signal to those of us who know him that things were getting really bad.
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2nd of January 2007, Jeee Haaaaa & Then Some FUCK YES!!
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Happy fucking new year bastards!! That is one some what great start on a new year I think!!! You wonder whats going on huhh?? Well Here goes nothing!! My own personal new years was the most quiet one imaginable. Not a comma happend. Why? Well I wanted to and needed to hold all cash for and to the deal that has invaded my mind like the single most important thing yet !!! The backdrop and curtains offered. I did not wanna pay a dime on alcohol, fireworks or nothing. And for me to do this I would equal company with a lame ass bored idiot of a company where ever I would have been going. You see my new years was a home staying slow night with TV a book nice minor things and no huge excellent lovely dinner and party. I had it all expected so I was fine with it. You seeI REALLY want them items offered no words can describe it. So a long time I actually spent by the computer with Corinna. Her last days in S.C. We wished each other happy new year two times. Funny. When we in Denmark passed 12 o clock and 6 hrrs later as the US did east coast style. So we had a joyful long talk and I appreciated all there was. No shit, no bad mouthing, no nothing. Only nice time. Thanks for it. In Vegas there was one band that were starting their tour called The Rock Star Supernova. At "the Pit" in Vegas and guess what? It was as I expected no fucking big deal check this out....

Rock Star Supernova fails to impress out of the block at Las Vegas opening :
LAS VEGAS (CP) - The reality TV show is over for Rock Star Supernova. Now there's just the reality of turning a made-for-TV group into a real rock band. And judging from the foursome's opening show New Year's Eve, there's plenty of work left to do. Led by Toronto singer Lukas Rossi, Supernova delivered a wildly uneven show before some 2,000 at The Joint at the Hard Rock Hotel & Casino. Supernova chugged through the show like a car on its last legs, occasionally speeding up only to lose power and fall back. It was one step forward and two back for most of the eighty-minute, 13-song performance that started at 11:20 p.m. after a performance by opening act Luna Halo, a fivesome from Nashville. The band's musical hiccups weren't helped by a sophomoric Girls Gone Wild mentality throughout the show, with drummer Tommy Lee digging into the Motley Crue vault for the "titty-cam" to encourage women in the audience to bare their breasts for the big screen. No stranger to using a camcorder, Lee should know better.
And any style points the band received for using a four-woman string section for three songs were lost by the decision to have two dancers in lingerie, denim chaps and boots gyrate on several others. All that was missing was the pole, but it's early days on tour. Rossi was welcomed by a vocal Canadian contingent, with Maple Leaf flags and at least one Leafs jersey with the name Rossi stitched on the back. All of them must have cringed when guitarist Gilby Clarke introduced Rossi "from the great state of Toronto, Canada." Wearing black pants and T-shirt, a white jacket and bushels of bling, Rossi was a bundle of energy bouncing across stage, contorting his body like an escape artist as he sang. There were rock star poses galore, but his character didn't shine through. Maybe it was his trademark war paint. His heavy eye makeup made it look from a distance like he was wearing a Lone Ranger mask. Combine that with the sweat pouring down his face and the big video screens on either side of the stage made it look like he had greased up to swim the English Channel. Not helping matters was the fact that his stage banter was all but inaudible, although he clearly dropped plenty of F-bombs. Still, Rossi had more conviction opening night than fellow Canadian J.D. Fortune did on his debut after winning the Rock Star INXS contest. Fortune babbled between songs and seemed unsure of what he should be doing. Fortune, however, was saved by INXS' extensive catalogue of hits, something Supernova lacks. Rossi won the televised audition to front the band featuring Lee, former Guns N' Roses guitarist Clarke, and Metallica bassist Jason Newsted, although Newsted has had to temporarily give way to Black Crowes bassist Johnny Colt after injuring himself trying to catch a falling 90-pound piece of equipment.
 
While a shirtless Lee battered his drum kit at the Hard Rock, across town ex-wife Pamela Anderson was hosting a New Year's Eve party at the Venetian while soon-to-be-ex-husband Kid Rock was at the Mirage. Clarke is a solid guitar player, who stepped out more as the set progressed, and Colt proved to be a stylish fill-in. Lee, however, was hidden behind his monster drum kit most of the night, with only the occasional video glimpse. The band needs to find a way to get the charismatic bad boy out of the shadows. Lee came across as a likeable sort on the TV show, but he was just another heavy-handed drummer Sunday night.  Supernova could also grow up a little. The band was preceded onstage by a taped message from Rossi on the club's video screens. Call it The World According to Supernova, a testosterone-fuelled bawdy raison d'etre written over a sneering caricature of the singer that included the slogan "What happens at a Supernova show, stays at a Supernova show." It was the first hint that originality might be in short order during the evening. As did Rossi's initial greeting of "Whassup?" Sticking mostly to their album, Supernova opened with "Underdog," built around the tried and true riffs from the TV show opening. The band did well on "It's All Love," "Social Disgrace" and The Verve's "Bittersweet Symphony," which Rossi performed on the TV show. And the band delivered a fine slower and heavier version of Rossi's self-penned "Headspin," with Clarke's guitar wailing nicely. "Can't Bring Myself to Light This Fuse," another slower number, also stood out. The uptempo "Leave the Lights On" started well, although a limp ending to the song did little to set the stage for an encore. The band did return to the stage, struggling through the Stones' "Let's Spend the Night Together," another Rossi TV effort. Rossi actually stopped the song to request a volume fix. It made for a sloppy ending to an evening that went further downhill when Lee did an impromptu rap on stage before saying goodnight. The tour takes Supernova to Montreal on Jan. 23, Toronto on Jan. 24 and Vancouver on Feb. 19.

Not too great right? Yeah, well I have kind of been saying this all along. Fuck this project. Its uncool and it is kind of going nowhere fast! For a TV reality shit show its cool. Fun to watch but other than that I dont really think much of it. I give it this year out and if extremely lucky .. a second CD release. Dont believe in that though!!

Anyway back to where I started; I am going for this job interview for a shit ass job this coming Thursday ad I think I get it. Cant see why not. So I will then be working with it for a long time and raise that money to do and to get for sure. Smiling. I have today also gotten a sort of safety net so I will fucking get the dream deal. Hell yeah mutha fuckers. What a splended cool year to move in on eyy? Fucking yeah!! I fee lsuddently so way, way, way, more relaxed. Trying not to be a bitch about it. Love the shit. I cant even tell you. Well I am not gonna pretend all is in place course my life has it with things getting changed around the last minute to a bad change too even. But I believe this will go as wanted. No fuss no bull no shit. I will get back to you Friday with more news on the situation and hopefully a bit happier face. Also a few more new scannings of items arrived. Its all going to be good. I promise. More great news through out a new year wait and see. Welcome to another starting chapter in the life of the extreme. Love you all...

 

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