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26th Of May 2007, Third Monster & Mixed Emotions - In The Good Way 10:42Pm CET *****************************************************
It is fucking Saturday night here in little old Denmark. God damn
it. It is a time off here and it is a time off like REALLY time off.
No nothing at all no god dam thing going on. Well there is but nothing
I am forced or obligated to do. And for the love of god I am loving
it. All of it .. fuck yes. I am so in need of this day off....have
been riding hard the last long time now. I need to go catch my breath
so to speak. But it is all cool. I am fucking high on life again. no
question about it. I have been seriously busy with my stuff on Surfact
and some Crue doings and for the love of god work. Ordinary fucking
boring shitty work. God forbid but I have no lust for that part of
life. Not cause I do not wanna work. But more cause I feel life´s
offered ordinary jobs are kind of a stinker. Ohh well what can I do?
Change jobs? yeah yeah yeah you all have a line of good advises here I
am sure but leave it be. Its not up for debate. Lol.....
Speaking of Crue duuuhhh!!!! That really is what this site is
supposed to be all about isnt it now?? Well yeah it is. Things are
rather exciting times. In a mixed sort of way. Things are happening in
the Crue camp but what and how good or bad it is is kind of a ...
should we say "unknown" detail. I am for one really curious to what it
is all about. Are we looking at a break-up ones more? Are we looking
at something that is to be looked at as just a passing through
something? Yeah I think there are a ton of things that could make one
wonder about a line of things. For real. we will have to see what is
coming up and what is going down I guess. Somethings are for sure on
the table. Only the outfall and shit is to be wondered about. The
European tour is only like a good week away let us see if it shows on
stage that trouble can be bruing in hell ones more. Much love is still
in the air for this from me though.
A third of the four long time plan is ready. icna not even begin to
tell you how cool this baby is in real life. All of them are mind
blowing. The ULTIMATE four canvas paintings in super size...larger
than life to cover your walls. It is a Tommy time for sure. Only Mars
is to come and it will. This summer. I am so looking forward to have
the complete thing ready. Here are the step by step pictures from how
it was looking when it was created ... Watch, swallow and be stunned.
Fucking awsome is it not?? No good damn doubt about it. It is totally
over the top awsome for shit sure. I am going to try to bring this one
to the road and get this signed by him. I know for sure it is going to
be a shit hard thing to do BUT I want to try for sure. Absolutely.
That kind of is my goal for the four get them all sigend by each
member and then take em to be framed professionally. But as said these
are shit awsome and i am proud as fuck to have em. Go druel you all. I
know its hard isnt it??? Lol, lol, lol....
Tomorrow it should be another going under the needle day for me.
Trying to anyway. Going ot try to get the masks all done right nad
shit.... On my left upper shoulder. Going for a fiction background
like fogy cloudy and mix it in with a "Step into The Light" Surfact
tat.too...aiming down the left chest!!!! If we can get it to go right
and if I can fucking stand the pain!!!! I am a sucker for those
things. You have no clue. It is just a really mind blowing fucking
thing ..I feel so shit much pain doing it. But it can look nice as a
whole connected right. ANd no one can really tell its a Surfact thing
anyway!!! Yeah I am all for the crap. Let me get ill feeling bad and
crappy for a good 3 hours then it is all over with. And there for
life!!! Peace out fuckers...
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While we all wait for that one – there is a European tour coming up and we are all excited about it. But!!!! Yes, people there are a but. The band is ones again not on the same page. It is kind of fucked up but what the fuck? What can one do? I can not tell you what is up but the fact is there is trouble bruin between members again and I myself am shit curious now to see if they can pull the shit off and make it all good again or if this is the first step towards the end again. If that is so then there will not be no re re-union that’s a solid fact. Enough said for now anyway.
Another thing that has come to our attention is that this our site here has become too big. We have no more space for this site. We have used up the whole fucking thing….. What the fuck to do? Get another and there by 3rd site? That is pretty sick if you ask me. I can not fucking go on like this and just buy a new site and all every time it is going in on critical waters size wise. You know what I am saying? Shit yeah that is another kind of blow out. I am not going down or going anyway bad from this. I am in too god a balance these days. I am really all good. I feel strong for the first time in a long time as said earlier on here so no way in hell, will I return to shitty moods and crap again. I am all good and it is going to stay that way. Period.
Some more deals have been closed so small stuff
comes this way all the time again. As said next adding will be Saturday.
In just two days. Shirts, Vinyl, This N That, Posters, and more. Look
out for it. The next HUGE lot to get on is not really going to come
before September… unless I am coming home in a little over two weeks
from the attended Europe shows with a bunch of things. I will do all I
possibly can of cause to cover fucking all there is. There may not be
too much. That is my guess anyway. And how much there actually can be
found on the bootleg marked is on to my guessing. Cause I would not have
a single clue. Back in the day there were shit loads but these days it
seems harder and harder for people to actually get away with selling
these things. The bands now a days have hired personal to hunt the
bootleggers down out in the parking lots and more. But as said should I
see any and do I have enough money then fuck yes I will be going to
cover it all. Not to worry. That stuff what ever I will be bringing home
will go on here I would think around mid June or something. What else?
Not much really. Don’t you think this was enough though? Lots of news
good and bad told in a short quiet direct way. Till next time boys and
girls – Crank it!!!! Love Tx
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21st Of May 2007, Sixx Treats & Surfact
greats
510:39AM CET
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It has been a cool time for me. Busy very tirering time but my god
I would not have been without it what so ever. Now there are even more
smaller stuff coming in these days and they all will go on here some
time soon. Right now there are computer breakdowns and crap going on.
Sorry bout that man. I am so looking forward to go to the USA this
September for a line of reasons. Want to go say hi to some really good
friends. Some missed friends and some new friends. ALso going to pick
up some of my Crue stuff laying there. It is just all crazy how much
is there. It is kind of insaine really. I have loved the last couple
of weeks and so much has happend. A lot of good and emotionally but
no time ofr boredom or nothing. Really great. I have a few great
things going for shit sure. You have no idea how bad I want these
things to be successful. And you know what? I am sure I will have it
all going well and good. Not seriously nervous about nothing of it.
The danish act Surfact and I have connected like nothing ever even
dreamed of. I havea lot to do with their touring .. not as aworker but
as the guy thats all overthe place. I am having a really awsome
experience. We have taken each other in like I can not even begin to
tell you. But this band these five guys and I are so connecting and
the band here are so making me high from just natural beauty and
emotions from music and bonding. Ohh hell yeah we are great together.
I am so wanting all of this to really go well. And I am not pushing
nothing. Looks like the inked skin of passionate things has another
something to get added if this keeps up. Holy shit. Boys hey... THANKS
FOR THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART for the dedications and all during your
shows. Nothing has ever menat more coming from a band to me. Nothing.
I am a Crue head for life yes...but this has been mind blowing and
this has been something I will mostly never forget. Surfact love
baby... Surfact love....
On Tuesday May 22, MÖTLEY CRÜE bassist Nikki Sixx and UGO.com will
premiere the video for "Life Is Beautiful". This is the first single
from "The Heroin Diaries" soundtrack, which hits stores on August 21.
The song is performed by Nikki Sixx, DJ Ashba (ex-BEAUTIFUL CREATURES),
and James Michael who are collectively known as SIXX:A.M.
"The Heroin Diaries" CD is a precursor to Sixx's autobiography of
the same name, which arrives September 25. The album's 12 tracks each
match up with one chapter in the book; "Life Is Beautiful" can be
streamed from the book's MySpace.com page.
"The Heroin Diaries: A Year in the Life of a Shattered Rock Star"
offers an unflinching and utterly gripping look at Sixx's descent into
drug addiction with a soundtrack, featuring James Michael and DJ Ashba
to match. Few bands were as influential as MÖTLEY CRÜE in making the
1980s the heavy metal decade. Theirs is a cyclonic story of runaway
success and its price, blending outrageous record sales and arena
headline tours with smashed up cars, jail sentences, models, drugs,
breakups, reunions and more breakups.
In this candid memoir, Nikki Sixx — MÖTLEY CRÜE's bassist and main
songwriter — recounts the band's heyday. "The Heroin Diaries" takes
readers along on one of the most breathless and harrowing roller
coaster rides in the history of pop music. At its heart lies the
author's nightmare come true: a punishing heroin addiction that
brought him and the band to the edge of losing much more than just
their spot on the charts. Serving up snapshots of rock culture at its
most manic, this insider's look at triumph and tragedy is every bit as
explosive as the musical odyssey it chronicles.
Nikki Sixx was born Frank Feranna in San Jose, California, in 1958
and grew up in Seattle with his grandmother. At the age of seventeen,
he sold his guitars and took a bus to Los Angeles, where he began
hanging out in local clubs and playing in bands. He founded MÖTLEY
CRÜE in 1981 with friend Tommy Lee. Today he's a family man with
numerous projects in the works, including songwriting for other
artists, a movie, a new band, a clothing line, and ongoing work with
the CRÜE.
"The Heroin Diaries: A Year in the Life of a Shattered Rock Star"
will come out through MTV Books/Simon & Schuster. The accompanying
original concept soundtrack will be released by Eleven Seven Music and
distributed by ADA, with a portion of proceeds donated to Nikki's
Running Wild in the Night, a fundraising initiative for Covenant
House. The book is a tell-all covering 12 months in Sixx's battle
against addiction, drawn from Nikki's 1986 and '87 journals, and
reportedly makes CRÜE's celebrated "Dirt", now being made into a
motion picture, sound like Mary Poppins.
Looks also like there will be a good chance to make the September
visit to the USA now the way that I wanted it to be made. I like to
hold on to that hope. Things are tight right now but not negative ...I
shall only hold on to the new me that I have Started building. Even
more stuff have now gotten won over and there will be some serious
ading up during the year. Next time there will be a good handfull is
on Saturday.In a good 5 days. Thats kind of alright reminding myself
of the busy scedual I am in these days. So a lot of things are kind of
in the work right now all I now need is to have the stuff ended and
gotten myself some better time in the days so rest too can be a thing
in my daily doings. It is not what I have had themostof these past
what 10 days... it has been wild and crazy. seriously busy. Only like
3 hours here and ther of slepp at times nothing at all in like 2 or
three days. Nuts. But I have had a line of great cool doings when I
have been awake so I am not complaning. My body is but I try to be
paying it attention for and to its needs every now and then.
So Crue tour is coming up in a very few days now. Two more weeks
and I am airborn to the northern Scandinavia. It is all going to be
fine. Hopefully there will be some really neat experiences I want that
a lot and it is so needed to for me inthe name of M.C. As said I am
way positive about all no downers no shit on the bad side of the line.
No negativities round at all. Feels so great to have that balanced out
again. Alright I should get some sleep now so ...
Gonna have my surfact kick for the day in the after noon maybe
mixing it a rued way.. lol lol lol hey fuckers ... be good alright. At
least try. Hey Crue partner - you know who you are - come september we
are gonna get that shit repeated its cruise time and ink time baby.
Dont think anything ekse. Finally fiucking eyy it is. heeee haaaaa....
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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What else is there to be said?? Well about the DJ gigs not much. It is on and then we will see what fucking happens. I have kind of other plans too. Plans for stuff to be tried out. Any only one “missing link” now is what I need to kind of fall in place now for it to happen. No doubt about what is preferred for sure. We will see what goes down and what actually turn out good. The complete European tour seems to be a complete sell out when it actually goes down. That is pretty cool What else in the name of Crue is new for this kid?? Well I have had watched the talked about Japanese tour poster of 2000 that I wanted. It ended at a good 50 bucks. But I got it as I said I would. I love that it got to be the next thing to get added to the collection of posters. Another offer right now is up for me. Remember the skulls that were in the 1981 photo session and very first tour for the band?? Yeah one of them skulls from then are offered to me too. I have no idea as of yet how much that shit would or should I say could be mine for?? But Heyyy no doubt this dog has the interest for shit sure. I know should it go on eBay or something I would get fucked for sure. I have way too much to be able to do a win on such a thing. It would have to be a one on deal with the owner of this baby. No I can not tell you ho has offered it to me. I will not do that to the person that has it. I think there are a line of things that are hugely attractive to get as a serious collector, But my fucking god things costs a fortune. Especially these things, with high valued history and all. Yeah its all nuts. But I take a breather and we will see what goes down on that too. There are again few new CD and Tommy article news added to the collection again. You will see more on here on the last week-end of May. More than likely not before. Part from a diary posting here and there. Due to really busy times from now on till then. Enjoy all till then alright? Thanks to the ones that have been awesome since the last time – you all know who you are. Thanks a million. To all the brothers and sisters in the Cruecial universe that I miss so much – see and talk to you all soon. Mcrueloyalty.dk
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This is a comprehensive collection. Some of these instruments of art will be amongst the most valuable guitars ever introduced. Yeah that is deffinately something rather different and cool to have dont you think? I am sure these things will go shit high. Not jsu tstay at the 1000 to 1500 dollars amrk ones the LIVE auction at the house Of Blues in Hollywood rolls on. God damn it as always just too many cool exclusive things that will never really give a lot of people too much of a chance. Sadly I see lot of auction company holders spending money on these things to acution off again later on to make xtra cash for themselves. It is all about money for them where as to the fans its more the right reasons if you ask me namely the passion for the thing. Not the financial matter. Anyway let us see how the thing goes. there are also guitars from metallica, Ace Frehley of KISS, and .. ohh dear you name it and it is more or less there. it is just crazy but all cool. Yeah I love these things to watch them and sadly way too often just be sitting on the side line of these shitty happenings. Lol. Nothing one can do - not much anywya when they pup up all over and constantly and you yourself is but a regulr and ordinary little individual. it is god damn tough. *********************************************** 11th Of May 2007, Cruecial Thrills & New Music & Well......eBay 3:55PM CET *********************************************** Friday afternoon - rainy day but it is actually nice with the rain ourside makes me realx today and feel focused on these new things for the day. have gotten a huge kick today that felt almost electirc again from listening to Crue and all. I have a greta satisfacytion from it today. have gotten a line of new video / DVDs and its going to be added today. Look ofr it in the Cruecual Facts section on the .DK site. Also some other stuff in the Tommy solo This n That, CDs and more have beed added to the monster here. It is actually a nice all positive feeling today about things in the MC name. Feels so good. Been a while since this exact feeling have raised through my body. I am so thankful for having gotten this feeling back. it is fucking insaine how shitty this boy has been feeling. The beast is back - and he is fucking ready to kill again. new music - yea man I every now and then get a lot of packages from record companies to listen to new shit ... and there is a two chick band called Two Of A kind. Reminds me a little bit of Heart its great. There are so many new names in music that have arrived at my doorstep now and I feel ready again to be opend to new tunes ... its kind of cool again. I have not had it this way for a long time trust me it has been really bad.
********************************************************* With VH-1 Classic Host, Eddie Trunk, as Master of Ceremonies, Rocklahoma’s three-day line-up is:
WHITE LION is rumored to have been added to the POISON/RATT summer tour, which is tentatively scheduled to kick off June 12. This information, however, has not yet been confirmed by an official source. The current touring version of WHITE LION (a.k.a. TRAMP'S WHITE LION) features original member Mike Tramp (vocals) alongside Claus Longwood (bass), Troy Patrick Farrell (drums), Jamie Law (guitar), and Henning Wanner (keyboards). WHITE LION is planning a small European tour starting with an appearance at Italy's Gods of Metal festival on June 2 and including dates in Turkey, Italy and Sweden (where the group will perform at the Sweden Rock Festival on June 8). The band is also working on releasing a new WHITE LION album late summer. Tramp recently made an appearance on Eddie Trunk's "Friday Night Rocks" radio show on New York's Q104.3 FM to respond to an interview with ex-WHITE LION guitarist Vito Bratta in which Vito expressed interest in reuniting with his former band. While Tramp didn't rule out the possibility of a collaboration with Vito, he made it clear during his appearance on "Friday Night Rocks" that he wanted Bratta to take the first step and stop making excuses for why he has remained musically inactive for the past 15 years. WHITE LION's "The Definitive Rock Collection", a two-disc compilation featuring the band's hit 1987 single "Wait", plus "When Children Cry", "Tell Me", and several rare rehearsal recordings, came out on January 23 via Rhino. Ticket sales around the world are making Rocklahoma one of the most successful events of Oklahoma’s Centennial Celebration as ‘80’s rock fans will converge on the state from locations as far away as Japan, Australia and South Africa. “I said early-on that Rocklahoma would exceed all attendance expectations but there was no way of knowing Rocklahoma’s draw would reach so far,” said Giencke. “This will be an incredible three days of music with an incredible audience. Anyone who wants to witness history had better already have their tickets or get them now.” ROCKLAHOMA, an offiTickets to ROCKLAHOMA are on sale and available by calling toll free (866) 310-2288 or online at www.rockfeverfest.com. Tickets
Motley Crue, Velvet Revolver... Surfact is playing Hollywood the Viper Room tonight. My danish faves played Hollywood last night too and was on net TV I watched it round midnight danish time. It was not the coolest interview the interviewer was kind of an ass to watch and had fairly few interesting questions. But they were there and for a very personal touch of reason they were just really nice to watch. It struck me that the singer Jesper is so awfully invincible when off stage he is just not in the spotlight. How ever the thing was cool to watch when they are so missed. But they shortly will return to denmark and there will be shows with them the 17th, 18th, 19th and the 25th. So I am all good and pleased. There soon will be worked on a Surfact site too. They had a cool time in the states from what I can tell. I will get to know a ton more about it in a good weeks time. Yeah it feels good to have other things in my life now that actually gives me nothing but pleasure, smiles and self satisfaction. !!!! Thanks a lot guys. Respect. I would love to have gone to the states to see this but ... too much already gone in the planning scedual and then the minor little thing caleld work. i know sounds boring but it is kind of the rules for the daily doings that comes from there. Peace out fucks,
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There are ones again new shit listed and added to the sections here and there ..... To know which well read the rolling news banner on top of the front page. Thanks again for all your support. Things are going to expand through out this year too. I know I say this a lot and its true too. Always some ideas in the works, I think there will be some great items added the rest of the year having in mind what are coming and what kind of deals are are on the table so to speak. Yeah, it is going to be cool. Right now the bigger single ongoing deal (sorry cant say nothing just yet) is going to be a master piece to get added to the collection. I love it. There will be some cool reactions for sure to that one I think. But we are talking round end of the year on that one. Then again so what as long as it comes in fro sure. So until all that crap is set and covered I will just keep adding shit on here for your viewing pleasure along with sharing aææ my thoughts with you guys. I love you all lots . And some how some where you fucks know this to owell. So no need to explain myself. Wonder what the rest of the fansout there in yahoo land are thinkning these days about the crue? Some of you must have some thouhts about things.
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Other sad news the site it has suffered from shit that has givin us problems with something that fucks up parts of the site every now and then. It is shitty and ít is sad. Sadly we are working on it these days but its not quiet ready yet. But instead of closing the site down for a few we choose to keep it open and then fix the downfalls and better things with the site active.
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So there - the latest few so and sos....talk soon.
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30th Of April 2007, With The Good
Comes Some Bad
2:33AM CET
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How many times have I said in my diary secvtion here that dealing
with people is some what hard these modern days. Well one finally
got chopped down to size today too. The latest in line of shitty
feelings and all got born today. The event called love and with what
that all offered me in the name and such things on Crue got burried
today. No more romance and possibly friendship too. I have a hard
tijme seeing anyhting in there that is fucking fixable. With the god
damn ego minded attitudes and all surrounding my sorry ass it is not
possible to believe in anything future like of a positive magnitude.
That is as fucking shit sure as shit gets I bet. Abnd you can take
that one ot the bank. I am soooo very dissapoined from all I had
lined up for this one too... yeah well fuck it. If the alternative
is to be someones doormat or trasgh can I can be without just fine.
This latest change is now also touching a few possibilities in
form of havng Crue send shit and watched fro by this person. But it
is okay even though I feel shitty about it I know I have done about
all I possibly could without not caring. So there tough times and
just when I started to wioork so hard around myself, Well here is
the news flash then, with the good that is gonna continue and not
killed from this shit - well it brings a price with it too in form
of crap. So all good takes it bad with it. But it is okay I am kind
of prepared feel like I saw this one coming. Now ,... it came.
Not much else but watching some minor small stuff will happen
till the Europe tour is hitting our asses. One had a chance to come
over but seems like she cant so no company touring there either.
Sad. I think there is a chance to get things in gear for thiat tour
so the load will be covered what ever in the load of opotunities are
highly needed and wanted of cause. So that is another good thing.
Really is it not? Yes it is.
My second loved passion is up. Danish Surfact will soon get its
own new website. It is involved yorus truely and will get to come
aorund as
www.mindofsurfact.com Sounds
nice I think .. you like it? It will be up and running in some weeks
but it is going to be just fine. I want it to have this fine fresh
start. So to speak.
Truely I have no more on my own mind right as of now. Thereare so
many things in the air thatI have going I need to get down and come
back----
Yours Tommy
PS: another guy is in offer of letting me have some cool stuff
ones this dude won a competition in the USA and had his first prize
coming to him in pvt. Tommy fucking Lee paid the youngster a visit
at home gave him an award a drumkit and a guitar. Now all up for
greedy hands and adorrible collectibles like the guitar and the
award. I dont have much hoppe in getting it but sure as fuck would
it be sweet..
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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26th Of April 2007, Short But ...Ohh
well
7:19AM CET
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There have just been a few really sweet offers that I so truely
wnated to have. But I failed. I failed due to something else that is
goin on. I am really not too good with the letting go when its
things I eally like to have. And now adays in my life all I truely
wnat more than ths Cruecial life s a healthy relationship. But that
is just not one bit m luck. The latest love has so totally made me
what one could call a none believer in love and true passion and
respect. So I am not going to spend too much time no more on that
front. Love is wonderful when it worls but ebing willing ot give my
soul away and seing the other just stepping on it is harder than
most i can possibly think of.
The three things I truely would have loved to have well;
1970 vox AC30 topboost. All original wiring. Rare and original
whiteback celestion speakers. Once belonged to Mick Mars. I also
have the original vox logo (adhesive wore off). It has 3-speed
vibrato and tremelo. In great shape. Sounds amazing. Great for
studio/live. The amp is for sale locally. Buyer must assume all
shipping costs. Amplifier will be shipped from Beverly Hills, CA
90211. Sold for US $1,325.00
OK, I'm really crushed to have to do this but Mr. Tax man is due
some dinero so I will part. What we have here is a Motley Crue Mick
Mars guitar. I aquired this guitar a while back on ebay so I will
tell you what I know. The neck is a Kramer American Signature
original and the tuners are original to the neck as well. It does
have some scratches on it, not perfect. I can not say for certain
that the body is a Kramer original. My guess is that it isn't. I
upgraded the pickup to a Seymour Duncan JB TB-4 that is designed for
floyd roses specifically (It screams) The Floyd Rose is a Lic Floyd
Rose PING (Lic still cost $160 and most say are better than original
as its the only lic floyd that has Floyd Logo on it) The old floyd
looked a little aged so I upgraded so the guitar looked crisp.
This guitar is technically used, even though I upgraded the pu
and floyd it has been unplayed since I've owned it. Not one scratch
from pick or wear n tear I'm unaware of the wood of the body The
guitar will need a set up as its been unplayed since I've owned
it. Has been a piece that's hanged on my wall great for the Motley
Tribute band or somebody that wants something to hang, or if you
wanna wail to Crue tunes I'm sure the cats at Kramer Forum will see
this and have a great discussion. Please I've tried to register,
but am unable to post? Help!
I miss a few things in my life but I still ontinue the ride down
the new road as described on here the last couple of times. Much
love to you all. Tommy
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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23th Of April 2007, Gaining Strength !!!
03:23AM CET
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Blow me good people. Fuck in hell. I am sitting here at work in the middle
of the fuckíng night heading into Monday morning here at work. My god it is
more than boring. But I have this machinery from hell called a computer so
time flies by faster nowe lol. L et me start this posting off by saying I am
blown away by the constant flow I seem to have of people I run into that are
so fucked up fake and unpredictable when it all comes down. I love to meet
people and all and the latest example is one that started off persenting
him/her self as the ultimate personality. Really and individual to my liking.
i felt so happy so lucky so almost dreaming thinking this can not be real.
Well when the smoke cleared it was not. It was a shitty illution on my part
and it sucks. What the fuck is it with people that are so fucking out of it
in these modern day times??? I do not get it. I think it is more than fair
to say that this is to happen no more. I am sick of it. Wasting my precious
time - this will be the last time I give someone so much time and patience
with things. It is a gosd damn joke.
While I seem to be gaining strenghth I also seem to be loosing one very
respected and highly loved person in my Crue life. Jesse seems to be on his
way out of this Crue(l) world. It is not a 100% guarentee just yet but it
looks to be coming down to that. I feel seriously sad about it. he is as
said a highly appreciated guy in my life. Too much bad has been going on in
each our lives so we have not had too much gained the last long time. I
think we will not have that chance now either but just to kind of prepare
you all for that change too I am telling you all now. Should he stay ion the
end I am all pleased.
I have gained new strength from a lot of focusing on things in my life.
It is time for me to take a step or two futher. I have the last couple
of days had a fairly good feeling about most. Far from all, but most. So
I am going to continue this travelling down this what ever road. It
seems to be good for me. I am so not turning back, should this be a way
out of things that have been so dissapointing and hurtful. I am through
with a continued fight for something I truely wanted if that thiing just
will not give in and let me have something to work with. Then fuck it. I
am done with that crap. I want more out of thiings. I want more out of
my high spend energy time and money. Period.
The new ongoings or try outs if you will has also givin me a chance or
rather a second chance on a Motley dream. I am aiming for it so it can
come to be a part of the collection after all. If nothing goes wrong
then hey thats cool. But I have learned my ways with another thing. This
site. I read through a full passed month from time to time andthere way
too often is too much negative in here. It is all honest and all what I
want it to be but it makes me sad that I actually gets hit by so much
shit. So from now on I will also keep a few things out of here and wait
to post anything about some things till they are more certain and in a
good way solid!!! I have build up a couple of new things in my life and
I am holding on to those as the first to bring me into a new better
balanced and happy excistence.
Also on the Crue boys do I feel better for the first time in months. It
is nice I watched crue the other day for the first time in a long time.
I am free again in a spiritual way!! It is such a relief and I feel so
way much rested kind of inside. Yep, without a doubt this is good for
me. I can and will be feeling better as I have a little more time behind
me from what is on right now. I am trying to get more work on the sites
here too this coming future. It should all be good. I hope there are
chances for something nice to come out of it all. Thanks for sticking
by. Love to all. Fuck the none believers.
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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20th Of April 2007, Fucking Surfact &
Cruecial Refreshments!!!
1:02PM CET
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The Crue site on the other hand is now getting its own form of
facelift too. I really do not have a single idea of how to get
through this one. How ever some slight changes here and there should
do it!! So here is a start new front pages on both sites.
www.mcrueloyalty.com and
www.mcrueloyalty.dk More stuff
to get addedon here shortly. maybe as I return to here in a good
weeks time. I love this again. What do yout hink abotu the new
front page by the way?? Ok? Fresh enough? Cool enough? I love it
actually. It is rather cool and different again. A minor little
detail I always like to do when we change things. Life is too
fucking short for unpersonal shitty things. I have to say thanks
again to Martin fo Surfact. He or they have been so good to me. I
need this new belief in life. And he reached out took me in and from
that I have new found things that are cool. Also thanks to Inge here
at home for trying to keep my chin up. Morten for putting up with
the roughness that it is on other parts in the daily living. Cassie
for being a support and a good listener. These people have made a
few things possible for me. And made me not wanna go give in for
nothing. Abso fucking lutely. So thanks. Let me know whats cracking
people. What is up out there in the world?? I have een blinded and
walking in darkness for a little too long. I have been lost
now..found.
More shit as it goes down alright. - be safe fuckers.
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6:34AM CET
So a couple of things have been “re-instated”. I am going to try to make it work but with a different way too. I am reaching out to life and my Motley Crue life again. Trying not to be so fucking nice. Nice seems not to work for me. Never tried to be a selfish fuck - or nothing. But maybe this soft ego shit would do me good. The world seems full of that crap so …. Watch out – here I come, too!!! I have restarted a few things that I dreamed of for a long time and this time I fucking hope they bare fruit if you know what I am talking about?!! I will try to get the best out of it all .Nothing to do about it in any other way than what I try now. I at least do not know a third option so here goes nothing.
There are going to be tried out some new ways too on the visual side of things on here. Some how think it is time for a make over again. Trendy? No not really. But I think we will be well worth some changes. There are a few new things added today in the Supernova, Tommy solo section. I have so many things laying round the world I hope sometime to get it all collected here and have it all displayed and shit this is fucking no good to have it spread like this. I ought to for real not to even bother bout nothing but to invest a mutha fucking huge shipping fee and get all my crap home. There
was a huge dream for me to work out in real life with my second partner in
the M.C. world. Jesse …. Sadly I do not see that no more. His life and all
have made him make new decisions and it feels kind of all hanging in a thin
you know what. It makes me seriously sad. Not even do I have any words for
this one. Jesse I miss our togetherness and ton of ideas for shit to work
out. I love and respect you for life brother. Dont you ever fucking forget
that. A few more things have been dealt on and sooner or later they will end up here too but that will more than likely take a long time. I am really not having a shit load to say about my new ways of attacking life and my Motley world. Let me see if this at all works. I will feed you with much more later. Right now I really just want to give myself some time and space to see what is going to happen. But let me just see if this really will be a way to tacle this thing. So now you know. Give me some time and I will try to make it the best for myself and for you visiting the site.
darron Meeks Sixx´s bass tech is not going to be the
bass man for Nikki on the coming European tour. Wonder how Sixx is with
that. he has now had him in everything he has done since 2003. He is not
wanting to go for this short a time and he is busy doing all kinds of other
stuff. he may come to Europe later this year a couple of times though. With
Alice Cooper that means bass tech for Chuck. Chuck being also bass man in
ESP. ESP also holding John Corabi... yeah, they are all family in one way
or the other. Cool. I thank you Darron for being the best of the best- you
are a fucking awsome guy. God damn it.
So right now I feel I am all good with things part
from burrying a lot of emotions and having a hard time with my finances. Too
much bad has happend. Sucks
We talk again - enjoy!
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15th of April 2007, Name Brd, Tour &
Gaspin For Strength
12:38PM CET
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Sunday bloody Sunday. Know that tune? U2. Well It is and it is
not. A bloody Sunday that is. I think I have a line of things Hoped
or and a line of things I feel like giving up on. I am gasping for
faith here for strength to pull me through some really troubled
waters. I feel back stabbed by a couple of people that were suppose
to be really close and shit. Yea!! Really awsome. You go figure. I
have soon lost all hope for fairness and willingness from people in
this world. The world seem to have taken most people to a stage of
egoism and selfishness. I miss closeness and partnerships in many
ways. But I do not seem to be giving any. So I said to myself
yesterday I am going to fight my love life in a new way. I am going
to reach out and simply stop pushing things. As I am sick and tired
of being one to reach out and still be the only one to feel like
standing alone. You know what I mean?
The same with friends and all. I am not going to continue asking
and trying to solve things. I think my life on a personal level Inc.
My Motley life is being pushed and put under pressure from a
stressed out Tommy in a really bad way. So I will try to do that no
more. If people are true to me how ever they are connected then they
on their own should be mature enough to reach out and not only
turned to by me. No more.
I think the June, Summer and Euro tour will see me going to still
only one. I have received a lot of e-mails asking me this question.
How many shows. Covering yet another full tour as we kind of see you
doing? Well folks the answer is no. A huge and ringing no. There are
two actually three reasons for it. I am still not fully recovered
from the huge sadness and shitty feeling about the band that has now
lived healthy ways inside of me for close to six months. But I am
also here trying to make up for things and solve them by going to
take only small steps before anything major again. The second reason
would be I don't feel for heading out alone no more. I had a huge
Crue partner travelling partner anyway not too long ago. It has all
changed and I miss it. The ultimate willingness and reach out came
from there ones but as said things in many ways have changed so I am
now solo and I am not going to. The last major reason is that I
simply do not feel I am going to handle it financially. I am so
totally rapped up in things right now that would not alou me doing a
full tour. No matter the feelings for such actions anyway.
New things arranged for releases too in the summer and fall for
all the fans too. I think it was not really meant any ways to be a
resting 2007. Inspite of no real tour nor album release. Shit it is
sadly a high financial spending year still man. I for one have a
hard time keeping up. But I also have a line of things that are not
going to happen since it is simple costing me too much. And right
now a lot of already owned and paid off items are not going to have
extra costs on my part too since the storage places round the USA is
now going to change. So in short I will pay my item prices again. It
is not as such a complaint, But just a sad shitty expence that could
not come at a more shitty time. Well it will have to take the time
it takes and then just be handled slowly. I feel really bad about it
actually. But there is nothing I can do. I in short will just have
to see this year as being one in the name of the Crue to be a fucked
up year for me. I hate to say it but it cannot be more true.
Jesse thanks for the line of things that you are bro. Corinna thanks for all you have done. Heather thanks for something that gave me hope I am still fighting and praying.
To David Tveide from NorwAY THANKS A LOT MAN. YO UAND I HAVE
ALWAS HAD A VERY ODD BONDING. It is time to change that for the
better too. But for what you did recently ... Thanks man. Thanks a
lot. Superb.
Nikki`s first Ovation bass that he ones gave to Brides Of
Destruction producer Stevo Bruno has been sold on eBay this weekend.
I was hoping to get it but ... No.
It was just one that I would have loved to have. But sure enough with how things are going in my life these days that too would just not let me pull it off wither. Yes I do feel shitty and pitty myself. I hate this life and this feeling. I am not willing to totally give in and live like others want me to. And totally drop the inner me it would be wrong. Here and there adjustments and shit fine. Changes are healthy for everyone but a total make over .. No thanks. SO now one happy fucker out there again holds some thing I would have fucking LOVED to have in my personal collection. The really exclusive items seems to be laughing at me this year. Nothing really happens for me. Part from a lot of hard times and shitty experiences. I figh to change things and let me see if these things right now that I have plans for as new ways of handling things will give me the benefit of something nice. I hope so. Much love to you all. Your fucked up host, lee
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11th of April 2007, Fuck Me Guess It Does happen - ?? 3:52PM CET
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Ok so tonight the shit goes on sale ticket wise for the complete (almost) Europe tour 2007. June is coming in a rush ... I am not at a round trip or nothing as sid but looks like Osolo is going to hold me as part of the fuckers withnessing the event on June 6th. At 6 PM tonight central european timeI am going to see all these thiings go for sale online through Sin Club Motley.com. I do think if it happens that will then be it. The only one. Not doing much of nothing else I really am not. I planned on not doing this. But I see a slight chance for it to happen and there for I could be going!! You will know in time. I would like ot cover the tour merchandise anyway. I do not know how when or nothing about any details other than this said. The 6th of June. Got a few things to have going on here too. I really liek to say things are bettering but they are not. What can one really expect? I posted on here yesterday. Stockholm started selling yesterday and sold if the rumor is correct the Globe arena out with a 12.000 seater in hours. Crue still seems to pull europe then. Woow....
There are a few new things in the making
too. I still have all the stuff laying around and none of that shit
is going to me through mail services. Have lost way too much and
crap!
I am trying to get all the stuff here put
in boxes and all so it is no longer laying ... but I simply can not.
It is way too much and all. Think I am going to give up on that. I
then for sometime too have thought about doing a book about my Crue
life and all. How is the life of a collector. Would it be a smash? I
can not really say but I do think it would be rather cool to get
done. Maybe I will start looking around for someone that can
actually be of any help with that ..... putting it nocely together
maybe inspired from this site. Or sites I should say lol. Yeah that
would have rocked quiet a bit. I will try to work on that one.
Staying a colelctor and supporter of the boys or not that if for
nothing else would be nice to have kind of all collected in a book
form. Right? Hell yeah would be cool. I think there are a lot of
great results but the main trick right of now would be to have to be
finding a really cool kind of journalist to put the shit down for
me. Just kind of dig in for a good year or two. Create the baby. A
Cruecial Fact, can you picture it already? I sort of can. I think
that could be set up a kind of a goal for myself. We will see. Much
love from a broken dude... Tx
MOTLEY CRUE 2007 EUROPEAN TOUR
FAN CLUB TICKET ON SALE
WEDNESDAY APRIL 11, 2007 @ 12PM-EDT
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10th of April 2007, Things Took Off
3:58PM CT
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Motley Crue in Europe it is outrageous to say I am not gonna be
seeing them this summer here. Unheard of really but listen to how
things are and looking around feeling carefully inside of myself
whats up and all it is simply not cool. Not too much is really going
my way or in a way workable at all. I miss life I miss things -
things that gave me pleasure and things that gave me lust for living.
I do not think I am going to find that again no more in case I do
not get this situation fixed to be a retrned nice feeling. I am
really not going to fight no more for things. I am torn inside and
the stuff going on is killing the 120% stricht focus on my Motley
situation too. I do not see it return as it was the last three
years, it was all I wanted and the stuff in all ways were going
right no more.
The very few things that are coming from now on till long into
june is not much. I have things laying in USA again .. a ot that are
not on the site yet either... I just can not guarentee if you will
be seeing it all. there is so much and there is a chance constantly
hangin in a thin line that all this could be a something in the
past. I love the band and the colelcting but whn things do not add
up really and things outside this MC life are totally fucking me
over then there is not much hope for a sharp continueation really.
But the Euro tickets are untouched too. I miss doingthese things
together with a loyal companion I no longer have either. I miss the
shared feeling and all. I miss my love, my passionate possible
future and all. None ofthat is fully functioning so I lean towards
hopelesness and just really want to bow out.
God this is wearing me down BIG TIME!!!!
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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6th of April 2007, Love, Openness,
Willingness
11:37AM CET
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Simplicity and communication a huge lack of importance in my life
these days. I am so about to give on all hope for things in the
world of love. I am not gonna have a novel written out here but I am
saying I know I will never get to fel real unconditionally love ever
in my living days. There is so much I wanted to have and so much I
wanted to have won over. The will to change for it all is there
massively too but that is not enough it seems so what the fuck do
one do then? I feel like a stepped on blooming flower that would
have looked pretty in a vase in someones living room. And no matter
how much I do how many miles I run there will always be this someone
standing waiting by the finish line ot say ... this and that is not
good enough. I then try to turn it al laround going what the fuck
all youask of me NOT to do you do right back but in no way or form
should I ever even dare asking for the same kind of understanding
and respect. What the fuck is up with that????? Is that how people
have turned out to be? A bunch of fucking nogood ego selfcentered
bitches and bastards that is only solidly about one self and nothing
but!!! I am so not a believer in this much more. I find myslef
willing to sell mysoul give my life away for a good felt love too
and it is not appreciated - the worst kind of letdown one could
ever put on my shoulders. Fuck!!
Today is also the day for more added stuff as promised !!! Look
into it all and enjoy. I honestly do not know how long I will keep
my sanity I am from the issues in the top of this posting kind of
getting killed here and it hurts me more than I can put words to. I
love life but not if all it has for me is a hurtful and harsh wya of
treating me back. I would rather kill myself than having a life long
stinker of a living like this. Imagine that ... coming on here to
find but a note of a "farewell and thanks for all" saying that
simply took me on a way to the dark side ......
I am so full of all the shit people lay on me constantly. If I
could have it like I have with with extremly few people then yes I
would have a love life like nothing else. Unbeatable a life that
would be a constant feeling of walking on rose leaves and never
worry bout thorns. But I do not have that no more. I miss some sunny
days, sunny years, a sunny life. I could be dying and not be missed
at all I think part from, from the 3 or 4 people I can think of. A
line of fake shit and ego minded fuckers are out there and no one
seems to be willing to give what they themselves asks for .... what
so ever.
Next week is the time for the Scandinavian dates to start their
ticket sles for the Crue June tour. Stockholm, Oslo and Helsinki are
the ones up here. What I am about to do .. well.. I still can not
say really, I feel so pressured feel so out of it cause the shit
that really matters dont hang together too good. And I then have
also this crappy shitty meaningless thing in my everyday life that
totally controls what I am doing and what I can be aloud to be
doing. Fuck, I do not work well with it. I actually hate the god
damn shit. So if tickets are gonna be bought or not for any tour
dates is something I just can not really say yes or no to at this
point.
A part of me sure wants to go and fullfil the dream I had of keeping my collecting thing going till they retired and stopped their doings. Grab all there was coming out as official products from the reunion till the last day when ever it comes. Well now is a time and a situation where all that simply is on shaky ground. No matter what the heck am doing there just is not much belief and pleasure in it. Life has become a neagitive institution for me now. I miss love and I miss pleasure... Nothing is even close to that right now. A supposed to be started love got bad and is trying to burn me like hell. I refuse to let that happen. form one that was ones hurt massively herself now seems to have forgotten all about that and passes it on to me ... UNCOOL. !!!!!
I have a cooler feeling with the danish band Surfact right now.
They give me so much pleasure right now. the CD of theirs as listed
a lill something about last time I was on here is still highly
recommended. It is brilliant. Dont even think its not. You should
check it out.
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=10774613 look
in on em!! They rock and its fucking cool to have them here and
being a danish act is just ...blowing my mind.
Wonder how Vince`rehab is going ? damn that dude should have a different life but I dont see it ever happening. he is fucking it all up and he does it good. His liver and shit must be about to shot down or something soon. Nikkis new book CD and video and crap is about to be all done and going into the pressing again for the late summer release if again not pushed for a later release. My god. Nothing new there with the Cruesters. Tommy - I totally got stomack pain in laughter as I heard he and Lukas have started working on material for the second Supernova CD for 2008. What the hell? Wasnt this downfall one too many for him? Does he really think it is that good? Ohhh Tommy, Tommy ,Tommy, sorry to hear this. unless something totally unexpected has or will come to surfase any time soon. Will it?? Hmm guess we all have to wait and see. Mick has signed himself up for things to be working with other artists and all. he even took Dilana in from the Supernova thing to his house and have worked on material with her for what ever. her next CD? I dont know . havent really paid attention much for a long long time. Talk soon, but at least as promised the new stuff is on here now and I think there is a chance to have things kept alive at least a little while longer. -Again happy eastern, Much love if only you wanted it Tommy PS: I miss the hell of out you and you know who you are.
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3rd of April 2007, Denmark As A First
1:47PM CET
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It is officially over with my american vicitor. Things have been
talked out and I feel better. Not way better but better. I am
looking forward to meeting later on hopefully in the summer or
sumthing. The thing is we have a line of things to still talk about
and do. But I am not really redrawing my posting from a couple of
days ago. She is so in need of learning to change some ways in a
line of things. My god she is not sharp at all on things that are
all kind of really important. So Denmark for a first time vicitor is
over the airport and the KLM took her away a good 2 hours ago. I
felt kind of sad but there is nothing to do but that to look forward
really. I really want this new life of mine or get turned into
reality I hate this shit as it is right now it fucking sucks ass. So
for all it is worth and for all it should and could have been thanks
Heather it was in spite of everything awsome to have you here and I
wish things had been different in a line of ways as said before
...... we as I with a couple of others could have been so out of the
ordinary in life together.... lets see what comes or if its time for
me to just pull the god damn plug to life.
So heading home tomorrow to my own place ad then Friday as
promised there is going to be this picture taking and all so things
can be added to the site here again. I am thinking about getting
things sent to me thats in the USA. Or at least some of it thats at
some of the 4 places I have crap laying. Sounds good? Well yes and
no. But I am thinking about it we will see what happens.
I want so bad to get things back to the old days bit with new
added. God damn it. It is so tough and it is a little weirder than
weird really. What can I say probably a whole lot but I do not
really want to either. I simply have a line of things that are gonna
make this posting sound so bad its freaky. But I am in my
own little peace and more holding on to some of the few things I
have wanted to win over for a long time now. Yes - I could just
burst it out to you but no I am not going to. I better just sit
tight and not say nothing till its a definate final and all.... bu
while I miss the Amerian girl I will now have to sleep and eat ...
have worked all night not slept yet and it is fucking close to 3 PM
now. Shit I have to get things in gear and first off is sleep...
later lads...
Heather have a safe trip home and we talk tomorrow. One Love
....Tx
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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2nd of April, Life Killed Again
10:05AM CET
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I wish I could have said and found a good cool sentence to throw
in here. There is not much lust for living no more to be honest. I
am finding myself in an almost endless fight for pleasure and
happiness. I have a few new downfalls on a Crue matter but not even
gonna mention them in here, it feels kind of irrelavant. I am so not
gonna do a lot of shit for many months it seems. It is all just
wicked and crazy. I am not gonna have a line of great things to look
forward too again. More kind of just sitting here with dissapointed
and with a let down feeling - it is raining down on me .......
I have today the last day of the US vicitor here. Things were fun
things were cool things were new and there could have been something
.... maybe even the most beautiful thing between me and a girl ever.
But it is just another name in line now that took me chewed me and
spat me out. I get drained a lot when emotional stuff hits me in a
bad way. This is the single one thing that could not happen for me
to have a good and continued will to believe and aim forward for
things. Again I should not go and say too much cause there is not
much to say. Just the bottom line - things I have in life especially
people seems to have this one thing ....... they all take a little
bite of me and leave me bleeding.
I think if I could I would probably just go ahead and something
really bad. It is fucking almost a cry out. Then again whats the
point in that? I put so much in my things my friends my love my
everything and for it to be taken away is just all ending things for
me. I saw a huge new coming life here and I saw a great thing with a
great family and all but no - I feel like I ma not gonna be doing
nothing no moe with anyone like this ever again. I just feel like I
am not gonna be having this feeling ever again. I am almost
officially lost for hopes, wants and all.
There is still gonna be the promised adding of things on here in
different sections on Friday the 6th I am holding myslef up to that
promise. No worries. A few little things have come in since the last
time I posted too anyway so.....
Does anyone out there know the feeling about sitting and wanting
something so bad cause what you feel in your heart is soooo good and
then in the end it burns you like if it was a permanent new tattoo?
This is what I fee llike right now. Nothing Icare for and put my
time and money in is delieveing warm feelings and cool results. You
can be the cool of cool and you can be doing all you ever imagined
to this thing you love so much but the result is just a simple let
down and heart burn like non other. It is a great feeling isnt it? I
cant fucking go on like this. All just kind of splits me open...
This postigng gives me a chance to tell you than most of what is
in my life right now is bad. Most of what I have in life of wants
bites me. Most of the wounds I sit with wont fully heal. I have
become a wreck ... a wreck with a pulse I am only waiting for to
end. Hope you all have a better time than I am ....
Peace out to you all.... happy eastern,
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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30th of March 2007, Xtra Xtra -
Yeah!!
5:27PM CET
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The copmplete Euro tour 2007 is as following:
JUNE 2007
Fri 1 SWI, Wintherthur - Eishalle Spirit of Rock Festival
Sat 2 ITA, Milan - Gods of Metal
Tue 5 SWE, Stockholm - Globen
Wed 6 NOR, Oslo - Spektrum
Fri 8 BEL, Brussels - AB
Sat 9 ENG, Donington Park - Download 2nd Stage
Mon 11 ENG, London - Hammersmith Apollo
Tue 12 ENG, Manchester - Apollo
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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28th of March 2007, Okay Round Two
12:25AM CET
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Here is by the way a shit cool thing. You have no idea how
much I would have loved to get this one under my belt....my
ultimate hero. God Simmons and soulmate ...exclusive dinner for
one lucky ass ...yes its anpther eBay auction set up from the
A&E company that holds the "Family Jewels" .. here is a taster
of whats to be won:
*The Experience for you and up to three guests
*Fine wine, champagne (proof of legal drinking age required
to consume any alcohol) and *cuisine in the company of Gene
Simmons and Shannon Tweed on May 19, 2007
*Round-trip flight from anywhere in the continental US to Los
Angeles
*Limousine transport from hotel to (and from) dinner
*3-day/2-night stay in deluxe accommodations
*Signed Gene Simmons Family Jewels Collector’s Edition DVD
set
100% of the net proceeds will benefit the Elizabeth Glaser
Pediatric AIDS Foundation.
Bid now on this experience of a lifetime for you and up to
three guests to dine with Gene Simmons and Shannon Tweed! Fly to
Los Angeles, where you’ll enjoy a 2-night stay in deluxe
accommodations. Join Gene and Shannon for a night you’ll never
forget, as they wine and dine you at one of their favorite LA
restaurants.
This once-in-a-lifetime star treatment begins when you and
your guests board a plane from anywhere in the continental
United States and fly to Los Angeles, where you'll enjoy a
2-night stay in deluxe accommodations. Then travel like rock
stars in a limousine bound for the restaurant where you’ll join
Gene and Shannon for dinner. Ask Gene and Shannon what it’s like
to live in the spotlight, or star in their own real life series
on A&E, GENE SIMMONS FAMILY JEWELS... and everything else you’ve
been dying to ask.
Finally, you’ll take home a rare Gene Simmons Family Jewels
Collector’s Edition DVD set signed by the entire Simmons family
to remember the night you partied with a rock legend!Fuck yes
yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes ...I would wanna do this one any
day over any of the crue members. Auch gonna get hate mail for
that remark. But I was honest so quit it.
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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22nd of March 2007,
Interesting - Still fucked Up
9:56PM CET
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So 43 people have responded saying it can
not close down it can not stay off of the world wide web. It can ..
yeah the stories and mails have been kind of overwhelming. I have to
say things still are not cool one bit with a line of things and the
Crue matter is not at all too cool for my school either. Have not
touched any MC for days now. It is a weird weid weid feeling. It is
a hurtful thing and almost like an alien kind of thing waiting in my
tummi just waiting to be a big enough shitty feeling so it can burst
out totally fucking me up. The best part right now is the fact that
things have been kind of cool with at least some people in the MC
world. Also the news today about my stuff that was considered to be
gone - fucking lost in the mail ...well one of the VERY important
packages anyway seems to have come to surface again ... to the
senders address in the USA and is sort of safe now though stuff is
fucked and ruined in there. God damn the postal services sometimes.
Wonder what KIND OF RETARDED people works there sometimes. But
..safe now. Shitty situation. And totally not needed. Shit.
It is up in the air again with what I do
with my life ... a ton of thinking and twisting and turning have
been my doings for days now. I am not quiet happy with the stinky
things my life is holding. It is easy for me to say the Tommy I know
is not the Tommy present. But I have in all honesty also trying to
set my mind to go down a road of unknown try outs....just cant seem
to find the true will, strenght or interest just yet and that for
shit sure is not a cool thing for one like me. I need to find belief
in things that I have to do in my awaken life or I am not functional.
Pleasure and satisfaction is a big part to make my body feel good.
That is also why I have time and time agian told people around me
that the so called "ordinary" I am no good with that what so ever. I
can not figure out to find a way that that satisfies me in the ..
well... ordinary. I would kind of rather die. It may sound bad but
at least it is honest.
The American thats been here ...well the
visit is almost over. It has been a trip so far on good and bad. A
few people have asked in on that as well and how that perhaps can
and would affect my MC life. I have to say it is still way too early
to say anything that I would not be lying about. I know what I
like to have from it and I know what I would change and give from my
personal life for what I want but thats is not the same as saying I
am getting it nor will get it. It is just another person that kind
of likes to complicate things ... but over all its been cool. Its
been good for me and its been good to say that a few things have
shaken my world and personality. Let those be the only words on that
so far. Nothing can be or will be planned changed nor said on here
for things will and can simply make people misunderstand and i for
sure do not need questions right now. I need answers to make my life
feel better I need solutions and actions to get moved on from the
hell hole I am sitting in.
But yeah for a line of reasons and issues
thank you Heather - thanks for most!!! I long for seeing the
results to all thats going ...
Bare with me all - Tommy
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17th of March 2007, It Is A Closed Book
12:58PM CET
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12th of March 2007,
The Bomb Just Dropped - the End
12:44PM CET
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After some messy times in my
Crue life there seems to be a solution a decition a something ...
you label it I wont part from calling it the end. yes, it has been a
tough long fight and an emotional rollercoaster the last many months
for me and I feel I am holding on to something that is just not
active much in a possitive way no more. And after having had an
experience today with my old partner in Crue doings I am in a state
of mind now where a lot is taken out of just that. Th Crue life is
not gonna be alive in this boy`s life no more as a collecting thing.
I do not blame any for not understanding but there is a thing that
has and I hoped for to always be shared with a certain one... and
that person now not even no more in my life is the last straw that
makes this a none attractive lifestyle. There I dont really feel for
more explanations really!!
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10th of March 2007, So
Weird Yet Quiet Good - Love!!
3:19PM CET
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So last posted diary a good two days ago got
lost in space too. Fuck nothing seems to be functional these days
for little ol me. Damn it. Heather is here and I like it, we have
good times together. Share an aweful lot of talks and doings I
think. It is so cool. Feels like a line of great things can be
happening....Now I am going to have a few things added to the site
here. Some more Vince Neil solo things, mag covers and books, this n
that and more has arrived here today. I am so not really thinking
about it all right now Crue I mean and you know what? It kind of
else good. Seriously, I am really happy to have this emotional
break kind of thing going for me. Thinking of other things and doing
other things for a few days. Yeah, it is rather refreshing really. I
have even asked myself about the miss out on the Sixx lot and
nothing seems to be of any regret there either. I am kind of fine
about the shit going on right now. Again I am so far still unable to
say if this is like a closing in on the end or not. I have a SERIOUS
month ahead of me with figuring out what the heck to do and what the
heck to think and settle for and work on with my remaning last 2007.
Am I having only a tough shitty time on this Motley shit or is it a
tubulent kind of middle way before things hit the high waves again?
I am again totally not able to tell. But I think we can have a good
solid thing to count for in the next big results coming in on it all
end of March.
Yeah it is so quiet and yet so weird and
strange a feeling and situation for me thats for sure. Have never
really tried this before it is kind of bad too. yet not.. ohh dear
its all going back and forth, for and against lol lol. But I am sure
in the end things will come around here. I am going to hit the
movies for something so not understandable to many. "A Good year"
Russel Crowe - Confident and cocky, headstrong and handsome, Max
Skinner is a successful London banker who specializes in trading
bonds. A financial barracuda on the banks of the Thames, Max devours
the competition in his efforts to conquer the European market. His
latest conquest has netted a tidy seven-figure profit, much to the
chagrin of his Saville Row-draped rivals. Max's triumph is in
perfect keeping with his philosophy: winning isn't everything, it's
the only thing! Soon thereafter, Max receives word from France
alerting him to sad news: his elderly Uncle Henry has passed away.
Looking forward to it. For sure...
<<<<<March 10, 2007 -- PARTY animal Tommy
Lee s not done with his wild ways. He hit Tao in Las Vegas the other
night with a crew of seven - including Palms owner George Maloof -
for a night of debauchery, which ended with Lee climbing up a
20-foot Buddha statue. Spies said he came in about 10:30 and "ordered
lemon-drop shots and a bottle of Dom Perignon for his table." During
dinner, Lee banged on his turned-over cocktail glasses with
chopsticks and then tried to climb the Buddha. "Management told him
to get down because the statue was going to crack," I begin to think
life is great for the rich and famous but what a line of stupid
moves and idiotic behaviour they spill while being it. jeezzz.....<<<<<
So I am fucking already running late.... I
hate that. Dinner is still cooking and we have a good 45 minutes
left to do this in. Cook finish, eat and get there. Damn thats
shitty!!!
Anyway we will make it, nothing to be
concerned about.... Hmmm - well Download UK festival and the Gods Of
Metal in Italy are the two festovaæs thats gonna hold the Crue as
headliners this summer in Europe. Nothing else seems to be fitting
in on their shit here. Not much but okay so be it. Next Friday its
ESP - with john Corabi behind the mic on stage in Copenhagen
Denmark. Gonna be pretty cool I am sure.
There ... not much to aim at right now. Trying to get through
this month and find answers and results and more...later my
friends...Tommy
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7th of March 2007, An Angel Apears In Crue Land
8:34PM CET
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But I feel kind of fine about it. I won
anyways. I won the girl and a visit of heather coming here tomorrow
she is on a plane in the sky as I post ths. I would say she is right
now flying over the ocean on the east coast of Europe and towards
me. I have so many things i like to better in my life. And I want it
to be with a girl that loves me and will do for me as I ofr her. I
will have to say life is getting shorter every fucking day. So i am
not thinking much crue these days. I am but all happy cool and
excited about her and the future should I be so lucky. I Want my god
damn life to change. I want music to be the muther of passions still
for me but the godess above all would be the chick that is beyond
passion and worries. Things are just so fucking cool could I have
that. I let you all know in a good few weeks if I am heading that
direction. I will know then and I will let you all in on my
situation.
I love tomorrow,. I love the fact of getting
this visit from this one. Sadly my last attempt to have a girl for
life backfired and totally changed not all for lost love but from
time difference and totally changed lives for both our parts too.
Now this thing has to be over won and be the best next thing that I
now fucking fight with like every day. But listen miss H. Walker is
goin to make my day from tomorrow and on.. fuck all other doings ..
trust me it will be good. Really good. I love tomorrow.....
Welcome to Scandinavia, Denmark and my home
and life.
Welcome for real to my life - Youre a treat like none other.
Tomorrow an angek apear in Cruecollector
land !!!!!
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3rd of March 2007, Sixx Sale &
Countdowns
5:28PM CET
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It has been a troubled time for me as you have all been able to
read about on here. I think it is fair to say I am looking more
forward to next Thursday than anything. The 7th will have this new
caracter in my life coming over after a long hard tough battle of
all kinds of things. It has costed a lot in various things. Time,
Money, Hope, Fustrations and all. But now its all reset and she is
gonna be here then. I will have to say this time together will be
considered the single most important and uplifting time for me this
year. All other stuff seems to go bad and smells bad. I am on the
blv. of broken dreams these days but I think also that I have a kind
of ultimate coolthing ahead for me. No I refraise that I KNOW I HAVE
a cool time coming. Since my Crue life is not fully going the way I
need it to I can only say that this will be an uplifting thing for
me. The beast have woken to life again still sleepy but I will be
good and all in a few days again.
Thanks baby!! Thanks for being all you are and all that you give
me.
I am gonna have to say things are not looking too bright for me
on the matter of doing much alone this year on the Motley trips and
more. There are new ways of thinking and new times for me to have
taking over whats in it already. I need to have some things going
unconditionally well for me and I bet my collection that this coming
now wil lbe it. I then at the end of this month have a line of
things to decide wheather or not that I will be doing doing or not
later in the year. Love and a shared life with one is a huge
priority for me now. Crue in Europe in June and all is something I
need to reconsider if I should do or not. I just do not know yet. I
am not keen on it. So I know the bad period of loses and
dissapointments have set its scares on me bad. And I do not know if
I am or will be able to erase thenm again somehow. time will tell I
guess. I am just extremely in bad shape these days when it comes to
Motley Crue.
13 more days till John Corabi in Copenhagen with the KISS boys of
Singer and Kulick in the Eric Singer Project. I am gonna do a
interview with Corabi again. And then hopefully have some new
pictures of the boy. I will put em on here and have you all a little
view in whats up and on with him too. KISS had just been set as the
headliner name of this years Rock Fest 2007. Last year it was Crue.
And I would love to see KISS again. For ol time sake. I hope it
happens just one more time before its all over with.
I have a few offers on crue items going have not made up my mind
on if I should pass on them or not. Again all this doubt is coming
from the fact of the shitty let downs and loses the last 5 minuths.
It has obviously just means way more than I ever thought it would.
Sucks. Speaking of offers and sales . Nikki Sixx has giving up all
his worn and fal ltour used clothing pieces from the Aerosmith tour
in the USA. I am not gonan be doing anything on it. I have received
a good 23 emails about it. All I hear is "Tommy you have to have
these things and you have to add these itmes. People like to see
this bea new part of whats in the collection I guess. But damn I am
not gonna this time. I simply have way too soft spots for other
things right now and it is not holding Sixx worn shoppings these
days. Thanks for all the help information and all you guys so nicely
do for me, I appreciate all and every step of it. Thanks a million.
The Sixx stuff is up and on through eBay and Swagrox right now.
Four days to go and then its gone for good. It will all sell and be
ripped off of the market then too. So you want this stuff you better
get your ass in the swing. Its happening now not later. Here is a
line of things thats up. Check it. I will have next updating on
things on here with minor small stuf by the 17th or something. Talk
to you all soon, tommy
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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27th of February 2007,
Tough, Crappy And A Heartacke
9:44PM CET
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Now I have a line of fucking things that
keeps go bad on me too. On a more personal note and all that costs
me money too. I have kind of hoped a little more than whats good for
me to have this visitor of Heather from the USA here. She should
have arrived tomorrow danish time. But no passport yet so that too
costed money time joy and all. NOTHING!!!! is functional for me.
Nothing goes my way. I am loosing, loosing loosing. And in my Motley
world that is not acceptable for my inner self to let continue. I am
week by week getting more sure abotu this will be the beginning of
the end of a soon close to 3 decade long journey!
I have fought as hard as I possibly can as a
one man gang. I feel no use for anything what so ever. I Dont feel
strong in this world of collecting no more. It just wont happen for
me.
I also a good couple of months ago ordered
some shit from Tommylee.tv and fanfire all is gone never arrived
too.
I am as stated kind of... above close to be
giving up. Looking in on a girlfriend thing instead and that would
actually do me way better than any of this shit happening right now.
Hope things could turn but I dont see
it happen.
I will keep you posted on what ever goes
down here in my little universe...
A few things that I think would have been cool to have but that i doubt Ill bod on are:
Ill rap this up now see if there comes
anything positive AT ALL to say... sorry .. Lee
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25th of February 2007,
Things Are Set And I Want Sex
5:36PM CET
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Okay things are set for the
Sumemr of 2007 and motley crue in Europe. here is the sad part. Iam
not excited at all. I would normally be the first to have things set
up and ready for what ever would be needed to have this covered by
now. I think actually the damage is bigger than even suspected and
now the shitty feelings that have been in control the last 5 months
have gotten its toll on me. Fuck!!! Wonder if my extreme deapth is
ruined anfd gone without me fully being aware of it?? Feels
extremely weird. I have not touched much Crue stuff for sometime now
and after al lthe fucking loses I have had it is beginning to be
some kind of creepy!!! I am admitting one thing though and a thing I
have never ever fucking said and meant ever in my living days!!!! I
want a relationtion and I want sex now more than I wnat this. I am
so in change or what else to call it I sure as hell cant say cause I
simply do not know any other word for it. It just sucks like big
time end of story.
I want to have a life with
someone. I wanna have a base that is giving me a good feeling. I
wanna have one to come home to and one to share life with. It is too
short for too much worry and concern. damn it!!! Wonder still if
they are going to be in Scandinavia for either Roskilde festival or
hultsfred Festival in Sweden?? Wonder if they are gonna be doing any
scandinavian dates then? The talks are here but will they? I feel I
am in for a long shitty break from all the deep going Motley stuff.
I want other things to be a new part of me and the little stinker of
a thing caleld life since I have right now nothing but worries loses
and concerns!!!! Just fucking give me a girl that would love me for
all the good and the bad that I hold in me. I need to get me som of
what I seem to always loose in. I have not the band ot fall back on
so to speak so I take the girl that holds my love and seems to share
whats needed over the band right about now. Never thought you should
actually hear this from me now did you? - Life kind fo sucks a
little too many times !!!!!
MILANO - IDROSCALO Part I: Sat 2nd
and Sun 3rd June - Part II: Sat 30th June :
1:39PM CET
*********************************************** Saturday - what a splended day a Saturday can be. I was kind of hoping for great news on the matter of at least having a week-end. Expecting positive results from the passport office USA. Expecting and praying for cool news on the Crue questions sent out about different things to different people since the last diary posting. But IN short all of the above mentioned things or subjects have not had one single good outfall. It stinks and my love life is kind of not excisting. I am seriously considering finding new ways and all to have that come in to my life for a physical touch. I need something new in my life. This life that I lead is not fully functioning as it is. So I need to change or at least do something.
Denmark - nothing here is working fully well for me either. And now
the weather and the job of mine is not fully helping me out either. The
country here is fucking with me and I need to find a way not to get
pissy at the snow situation here too. I love this time and season. Love
snow and finally we have gotten so much its almost unbelieveable. But
Its here for such a short time all together so I am cool with it. The
country is pretty much paralized from it. No trains no busses no nothing
is working. All public traffic is down at 15% all together right now.
But they have promised it gets better with in the next 4 to 5 days so
yeah the huge snow masses are gonna be gone any day soon again. sadly!!!
I have the girl that I long for to come ... on hold too. She can
still not get her fucking passport. Nothing not the passport head
offices in Seattle nor the postal services works to my favour tese days
when talking US of A. Fucking hell!! I seem so pissed dissapointed and
sad about it all. You have no idea. I cant even find words for the god
damn shit no more. I am just all in all torn and dissaponted BIG TIME.
Yeah folks your Cruecial mental case is not fully happy today!! Only one
thing seems to be a-okay, as March 16th os coming the concert in
Copenhagen with E.S.P. (Eric Singer Project) holding Mr. John Corabi is
still on and I have been invited in for an interview. With Mr. Corabi if
wanted. Pro show. Could be neat. I would have loved to bring Heather
this american girl with me to meet him and all. We will see if her
origian l ticket has to be re set then still to have her over here for
that ... we will be good after all then. And I will bring her. Morten my
brother and a couple more are going. My old swedish friend and his girl
Mattias and Pernille are gonna be there too for sure. So I think or at
least hope for this to be a cool trip ad evening. ESP
Annonces European Tour
ESP featuring John Corabi (guitar/vocals), Eric Singer (drums/vocals), Bruce Kulick (lead guitar), and Chuck Garric (bass/vocals) will be hitting the road in March! The two week European tour will be to support the new “Live In Japan” CD and the upcoming DVD “Live At The Marquee.” 3/15 Bergen, Norway @ Garage Club 3/16 Copenhagen, Denmark @ The Rock Club 3/17 Helmond, Holland @ Plato 3/18 Bochum, Germany @ Zeche Bochum 3/21 Budapest, Hungary @ Wigwam Club 3/22 Madrid, Spain @ Heineken 3/23 La-chaux-de-fonds, Switzerland @ La Croix-bleue 3/24 Cerminate, Italy @ Black Horse Club 3/25 London, UK @ The Underworld Camden
-Other than this right now I really not much to say. Not because I
dont want to but, simply out of way too much shit and lack of control
and all in my life right here and right now. Old Tommy is not a happy
guy till shit falls into place again. Fuck I hate being a constant
fighter and then stand at the same time as the big time looser in things
longed for so often in my filthy little excitence. Hate it. Heather I
think we have a few things to look in on and make this trip happening to
make my thoughts go in a different direction. Yeah its not even funny
saying that. It is fucking meant for real. I will give it all till
Monday to figure things out. Fuck!!!!
We are trying to better the "This N That" section and uploading a
few new visuals in the "Looks" section on .DK!!
I will keep you all posted on things and hopefully this heavy lift
and negativity will soon leave my collecting Motley life again and things
will fall in place and be and feel way better. The devil knows I need it
.... and sooner than soon too!! -Fuck yeah, Need it bad!! Talk soon
folks...... Much love to the loved one out there..... One Love*** Your
Tommy
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22nd of February 2007, Ending A
Lifestyle?
4:25PM CET
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There simply seems to be way too many worries and concerns in
my life about this collecting thing these days. Have lost a line of
things again and a highly wanted visit seems to be rapped up in
trouble and crap too. Let me take this statement apart a little and
make it slighty easier to understand. A lot this year have been
crossing my mind and have been taken to thought and under
consideration. It is more or less about everything that there is in
my life. And I started this year by some rather huge and drastic
changes. More or less moving away and getting a new job that would
bring me better income and totally new roads to travel down by. No
music or nothing. Holding music in my life as a sort of purely a
spare time thing and hobby or something.
I had these things going my way in generel for a long time, in my
mind anyway, before they really took place and turned bad in real
life. I kind of made a line of things happening and I kind of let
myself be convinced that this changes ways in 2007 on the job and
geographical and more for that matter, that would be a positive
and really smart and useful new and changed frame for my own life.
For my own good. But no it has just not been happening for me. I
feel fairly misserabel and I feel kind of no good with all my lost
hope and even less belief in what I have in my now a days awaken
life. It is shitty and I feel like nothing can be trusted no more
and no passion will really fullfil my needs again. My already
excisting passions for things in my life only lets me down these
days and that kind of leands me in to Motley as kind of what its all
about on here, so ....
Yeah Motley Crue has been to me personally, one long tough battle
fighting for pleasure and all since September or October. The fall
tour were nothing but a dissapointment well part from seeing a lot
of cool things places and historic venues with my Cruecial
travelling partner. Things have costed me a line of cash and a shit
load of painful adventures and crap. I have since then fought to
re-capture the pure pleasure for and with this band and about this collecting
thing. I have been buying a lot and guess what? The latest things
that have been going on!! Loses in the mail like a little too many
times. A little too many lost packages and all this year alone in
the mail. Must have lost a good 1700 to 2000 dollars worth of items.
I can not at all find the will or nothing to overcome this thing.
Then I have the dream deal as you all know about, more than I can
even say.
And shit has happend this month that makes that deal extremely
hard too to win over. I have got to try and I have got to keep true
to my emotions about this thing that i do and have done for decades.
Only one thing seems to kind of get in my ways these days. In my
every day thinking.. I can not tell or explain how it slowly seems
to affect my passion for this. It is a fight to hold on to it, a
more generel daily thing is not meant to be a stuggle when it comes
to a passion. For me my collecting thing is like a relationship. If
a releationship gets too messy dont you then loose control and
slowly the longer it lasts the more your passion kind of slips and
fades away for this that you do right!!??
Right now I am missing a treasure. I am missing a treasure of
love in my life. I fight too hard and too long for things that
should not exactly be fought for this hard. I miss a really deep
passion and a relationship to some one thats there in my every day
life. I have just renewed the site for a year as holder of the
webname so it will go on this 2007 still. The we will see. If I do
nothing more than pay for nothing and gets dissapointed and all i
pay for is loses and shit then this has got to stop for me. It is
not attractive no more. That is all I can say it is not a thing that
is totally worth a constant fight more than other things in life. I
have lost way too much and I have a "miss it much" and missing a
positive and good experience again . I need it to come back or I can
see myslf pull the plug. It is too much.
My visit to be off next Wednesday seems to be kind of fucked up
too. The American passport offices ahave fucked it up and now there
seems to be a cancellation of a visit and a huge los in money on a
ticket ... all around not good. It is like all I care for just shall
not happen. I do not know what to say do or feel about anything. I
need the ongoings in my life right now to happen or I will loose my
mind. I would prefer to die instead of this endles road of heatackes
and loses and endles but useles fights. Yeah I feel sad and hurt
these days. No question. In the news of the Crue in my life well
right now there is none. I have to find rest and peace in my head I
am really not going well I need to have certain things within the
next 3 days ending up with a good outfall. I am not fully functional
right now. Shit......
I wake up to find myself After all these years And
where all the time has gone Still seems so unclear 'Cause there's no one
else Since I found you I know it's been so hard You should know
If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't
remember Have I said all I can say?
You're my everything You make me feel so alive If I die tomorrow
It brings out the worst in me When you're not
around I miss the sound of your voice
The silence seems so loud 'Cause there's no one
else Since I found you I know it's been so hard You should know
If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't
remember Have I said all I can say?
You're my everything You make me feel so alive If I die tomorrow
I spent all my life Looking for our innocence I've
got nothing to lose One thing to prove I
won't make the same mistakes Now I know That everything will be ok When I die tomorrow
If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't
remember Have I said all I can say?
You're my everything You make me feel so alive If I
die tomorrow You make me feel so alive
If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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17th of February 2007, Kind Of Low Moods &
Missed Company
4:55PM CET
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-
www.cruefest-inc.org
new website. The Board will acquire
corporate sponsors for the Cruefest name, and distribute Swag and funds from
those sponsors to all approved Cruefests. The board will create a look and
feel of consistency for the Cruefest name and supply all art for Cruefest
Charters. In addition, they will also report to Operations the funds from
all Cruefests. All Board of Directors and the additional board member get
one vote on any topic or item that needs voting. No board members vote will
count more than any other member. If a tie should occur, a vote by all
active Cruefests will be made where each fest will get one vote. A Cruefest/Motley.com
Representative will act as Secretary of Operations and will vote only if the
first and second votes should end in a tie. Crüefest's are a music benefit
to raise funds for Vince Neil’s Skylar Neil Memorial Fund, Nikki Sixx’s
Running Wild in the Night Foundation, Tommy Lee's Charity of choice St. Jude
Children's Research Hospital and Mick Mars's charity Spondylitis Association
of America!!!! Check it out and get more information. So yet a new site frm
the folks behind the Crue, Vince, Mick and Nikki official ones.
A few new things have been listed today too Vince
neil solo, Tickets, CD`s, and Articles. More will come in a couple of weeks.
Seems like I have lost a good package AGAIN from USA. One sent me a package
holding a lot from Sixx and his right hand tour man. Along with some other
stuff. I think my luck is still outdoing me. My shit continues to kill me
not going my ways. I see it now again even though I was so happy and
thrilled for a new kind of life to test try. Fuck that is really stinky!! I
can not believe the fact that I will not have this package. A lot has come
to me from the USa after this one was sent. I hate this paid a lot of money
for now ... nothing. Again!!! this is the kind of situation that wears me
out completely!! I have got to find something out too about some things and
dreams of mine. I said it before if things dont start going my way I simply
can not keep doing this. It is a waste of too much money and the concerns
and shitty feelings overcome the great and appreciated. That is so not cool.
Once that happens it is time to stop collecting for anyone I think. This
package has such an enormous personal high value that I cant even begin to
tell you all how cool and important it was. I have stopped believing the
package will see my doorstep.
Things are to
too cool with my new job either. The job itself and the frames I live in in
this "new life" is uncool to me and all. I dont know how to say it in
another way! I simply have these thoughts that are not too cool to sit
around with and I feel so god damn obligated to do what I have signed my
name to do. FUCK!! Yeah lif is not the coolest for me right now. I begin to
miss a love in my daily life too. Things were so god damn set a good half a
year ago but slipped through my fingers and I miss it pretty massively now.
The only thing I can think of that can again give me some balance in my
life. Motley .. .well as said they kind of give me a little too many worries
.. more than pleasure these days. And that kind of kills me. I am in a state
of mind where I really have very lill hope and shit these days. SO much los
and such much worry and crap. I ask myself arent I suppose to have a good
time for mor than a week at a time like... ever???
Yeah, I am hurting from the los in all ways these
days and I feel loosing a good friend here too these days. I am not all able
to save shit single handedly!!!
-These are kind of hard times for me and they are
not to enlighten up any time soon. I see it becoming June and July first!!
Fuck...I hoped for FAST better times but with how the everything is going
its gonna take a lot longer than the hoped for 3 months!!! Its nuts. I will
maybe not make it there I cant fully tell yet! It is just a hard shitty
situation that keeps sucking life out of me these days. The fight continues
... talk soon folks, much love in a time of missed company and kind of low
moods. Not easy at all. NO sir.
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14th of February 2007, Tour, Web & Headackes
3:59pm cet
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There are things that are just a little bit hard to
understand sometimes and right now it is the summer of 07 in Europe. It
doesn`t really matter that I do not undertsand it though cause it is a good
thing.
In other news, Neil has confirmed rumors that
MÖTLEY CRÜE will head back to Europe in June for some festival appearances,
which will likely include a stop at the Download festival in England.
According to Neil, the band has written more than a hundred songs for a
proposed new studio album, which is expected to be released sometime in
2008.
I have had more items going back and forth in the
mail so there will in a short time be more on the site perhaos the beginning
of March or something. Most of the Vince neil Cruise stuff has now been
covered too so thats another one down and down with!! Thank god. It is
seriously a time for me with a ton of thinking bout how can I truely find
enough money to even get the shit that is coming out this year. The Tommy
shit solo and Supernova stuff is all very heavy producing. And I try my best
to do all but damn it I have not a single chance to get things. Not as it is
right now with the dream deal and all thats going on. It is insaine. I have
to say there is not much I can do right now. Lol. man It feels so endles.
Truely somehow hoped there would be no tour no this no that this year but my
god guess again will you. This year has been just as huge merch offering
that the last two of touring. A slight hope of getting things covered wth
time is there of course but I don`t know when or nothing. There are too many
things I would like to do and have done but it is not the best of times rigt
now.
My new 2007 situation is so far from wanted and
loved but I will mang in there and just get things done as needed. No way I
am gonna run with my tail between my legs. Na ahh!!! I have this thing now
and I want it won over. I am doing all there is to do and I am seriously
going to give myself this present of covering it up. So yes there should be
a great chance to have things dealt with later on in the year. All I need
right now is to make it through to May first!! Then we will talk about new
chances for new doings. But when you are not fully too happy about the
frames for your daily doings then really what do you have??? Not much right?
I know. It is fucking not too cool. And I would be really sad to have the
slap in the face just from giving up should I have done that. So no way
.....
I hold on here to what I have gotten.
Mick Mars now has an Official MYSPACE Check it out:
http://www.myspace.com/mickmarsofficial
I know that there for a little too long a time have
been people out there that have requested a slight chance in the "this n
that" section .. setting it up a bit differently and also put some texts to
a few of the things there like the Coffmann section. I will have it done I
promise one of the first coming times that the webmaster and myself will
actually sit down together again we will look into it. Sorry for the long
wait. I do see your point!! I will be back woth you shortly. Next diary I
guess will hit this week-end as I have time to get home on private territory
again and relax for a couple of days. Thanks for coming back - much love
folks.
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11th of February 2007, News & Tight Times
9:52AM CET
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I am ones angain home on week-end, back in my apartment. I think and I feel that there is a huge need for these short trips every week since the frames for my awaken life in Roskilde and Copenhagen is extrmely shitty!! I know it is a little different from what I posted about the job and situation a couple of diaries back. Ohh well, I have just kind of seen now how it is with the things around here and there should not be these tight choking frames for me but there are. I miss coming home to my own stuff and all after work as I have a huge need for being surrounded by the frames thats me. These days I am not. How ever there is Heather who is coming over in two weeks so now I can look forward for that. I think there are a few things that are going to be extremely good for me from that vicit. She will make me think a little less about the job, frames for my being and all. Basicly makes me think less about the shitty things some how wish she could make me forget about Motley for a month. But not likely lol.
But nothing is more exciting to me
than that vicit right now and the dream deal going on.
There are ones again new Tommy stuff
out too. His Rock Star Supernova is still touring tonight in Texas and only
a good few handful more and they head towards Australia. Every one that I
respect as fans and collectors of Crue that have attended the concerts of
Supernova says the same thing. It is nothing much and had Tommy not been in
it the lack of interest had been seriously huge. That kind of says a lot
does it not? hell yeah. This is one thing I am not going to be doing. So
yeah, it is wild that they actually do something I do not care for and go
head over heels about. People have asked me about the new Tommy and Nikki
clothing lines when will they be seen on here? The answer is never. I dont
like it for one reason. I am not a clothing fan, and I do not want to spend
a mountain of cash for things that are not really Crue like just cause they
in name have been in over it. I think it is sick how it is with that. The
Sixx clothing line this time around is seriouly expensive and I am not
wanting it. Designer clothes is not for me. I am not a fasion freak and not
with them and their name attached either. So for the first time ever I can
have a NO saying to some things they are in on. These clothing lines and the
Supernova thing are just not me. What so ever. The new Tommy stuff is a
shirt and a poster.
www.tommylee.tv
Aerosmith Concerts Europe 2007:
A few more things have been put up on here like in
the personal section and shirts and Supernova. There will be more added in a
couple of weeks too. And then it is time for me to get thenext payment sent
off too on the dreamdeal. I think I really need this one to get set and all.
Trying to kill it as soon as possible. But I think it is going to be
seriously hard though. So much still to do and still things to look in on
and have set before I am even able to focus fully on the shit that is going
to be dealt with as off now to do my dreams again and all. Ohh yes it is not
fully a walk in the park for me these days. Kind of hard and very much
testing me!! I will be back in full attack on here again for sure. How ever
I do also see a few things worrying me as hell. Corinna has a lot of my
stuff as you all know. She moved ot California some time ago now and I am
slightly worried about some things of mine there. Damn it. Hope nothing will
be ruined and / or lost. She and I have minimum contact these days it is
sick. We used to talk or get online daily now its ....
Alright Iam off from here for now and I am gonna
havea day of full focus on daily doings and crappy things you have to do
when you are alone. Its boring the fucking shit out of me. Man I thought I
would be happy with the new job and more it is just well still kind of a
lame feeling. I am only hoping this is and could be a great thing later on.
Still have trouble with adjusting things I guess. So that could be it.
Peace out fuckers, your personal creep salutes
you!!
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8th of February 2007, Rumors &
Emotions
5:34Pm CET
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So another thursday night has entered my life.
Fuck soon mid February is here and we have like so many things to get
done this weekend too. Its almost insaine. But I am happy that there at
least are shit to do that is not all cooking, cleaning and work. For
fuck sake. I have my goals for the first half of 2007 so I am all aware
of what I have to do on work and all. I will have Heather here for a
good month from the 28th this month and we will do all we can to have a
great time even though I am working. -There will be a cool thing and
time in that I am sure.
I have kind of a rest in the fact that I now have
started the dream deal 07 with the back drop from the USA tour 85 of Alister.
And the front stage curtains tour used logo red girls girls girls 87 monster
huge things too. Damn i a m gonna be pleased holding them one day.. FUCK!!
Veteran producer Bob Rock (METALLICA, MÖTLEY CRÜE,
THE CULT) will be inducted into the Canadian Music Hall of Fame during the
2007 Canadian Juno Awards, which will be broadcast on Sunday, April 1 on CTV
from the Credit Union Centre in Saskatoon, SK. "It is an honor to join great
producers like Bob Ezrin, Bruce Fairbairn, Daniel Lanois, Jack Richardson
and David Foster in the Canadian Music Hall of Fame," Rock said in a
statement. "They are all giants of the industry, and to be recognized, means
that I had to have worked with truly great artists. I thank them for their
confidence and inspiration." He is producing and working with THE OFFSPRING
on their next album.
Vince neils son is in as we all know rock n roll
junkies and there is a voting going on ... read all and support him and the
band of his on
www.myspace.com/hotpicksusa
thats right. check it out. Instead of me doing a lot of typing bout it go
visit the page and read more.
Okay so there are a few things you ca actually say
that are of my liking ot have and hold but I have not touched eBay like in a
shit long long time. What the fuck many may say. Well I have not. I think
and find myself quiet loyal to my ongoings right now and there are no way on
earth that I can alou myself to fuck the deal up with the two items that are
a one off offering and all. So Till I get home this weekend. We will see if
the webmaster and I will hook up for a good few minutes. f so we will add
some new shirt arrived and if not we will have to wait i guess..
keep cool you sick fucks. Love you all
Tommy
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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5th of February 2007, I Have It Set
5:37PM CET
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I have now settled the thing with
Heather coming over as you know. I have to say I am quiet
excited about it. She is not the typical Crue fan and that is
somewhat good for me too. People have asked me (very few but
still) will this girl make your collecting ways change?? Here
seems to be the answer to that one. "NO!!!" She will not stand
in my ways even though she one time did say - maybe Tommy you
are ready to change some things and maybe you are ready for more
or new ways or new things that you have not had the will to let
in before?? That could be possible. I would not know!!! Simly
cause what ever it may be have not yet been tried out by me. And
further more I still DO have the passion for the Crued dudes so
I am not gonna change it aroud just like that .... guess many of
you already kind of knew that right?? But there is no doubt that
I will have a good girl here in support in everyway there is and
could be. So trust me I wanna do the best possible thing there
is with any true girl. But to the ones that have asked me .. no
there is not an ending in sight when it comes to my personal
collecting so the site and all continues.
Some more new thing are in the mail so
as soon as I get that here I will have it on too. There has been
the start of the payments as written in here on my so caleld
dream deal on the old backdrop and curtains. There will be some
more smalelr pieces from past tours but Crue members used
material so again the "Personal" section is gonna be growing
quiet some after all this summer it seems. I love it and I am
proud to say that I am able to have such a collection!!! Its
shit great!! I love it morethan I can possibly say on here.
More news later for me this year. But
hey, I have o kind of wait till we get way into the summer. I
have to try to make sure that this new job of mine will be with
me longest possible. I can already now say it is a fairly simple
job to do but it is also a so not Tommy job. I dont feel for it
really . but itts needed and to be honest I need to get a little
list of questions answered for myself to make right moves and
all. I so need it to find ultimate peace in my life. You have no
idea. Ohh boy ... any way now its dinner time here for me and I
will more or less only realx and watch TV tonight here in
Roskilde and tomorrow they have promised cold and snow again. So
the whole idea of this new life of mine and calm waters on my
Motley life is kind of not too exciting.. to my frineds and all
visitors on here .... much love - fuck the non believers!!!!
Your personal bastard..
Mcrueloyalty.dk
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4th of February 2007, A Thousand
Thoughts
6:53PM CET
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It is a new week, after the first week of
the new life, in my old life and it is kind of a weird feeling
having to do all kinds of new things in a new and extremely
different kind of scedual than from what I am being used to. I guess
I am going to take a few weeks to adjust this and myself really.
Anyway the new life, job and address in the weekdays are kind of
going to be really weird for me for a long period of time. I have
nothing but a madress and a back pack where I am at for the next
long, long, long time from now on. So in its own wicked ways there
are plenty of things to think about that could and should involve
summer time and there after. I am going to have a visit in 3 weeks
or 24 days to be exact. From the USA Heather Walker is going to be
here for some time. That is kind of a weird new feeling but it will
be a lot of fun. Hopefully. She is coming here at the end of this
month. Last night I was informed bout the ticket being set up and
all. So yeah, we will absolutely have a regular Danish every day
life to show her. She is a Motley fan but nothing more I mean when
it comes to the Crue. She is not having like a huge thing for them
or anything. Not collecting them nor buying an ass load of things
and all. Kind of a nice feeling I guess. No competitions there in
any form or way lol, lol.
I took a ride home this first weekend off
from my new job and all. I think there was a cool feeling about
going home. I needed that some how. The new surroundings are not
attractive at all to me but I deal with it and have a line of things
that are kind of making me okay with it in the end. Like the fact
that my man Mr. H. holding some past tour things that I want in the
States has seen its first payment to it. As I post this the first
payment is as a money order going to him. I feel really cool abot
that fact. I have to make it. I have to just really be able to get
that thing home safely. It is hard as fuck but that is the main
reason for me to even have taken this job to begin with. I have to
say I am not quiet surprised about the ways I see this. Not quiet
surprised about the feelings I am sitting with towards this deal now
started. I think I am going to be a lot more willing to work since I
know what I will get for it. Big pay checks? Nope. Fuck that. I am
getting money yes, but money to cover a ones in a life time offer,
an offer that I would not ever get over if I did not take it. And
guess what I am At least I have started trying with the first
payment to it already. What a close call that that too would not
have been happening for me. So many details and convincing talks and
shit to go through before I would have the bog last word brothers.
So in its own weird ways yes I may now
really happy about that one. Here is another thing that is kind of
painful being a massive collector. New Tommy stuff again. New Tommy
glasses and shirts from off his site.
www.tommylee.tv
Yeah, it is all crazy now. And hell he has that clothing line as
well as Sixx has and them two I have promised myself I will not
touch. Also now Tommy is said to get his own perfume line. What the
fuck ….. how much are we going to be concerned about financially
lol? I think it is shit hard to get around and just grabbing all
there is and not only because its highly priced some of it but
because there are so much of it. It is kind of a hopeless situation.
I tell you all out there to even just TRY to cover all there is on
the four is more than a hopeless thing. It is just not possible to
do it. You kind of always have to choose and pick whats wanted the
most. And that I myself have a really hard time doing. Cause what I
want the most is … everything that I do not have. You see there is a
way of getting a lot but the price and not only in dollars is huge.
Sometimes it is for one like myself a high priced thing that really
takes a big bite into your health, well being and more. It is just
really an un-cool thing that can be asked of me to get to own some
itmes really wanted.
I think this weekend at home by my stuff,
by my belongings has been giving m sort of new blood and fresh view
on it all. I have been working like a donkey on the site all Friday
night and full time Saturday too. I think a good. Have added new
shit to the Vince Neil solo pages, Tommy Lee solo pages, Crue
passes, Articles, Magazines, tickets, CDs, DVDs, This N That and
more. Still some shirts laying there waiting to be taken shots off
and added too. Ohh yes, there are still a lot of things to
be looked into. But a good 100 new pictures and items have been
added to the site yesterday and are now there for your viewing
pleasure. It is so not going to be the last adding for some time. I
am going to be home again next Saturday and then I am going to have
shirts and stuff on there too. A full time work out on the site (s)
There will be more from Jesse too any day. He is still working kind
of on his time frames for a few new diary postings and all. Some
wants his Supernova concert experience as well as I do. And I tell
you guys, he will do one. He promised me this much lol. Love out
Jesse. As he builds up the crazy Motley museum with the load of
personal past belongings of items stored at his place is just over
the top. I love it. I need to be a better guy to myself and to him
in some ways I think. I am so hoping for some great share with
Jesse He is shit cool about things and I get along with him like
nothing else I can possibly think of. I think there are things in my
Motley life that are not meant to be shared with most people but
Jesse is one of the very few counted, that holds my wants and
willingness to do just that with no limits at all. To share.
Tommy is right now still out there doing
his Supernova thing and I am not one bit tired of not doing that. I
have been giving the CD a spin again and there is not really
anything part from the fact that the drummer in the band is 25% of
my daily passion. But part from that I could not give a ratt`s ass
about it. I think maybe the new stuff on Vince Neil could be fairly
good – his next solo album to come that is. I hope it does not get
pushed round no more. He is now where he needs to have that one out
I think. He needs to have the solo album finished. There is a March
tour coming up for him and that is way sooner than I care to think
about. You see I have a line of things that are just not feeling
right if they gets pushed much further so yeah, that solo release is
absolutely one of them things for sure. Need the CD to be finished
and available to us all. There are more kind of much more to be
released for us collectors from them all. This yeah I mean. And that
is kind of painful enough to know about. Shit I really hope there
will be a nice touch to how things will work out for me in the long
run. I have been so amazingly good with trying to cover all there
have been released so far since that magical day late 2004 in
Hollywood. Fuck. Not much missed at all of official released items.
And I kind of need for that to be a continued thing till the end of
their next and more than likely last world tour and all.
Next on the websites here we are going to
try to better the info on the items that needs it. Like stuff on the
“This N That” pages or something. Trying to feed you with a little
text under the items that some of you have had doubts about what
is. Thank for the feedback. That makes it possible for me to better
every little thing there is on here and that is kind of super cool.
Appreciate that a lot. Critism is the best useful feedback you can
possible have coming in your life. Okay I am almost at the stop
where I need to get off this train and on another for 4 hours. SO
Ill pack this away now and then continue on the next!!! Till then
……. Rock it dude….
Okay on the next train out. Leaving Aarhus
now, heading towards Roskilde. I am not really too calm about my
seat here. I did not buy a seat ticket so I can be asked to leave
any time. Not cool .I just forgot to get one. Anyway I am here now
and I am only in need of being left alone for the next three hours.
And I will be fine. It is for sure a huge help if I could sit here
and not really have too much shit going on. We will see how it all
turns out. Right!!! Yesterday Saturday we got our ESP tickets for
the concert at “The Rock” the rock club in the heat of Copenhagen. I
am pretty sure that’s going to be a great one. It was the last time
the boys were there. Will get to meet a few good friends there too.
Now when I say “we “ got tickets then I mean me, my brother and this
Heather of USA. That’s right. We are all going and its March
16th. Looking forward to that one. It will be cool. Another night
with Mr. John Corabi and ex-KISS men. I like it. No interviews and
nothing. I love to do what I do on that front but yeah…. This time I
will be there for the viewing pleasure only. Kind of nice. Motley
Crue had this dude over a decade ago and I loved it. I miss another
follow up with Corabi on the mic stand. That will for surer never
happen ever again. It is fine though. When it all comes down we al
want the original members of any band we love so much. So now it is
time for us to do a new evening with Corabi in Copenhagen and it
will be sweet. I love it. There have been a line of items up on eBay
that has also ended and that I did not do anything about. Not
because I never wanted to. But because I right now try to focus
solidly only have thr deeama deal in my head. We stopped again …
need to shot this off in case we have seat trouble …okay seems like
I survived this one too. Never again will I do this travelling
without a seat ticket. No way nahh ahhh….
Let me throw in a reminder here of the SHOP
page on here. Have you guys checked out the drumheads up for grabs (
without signatures though) – a true copy of the past tour floor drum
heads. If you truly are a massive collector you should save money up
and get these. They are fucking amazing. Check em all out. Or maybe
you want some other costume thing jackets, helmets, bike, car or
other cool doings to a loved piece of yours. I know I will but right
now I have to have the things dealt wit hand leared first that I
have started. I miss Corinna and my shared adventures and it is with
great pleasure that I think back on the many trips we shared over
the years of 2005 and 2006. More than likely there will not be any
this year. I fucking don’t even know if I will have any vacations at
all. Ohh yeah, there are so going to be troubled minds as I see and
hear things to come that I can not attend. It will be like somebody
is stabbing me. Not cool at all. Fuck, but I will use energy and
worry when those times comes later. Right now I have other things to
focus on.
Should I point out one single thing that
really kind of killed me emotionally this past week since the last
posting on here it would be the fact that Tommy`s old theatre white
dbl bass drum kit ws up on eBay. Obviously it sold. For only 2800
dollars, FUCK!!!!! How ever had I jumped it I would be missing out
the deal going on now. And its not a question of what I wanted the
most. It was a question of whom I promised what. And the seller of
these two items has raised hell to make sure they are going to be
mine. So no letting this guy down one bit. And besides I will be
ass proud as I hold that stuff in my possession and can say now
these collectibles are all mine. Okay here comes Vejle – the next
stop on this travel. Better save again and wait to see if someone
takes my seat here.. I will be back if I avoid that one too. Hang
on…..
Survived that one too. Nice.. now let me
just close this posting of today. I have a good feeling that I will
be having a line of great times in the name of motley in the near
future. There are still a lot of smaller things like constantly
coming in. As said have just added a good 100 pictures over the
week-end and there are still shit on its way here. Oh yes, things
will expand all the time through out the year of 2007. I know its
going to be great. Don’t know what the future holds don’t have a
crystal ball if you will, but I know that I will have a good chance
of getting a few things added that I longed for, for many years. And
this is the ultimate best year to at least try to get some of the
old wants and stuff. Cause next year 2008 will hold new release
world tour and a movie that more than likely will have a line of
things to it too. Plus what ever else they will throw at us all.
Yeah the Motley camp is surely not sleeping. There are so shit loads
of things that are just so hard to even sit and just think about. My
god. This would be the last few lines of wisdom lol this time
around. See you all later in the week, much love – stay Crued, Tx
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29th of January 2007, Strong Emotions
12:38PM CET
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So the last week-end as I know it is soon
over. I am not gonna have more weekends like this for time and time
again. today is an off day relaxing and all. have spent my friday
and Saturday like there were no night to seperate them. Only been
having a total of 5 hours since I got up for work Friday morning.
Now I am here it is Sunday and I am gonna try to have some sort of
relaxing day. Its interview day at 4Pm for e the the German 80s old
school metal SINNER. Mat is gonna call me then at 4 gonna be pretty
cool. I like them. Other than that the site here has been looked at
a little today too as you can see. A few more magazine posters and
shit. Plus the new page in Crue Shop!!! Yeah its all going to be new
times expanded times and more on here. And in my life in generel.
Had an old kind of talk to Corinna my travelling partner of doing in
the name of Motley so that was kind of a flashback on past doings
and all. We both miss the shared travelling and all experience and
more Yeah its sick. Have so many more things to do and wanting to
see. It it is kind of like a never ending journey to do. So want it.
But the year of 2007 has this damn thing attached to it called new
job. Just a job with a whole new set of rules and shit. I can not
begin to tell you how cool it is going to be from a financial side
of things in a few months down the line but it also limits a lot if
doings for me so I guess I am forced to say that I am glad there is
not going to be a tour and all this year. In that sence it all fits
just perfectly.
Today Sunday Supernova is going to be at
the DCU Center, at 50 Foster St, Worchester, MA...for a show
tonight. Guess who will go? No, no, it is not me. But my partner in
crime Jesse is going. I am not jealousd really more curious to hear
what he thinks about it afterwards. I will make him post something
on here tomorrow like his day of thoughts about it pre show, at the
show and after. should be interesting. Guess hen the band is staying
on the east coast for a few days having Regis & Kelly in New York
tomorrow on TV too and then move back in towards the middle of USA.
They get around. And a line of new merchandise is up too. It is
still through Fanfire so ... long delays and crap can be expectd if
you order online. But the new stuff should be at venues too I
guess?? Anyway this is what the new gear looks like ;
Toronto's Lukas Rossi says he can breathe a major sigh of relief now that he's performed the first Rockstar Supernova concert on New Year's Eve in Sin City. "It's just a feeling of accomplishment," the 30-year-old singer told the Toronto Sun in a Canadian newspaper exclusive the night after Rockstar Supernova's North American tour launch at The Joint in the Hard Rock Cafe. "It's good to get it under your belt. It's kind of like, 'Well, we went through all this s--t, we can only go up from here,' you know what I'm saying? I think the band gave it 110%. I think we just brought it as best we could, man. And it's going to get better. This is the first show of the tour, so it's taking baby steps." Rossi, seated on a couch in The Joint's second-floor, candle-lit dressing room of his Rockstar Supernova bandmates -- guitarist Gilby Clarke and bassist Johnny Colt -- sipped on a soda and seemed generally pleased with his opening-night performance, despite some room for improvement. For example, Rossi stopped and restarted the band's show-ending cover of the Rolling Stones' Let's Spend The Night Together because he wanted the crowd's response to be louder. What he didn't realize at the time was that his voice was being drowned out in the mix and the audience couldn't hear him. "There's glitches here and there," Rossi said. "Hills and valleys, man, and we hit a couple of valleys (Sunday) night, but the best thing about falling down is getting up again and you've got to do it really quickly 'cause everyone's just standing there and you know especially (Sunday) night, just drunk as hell and just wanting to rock 'n' roll. All in all, it was just a f---in' blast." Rossi said Rockstar
Supernova, rounded out by his pal Tommy Lee of Motley Crue on drums,
only had about two weeks of rehearsal before the New Year's Eve
launch. The group's next show is Jan. 16 in Hollywood, Fla., so even
more rehearsal time is in the cards before they arrive at Massey
Hall on Jan. 24. The North American tour wraps up at the end of
February with dates following in Australia and rumours of a more
extensive Canadian tour in the spring. Before Rockstar Supernova's
appearance at The Joint, they warmed up with an outdoor, five-song
set that was projected above them on a curved overhead screen known
as the Fremont Street Experience. "S--t, I thought I had a big
forehead in person dude, you should have seen when my head was up on
that s--t," Rossi joked. Otherwise, Rossi said he wasn't nervous
about the first show and that seeing all those Canadian flags waving
back at him from the audience on the floor at The Joint was
reassuring. "So cool," he said. "S--t, man, that's where I was
raised, man. And they came all this way just to support homeboy, and
I'm like, 'F---!' That's like big hugs, you know? Like I went in the
front row and this girl gave me like this big leather bracelet that
had my name engraved on it, like gold-dust, it's amazing, dude." So
really no opening-night case of nerves? "Everyone's just here to
support us," said Rossi, who had plans to head back up to Toronto
after the band's second show at The Joint on Monday night. "I'd be a
fool to be nervous, you know what I mean? I think I came into myself
a few songs into the set 'cause you gotta take a deep breath and
step back and be like, 'F---, okay, we're actually here. We're doing
this now." And once the show was over, he was able to celebrate New
Year's Eve into the wee hours. "I never drink before I go on stage,
ever, I don't party," he said. That, of course, all changed when
Rossi headed up to Lee's hotel room for the afterparty. "It was
f--in' ridiculous," Rossi said with a laugh. "Tommy brought his
f---in' DJ s--t up in his room, we had like a couple hundred people
in there, just nuts. Just off the hook. There was like 13 comped
rooms because they were all complaining and s--t about the noise."
Basically, Lee operated a
video camera that encouraged females in the audience to flash their
breasts, something that's hard to imagine happening at Massey Hall.
"Well, that's up to Uncle T, man," said Rossi with a sly smile. "No,
at Massey Hall, you sit down and s--t. You know what? We're just
going to feel it. I won't allow that if there's children and s--t."
Surprisingly, given the assembled players and their back catalogues,
there were no Motley Crue, Guns N' Roses or Black Crowes covers in
the set list at the tour launch. Rossi said there was some
discussion about that but he was against it. "There was talk about
that but I just don't want to bring the past into the future and I
think the guys agreed on that," he said. "It's open for conversation,
I guess. It's just I don't think we need to do that right now. I
don't think people want to hear that. I mean, sure, there's a lot of
people who do. But the majority, I think, they're interested in
Supernova, the band, not ex-members of (other) bands." Unlike the
Vegas launch, the Massey Hall show will also have three openers all
related to the reality-TV show: Finalist Toby Rand's band Juke
Kartel, finalist Dilana, and judge Dave Navarro's band The Panic
Channel. "We have a sold-out show there, so that's going to be
crazy, man," said Rossi. "Toronto, Canada is where my heart is, man.
Again, I was raised there my whole life and I learned the ups and
downs of life there. Yeah, it'll probably be the most special one.
They're all special to me, but that'll be the most touching, I
guess. I'll be a little nervous. It'll be amazing." The Torontonian,
who at the time of the interview remained estranged from his family,
said he only gets six comped tickets, but is willing to bring more
people into Massey Hall if he has to. "Hey man, they're going to
come in with me -- even if they're just fans walking down the street.
I don't care. I don't give a s--t. You can't put limitations on a
fan's love, man. I don't care. I'll pay for a ticket myself, just to
show some love." --- SETLIST Any one out there
collecting or know of some that collects KISS I hav a few itmes from
a past monster collection ready up for grabs. That was just kind of
like a thught on the side. I know there are gonna be a line of
things the webmaster and myself, are going to work on under the new
to come different frames of timesceduals - but we have a good few
ideas to throw new things together on here as do Jesse and I. It
really is going to be new exciting addings and we are quiet high on
getting them on. More stuff in the mail to me here so the next time
tehre will be an adding to the site of items will more than likely
be at the end of February. I dont see it happening earlier I am
afraid. But diaries and all will be on here like constantly still.
There is still stuff at my two other Crue collection addresses in
the USA that are not added on here just yet. Looks like distances
and more are all whats gonna be the limiter of things to be done
here of cause along with the meanest word known to man - money honey!!
Lol.... Heather, it looks like
there are a few good chances for us to be the couople that really
could survive most. Ever felt you meet someone you really wanna get
things going with then time after time you only get a more and more
complicated situation and it ends? Also tried the oposit? Meeting
someone that then turns out to be everything or close to it that you
have ever hoped for finding in your past!?? This is kind of that
feeling I have these days. It is just a great feeling that kind of
gives me serious cool xtra energy and hope for a better time. I have
a lot of confidence in my hopeles Motley situations right now due to
this one girl. She is an amazing piece of caracter. Just love her
ways and her views and willingness to share, give and take. It is a
fullblooded pleasure for sure. So it kind of goes off on my Motley
creativities and collecting too. Heather for that I thank you. Jesse
you ahve been a beyond cool friend in many ways recently. Thank you
too for the person that you are. I say it agan now on here and in
public, I envy your ass brother. You are a shit cool dude. Dont ever
let anyone tell you any different. later kids, One Love peace out -
Tommy
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27th of January 2007,
12:09PM CET
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I am gonna have a thing about the dream
deal started here too shortly. Next week will see its first of
maybe a good 4 payments or something to get the deal going. I am so
psycked about it and a few out there knows all about it. So
hopefully sometime late April or soemthing the shit will bein Boston
at Jesse´s and he will have the pain in the ass respocibility of
keeping an eye out on all that crap thats there. Looks like there
will be quiet some cool shit there when the last bit of smoke clears
huhh lads??
Vince Neil will be performing the red-hot hits of MÖTLEY CRÜE (including "Kickstart My Heart", "Girls Girls Girls", "Dr. Feelgood" and "Home Sweet Home") with his all-star band featuring Dana Strum (SLAUGHTER, VINNIE VINCENT INVASION) on bass, Jeff Blando (SLAUGHTER) on guitar and Will Hunt (TOMMY LEE, DARK NEW DAY, SKRAPE) on drums. Vince Neil will make two appearances at the Food Network South Beach Wine & Food Festival, February 22-25, 2007. On Sunday, February 25 at 2pm, Neil himself will preside over the bar along with Francesco Lafranconi, founder and director of Southern Wine & Spirits of Nevada's Academy of Spirits in the step by step concoction of everybody's favorite frozen cocktail. Neil will initiate margarita lovers in the art of making the perfect "Rita", blended with his own Tres Rios tequila, the outcome of a dedicated search by Neil for the purest 100% agave nectar, which he found flourishing at the juncture of three rivers in Mexico. Later that afternoon at the Publix Grand Tasting Village, Neil will open the Delta Live Auction tailored to the ultimate Vince Neil fan. Up for bids is one case of signed bottles of Vince Neil's Tres Rios Tequila, two first class tickets on Delta Airlines to Las Vegas, a "sweet" suite at the Hard Rock Hotel & Casino Las Vegas with all accommodations for two, a personal invitation from Vince to have drinks with him in person at the Hard Rock Hotel & Casino Las Vegas, dinner at the RIO at Café Martorano and a Vince Neil personally autographed guitar. Bidding begins online at www.sobeauction.cmarket.com and carries over to the Delta Live Auction on Sunday, February 25. Tasting Neil's perfect Rita is just one opportunity from the compendium of spirit-oriented events at this year's Food Network South Beach Food & Wine Festival. Held at the South Beach Marriott throughout the weekend are four interactive cocktail clinics focusing on creative cocktails, such as an intensive on "muddled" drinks such as caipirinhas and mojitos, a refresher on classic cocktails, and a return to sexy libations perfumed with rose essence. These cocktail clinics sessions are all hands-on, and led by master mixologists Tony Abou-Ganim and Francesco Lafranconi, both winners of cocktail competitions. For a complete listing of events and for ore information, please visit the festival web ite at www.sobewineandfoodfest.com or call 877- 762-3933. Produced by Florida International University and Southern Wine & Spirits of Florida, with the support of the Miami Beach Visitors and Convention Authority, the Food Network South Beach Wine & Food Festival presented by Food & Wine magazine will continue to bring together some of the planet's greatest chefs, winemakers, spirits producers and culinary personalities to entertain patrons in high style and to educate palates with cooking demos and wine seminars. Events include the Moet & Chandon BubbleQ, Wine Spectator's Best of the Best, Wine Spectator Wine Seminars, Burger Bash and the Grand Tasting Village to name just a few.
MÖTLEY CRÜE frontman
Vince Neil has lined up the following solo dates
during the coming months:
There is another new item I like to get my
hands on on eBay these days.
It is hard at times and quiet often that I
have these watches and all. And right about now and a god year
forward its not at all financial ly attractive to stumble into these
damn things. But lets see how it all goes. Here is the auction text
and some pictures "This
is your chance to get a REAL Nikki Sixx Guitar from the "Route of
all Evil" Tour!! This is Nikki's Final "Smasher" Bass Un-Used From
the tour. I honestly hate to part with the guitar...But I'm selling
a few item's from the tour to help purchase a new home. The guitar
has been engraved by nikki's tech for the show but Ended up being an
extra and was given to me. I'm including a set of 3 Nikki Sixx
guitar picks from the tour and a setlist. Good Luck"
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20th of January 2007, B`Days & Crue Actions
1.23PM CET
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Today is kind of a shitty day for me. I
wanna be somewhere else if we talk Motley activities. You see today
the yearly returning event of the NAMM show in Anaheim is having a
couply of our boys there. And I feel like crap not being there. My
Crue partner Corinna I wonder if she even knows she moved there and
lives fucking round the corner now. But is she dont then hell this
is one huge mistake. Then again there may be the minor detail called
work. Fuck I hate normalcy!!! It sucks and limits people like me
from a lot in my wants and at times needs. Motley Crue guitarist
Mick Mars and bassist Nikki Sixx will be at the NAMM show (National
Association of Music Merchants) in Anaheim, California on Saturday,
January 20. Wanted to have been there like yeasterday for shit sure
too cause Paul Stanley of KISS appeared Friday from 12 - 2 PM at the
NAMM Convention in Anaheim, California. He was at the Washburn
Guitar booth to promote his new Paul Stanley guitar series. Gene
Simmons is there today too.
Mick will be appearing at the Marshall
booth from 1 p.m. to 3 p.m. signing autographs for fans.
Nikki will be at the Dean Markley booth from 12:30 p.m. to 1 p.m.,
Basson booth from 1 p.m. to
2 p.m. and the
Also check
this one out - Rock 'n Roll Fantasy Camp!!
Camp starts at 2:00 PM on Thursday February 15th and ends Monday at Midnight February 19th (you can be home for Valentine's Day - Feb. 14th) with no night off throughout the camp. The last camp sold-out in record time ... Reserve your spot now. Full Camp: $9,499 Includes attendance for 5 days and nights at Rock 'n Roll Fantasy Camp in Hollywood, CA from Thursday February 15th, 10+ hours of daily jamming & instruction, 13 meals with campers and celebrity musicians, DVD of camp highlights, welcome bag, travel to and from camp events and Battle of the Bands at the famed House of Blues on the Sunset Strip. Add on Spouse Package: $499 Please register my spouse for Rock 'n Roll Fantasy Camp evening activities including dinners, drinks, and the “Battle of the Bands” at House of Blues on the Sunset Strip. Spouses may attend seminars and dinners with campers. Q: What is the camp? A: It’s a five day camp that begins with you jamming with the Rock Stars immediately in our audition process. You are then grouped into a band led by one of our Rock Star counselors and then you will spend the next five days rehearsing for your performance at the Battle of The Bands at House of Blues on the Sunset Strip. You also have the Mega Stars swinging by to throughout the week to meet each camper and play with each band. Q: Where and When? A: Hollywood California, February 15-19, 2007
Q: What can I expect?
A: Rock n' Roll Fantasy Camp™ highlights include:
Q: Who's going to be there?
Q: How do I get additional tickets to
the Battle of the Bands final show?
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18th of January 2007, Life Has Its Ways - I
Just Eat It Up....
7:44PM CET
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There are ways to change a life. I am not
going to say I am stopping collecting, lol imagine that lol, lol. No
I am in the middle of this change in some ways that are gong to put
things in some sort of new perspective. On many subjects actually.
So I am still really excited about getting things started. I know
things will be hard and I know things will be quiet hard to get used
to the first month will be ass hard. But I have so many cool 2007
things to look forward to its insaine. The last few days have had
some truely remarkable addings to my filthy little life. Next thing
now would be a girl living with me 24-7. It will come. It will this
year i am aiming for some Motley Crue expandings to kind of complete
the full circle of hoped for things since the reunion in 2005. Plus
on a more personal level. I had my biggest dissapointment and lost
all belief in many things the last half of last year. Looked myself
inthe mirror right before new years eve and said to myself. I wanna
have my Ex corinna on chat and webcam on new years eve sharing that
and go into a new year that way as a final sort of thing for me
before I took my first step into the new and "richer" me (on
personality) so yes it was and has so far been a treat for me in
2007. And damn it look at the date it is only fucking the 18th of
the first month in this new year. Thats pretty well awsome. I can
not wait to move on to step two and three and four. My 2007 has many
chapters expandings in my private life as well as in my Motley
collecting. I think there is going to be a smile so wide later in
the year so my face needs a smile lowdown operation. No more
heartacke. No more shitty pain and no more misguided doings in this
boys everyday living. If I dont see a "repaid" passion for my givin
love in all aspects then I just will not share mine. On a Motley
front on that subject its a bit different. I am gonna change things
on that page in my life too but not in a "lay low" kind of way.I
have done all this now and I have promised myself to do most possble
the last few couple of years they are gonna be around for and as a
band. You see I still am loyal by heart not cause it is a habit to
me though it has now been going on 24 years for me. So next year is
my 25th anniversary as a Crue fan and started collector. Aint that
something? Where the hell did them years go? I have gotten a little
more loose in the skin lol, lol, and some summers older but I am
wiser, cuter and a hell of aa lot more serious when it comes to be
listening to my heart and my actions.
MÖTLEY and SUPERNOVA drummer Tommy Lee — who is said to be big martial arts fan — announced the Pride Fighting Championships on Thursday (January 11) at the Hyatt West Hollywood Hotel in West Hollywood, California. Tommy Lee was spotted outside Hyde club in Hollywood last week, signing autographs for fans. Watch footage from Lulop. he was quiet personal with a line of fans and all were quiet excited from what I can understand. To even hear all the stories I hear now and then from this area and knowing in the back of my mind that I could have lived there in the midddle of my pasionate ground is kind of hurting me quiet bad. SUPERNOVA will kick off its North American headlining tour tonight (January 16), with THE PANIC CHANNEL as support. The band, which also features guitarist Gilby Clarke (ex-GUNS N' ROSES), vocalist Lukas Rossi and bassist Johnny Colt (BLACK CROWES, TRAIN), lost ex-METALLICA bassist Jason Newsted after an accident that resulted in a torn anterior labrum in his left shoulder and a rotator cuff and bicep tear in the right. Newsted suffered the injuries while trying to catch a 90-pound bass head that had fallen from atop his amp. The combination of surgery and a lengthy rehab assignment could leave him sidelined for up to nine months.
There will be a few new things getting
added here shortly again then there will go a good few weeks in
between all these addings when it comes to pictures simply
because I am not gonna be in here more than a few times a month
for picture taking. bare with me. The new job as said is gonna
change a lot in my awaken life. But things with me and the
webmaster is simply going to be treated and handled with xtra
care from now on to get as much shared time together for this
site in the future. So no worries there either. I am well into
the fact that another thing may change some things too. The
universe of love is knocking on my front door too. Have had a
"meeting" lol, lol, Already here the first small steps to a
perhaps new love thats gonna give me a lot more energy and
positive wibes towards everythign else in my life has started.
It is seriously a girl that is way beyond any dream from an
emotional fart like myself !! Ths girl can be a lill too much of
a good thing. This is yet a new complicated action on my part.
But I have here a quiet
opposite girl than ever
had in any before. There have been laid everything card on the
table good and bad. Loving and less loving things have been
shared so there can eventually not be any surprises. Never have
I experienced this either. Seems like the 7th heaven has
discovered my ass on planet earth and is trying to help me out.
Making things easy on a new fresh start a little easier. I
highly appreciate it. Love it!! I know people may wonder how
this can possibly have anything to do with my motley life. As
you all know my diary on this site is about things that touches
my Cruecial life only!!! Well here is a clue. I have al llast
fall been hugely dissapointed as you know buut have had nothing
outside my Crue life working my way. Here is something, someone
that maybe can. I tried to build al lthis with a certain someone
else not too long ago but lost everything. So hereis a new
chance a new situation from a little town up north of the USA
called Plentywood,
Montana!There
is nothing much to say or that I wanna say on here thats really
any of anyones business but mine. So I only wanna say that this
sweet little rock n roller also but of couse Crue fan. My pretty
little angel eyes my precious little grudge (the kind one of
these thiings lol lol ) Swear to god in certain ways she looks
like "it". Kind of scary but yet ...ohh well not going there...
my Montana xxx chick is just so out of the ordinary. Other
wise I guess I had not taken her in. But from her should things
go well and hoped for then I gain a new found energy that is
just gonna totally kill all the worries and negative shit that
circles round my Motley life. Just let me get this dream deal
going in March or April and let us see what is next in line for
my Crue life and all other stuff in it. Buut this "discovering
her" and sharing the whats evers been shared ..... life smiles
to me again in a brand new way!! Fuck all none belivers.
Much love to all my dudes and bitches
out there... one love - got it?!!! Your salve to passion Tommy
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16th of January 2007, Two More Weeks Until It`s.... 5:23PM CET
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Yeah thats right fuckers. Only two more
weeks and i should be able to say its all safe and secure. The dream
deal and more. If I get through the next two weeks and they go like
the time has so far in 2007 then it is all safe. I am beyond words
for how I feel about that!! I so want things to go well and I so
NEED it to go well too. I cant think of much else but this one deal
/ offer coming closer and closer. One person out there is my safety
net and I am for life thankful for it trust me. If it should come to
the need of rescue. How ever I think no matter what the dream deal
will come to me with not too many problems. The huge case here and
now is without a doubt the fact of me starting a new job february
first. I will not get paid in over 7 weeks from now on. So I am
gonna be a little lost on the one short payment. but yet i am dead
sure these two items will come to me in April. To all involved and
you know who you are I thank you from my heart.
Speaking of thank you´s. jesse boy you experienced something yesterday that was just a little over the top personal and fresh. I dont know if I have actually thanked you in the right way yet. How ever I would like to take a second here and say thanks for the help the built up new belief in the lost and missed passion of love out there. You told me it was out there all I had to do was try my luck and believe again. My dear soon to be "loyalty" inked brother for life I thank you. I am and will always be here for you no matter what kind of issues you may have dude. Thanks again. Hope you found the latest catch exciting. I guareentee you it is.
"Glitter" I Only Want your Love!!!
Onething is rare in this world that is for
sure. That one thing is nalked honestness and openness and to add
love and bonding to it is almost unreal in these modern times. Life
sometimes has and show its mysterious ways. My start of this new
year has so far been a little better than I dared hope for. Things
will be new for me but there have been hopes about things on a mile
long list from 2006 so many have already now in the 3rd week of 2007
shown colour. I am maybe one of the luckiest sons of bitches walking
planet earth. I am a lucky fuck - thats not even a question. New
life new style new love new belief new job new this new that I
should cry in joy. I have so much energy and so much belief in most
that I do so hey, guess who is smiling. Now I have three things in
my calender that all are over the top in sizes of activities to do
this year ....so far!!! I will succeed. Why? how can I be so sure?
Cause I have my heart in all goals set and I have a list thats
seriously dedicated in activities from my inner guts. So I can not
loose this one. Can I?
My love, my new life is worth the last breaths I have in my body!! I am not gonna deny any on that front. No one could be in need of an angel passing his ways more than I. Recent news - The auction of the signed limited new guitar by Vince neil and Nikki Sixx from Ovation went well it seems and ended at HIGHEST BID: $3,800. The item up for bid: a gorgeous Ovation 1868T, donated in part by B&J Music, with a suggested list price of $1,800! The Motley Crue connection: Nikki Sixx and Vince Neil both autographed the axe! The part that'll make the winner feel really good: 100% of the proceeds will go to the Skylar Neil Memorial Fund, c/o The TJ Martell Foundation (founded by the music industry for leukemia, cancer and AIDS research.) The auction ins and outs:
Ill get back to you guys shortly again. There have been more
added. A few more things This n That, Tommy solo, Articles (Girls 4)
etc.... I am with such good belief and balance these days and I
think I honestly deserved it. I have paid high dues to get to here.
I am not gonna do the bad over again. The road to here has been too
hard. "Glitter" I am nuts about it all and you know more than likely
things are gonna be a new life from now on. Things are just insaine
and almost unreal. let me spend time to adjust myslef to the new
life coming and let me continue to feed my Motley passion and reach
my Cruecial goals. To all that helped and stood by me through the
hard times ... forever ... one love, youre all rare!!!! Yours Tommy
"bear"
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13th of January 2007, Cruecial Cruecial
Cruecial
10:31AM CET
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It is a fine lovely saturday morning here.
I am these days in a great mood. I know why too but I am not going
ot spend a line of space on here about it. I am just in a good mood.
I am carrying around with a ton of cruecial thoughts here. And I
have been following a few things that are simply stunning to have
added to ones personal collection on eBay. things that have now
ended and I did not take a bite of. Why not and what was it you may
ask? Well The "why not" is easy!! I still have that one huge want in
making the old stage probs a reality. That is my biggest hope about
anything thats got to do with Motly Crue as of 2007. I have a line
of things or other things in their name I like to get but I just
cant not for most of this year anywya. It will be a damn hard thing
to pull in this single dream so....the other half "what was it"
well here are a few details just to say it short and to say it let
you see the tuff yourself if you didnt see the or attended the
auction through the internet. There was a poster the first huge
album poster in black and white, there was a lyrics lot of papers
from the Coffmann auction from a few yeras back. There was the first
edition of the Too Fast Lp. Look under each picture here what they
went for. Man thats pretty high. Again I did not bid on these things
as I want this other thing more. It simply is over the top and I can
not afford to let it slip away. You will see a few things going my
way this year I am pretty sure. There are a few goals to make my
life change around for the better in the long run well hopefully!!
And I am starting already. Its life grand? ((This time I feel so)) I
am in a cool mood. Its sometimes a miracle what one can feel ones
things roll like they were supose to. You know what I mean?? Good
thank you. This boy has been happy many times over but have also had
the hardest time and longest down period since September 06, from
dissapointments and emotional hurting but I am now feeling some
extra energy and more and that I tell you its good for me. Give me
another 6 months and I have probably gotten to a point where I am
able to say "welcome to the new Tommy Lee" I have big plans hopes
for this year and all yes. But I am so high set on making every
single one of them true also. Sorry for al lthe rambling. I just
feel good and I wanted to share.... tons of cool Crue ideas too
here.
I have a few things worked on too that I
would like to say end up to my advantage. So they too can get added
to the collection here. I already had had a few things added the
last couple of weeks and now with a vicit as I post this from the
webmaster. This will be the last time for a long time, we can
actually sit side by side and work together. Its gonna be a few
hours with a few more pictures taken and adding them on here as we
sit here. It is also a chance to talk a few things through before I
leave town for Roskilde / Copenhagen you know. yeah we will have a
plan set up for the next few months I am sure. I also have shit
laying in Roskilde that will be brought home to Grenaa next time I
am coming over, home or on vicit what ever the new saying is from
then on. Lol...it is kind of weird. That it is. But yeah I am adding
all the time through out the year too. There will probably be a lot
of things to say and tell as time goes on so dont be strangers. It
is all good and it is all good in time.
Tommylee.tv has these latest three member
kits too had not long ago four so in a short time they have now had
7 new member kits and all should be covered. So in some weeks from
now all that should be received too and you will find it on here
some time. Dont worry it will all go on here. But give it some time
alright. The first four packages is said to be sent yesterday from
US. The latest three from January .But the latest thre as said have
now been covered too and whats included this time as said a few days
ago, these new packages have finally some rather cool stuff in them
compared to the first few packages the
www.tommylee.tv
presented. here you have a taste of what is in the latest
three. Here is my reciet:
I will stop this one
for now to get some time spend on the togetherness and refinings
with the webmaster before time flyers .
later folks.. new stuff has just been added too in the Tommy solo section on the .com site and there are new shirts in the 2005 section, this n that and other minor places. It is a bit weird to have these old things looked through again as they are sort of new addings to the collection. Its nostalgic to have fingers in these things again as they come to me and ready to be handled as new arrivals lol....later folks. Much love, Tx ************************************************** Tuesday damn one third of the first month in the new year is already gone and over with. I have to say it feels like its been a long time since new years. Then again it was 10 days ago so .. well I have a good feeling things will just continue to go fast. Time is really running like I cant even begin to tell you. There are a line of things I like to get through as said already. The new thing of today are my thoughts about the Tommy stuff going on in the Supernova camp and the Tommy solo website of. www.tommylee.tv There are always some various member kits there you can join the site asa member with. I know and I agree with the ones about to say Tommy why dont you just leave it alone if you are so against it. That is not the point here in my typing. You see folks, I think its cool to hear people out on thoughts of happenings in the boys camps and this here about the memberships and all. I think as a world status rock star if you really should do this .. it had been a bit cooler to actually throw some great quality shit together. I think maybe the latest of the kits the so caleld "E" kit thats up for a limited time only now is fairly cool. there have been I think about ten kits since the get go now and they have all had these cheap printer prints adnd discount crap that is for do I dare say non serious teen like people that would not be too serious on the matter. I think itsa sad that its purely a great and cheap way to score some bucks from hundreds of people that joins up. When they really could have gotten some totally over the top merchandise. But as said the latest one the "E" kit is pretty cool. You get a framed liited prnt a shirt and some crap. Thats alright ofr a mmber package. Thanks for this one folks.
******************************************** 8th of January 2007, Its An AC/DC Feel - Life Is ....Isnt It?
10:28PM CET
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Fuckin eyy people ..
hell aint no bad place to be. I tell you.... its not. Its
actually quiet cool. Well if you know what you get in the end. I
am gonna start this new thing called work at the other end of
the country. I am gonna start at 9Am Feb first. So there it
goes. The curtains and the backdrop should be well safe. No one
can possibly kow how cool that feels. The trip through hell is
gonna be a hard long one with night work only no day job no
evening only nights all the fucking time till. Well the end. But
this is what I wanted and to actually have this going on is just
a too cool a thing. I have to get these things to make my
survival of my collecting life. I am gonna have to do this to
make it over all dissapointments of the last say 6 months or
just about. Its been fucked and the loses and emotional crap
have been too much. A little touch too much brother. Do you
think there is a chance for me to get over it and pass a
darkness that will bring me out on the other side and carry on?
Thats my goal and should this go through then hey, I am
optimistic. Fuck yes I am. It is gonna happen. And I am gonna
prove first and foremost to myself that I want this. Thats my
downpayment blues. Right here right now man!!! I am gonna do it
I am gonna deal with it and I am gonna come out on the other
side with a new fresh view on Motley crue and to my living in
generel. I wil llike this. I just have to make the new a new
habit. A daily habit.
So January has so far
givin me what I wanted 2007 to start off with. Thats just a
little too cool for school dudes. I am really pleased just
trying to adjust myself to the new.
I have a few hopes and wants in the next couple of days too. It is hard to do much from now on tll end of February. But we will see how all goes. I am fresh and willing. And trust me I am all about reaching my goals. This one is not up to anyone else but myself to make the best of it. I am really gonna show - myself. Have anyone been hearing about Vince Neil solo tour coming up? I am not going on it as it is soon to come and I have a massive list of work to do before I am even able to get my mind on anything what so ever else. I think I am gonna hope for the tour merch but its gonna be a little hard I think. It has been hard to find the shit he brings to the show if you arent actually attending. But so far there have been a fairly coverage of past tours as you can see on the .com site under "Solo" so yeah I hope to be covering this too some how. I know Supernova is out there too again a tour I am not too cool about but let the boys have fun. Trying to cover his / their shit too. Look also under "solo" to find Supernova stuff and more to come. The new years show I have now seen that on the computer. Man that sucked ass. Hated it. It was so uncool. There is still not a single sign from me to turn around and say heyy T dude this is actually pretty cool. Course it isnt!! It sucks and it has not much quality shit to it. Its a whole lot of nothingness really.
Then Tommy should really do
soemthing else. I think a followup to his Dull CD release could have
been exciting. Guess we got it in a Tommyland release. That wasnt too
bad but nothing major either. Damn it lookes like there is a lot of
trouble for the members to have huge success solo. Doing solo shit still
as members in Crue can pay off. I guess thats just a way of making
people more interested I think. That two part word haunts them for life
. Motley Crue!! hell yeah man thats something they can and will never
fully succeed with an escape from. Would yo not agree? !!! I hope to
have gotten rid of a few things on the site that were also giving us
trouble. Again should shit come up contact the webmaster through
contacts on the site and let her know about whats wrong and she will get
back to you.!!!!
Okay nothing more for now it is
not a large number of news flashes here just these few things and heyyy,
a few new things have been added again.. so.. enjoy!!!
later fuckers!! lee
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5th of January 2007, Holy
Mac What A Day!!
6:08PM CET
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I have a fewthings to say here
toay actually quiet nice. Ready? Lets get rid of all the gossip first
what do you say? On January 1st I got an email about something that went
down in Las Vegas but here is now the official side to a few things...
enjoy!! Its just all knocked up and crazy. I can not really figure out
how I see everything part from the whole fucking hola hoop is a line of
kindergarden stunts and brains of a 5 year old.
Kid Rock's attempt to beat up
Tommy Lee fails:
Kid - who is currently divorcing Pamela Anderson, who was previously married to Tommy - was left fuming after hearing the former Motley Crue drummer and the Baywatch actress had hooked up again. Overtaken by rage, Kid allegedly stormed over to the Hard Rock Hotel in Las Vegas, where Tommy was staying at the time, and started breaking down what he thought was the drummer's door. However, once Kid gained entry he realised he had smashed into the wrong room, as Tommy was staying on a different floor. A source told the New York Post newspaper: "Kid is divorcing Pam Anderson, but he heard Tommy was hooking up with her, and got all riled up. So he went over at 6am with two bodyguards, and began kicking down what he thought was Tommy's door. Only it wasn't, and Kid found himself staring at some poor, startled family. He signed an autograph for them as security arrived, then bolted over to the Paradise strip club." Even though a brawl was avoided, Tommy - who is in Vegas performing with his new band Rock Star: Supernova - is expecting more trouble from Kid. The source added: "Tommy has been calling Kid Rock and taunting him about Pam, and Kid Rock is ready to kick some serious butt."
Rock Like a Fool:
Was it really that strange to see our own Tom Gardner hanging out with Motley Crue's bassist and founding force, Nikki Sixx, this past weekend?
"It was like meeting a long-lost brother," Tom says about the meeting in Colorado at a bash for Aspen Peaks magazine. "We talked seriously at length about his investment goals. The Motley family is finally coming together." Tom was moved by the meeting, and the feeling may have been mutual, as Nikki also singled Tom out in his online diary. One can argue that the Los Angeles-based headbanging quartet and the Virginia-based company that empowers individual investors have little in common. I beg to differ.
Wait a minute, those last few points are actually legitimate connections. It also bears mentioning that Nikki has followed the lead of another famous bass player with a knack for theatrics -- Kiss' Gene Simmons -- in cashing in on his rock-and-roll celebrity to expand into new businesses.Nikki's got a fledgling clothing line going on, as well as a book deal and a charitable campaign to lend a hand to runaway children. Reunion tours are also a hot commodity when the bandmates aren't promoting solo projects.
Anderson Blasts Ex Rock:
PAMELA ANDERSON has launched a thinly disguised attack on her estranged
husband KID ROCK, apparently branding him self-obsessed and "childish".
The former BAYWATCH star was furious to learn Rock tried to get physical
with her other ex TOMMY LEE on New Year's Eve (31DEC06) in Las Vegas
after being taunted by the wild rocker over his split from Anderson.
Writing on her website, the actress insists she is "excited about moving
on" from Rock and finding a new love, rumoured to be actor and former
Hell's Angel CHUCK ZITO. She says, "I need a man with interests outside
of himself, someone with similar beliefs." And apparently alluding to
the Lee incident she adds, "A rock star scorned... it's been a hard
month - completely childish threats. I'm so disappointed. That's why my
friend Chuck Zito has been with me. He's great security." Anderson and
Rock, real name ROBERT RITCHIE, split in November (06) after just four
months of marriage.
Isnt life grand?? So much bull, and many thought the rich and fames
lived a spoiled cool life. Fuck that. I would rather be poor and better
than filthy and shitty!! Okay yesterday was all Copenhagen and Roskilde
for me. This recent talked abut job interview that could be the
solution with a full set guarentee for getting the much wanted and
talked about Motley 87 logo front stage curtains and the alister 85
backdrop is now in place. I got a note today. "
Hej Tommy, Jeg har forsøgt at ringe til
dig uden held så derfor denne mail, da jeg ved at du plejer at svare. Du
gjorde indtryk og vi vil gerne tilbyde dig ansættelse pr. 01.02.07. Med
hjemstation på København Depot, det vil sige på vores depoter om natten.
Ligesom Morten arbejder nu. Du må meget gerne lige ringe til mig. Mvh
Camilla"
I know to most of you out there this makes no sence what so ever. But in short it says Welcome job is yours. Starting Feb. 1st!!! So I am gonna have a far better financial excisting now but also a far harder living as I have to work at the other end of the country and still have my apartment here. I am not gonna be moving at all for some time. I am still open to most of all balls thrown in the air over the last year. How ever that couold all go wrong and should it then well I ahve this!! And that is something I gotta say is my want right now. I need to be pleased here for many reasons but I also need to have a lot of better and more realistic hopes on things that are all non Motley. But surely the Motley doings or should I say buyings are now too . way more open.
I have set goals for 2007 like for the
whole year already in case I am aloud to have things going as hoped for
now with this new message from and about the new work. I am first and
foremost gonna deal with the dream deal in late April and get that out
of the way. that is kind of THE big ine this year. Then after that I
start to grab things one by one. It is a hell of a list I wanna try to
get cleared and I am PROMISING myself as well to get out more get a some
sort of social life going that I have not had in years. I need to get a
life net to the Motleys as I have no love life and no soul mate to share
shit with. I need to gain some new things and expand other than the site
and collection. I dont believe for a second I can take either time or
money away from my collecting thing... but this is a handed opotunity
that can give me new times a new life and shit. I should really grab it.
I miss certain things and certain people in my life but its time ot kind
of aim for something new. Especially with the odds I have received
folks. Bad heart and shit. I ned a bit of everything and I have to learn
to let old dreams go and get over shit that I fought so hard for but
just would not go my way and set new ones. Now this is something that
several times a week get me through the hard times in my Crue fights and
more... its norweigan and its fucking kick ass biker wooden boogie
rock.
I think we have a really great chance
me and myself in most this year but I have to be dead brutally honest
and give things a chance and all. But I do not wanna feel threatend on
my Motley side of life. I am looking forward to everything in an odd way
here this evening. I have an ocean of feelings running about all sorts
ofthings bout Motley tonight too in my head. But another and very true
thing is that I have to be true to myself about finding the new rules
and the new scedual in my living life suitable and adjust my body and
all to whats coming and i will have a good 3 months to prove to myself
and the imployers that I can and want this bad enough!! It can give me a
shit load of limits on activities and in person doings on my life style
but fulfill and bring other sides to life into my life again. And who
the fuck knows maybe this is healty for me maybe I get to watch the
Motley life from another side of the what ever and see things through
different glasses that I may like. The site today has been refined and
gotten some few addings - enjoy.
I forever love rock n roll and
everyhting else is only toppings to my cake. what ever it is ... Rock n
Roll is my main single thing that just so takes it ...... peace out
fuckers, Tommy
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It was a night last night with my liqueur bottle and high volume "Generation Swine" and Paul Stanley. I still catch myself thinking a lot about things. So I also did last night. I have a truely bettering financially should this go my way but the price for a bettering on that field is a suffering from everything else in my life. So you see right now I am ready but a little nervous about the possible new changes around the corner for me. Tomorrow is a full day of train travelling and with the one goal to get through a good job interview and just get it and see how things will go. I need this. There are so silent times in the Crue camp yes but yet not here in Denmark. I have plenty to do and get done and I have to get all down one thing at a time. This here can be that one thing to start things off. yestaerday was the first day as a day opend for shops post services and more. So I have the huge first 2007 bill day laying at my feet. And I realized ones again after things were paid and all I am now sitting with pretty much nothing left for January at all. That is what makes me wanna do what is to be tried out tomorrow. On that interview. I have the dream deal to do in March and I have a few toher things I wanna get going plus I wanna go to the USA two times this year! you see there are simply too many things that costs me too much money to alou me just sitting around no more. Its over with.
As always when I think and I am in
need of answers or sorting out a solution to things I put on my rock n roll
and I try to feel whats moving me. I have a thing inside of me that often
acts form the first thing coming to mind. What ever the problem is I often
do whats thought of first. I call it gut instinct. And I believe this to be
the right one maybe not the easiest solution to things but in the long run
the right one. I just wirk best that way. Thats also what going on right now
with the way I go into actions on the dream deal situation. I need this to
pull through and it will. Trust me!! I have a safety net now as told the
other day for this deal so I will get it. And I am fucking pleased about it
too. I cant wait to get it rolling!
I just cant get around this tiny little bit either here.... I dont know what you people listen to or what kind of concerts you attend. But I recommend a 2 months old thing to be a part of your collection. The rammstein latest cool release "Völkerball". Its out in the editions the huge monster of a release is a 5000 copies wirldwide only. I have that one of course but fuck all editions areawesome. Try it out. Just a little brain fart on my behalf. You want a butt kick this will do it for you. Bück dich ....noch einmal. hell yeah bitches.
January does not have much else that
Tommy´ Supernova touring and Vince neil` boat cruise in the mid of the
month. Now that gives me plenty of time to get my shit together for the next
step, next level. You see I have a few things I gotta have working for me
and I am ready!!! I walked into 2007 with a raised head and more. I need
this year to be a good one in othr ways than motley too. Long boring story
but I do. So it suits me fine that they arent really doing anything this
year. I dont care for seeing Supernova and I know Neil is going on a 07 solo
tour USA from March but that wont happen either. And I am cool eith that
too. I really only wanna work my ass off from now on till June all the xtra
work I can possibly get and all...
More things have found its way to be
mine. I cant tell you how many fans I know that are in the middle of or just
have recently quit collecting. For various reasons. It is quiet a few. I
understand it for many reasons. Some do it as they are sick and tired of the
band. Some was hugely dissapointed and could not get over it after seeing
them at the fall tour. Some just find it to be way too expensive these days.
Others have found other things in life more joyable. I get it all. To a
certain limit. I myself said it too should I not get the dream deal in MArch
/ April then I too have had way too many dissapointments for myself to be
able to find an honets heartfelt way out of this turbulence. And I would
have stopped too. Now I have fairly good cards on my hands to make this one
happen so I refuse to quit on anyhting. A matetr a fact have just gotten a
line of smaller items added to the collection too. Still waiting for it to
come to me though but this weekend to come will have a few visual addings
coming on the site here in the LOOKS section and all. Watch for it. Some off
the things to come also will be shirts, mag covers, articles, presskits,
posters, solo stuff and more. One of the auctions on a pair of Nikki boots
that a friend of mine took and won has been hugely dissapointed in his US
fall concerts so he is dedicating his time to his girl now and is dropping
Crue. He contacted me yesterday and said if I would help him out on his
outhouse he would give me the boots for helping. He has not gotten them yet
though!! They are still in the USA. He here by has a helping hand.
Cool!! Also the 2 limited Vince solo tour shirts of 06 are safe and the 06
book release of studio stories from producers of bandsincl for Tommy solo
projects and Motley Crue.
There have been some trouble with
the site we are told and they are today being fixed by the webmaster. She is
dedicating this whole day to totally build up a new one transfering it all
over to a new one and well... in short it should clear the problems??
Hopefully!! Five weeks to Vince` birthday. What else is to be said?? Nothing
really at this point. A lot of hard weird shit is to be looked at and I
think we will have a good 2007 on here too. Its gonan be alright. Fuck if I
can getthrough everything in my filthy living then you can too. Just set
your mind to it and it will be fine.
later dudes. Love ya all..... *bastard*
Many of you who are oldtime Cruefans and yes, long
time Shout members, know Rockxzombie and his wife SixxxKitten. You will
probably remember that He Has severe heart problems. He has been unable to
work for the past 4 years and has no health insurance. He has been in and
out of the hospital numerous times. A few months ago he started selling off
his collection of Crue memorabilia To Pay Hospital Bills. This week he
listed a very precious piece of his collection for sale on Shout, that was a
signal to those of us who know him that things were getting really bad.
Kenny needs our prayers, well wishes, and
money. If you can help even by just posting a get well message, please
contact Administration,and We will get you the info on how to post your
wishes. To Make a Donation Please Use the Add to Cart Link,You can
Donate Any Amount you Want once you get to Paypal. Please keep both
Linda and Kenny in your prayers, it is a very rough time for the both of
them.
www.motleycruehitsquad.com/rockxzombie/ *********************************************
2nd of January 2007, Jeee Haaaaa & Then
Some FUCK YES!!
12:04AM CET
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Happy fucking new year bastards!! That is one some what great start
on a new year I think!!! You wonder whats going on huhh?? Well Here goes
nothing!! My own personal new years was the most quiet one imaginable.
Not a comma happend. Why? Well I wanted to and needed to hold all cash
for and to the deal that has invaded my mind like the single most
important thing yet !!! The backdrop and curtains offered. I did not
wanna pay a dime on alcohol, fireworks or nothing. And for me to do this
I would equal company with a lame ass bored idiot of a company where
ever I would have been going. You see my new years was a home staying
slow night with TV a book nice minor things and no huge excellent lovely
dinner and party. I had it all expected so I was fine with it. You seeI
REALLY want them items offered no words can describe it. So a long time
I actually spent by the computer with Corinna. Her last days in S.C. We
wished each other happy new year two times. Funny. When we in Denmark
passed 12 o clock and 6 hrrs later as the US did east coast style. So we
had a joyful long talk and I appreciated all there was. No shit, no bad
mouthing, no nothing. Only nice time. Thanks for it. In Vegas there was
one band that were starting their tour called The Rock Star Supernova.
At "the Pit" in Vegas and guess what? It was as I expected no fucking
big deal check this out....
Rock Star Supernova fails to impress out of the block at Las Vegas opening : LAS VEGAS (CP) - The reality TV show is over for Rock Star Supernova. Now there's just the reality of turning a made-for-TV group into a real rock band. And judging from the foursome's opening show New Year's Eve, there's plenty of work left to do. Led by Toronto singer Lukas Rossi, Supernova delivered a wildly uneven show before some 2,000 at The Joint at the Hard Rock Hotel & Casino. Supernova chugged through the show like a car on its last legs, occasionally speeding up only to lose power and fall back. It was one step forward and two back for most of the eighty-minute, 13-song performance that started at 11:20 p.m. after a performance by opening act Luna Halo, a fivesome from Nashville. The band's musical hiccups weren't helped by a sophomoric Girls Gone Wild mentality throughout the show, with drummer Tommy Lee digging into the Motley Crue vault for the "titty-cam" to encourage women in the audience to bare their breasts for the big screen. No stranger to using a camcorder, Lee should know better.
And any style points the band received for using a four-woman string
section for three songs were lost by the decision to have two dancers in
lingerie, denim chaps and boots gyrate on several others. All that was
missing was the pole, but it's early days on tour. Rossi was welcomed by
a vocal Canadian contingent, with Maple Leaf flags and at least one
Leafs jersey with the name Rossi stitched on the back. All of them must
have cringed when guitarist Gilby Clarke introduced Rossi "from the
great state of Toronto, Canada." Wearing black pants and T-shirt, a
white jacket and bushels of bling, Rossi was a bundle of energy bouncing
across stage, contorting his body like an escape artist as he sang.
There were rock star poses galore, but his character didn't shine
through. Maybe it was his trademark war paint. His heavy eye makeup made
it look from a distance like he was wearing a Lone Ranger mask. Combine
that with the sweat pouring down his face and the big video screens on
either side of the stage made it look like he had greased up to swim the
English Channel. Not helping matters was the fact that his stage banter
was all but inaudible, although he clearly dropped plenty of F-bombs.
Still, Rossi had more conviction opening night than fellow Canadian J.D.
Fortune did on his debut after winning the Rock Star INXS contest.
Fortune babbled between songs and seemed unsure of what he should be
doing. Fortune, however, was saved by INXS' extensive catalogue of hits,
something Supernova lacks. Rossi won the televised audition to front the
band featuring Lee, former Guns N' Roses guitarist Clarke, and Metallica
bassist Jason Newsted, although Newsted has had to temporarily give way
to Black Crowes bassist Johnny Colt after injuring himself trying to
catch a falling 90-pound piece of equipment.
Not too great right? Yeah, well I have kind of been saying this all along. Fuck this project. Its uncool and it is kind of going nowhere fast! For a TV reality shit show its cool. Fun to watch but other than that I dont really think much of it. I give it this year out and if extremely lucky .. a second CD release. Dont believe in that though!! Anyway back to where I started; I am going for this job interview for a shit ass job this coming Thursday ad I think I get it. Cant see why not. So I will then be working with it for a long time and raise that money to do and to get for sure. Smiling. I have today also gotten a sort of safety net so I will fucking get the dream deal. Hell yeah mutha fuckers. What a splended cool year to move in on eyy? Fucking yeah!! I fee lsuddently so way, way, way, more relaxed. Trying not to be a bitch about it. Love the shit. I cant even tell you. Well I am not gonna pretend all is in place course my life has it with things getting changed around the last minute to a bad change too even. But I believe this will go as wanted. No fuss no bull no shit. I will get back to you Friday with more news on the situation and hopefully a bit happier face. Also a few more new scannings of items arrived. Its all going to be good. I promise. More great news through out a new year wait and see. Welcome to another starting chapter in the life of the extreme. Love you all... |
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