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30th Of Decemer 2008, End Of Another Year
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You have seen the end of the worst Crue year in my excistence. Thats right not much has been cool what so ever and I have no new words to cover the balance of how inner feelings and diassapointments and hurt from what has gone down over the last 6 months. It is truely a nightmare for any to go through like this. You have no idea how bad it has been. Well part from getting an idea from the diaries reading material. But I can honestly say it is way, way, way from what it feels to be sitting with emotionally. I have no clue to how I will ever get fully ever it. But I fight on. I am still loyal and honest to myself about how this and what this means to me. I ones again send a salute a final greeting and all to the one that has been looked at a life long friend and all. Corinna in the San Diego eara in the US. Now she is like not excisting at all. Her choice but its with a continued sadness that I send her my happy new years greetings and wishing her the best for her future.

I am now ready for a new year, well as ready as I can possibly be. I will have a ton of things that is going to be the plans for the first 4 to 5 months for 2009. You see there are a lot of greats that can actually really become some neat somethings for me. Tommy Lee`s Motley collectible life is absolutely going to be a new testing way for continueing this. Nothing is really going to have something thats dead certain to it when it comes to positive guarentees in my actions. But I am willing to try and hope for the best. To you all thanks for all you have done and given me in supoort and verbal beatings over the last 12 months. See you on the other side. I am ready - are you? Happy new year folks. Be careful tomorrow. Dont be foolish.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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25th Of December 2008, Xmas Over & Moving On
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Thursday - Merry christmas to all that has it today, to all others who had it last night I hope you all got what you wanted for the day? I think my own was so and so emotional yet as preferred this year. I was alone this year on christmas obviously that was not deep down preferred but to make a long story short it was self chosen and I got a lot out of it really. I was cleaning a ton of shit out and doing house work like litterally massive yesterday. Going through a ton of Crue boxes and all there really was to do was to figure out where the hell a lot of the missed stuff has gone. Some was easier found than others ... some still missing. But then again I have not had all the boxes turned upside down. It requires another home visit or two to have it all sorted. But so far so good. I am gonna have to start with what I have here.

Other than this I have now the last week of the year to look forward to whis h is holding the last weekend here in my apartment in Grenaa and its a pleasure. I needed the rest and the break from ALL active doings. And that I have givin myself. I am happy to say I have won the years last battle. Sit tight and actually say no to all doings at both jobs. Radio and the train company!!! It feels weird yet wonderful for the fact of - my body being sore as you cant even begin to imagine. How ever I will regain strength from this and have things going the best way possible. Ready for the remaning three days of the year where I again from Monday (obviously) will retur nto work and gret the new and hopefully great year to a rise!!!! I was gonna do a minor eBay bidding but the shit froze and I missed out. It was only a flyer or folder if you will. But bottom line I wanted it and did not get it. Guess I just can not win it all huhh? But there are also plenty to get worked on in the next short period of time. Something way more interesting just wait and see. I have a lot to do for the site in January. I seriously hope things will go like they are meant to do or I will for shit sure be f u c k e d massively in a way I would not like for the future. And then ohh boy do not even want to even think about that one.

A lot of things as mentioned in these diaries in December are to be looked into and dealt with in the near future and hopefully that will make this site even more attractive. We have so many ideas would perhaps be the rightfully chosen word here. Still creating massive brain storming here on the bigger idea of what could could see the light of day 2009. I like to have something made out on the very hush hush thing to see it working or .. not working. So we have to kind of letting it all unfold by itself and then make a decition to well a let it grow or kill and forget. In five more weeks the 29 dates winter tour of the USA will start hopefully and as soon as possible there after I will have the complete merch line from that tour on here as well. I beg and pray for it to go right. We will see. I have one more diary to do here this year and I will try to grasp time for it to be typed off on Tuesday!!!

Othe

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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21st Of december 2008, santa Season & Blessed Endings
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Sunday - yeah diaries through out he year 2008 has often started out like that. Sunday....well it is again and I have my lasty working night today. I am beat. Not tired as in sleepy but my body is sore as shit and i can not get down to get things soften up inside. I am truely worn out. I need and I think I deserve my Cruecial holidays now. I am going to kill a ton of hours going through the Motley boxes. I have a lot of new doings and deals to sort in the first good half of 2009. But that requires a ton of boxes go through lol to set them straight. A long story but heyy it is all worth it. More than I can say. It is still a sweet very turbulent livng for me. It has changed a shit load in 2008 and it has had its ups with tears and blitztering joy along with sad tears and torn hearts. I learn lessons about my loyalty my heart my life and my limits every year doing this. I learn about people and their ways words promises and choices all the time. There are three days to go to the European christmas day and then another week till we for ever and ever put 2008 in a box and turn it from reality to memories. Let me right now just say thanks to all for an extreme support of this site. In a few weeks weare going in to our 5th year with this one. I can hardly believe it myself. Also heyy... guys girls friends and family - have a MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A JOYFULL HOLIDAY see you ll soon again

A thing that for some time now has been thought through quiet a greta deal and been on the possible do and future crue item add list the magic days of well... in manys minds that knows the man on a deeper level. Mr SIXX was aving a guardian angel some years bakc that is said to have been the soul reason for getting through things and still be alive and here today sharng an amazing thing and new release 2008 with us all. Her name Donna D. and her blue wedding dress form the big day of both their lives were for a reason up for grabs. I was unable to even think about it the first couple off months i heard about his. And to make your reading for today on here a bit shorter all i can say is that it is now gonna be added to the personal collection of mine in the early stages of 2009. In time people a perhaps new revolutionary Cruye thing is gonna be laid out there to you all from Mcrueloyalty.... sit tight and enjoy the christmas holidays..... much love...

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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18th Of December 2008, Updated Pages
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Thursday yes indeed. I sit right now in the Northern Denmark visiting the webmaster and we are talking about the next possible big news. We are talking about the current status of the site and have added some stuff too in different kind of sections. Sixx AM, Tommy`Never A Dull, Crue CDs, Articles, Laminates, Picks, Mag Posters, Posters, and more stuff. You can see it all and where to go and more in the top rolling news line on the front page. Other than this there are stuff on the table as said - can not really say much just yet about anything but if this comes through it can actually be really interesting for all fans and collectors of the band. There is a chance that only the diary section will be touched from now on till we are turning the page and writing 2009. We all have a good long list to get through in the holidays so this may very well be the last added activity this year. I will ofcause let you as its time for the season greetings to be spread from here. Hopefully you are all ready for the holidays by now? Dont stress out or nothing.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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14th Of Decemebr 2008, Tough Times Again.....
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Sunday and still in lack of energy. Man it is a stinky feeling. I have a ton of things in the calender and a lot of shit on my want list but I need to get well to look in to it. I have fullfilled my overtime at work. Elleven days with no days off. So I am beat the last 4 to 5 days was attended with an illness. I still say it was worth it. I have ot get shit killed and looked into the first three months of 2009 to be on top of things that I have to get cleared and want to get done.
Yeah I think a lot has gone bad like for whom and what I am REALLY bad. It was so bad and has been so damn rough. Hell even my relationship has been a little rusty and that is god dman brand new still. I miss a lot ofcause and I have lost a lot recently important stuff and i am now really paying for it. Funny how things unfold. One thing at least is still active it seems. Vince Neil has his Poker tournament in Vegas 2009 January. Not going but I pray my buddy working with it is gonna help me out this time too with the stuff that are available from the now 4th anniversary of this thing.

VINCE NEIL AND THE ADULT INDUSTRY'S HOTTEST STARS SHUFFLE UP AND DEAL FOR A GREAT CAUSE - Las Vegas, NV - The Hard Rock Hotel & Casino Las Vegas will host Vince Neil's 4th Annual Off The Strip Poker Tournament inside The poker room on Saturday, January 17, 2009. Celebrities, Poker Pros and Las Vegas' hottest dancers will join Vince Neil for a wildly entertaining No-Limit Texas Hold 'Em Poker Tournament, benefiting The Skylar Neil Foundation, an organization which has raised millions to support innovative cancer, leukemia, and AIDS research. Seating for the tournament is limited to the first 150 entrants. The tournament buy-in is 500 dollars plus a 50 dollar registration fee. Re-buys and an add-on will be offered during play. Players will vie for a guaranteed cash prize pool of 50,000 dollars and payouts will be made to the final table of ten.

Participants and members of the public are invited to visit Hard Rock Hotel & Casino's new 'Poker Lounge' throughout the day to bid on an amazing collection of unique memorabilia from the worlds of music, sports and entertainment, up for silent auction. Beginning at 3:00pm, Vince will join adult film superstars, Poker greats and Hollywood celebrities for our cocktail welcome reception. Tournament play will then commence at 4:00pm.

Following the tournament, go 'back stage' with Vince and others at the VIP After Party in Hard Rock Hotel & Casino's Wasted Space. Bid on one of a kind items at the live auction including some of Vince's personal gear and memorabilia. Access to the VIP After Party requires a donation to The Skylar Neil Foundation of 100 dollars(for non-tournament players) and space is limited. All proceeds from the poker tournament and charity auctions will benefit The Skylar Neil Foundation, established in 1995 by Vince to honor his daughter Skylar who passed away from cancer.

Tournament pre-registration is strongly encouraged and VIP After Party reservations are required. Visit http://poker.skylarneil.org for more information, or contact a Hard Rock Casino Host at 702-693-5000. For sponsorship opportunities, contact Alan Koenig at 615-255-9000 or Chuck Milan at 310-450-6895. AFSNIT

Thursday will have a new lot of added stuff on here. And it is going to be the last 2008 I think. Sang my good American buddy is still making awsome unexpeced moves. I am so very suprised that these kind of people can still be excisting. Hot damn. Thanks for al lyou have done am doing and will do brother. You should have been in my life a long fucking time ago. Shit. Well better late than never. I still do not know if I want to do the N.Y. gig in March or save the most of my over time money and do my Euro summer oturing more massive and jump on more collectibles or what. I have a lot still to be killed financially thats gotten nothing to do with Crue too so there are plenty to do and take from. But yeah no secret that I seriously need something plantedi n my calender of doings soon.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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11th Of December 2008, The SIXXster made The Big 5 0
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It got to the day where it actually happend. Mr. Nikki Sixx got to see the big 5 0.
damn I rememebr the good great old Theatre days .. man where the fuck did the decades go? I am truely amazed about this. I have looked back in mind on the years going going .... gone. You see there are so many things in my memos that are all of a sudden weird to think about if you think time and years. I mean it is a so weird to be thinking about - damn the man is 50. I know Mick has been there for some years .. but somehow when its them other three I am just amazed and I think time has a different kind of meaning when it comes to the Crue boys. Damn Vince is 48 in a couple of months. Ohh well I guess we all grow older but still smiling ... if we deserve it. Mr. sixx congrats on behalf of the staff at Mcrueloyalty we wish you a happy birthday which I am sure you will have. Considering the shit you have chances for. It will be a perfect day for ya I am sure. Congrats... looking forward to the next 50.....

What better way to make sure fans get what they want, than by letting them decide the 2nd single to be released off Saints Of Los Angeles? That’s right Crüe fans, we want you to vote for the song that's the most worthy, "Chicks = Trouble" or "White Trash Circus". It’s your call, so vote today! Personally I would love to see a different track from the CD but my choice from these two would have to be the Circus track. Fucnny the first time I was listening to the CD the Chicks track was the one that I liked the least. Now the choice is ours .The fans will choose the next song for a single. You look in to it there and vote. Next single from an album that has blessed the boys with a nomination for best rock release this year at the February 2009 Hollywood American Music Awards. Lets see if that could be another late birthday gift for Sixx and a cool one for Vince. Lol. Enjoy the spinnings of Crue music in all of your homes to cellebrate the man ... later boys and girl ... ones again happy birthday Sixx.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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9th Of decemebr 2008, New Dreams Fresh Set Goal
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A ton of things are going on as thoughts and ideas but most certainly also as rock hard fatcs of activites. Jezz, I do not even know where to begin. But let me put one really new thought to the plate here. I have an extremely appreciated cool dude in California that I diod not even think could excist. I do not mean him as a person but more his kind. His kind of personality is really exceptional. his name is Sang. Not sice my old days travelling partner in Corinna have I "met" such a cool person. Nothing in words would even get close to cover what positive thoughts and respect I have for this person. Part from my buddy Greg also near Hollywood and L.A. There are some ideas about the much wanted "Motley Museum". I have as some of you know wanted to start one for many years. But still not done it for three reasons, missed partner to do it. The locations and the finances. And last but not least I dont feel fully ready for it with my collectibles.

The cool idea now about my old thought and dream was to try to set it up as a "Motley Online Museum"... the details ofcasue I can not share with you here for a line of reasons. What has also come to ear of a rather more sad fact is that The Body Shop, the seedy old titty bar on the Sunset Strip where Motley Crue filmed their cinematic classic, "Girls, Girls, Girls," went up in flames this morning. More than a dozen fire trucks responded to the emergency. Fortunately, for the sake of rock history, the fire was quickly contained, damaging only the attic and roof. This is no joke: Tommy Lee just told the S.S. that after hearing the news today, he e-mailed his bandmates: "LET'S PUT OUR ZIPPERS AT HALF MAST!" I do not know how much of all the original shit that holds Crue history is now long gone. But you cna now add this place too. What a drag what a shame. Been passing that stinky place a gazillion times. It is quiet simply sad to know all these places are gone. Or damaged. You can see a lot of pictures of the recent views on what it looks like today where somthing that was Crue historic in the "meet n greet" section.

I am still also not quiet sure if the only show i would perhaps be able to go to on the january and February tour namely New york would be attended. I have a lot of things to sort out and catch up on but I am still not fully ruling it out. fiding this fresh NY cap photo on the net I have to say I feel the lust for going. I will have to see whats gonna happen really. But the last 5 and a half months downfall has this time like never before really killed a lot of what good for me. my girl is not in her most pleasant corner about this either. For the reasons of me being a bit isolated with it cause I am in need of solving and erase all bad to move on. You have no idea how acared I have become from what has happend in my Crue life this Summer, fall and early winter. I myself am really looking forward to the outcome of the talk I am going to have with me webmaster and then from there on the outcome of what I worl so solidly on right now. I will simply have to let the las t coupple of weeks pass by and head in to the new 2009 with a fresh head up high attitude. Noting is going to come back and nothing is going ot change the already done and damaged so I might as well get the best out of what I have already.

There have been a line of greats on eBay too that I have not gotten to touch. I have had a list from here to basta huhaa ofthings I would have loved to get and to do that I have not even touched all these months. I have how ever gotten some cool new people in my life and they are to be handled, shared and looked upon with all the great stuff they hold and they can feed me with....I am looking rally forward to this - Till next time....

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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3rd Of Decemebr 2008 Fuck Vince Thats NOT Cool
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Here we go again. For god knows what time Neil has canceleld the European tour it seems. Got the news at 8:30 this morning and contacted the promoters in Stockholmand Oslo non of them had known anything about this. They both claim they have gotten no news what so ever abotu it from the management. Well the "official first notice sounded like this; MOTLEY CRUE frontman VINCE NEIL has cancelled his European tour just a day before the shows were due to kick off. The rocker was due to kick off his solo trek on Wednesday (03Dec08) with a gig in Barcelona, Spain. But the concert was scrapped at the last minute, along with two other Spanish dates, reportedly due to a combination of low ticket sales and the recent closure of La Riviera venue in Madrid, where Neil was scheduled to perform on 16 December (08), according to Blabbermouth.net. The star subsequently opted to scrap the rest of the concerts around Europe, including shows in Italy, Germany, Hungary, Russia and the U.K. The news was confirmed in a statement from Fatal Smile, the band due to open for Neil on the European tour.
In a statement, they say, "We're really sorry to inform you that the rumours are true: Vince Neil of Mötley Crüe cancelled his whole European solo tour just one day before the tour should kick off. The official statement for the tour cancellation refers to the rejection of the Spanish promoter for the three scheduled shows in Barcelona, Bilbao and Madrid. For organisational reasons this has affected the whole European tour. The management of Vince Neil thereupon decided to cancel the tour. All involved parties have tried their best to still let the tour happen, even the tour promoter didn't give up until the very last minute!"

I dont really know what to say but this is stinky and a really damn bad moveon the part of the Neil staff. What the fuck. Again we all get sacked cause of something shitty. I guess this is another damn something I will have to think about for a while now. What now? What to do? Nothing. I think it is a time for looking in on something else really. I have to say there are so many things I like to get done that has been hopes and plans all the time. We will see what is gonna happen. I have a hope that December will bring me something nice something positive and that is for sure needed ones again. Tammy of Las Vegas, NV - a new briefly talked to person ... I wanna send her my gratitudes too thanks for all help and understanding about things on a certain thing and maybe a really friendly person I can not say anything bad about so far. Well all my fustrations are out now about this shit so lets see what happens if the cancellation stands later in the week or if its changed again. Its in a week and a half. Stinky damn poop!!!!

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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28th Of November 2008, Getting Sick As A Dog
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Friday!! Yeah it is. But it is also a long , long, lomg day for me. Yesterday afternoon I staretd to get a weird feeling and through out the day I ended up extremely sick. I was over the top bad. Puked, got fever and was shaking like you cant even believe. half the 5 hours long trip I threw up on the train ride from my apartment in Grenaa cross country and to Roskilde where I am now again. I was to be at work last night but after arriving here at 5PM I was picked up by the train station by my baby and had a terrible time. It was straight home ot bed for me. No doings of any sort. Part form running between bed and toilet. I know why all thisis going on. First I thought ohh dear here comes my fall cold. Or a fall flu. But I know what has been going apeshit in my mind the last two weeks. Ever since the day of Crue tickets that got to be released and I knew that with the monster changes I have had in my life the last 6 months I had no chance on earth to be going. On top of that all the newly official products that I am soooo way behind with now I have to say I am really not good with these facts. And it may even sound really bad when I say; this is the single thing or reason if you will for my illness the last two days now. There are no way on earth that I will not be concerned, for as long as I collect I will be just that when ever I am left with hopelesness to something in their name. It can litterally get me sick as shit. You see there are so many great things I need to do and get done. Right now the major one being seeing them live in the January / February tour in the USA will not happen for me.I am so low on everything. I have one single person left that I FULLY trust in the Californian area and he is gonna get me the complete merch 2009 line so I am not gonna go at all. As long as I get it I am fairly okay.

I have already gotten a few emails asking if its right about the white frames around some of the latest items added to sections here and there. Sadly I have to say yes its right. I have major computer trouble so untill I get something done and the old computer works again I have no chance to get these items re-scanned for the right black background sorry about htis. It is not YOUR computers thats fucked up. Sorry for the troubles and concerns you may have had. I have a few more things here now that are waiting to be photo shot and added on the site. A smashed bass, some posters and more. It will all get addded some time December. I think a lot of good stuff can still be coming to me also in doings not only collectibles but the los in my travel partner ended more than half of all I so exclusively wanted to share with that one person only. I have a good first half of 2009 to be looked into in a serious way. Not only on Crue but also trying to see if I can get my ass to a new home some what closer to here sadly. Not a thing I fancy doing at all. I dont really like this place, but its so way more easier and so way more making sence ...next year is a HUGE fucking Crue year and three tours and a DVD solo releasesand tours, and more. Maybe even the movie. I am so not happy with all the no can do`s at this time so I hope to have some pleasant found calmness and a balance that will be a okay for my inner self ones we head into January of the new year 2009.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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23rd Of November 2008, Constant New Ideas
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Come hell or high water I am gonna try to do all there is possibly to do. About the new stuff released I mean. The latest info on the whats being put out there well lets just say the bucks goes fast in this collecting world. There are yet again a line of new late 08 items and its all as always carefully planned to move in on christmas with and more. Things to let the ones that does not hav a shit load of cash to spend to be getting at least something. You see the heavy collectibles are out already the leather vinyl box and the lithographs. The new items released this week are all small stuff and they are ass expensive in its grand total. I am really not too fund of what is happening. Not cause I done think its coo or nothng. But simply because I know I cant afford to cover it all. Its gonna have to be a choice, ass hard work no sleep and no other doings outside Crue for a long, long time. And then on top of this either choose to see them live ones or to go apeshit to try to cover what is available on official merchandise only.

There is in no way or form a chance to do both. I had my guns aimed for the New York show in March but now with all these things going on and the massive list of released itmes I am in a new position where I have to admit I am forced up into a corner with a choice. Live one night or the lot of collectibles. Right this instant it is not too hard of a choice. I would then rather from seeing them that one night only - have things to be pleased about for life than one night and a huge expense than be ass tight on the financials for the 90 minutes show. I know it sounds really wild to read. Me being a die hard collector and then choose not to see them if thats what it all ends with. I have to say lets just see whats gonna happen. Cause right now I can not tell what will happen. The answers to al lwill apear as I see my pay check in one week. Christmas is sacked this year for me too alreay. No gifts no shared somethings no doings in that field. I am solidly giving myself a christmas gift in the name of Crue and then thats gonna have to be it. It will be a long lonely day that is really meant as being with people you love nad share the holidays with. Not me this time. Bottle opener, ornament, throw rug, flask dogtag and more are the new shit released.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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20th Of November 2008,
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Thursday it is a day of big pain in my feet. I feel like I have been running a marathon. Its crazy. How ever I am doing a shit load of work these days to cover my bad adventures and get over the hill of stinky situations. I am having a tubulent time in my head with everything thats going on these days. I think it is a really hard tragic situation to have my feet planted in. You see everythign since summer has changed my Crue life. Everything i trusted and cared about on the American side of life has been pulverised. It exsists no more. I in all honesty thought maybe or rather hoped my ex travelling partner even though we dont see each other no more at least had made a reach out and all to me about the new tour coming. Asking me if I was going. Asking me if she should give a helping hand in getting me the merchandise from it if I did not go ro soemthing. But I have not heard a peep. In short I guess I had too high thoughts about it really. I was told that we would be frineds for ever. Well funny how forever always seem to coem around to you beofer ... way before you actually die. "Forever is a loosen term of speakin solidly as a speaking term for "were all fgood as long as you dont fuck things up and be and do like I like you to". we are in a very selfish set world. No my dear Corinna this last remark was NOT!!!! pointed to your name. Just to keep the record straight. I know how different people read and take written text. Its pretty simple. People read things the way they are currently feeling in their own life. So often aggretion and shit comes to surface. simple things are loved to become huge complicated somethings. I find that kind of sad.

If you think it is an easy task to just sit here and go "man its only a hobby relax and dont make such a fush about it" You see there are so many people out there that keeps asking me a ton of questions but they just do not get the fact I have said for a decade. This is not a hobby for me its my life. And a lot out there has tried to kill most possible for me. So many things I say people either dont like or dont believe. I see it is a hugley hard task to think I can find people that fully wants me as I am in their life. You see I am or seem to be too extreme in this field for them to have room for me. Tine is the single one person that right of now seems to have that acceptance to my name. and my brother. I am tempted to say the webmaster too lol but she doesnt really count as its pure business lol. She is not related not family not girlfriend. So.....

There are so many cool things I am so fucking hopeful to have some of the hugely wanted things covered and won over in December and January. I really need this to be going well. This half year has been a slap in the face that still stings like a muther fucker. I am really not cool with the massive loses. But I am trying to look forward and seeing a possible good in the months to come. I try to have a few things in my personal life out side Motley Crue that is not so heavy on my mind. I kind of need a softer balance to it all. I really need to have a great ending of this year and a solid greta start to the new. Motley is coming to Europe next June and it wil lbe a really covering tour it seems. Doing Oslo, Stöckholm, Helsinki and Gothenburg. If Copenhagen or antother pplace in Denmark is going to be included I am very interested in finding out. Man .....

did you see this by the way? Guitar center and others are doing a 12 day christmas giveaway from December 1st.
You can attend the giveaway and be a possible winner of some really cool things actually. I think you can get your hands on some really cool things. I think this is a competition that is really actually worth while. You see for yourself if you go in and sign up. Speaking of great news I see Vince Neil is coming to studio time to do his next sol oalbum finally in April. As is Tommy. Working on his next "Methods Of Mayhem" album. So the time from March till June will be solo doings massively 2009 it seems . Tommy album active, Nikki and SIXX AM album active and so now is Vince. Well I say it again a lot ot look forward to. It is a damn expensive almost impossible thing to get covered in full from about a year ago. You see things are taking everything you have and more if you really need to find a balance of what you are cool with covering. This is getting really really hard. Its insaine. Ohh well I am not giving up just yet. talk soon....

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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16th Of November 2008, So It Feels Better.....
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Damn it this news gives me a tiny better feeling and hope for shit to happen;
Motley Crue will follow up this summer's Crue Fest amphitheater tour with a North American arena trek, beginning
Feb. 2, 2009, at Cox Arena in San Diego and wrapping March 18 at the Cumberland County Civic Center in Portland, Maine.
The 25-city-plus jaunt will feature support from Hinder, Theory of a Deadman and the Last Vegas. Chicago-based the Last Vegas recently won the first Guitar Center On-Stage: Your Chance to Make Rock History contest. Along with an opening slot on Motley Crue's upcoming tour, the rock outfit's prize includes a management contract with Tenth Street Entertainment and a recording deal with Eleven Seven Music.

Ticket prices for the Live Nation-produced Saints of Los Angeles 2009 tour will range from $25 to $75, with public on-sales beginning Nov. 21 in various markets. Other tour partners besides Guitar Center include American Express and Fuse, according to Tenth Street Entertainment/Eleven Seven Music CEO Allen Kovac. Kovac, who has served as Motley Crue's manager since 1994, says the band's winter jaunt picks up where Crue Fest left off. "These are markets we didn't play," Kovac tells Billboard. "Rock has always been a middle-of-the-country sport, and you have to go to where your fans are."

The inaugural 40-plus-city North American Crue Fest -- which also featured rock acts Buckcherry, Papa Roach, Trapt and Sixx:A.M. -- grossed $16.6 million and drew more than 613,000 concertgoers, according to Billboard Boxscore. The trek followed the June release of "Saints of Los Angeles," the first Motley Crue album in more than a decade recorded by the band's original members. The set has sold 236,000 copies in the United States, according to Nielsen SoundScan.
After March, Motley Crue will break from touring until the summer, when it will visit European cities in June. From there, the band will return stateside from July through September for the second edition of Crue Fest, Kovac says. Support acts for the summer tour are still in the works.

Yeah baby this is something that I in 4 days will know is a bandage on the wounded heart of mine. I am gonna ask for vacation time in June. And then try to aim for almost every single show in Europe as they come. That had been a damn pretty something. I am so gonna aim for that to cover my missed out loads this year. Just go apeshit in June suits me more than fine. I actually long ofor things to grow good again. I so desperately need it. With the stuff going on I have to offer myself the hardest try possible to get the summer Euro tour 2009 in the can.

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16th Of November 2008, A Rough Day In Hell.....
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So November 14th went by and I managed to get through the night with no Hollywood going. I had still the hardest time ever. You have no idea how tough it is on me when shit goes down and I am not participating in them at all. Its like asking me never to eat when Im hungry never to sleep when Im sleepy or not to get dressed when Im cold. It is not at all near by the happy times I so need and want with this Cruecial universe. No it was a really painful night at work to get through here in Denmark thats for stinky sure. I so needed to have been there. The reasons for me not to? Well for you that have followed the diaries on here well, you know. For othes sorry - dont wanna go through them thoughts again. Too hard too painful.

Also on Friday the same day as for Palladium the tour tickets for 2009 was set up for grabs. Guess what? I like three times before in the times and days of my still excisiting travelling partner in Corinna ones more had credit card trouble use online. It just would not work. So I have no tickets for any of the gigs. And now after several week-end suprises I still have no none. And I am now also in a position where it is not gonna be any more than just the New York one if any at all. Sadly thats the case right here and now. There are these new official items like the leather LP box, the 5 lithographs and more that simply also will not alou me to go see them too. Plus all the bills and more. You see I am not having the coolest Crue times in my life this past half year. It is without saying not an easy and all round positive thing.

So last night I returned home from working times to my apartment in Grenaa and I visited a working free week-end. So I went to my tattoo artist and added the latest or the start on the latest the SIXX A:M logo but only high lighted it and threw in the red blood strokes. Next time it will really come out awsome. All filled in with black. I do not yet knoiw when that will be but I am not done yet with it after that is done. I have several other spots and plces that needs to be filled out. To combine the arms and chest a little more tight and perfect.

Today is Sunday the 16th and I have no thoughts to or why By the way my girl got her Sixx tattoo... from a signed photo she got. There she went too. Got officially crued for her first time too. How it all went down and all was that she took 7 minutes and then it was all done for her. She is thinking of getting his face added but ohh well I could not say what she is going to do. I myself took a good hour or so then we stopped to let this heal and the red spots sink in befoer we fool around with hte black. Its all good. All in time. Im fine with it. But the chest you have no idea how painful that was. Sweet lord have mercy...... just not on me that afternoon. Shit it hurt me like a muther fucker....but hey its inked now and its going to be fine when it is done. More stuff in the mail by the way. It all gets aded in December some time. I try to collect a minor lot instead of just three or four things. Okay? Great!!!

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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13th Of November 2008, Lol More Mixed Pleasure & Pain
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Thursday soon to be weekend again. I am looking at a saturday with a possinble tattoo doing again. I need tohave the next step taken so I cna get on with what is already in the making. Lol... I have some thngs that are really hard on my ass too. Tomorrow is the Hollwood Pallaium show and to know I normally would have been there without question and now will not is so very hard for me to deal with. had this been just a hobby or just a something for me I would not ever have taken it so hard. But it is really is not. I have learned the hard way in many things when it comes to my collecting Motley Crue life. But this is without a doubt harder than I am able to put words to. I am really down over the sraying off tomorrow thing. I have heard a few things should be really cool and go down on that day too. I envy big time the ones actually going this day!!! I am so damn sad not to have the chance.

nother thing is also the new official releases around. I am extremely high on my toes with things and I need to be continue trying to follow up on the new coming releases that are coming out. It is like i said last year from 2008 and forwward it will be hell. The band has learned a lot in the merchandise business and slowly it is getting a sence of being KISS like. A band that speits out new items every other week year round. The latest stuff that has gtten out are two new 2008 ZIPPO lighters and 5 new lithographs limited each to 500. And huge poster sized. I want them all. but they are 100 dollars each and its not something i have at all right now. The day I get way, way, way behind the official stuff being released I am for sure gonna end my collecting. I am not gonna do any more. I have to say that is somethng I really love to do. Grabbing shit as it comes out. But there are way too much or like now not many items as such but the total in the hard earned cash area is for sure not in my favour this time around.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

SIXX:A.M. RELEASING DELUXE EDITION OF HEROIN DIARIES SOUNDTRACK WITH BONUS EP, LIVE IS BEAUTIFUL, ALSO AVAILABLE SEPARATELY!!
Sixx:A.M. is about to release a deluxe version of their album, The Heroin Diaries Soundtrack on November 25, available exclusively at Best Buy. The deluxe edition includes a never-before released live EP, Live Is Beautiful which will also be released separately for those who have already purchased The Heroin Diaries (how cool is that?) Live Is Beautiful (produced by Sixx:A.M. and mixed by James Michael) was compiled from several performances on this summer's Crue Fest, and features riveting renditions of the tracks "Life Is Beautiful," "Tomorrow," "Pray For Me" and "Accidents Can Happen."

The Heroin Diaries Soundtrack Deluxe Edition featuring bonus disc Live Is Beautiful
The Heroin Diaries Soundtrack:
1. X-Mas In Hell
2. Van Nuys
3. Life Is Beautiful
4. Pray For Me
5. Tomorrow
6. Accidents Can Happen
7. Intermission
8. Dead Man's Ballet
9. Heart Failure
10. Girl With Golden Eyes
11. Courtesy Call
12. Permission
13. Life After Death

Live Is Beautiful Bonus EP:
1. X-Mas In Hell (Live)
2. Pray For Me (Live)
3. Heart Failure (Live)
4. Intermission (Live)
5. Dead Man's Ballet (Live)
6. Tomorrow (Live)
7. Accidents Can Happen (Live)
8. Life Is Beautiful (Live)

Mcrueloyalty.dk

The Last Vegas, winner of Guitar Center On-Stage, surprised with immediate opportunity to open for Motley Crue this Friday, November 14th at The Palladium In LA
In front of a capacity crowd, Guitar Center and Motley Crue tapped The Last Vegas from Chicago, IL, as the winner of Guitar Center On-Stage at the world famous Whisky A-Go-Go last night. Over the past eight weeks, bands across the United States submitted their music at makerockhistory.com. From close to 8000 submissions, 30 semi-finalists were selected, which were then narrowed down to the six top undiscovered bands in the country, with The Last Vegas prevailing as the one band chosen for the ultimate, career altering opportunity - the chance to open on tour for rock icons, Motley Crue. The Last Vegas will get the opportunity to experience the mayhem of touring with Motley Crue, and for a taste of what's to come, check out the Motley's video for "Mutherf*cker of the Year" below. In addition to the slot on Motley Crue's 2009 "Saints Of Los Angeles" U.S. tour (dates to be announced on Friday, November 14th), The Last Vegas also takes home $25,000 cash, $20,000 in exclusive new gear from Gibson Guitars, management from Tenth Street Entertainment, and a recording deal from Eleven Seven Music. In true Crue fashion, The Last Vegas also found out that their career is literally going from "0" to "60" overnight and will be opening for the notorious rockers at the Hollywood Palladium in Los Angeles this Friday, November 14th. The band will record their first single immediately. It will be available as a stream on AOL on November 24th and as a download on iTunes by November 25th.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

Limited Edition "Journals of the Damned" Deluxe Vinyl Collectors Set Pre Order!

This exclusive limited edition set includes: a 12" x 12" "Shout At The Devil" lithographic print, hand signed by the band, and 180 gram vinyl reissues of six classic Motley Crue albums, taken from the original analog masters of
Too Fast For Love, Shout at the Devil, Theatre of Pain, Girls, Girls, Girls, Dr. Feelgood, Saints of Los Angeles.
This strictly limited edition collectible, individually numbered (1/500), is packaged in a black leather box with gold leaf lettering. PRE-ORDER: Your Limited Edition Motley Crue Deluxe Vinyl Box Set will ship within 6 weeks after placing your order. $500.00

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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9th Of November 2008, Slowing Down For Nov.
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Some people have mailed me asked if there are any chance for setting up some more stories of my long time as a collector. Well there arte so many to be honest but to a certain point I think I am covering all with this diary since that one started. And a rather long fairly detailed one is already up on here. My life story so to speak.I think it is a little irrelavant to give birth to a new section likethat. Then in my own opinion this diary section would not be very muchneeded my dear friends. Maybe I myself am a little too close to see it. But for now any how this is not really gonna happen.I am extremely open here and extremely direct on many things. Those of you that really would like to know more of me should try to make frineds on a more personla basis. I am and have gotten fairly touchy on how much I give to those that comes around trying to be my next best friends. Too many so called frineds have done too much harm to me over the yeras so I am on my toes on some points. PS: Tbone is in Europe for what seems to be a one off DJ Frankfurt am Main, Germany, Veltins Arena 38 Euros plus fee..

There will be a few things going up on here today. Its not the worlds biggest lot - not at all but I am gonna have some things added. Vince solo, Tommy solo, Sixx AM and this n that stuff. its not a whole lot but its on here. Also the This N That page 4 consiting toys etc has been "cleaned out" if you will. had begun according to you all to look messy in the extreme lol but its better now I hope. There are few new things that I find really good to get done these days now the rest of November is so damn low and job wise busy and packed. The few days off that I actually have I will try to get through some of the stuff that I have and get it all sorted so that I can have things better stored at home and also I have desided to start 2009 with at leats one item pro framed per month. I have a ton and it costs like a gazillion or do these investments but I really like to get it done right and all. It is all well worth it. I need that to be my next thing collecting this band.

I am still doing all the tattoos here and getting things slowly in order again after some things gets going and my sore spots on my inked body heals I am going to continue all the rest and missed spots still. I am trying to get all the done work connected here. It will come out nicely in the end. And yet not look too messy as tons of others who has so called sleeves made. Too many small things combined and too much stuff thats really making it all look like only dark inked amrs with not much sence. Or the tribles some have dont like it. Any how I am not to like or sdislike onor comment anybodys doings. Just want to have mine done and done the preferred way here. Thats all.....

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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8th Of November 2008, Flat Ass Broke But Things Worked
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So the week-end came knocking on ones door. The christmas came along with it. Tuborg according to some the best beer in the world every year here in Denmark holds its huge "J day" J for "jul"which means Christmas in english. The famous christmas beer took a sick turn this year. The city of Roskilde and Copenhaneg n probably all places in theis fucking country was havning a bitch long line of drunken teens and older men at 9PM already all over. I dont drink myself. So to me its rather annoying watching these fucks act likes a bunch of no brain monkeys. My god I hate this. My railroad work / nightshift was a nightmare. The trains looked like a fucking warzone. Thank god the shift is over and the shower has been taken.

Now the thing here is that I myself even though I have not givin my hard earned money away to dumb ass beer companies I am still and sadly for personal reasons flat ass broke for November already and there are still shitty three weeks to go. On the ither hand I made a promise to myself recently and guess what? My sorry ass was right, Things I wanted to try out and all fucking worked. I am so happy. And financially just paying for it now but heyy it is all good. I feel totally fine about it too right now. There will come more much more on here the next few months if you really wanna know. Trying to also work out a part shipping plan for my last and remaning still owned items laying there. I am gonna go and pick up more but right now were working on getting some of it shipped to me here in Denmark as to showing some proof of my wanting and killing of the storage situation by my friend in the USA.

It is getting really close to another and new Hollywood activity in the Crue realted universe. The Whiskey A Go-Go seems to be the old traditional frame for the cool too. The remaning and still fighting bands for the price of opening up on the 2009 Crue tour is still going on. The 10th of November is another date for the steps towards the new and coming rock youth and new generation I so love to be there but as stated in my last mail it is not gonan happen. This summer shit in Florida and the huge los from my personal private keeps and shit from the girl in the North East of the USA totally killed my chances for doing jack shit the remanings of this year. Sorry to say to share and know its a fact. But I hope oit will be good and a good day to be taking the next step inthe waters of new pages in the book of our favorite band.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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6rd Of november 2008, Updated And Split Up
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WESTLAKE VILLAGE, CA - October 23, 2008 - Guitar Center and Mötley Crüe announced today the six finalists for the Guitar Center On-Stage: Your Chance To Make Rock History. The final six bands were chosen from a pool of 30 semi-finalists over a period of two days as each semi-finalist performed one song live in front of a panel of industry experts at Guitar Center's legendary Sunset Boulevard location. The final six bands will continue onto the finals to perform live for Mötley Crüe at the world famous Whisky A Go-Go on November 10^th in Hollywood. The top six bands were chosen by influential leaders in the music industry, including President of FUSE TV, Eric Sherman; Producer and Front man of Sixx: A.M., James Michael; Music Director of Los Angeles radio station 98.7, Julie Pilat; Chris Nilsson of Tenth St. Entertainment and General Manager of Eleven Seven Music, Frank Woodworth. Sixx: A.M. front man and producer, James Michael shares, "I was blown away by the talent I saw over the past few days. Rarely do I get to see so many great bands play one after another. The "Guitar Center On Stage" program has already proven effective in finding America's best up and coming rock bands." The finalists who are just one step closer to being official rock stars include:

The Spittin' Cobras (Seattle, WA)
Lorene Drive (Victorville, CA)
The Dirty Pearls (New York, NY)
Waterstreet (Peoria, IL)
Something To Burn (Los Angeles, CA)
The Heroine (San Antonio, TX)

Since launching the search for the next great American rock band in August, Guitar Center and Mötley Crüe have had a staggering 7,930 bands register and close to 175,000 online votes cast at the program's web site--makerockhistory.com. The site also garnered nearly one million unique visitors since its launch on August 1^st. Mötley Crüe's Mick Mars notes, "Our partnership with Guitar Center gives us the opportunity to help an up-and-coming band by giving them every element needed to succeed. Like Ozzy did for us when he took an unknown band called Mötley Crüe on the road, we too are looking for the next generation's great rock band." Continuing its support of aspiring artists, Guitar Center and the world's most notorious rock band will provide one up-and-coming band the ultimate, career-altering opportunity--the chance to open on tour for rock icons, Mötley Crüe. The winning band will also receive ,000 cash, ,000 in exclusive new gear from Gibson Guitar, management from Tenth St. Entertainment, and a recording deal from Eleven Seven Music, Mötley's management and record label.?

"Guitar Center On-Stage is our most revolutionary program yet, and we are truly amazed with the quality of talent that will go onto perform for Mötley at the finals," said Norman Hajjar, EVP and Chief Marketing Officer for Guitar Center. "Guitar Center invests millions every year behind programs that are dedicated to helping striving artists realize their musical dreams and this initiative is literally going to make rock history." The Guitar Center On-Stage finals, which are free to the public, will be held November 10th at the world famous Whisky A-Go-Go at 7 p.m., where each of the bands will perform live for Tommy Lee, Nikki Sixx, Vince Neil and Mick Mars of Mötley Crüe who will select the top band and winner of Guitar Center On-Stage. Allen Kovac, CEO and Founder of Tenth Street Entertainment and Eleven Seven Music said, "From the performances that we have witnessed over the duration of this initiative, it's apparent that Guitar Center On-Stage is an innovative platform that helps find fresh and groundbreaking new artists, whom would otherwise not have a chance to tour with the likes of Mötley Crüe. The winning band will not only have the chance of a lifetime to open for the notorious rockers, but they will have the support of the record label, management, credibility from Guitar Center and marketing to launch them into the competitive music industry to jump start a long and successful career." To check out the audio and videos of the final six bands or for more information about the finals at the Whisky A-Go-Go on November 10^th, please go to makerockhistory.com

It has been a rough thing to do but the section "Personla#" in the "LOOKS" section is no adjusted. The long lost lot is not in the section anymore but it has been givin its truth in reasons for draging it out of the section and into its new and own one today. It has been harder than anything I have had to do on the site ever. You have no idea how tough it is. Certain ones will be ass pissed and all about this done, But the truth is what it is. And if some can not handle the truth well tough shit. I seriously had to do this the last and final activity on the long lost lot. I think a lot of what I have gone through is now the best way possible set in place. The total lost pile is to be seen in the personal section under looks at the bottom of page three. Should any of you ever get your hands on these things and ever get to be offered these items and wanna hear about them or be interested and heartfelt enough to let me have a slight chance to get them back.. let me hear from you.

There have been a few updated things here and there and you seem to have gotten the latest to look in on at whats at my hands right now. There are still quiet a FEW MORE THINGS even after three or is it four years of this site being around that are still not on here. But I said it all along everything takes a shit long time. And time is not the thing in my favour never has been and I say this cause my scedual and all has always been tightly booked with activities thank god so .... well it will come but it takes as said a lot of time....the front page top rolling banner tells you where to go if you wanna check on the latest stuff.

I have had a tough shitty late spring and summer to say the least getting shit back together and more. This is now my chance to get things back on track and feeling better about my Motley Crue life style again. I am in good feelings these days again and I just have to have some more succesfull stores and all in that bands name. And it is slowly coming. I am still waiting on my latest to come shipments from people round the globe. Some stuff that are so greatfully appreciated having and all that I can not really do anything else to make the collection and my emotional balance get any better. Running a solid try out with this girl now. Trying to get things to work. I love the chances but nothing in my life has ever been in any way rock solid when it has been a matter of depending on another person to give me a "okay" .

Right now I think the toughest last test of 2008 is that I am NOT attending the Palladium show in Hollywood next week. I am not attending the Tommy nor the Vince things the coming weeks in Hollywood either. And fuck maybe not even the January arena tour with Hinder either. You have no idea how bad that feels to one like myself to face and admit out loud.
I feel like my life in the name of Crue has " gotten lost in the fire" the fire being a metafor of something that really burned me deeply like a forever and ever sitting tattoo in my chest....
It hurts a lot to say and feel all this. Time will give me new and change things around. I again thank you for your loyalty and support.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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24th Of October 2008, Trapped But Willing....
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That is so god damn amazing. Here you are wanna help somebody that is close to one self and the person kind of thanks you for the reach out but in the elleventh hour backs off and then leaves you with a bunch of mumbo jumbo that really hurts your feelings. Why is that? Maybe things really are like everyone are so fixed and self set messed up they are ass scared to changes and stuff. I do not know all I know is I am today in a situation where things are not at all attractive to me with this person. And it hurts major. I think a lot of things are and can be so fucking awsome with this Crue loving person but the same great and meaningful person to me that I talk about here is now doing some major stupid stunts.... and I get really sad watching. Fuck I hate these situations.

I am sitting here in the middle of the night we are having a major fall out at work and everything in the train buisness for the night has stopped. So this evening or nights shift has had everybody active for 90 minutes and then its a stand by position the rest of the time. So it has givin me time to do this posting today!!! I am so longing for a huge something a chance to get my shit betterd and some really awsome things started. But so much have been in the way for me to do major things really. I feel really sad about this year. So much stuff has been giving me hell and I am these days at the beginning of the end to have it all killed and more. Thank god. But still it has cost me a line of posibilities and all. I hate it. Now more new stuff has been released of the official products and I need to get it ....

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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20th Of October 2008, Finally Off!!
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Any idea how great this feels? This right here and right now. I have just left work. On my way to Grenaa again my home town. I have fucking two days off and I feel so good about it. It is time agun to continue the adding stuff today. I have a good bag of things that needs to go in on that. So my first ff day now is full. Plus two interviews with Thunder (UK band) singer Danny Bowes and Crown Of Thorns voice Jean Beauvoir. Yeah it is going to be a busy time for me for sure. I am not gonna be around for too long either simply cause I am heading back to Roskilde by the late evening train tonight for a time with and mórning wake up superior with my angel so I am all good today. You have only a very brief insight on the feelings I am sitting with. All the mentioned stuff here are so, so, so very nice things. It is time to be a little focused on things that are workable right here right now. And in my own opinion I am really doing this.

Okay so here came another activity killed by curcumstances. Motley Crue live at the Palladium in Hollywood California mid November. Fuck. I will be missing this too. I dont know what the hell to think. It is normally things like this that are so covered by me. But this is a time in my life where nothing like the ordinary is at all going well. but in its own sence it is okay. It is okay cause changes will do me good. I know it all sounds rubbish with the fact of me being so deep into this and so deep into and now skipping all I truely really wanted. The Asian thing and the Hollywood gig. Great. Not!!!! There are so many things I like to do and get still but its clear out time on many issues here and I am not gonna besaying anything that could come out s a complaint. I am not gonna do that. Cause I have so many great things already and things would be okay to be on a pause a bit. There are so many things I am trying to get sorted and get done too. I have a lot of things that are in the working stage and that are being tried out. Whats new is that I have aloud myself to try to limit myself in some things and not have it all all Crue. But rather try to do be cool on doing other things too. Get a little more in on more local things here to actually try to change things around somewhat. And I am sure it is all really good for me in the long run. I have no intentions on killing things in the Crue life of mine just yet how ever I am really gonna be open ti things here and I also have to say there are thigns being spit out liek hell so it is on top of the sadness not attending the live gigs I am actually behind in things that are considered collectibles too. I have not had a chance to follow up on all that either.

There are things on ebay and other places that I would love to have for sure. But right now it is hard times for adding new deals on what is alrady set and is filling up a lot of calender time ahead. But ofcause it is also really great things that are lined up in there so again - no complaning from me. The webmaster and mysef are still havng time scedual problems so things goes a little slow but the other day did have some added stuff as you may have seen. There are another lot coming soon. Maybe tomorrow depends on how long I am gonna need sleep for. I have night shift again now the next four nights. Then a day off and that I am gonna be spending at home in Grenaa again trying to clear out some of the mess thats there and get some house doings going ....its been way too long. I need to have a lot of things done but it all takes time that I judt dont have it seems.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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11th of October 2008, Thank Yous & Addings - Finally
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Saturday!!! Argentina time for the boys night shift job for me. Ohh well. I am more than happy to say that I am better and happier than I have been for some time now. You see things are still rough but a lot of things are in bettering. Have worked hard on all this shit and nothing is even close to be just nice. It is REALLY nice ....well some of it anyhow. I have killed osme hard time part payings and some USA old shit has finally been erased and killed for good. Erased out of my memory. Nice!!! It is now time to focus on some things that are in the calender to have a started go on them and then the rest of the year will have room for no more new doings. You see there are some things that are so big here in the book of doings that I will smile widely when it comes to an actual hand shake on some of these thngs that I refer to.

In a few there will be a good listed somethings. The much talked about pile of things to get added on here may be happening tomorrow or at least some of it. Let me see how it al lgoes .I truely think it is happening tomorrow so brase yourselves and enjoy the things to come. I will be happy to do this for sure.......getting it on so more can be put away its always all over the da,mn apartment called home and there are no way I can or will have a home till I get another place to handle the things better. sad to see it lay around like it does right now. Thats just all shitty. Need it fixed and have it displayed rather than stored in my own home. You see there are so many things that I think could be and make my shit look jsut awsome here. It is a splended greatness and nothing would be more respectfull to have that stuff made and giving it its rightful treatment. But for now tomorrow is a date of things to go into the sections. ...Okay just got it confirmed tomorrow is a date with the webmaster.

This Thursday and Friday has been all rock n roll. Sadly with working hours night time too so I have had a really shitty tiredness in my body. But my baby and I went to Stockholm, sweden to see my Swedish darlings Boinafiedand LA Guns. You see it has been great going out of here away and see things different places and a legendary Hollywood rock act again. The band was good my baby was in extreme pleasure. Got all the attention for rocking out. They played and were all their shit and it was great. Not hte best Guns show I have see n but great. After the show it was like I was ass tired and all. Something hit me like a bomb and I was so exausted and unable to do much. Fell asleep sitting up and more... I felt bad. went to talk to the Bonafide bass player and then we got to their hotel and slept for two hours at 05.20 we went to Stockholm central station and off towards Denmark. Then in the evening of yesterday it was really time ot go Hollywood. Britny Fox, Pretty Boy Floyd, and Bullet Boys. Ohh my god Bullet Boys was not impressing me at all. Far from from it. But nice to have witnessed it really. Hollywood no fucking wonder I feel more in place there than in this lousy hell hole. Well kiddos tomorrow will have shit added on here to be for your viewing pleasure. Thanks as always for the support you are giving ....

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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7Th Of October 2008, Rady And Willing - Well...
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So the guys totally had a great opotunity to start something new in the East huhh? A new tour and more and what happens on Tommy mutherfucking Lee`s birthday? Well....Wow!! 1st day back on Crue tour after a nice 30 day break from Cruefest!! We started up in Guadalajara on my Bday Oct.3rd!! ....hahaha what a night ....Mariachi players, Mermaid piñata's and our first Crue show in Guadalajara!!! Well into the second song I smell fire!! ....im thinkin oh must be the new smoke machines?? ....whatever?! And then im like wait a minute!!...that's a f$cking FIRE I smell!! ....soooo come to find out Nikki's dressing room is in a full on blaze and mines next door! You know sh*t is crazy when you see your tour manager and security runnin around like its a riot! ...haha! Well not so funny now cause its really happening and they're pullin personal items outta my room dodging flames n smoke cause Nikkis room is torched!! So sad he lost EVERYTHING but his passport, and a few credit cards!!! Cams. computer, cell phone ,wardrobe,etc!! Here's a few pics along with Bday shots and new recording studio pics for fun! WOW what a Bday!! RED HOT!! Damn - you can say that again. What the fuck really happend? That is some stinky starter

I have had some shirts poster and some Sixx AM stuff reaching the doorstep as mail today so more is even ready to go on here. Let us see when and how fast things can really come to a solid laid on activity. But it will happen shortly. I will have a lot of great things going on from now the rest of the year and I have some Motley related things going constanly that much we do know. There are no chance on earth that that will change or get scrapped and leave my life. Well I will end this short one here today and have some things going before I have to get to work tonight. I need that really. I have no chance for doing anyting new other than whats planned for already.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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5th Of Ocotber 2008, More Site Add Changes LOL LOL
4:09PM CET
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Hey everyone. Agian for what the 4th time in a row now I am forced to let you know there will not be a day coming this Monday either with a lot adding to the site here. The webmaster and myself jus tcant seem to find the time that it takes to get it sorted. Sorry bout this. But all it means is that the day the adding actually comes there will be an ass load of things added again. So untill then I am sorry for keep setting dates fro you guys .I get a lot of mail asking for the stuff and if something is wrong since they can not see the new. There is nothing wrong here or with your home computer when it comes to updated versions of Mcrueloyalty.dk Its just casue it did not happen after all. Again I am terribly sorry for rescedualling here. I will not list a date here again till it is actually done. There are stuff here from this week too that has already made the pile a little taller lol. AFSNIT

Now how many of you did get the orders in place forthe 2008 catalogue of reissued titles? Funny I have talked ot a few people over the last week and some are thinking its a joke seeing these out for the what 7th or 10th time or something. Well its a terrible thing for a collector at thesame time its pretty neat. I myself have the entire 2008 vinyl and CD releases coming to me. Got the japan box of the 10 2008 CDs from there the other day so thats in the can already. On the other hand if youre looking for some what cheaper deals on the just finished Cruefest 2008 www.swagrox.com is now holding a sale sort of thing on shirts from that tour.

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I think you should have a line of things fro you shortly any way no matter if I go to seethe webmaster or not.
There iare a line of things right now that needs to be done too. This coming Thursday I am on my way toStockholm Sweden to see and do an articipation with L.A. Guns. A show there with a ton of guests and more. Then Friday its back and to Britny Fox, Pretty Boy Floyd and more in Copenhagen also an event to be shared with a few I happen to care deeply for. I think much more will hit the diaries in the nxt coming weeks cause so much os on my mind these days. It is almost not a load I seem to find a way to handle all too well.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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2nd Of October 2008, Hell Yeah Its Burning Now
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A lot of great things are going to be coming to this bullshitter over the next few months after all.!! There are no reasons for now believing things will be alright slowly but still be alright. There are a bunch of things that will come in the mail spread over some longe periods of time. Also there will be the new2008 CDs and vinyls to come too as soon as they are all ready to be released. Then there are all that I had at my friends place in Caifornia. All that has been there is now dagged closer to Hollywood and there for that is coming home with me the next time I am gonna go to that place probably round Feb if I can...We will see the time that remains of this year is booked. Especially financially. Way too much really. But I choose to see it as all good. End of story.

There is - speaking - of the new released 2008 catalogue there is right now on www.motley.com a competition rolling to win the entire catalogue there. Look in on it. Its pretty awsome if you like to get the Motley history in music. I think its a great chance too. Some of the stuff thats to come from them now are also being worked on. Their own headliner and arena tour 2009. The soon to come next official DVD from the Cruefest 2008. And more. Yeah there are no reason to think its gonna slow down at all. If you follow and collect massively you are in for a heavy list of doigs. It really is a monster to deal with these times. No question. I like to say that it is no longer an easy task t be an all round collector. There simply are too many things and in a financially tortured world sociaty you cant even begín to believe all thats makig the collecting side of things that much harder.

A lot of new photos are to come here shortly too and a line of things are still to be added ads you know too. My back is not all back in shape yet. How ever I am going to try to move more walk more and just build up whats needed. I am going out of my mind here about not being able to have the regular living again yet. Its sick and shitty. But I cant do much sadly. way too many things thats hurting ......
I have a list of things that I need to get by within the next 6 days so I hope I ill be up and around agin then. This is so not happening for me if the back does not get better shortly. Welcome to a new month by the way. October has kissed September goodbye and is now bringin in the darker and colder times to our lives. Talk later...

Mcrueloyalty.dk

27th Of Septemebr 2008, Things Running Polished
10:43AM CET

09.24.08 'Saints of Los Angeles' album lyric binder...
Own the original 'Saints of Los Angeles' album lyric binder...straight from Vince Neil and the 'Saints of Los Angeles' recording sessions! These are the actual original lyric sheets and studio binder that Vince Neil read and sang from during the recording of the historic 'Saints of Los Angeles' album. This authenticated binder contains:
20 pages of the original working lyrics used in the 2008 recording sessions of the Saints of Los Angeles album
including 'Saints of Los Angeles' and 'M.F. Of The Year'.
Vince's handwritten and personalized modifications to the lyrics.
Brainstorming sheets from the sessions that produced wording changes to some of the songs.
See how they were originally written versus how they were ultimately recorded on the album
Plus: 34 lines of lyrics to a NEVER HEARD secret track not included on the album.
Fully authenticated and autographed by Vince and only available here.

This one of a kind collectible can be yours if you are the highest bidder.
All proceeds go directly to the Skylar Neil Foundation and is a tax deductible donation.
Contact: Skylar Neil Foundation, Aaron Negherbon, aaron_negherbon@msn.com

I am in shock how this is now up for gras. it is a master collectible. Unlike way mire than has been on here the last many mnths . It is without a doubt a really cool having. Only just listed and with 6 days to go it is already up at 850 US dollars. My guess i the 2000 dollars mark when the bell rings out on this one. Holy shit I would have ben honoured to have it. I am just a little too hooked up on what is going on right now for me to do this I think. My girl is safe now. Well assafe as can be. And I am seriously really feelig good with that. I have gotten more stuff in the mail here and that is something that will get up on here tomorrow or Monday cause its set now. I am heading to northern Denmark.. still not completely good in my back but I am gonna try. I need to have this woking for me. I need to be good again and come around for a treat. Thats for sure.

There is a bitter feeling about the tight times and all. But there will be something good coming out from all thats going on. And I am begging my higher powers that Tuesday can actually be giving me some set endings to some of the crap that has been fucking with me for way too long now. I am sorry to say that it has been head over heels for quiet some time now. I am also gonna have to lay low and just feel the flow of certian things going on here. I think it is a hard ball but I have found the end in the mess and am slowly but surely killing the thing.....

My baby is having heaps of fun and straigh out greats from her time with a certian someone too. A lot of emailing and soon to come a signature tattooed on her right side hip. I am stunned but yet please to see it come around. We are so gonna be doing a lot of things too that simply will kill thoughts on new shirts and more. Yeah I am pretty sure it is going to be a monster in results here. Absolutely. Hopefully after returning to here Monday she and I wil have ime to look a little further into it actually. Some of these great ideas if the cme out right too we will try to let you guys have a chance to get hands on em. We will let you know as the results pops up okay? Its all gonna be embrodied most likely.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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24th Of September 2008, Addings & happiness
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Wednesday afternoon local time here in Denmark. Still back trouble but slowly bettering it seems. I am not gonna go on work in any of the coming days if it does not change drasticly. No way am I gonna play roulette with this at all. The back the knees and the whole nine yards are too important to fuck with if you wanna have an active living. So I am still taking it easy here. But as said I am hoping it will not be much longer laying on the lazy side.

Other than that the webmaster and I have talked again and we are gonna aim for a late weekend adding time for the stuff layiong all over the damn place here. It will be a nice little something I think to get done. I am gonna have some really cool things for you to go in on various sections on here. I have gotten to find myself some happiness. Or a belief in the same. I am working slow but I am fully in on it. A lonesome may be turned into a twosome some time here. I am really hopeful. She is already gonna have her Nikki tattoo shortly done too. She is joining me on the Vince solo Dec tour in Europe for a couple of shows and she is a fucking talented little chick that is so impressive in all ways.

There are so many things I love to get too. But as said so many times on here now that is truely for way later in time. I am head over heals here in stuff to cover and put an end to. It is not possible to just set a line of new deals up. I have future agrements with some so it is really cool to have some friends that are trust worthy. I mis my bind with Corinna a lot but sadly there are new frames in her life as some of you knows that have followed my turbulent life on these pages. I am not gonna force anything there and act like a fuck. I just miss her and out times of creative doings.
I would have loved to go to the Singapore event but I am not. The Japan Oct. tour is also gonna pass me by ....... tough to accept but it is. I really need this to go well and now I need too to have a fairly good line of hope on getting the concert dated items of these locations. I pray that I will succeed. The Argentina gig should be covered by my Argentine friend Sebastian.

I think with time I am looking for a good time after all. Just need to get used to certian facts and get over others. I am doing al lI can here and with a possible chance for getting this chick is for sure something that is gonna put me in a much higher happiness. There is not at all anything else rigtht now that can do me much better than that right now. Its been years and years since I was involved anyhow. Now enough talk about this or else this damn thing is gonna go down the drain too. Talk soon ... Cheers

There are so manmy new doings in he Crue camp.. and al lotf the old shit is returning. JApan earlier this year released the forst 10 albums on a 2008 re re re-released set. USA follows this coming month on the same titles. And Fuck me if the month of November isnt gonna have Eleven Seven Records with Nikki Sixx re-release the firts five albums and Saints Of Los Angeles on VINYL!!!! I am stunned. I need those ...Damn it they are up for pre order NOW. Can not miss this ..its hell these days to collect this band most certaintly not easy.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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22nd Of September 2008, Flat On My Back
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Still down here. No where to go cause i still can not walk an inch. Slightly loosen up it feels like so a few more days and I may be good. Still alot of stuff that is now waiting to be added on here. Sorry agin for the cancelled actions yesterday for that. As said I cant really go anywhere so there is nothign to be done till its better. To answer all of the mails that I have gotten from and about the lost stage probs. No there is nothing I can nor will do. I have taken the los in and I move on. The one selling my old stuff...... well this person asked me to take off the diary posting with lies and what else or a threat to her lawyer would be next thing. Well unlike USA we here in Denmark have a, litterally a, fredom of speach. And it is a danish site and like this person asks of me this person should just grab and swallow. This person seems to feel really good about its doings so I speak my mind here.... my thoughts and comments to others mailing me is what my diary pages are all about. This person doesnt like it well I dont like loosing priceless pieces and thousands of dollars for this one to make a lot of it for one self and pissing on other peoples passions and limitations for solving things. You see many agrees... (and I join them ) had this person and my situation been changed around I would never ever have done this. Maybe started charging a fee for longer storage. Or if it was a really pain in the butt giving a hand to get the stuff out of there within another good month or so.. then all had been swell and we could have parted ways choosing never to talk again. But this is not cool what happend. Never would I nor the 19 people mailing me have done this. This person is for the money and not anything else. Or more correctly there are no other signs shown on this persons part that indicates anythig differently and that I am wrong. If so choices had been alive and open. All that has a problem feel free to get contact info on the original seller that I bought it all from and you will get a confirmation to this that is the same stuff thats on the site soon to be taken off and to be givin a seperate section for all to see where it was to be and all.

I have a line of unexpected things here came up and I need to see whats possible on doing about it all. No way that I can have a chance to do even half or a third of it but its okay I guess. I am trying to get a hold on my situation here and I am sure its gonna take a long long time. There are so many issus that have come knocking that needs time to be looked in on. You see I should have been in Japan to witness the tour there but not now. I have still Summer American nightmares that I need to put an end to. Its closing in for an ending thank god but if it does not happen this first then another month will take its toll on me to burry all for good. What else is there right now? Well a handfull of people are trying to get on an agreement with me or friends of mine to set some deals. What will come out of it I will share with you in time but right now this is whats happening part from me getting a hold of myself my health and the mess that has been the past 10 weeks. Times will eventually be better for me. No doubt!!

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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19th OF September 2008, Fucked Up No Place To Go
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Friday my third day in bed cut from al lactiviies really. Yeah I know the diaries these days sucks like a muther fucker. It is a chance to be a little self pittfull. But there really is no good as far as I can see right now. The straooed to a bed situation is here and now due to the a backpain you will not even dream of. I cant stand on my legs cant walk cant do shit. From the waste down I am more of r less paralyzed. Its my lower back that is fully and deeply fucked up. The back spine seems to have a bone fallen out and there is a nerve or something thats now all raped up and painful as fuck. I think there is nothign but a good weeks timefor me to rest stay calm be laying flat and more. Not easy not nice not cool not nothing but yeah.. thats the situation really. I cant do shit with this.

For evertyhing else. I am loosing the girl I love so much. It is hard to keep accepting loses and no wins. There are so little that I can do on all fronts. I really do feel I am in a bad position. And the eBay seller of twinpeak13 has everything I had of stage probs stored. right now one thing is up for auction, The Tommy Lee drum stool and I intend to write all winners not that they should care but they should be told. This is the advise I have been givin from people close to the band as well. Wonder how any of you or she herself for that matter would have been feeling if it was anyone of you that were living out of a a life long herat felt dead serious passion for someone or something that no money no nothing could replace a bad going on what ever that would have been. But thats what this is for me as most you visiting this site knows. So I am in the deepest hole there is in my lifetime over this situation. Well to all winners of this item and the items to come that holds stage probs from diverse tours these are not her elongins and she is pissed or not pissed at me for having it stored there a longer time than what she wanted it to....she is now claiming ownership of these items and making a fortune on them. Her comments to me was "why even buy all these things they are worth nothing. Its basically trash!!!" Well she is claming money out the wild zoo now for things that are in the first place NOT hers. I can back all this up with info and contact addresses and more to the people that I first bought it all from myself.

I do not expect anyone to even give a shit about this cause here are truely chances of getting some really collectibles on auction. Some have asked me too why I dont just bid and grab al lI ca again. Here are two reasons for that. One: the shithead has already set all her auctions for USA bidders only and there for there is no chance to register bids on my part. SECONDLY I have already paid several thousands of dollars for all this so there really is no longings for feeding a fucker with my money on top of things. I simply see this is a major downfall and wheather or not I would have been pissed at a person or not I would never have done anything to cause a situation like this ever. This is bullshit and it is by far a thing I find low as low can be.

I have also another sad thing to sare with you all.Tomorrow I should have been in Aalborg in the north of Denmark at my webmasters to add the new stuff.. but as it looks right now I am unable to go cause of my back. There is no way on earth that I can go. It will more than likely have to be pushed till some time October or something. Sorry about that. Right now there really is nothing more to say.....later my frineds as I get back up on my feet here.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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14th Of September 2008, Whats more Devestating?
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Sunday. Yeah I know it is one of them "the big S day" again. But you know what? I feel fine about that today. I am running on testing waters and on a lane of change. About myself that is. I have some things I dont wanna accept but I have to. I have a line pof things that are really going "wooowww this can not be right" But it is. I have a line of things that needs to be reaching an acceptable level. It is a balance with new rules, new ways, new all sorts of things. Simply cause the life that i had has been pulled away from under me and I need to have a lot of new ways and rules that has to be the frames of my future living. How will it go? Nobody knows. I may like it when I have adjusted myself. I may not like it. I may have to drop more things to make it work. I may have to accept even more that I used to give a lot of attention. By now a lot of you may be wondering isit his Crue collecting he is talking about? The answer to that is yes and no. I am not quitting .I have had actually been forced to give up a lot recently. I have had to do a lot of things that I have never wanted to do and give in to of my own free will. But there have been no choices.

Now it is time for me to put some actions up in gear. I have found out I am as sad and worried as it gets. But I have to simply try to take a few steps and come around to some actions that can push the process a little bit for me. I have a few people that I miss terribly ..Corinna is one. But I am out of her life for good. That is a miss and a los that is very, very hard to accept. And in my own opinion a sacking of a friendship for reasons really joke like. Sorry Corinna but this seems really fucked. And yes I am hurt. The thank you list holds so far four people. Tine my Roskilde baby. The one that has really done a lot for me. The one that has been there no matter how deep the shit hole has been. Sang a dude in America that seems to have a better understanding of what is happening. A pal beyond what I could ever expect from a dude there. Greg of Northern Hollywood. And then my brother. He has been a dick every now and then the past couple of months but that is cause of other things. It is really not something I wanna talk about here. he has been man enough to come around and talk to me about it and apologiesed. Then ofcause my webmaster. she has helt on to something that has been simply highly needed for me to hold on to this. To you all thanks a lot.

I have a few things that are now rolling and one certain guy is highly commenting what is going on about one certain area. Yeah my Roskilde friend and more is highly involved with someone she never thought would be in her life like he is. I am sorry this is a really private little fact that I can not share with you. I am not refering to me as the one in her life. This other one is giving her so many words advices and all and it effects me big time too. This girl is the most amazing individual on so many points. It freaks me out. I will perhaps with time give my diaries some really laid out about her and tell what is and can be coming. Tine you are nothing but a star in my life these days. You are a one of unseen in my entire life on most parts where there is a deeper meaning for me as a songle individual living an alterenative life style. Again I thank you so far for all you are. All you do and all I will receive.

There are some things I am going to have done and see if I can get lucky with. But there will have to be a time frame accepted by myself to successed. Right now there are so many loose ends that I am gonan hve to clear out before I really can move on in the bigger picture. My Crue life is only going on cause of my still active and honest passion for it. cause Tine is helping the way she is. For the webmaster to be handling the site the way it is. All of them reasons are of high importance for it to ongoing. I ahev a list of things that I need to erase and put to an end asap which is like a good half a year before I truely will have a good feeling and a great solid ground to move on at. If a few more things size wise breaks for me in the nxt half a year I will give in and quit. Simply cause I am unable to overcome more badness. I am only human.

There are some things I try to hold on to and hang on to and give some other attention so the Crue world right now will nto choke me down. I still try to listen to other artists .And the songs from others that I listen to these days aresongs that are either really heavy or really deep and emotional cause it speaks to me from how I am right now. I miss Elvis Presley again. No weird fact really. He and his music has always been in me and with me everytime I have had a really heavy downfall. Been emotionally torn and close to break massively. The king of rock n roll still holds all there is for me in hard time.

Next weekend on the 21st there will be a new added section oops pile of things that will be added here. Till I have time again I will leave you with a thanks for stopping by. I have tons of stuff on my mind still to give my diary pages here but I have lack of time. be good my friends... thanks Tine ..

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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10th Of September 2008,
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Wednesday again. I am totalloy in shock how fas tthis god damn watch is spinning. Life is over before you know it. Yeah I have a lot of feelings on the table these days. I can not really say I have too much of the things solved at all. I will be misserable for a long time to come unless i am able to find some new never had something somehow that cna give me an awsome cool feeling. But I will not have that just any time soon. The good news is that I ones again have things in my calender that makes me have something to lok forward to and that is for me personally the absolute best medicine. No doubt. And some of the things are a cople of the coming December Neil shows. Thanks for the possibility to I have ot say to Helena for this and these .. ohh well no reason to make a long eplination about it. Just happy there is someting and someting that I really like to have in the calender to make things go easier really.
No doubt.

I have been doing a few more interviews for radio ex- W.A.S.P. drumerm now LA Guns, Mr. Steve Riley also a couple of others but also on the radio front there have been a fairly quiet time for me. I have been way too down to have the energy and focus on the things needed. I think a few things are desperately needed I have how ever noticed that everything that i have in my calender holds on name attached to it only part form web upodating and tattoos. Its my Roskilde friend. She is out of the ordianry, we share shit loads together and we have a ton of things constantly to talk about and share. i think it is like this cause she is so very different than any I have ever met. In all ways. Many in the past have had a lot of great sides to them but this girl here is having all the damn loved sides in the book. Tough shit. Ill not be making her mine so no point going there. She is going to Stockholm and mor with me and has an over all nice interest in Crue so there is already there a nice shared bond. But we share so fucking much and its my medicine for bettering in its own really weird awsome great way. I am forever greatful for all this ......

Looks like the 16th can be the next tattoo date for me. Then the 20th and 21st its web and site for me. I am then on the 24th with my buddy Henrik up for tattoo again and there by getting a couple of steps closer on the eally wanted ink results. I need something light ... and I need sex soon all that shit would loosen me up a bit I think. Later...

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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8th Of September 2008, Surfact And A Crued Load
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I am almost off from work .. in one hour I have two days off and fuck it is needed like I can not even begin to tell you guys. I have a confession too. Last night as I was so fucking depressed I decided to do something really fucked. I should not even post it on here. I went to the Surfact thing after all. Theboys text messaged me and said "bro we have you plus one on the guest list tonight" - man that is not to be missed. I loved it. I admit I was really really bad inside and my best new friend went with me. She was not too fond of the CD as I played that for her a while back. But like me she said they are awsome live. And they are. I fucking love these dudes. They spinned about half of all songs delievered from the debut CD and then the other half was brand new coming material being tested before its soon to come release. FUCK IT KILLS!!!!! Well done boys, well done. I am so in line for the first sold second release by them on the release date. Kills!!

After this I went to work ofcause.
Had a fairly okay night casue of my Ipod brought in. I was working solo this past night casue I needed to get away from everybody. I have been awfully sad and teary the last day. I have so easy for tears these days. Nothing has healed yet it seems. There are a couple of auctions ending in a good 2 and 4 hours from now. I have pushed my home going time by train till after these two are done with to see if I can really get these or one of them auctions. There will be an adding on the 20th of Sep. the webmaster and myself have finally put it in the calender so a oneday adding of the small lot thats here will go in on here in various sections that night. I think its gonna be one of the last soon adding times I mean for this year. wel lthere will come an item here andthere. But I will not have much more sent from the USA nor anywhere else for some time now. The remaning items in California are to be picked up in person start 2009. I am not going to do much till then on things. I have gotten new projects here in Denmark and I am going to have a minor pile of doings set for the next and last three months of this year. I can not wait to have some more adventures done, I am so fucking bored, down, isolated and worse with the situation as it is right now. I hate this muther fucking shit. I work hard as hell to "move on" as they say out there in the world. Time is the only medicine I think there is to make any changes so time I have to accept as slow as its going ... there is nothing else I can do.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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6th Of August 2008, Rollercoaster Emotions - Tough
2:59PM CET
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Saturday yeah I know. Should be resting and more I am not. I am really exausted from all the emotional shit about the stuff that I am fighting with. The los and the emotional disaster from it is a truely nightmare. I will probably never get over it. But I am also exausted from all the daily work I have going from well regular day jobs. I have such a huge and tragic emtiness and a feeling about being lonely and trapped in a world of nothing but obligations and no love and a little too little smiles and more. I have to say this is way rougher than expected. I am so out of the balance I had and have had for I dare say - years. Yeah it is all just kind of painful. Ofcause I have good and great stuff in the calender. I am really happy aboutl. But I hope I am not hurting myself from how I am and partly why I am doing the stuff that is now in the calender. I really wish everything would be back to normal sooner than later. This is unbareable. And it hurts like fuck. Amazing how other peoples doings can provide such very tough emoyions.

Now I have to say there are so a line of thigns I am not gonna be doing nor getting in the name of my boys. It is seriously not possible due to the messed up crap that has to be dealt with and handled before doing anything new. I am in need of changes and right now I am hoping for a solution to the ultimate new chance in life from my bank. I have talked to a friend and have this dream abotu buying a place in south of Sweden and redecorating it. Owning this place where ever it may be and what ever it may be able to give us. It is an investment and it is a huge chance to start over and maybe find something new. I will just have to see what comes with it should we get a green light from the request and application on a loan to do this. This could also mean that there will be a huge space for fianlly displaying my entire collection in the most awsome way. My god that would be a first and a life long dream.

I should have been at a concert tonight with my Danish faves Surfact but there is no way any at work will reach out and help me getting off my shift for the night so I am not going. It is with a little bit of a sadness that that is said cause I love the band and I have missed them and they for the first time play just 5 mintes in walking distance from here. But it is going to be a working night for me so..... no can do. I have two more nights to cover at work then I am heading hme for a day to Grenaa again. Nothing is really too cool in anything for me as i fight this really tragic hard ball of a pain inside of me. Well I have nothing that I can do about it so no reason to fight it. I am taking it slow and not doing much out of the ordinay to get it over with faster. Sometimes I feel like I am living in a really desperado living a desperate life living without reason and belief. Including value value of life and even worse having no value myself. You see it is Pain, Fear, Disbelief, desperation and all that that this los has givin me in its own totally destructive way. Nothing is good. Nothing is really in any way giving me anything great. Its like attending a party getting drunk mengle in but inside you know you are putting up an act, Cause you do not really wantto be at the party. You do not feel right. You do not feel there is a point. Not weird some pushes themselves over the edge cause you give up. You give in and nobody could really care much less.

From the picturesd five items auctioned off two of them have ended already and I have not gotten any of them. I do not think I will get any of the five but so be it. I have missed out on a ton of great Crue stuff and personal belongings already. So I am not really having an extra ordinary dopwnfall form not getting these either. But ofcause I would have loved to have it all. Money talks an thats the way it has always been.
I truely mean it when I say my latest Roskilde found friend is the only light in the life right now. We share do and listen a lot. It is so valueable to me right now. I am finding a ton of good here while it ofcause is hard as fuck to be round her cause even though we are together I feel like missing her. Weird. How ever I need time a lot of time to get this hunchback chopped down to size. It really truely hurts me more than I can rememebr anything has. Sorry for the bad posting today I really just needed to write myself off. And it all is a long theraphy that I have ot drag myself through to be feeling better.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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5th Of September 2008, Finding Ways Gathering Strength
6:02PM CET
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Hey everybody. It is Friday. How are we all doing? I myself am in high turbulence but at the same time feeling fairly okay. Its a weird massive mix of emotions that seriously needs some outside interfearence. These are the days of that - as told briefly last posting also an active in my life right now. I have to kind of taking it slow for many reasons. But at the same time there are things I HAVE to act on like almost emidiately and that can kind of force some hectic vibes within me. Man all this typing alone makes me acke like "what the fuck am I writing here? This shit makes no sence".... yeah man I am in deep shit in my off balanced mind these days. My god it isa shitty stinky fucked up time of my life. Some people have totally fucked my balance and happiness off. I am so hugely sad and a wreck these days. I hate it. Even as also said been going to a shrink and talk Crue passion like hell and there is nothing so far to be done about it.

I feel so fucking fragile. I break down so easerly these days. It is almost a joke. But a balance is not in my excistence right now. There are nothing, no thoughts or ideas that I have tried out so far that is working for me to get over the los and the anger and furious hate to the people and the situation this involves but what the fuck can one do? I truely try to find a way out of all this fucking crap that these days eats me up alive slowly but surely. Now I went to the Volbeat thing on Monday and I found it uninteresting but happy about the album that was their 3rd release and á release that day. Yes it truely was awsome. No I meant to say it is awsome. They have some music that is really out of the ordinary. Let us see what the hell will happen to them as time goes by. I can recommend the shit anyways. It doesnt really matter where you start on the 3 releases either.

I have gotten in on the much talked embroided material that I wold like to try to have done. Finally the solution has been found so in October there will be made some shirts and some stuff if you should be interested. I will try to get some pictures up on here as they are ready. lets see how it goes okay? Another thing is I have tried to do a few things in the name of non Crue activities. So what has been planned so to speak is a trip to Sweden to see frineds. My old Brides Of Destruction tour friend and travelling partner and her boyfriend. Then I have also set my mind to see Disturbed next month with a support act I have wanted o see for a long time now. Shinedown. I really am lovoing the latest release and some of their songs on there like "Second Chance" is so me right now. I am truely on the emotional side of life witheverything and anything these days. Then in December my new very good friend and I am going to Norway and Sweden to see Vince Neil solo tour of Europe. My baby brother is going to Stockholm with us. Yeah you see something fucking has to happen I am going totally bananas if I have to just sit tight and do fucking nada but starring into a wall for two months while all this bullshit catching up to do is going down. Fuck that crap.

Today I hope to get something good out of something. Work these days is so fucked up and there is nothing but bullshit from the top management. My god it sucks major. Thank god for my best friend. I am kind of screwed on that too cause of what is ...well lets not go there let us just say that I am really appreciating what I have with her. Without her I honestly think I would have been sinking like a rock in the deep end of the fucking pool of life. I am still seeing my shrink and it sometimes feels okay and better but sometimes I feel like nothing else is really going anywhere. This situation has been the hardest thing on 13 years for me to deal with and find a solution to. Another person that in his own way at times is fairly good and supportive is my college Henrik we talk really good and we have sort of future plans set up togther. No not going gay here just so you know. My baby brother sometimes looses ground and all and gets weird but also every now and then supports me the best way that he can to helps out on my Crue life as does two other people for to and with me till I get back on my feet and heads solo again. I am so appreciating all that these people does.

Right now ther eis one new American part from my really good frined Greg that also seems to be geting in on my doings Sang is nothing but a great dude holding most of what is needed to see the real me and support in his own best way my collecting and site too. Yeah ther is nothing like a person really sincere and all. I miss that in most people these days, my Roskilde friend says the same and is the first single female to EVER have said she fully supports and understands me on the passionate and collectible side of life and ...well yeah you know it. She should have been the girl in my life should she not? Fuck yeah. I will never ever agin in my living time on this planet get a better girl in my life that has everything that I would have been good with. Again my los but nothing I can do. There is nothing I can say eother. She is just perfect in most ways possible for a shithead like me.

I am hoping to get some things too right now are auctioned off for any and everyone to grab if wanted,
Pill glass from the Geatest years, Tommy cowbell from the recent tour, his highæy collectible laminates, Nikkis personal home worn pyjama pants form his years with Donna, and finally a bunch of the classic soda bottles. Thats only a few of thee things I like ot get added to my collection but in all honesty i think I should be exstremly happy for and if only getting ONE of these things. They are all gonna go for 125 to 150 and over SU dollars each I am sure. But there will be things added even without these items won when time comes.....later this month. Me and the webmaster seems to be doing a little on that round the 20th of September. We are simply too busy too long till then. So till then its gonna be pretty much diaries only and shit... guess that just has to do. Right? later friends and fucks.

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3rd Of September 2008, Finding Ways Gathering Strength
6:02PM CET
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Hey everybody. It is Wednesday. How are we all doing? I myself am in high turbulence but at the same time feeling fairly okay. Its a weird massive mix of emotions that seriously needs some outside interfearence. These are the days of that - as told briefly last posting also an active in my life right now. I have to kind of taking it slow for many reasons. But at the same time there are things I HAVE to act on like almost emidiately and that can kind of force some hectic vibes within me. Man all this typing alone makes me acke like "what the fuck am I writing here? This shit makes no sence".... yeah man I am in deep shit in my off balanced mind these days. My god it isa shitty stinky fucked up time of my life. Some people have totally fucked my balance and happiness off. I am so hugely sad and a wreck these days. I hate it. Even as also said been going to a shrink and talk Crue passion like hell and there is nothing so far to be done about it.

I feel so fucking fragile. I break down so easerly these days. It is almost a joke. But a balnce is not in my excistence right now. There are nothing, no thoughts or ideas that I have tried out so far that is working for me to get over the los and the anger and furious hate to the people and the situation this involves but what the fuck can one do? I truely try to find a way out of all this fucking crap that these days eats me up alive slowly but surely. Now I went to the Volbeat thing on Monday and I found it uninteresting but happy about the album that was their 3rd release and á release that day. Yes it truely was awsome. No I meant to say it is awsoem. They have some music that is really out of the ordinary. Let us see what the hell will happen to them as time goes by. I can recommend the shit anyways. It doesnt really matter where you start on the 3 releases either

I have gotten in on the much talked embroided material that I would like to try to have done. Finally the solution has been found so in October there will be made some shirts and some stuff if you should be interested.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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31st of August 2008, Closing A Bad Month GOing September
11:29PM CET
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My dear dear friends world wide. I have gone far into my theraphy sessions and I have been givin an inside sight of what is to be done about certain things. You see my dear friends these fucked up stunts and egoistic actings that has cost me a really hard time geting to be a part of a monsterous Crue collection ... yes I am talking about the huge concert swag and stgae probs lost sent me to a srink. A theraphist that is hard as fuck trying to help me through these bad stinky times. I have come up with a few answers but it was not news to me. you see my friends I have lost touch and focus on fucking everything from this and a love for a person I sadly will never have or so it seems. You see thats two issues for a really sencitive person like myself that is simply way too much to bare on my shoulders.Listen to SHINEDOWN and the song "Breaking Inside" that is how I fee land where I am at this moment. It really is a sad, sad, sad situation. I am in tears extremely easerly these days. I am really torn down and counted for.
I have hit the wall and I am in no position to even be near something that could be considered a solution to my acking pain.

I have been inked some morethis week-end too dear brothers an sisters. Yeah I have been blessed woth a full binder of hand drawn Crue related drawings from the one I love so deeply. I will eventually get them all inked to my skin but I am in deep pain these days so I am a little more marked when it coems to be taking on the needle and the pain. It hurts massively these days. An unstable balnce in a human body makes you take pain a littel harder than one with a really cool balnce and pure happiness. That is a fact in the tattoo world. But I got my Brides tattoo coverd in soemthing liek a blood splattered red.. or should I say we have started on that. And also I have gotten the "TL" from the www.tommylee.tv site. Yeah I am gonna add Mick`s too. With time. There are a good 6 times mor to go to her my tattoo artist I think. It will eventually be really good. I am not too worried about it. Gonna cover up the titels from the Dr cover on the right shoulder I am pretty sure. But all that later.

Sitting here again after a 3 day period off from work is a blessing. But my time has been taken and givin out to well train travelling.Two times tattoos. heading to the movies ones. A Theraphy session. And now as we are saying goodbye to August 2008 in a good 12 minutes I am again on a train arriving in Roskilde at 2AM. I know it is fucking sick. Sick and almost mind blowing in a bad twisted fucked up way.I know. No need to try to explain it to me or nothing. I am aware of the low life I am leading when it coems to this train travelling. But for now that is how it is and has been ofr a year and a half. I am tring here to get a few things gong my way again and that costs me a fuckling load of energ, money, time and patience. None of you would like ot trade this for anything you are in I guarentee this. I have lost my babies and I am left to pieces and all are watching and could not care less thats how it feels. Its like a movie on TV its so easy to simply look away or change the channel. No sweat. You se what I mean? man it is so brutal. Dont know what I am or can do about it excpet find ego minded focus and have a solid view on my own self and not care about the outer world for a while. Six minutes to September.

I have a long way to go still before I am on top and back in the game. I am going to try to give myself a calender set line of things on my own and with frineds I like. I will know in a day or two if I will have what I think will be in the calender for the remains of the year. That being; Disturbed with Shinedown next month (October). Some more inked apointments set here locally. Getting my dream tattos made this year. And the nVincwe Neil shows in December. Can I have just Lillehammer in Norway and Stockhom Sweden then I am happy. That would be fine. There are also some minor things in and around Roskilde Copenhagen and more here that could go in the scedual of the fall. But then it is closing in on Christmas and 2009. Ohh hang on... here it comes... almost now...closing in...this is a month I like to really say good bye to. And....here we go the month of August is ...ready. THERE,,, GOODBYE FOR GOOD!!!! It is September. Man I pray that this month will be better easier and more plesant than the past one. Brother this is a wish I hope the mighty dude abovew will hear me on and make sure comes to life. Thanks.I mean it, August was way too hard to get through.

MOTLEY CRUE star NIKKI SIXX is considering burning his diaries - because he can't control what becomes of his musings after he's dead. The bass player made headlines with his Heroin Diaries book - based on items written in his past journals - but he has no plans to be that honest again. And he doesn't want to upset his loved ones after he's gone. Sixx says, "It's (Heroin Diaries success) really brought to my attention, glaringly, that I wouldn't want any of my other diaries to ever be read. "When the day comes that I pass, I won't be able to control that. So I've been considering burning them so that I can leave those tales untold."

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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26th Of August 2008, Theraphy & Focus
2.59AM CET
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So the Sunday, Saturday and Friday was just enough to get through the lot that has now been added to the site. Nothing is now laying in my apartment right now but stuff is still laying around getting gathered with time. Like I tell myself I ask you to be patient with me. It is hell to have things going the way it is going right about now. I have a lot f things to get done especially with myself. Seems like no one could care fucking less about the situation. I have said it before and I say it again i have thrown myself into theraphy to deal with the fucked up situation on the matter of the massive huge and expensive los. had that been the only thing that was wrong it would still had been a huge fucking pain for me. But its not. It is beginning to be a longer list than I seem to be able to handle. I am more down and out than up and around.

There has been givin information to the webmaster about the next coming three months. There will not be a hell of a lot of adding to the site here in the next long long long time. How ever therer will be a long lost feeling covering me with shitty emotions controling me. Why there will not be much the next three months when it comes to adding items is simple. Here is the reason; I will not have a lot to do with financially since all pretty much is put on hold to try to get the shitty happenings covered that hit my ass in America in June / July. A huge fucking burdon is on my shoulders with that one. Yeah you see its so much money and so many emotional stages in this that I do not know how to handle the shit. Thats why I have asked for help too.

Some how I am trying to find focus on other stuff than the Crue. That simply has to happen for me if it does not happen I am for real quiet screwed. I think I have to have something to do and something to look for in the near future. I simply have to. I am not good with just fucking sitting around and go blah blah blah starring into the walls. It will for shit sure drive my ass insaine. I have been hurting enough from having people in my life. It is normally then that things goes wrong. So I am doing a non social time in my life for a longer period I believe. It is sad but it is needed on my part I feel.

So some of the things that are now geting my attention besides my situation on things about myself and my sadness and all moving inside my guts, it is books and other small time doings. This coming Monday it is time for a third release by the Danish Volbeat rock metal rockabilly pumping act to release their third CD and I intend to hit the FONA store in Copenhagen central for their instore and get the new CD then. The singer is a huge Presley fan not that that little remark has got to do with anything but he is. They are to hit the USA for the first time and to try fully to win that continent over too by March 2009. I am going to it and I am looknig forward to at least that. It is a local kind og a small thing with that but at least I do something. I really do not feel all great these days. I am getting that sick twisted feeling again like I had years ago......nothing is badder than its easy to get a check out ticket to life. call that fucked up my friends. It is. It truely is. More than I can say. But I reach that point from time to time when absolutely EVERYTHING that I care for is being ripped off of my back so I feel naked and alone and having a pulse in a world that i really do not want to be in. Its a very psychotic state of mind to be in my dear friends.

Now I have a line of things I need to give time and am in no control of at all. I would have to say the next months or perhaps the rest of 2008 has been coverd financially already from catching iup and clearing out all there is and then have a couple of activities coming to kind of give me at least a minimum to look forward to in the sence of activities and emotional importance. The webside goal for the now past weekend has been fulfilled and it is all there online now a lot was added as some of you perhaps have seen already. not all that I would have liked to get around was done but that will have to come next time thats just how it is sadly. Now with that said I think it is time for a shared thing here before I let you all go this time around. Here is some chat news stuff on the band`s next decade as our favorite rock band on this planet. Ten more years - who would have believed this shit?

After stunning the music industry in 2005 by reuniting and staging one of the most successful concert tours of that year, the rejuvenated Motley Crüe has not slowed down. The '80s glam-metal pioneers, who bring their Crüe Fest to Phoenix on Thursday, have signed a reported $100 million deal with global music giant Live Nation to record and tour for another decade. The band's new album, Saints of Los Angeles, finds the Crüe playing the slick, nasty rock of its heyday and looking back on the days that Vince Neil, Tommy Lee, Nikki Sixx and Mick Mars ruled Los Angeles' Sunset Strip. Lead singer Neil, 47, called with an update on the band and this year's tour, which teams the Crüe with Buckcherry, Papa Roach, Sixx:A.M. and Trapt.

Question: Motley Crüe is in classic form on the new album. Was it fun to look back on the '80s musically?

Answer: It's got a great sound, the songs are all fun. There's a lot of memorable stuff in those songs.

Q: The album has some parallels to your band's autobiography (2001's The Dirt: Confessions of the World's Most Notorious Rock Band). Why did it take seven years to record it?

A: When we started writing songs, we started going by things with the book. But it wasn't like we sat out and said, "Now we're going to write an album about the book." It just kind of happened.

Q: Down at the Whisky recalls the days when you owned the stage of the Whisky a Go Go. Do you ever drive up the Strip to reminisce?

A: I have homes in Las Vegas and San Francisco. When I recorded and (during) rehearsals, I have to live in LA. So you drive by that stuff. It's still there. I go in the Rainbow (Bar & Grill) once in a while and have dinner. That place hasn't changed.

Q: You seem to have as much energy as ever onstage.

A: Playing live, you feed off the audience. You just go out there and rock. I don't feel any older when I'm onstage. We could be playing Whisky a Go Go, for all I know.

Q: Has the recording process changed through the years?

A: With technology these days, you don't really go to a recording studio and sit around like you see in the movies. This record, I never even saw the guys in the band. I did all my vocals at the producer's house.

Q: The Rolling Stones once did that when they weren't getting along. Should we read anything into this with Motley Crüe?

A: No, not at all. It's just easier. We all travel on separate buses because we can afford it. People like to read stuff into it. You make your life easy and make the things you have to do enjoyable.

Q: Nikki has said the band was a gang, but a musical one, in the '80s. Is that how you still feel?

A: Back then, we lived together, we were never apart. That's how we approach everything. We're a gang of brothers. I've known Tommy for 30 years, we went to high school together.

Q: You left the band twice but always returned. Is it similar to working on a marriage or relationship?

A: That's why a lot of bands don't make it. Once they hit a bump in the road, they quit. We took some time off from each other at one point - but Motley Crüe isn't Motley Crüe without the four of us.

Q: Tommy and Nikki got arrested after a show in Phoenix in 1997 in connection with a scuffle with a security guard. Do you guys raise your eyebrows when you see Phoenix on your itinerary?

A: I didn't even think about it. I don't think anybody even remembers. That was a long time ago.

Q: Back in the band's wildest days, did you ever look at yourself in the mirror and say, "I'm pushing things too hard?"

A: I tried to be sober back then, but it was tough because there was no support system. After I got into the accident in '84 (which left a passenger in Neil's car dead) and I did some jail time, I was ordered by the court to be sober. . . . You have to stop when you want to stop, and back then, I didn't want to stop. I wasn't ever really a drug guy; I just like to drink.

Q: You've appeared on a few reality-TV shows (The Surreal Life, Remaking Vince Neil). Any more on the horizon?

A: I don't have plans to get into any more TV stuff. I'm a rock star, not a TV star. Those things were kind of fun to do. It was an opportunity. I didn't have anything going on. The Surreal Life was only 10 days out of my life.

Q: What is the key to being a rock front man who lasts for decades?

A: You have to really enjoy what you're doing and try to deliver the songs to the people out there the way they want to hear it. I try to stay as close to the records as possible because I hate going to see a singer who sings it differently. It drives me crazy.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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24th Of August 2008, Updates & Healing Process
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Sunday - I know attimes it feels like i have all Sundays by the diaries of mine. Lol. Well, this time it is what I promised (again) sitting in the north of Denmark scanning and adding a bunch of shit to the sections on here again. LAst time we added round 250 pictures. This time it is about the same 250 to 275 new pictures of all kinds of things. Articles, solo sections, mag covers, this n that, shirts, CDs, Displays, Posters you name it. We have all going. We are trying to get it all done yesterday and today so I am able to store it all away again. The site is expanding big time and I am trying to get a grib of what is smart while healing from the bullshit that I have and am going through. I think it is a major downfall that should never have been happening. Fuck the folks that did this shit.

Now while sitting here in the north of Denmark with the webmaster doing this we are going through some things and talking about all that is going to be and can be with the site. I am myself personally still feeling very fragile if you will and I feel shitty - to say the least. I have ones again been seriously close to shutting my whole collecting life down and just say "fuck it". All the loses that I have been talking about recently were the stuff that would have made this exrta ordinary and really setting the shit up high up on the list of cool collection. Let me take away someones baby and see if they could care less too? I think it is tragic how people can .... you know what? I should not let this situation take up any more room on here. I feel terrible and will NEVER get over it nor forgive but I have to at some point find a point where i get over it and more on. Have talked to a professional brain twister about all of this. YES!!!! This is how serious and how bad it has done me. And I see now that there is nothing but a tried out focus on other things that can make me move on.

It is not going to be an easy task to do. I seriously doubt that I will ever get over it. I am still paying off on it. And that with the fact of never getting it is just unbarable. Now all the stuff thats no longer in the collection will be dragged out of the site and set in a special section and not touched again. Scannings here thats of all the new stuff should be added to the site here today. So in a good 10 hours from now you should be able to see a lot of "new" stuff that has not been on here before. I think it is a nice load to present to you all.

On a personal level outside the site I work a lot obviously on the loses that have acurred. Other than that I am fighting stil lwith all the costs that I took home with me from the Florida trip in late June. I have still September and October to get through before I will have that coverd and out of the way. It stinks like a mutherfucker so there goes my Japan tour in October and more. I am not able to go and not able to witness that stuff since it is eating up all my finances on the other fucked up front from the shit that went down. yeah it sucks pretty much. And I am devestated to say the least that I am forced to do this crap. Then in October I have new bad shit to catch up on and there from its going to be November before I know of it. And from there yes it will be November and December before I know it too and then comes Vince solo European tour and a working on myslf going to California to pick up the remains thats there of my stuff. Then after I have done this I asure you I will slowly begin to feel better about, from and with everything thats got to do with my collection and America.

So I guess my year is filled up with what to do and whats to get cleaned and cleared up. Feels typical for me. Always months and months ahead in my scedual. I fee llike there are so many things I would like to do also outside the collecting world like I am slowly beginning to really NEED to think about moving. I need to find a place in Sjealland closer to work moving out and away fom my brother. But I also have been aware of that not happening til lthe deal / loan for the now lost stuff is cleared and done with. I simply do not have the time nor finances to do that with. Especially now with all the crap that has moved in on me the last 8 weeks. It is taking up a lot more than what its good for. I will be posting more on here later but let me get back to the stuff thats going on with the scanning and adding lol so you can all have the new to enjoy. Later....

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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21st Of August 2008, Drained Energy Risks For A Breakdown
4:29AM CET
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Ohh dear how long can shitty doings keep going on and hit just one person? I am beginning to be really, deeply exausted rom all there is to deal with. Things that are really eating up all my energy. It is without a doubt a long stinky fight to keep holding your head up with things raining down on you for 7 weeks straight. This time some stuff is at risk for getting to me ones again and further more is my staying at my brothers place. Its a long story but I may have serious things to be worried about. I will end up breaking down if some positive shit doesnt soon hit me. You see I am seriously wasted and drained for al lenergy I can possibly think of.

I am fully aware of what is going on but at the same time I am dead serious when I say there is nothing I can do about non of this thats going on. You see I have a long hard road in front of me with things giving me a time of stress and unsorted shit that is very soon a must to have cleared and have under control ones again. If this does not happen man I dont wanna even think about whats can be going down then. It is a long serious painfull road with oceans of hard work and a feeling whispering youre not really getting anywhere fast now are you?!! Yeah these last two months have been pure poison part from the great California trip just 3 weeks ago. But as you remember that too has givin me a pretty high price to be paid. Yeah its sick. But again what the fuck can I do? It feels like it is a trent fucking Tommy over and putting his face in the dirt. God damn it!!!

I am givning in and taking a shitty trip home to Grenaa today for pretty much nothing. Nothing in the sence of I will be in town there for 60 minutes and thats all. Everything else is dropped and changed for a return to Roskilde and all. I have to get some sleep later on today there is nothing I can do say or anything about it. I seriously need a hard core something to get through these next 10 days without getting sick as shit. Then it is two more days for me at work then a fucking hard focused day with the site here and new added stuff for you all. Then back to work for 6 days and .. well it is simply a littel too hard for me to even think about. lets just pray I will get through all of it without any stinker of a well...... yeah you know..
later folks

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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19th Of August 2008, Tours & Painful Games
4:25AM CET
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Oct 3rd Mötley Crüe playing Arena VFG, Guadalajara, Mexico
Oct 5th Mötley Crüe playing The Sports Place, Mexico City, Mexico
Oct 7th Mötley Crüe playing Monterrey Arena, Monterrey, Mexico
Oct 11th Mötley Crüe playing Pepsi Music Festival, Estadio Pepsi Music, Buenos Aires, Argentina
Oct 11th John Corabi playing acoustic at Red Light Café, Atlanta, GA.
Oct 19th Mötley Crüe headlining Day 2 of Loud Park 08 festival, Saitama Super Arena, Saitama City, Tokyo, Japan
Oct 21st Mötley Crüe playing Zepp, Fukuoka, Japan
Oct 22nd Mötley Crüe playing Actcity, Hamamatsu, Japan
Oct 23rd Mötley Crüe playing Zepp, Nagoya, Japan
Oct 25th Mötley Crüe playing Osaka-jo Hall, Osaka, Japan
Oct 26th Mötley Crüe playing Super Arena, Tokyo, Japan

What do you all say? Cool to go see? Sure it is. I am not as it looks too messy right at this very point!! I need to have things cleared up for myself to event hink about things like this. Now I have gotten news that the fucked up phone bill thing has not reached the telephone company. What the fuck is it all about anyhow? No matter what is being done these days it seems someone somewhere is constantly taking thing from me messing shit up and then spit it out right back at me. It is seriously hard painfull time with more troubled waters than I ever imagined possible. One dude my good frined Greg of Los Angeles has today been like a sent angel to my rescure to be honest!!!! I am really greatful .Everythign that has happend of bad things the last many weeks have been so non nessesary. Really. It is peoples minds and egos that controls most peoples doings these days. I know should these very same people be reading this they will for sure say Tommy you cock sucking bastard ... you lay in your own stinky mess. Yeah yeah thanks a bunch. I have never done any of you harm nor will I. I could never do what certian people of you are and have done.

Well it is also up in the air that Mr.Neil is coming around these parts solo:

Dec 3rd Vince Neil playing Sala Apolo, Barcelona, Spain
Dec 4th Vince Neil playing Estragon, Bologna, Italy
Dec 5th Vince Neil playing Alabamahalle, Munchen, Germany
Dec 6th Vince Neil playing Turbinehalle, Oberhaussen, Germany
Dec 7th Vince Neil playing Boerderij, Zoetermeer, Holland
Dec 10th Vince Neil playing Gorbunova, Moscow, Russia
Dec 11th Vince Neil playing Petofi Hall, Budapest, Hungary
Dec 12th Vince Neil playing The Rock Star, Bilbao, Spain
Dec 13th Vince Neil playing Rockerfeller, Oslo, Norway
Dec 14th Vince Neil playing Fryshuset, Stockholm, Sweden
Dec 16th Vince Neil playing La Riviera, Madrid, Spain
Dec 17th Vince Neil playing Shepherd's Bush Empire, London, UK
Dec 18th Vince Neil playing Wolverhampton Civic, Wolverhampton, UK

This can become a great one. I am sure most of you all know this is going to be a guarenteed sold out tour. Its clubs only so not many will be as lucky as they wanted to I guess. I am not gonna take more than a couple I dont think. There are way too many things I want to do and HAVE To get sorted and dealt with. But then after al lthat bullshit is taken care fo it will be a way better time for me. And hopefully my time too will see myself getting around the shit the fucks have pulled in the USA on me and live with the massve pain this has caused me.
There are so many cool things that will be handled a little better from now on. No more people getting in over my collecting world like I have done and put trust in some people before no more thats a rock solid promise to first and foremost myself. Only one person here around me in everyday life has shown great sympathy and more and have and still is trying to help me the most powerful way possible through the times right now when its really rough. I could have said my brither he has for a long time now been a great helping hand and more but he is tripping over some other shit and is like a stranger these days. Its all stupid. He will be back fror sure but this is right now the person in the picture from the diary of a coule of days ago. She truely has been a saviur these days and for my all my sadness anger and dissapointment and fustration that I have some how let out on her I am here by saying I am sorry. I truely am sorry Tine. Youre all I really want these days youre an extradinary person and I love you for it. I wil lforever be greatful. Thanks a lot.

Now the next word up is WTF... or WHAT THE FUCK: Maybe this is how Pamela Anderson and her ex Tommy Lee play dating poker. Pam goes, "I'm dating a member of the Abu Dhabi royal family." Tommy goes, "I'll see your Arab prince and raise you one reality-TV vixen." Or maybe that's all just in our heads. But in any case, you probably caught our exclusive earlier today about Pam's new man. Now it seems that Tommy's going tit for tat. Literally. Sources tell E! news that the Motley Crue rocker is dating Rock of Love 2 hottie Daisy De La Hoya. And despite assertions from De La Hoya's rep that the duo are "just friends," our source says they're much more. At the very least, De La Hoya is hot for Tommy's fans. She's featured on Lee's Titty Cam video--girls flashing their breasts for the camera--which plays at the beginning of Motley Crue's current concert tour. Stay tuned. Doohhhh!!!!

A thing way more interesting even though it is bout some non Crue members is the new and to come latest Cd release from the Aussie band AC/DC. I can not wat for this fucker. I love them but who doesnt,. Its said to maybe be their live wise farewell tour. Damn if I ll miss that. Europe 20009. But Cd out Oct. Want a little something before this well the first single is coming next week. Thats fucking right. The band was in the Uk, London more exact to film the first video in 9 years. Yeah man its gonna rock and its gonna roll like a muther.... More Crue added on the site in a few days.

Track Listing:

1. Rock ’n Roll Train

4. Anything Goes

7. Spoilin’ For A Fight

10. Stormy May Day

13. Rock N Roll Dream

2. Skies On Fire

5. War Machine

8. Wheels

11. She Likes Rock N Roll

14. Rocking All The Way

3. Big Jack

6. Smash N Grab

9. Decibel

12. Money Made

15. Black Ice

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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17th Of August 2008, Pain, Passion, Lost Love
5:14PM CET
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It is Sunday yeah another one of those. It is a heavy heavy Sunday. I feel like shit. One perosn in America has got to be pleased about my emotional catastrophy. I am torn to pieces over lost gold in the sence of collecting Motley Crue. I would and could never do that kind of stunts. But thats easy to say right now as it is not even an obtion thats relavant. I have this past 4 weeks lost a lot of things that I hold passion for and a lot of money and non of it all can ever come back into my life. I had a lot of things that I needed to have to stay good and safe with and for myself. But this is just all stupid and about the biggest los I have had in life so far.

Last night I went to a place caleled Hilleroed in the northern part of Sjaelland Denmark. I went to see Meat Loaf. In the end I went there to see him with this girl I do spend a lot of time with. I had a lot of things movnign in me. Meat Loaf always makes me sort of emotional LIVE. he is so passionate abotu his doings and performances. he improvices all songs and do it in passion and overwhelming greatness. It was his tour after this fucked up throat threat he went through late last yeat or was it erlier this year? Any how he is here now or was last night nad I saw it, A ton of thigs went through my brains and I felt life passing before my eyes. I really truely needed to have some things set in order within myself and I felt on off a balance and belief in things. I have to say I am really a mess after thew received messages this month. I miss my best friend in America I miss my lost pile of Crue collectibels I miss a person I have a love for that is not giving back. I am in a state of emotional dissaster here with al lI am not having that I truely feel love for. I have a ton of great things I can not use otr give out due to the fact this is not taken in by others.

I have to say I feel a lot of things are totally fucking with me these days. I went there to Meat Loaf and got a ton of thoughts going a ton of emotions running tears were falling and more. It was a fucking cool night. A night that often made me slip thooughts bout the situation. But surely it always came back to me. It always came back with a pain like needles arunning through my body in the most painful way. The girl I talk about is my single handedly bets card to sainity and balance right now. I really feel I have a rough time here holding nothing but hope and time in me. I am not good at holding on to positive thinking here for and about much from this constant los and taken away from me. I have a really nice feeling when I am with this person I talk to and see quiet often here in Roskilde. One thing is she is not at allunderstanding me like I hoped she would and I not her. Not hte way she liek d me to I guess. I think there are so amny things that I need to change around AGAIN .... feel like its a life long adjustment only. Its really anoying. it should not be like this. we should not be forcved to spend a constant load of energy to always be on alert and change and learn. Had been nice for a change to have the chance to just enjoy and feel the now without having all this bullshit.

I have a fairly huge hole inside of me from all there is going on rihgt now. I truely have. I see things from a heart like window point of view. I can not live if my heart os not in it. I have a ton of things that are really not worth anything to me but if it does not have a heart frelt feeling in it. I feel so fucked up and spat on it is beyind any describtion I can come up with here. The girl that is highly important to me over here is not one that i see as a regular person. This individual is so massively great for me but sadly she does not see that on her own self too much. She is all rapped up in things that blocks her from seeing things no matter what she says. It is a peson that gives me so much and that has shown my Crue life an interest more than anyone I know. And surely in a way that no one has done till now part from Corinna in California

I have a talk going with a greta guy in the USA.
He seems to underatand me much better now than any does about the collecting thing. I have a ton of things that I really liked to do and get from my collection life anfd this one guy in the US seems to be getting me a bit more than most. He is a money maker but he has an understanding too for my doings it seems. Really important for me I think. He is in my life at the right time to be honest. He is also like this girl here really being supportive in ways not always easy to understand and explain. But I am grateful for both their time support and understanding. No doubt. Coming later summer on here will be: a CVD / ticket lot, nikkis peacoat, Micks jacket, and some sixx used bandanas and more... things will come in Sep and October. Dont worry this is not going down and being ended cause of the shit some has pulled on me but it sets me back like ain a solid stinky way.

There will be so much turbulence in my writing and doings the next coming long time so forgive me if I get shit posted on here that at times does not makes too much sence. I am trying to hang on to what I have safely here.

n understan

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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15th Of August 2008, Feel Like Falling To Pieces
7:52PM CET
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I have had another awfull day. My long time travelling partner and I have parted today. thereis to be no more of that or anyting else for us. Long personal story on her part but this was our last one. Our last trip. Our last doing. Nothing can be written in words on this one. The los is huge for me and the los is now getting me to think everythink I love and have loved for a long time is slipping through my fingers these days. Nothing I care for seems to be staying with me. The latests really great friend of mine that holds pieces of my herat here locally is also not able to give me anything I want and long for. This chick gives me a lot but not what I feel I need. I am really devestated and need to get a new focus or stop all that I have and do and change my life like massively. This is such a huge mig financial and emotional los the last 4 weeks now. I can not go on having this coming to me. It is simply not possible for me to survive like this. More Loses have come to me besides this too. But I am unable to go on about it here right now.
Next adding on here is Sunday and then again the 23rd. And 24th. After this I can not really tell. Things are not going anywhere near what I would prefer.

There has been such a clean out and such a strong will to do things great and right for an amazingly long time now. I see all that being taken away and no matter what I do things go shitty. Trying hard to keep focus and not break down. How strong am I? How long will I be able to hang on and keep it all up and not just my Crue life and site activities? Time will tell xxxxx

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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14th Of August 2008, Lost My Holy Grail
12:08AM CET
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So Wednesdays can be a fucked day as well I see. Well I have a line of things that are to be a long story but I really would like ot have it done short as it is very much painful for me. Now there is a huge section in the "looks" and "Personal" one that is to be erased one ofthe coming days now. A person I had resopect fro and thought was a bit different had a lot of my stuff stored if you will. I have today gotten a news note saying she doesnt give a shit really and since the stuff is not picked up it is now spread out covering god knows what and I have no longer that load of collectibles. It is a stinker of a situation and I feel like a mom having had her baby forced off of her hands.

I have been acused all sorts of things from this person and the individual claims to knwo a good lot about me and have talked to a lot of people that this same person says have talked badly about me. I think this is all crap. The only REAL friends that I have in America I KNOW have not talked to this individual nor would they stap me like I have been this way.

So if you see a lot of cool shit missing in the next few coming days its cause I am no longer in position of these things and have lost a good 9000 dollars here. Money is one thing and the emoptional effect this has is a totally different kind. This individual have for a long time now talked about the stored items to be trash. The same person wears stuff auctioned off from Sixx used clothing from the ols Swagrox activites in 2006. I can only say this person sees collecting as somethign totally different than myself and a lot of other heavy collectors. This person does not get it all. How I do and what this all means to me. And to know I morethan ones have helped this person in financial hard times by buyiong things off of the hands to cover other stuff and then do this to my shit is unforgiveable. I am not gonna trash this person on any place mentioning names or nothing but this is one fucked up stinking liar of a piss ant that I really ones thought of as a future long term friend I was or could become proud to know. Fuck in hell....

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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11th Of August 2008, Long Night But Rocking Feelings
10:15AM CET
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Yarning as hell? Not eally as much as I expected how ever I am getting tired. I am now after a long day and night finished with all the scannings for the site on the brought stuff so far. have to also admit my younger brother is trying to get his own site up on the Swedish sleeze rockers of Stockholm Crashdiet. All the scans for that is has been done as well.. You may remember the band from a Crue point of view from last year as Mick Mars went to see the band in Sweden to help out on two songs as a guest musician. So either or you should check it out. It is http://www.69queenobscene.dk and you will see some simular things from the site here. Now things will be great at the end of the day today as I will have covered a pile unreal really. Theer are still a huge pile to go into the scanner of Crue items but that will have ot come later much later this month. We are in lack of time and shit to get around the next lot in the USA home brought shit. But it will come no worries.

You should find a good geate lot of things that you have maybe not see never in the lot that is now listed here and there for it can be of nothing less than a pleasure to go through this time. I myself sometimes wish I was on your end at the table. Looking in and getting excited about seeing the new shit like some of you will be. Well dont get me wrong ofcause I myself am excited too. I own the shit and that is sometimes unreal to know as a fact. Yeah man, I am proud obviously. But there are so many things that are not to be taken lightly. I am but should also be damn proud of having found what is here now. You know what I mean. Now things on site is right now going well. its alive and active like forever. and with the August doings we have done and in store for you it is an interesting month. I am looking forward to having it all set up myself. Awsome.

A lot of things are highly wanted too still that are up and auctioned off but I am not going ot do anything about it since I have had that fucked up Florida happening. It cost me a fortune and it is now killing me for a good couple of months too. But things simple have to take the time it needs to get cleared and to get back on track. I am doing the best that I can. Also more of the USA stuff is worked on the best that i can to get home. It is tricky I would have been in the north of Boston early June had I been able to set an agreement with the girl there that holds a good lot of my shit but it never got set so I could not go there after all. Now that is a bit more complicated than what I like it to be. Had been nice to get it all cleared out of the way and no more ever having stuff by anyone. Some consider me bad news. Its their opinion I know what I am doing and I would never do anything shitty to anyone on purpose. It is to be argued in someones opinion but that is something I have to live with. And thats that!! All I wanna have is things cleared and then settled and that is all I really want. Now back to the adding activities so we can get this site updated and all.. talk to you all again later peace out!!

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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10th Of August 2008, Here Goes The Shit
9:12PM CET
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Ohh my fucking god. Another day in movement and site doings. My god it is a lot to start on. The things to get added from now on is massive. There have been shot laying in the USA for a long long long time and some of it is now on Danish soil. And its on here in the next couple of days. Some of it is already on today. The Vince neil solo shit and the Sixx stuff in all catagories are added already. Now it is time for your Tom boy to continue his lack of sleep and stuff in form of scannings to get through one third of the pile brought home this time.
It will for sure be really cool when it is all on here. You will love the stuff too just like I do. it is a really nie something no shit. I am having a long Monday here in the north of Denmark by the webmaster getting this pile done. Yeah it will be a monsterous Monday lol. Some asked what about the pile you brought home how big was it. Well here is a damn picture of the shit and remember the one that met me that came to help out carrying holds the camera and further more two bags that did not fit the fucking cart I push my shit in.

Also some asked abotu the new tattoo. Well it is not really here all them pictures yet. How ever one was taken cause some thought it was cool lol as I got back. "Fuck you inked your knockles bro" was the only words that came over this dudes lips Lol. Funny!!!!! I will have the picturea and videos in a good 10 days time hopefully send from the USA .. sorry things takes time there are so many things to deal woth and take careof really. I am so in lack of longer days but the god almighty still says its gonna stick at only 24 hours a day and there seems to be so for a long, time to come. I will not have the power to change that one around it seems... sorry lads!

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9th Of August 2008, At Work - Fucking Always
12:20AM CET
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Here we are again more trouble of accused bullshit from people from a certain place. jesus christ often wonder how people can sometimes make judgements about others not knowing the facts. Guess the insecure things makes people play god!!? How sad. How rotten. Anyhow here I am trying to deal with certain things again and I am and will for a long long time again be at work to the max cause I have a lot of bullshit to catch up on. Including the los from Florida. I am going to be in Aalborg all Monday coming for site adding. Yeah everything that can not fit in a scanner will be added Monday so there will be a lot of shirts in band and solo sections. A lot of displays, and all. There are a good few things that are not really new as such but they have laid around in America for ages and now it is time start bringing them home. its a long process cause it costs an ass load of money.

I do not really see all go faster than well.....all just will take quite a long time. Sorry to say. But it will. Only bringing home a couple of guitars and a huge display lot cost 500 US dollars in XTRA fees ....you tell me how many times any one can do this like every month. Right on. No one can. Unless we are all born with a fucking silver spoon up our ass. And I for one am not one of those people. I am doing all I cna though. You doubt it? Well my dear fellows that is your mistake. Nothing means as much to me as my collecting. So anyone has anything to say that is denying this well be my guest. I am done explaning myself .Do not have to have other people understanding this about me. I know what I do and I know what is true. Not at all would I be and do anything different no matter what the pissed off people would say about it.

yeah - Monday will be the day that we do this. Then the fairly huge pile of things that can go into a scanner will not see the light of day on the site here but all brought home this time ... it starts getting on here Monday watch for it. We will have a long time catching up on this lot my dear friends. I have so busy times and I really have such lack of sleep and rest that is such a wonder I at all can stand on my feet. Well tomorrow is Deep Purple time. Some radio interviews and shit. Nothing will include a bed in my Saturday working scedual. Thats a fact. You all take care folks. Love you all. And as always thanks for your support and love that I highly appreciate. Could I thank you all face to face I would. But there sadly is no such chance for me to have that happening.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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7th Of August 2008, My God What A Time ....
06:08AM CET
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Good morning my dearest friends. It is Thursday and I have a new ass long day that is going to kill me in front of me again. Its ass erly morning hours...but I had to get up for a single thing ending on eBay. have you all by way heard it_? The red used 32" red see through drumkit of Tommy`s used on CrueFest has now gotten blown up and is terminated. He has gotten a new kit for the rest of the tour and the pieces that are left are now partly for grabs. AFTER THE CRUEFEST IN SAN BERNARDINO...TOMMYS DRUMS WERE NOT BEING MOVED..A STAGE WORKER ASKED WHAT WAS GOING ON AND WAS TOLD, "THAT THEY HAD BOUGHT TOMMY A NEW DRUM SET" AND THAT "THEY WERE BLOWING UP HIS DRUM SET FOR THE ENDING OF A VIDEO.. DONT KNOW IF IT WAS A MUSIC VIDEO OR A TOUR VIDEO.. ANYWAYS, THE PYROS WERE HOOKED UP, TOMMY SAT DOWN, BANGED THE DRUM AND BOOM!!!! Insaine but there are a chance now to get slight used pieces of it.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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6th Of August 2008, Standing On danish Soil - Back To reality
3:34PM CET
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Hey you all.....this is yeah well me. I have totally skipped all diary postings from the trip while being in the states sorry bout this. But I have litterally slept like only 12 hours on the 5 days tour. Not much cause of a tight exciting scedual there. Boy ohh boy how do I begin? It was the 31st of July as I got up in the morning a my friends new place. Now kind of family involved. Sadly the so called better half of hers seems to have issues with his own sex when it comes to his girlfriend. Well if she is not like fully herself or if she can not be... then what is it all really worth? In my book nothing. I witnessed a sad sideshow from him and a not too cool atmosphere. I hope seriously she is going to have this great outcome of it in the end.

Anyhow from here after the dude left we took off. On our way to well Las Vegas. Yeah the show was not untill tomorrow from this day but it was a need or a want that we wanted to go this day before. But right now we had 4 hours to do a little something. The Guitar Center on Sunset in Hollywood was to hold this event told about in last posting. We went took a few pictures of the building the new posters and all.. and then I took her on my shoulder it was hell for both of us because it had this thick heat and high tempatures. Yeah it was hot as fuck and it was not easy stadnig there. Her left leg got numb and my left arm was like not there no more. It all was kind of a stinker though. It was not cool nor interesting. All in all, a good perhaps 12 to 15 minutes. Then it was over. We video taped it all and took a few pictures of the new covered Crue poster wall of the Center then we took a chance to go behind the place to see if we could get to meet them or just one. There were about 15 people there already. But as expected we shortly got kicked out of the parking lot for the one reason being, the security staff was ordered to throw us out and away from there. So instead of looking at cars leave event hough the band members would be in them we desided to simply leave. So from a huge fucking hunger we both had for food we left he place and found us a place to get some take away and just head north towards the roads taking us to the desert.

Now since it has been a long road of silence between she and I I felt we had a lot of shit to catch up on really. I felt it was a long time to since we even had a connecting talk online or on the phone. So sure the 4 hour 30 minute drive from Hollywood to Vegas was not long at all for me. Actually due to the shitty traffic there always is in America we had our 4 some hours turning into a good 6 hours almost going there. But what the fuck. It was a sweet time and good company and more importantly we had nothing to miss. We had nothing we absolutely had to do this evening. As we rolled in on Vegas we had talked a lot and had gotten a few choks about one another. All that is personal and got no business on a Crue fansite but it was great. It really was. We had also talked about tattooes. She has kind of been asked not to get any more since her boyfriend is not too hot about it. I on the other hand have no girlfriend even though I would love to have especially one ...but its not gonna happen......I was curious to hear what the price would be on the idea that I sat with. Wonder if I could and should do it. Cause it was my hand that I wanted to have done not arm or nothing and in Denmark that is simply never gonna happen as it is illigal. so lol guess what happend?

Yeah we rolled in on Las Vegas Blv and stopped by the Vince Ink Shop and asked. My idea would cost 450 dollars. And I could get it done right there and then if I wanted to. I passed. Got ya all now did I not? You all thought I would do it reading this right? Well I did not do it. I made a pass and said we will return in the morning when they opend again the next morning at 11.00 AM. I think I simply have to think details and more before just jumping in here. I think I made right choice.....more on it later. We took off to go to my friend, friends place lol on the outside of Vegas. Well we arrived there to stay for night and a possibly night after. Lisa she is such a sweet person. She is so nice to me really. So I was highly happy about the staying there. I had a room for myself lol luxury purely I have to say. What a nice sweet time we had before we hit the sack. Thanks Lisa. Thanks a lot youre very kind. That right there ended the night of the 31st.

Then came August 1st and my god what a day. It is a oops was a day lol that heldt a few round goings. We had nothing to do but being busy as fuck. Thats how the whole trip has been this time around but then again we had also only a really short time meaning my days on this trip were few. I think there I have never been in the states for this few days ever in my life. How ever it all was tight smooth and alltogether awsome part from one lousy thing. More on that later too. Now the morning on the 1st we took off to the Vegas strip as they call it lol, and we hit the Vince Neil Ink. I have to say I was excited... and to make a long story short the skin got inked this day!! Man it looks cool. The blackbird bass logo for Sixx basses on the top of my hand and the knuckles on same hand got its "C R U E" now.... talk about rock and style... this kills. Period. the tattoo artist said "youre in for a whole new tattoo experience I warn you right away its gonna hurt like a muther fucker and we go to the VIP room for this one. Its not all that gets hands inked even through its legal. People has to earn this shit." So I guess in his mind I had this earned.. damn it was good. How was the pain? To be honest and remember i hate needles. I have to say this is the one that hurt the least of all I have. Thank god. no pain at all. I am sorry all the video and photos taken on this tour is still in San Diego. We had no time at all not even close to copy it all so its left there to be done asap and then you will get pictures ...
Also I have brought home 160 pounds of Crue this time a couple of the guitars are already on the site but a ton of other things are not so there will come plenty in August when I have time off from work. Youre in for another treat in the line of god damn it so many already!!! Look folks I got home today and I am about to go to work for the night... yes yes yes I know insaine. No denying it what so ever. But for now the posting here is gonna have to wait to be updated with the rest of the story till tomorrow sorry bout this friends...I run a hard tight scedualled life...tommy

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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31st Of July 2008, San Diego, Hollywood
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Alright here we go again. Lets try to get this second USA trip going. I landed here in San Diego last night after a full day of traveeling. Took off from home Wednesday morning European time and one day later landed here after 5 and a half hours of waiting in Atlanta, GA on my way over here. The trip was not as long as feared when it comes to being hungry sick tired and all that typical stuff. BUt now I am here have slept from round 1AM till l4:30 AM this morning. I am not tired and I have had trouble sleeping too much. Do not know why. But here I am and its been a while since I dropped a posting to the diaries anyways. A shit load has happend since I last talked to you my dear diary I dont even know how to begin or if I at all should throw everything in here. A lot of emotional turbulence has been the overall framing for my doings. Also a lot of fianncial downfalls. After the Florida trip that nailed me on my ass like masisvely. But there have been a few great things here and there and now I am back on the horse not fiancially or nothing emotionally I am still a messed up wreck. But it just has to do. Not questions asked.

We are trying to get shit together here me and my inner beast to give things a twist that will have a ruling outcome when the god damn smoke clears. I have been extremely close to get involved too in a relationship but as always on that front I lost. No need to go in on that any further. Its just typical it seems I am doomed to be single. End of story.
AS I landed I saw Corinna for the very first time since January and all our Crue shared shit is coming to an end on this trip now. She is involved and has a started new life and it is not even close to what she had or wants back I dont think?? So with the shows here and there over the next 5 days we share this and then .. my guess is thats that. Today the Crue boys are getting their "Hollywood Motley Crue day" made official. An event that seems to have been thrown together in a kind of last minute and we are trying to head out to it and see the ongoings. Then after that there is more or less a direct drive to Vegas for the show there tomorrow. Yeah there is not gonna be too much spare time of any kind on any of these days to come. And shortly there is a take off out of here again. I will be back with more later......take it easy fuckers....

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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20th Of July, Back Settings, But Holdin Strong Will
7:36PM CET
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Sunday - again. Well I kind of was planning on saying its another bloody Sunday. But I will not. I am not having a bad day at all. Not a totally overwhelming great one either. Just a good nice resting one of the kind that at times are so desperately needed. I have slept been thinking and are slowly again going in on the Crue life of mine to sort of analyze some things. My financial situation due to the shitty happenings from the Florida dates just to nail down the period on the web here, has forced me to sit back and more or less suck on thumbs for the next two months. How ever things already on a move are not going to be elimanated.

I have talked a little more to some of the people that I trust and truely care for. More have backed out of the Crue universe andfrom going on helping me since they have changed to do and be soemthing else now in and with their lives. It is in other words going slowly to be like it used to be before 2003, I am a one dude army doing and aiming for all things that I do. There are going to be a lot of new ways and roads to travel down at no longer the same as it has been now for 5 years. Things have changed drasticly. It has also been set straight now. Nothing will be added any more this month on the "looks" section here this month. Nothing is going down on this untill August now. In case some of you have been wondering.

I feel I am looking forward to the Californian trip on the 30th but trust me I am looking just as much forward to it endning and being over with. I have so many things that I like to do and get sorted here it is not eve nright. Motley is something that i truely do spend a lot of time on and all. But I have a lot to do and a lot to look into for myself. It all takes a god three years but I am going to do it, fuck even now I am active like non around me can even begin to understand. Nothing is as important as me doing shit. I can not stand just sit around after work. I get weird. And trust me work and solid night time work is not going to treat you nicely. I am ass tired very very often but I need to be active not sit and stare in the walls.

Now as I am so work wise active the Crue life of mine is feeding mew with more and more signs and straight up tellings that i truely should start some sort of Motley museum. It is hard to want so badly but some of the needed ingrediences to do such a thing is not in my hands right now. Had some one 20 years ago told me collecting massively and sgharing trust in people would bring me such massive complications fughts and dissapointment I would have called them liars. But hey... here I am still walking still fighting.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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18th Of July 2008, New Times Lost Connections
4:56PM CET
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I have a lot of things to do these days it seems. I know you guys dont have a damn clue how and where about the cities are placed round this damn country. But from now til July 29th I have a long list of doings. Going to my apartment three times for things. Even though it gives me a good straight up three times full days without any sleep at all. Plus going from Copenhagen two times to the south of Denmark... constant work nightshift every day minus one up till the 26th. Plus I have some thing s to do here round Copenhagen and Roskilde. I also have a good amount of time spend on my frneds here. Plus this new person that I hang with. We are trying to give each other what no one else has been able to do to either of us so far in life. She is such a huge talented somebody that I admire a lot. She is drawing me my next tattoo and she doing some of the fill ins for my tattoos on the arms so the sleeves can be total and completed. Love people that inspires me. And this one has so many fucking talents its making myself look and feel like a nobody!!! Youwant to be somebody girl? You already are. Ohh yeah and further more there is on the 27th the outdoor sold out Iron Maiden show in Horsens.

I have also had some really awsome times with her introducing her to some big time Motley Crue. And she has vise versa giving me a lot from her world. Also, so has my man from work Henrik. A lot has been giving and a lot has been received. My Irish brother is missed. I think abotu his a lot. I so badly weant to share somethings with him again and I feel so hungry for new learings and all Iand there is now in my life some great chances to get that from her. ASn d for m a few others. Unlike things and situations I have been in so far. Yeah it is a somewhat great and exciting time. In a good couple of weeks we will have more for you to be put on here if we talk merch itmes. I really do have a lot of good feelings about this. Cause I will be bringin home some that I have had alying in the USA for a long long time. It is time to bring home the goods.

I am looking forward to be going to the states again yes but I realy look forward too to be gtting back home. A lot has been thought about with my life and Crue and more these days. I have a balance still that is so good for me right about now. I need to have these things that I have inside myself to make it through the times that is and has been. Yeah for a while I have felt it is with out a doubt a great thing and a great chance for me to gain new and a fresh something to what ever is brueing in my life right about now. I hope to get a cetian thing going for me in the not too distant future but time will tell. For now Crue is still it for mew.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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14th Of July 2008, Day Off And Collecting Crue
4:46 AM CET
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Not the busiest time right now. Still at work but shortly going to Grenaa for a good 6 hours before returning to Copenhagen / Roskilde for what tomorrow brings. I have to go home to gather some stuff and to get some shit cleaned out and all. I need to have some space and some cleaning done at my apartment. I need it for vicits later this month. A few things as mentioned in the other diary has arrived here but no work on the site till later .. end July or start August. I have a few things I need to get cleared out too. Set some apointments and all for diverse lot of pick ups in Hollywood on the 3rd of August. My only available date for that kind of stuff. Yeah you see time is short so today and my next off day from work will be the dates I have to celar everything round my apartment and home town for the rest of this month. Its an ass busy time for me. Another fairly good night at work is ending now. I need to get the fuck out of here to get a rest on the train on my home going. I know trains, trains, trains... fustrating and a feeling of having no life. Jesus, what a bitch!!! Talk soon again.. Things are cool.... and my gathering and collecting things for my Crue trip in 2 and a half weeks and all has to start today!!! Wonder when my body will yell out "Tommy sit the fuck down and stop doing anything ....aaarrggghhhhh"

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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13th of July 2008, Countdown To Love And PAssion
2:22PM CET
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Sunday - a fairly good day so far. ave had a great sleep after the night shift at work. A night also that went well. I miss my Irish buddy. He has so taken a good part of my heart. Not in a romantic way, easy now folks. But more in a friends like way. I think we nailed some of the great bonding through the shit we went through over there. In the States. Yes I have had a long hard time to get past the lost and never won activities over there. But I have moved on now and I feel fairly strong again. Again easy now folks.. I did say FAIRLY good now did I not? Lol........ There is a countdown on my hands towards love and passion. Love in the sence of well.. a lot of things are to be expereinced and my friends and my really special friends are these days getting really close to me and not just there as any other person in any ordinary persons life. My xtra special friends are people I have began to have really deep bonds to. A lot has changed ime since just a year ago and I now have a love in my life that I am sure I will taste much more of and a love that will truely make my head spin. Just give it time and try to stay calm is what I say to myself.

Motley Crue is at the same time givin a lot of attention (well not more than usual) it is just a slight different right now. I have really huge dreams of getting some new ways of collecting going. I am not going to throw a long written book about it on here but I have some hopes that I am now trying to get out in real life. Making them reality. My old passion is still alive and well. I have a ton of things I like to get done and a lot of them are already in the works. No need to be mistaken or have doubt about that. Right about now I am trying to focus on the coming Californian trip. What to bring home from there and how to do it. I am really not too cool with doing it in a wrong way. The stuff over there I have to bring home in the safest and most secure way if you know what I mean?? Yeah it is a hard tough choice cause no matter what I will be having a lot of choices to choose from and I do not want to bring anything home that is also not packed and all too well. I have no trust in the airline companies at all. Seem and experienced a little too much on the bad side of things.

So Sixx AM is o nthe works of doing a new album. Well that can be really interesting. I think they need to do this. present themselves as a real band and not as the thing they have done or been kind of forced to do with the "Heroin" one. That was not to me a band album it was a substans to the book and a chapter on Sixx as an individual. There is no doubt in my mind they could do a really great CD and get to be a fairly big melodoic rock act. Thats what this James Michael is anyhow. A catchy melodic rock excellence. Sixx to a certain point the same. Likes to make hits and all.The two of them do that great, no doubt. Motley as a band though is still the number one to me. Not AM Supernova or nothing. Right abotu now I would ratehr much more like to hear the very long delayed Vince solo album. It had been fucking cool to have that out about now. Yeah I think Neil could do a really great solo release this time around. Tomym well, mr. Lee lol, I dont really want any more new from him for a while. It is simply all too much and a little too messy with all he comes out with compared to what really holds my heart. What else can I say abotu all this solo doing stuff? Nothing I guess.

More in the mail alrady just smaller stuff really thank you. Lol..... I will nto be throwing anything else on here really till maybe after I return from the USA again in August. We will have to see. If there will be anything moe then its going to be late this month for sure. Not before. I am going to be working with my girl on some new tattoo ideas. Yes we have some really cool ideas for me to be worked on. I like to see and get some good shit done. I have to say it is without a doubt some inspirational things that I deal with from this one particular girl. She is fucking amazing. I need to see what we come up with before we do anything for sure. She is so inspirational to me. I used to have a lot of hope in finding one like this to add to my life. Now it seems she is here. We talk great work and share a lot of things. For me first and foremost is the shared passion for music and damn it she loves a lot of the same I do. And she has a Blackie Lawless passion beyond any one I have ever met. THANK YOU. Some of you knows I am having a really special place in my heart for that man. She is also pretty cool with Crue and she has a very special something with one of the members. What? No sorry i can not share that with you guys.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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11th OF july 2008, Life IS A Weird Sized Univere OF Magic
2:23PM CET
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It is ones again Friday. GOd damn time flies fast. I get a little spooked at times. So much to do and so little time. I have found I think a good balance to what and how I wanna do things but as always I am in a state of mind where I feel I am about to stand on hold and all because it is a seriously long shitty road to get to the set goals due to the massive time I am forced to be waiting on other people cause they need to do this or feel that or something. They do not move the same way and in the same tempo I do. It is not a complaint more like a fustration on my own behalf. But I am a fast mover. My favorite person right now told me the same last night "Tommy you are a fst mover but I feel I need time to be fully and mentally able to follow you in what you do and what you want. I think the hard part for me anyways is that I have gained this great balance even when I am sad and down and shit. I hold a lot of great felt balance that I live of mostly. You see there are so many great things that will and can be considered nothing but a totally cool way of looking at things. It is a very abnormal way I agree but it works and saves me from a lot of things and complications of the smaller kind I find so irrelavant that others or should I dare call it the general people loves to have in their lives. I mean most people seems to be feeling the best possible when they can take simple things and complicate them a little bit. It freaks me out that people are like this but they are and they - I dont think - could ever really live without it. Freaky shit.

Ohh well there are so many things I could have fucking written a book on that matter alone. But here is my choice, and I do not want to write that book. I do not want to have to deal with the same things the they do. Hell thats why I changed and went my own ways. Escaped so called normalcy!! I believe in what I do now and I believe in the shit that I have a dedicated heart for. Most people around me do not get it lol, but thats okay. I do not need them to understand. Surely it had been nice but I do not need to have them understand. Now - to somethingelse. I am so thrilled to say we took a long ass day yesterday and added a load of things to the site yeserday. Yeah it was a really great feeling to have it all up and running now I have brought the load home from the last turbulent USA trip. Its all on there. You look at the top front page rolling banner and see what is
the latest and it tells you where to go. A lot of new 2008 items are up there now already and I think its fair to say it is a great felt inner feeling to have it on and in the collection., It was a nerve wrecking little something just before I went over there as I simply did not have any idea of how much there was in the merch booth. Well if you really wanna know. The total lot of the merch of Crue, Sixx AM and Crue Fest all together ....if you want it al lits a good 700 bucks. Surely it is an ass load of cash. And I did not get any of the bootleg shirts what so ever. I will try to find some on the net or see if they have em at the Californian or Vegas shows. I surely will grab them all. Sure I will.

Now after having added the new I do not think there will be any more added things on here till sometime August. There will be more and there will more in the mail box but due to some really complicated stuff and typical Tommy time sceduals I will not have time to spend for just 2 or 3 items here and there. No way am I going to be in time for such nitty gritty small time stuff. I will have to do what we did last night. Take a massive pile of stuff to throw on. And that I will have at the month of August. More home brought from yet another and refreshing USA trip. A much more successful one hopefully. Yeah the day before yesterday was a huge needed something to make it all better. I am so appreciating the day and its outcome still. I will look so much forward to the coming weeks too. So much that can be good is coming. It is all up to only one person. Weird. To say cause the one is not myself. But I got a good feeling. I am positive and holding tight on my end of patience. Cause letting that go with what I am talking about here I might as well quit a few things that I love. And that I feel no want nor need for doing. I do on the other hand begin to miss a girlfriend. Yeah, yeah, I know chicks equals trouble. And its not even a fucking lie. But yet I begin to - if the fucking chick is right and if she is cabable of letting me have my second kind of leading life with this. I would die for such a respect in a girl ...no oops sorry let me refrase that - for such a girl. I would WANT her to have her own thing too on the side what ever (almost) that would make her tick. I have so many new thoughts and goals in my life these days its amazing. I just do not want to spook myself too bad. Nor do I need another new chapter in the pain section. I have had enough of
shit on that side road thank you very much.

Now, here I sit again with a long list of wants and do`s its mindblowing. I have so many cool ideas and I aim for a thing that could hopefully give me what I hope for. There is a great thing that I wanna get round doing in California this month. I am going shortly again its so fucking unreal. Just back you know. And I was spooked from the shit that happend and I lost a ton of stuff and happenings. As said in here erlier I have had a long emotional downfall from it. But I am back on the horse now. Somehow I have had a will and a power, a really massive great working balance that has been able to take me up again. I have had such a fighting spirit to get things back on track and I seriously think I am just about there. It is so great to have that feeling back!!

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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10th Of July 2008, I Feel Fuxxx Great Again?!
5:55MA CET
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Here I sit ones again onboard a train that is to take me home to Grenaa after another long night at work. I am seriously feeling better now again and I tell you why. So many things have been great today or rather yesterday Wednesday. So many things have gone well. Really well. It started for me as I round mid afternoon a stand and made a decition on going out again. Fuck ... pardon me, as I sit here on the train the windows media player is on and W.A.S.P. "Take Me Up" is spinning. I get weak and surrender softly to the tune. It is a mind blowing master piece for one like me. W.A.S.P. is doing a ton of really heartfelt stuff the last decade and I get touched emotionally by it. Anyway that was a brain fart on my behalf. Sorry bout that. Okay, what I was saying about the decition on an activity yesterday afternoon. I took off and saw a working buddy of mine for a good four hours sort of to get out of the apartment and just get in different kind of surroundings. Seeing if that could ease up my worried little mind on the list of things described in the last few postings. It partly worked it was fucking awsome. Thanks Henrik for that. Great stuff. More ingrediences made the trouble go away and I gently share it here. One thing that also took the bad to a turn of good was the person that I hold dear these days when it comes to a lot of things in my passionate life. Yeah she gave me some great longed for news. I have to say. I am so thankful for at least the chance of getting well......to have whats to come. Thanks a billion. You're fucking awsome. Even boyond it. The third a VERY important thing was my Irish buddy. He sent me a text message today in the middle of the visit I paid to Henrik. Guess what. He has arrived at home in Ireland again. I got so touched by that. It meant a lot to me thta he is now home and safe there. No more fucking creedit cards and visits to hells backyard.

Now the rest in mind gives me sort of new strength to find inner peace and move on to greater hights. I have gotten to be a fairly strong individual now adays and there are not too much I cant handle not to be bragging or nothing. Also I have a huge wish for other things to go well and to take shape. I just have to admit I am reliable for that to happen in three persons. And three only. All of them are loyal to me right now and they at least at present time is willing to do most for me. But hey...I wont twist arms or nothing. Time will have to pass by and time will have to get sort of things put in place and then the magic hopefully will happen. Yeah that had been fucking killer should I win these three battles. I sort of really need to. Massively. I am at a point in my life where some highly important future decitions are slowly getting worked at. Sorry for only breaking wind here and not really tell all. I have learned shall we say, that if I speak out loud about a lot of heart felt hoped for things to happen I will 9 out of 10 times end up
loosing. So mno more of the speaking out loud right now. I have promised myself to give things time and to give it all a rest that is so needed to have these highly dreamed of happenings going for me. More later alright?

Now as I sit here on the train I am going to Aarhus change train there and go to Grenaa. Head to my apartment take a shower hit the post office and then get ready to head on a train to Aarhus again and go to another and fourth train for the day to head all the fucking way up north of Denmark to Aalborg to see the webmaster for the day and get all the new and latest stuff added on to here and then from there, I will take it slow and see if there can be some great things made about the next coming steps on here as well. Pray..Also my baby brother is getting a fansite started on the swedish rockers Crashdiet. We will try to see if we can get a front page up and then have the rest worked on as it comes. Boy I long for certain things to happen later this month I can not even beging to find words. I am so happy that I have rest again in my head and that all has gone so good yesterday. Now if you have ever been torn like really torn by shitty happenings and extreme painful and hurt feelings then you will know what my last week has been like. Not fun at all. hell no not even close to fun for a second. So troubled mind and all. Jesus its been a nightmare. But here I am again and I have to go slow and give the important things more time. This time I am not gonna just go with it in the tempo that I have always worked with things. No way. I can not loose on these new things they are so fucking important to me right now where I am in life so rest easy lol and let me have some space to sort all this out. I will win I feel so confident right now. So cheers folks ...... to all saints and sinners out there.....yeah life can be beautiful. Much love my friends. As always the list of where to go if you wanna see the new added colelctibles of my collection is to be found in the top rolling banner on the front page on top. Thanks for the interest. Also there are plans on fixing the .com and the .dk sites so they become one. Instead of two there will shortly only be one. It will be a godzilla giant of a site lol, lol but it is now possible so why pay to have two?? Thats just plain stupidity right?!! Damn right it is.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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9th Of July 2008, Ass Worried Yet So Hopeful
4:44AM CET
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Wednesday morning like, MORNING. I have a concern thats huge still about my friend from Ireland. No word, not able and successful to take contact or nothing. I am so troubled in my mind about this. I can not reach him and I feel BAD!! I try to look at it all positive and there should not be any more things to bring me deeper down in the dirt. I have had enough shit to deal with. My buddy simply HAS to be okay. I will not sleep or rest good if he does not make a sound to me one way or another within the next day or two. Damn bro if you read this, call me or mail me. I need something great from all the shit we took while being over there. Miss you man.

Now to say something thats a bit more positive - I have had a talk today to someone that really holds my interest in many ways. We have shared some great things and there are now some awsome vibes. Support, sharing and all. In all a new fresh breath of air to say the least. I need that right now and this one person gives this right now. Also a college at work has been talking to me all night about things and a few knots has been untied and I feel a tiny bit better. Thanks!! Thank god. A lot of Crue thoughts and talk today too. I am trying hard to gather new strenght from all the past week and setting my mind straight to find success and move on. Its hard but I will fucking get there. Watch me. There have truely been enough beating to my name now ...

Thursday is now set. I am getting some things added to the site. All rest sleep and more is packed and sent to hell ones again and I go ahead and do this. I am really high on getting things done and all. Later this month another USA trip is coming and a bag of adventures that will hopefully make my day the best way possible. No more crap or stinky suprises thank you very much!!! Had enough. Thursday will be the new day of added things on here and thats a promise. Now, If you want more after that it will be early August next!!! Not too much to do about that. I am tied up here with a tight time scedual and there is nothing I can do about it. Hugs my friends.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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8th Of July 2008, Still Hard To Believe - Damn It
4:20AM CET
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How are we all doing? Here is well can I say an ongoing sadness I seem to have a very hard time to shake off of me. The much lost stuff and all seems to have left like a burn mark and there is not a shitty little thing I seem to be able to do about it. I wonder how lomg all this crap is gonna stick to me like glue? It hurts massively folks. I can not fucking believe it, one certain person has asked me more or less to stay home and forget the late July going to California since this has just happend. Another is very hard trying to cheer me up and simply going "things happen for a reason next time will be better" they are both okay to listen to but I know I will be going no matter how shitty it feels right now. I need no I N E E D this to go well. It is such a need for my inner peace. Trust me ones you all have tried something really fucking bad enough and felt the totally bad burn as a result of the crap happening you will get a feeling of how I have been and still feels with all this that is happening right now.

Today is the 8th and today my Irish buddy`s home going day!! So surely enough I am extremely worried and more. I so need to have a call from him late this afternoon central European time so I know he is home safe. We have a court day in the states today that is the reason for my concern. Will he get that straightend out or will crap fall down on him? I so fucking need his safety. Fucking cock sucker of a police officer. He must get laid way too little or be living a sad lonely little stinky living. How the fuck can he even wanna be creating such a fuzz about something so totally irrelavant? I will not have peace in mind or nothing untill I am totally out and over todays date or he has called me saying "dude Im home and safe"...

Another little something if you play guitar there is a newly started Mick Mars competition sort of thing going on. Chech in on www.motley.com and read more about it. But in short you can send in a sound like Mick Mars thing and he himself will judge you. And you could win a guitar look to the right of this section.

On another note about the site and more new adding stuff. There is a chance that you could see us throw some of the new shit on here after all on Thursday!! But it truely depends on what happens today. If we do it will mean another full day of no sleep and no food on my part .. for a long, list of shitty reasons.. I will keep you posted on this. Or you can simply check in next Thursday the 10th of July!!

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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6th Of July 2008, Copenhagen Central
9:56AM CET
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So Danish ground under my feet again. From what I have been through, this is what I wanted. But it does not feel good what so ever to be here again. I have a carried on sadness. And I will more than likely have the memory in my mind, as the flight staff on board the plane in Newark, USA said to the passengers, "we have now closed the front door..." it felt so definate and there was no way back to fix the wrongs. Well there wouldnt have been anyways but it just felt so fucking down. So totally wrong. I have been wanting this trip for so long. You see it is not just a thing you set your mind to on a Monday and then leave on a Wednesday. It takes time money and planning. Yeah it sucks. The trip back home went smootly and all it, is not that. I just really did not like going home. And yet I did not like staying there either. It has not been anywhere near cool. To be honest I do not really know if I feel for doing much. I am totally without internet and phone now. All outgoing communication choices that there are. I do not know what to say here. I have no idea when or anything these diary postings are going to be send off. There can go several days or who knows maybe weeks. I can not say. Right now everything is fucked and nothing can be worked with or done to go on the site.

Sometimes there just seems to be a little too much of a hassle with everything to say it is worth keep holding on to. I think most of everything that there is seems to take a little more out of me than what I can honestly say is cool. I do not know if I should continue to do what is here or not. Right now I must say I am in a deep dissapointment and all. I have no chance for doing anything. And there is nothing I can say do or hope for to be fixed in a heartbeat. I see all and everything being totally out of focus too right now. So I for a while I will not be doing nothing here till I have gotten all shit under control again..

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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5th Of July 2008, N.Y. What A Bumber
3:20PM EST USA
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Here I sit in Newark airport. A trip that could have been both better and longer. But everything there is and was going on since July 2nd killed all there was to hope for and was to look forward to. I can not believe the shit and the outcome of this fucking trip. Nothing has gone right and I now return home with a bill out the wild zoo. I do not know what or how to deal with the latest right now and I should probably not think about it either. I have simply no strength to even wanna deal with this. What a drag it all is. Yeah there is not much I can nor feel for doing at this point. Way too much bullshit has rapped its arms around me as is. I sit with one or actually two people in mind right now. First of all my girl back home. Yeah, yeah, yeah you are wondering and thats okay. But there is one that is of high importance right now. She is just not able to even be near helping me out. Its an individual at a totally different level than what I could use right now. But that is for me to figure and either use or ignore. I have a good few things I like to see done in her name but that is for me to figure out. Sorry if you are still going "so who is this girl and why is she in your diary?" I can share some light on that - not much - but some I can. She is a really important one in many ways and a lof ot Crue is these days is attached to her name. Something I can also not or should I say choose not to involve all of you in. sad its so complicated for me with her.

The other person I think a great deal about right now is my Irish buddy. He is stuck or so to speak in Orlando till Tuesday morning. He is staying here till then. And that will writhe the 8th of July in the calender the date of where we have the court shit for the extremely unplesant experience the other day. Yeah I do not know what the fuck to say about it. I am so damn seriously hooked up on it all I cant believe it. I must say the whole "after shock" that has accured since the arrest and all has killd a lot for us. Thats what you get from the USA police department simply because any officer over here gets fuckin points for every arrest he or she makes. What the fuck is it all worth? It was a god damn wrong turn so fucking what? Give the dude a ticket and get the shit over with. But no it had to be of such a magnitude that it killed both our trips and everything that was now worked and saved up for for so long. You can only guess by dear friends how it all feels. I am torn to pieces over this. Sure we have had an evening of only laughs yesterday when our 4th of July on American soil was as fucked as it gets.

YOU may remember I posted last in here that we had a claim of goods in Fort Lauderdale to do? All our stuff in the rental car that had been sent back to there from West Palm Beach. Nice touch dont you think? Here is what happend yesterday. Motley and my Crue life was like tattooed on my fucking brains all day being such a headacke due to the los of last nights show in Tampa. I have no words for how I feel about this right now. Sorry. There will not be an explained emotional state of mind on that cause I cant. But at 1PM we sat on a greyhound buss and headed south. It was a one hour ride normally. This one was an hour half cause it was delayed as fuck. That meant (thank god) that we got there ten minutes to four again at the greyhound buss station, well, after having gone solving the rental car shit. That again meant that we had ten minutes to get a ticket back up to Tampa now or wait till we could get the next one wish was to be at 11:30PM that night. But guess what? That would have been a ride killing my chances to get out of Ameirca on the ticket I now helt in hand for a Continental flight out ......

We were forced to act fast as hell. No time for charging my buddys phone or eat or nothing. Zip. Thank god we made it. But it was also the ONLY slow ride so to speak. This fucking buss would see us in Tampa at the buss station there at 1AM. Yeah thats right. NINE fucking hours. Nice little touch there I think. Why have at least a comptable evening the last night. Hell no that couldnt be either. I must admit there are so many things I can not handle bout this one. Well we had a long hard laugh in depression to it all on our way. As we got there I had warned my buddy about the Tampa hotel also already prepaid for that I did not think we would have that one on our hands either no more. He called there and ....I was right. Another amount of money down the toilet. And no place to go. I had at this time a good 8 hours till I had to be in the airport for the check in counter. Yeah life was a party. I decided we should aim for a new place low budget just to lay down and have the rest we would both be in serious need of the shit. So done. Found a place having a room even though it was the fucking 4th of July. Nice big 5inch cockroaches and crap there. Really cool. Fuck.

UP at 8AM didnt give a fuck bout nothing no more this morning. We smelled like a ratts ass both of us and we felt (still do) like trash but there wasnt any of us that wanted a shower in that dump. No thanks. We checked out got a free cup of coffee and we called our cab. First to go by the greyhound station again to let of my buddy he believe it or not had a room and an airport departure called Orlando on Tuesday for himslf. So he was forced to go there again even though we did not have much more lust for buss riding. I stayed in the cab to head directly off to the Tampa international airport. My flight at 11AM was taking me to where I am right now. Newark, N. J. airport.
I have at this point in time another good two 90 minutes before the plane takes me to Copenhagen and Denmark ones again. There I have a baggage claim of one bag and then its off to the train platform and hopefully getting a ride home on that with no further shit. It is another fucking 6 and a half hours travelling and then its fast on to the work of laundry doing and more. Ohh by the way the webmaster has cancelled the apointment we have had set up for working on here tomorrow Sunday so there will not be any added new Crue fest stuff this weekend after all. I said t her I could not talk about that right there and then as she told me. I was already too pissed. Way too pissed from all the shit that had just happend with you know what. So to be honest I have no time nor date to say when all this will be going on here. I simply cant. And I cant cause I have a new starting working day at work tomorrow again. And that and more is highly needed to get back into sadly cause of all the now "need to find" cash for covering up all the wrong goings.

I say again my friends I can not think of anyone that would be feeling okay or not breaking down crying should any of them that I think of had gone through the hell we have this week. All the dreams and goals slippering through your fingers like sand and the nget billed out the wild zoo for shitty happenings on top of it. Yeah its been a long wanted vacation for shit sure. Totally wasted. Lost shit, stolen shit and missed out dremas and meetings and all. There has been a lot fo great toxic smelly ass bullshit on this one. Corinna ifyou read this please fucking make sure I can get a ten thousand times better trip in 3 and a half weeks time. Okay!!! I am on my knees...
PS: Every day since noon of the "first" show July 1st it has been fucking pouring down. Not raining. ASS POURED. Just a positive little detail to add to the story - yeah its an untoppable trip. IS that a new word? Well so be it... fuck this shit.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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3rd Of July 2008, Hell Rang My Number After All
5:24PM EST USA
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So the trip this time has had a beautiful start right? Yeah I was so on top of the world and all. Last night killed everything. The trip evne through the Cruefest in Tampa has just started and I have 3 more days to go and a 4th of July independence day still ahead my trip is officially over. All has gone apeship and all chances for anything has been flushed out of reach. I am seriously not up for a chit chat or nothing right now. I am to tears and so long fucking gone in my mind sad as nothing else and so very much torn to pieces. It is not even funny.

There are a lot of things I could have said a lot of things I could have loved to share with you guys but there is not much love about this posting of today. I have no great news really no great something to dig out unless I start this posting like this; yesterday was the offcial Tommy off day in his USA itinerary. So we thought why not rest and let the day go by easy. NO fuzz no tight tie scedual no nothing. We did so and it was actually quiet nice to be honest. I have not had such a laid back day EVER in my many trips over here to this country. So it was really nice. I then talked to my Irish friend to set a little something for the evening before we today should have kissed West Palm Beach goodbuy for this trip. We ll we agreed to stay put relax and round 7:30 PM head towards downtown and go to the Vince Neil Dr Feelgoods club. We did. We wanted a serious nice little out going the last time and evening here. All went fine. Even agredd and sat up a meeting and a farewell with the dude from the show here. Jake heis from Fort Lauderdale and I honestly thought he had already gotten out of here but he had not. So there you have it one good thing for the last eve here.....we thought!!

We talked a lot shared and got really on good terms with eachother I think a new found future friend there could be in sight. We had a long evening there at the Feelgoods and round 10 PM we had the suprise of all supreses. Vince walked in with this huge bodyguard and was showing the place to some other dude. That was kind of really cool. He stayed there for an hour or something . Not many tackled him or bothered him at all. He felt good there it seemed. Ofcause we tried to get in reach and give a little something and surely get a little while at it. In short we got the photo with him taken by this huge bodyguard dude cant say its the best one he just couldnt operate it no such luck . But Neil was cool with it. Even said to a few girls while we were doing it to "fuck Off". Never would I have thought hed say that to any female but he did and we got our time with him. Thanks Vince for that gesture. It was mighty big of you. I got him to sign one of the cards for the site on the back gave him a couple and then we had our little famous time with the dude coming to an end.

We still sat there for a little while had at this time had some beers and gotten in a really cool mood. Round I would say midnight we decided to call it quits and head back to the hotel. What a fucking closing to the night. A closing that would now not only kill the night but also kill the financial side of things and kill the trip period. We had no choice after getting into the car we were obviously taking off but overlooked a one way road and had JUST gotten in on it and guess what? Poooolice!!!!!! Yeah you guessed it. Now what? I tell you what. My buddy driving was ordered out of the car and then the whole fucking mess started to go apeshit. No way on earth was he let of to go home with me, they put him in coffs and he was taken him away I sat there with absolutely no clue to how and what to do. Then this police officer came to the car I was still sitting in asking me if I had cash on me. I was a little wondering what that qustion was handed to me. Then I was handed the bomb. You need to take a cab and head back to the hotel you guys are staying at he said. I was like what are you taking about . I am just going with my buddy. He is not joining you. Can you guess the new situation?

I was so fustrated and half drunk and could not think straight. Found the whole thing a little too unreal. Any how to kill the story sort of we got out of there my buddy in a police car down to what I later found out was jail. And I in the cab to the hotel. Here I was gettin ill. Ill from, not the drinks but from the confussion and the whole huuuha... it was just weird. It was just not the time to have anything useful coming to mind right at that point.
I needed to have something clear where was my buddy what now what next and damn it ... where to? I had answers to non of the above. I fel asleep and the next morning at 8 AM I woke up saw that he was still not there...what now? What could I expect? What about today? Today was Tampa show Crue Fest our last on this trip and then ... heyy no answers and no idea about his wearabouts. It was killing me. I needed to have some ideas that was useful or rather some guidence and answers to all of this. Nothing .....
Then I went to the computer room to talk to somebody I needed to talk to somebody I was not okay at this point. I then ended the convesation with the one I did talk to and after returning to the room there was a note on my bed fro mthe hotel staff saying there had come an information to me from the county jail about my friend. 500 fucking big dollars to bod him out of there . I needed help again. I was not sure how to handle this I have never ever been involved with this stuff aver in my life thank god. But the hotel staff was helping me big time .Damn thats a service also unseen and unheard of ever in all of my hotel days.

Then I cut the story short agai nand say this I had to spend more money to get to the jail address abond him out and then we should do a fast thinking checking out of the hotel and get our asses in gear the time was way into the afternoon already and we had a fairly long drive to get there. Guess what the officve to call that knew about the wearabouts of our car said you guys can NOT come get the car it has beeend picked up by the Fort Lauderdale rental company again and you will have to pick up your credit card and the car renting persons passport there. I was no we were like WHAT THE FUCK? Here was the latest change to out journey here. It was now officially going ass bad. The thing is we could not get another car. Why not? Cause his creditcard was in Lauderdale even though I had one and its useful and he did have his drivers licence there was no way on eartht any car rental company would let us rent a car for the last two days. It had to be a creditcard holder of the same name as the drivers licence. There went all oput hte window, we tried to look into other transportations to get to Tampa for the Crue Fest that right now holds SIXX AM live on stage there. But the busses were not of use an the trains takes a good 3 hours and 45 minutes so we ould be late as fuck. Cause the shit we carry with us had to be going to the hotel we are staying in and then another travel by another cab to the amphitheater and the n.. no no no no it was not gonna happen. This trip is so danexpensive and all its a nightmare.
To get the car out that we first had on our hands would have costed us 400 tyo get out of there cause it was taken my a police officer. And even though we never ot it the car rental company has charged 200 for picking it up .. .
I have a shit load more details to the story but I am already so overmy head in pain and sadness that I can not write no more... this is not cool I have lost so much more monety than mention in here and I ahave so much more details to make it all come to sences but forgive me for cutting to the bne adn say there is no Crue Fest for us. Couls not make it under these curcumstances at all. And the more we have thought about it all the worse it gets. I am so torn to fucking pieces. And to top it all there is a court thing coming AFTER WE LEAVE AMERICA. So there is another perhaps something coming. You have got to be shitting me.

Then now also there is nothing more to look forward to from here till I am back in Denmark.
Nothing else to say right about now and there will not be a few days. I need to clear all in my head I am so sad and so down you can not even find words out of this world to describe this situation and inner feeling. The 2008 Cruefets start for me certsainly did not get the happy going I have said for two months... I NEEDED IT ALL TO GO WELL!!!!!!!! No way that happend. I think so many things are telling me this is somehow gonna have to see an end.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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2nd Of July 2008, Cruefest Bday & A Smile
1:09AM EST USA
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So damn awsome a day and yet....
Yeah bitches and hoes. I have had a brilliant day met a good few people that really were awsome and also a few new good friends for the future I think. It has been really neat to do all today. We started of by geting up ass early. I had my birthday on the 1st. Not that it matters much I dont care I dont see a reason to cellebrate getting older. I mean hey really whats the god damn point? Okay then I have this awsome feeling everyhign else is going to be an ass much better with no shit like reminders of age!! I have been truthfully right so far in my excistence. Great eyy? Well we got up took a breakfast and a very early start towards the Amphitheater in Wets Palm Beach. Yeah man this was to be a great but long hot day in the sun and buring heat.

Wrong. It was hot as we left and all but then to keep the heat out we put the top up on the Mustang and rolled on. Five minutes later it started ...to rain. MASSIVELY. I have not seen such hard rain in months and months. Yeah we got there to the Crue fest place and took a breather in the car. Nothing was going on and nothing was even marking anyhting exciting to happen. I got the pit tickets dam fast though that was nice. Halleluja. Then smack the rain came and again ended - we thougt. Feel into talk to a couple of people out there and then time past by and the damn rain made a comeback and made me soaking wet. I do mean soaking. Thanks a million (right Kate lol) a girl a Hooters that served us. Funny!!!

There was an excitement and for the second time on this trip an understanding to how or why I was there. And finally what I had been looking for and hoping to witness was this first show and here we were. That was just an awsome feeling. I can not really describe it. Just really appreciated the fact I had been able to go and that I did. Three more hours and the shitty gates would be letting us in. It happend after a ton of rain and more. Damn on my brithday and on a show day it would get this bad was hard to accept. I did how ever fast get dry again cause of the heat in Florida it is insaine. Enough on that.

There was soon enough a clock stating we were about to get in. Here we went. So many things ansd all ...an awfull huge sales stand had no idea how much there was or anything we rushed to the pit to where we had the tickets so we would get a good spot. There were so many things to try to get and so many things to hope for to happen. Yeah we up front first row and all. The thing started and just to avoid making this one a million pages long I have to say this: Trapt was not impressive not one bit. SIxx AM also not the best thing .I still feel like i have said so many times before. As long as they have only the Heroin Diaries soundtrack out I do not like them live. The whole thing about the book and the CD in its deepest meaning I feel personally that it totally looses its touch. I still like to just listen to the CD. but thats just me. I look at things in a different kind of way that most I think. Sorry ...|
Papa Roach? They are as always a solid energy bomb just wating to entertain you. And they did. Greta. Buckcherry made me smile the really best act of the day. They rocked and did it hard as shit. Still have not seen one bad show with them. Amzing band Amazing rock n roll. The boys themselves yeah I have managed to come to the Crue boys now lol, they did an awful lot of mistakes and an awful lot of "ok I give u now" episodes ... many did not see them. But they played happy part from Nikki as the mistakes happend he did not look happy then at all. At ties a little bit tired .Vince and Tommy looked to be most happy about it all. It was a 90 min short set of only TWO new saints songs. what happend t the third I wonder?? SOLA and the muther fucker of the year were the two new songs played. I think they could easerly have played more of it. How ever having said that part from the mistakes I have to say it looked like they had truely tried to put a new list of shit together play em tight part from two interruptions. Tommy solo and tittie cam BORING ... dont do it to much Tommy .. the other the talk from Sixx that we all agreed we could have been without.

They played two new opend with Kickstart My Heart and ended the whole thing with Home Sweet Home nice awsome details to a lot of it had it only worked .... Tommy fucked up in that songs major and it ended sort of as it was going ... I loved the beginning kick started followed y Wild Side and then Shout... straight up after one another .. ohh pix and all comes up here later promise. But all in all a really cool day. The first CrueFest night of the 40 is over with. What do you say? Were you there? Or just excitd to see and hear them on a day in the near future? We ourselves are having a rest day her e in West Palm Beach tomorrow and then off we go to Tampa Thursday. A lot of things to see do and share there as we get there.

Right now we shuld have been at the Dr Feelgoods. But I or rather we were so hungry and thirstg that we decided to cover that and then stay off from anything else tonight . Get some sleep and resat and hit the Feelgood tomorrow on our last night here. Swell. Loved it. More tomorrow on most ...If I can get a computer .. thanks. All to the max of new Sixx AM, Crue and Crue Fest merchandise is now coverd and wating for a home going and then we will have it all up. Next time there is Site works these thigs will go on there.. more than likely around the 6th but we will see. thanks

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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30th Of June 2008, Florida West Palm Beach
7:07PM EST USA
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I am having a totally fucking killer time and an awfully sad time at the same time. NO need to go in on the tragic bullshit right now .. but hey this is great. The heat is really annoying but the company now my buddy the mad Irish man William has landed and has started to share the goods here with me. Man we click we laugh a hell of a lot and part of me being possibke to do this and so much and so honest is a huge thanks to Nikki and Tine. Long story untold. lol. Yeah yeah, hate me for it but its great. Sometimes I guess you do not fully realize how loved you actually are or can be. Again a simple thanks to the two for the here on untold story.

Whats happening? Well, there have been a few calm and still nice vacation like days for me till the muther of fuckers on Irish land came don .. lol...then as he landed last night there were so many things to talk about but he had jetlag and I was tired so we did not do too much. As a revenge to that we killed the morning and got up ass early to start the day and get the fuck out of the beach area in Fort lauderdale. Yeah bro.. enough of that. Not for me. Nice place and all if youre a beach pet other wise not. I have had a day here after arrival in West Palm Beach that has been killer. The afternoon is over and we have had a blessing with what we have seen and shared our time with. Love it. Laughs have been many.

There are still a lot we wanted to do like go checking out the Vince Neil Rock Bar "Dr. Feelgood"... Closed huge dissapointment. Open only from 8 PM till 03 AM from tomorrow Tuesday. And they have casual nice dressing codes and all kinds of bullshit. Lets see if we at all are being let in tomorrow. Jesus. No use in crying over spoiled nothingness... just yet any way. From the outside it just looks like a bad joint. Again lets see what tomorrow brings on that address. I want and do have only teo more concerns right now. Half my itineraries in travelling has been missed out and I need to get another for the returning home. The other is how much money will the merch-stand bite me tomorrow as we get to the Cruefest?? Both issues so far uncertain. But tomorrow all is over with and dealt with and I will have an excellent over view of what is possible from then on..

There are so many things to share but till the review of tomorrow and the uncertain issues are set solid I can only print so many guessings and that would be a never ending kind of lame posting for the day. A day that has actually been so good after all. Lets talk mnore then shall we?? Be good boys and girls.. be safe and dont forget ... you know what..peace out

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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27th Of June 2008, Florida - Great Vibes
10AM EST US
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So here I am. After two fucking awsome days in Denmark before I took off I have to say I left with asolid - rock solid awsome positive feeling about things and my inner self. Yeah defenately a good time for me right now. One new person in my life has givin me the best energy I have ever tasted. With where i am in life now and with what this person has sent me off with is just amazing. I am truely on top my my games right now. On top with new doors to open holding my curiocuty to what is behind them and what I can maybe have or ot have later on on certain things. I love it.

The trip over started for me 4:30 AM in Denmark as the alarm clock sat off. I was tired sure I was but I was also extremely high on everything that was to follow. At 5:30 it was out the door and to the train station. A good 15 minutes walk. I took off from there with a mixed feeling all good but stil mixed. I loved the fact that I had had the great gift in having received the great something that I slighty talk about here. You have no idea. I smiled leaving. I then also came to Copenhagen took the trian ther to the irport and then believe it or not ALL absolutely all went well. Nothing was bad. Nothing was going bad like it normally does for me when going over here. I took off to the checkin boarded the plane and came to New York in good safe style. Nothing bad.Here I feared a little something with reclaiming baggage and more since I had only 65 minutes till next take off to Fort Lauderdale. But heyy.. mysecuritycheck point took guess what 45 seconds. No worries. Non. Fucking awsome. I had all going for me. Went to the next plane as my checked in bag found me too in just 8 minutes. Again good.....

I feel so sure this individual left back home has givin me a mountain of great energy and more. Yeah I feel really lucky. I am so hopeful to have this person in my life for a long time to come. We connect like I do with my recently new good found buddy Henrik at work. Hell yeah. In Fort lauderdale I found the bag again ant baggage claim easerly and fast went directly to a cap and 22 dollars and 15 minutes later I was by the beach and at the hotel. Nice ... I have no complains. It is all good. We here in Florida are 6 hours behind Denmark and central european time so I was tired round 9 PM local time here last night and went to bed. Slept like a baby. Nice dreams and a nice feeling. I woke up happy and smiling. It was just so so so awsome. I really dont know how to describe this feeling that I have here. I am so on top of the fucking world.

I will try to post more as the days goes by here. My Irish buddy is coming here in a good 2 days so I am more or less planning on just relaxing like fuck here so I can have a good steady energy too as he comes we will have a rock n roll fest unlike something i have done in a long time. Ohh yeah baby. Things here are just so damn good right about now. So till later folks be good and stay strong. Amen......

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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24th Of June 2008, Blow Me - This Is A Warmth So........
6:03AM CET
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Good morgen fuckers. It is Tuesday and I am heading towards Grenaa to have a final day before Florida is fucking surrounding me. Yeah baby I am going the day after tomorrow. Tomorrow is my start travelling of the trip. I so need to have something great going and I so need to have some really cool doings today. But it wont be hard. Why not? Well for a few reasons. I have first and foremost really waited a while to get this trip in order and to have the best possible coverage of it all. Secondly I have had a fucking killer day yesterday. A few good and refreshing things came to surface and I feel soooooooo fucking good. I now need to have a good balance and not do or hope for too high somethings. But I know time will tell and let me know - there are great vibrations for a few things and hey...life really can be suprisingly good. I know when you are on top of your shitty living and in good balance you often then get the most out of it, You can see and feel people around you that they are truely turning to you in a very different but all great way other than if you had been misserable and down ....

Ohh boy I have to see if I can over come most of what is on my mind right now and I wanna see to it that I stay focused and hold the control I have worked so hard on - continue to have that as the main factor in my awaken life. Yeah I will succeed on that. No sweat. I have a lot of faith and good energy today. I am on a high and I fucking love it. There are now a few good things that are so important in my life ...and I am gonna feed it well I promise. How about all of your Mondays and Tuesdays you all good out there? You all happy and shinny?? Lol... Yeah I know I am a bit on top of the game right now a lillte cocky?? Not really folks just sharing my good mood and my god damn great spirit. Nothing wrong with that is there?? Nahhh.....

Today as I land at my hell hole of a home and apartment I am going to work a little bit on the website here and add a few somethings. The article section will have a new one in the girls section and the S.O.L.A. section is being introduced today too. A Sixx A.M. new poster and a 2008 CD. Yeah I know its not much but hey - its there alright lol. This will be the last adding to this fucker untill Florida and the days there are behind me and I have returned home again. This is the week also where I have had a fairly few good adjustments or new ideas for some things on here. It will come eventually. The front page to the two sites have gotten a minor change looking good I think right??
We will have to see how much comes from the states I have not yet decided to weather or not I will bring the computer. I hate a lot of baggage to carry round. But surely it is a useful fucker to have with me. No doubt. We will see what happens. Till next time ... take care alright?!! And thats an order.....Saints Of Los Angeles day TODAY

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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21st Of June 2008, Good Vibrations, Quality Thinking
4:57PM CET
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Motley Crue is gearing up for the release of their new album, Saints Of Los Angeles, next week, as well as the upcoming Crue Fest tour. However, the rockers are not excited about the possibility of their life story being told by MTV Films. In 2006, the band inked a deal with MTV and Paramount for a biopic based on their book The Dirt. But now, Nikki Sixx tells Reuters, "We're trying to get them [MTV] out of the way to make this movie that should have been made a long time ago. MTV has become bogged down in its own way. It's a channel that used to be hip and has now actually become unhip. We signed with them because we believed they were right, but they haven't come to the table. We need to find the right partner. They are not the right partner." There the latest of and about the movie thing. I seriously think this can drag out way more than what any of us liked to see. But the hell can we do?? I personally would rather see it be done right than just coming out and feel all bad about it. Dont you?? You oughta!!

Motley Crue on The Late Show with David Letterman - CBS June 24th! - 11:30pm EST (Check Local Listings)!!! Yeah the band was on central european time on the Larry king show this morning. For all that missed the thing, I am sure it can be found already on you tube on sooner or later on here being the Motley.com site. There are so much these days leading into the official release date of the CD and if you wanna cover it all youre going to be fairly busy. I have now including tonight only three more working days and then Thursday morning CET I am boarding a plane taking me to Florida. Fort lauderdale for a couple of days before going north a bit to West Palms and later Tampa. Yeah it will hopefully all go extemely well. One thing is certain I need it all to go well. I have worked way too hard and have been way too much troubled ot even have a so n so trip. Its not going to be good enough unless its absolutely perfect. But why would it not be?? I can honestly not think of a reason. Unless the money is short or the god damn weather or getting jumped robbed or something is going to go down. I choose not to believe in that shit. I have had a littl too much experience with that kind of happenings before on my trips to America.

Lets see....there are so very few days left before I head out of here and there are so many things I should have done and gotten in around. But I see it now there are not to be covered all that i need to before I leave. Nothing to do about it. Some shit just has to wait till July an my return and be taken care of before I leave for California end of the coming month. I have a really great feeling about that one and i really hope so much to have the greatest time there with my old travelling partner. Her life is changing a lot and thats cool. Lol - for her. Having my reasons for saying this. But right now it is my Irish friend and I going to Florida and rock out. There are so many great vibrations in my life and body these days and i refuse to let them end, I have a great line of goals set for July August and September and hopefully I have learned well not to chew off more than I can chew and all. I think I am doing fairly well. I have totally distant myself from some people that I truely thought and hoped for to be life long friendships. But their small minded egos and other things totally killed the possibility to have that in my life and making my life that much richer. Sadly I have to admit that will now never happen. I think it is a damn shame that some people cna be pissed at others for things that was started out of passion and then misunderstandings or only interested in help and support when its to their benefit not the other way round. Tough shit. I am not carrying any hard feelings. Not at all. Just sad it had to come to this point.

Crue, there are some more stuff in the mail and if the little old mailman can find it in him and his system there will be another last adding to the site`s sections here Tuesday. Thinking about bringing the computer to the States with me to feed the diary and you all with the ongoings day by day, we will see what I deside on doing!!!!! I have a few great things coming to the collection too that are kind of killing me financially nothing major but with the ton of already ongoings there are not much new shit that should be brought in to kind of kill the balance a bit lol. But it is all worth it. I am happy should it go through. I will know the answer to all these things round Wednesday. Once again I am on a train (as always) posting this on my way to work. It is also as always - a 6 and a half hours long ride and I feel okay with this these days. I have the computer and music to entertain me or I can read or take a nap if it really should get bad. What else brothers and sisters? Not much really right now I have a good time and I have updated you with my thoughts and emotional state of mind as of today and my good friend (the diary) is here to let you all pick my brains for that. Its all uncensored and open for the world to read. Take care fuckers....Thanks ...Later

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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20th Of June 2008, Lucky Americans, I Am Gearing Up
5:23 AM CET
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There are so many places in the USA that gives all holding the interest a chance to buy the new release for a special intro price. Places like the online official web of "Best Buy" and their intró in form of their traditional "releases of the week" intro price. Yeah the choices are many. Have you guys over there any ideas how it is to sit in Europe and have to buy CDs to a way higher price than you guys does? And we have not even close to anything like this that you are offered on these mentioned locations. And should we after all deside to order from any of these places ...cause we can eve living overseas the total with shipping will hit a totally outrageous number so it is not really worth it in the end. Yeah man you guys over there have it easy in many ways you are more than likely not even thinking of. No, no, no, dont have any hate mails coming my way now please this is not a complaint - more a shout out like "hey guys, have you forgotten about the many advantages you guys have?" -Damn !!!

Ohh well, now we will all get the CD anyways. God damn it there is no doubt to that fact. Non of cause not. We all love and have waited a long time for this first release from the original band so yeah .. hell yeah ... this one has been really great to wait around for and now it is here and to my luck I feel this is their best. Or I could say this is MY favorite Crue album released so far. I think it is a damn big note on my part.
While waiting to spin that one I am now off from work and have boarded a train to take me home sweet home again to Grenaa. The labtop have activated Windows media player and it goes "shes got the looks that kill, shes got the looks...." yeah were rocking 5:30 Am here in Denmark. "Now listen up, she is razor sharp...." yeah it works. Lol. Well with the tunes found and the diary posting going I have to say today is going to be somewhat different than what was originally planned. I should have been to the house of the webmaster and all. But instead I have cancelled that and the radio stuff to simply get myself settled with rest and just a day off. yes it is my day off here today. So I can get the USA suitcage packed today and have all that ready and stuffed for Florida coming next week .I can hardly believe it is here already but I too feel ready.

Yeah rest for me is probably the best I can do with this day off from work. I have three days more to go at at work I mean. Then its busy times for two days and then lift off Thursday next week. To be honest I am really excited about it now and I hope to hell that I will not be spending too much money so that some cash can be brought back home lol to be saved for the late July trip to California. There i have a load of shit to pay out and bring home. I know already a lot of gass money and shit will eatup the cash. Also I know there will be money going to the flight company for xtra baggage. No doubt. I want to pay for taking home as much as I possibly can bring. It is a pain in the ass to keep having the stuff that i have over there. I am aiming high for the home bringin this time. And I think that is a really wise choice. There is nothing that can make me see that detail any different. No way!!!

God damn it. It feels so nice to have a day off. Yo uhave no idea. Very few people have any idea how hard I drive myself every day and I am not asking for people t know either it is not that not at all. All I am saying is the people that knows my sceduals every day says I will fucking die young (lol thats a laugh) going on like I do...I do get the point of their saying. Hell my own private doctor is even giving me the verbal smanking everytime saying "you have to eat more you have to rest and sleep more you have to cut back on your activities with the bad heart you have and all you must think twice about your actions." not the right person to tell such things sorry.If this passion and lifestyle will one day kill me then ... so be it. Im all good with it. Live life to its fullest with what you have and be thankful for the oppotunities you hold in hand. Why fucking wait around till you grow old and grey for anything?? Now wait a minute who guarentees you to evne get old and grey. Hell the way this world is 2008 you van be gone off of the face of the earth tomorrow. Sweet lord no. Live it out to the max is what I say.

There were a mentioning the other day from me in here that I had had several offers on things a few of them are now set as solid future deals. I as always just have to get some things cleared first. Yeah I have a constant going thing with a ton of doings and deals it is now god I dont even remember but it has moved into its well over 15 years of active deals and buys on a weekly basis. Not one week since at least 1990 has passed without dealing on something. Maybe there in lays the answer also to why this collection has grown into what it has. I have never had too many second thoughts about laying low on regular doings and smartness if it meant that I could gain a great collectible or something. I hear a lot of comments to that exact point. It freks people out. Some even say "man are you never gonan grow up??" I have grown in so many ways you have no idea. But if stop collecting or making different choices as such about this is to grow up then hopefully no. Why is that such a problem?? I personally think it is fucking great to see some have an honest passion bout something or someone and respects it with all his or her heart. Ohh well no use in speculaing too much about this question. I love what I do and I hurt no one doing it so....

I see more suing shit is going on. Did you all see?
Legendary rockers MOTLEY CRUE filed a lawsuit against their manager on Wednesday (11Jun08) accusing him of breaching his contract by trying to cash in on their popularity. The rockers claim Burt Stein has used his position as their music manager to promote his own agenda in order to achieve financial gain, reports TMZ.com.
In the suit filed at Los Angeles' Superior court, the band state: "Stein used his position as a band manager to attempt to extract money for himself to the detriment of Motley Crue." The file also claims Stein's management agreement would "terminate" if he breached his agreed duties towards the band. Stein was not available for comment on the suit, reports the website. This isn't the first time the group has sued their management. In June 2007 the rockers filed a reported $20 million (GBP10 million) case against one of their managers, alleging "greed", "extortionist tactics" and bad career advice which caused the band to lose millions of dollars in profit.

More news - Tommy and Pamster have moved in together again mayby now this is their lucky moment to make shit work?? Who the fuck knows? It really is not our business either. I do not really care too much either the only thing is when the boys have girls trouble it always comes out through the band in some way or another. It shines through but doesnt for all of us when even we are in deep troubled waters like that?

Alright folks part from needing to mention there are still packages left for the tour of Summer 2008 I will leave you here with a huge and warm have a great weekend I know I will. Nothing is going to take me down in any way or form now. I am ready and I see light at the end of the tunnel. I have three more working days Saturday Sunday and monday then I am off and out of here.
God damn it I need it more than I cna find words for to describe the damn thing.

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Mcrueloyalty.dk

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17th Of June 2008, 13th Nightmare, Rest & Awsome Feelings
1:13 PM CET
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Yeah there you have it. Life can be so easy but at times so scary undescribably weird and tirering. That is what the last few days have been to be honest. If you want weirdness then this is pretty interesting. I tell you what it all began for me on the magical day of Friday the 13th. Nothing and I do mean nothing since has been going to well since. Well up till this morning anyways. Funny how so much can can fall and hit your face when you least expect it. the 13th at 3 PM things started to go weird. I had a phone call round then to arrange a meet up with my college Henrik at work, thata sat the whole fucking hoolahoop on the wild side. I tell you all morning I had actually thought a lot about Crue and a lot about what I had to get done and what I was about to do fro the day. Well the phone call was ended and we agreed to meet up about 30 minutes later. Right there and then things began to get werd. I forgot a ton of things smaller stuff but things that I so needed for where we weree going. I also in that 30 minutes walked in the first rain that had fallen for a good two and a half months in this damn town. And guess what I found out the only part of the city where the rain had falled was you guessed it.

Walking this little distant from "home" to the station I saw a couple of accidents too happening right when I passed these locations. I just think it felt really weird and bizarre. Finally as I got there to the station meeting with my friend from work to share the travelling with him he told me he had actually had a damn good day up till now. But here is a tiny little something to think about. The rest of the day a lot of things he did with me around him went wrong. Things broke. Things were lost and trust me they were not lost the day before. Standing at the station waiting for ouor train to come .......things went apeshit. A lot of info over the speakers came out .. "delays delays delays and a ton of cancellations". Our train was the first on the day that got cancelled ofcause. But the rain had stopped ofcause now I was there at the station too. So why rain any further? Right!!! We got to catch a train that came half an hour late. And when arriving in Copenhagen again we had a short walking distance to do and guess what? It rained again. we got there and ....it stopped. Everything that day and well into the next day no matter what I did and where I went things acted funny. Funny weird dude. Really weird, really freaky.

Now we write the 17th of June I have with purpose not written anything in here simply cause I would not have things to go wrong. Well that is not entirely true. I did start this diary on the 14th but twice thats right twice this first and second section of the diary all of a sudden dissapeared like I was not suppose to write the damn thing down for the diaries!!! Now as said it is the 17th and I have passed the scary dates and moved into a date that have for the first time in 6 days givin me rest and food like I ought to have it everyday. In other words this noon here in Denmark is excellent. I feel so damn good today. HAVE THE ENERGY... something I did not think I would say when I woke up cause I would not dare believe it. It has been a rough ride and it is so not done and over but I am now so close to the much longed for vacation time so I am sure I will have a good week to come. 6 more working days and I am off. And I tell you for them two weeks I will not trade for anything on planet earth. This is seriously something I have a need for and a longing for thinking of what it holds in store for me. I have to say I have not fully been this excited for the trips to come as I am right now. Thats for sure. But I begin to slowly believe in the situation and believe to have a good chance for some great experiences with it. For a long time I have been worried that I would not really have the chance to cover the mersh of the Cruefest and Crue and Sixx A.M. but now I start to believe I will have a chance to do it after all. Mostly because I have had such much work and all - yes it wore me out and more but I would go through fire to get things covered sad to know so many people do not understand that or believe in this about me.

We at MCrueLoyalty have done some thinking and we want things to be tried out. Have done some postcards and more to try to promote our sites. I think we are doing all we can thinking of how things andall are, what kind of frames we have to work with. It is a little tough. cause what should we do and how should we do this? How should we move on? And in what direction? I am open to a lot of try-outs but also try-outs that MUST have some workable ways and some goals of meaning. You know what I am saying? Kind of hard for me to explain but I have to try new things all the time. It is not easy to have a plan and not know what to do with it after all. Or have plans holding other people and then find out just cause the waters are rough they get cold feet turn around and get agressive on you. In short I think i have come to a belief not to involve too many in many things that I do cause people are just not fullhearted in the same way you are. You can and will end your life for things like this. Things that you believe in but everyone else have limits ...yes it sounds sick and frightening and it can be. But thats the change - do not involve others and do not . There is no doubt this is my own way of addiction. I am not on drugs nor alcohol nor anything else. I am on rock n roll. And I am high and I have long ago sold my soul to the idea of a world holding the riff to my life. There is no doubt. I am not on safe ground like the regular everyday human being. But fuck it. God damn it talk about Friday the 13th ------

Okay the site has had a few added itmes too. Vince Neil Ink a couple of things and then mag covers and red white articles. More to come next Friday. But it wil las said before not be a whole lot untill I am returning from USA trip no one. Then a lot of the merch from Crue Fest 2008 will be added on here and I am then gonna have a line of things added of what comes in the mail through out July and then after the second return from the USA early August I will have a bunch mor to add to here. A lot of things are happening and there is no doubt that by the end of the year there are so many things that have taken my time my money and my mind on a journey undescribable. Just hang in there and we will get things right. Absofuckinglutely. And the CD is now out too on certain parts of the world. Its gonna be awsome to have it. Have the whole CD now not phisically but still have all the songs. And I have to say I never dared to believe it and say it out loud but this is my favorite Motley release to date. All the golden oldies are classics yes but this is the best in my mind.

I have been fighting eith a lot of devils and demons inside I think. I have been givin a new fresh chance to have the fianl saying on things and I have taken up on the offer set to myself by myself. The "wake up" call seems to have bared fruit. I described it briefly above but unlike other addicts I do not wanna go "rehab" and that kind of often needed wake up call.....take my rock n roll away fucking kill me first then. Later my precious little devils *****

After I

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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11th Of June 2008, Exchanging, Adding & Searching......
2:27 PM CET
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Wednesday, my good what a day. What a damn fucking killer day I had yesterday with my greta friends of Tine, Jacob and Henrik. A day far from work and regular day time civilisation. A day in a summer house by the sea and nice sunny weather and all. I can not even begin to tell you how great I felt sharing the day of yesterday like that. It was better than a fat check and free choices of what to do with the money. I finally had a great time doing nothing. Nothing but convesations and a day on the lawn in a chair sharing with these people. So relaxing. Shit I hope more days like that will come around and come around shortly. LOVED IT!!! Thanks guys thanks a million.

So here we are too on the first day of me having exchanged Danish kroner into US dollars. The first of a couple of exchanges. Now it begins to feel real. Real that i am truely in just two weeks going to Florida to get some serious rock n roll vacation out of my vacation time from work. Damn I have a strange but a strange good feeling about it all. Yeah ....some dollars in the pockets will make this one possible and first step is made and I am now holding the spending lot lol in my sticky fingers. But yet ... as tired. Got so damn tired as I came home from last night having been up again for 35 hours that as I sat down in my sofa I was aware of the surroundings for a good ten minutes then thats all. I then woke up at 9:30 this morning the exact same spot never even made it to bed!! Fuck was I in need of rest. And more importantly sleep. Now I have only this day here now off left. then its working time agian and I think I have a good few things that really is needed to get solved today! handled! And looked in on. But it is fine I still hold so much happiness and energy good vibes from the togetherness yesterday!!! Awsome.

So a few more things will be added today going to the sections of Personal and Sixx A.M. and of cause here where you are - in the diary section. It is all good. There are even more things offered i would die for holding as an added something to the site and my private collection. But money talks and money rules and tells in the end who will hold these items offered as the persons new belongings. We will see. The Motley Crue 2008 new limited 10 mini LP SHM-CD comes with OBI + great promo box for japan only. Already sold out by reservation in Japan. Advised to act now. We will see if I can get this baby. It is a solid 400 big ones so... shit. It is a sorted for thing since I heard about it in February of this year. But there really is no time to think about it. As stated here its gone. I know a place like eBay will have a box or two eventually but ..it is not worth hoping for that to happen either really. Box holds this;

1.TOO FAST FOR LOVE 2.SHOUT AT THE DEVIL 3.THEATER OF PAIN 4.GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS 5.DR FEELGOOD 6.MOTLEY CRUE
7.GENERATION SWINE 8.SUPERSONIC & DEMONIC RELICS 9.LIVE: ENTERTAINMENT OR DEATH 10.NEW TATTOO

I dont know how many times I over and over now have repacked things to fit better and take up less space at home. But for every third month or so things seem to have exploded again from all the new stuff thats coming in. I can do a never ending repacking its nuts!! I at times am going out of my head over this. There is not much of a home here. Its more a storage place more than ever. And that word is used gently!! Yeah there are so many things and boxes round here now I should consider getting some new ideas ideas worked out to even be in here myself. Oh well I guess things will change eventually.

Next visit and doings to the site is next monday the 16th. So many things to come. I promise you. Right now just trying to get settled in all ways - enjoy and gear up for all thats about to happen the next 3 months. It will be a non stopping activity in the true sence of the word. No need to think anything else. But what the fuck I am not complaning. I am not one to even make hints to be complaning. A lot of good is coming to out - coming out of a lot of bad that has been ruling my life. The people involved in fucking me over or making steps that tore my heart out fuck em. They no longer excists in my life. They are dust and gone. I have moved on and thats that!! Next new stop is Meat Loaf in the pile of awaiting doings in my name so ....... I am looking forward to that too.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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9th Of june 2008, Old Passion Shocks & Temptations
3:19Pm CET
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Monday afternoon central European time. Yeah it is hot as hell outdoors. Not always or hardly anytime to my liking. But what can I do about it. Nothing. I guess there is no reason or sence in complaning about this so I take it strong hand and I jsut focus on the cool things. Or try to at least. I think it is a highly needed thing to do anyway. How about you all out there? Are you all good? Is everything okay? I have still hard times and troubled situations with a few people but it is so eating me up if I focus on that shit alone and i there for try to get other doings in on my awakend life to kind of have a friendly and positive focus on at least something - and something usefull thank you very much.

Now there are really weord felt situations coming from the just seen band of New York. KISS. What now you may ask and some of you may even ask yourselves who are we to care this is a Crue site. Yes youre damn right it is but the sdiearies of mine are also to give what is not seen anywhere on any fansites. A good honest look in on the person behind the damn site. I have always missed that. The fansites around the world is often really thin and of not much in them but further more the person behind the website is so invinsible and you never get to know them really well.. In my mind sad I think. Ohh well... if one do not wanna hear about it noone forces you to read all this so - ......
Any how KISS is planning a future something where PAul Stanley and Gene Simmons are to test and choose their followers. meaning the two legends are planning on soon perhaps to step out of KISS and then let others join Tommy Thayer and Eric Singer and do a "new" kind of KISS and letting the grand masters of the band move on in their lives and do other things. Or should I say thats what goes round ....

KISS is still a great something and a great part of my musical life. I love the band have always loved them and though I no longer cvollect them and thank god for that cause that is a hard fucking expensive action to have going in ones life. It is hopeless. Now its all Crue and I have trouble enough oin that lane as is. It is a little bit of like standing on the startline waiting for the gun to go off as a sign of ...fucking run like hell till you reach the crossline. it is going to be seriously hard as hell and it is going ot be a long, long, long hard 5 months period from now on .. why not just say the rest of 2008 will not be an easy financial going. But what the fuck - I love this so quit whining. I got it. I will not be a crybaby -......never ment to. Just speaking my mind and opening me up standing emotionally nude in front of you all. Im giving you a chanc to read my inner thoughts and let you all judge me if you wanna.

Hey there is a chance if you wanna have your own Sixx like 2008 style leather jacket now seen in promo shots in the rotating shots we are all so familiar with. Had I had the 1400,00 dollars that it costs I had bought it instantly. Its a cool one. Lot of money but I had done it. But like I keep saying have the heartfelt love nad passion for collecting and you will fucking every week bumb into stuff that will eat your last dollar up like nothing else. And it all happens ina heartbeat. Not a nice feeling but doing it in full or half hearted ..its thank god every ones own choice. But yeah I say I cross the line of healthy doings a littel too often. Shit.

We have a new thing on the site that you ask for if you like. Advertising what ever you have. What ever you like to get on that you think we could be a good choice for helping you out with. Spreading your word so to speak. Yeah I think we would do anything you want. No limits. Contact us and we can talk abotu it!! Or if you are doing products we can use and you will suply us with something a quantity of what it is you get free advertising time and space on here as well. Lets talk!!

Okay now I have to kind of roll again sorry about the constant business but it is hectic fro June and July for me. I will soon be back here again and there will soon be more A LOT MORE added to the site sections. No question. See you round enjoy the week. I will as my countdown is ticking for every second passion and I am a little closer to vacation and to the shows and Crue fest.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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7th Of july 2008,
3:44Pm CET
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Well it is Saturday night and its alright, its Saturdaý night and time to party. KISS`Ace frehley, Whitesnake and Def Leppard amongst others all are gonna do their stuff today. Sweden rock 2008, has a mindblowing gathering of bands that really filles the bill to this years festivities. My god. And talking about festivities. Well not much longer till the airline company will take this dog to Florida. Its the introduction of Crue Fest 2008. This is no news and no shocking thing for any of you reading this. I have have planned on going all along. I have planned on doing something with my off time for a long time since the hectic working sceduals has been so intence its been killing a lot of other stuff for me. So I have now got to do this and it is now soon to be.

What is a shock and a shock and not too cool a thing time wise for me anyhow is that after the Crue has done this CrueFest USA / Canada thing they are coming to Europe. So it smells like a September or maybe October thing for them here. Then after that its off to Japan, And the year will most likely end for them in Australia. Then 2009 USA, Canada and south America and maybe Asia? But coming to Europe already now is to me a really stinky thing. Cause financially I will not be in the best position to do such a thing right after two trips to the US already!! Okay, I will admit it. No use in crying over .... I mean hey it is the Crue things can happen so maybe in time I will have a fairly good chance to do whats needed to cover maybe 3 or 4 shows? We will see.

A cpouple of things have been listed and added here too this week. We have also started to look into a self promotion kind of thing. Meaning we would like to make even more Crue fans aware of this site. So in the USA we will have a few hundred postcards to be handed out and hopefully people will respond to it the best way. We are starting to look into what can be done about posters too. It is not gonna cost much if we are doing it. And if we are we would like to at least try to sell them them to again promote the site and all. It is a great chance for making us more visual I think but sadly it will cost and cost what I at this point dont have with all the merchandiase being officially produced this year. Because as you all also know I am trying hard as hell to cover it all or most possible to have the most possible complete collection there can be.

I guess next time an adding will take place on here will be on the 11th of this month. That day up till the 22nd is my only off day left this month ....it is not easy to find rest and cover all there is. Well I will be spitting out another diary posting here shortly. But for now I have to let you all go as I am not in a position where I have the time to be sitting here I am sorry. Ohh speaking of posters and shit Have you all seen some of the new and latest group pictures of the boys? They probably arent but they should make a few of these into posters. They are great. I think it sets the frames for a totally new Crue somehow. Not like anything they have presented themselves with ever before. A real freshness in the true sence of the word I think.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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4th Of June 2008, God Came To Denmark
11:23AM CET
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Religious? Well call it what you will. I do not mind being a believer if you really do want to label it as that....lol. Anyhow God came to Denmark hit the stage and Fuck yes - it was brilliant. The old memos and a little tear could at times be felt in the corner of my eye. I really did not think I would see the man and his playmates again ever. I am talking about KISS live 2008 in Copenhagen Denmark at the Forum. Yeah it was worth the going. And little more than just that. I think this band will never die. They dont even have to be around they live on forever. KISS is not a band its a life style. You wanted the best you got the best the hottest band in the world... Sounds familiar? Damn right it does. They rocked two hours and the first 75 mins a full live experience almost of the Alive 1 album from 1975. Well done lads. Well done youre fucking in the late 50s I tip my hat to you!!!

A couple of books in the Sixx A.M. and Crue sections have been added today and some promo postcards. Set a little planning for June and July for the website. Stick around this is going to be great through out the Summer. There will come some great things on here. Oh yeah. Some things takes a little more time for us to get around but a few new ideas will come to the one that waits - right? Again thanks for your support out there boys!! It is a lifestyle still in its prime. Lets see how long we can keep it there without cracking up in all thinkable bad ways. I think we have some really great chances to keep this baby grrowing for still some time....

Okay I gotta roll agian. Sorry to say this but there are so much to attend to this time for me. Well meet again soon!!
Be good!!!

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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1st Of June 2008, Hell Yes It IS On, Im Armed And Ready
9:28AM CET
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It is Sunday bloody Sunday but you know what? I actually feel like i have rested and gained some energy and all. I am seriously SO FAR having a good Sunday morning. So I thought I would stop by salute the new month of June the month of pleasures and more welcome to my life. June will see a lot of business and there is nothing but pleasure in it if only I looked out for myself and the resting is of a higher importance I think!! And that is okay! Today is preparation time and I then have a nightshift at work to do and tomorrow its Sweden and rock radio with Dio and Fatal Smile. Interviews on both. Fatalsmile.com - rock n roll Swedish style. Fuck yeah these boys are great!! I cannot wait to do this one. And then get on to Dio ... the mighty Ronnie James himself. Thats a blast. Thats a god damn killer doing.

Now on the page of the Motleys - I am hopefully getting clearer on the preparing as the days goes by. I should not spend jack this month if I should hope for a chance to clear all the stuff thats there merch wise. Its all the Crue and cruefest and Sixx am stuff so I imagine it is close to a good 800 to a 1000 dollars in merch alone. then comes hotels food the Dr. Feelgood bar merch if there is anything of Vince`s in Palm Springs and then is the fater this only pure enjoyment and shit. I am so looking forward to it all. Looking forward to share the time with my new Irish buddy. He seems to be like I ..... sick and tired of all bullshit people are so good at laying on each other. Need the rest and the good times. And together we will see that happening. For shit sure!!

The new and latest shit got added to the sctions now ....Diary - Shirts 2008 - TNT 2-4 - CD' Greatest Hits.
Feels really good to have opened the new Saints sections and getting something new started. Some how I felt it was also a need that I had. Starting something new. Something new that really holds the latest. And the band have finally done something that makes that idea able. I am happy about the fact its here. But as said a gazillion times before financially it is a baaaaddd thing. Lol.!!!!

New things to have happend in the June catagory is also musically live experiences. The 10th of June I will be doing something of a private friendly visit to some I care for and then in the evening the Alter Bridge will hit Aarhus near by my home so I am there. Then the mighty Meat Loaf have desided that he is back feeling better and rescedualling the tour of Scandiunavia. I wanna go its an August show but tickets are now. And then remember White Lion. The mighty singer Mike Tramp Dane of cause .. he is returning to Denmark with the lions July...but tickets are now too. All this coverd and I am up to my ears in doings ... radio and Crue is eat8ing up all my spare time out side work and shit.

I will not be doing much outside Sweden Rock of festivals this year. Cause of all that is in my calender I simply can not. There is not itme or finances to cover it all. We have talked the webmaster and I and June is finally set for when there will be updates and all in the busy month of June. It is all set and ready for what ever comes ... Have an great Sunday.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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31st Of May 2008, Tomorow The Visel Blows Get Onboard
6:48AM CET
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It is Saturday morning here in Denmark and many other places too lol, for that matter. I have looked at the calender and felt all of a sudden a warm feeling again with a mixed and a bit of exciting warmth. Tomorrow it is June 2008. the month for a lot of things to happen for me. same month as a little better time and break from work at the end of the month to look into things I want to get time for. The month of travelling to the USA. The month of the Motleys new CD. The month of a great deal of new merch. The month of real Summer and more. Damn it is a time of year this month we go in on that will hold so many things I am involved in or will get involved in. I can hardly wait.

How about you out there? Are you excited? I bet you are. Especially if you read this!! Cause that means that you have at least some interest in the band this site is all about. Motley Crue. And that means you can not either wait to get the stuff and chapter kicked off. Right? Shit yeah. I am sure you feel like that. Ohh did any of you by the read the happiness about Sixx and his respond to the Canadian thing? No? Read this;

"MOTLEY CRUE rocker NIKKI SIXX has publicly thanked the Canadian city official who slammed the group's off-stage antics as "pornographic", insisting his outburst has only served to heighten their popularity. Earlier this month (May08), Sarnia councillor Dave Boushy attempted to have the rockers banned from performing at Ontario's Bayfest concert in July (08), after claiming their appearance could harm the city's image. He failed in his bid when his fellow officials refused to support him in censoring the outdoor event - and now Sixx has spoken out to express his gratitude to Boushy for helping to boost the band's reputation, reports Blabbermouth.net. Bassist Sixx says, "He's right. People like him are always out to attack rock and roll, you know. God bless them, man. They keep our name in the press and re-ignite our passion to hold up our middle finger to all those people who really don't understand.
"If that's how these people have to get a little press, then that's their problem."

I have to say this to you all while I remember, abotu this site. Incase you do not see too much activity in June it may be because the webmaster and I have a fairly troubled time to find time to sit together with it. I myself have a month that is packed to the max that I couldnt squeeze another pin in there with a shoehorn even if I wanted to. Unless things gets changed around from the outside as the dates of June passes by. We will talk about this this weekend and try to set some dates to mark a little work in process for the beloved site for you al lto see and get some new shit on here. I can tell you this though; Sunday will have some new stuff on here again in the Shirt 2008 section. Some minor other things and hopefully get a few diaries over the next coming days too.

There are some things out in the open right now for the coming Florida trip late June. My Irish friend and I will have a great time thats for shit sure. I can not wait for us to get the trip started. A good week together and share time HIGHLY NEEDED away frm the every day ordinary shit and just cruise through rock n roll masses. Love it. And at teh end of July I will have the ultimate return to California too. My old travelling partner that I feel a little missed and far away from and all we will have some things together that will rock as well. As you know we have recently added Las Vegas to the mini tour of California and I am there to pick up a shit load of my long missed stuff just laying there waiting for me to grab in and sack it for a home bringing. I cant wait for all that too. Fuck. The time away from here is so needed you can it with a knife.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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29th Of May 2008, Mixed Emotions - Hard
4:40PM CET
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Thursday after noon. Bill day ..yeah that time of the month is knocking on my door again. Its nuts. And the next or should I be more presis and say the rest of this year is in the name of clean up. I have so damn many issues and so damn many loose ends that needs to be looked into. I have a good three and a half weeks left till Florida but I am still under pressure and not fully in a great and pleassure doing mood only!! It sucks feeling this way. I have really hated getting back at work these past few days too. I have a lot to look forward to and it feels like I have taken some right choices for the rest if the year to come. Yet it is still shitty and really an annoying feeling inside myself. Like something I do not have in my life at all is of huge need. I need so desperately to get changes going and to get great things into my everyday living. This is the last time I do what I am doing collecting wise and job wise thats for sure. It has been a rough learning and a heavy lesson to go through.

There are a few things that are so frightening but I will look into all this alone and on my own.
Right now I am trying to enjoy all there is to enjoy of still positive things. My old friend Tine is back from New Zealand but is in 2 weeks heading off to Sweden for 2 months then home a month and off to India for 4 months again... soul searching for things within her self and hunting a diploma for becoming a yoga teacher. She has changed so much and in ways that I only envy her for. Seems to have found a good portion of great balance and stuff. But then again I can also be realistic and she what she has done or gain that position and feeling in her life. It has for sure cost a lot. Living a totally new life and all. I seem to feel a part of me wants that too. Or rather need it in a big way!! That is something I try to work on hard to get in store for myself shortly - end of this year or spring next year!!!

MP3 Songs

Song Title	Time	Price
1. L.A.M.F.	1:23	Not Available
2. Face Down In The Dirt	3:44	Not Available
3. What's It Gonna Take	3:45	Not Available
4. Down At The Whisky	3:50	Not Available
5. Saints of Los Angeles (Gang Vocal)	3:40	Not Available
6. Mutherfucker of the Year	3:55	Not Available
7. The Animal In Me	4:16	Not Available
8. Welcome To The Machine	3:00	Not Available
9. Just Another Psycho	3:36	Not Available
10. Chicks = Trouble	3:13	Not Available
11. This Ain't A Love Song	3:25	Not Available
12. White Trash Circus	2:51	Not Available
13. Goin' Out Swingin'	3:27	Not Available

Looked in to this? What do you all think? I think it sounds like a new and unheqard Motley crue right?
Yeah it is pretty cool. Not really comparable to anything in the back arcicve. I am looking forward to it all for sure YES!!! Hope I will overcome my suffering and my shit if this is what can help me for some time back on my Crue path and do me fairly good again!! I need the belief and the trust in my life and doings. Time has killed a lot this year of what I loved so highly. It is not too easy to get all back as I hoped for!! But hopefully getting away and looking into this USA trip thing that can do me some good. Right now it is not an all an only good thing!!!
Love to gain the shit again and get back on belief and trust in my passion a bit more still. Miss life. Miss a living!!

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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24th Of May 2008, Sunday Adding,
2:50PM CET
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Saturday. Sounds like sweet honey in my ears. I am still kind a fighting the shit that has hit my life recently. The loses the pain the worry the sadness. But today this morning as I got off from work I now have 3 fucking full days off and I intend to use it perfectly. I have some radio interviews and some preperations on various doings to get in round and tomorrow there is a website update going on. More added stuff to do and more. But other than that it is house cleaning and recovering myself. I look forward to it in other words. Absolutely no plans on going overboard in activities or new doings like I normally do. I need to find myself. I truely need to.

I think a few new facts have also come to my suprise about whats going on in the lives of certian people in my life. I am still a bit suprised how and what people are willing to do and how they see and look at things so willing to be without cool things and self control cause of stupid this and that. Well...they are still my friends. They live their lives and I mine. I have set a huge thing in perspectum and I think I still live and do things honestly. Something that is not to be said about a whole lot of people I think. A huge pile of folks live a life in a way cause they have too not cause they want to. How sad. VH1 is rolling while relaxing. The best top 100 of the 80s in the USA. Dr Feelgood was no. 41...well, well, well!!

There are a few things in the name of Motley that I am working on now too this Summer. I have a good frew plans that will give me a perfect Summer if things dont fall apart. Right now I am only counting the days kind of to go to Florida for the opening shows. June 26th and I have a lift off. 32 days to go. And counting. 4 fucking weeks. It is a time that will pass by fairly quickly and I like it. I need that trip and the following in late July for California to be good and go well. Unconditionally. Period.
I have a lot of great things to get added here on the site as I return from those two road trips over there. Just sit tight and wait around. There is nothing being held from you. And no other Crue tribute / fansites on planet earth that will be so covering and demanded to share the inner thoughts of the brains behind this baby like none other site on the world wide web. Period!!! (again)

What a cool thing KISS is doing now have you heard? Wouldnt that have been fucking killer had Crue done the same as they start touring?
KISS ALIVE 35 TOUR CDS!
KISS live performances are renowned across the globe so it’s with great pleasure and excitement that we're announcing the KISS Alive 35 limited edition series of live CDs. With 10 dates being recorded throughout their European tour this is sure to be an exhilarating few weeks with many a memorable performance captured forever.
With hits such as ‘I Was Made For Lovin' You', ‘Detroit Rock City’ and ‘Rock & Roll All Nite’ echoing above the streets of Europe you will know that KISS are in town so be sure to get your live tour CD to relive the KISS experience over and over again! This series is strictly limited edition so be sure to bag yours before they go! Don't miss out!"
Hell yes it would have been awsome. KISS is doing perhaps the tour of their career - really. Its a huge monsterous success. can not believe it. And next Tuesday the 3rd of June it is time for me to rock it out with the masked warriors in Copenhagen, Denmark. Rock n Roll All Night Forever And A Day. RESPECT!!!

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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22nd Of May 2008, My Heart Is Broken... Again. R.I.P.
5:34PM CET
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I have had enough worry and emotional breakdown recently I think. Today a highly beloved frined of mine from Swedn Annika told me something I do not want to believe. My good friend Micheele of the Swedish /American chick hardcore metal band Meldrum has fucking passed away at the age of 39. She was to be on the rock radio show with me Monday but I never heard from her ... here is the reason why. "On Sunday, May 18, Michelle Meldrum, leader of the band MELDRUM and former PHANTOM BLUE guitarist, was rushed to St. Joseph's Hospital in Burbank, California in critical condition. Three days later — yesterday afternoon (Wednesday, May 21) — she passed away as a result of a cystic growth on her brain that had restricted oxygen and blood flow to her brain, rendering her braindead.

Michelle had just completed writing and recording MELDRUM's soon-to-be-released third album with drummer Gene Hoglan, along with the group's latest additions, Michele (vocals) and Laura Christine (bass). The surviving bandmembers plan to release the CD later this year in tribute to their fallen bandmate. Those who knew Michelle recognize that she lived every moment for the music and was regarded as both an exceptional guitarist and a nurturer by her associates, friends, family and son. Meldrum, 39, is survived by her parents and three-year-old son Jake Thomas (father is EUROPE guitarist John Norum). Her family and bandmembers appreciate all the support that has been shown over the past few days through this trying time. A memorial tribute benefit will be announced in the following weeks.

Michelle's former PHANTOM BLUE bandmate Linda McDonald, who played on MELDRUM's 2007 CD "Blowin' Up The Machine", commented: "Michelle passed away about 6:00 p.m. this evening [Wednesday, May 21] at the hospital. It comes as a complete shock and the impact will be felt by so many. She was a one of a kind and will be sorely missed. I don't really know what to say right now. Thank you for your prayers. I'm sure she heard them all. It is a very sad, sad day."

Michelle Meldrum was born on September 28, 1968 in Detroit, Michigan to a family of musicians and actors, and moved to Los Angeles, California at the age of 13. She started her career in music by forming the thrash metal band WARGOD with drummer Gene Hoglan (DARK ANGEL, DEATH, STRAPPING YOUNG LAD), then moved on to become both co-founder and lead guitarist in PHANTOM BLUE. PHANTOM BLUE released its self-titled debut album on Shrapnel Records in the U.S. (Roadrunner in Europe and Japan) and eventually landed a major label deal with Geffen. While her career flourished, Michelle married EUROPE guitarist John Norum and moved to Sweden to form MELDRUM. After many successful tours with such acts as MOTÖRHEAD and BLACK LABEL SOCIETY, she reunited with Gene in 2006 when he appeared as a guest on MELDRUM album and events. Inspired to once again collaborate, Michelle moved back to America where she and Gene began writing the third MELDRUM album together.

I am speachless. And I feel there are so much more to say but I am in lack of words right now. I cant believe it. Things are so enormously unfair and as I have said all along my view on life is its too fucking short. And it this case it proves it plenty. I dont know what to say ...get back with you all later... R.I.P. Michelle my deepest ... to your friends and family. You will be missed more than you will ever know.

I have more Crue mags articlkes cds and shirts coming on here on Sunday!!!
MOTLEY CRUE GUITARIST INVOLVED IN PALIMONY LAWSUIT:
Motley Crue guitarist Mick Mars doesn't like the sound of having to continue paying palimony to an ex-girlfriend he is suing, so he is asking a judge if he can suspend the payments until trial, court papers show. Mars maintains that two delays in the start of the trial from January to the current Sept. 15 date have virtually assured Robbie Mantooth of continuing to receive money to which she might not otherwise have been entitled if the musician wins his case. The 57-year-old guitarist filed the suit against Mantooth in Los Angeles Superior Court in November 2006, alleging that she breached the terms of a settlement of a palimony suit between the former couple. The Calabasas resident is asking for unspecified punitive damages and attorneys' fees. Under the settlement of the previous lawsuit between Mars and Mantooth, he gave her a down payment and agreed to pay an additional $5,070 a month on a balance of $300,000, according to his court papers.

He claims Mantooth promised not to disclose any financial information about him to anyone in exchange for receiving the monthly payments. But she later gave information about Mars' account at City National Bank to a debt collection agency after they contacted her regarding money she owed, according to his current lawsuit. Mantooth also allegedly told the collection agency that Mars misappropriated her money and agreed to pay her debts, the lawsuit states. In court papers filed Tuesday, Mars maintains the alleged breaches by Mantooth are grounds for not having to pay her any further support. In a hearing scheduled for June 6, he is asking Judge Edward A. Ferns to suspend his payment obligations until the trial is completed.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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20th OF may 2008, Crued Ohh Yeah But The Souls Of We Is Knocking
10:30PM CET
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Fuck this shit is not just cool. This punk, my bitch, my soulmate in mind of musical thinking and crap Mr. rock n roll London LeGrand just called me. There is nothing To say if I can not type a fucking whole page about this crap. So Heyy what do you know? I will not. But it was a pleasant suprise and I now have a few rock radio things to do with these bitches. George Lynnch and Mr. Rock both told me they were pissed about their situation with the website and all shit. You see their stuff does not work so international people can fucking order the debut CD online with a visa. And their press page for downloads is also for us over here a dead end. Not functional. Bad, bad, bad.

The debut release of SOULS OF WE. The first 1,000 copies will be autographed by George & London. CD will be released May 27. THIS IS A PREORDER ONLY AT THIS TIME. www.soulsofwe.com Check it.

Tracks:
1.) January (4:52)
2.) Skeleton Key (3:42)
3.) Key Of Noise (4:36)
4.) Push It (4:18)
5.) Ghandi's Got A Gun (4:40)
6.) Psycho Circus (4:16)
7.) Crawling (4:16)
8.) Everything I Want (4:52)
9.) Adeline (5:22)
10.) St. Jude (5:02)
11.) Sorry To Say (4:15)
12.) Under The Dead Tree (Instrumental 4:21)
13.) Let The Truth Be Known (3:50)

Did you say you had anexcuse? Shame on yourself.

Well, the god damn London waiting is over. My brother has been busy and shit and now it is time to do some really bangin. go knock down some doors man. I so would love to see these fucks live and perhaps in August I can do a little something with the fucks? See a little this and feel a little that. Motley is still ... how could you be in doubt? my ultimate passion but this is so refreshing and I have a brother for life in this dog being London so there are so many ways to do something neat....let us see what time brings.

On another Cruecial note, shit has been added on the site again. Check out the front page rolling banner to guide you to the new shit in the jungle of mayhem and collectibles like no where else of the Los Angeles foursome. Later*

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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18th Of may 2008, Spitting New Material Out Like.....
2:32PM CET
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Hey there guys, not much has happend lol since I las t threw in a few words to my online best friend. My diary. But I had to just stop by and say I feel this is a day holding a feeling about having a bit better control. I am more at eased if you will. Things have not worked itself out when it comes to the issues I last touched in here but I do have a better and more calm feeling in my guts. Someting I something need to tell myself to keep saine. Sounds weird? It can be. Think of a twisted turbulent mind of a person in a movie. You like one side of him but the other side is kind of freaky unpredicabel and unsafe not to you only but also tot he guy in the body of that mind. Yeah twisted right?

Though I am not spitting out greatness and overwhelming cool, Motley is in a big way. And the CD and tour is not even out and active yet. Here are 4 more new shirts. I have an awfully hard time covering all this. Look at the last maybe 3 to 4 weeks postings on here and see allthe new stuff thats out there and that I have not touched and covered for a lot of reasons. I think it is fair to say this will be the death of me. And these days I feel trapped between a rock and a hard place cause I am not all sure if I shoudl rap it up a little sooner than really wnated and expected. Meanning the situation with the USA mess and probably lost stuff from how it feels right now. I am not able to sit and say "ohh well.." and not care. I am in a huge battle with myseof and that fine line. That balance to keep it going and stay focused. No one understands me and that is all cool. I would never ask anybody to understand. It is just my life. Thats all.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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17th Of May, Forgot...
2:35PM CET
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Tommy Lee TV thingie starts now for the shooting. get your tickets at ticket master:

Battleground Earth: Ludacris vs. Tommy Lee Plus Special Guests
Greek Theatre, Los Angeles, CA Wed, May 28, 2008 07:30 PM Your Ticket(s) : $ 75.00

Crue is going to be on Rockline: June 16th Mötley Crüe to guest on Rockline at 11:30pm EST. Fans can talk live with Mötley Crüe by calling 800-344-ROCK (7625). Watch for it. The complete track listing: 1. L.A.M.F., 2. Face Down In The Dirt, 3. What's It Gonna Take, 4. Down At The Whisky, 5. Saints Of Los Angeles, 6. Mutherfucker Of The Year, 7. The Animal In Me, 8. Welcome To The Machine, 9. Just Another Psycho, 10. Chicks = Trouble, 11. This Ain't A Love Song, 12. White Trash Circus, 13. Goin' Out Swingin'
The always attractive japanese versions will also come out in a single and a double edition with xtra song for Japan only and dvd. Speaking of Japan: Scheduled Japanese release the 25th of June is: a ten-album Mötley Crüe SHM-CD cardboard sleeve back catalogue reissue series featuring the albums Too Fast For Love, Shout At The Devil, Theatre Of Pain, Girls Girls Girls, Dr. Feelgood, Motley Crue, Generation Swine, Supersonic & Demonic Relics, Live: Entertainment Or Death, and New Tattoo.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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17th Of May 2008, Trying Not To Crack - Stabbed
12:51PM CET
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It is wth out a doubt a turbulent time for me this summer. It is hard as hell to keep up with all there is to keep up with. I need a lot of things to get sorted out in my Crue life and in my personal "other" life. I have from time to time found a balance that really seems to work for me great. I really think it is a damn great time too. I have a balance with most right now. In a positive ment way. but I still also have a line of things that messes with me like a tornado in the center of my heart. I do not have answers to all these things and there for I sometimes crack up an inch and it hurts me badly. For a short while but when its going on I have no what so ever control and I feel like I wanna drop this whole thing.

I am right now still off and away diistantly / located far away from where I can do anything about some really heartfelt matters. I and a dude inthe USA works our asses off to try to get things dealt with of all the stuff stuffed away at a private home by someone. There are no words for my pain about this situation. I hope there will be found a nice fairly handy way to clear this out and all. Time will tell. Time none of us seem to have. So it feels like a lost battle already in the darkness. Without going into more details abotu this issue let me just say "this was the last time ever I did something like this" no more ever again while I am alive.

Vegas and L.A. and all its holdng fro the summer is now in place and all. There are no more needed things really to be looked into or sorted out as such. Now its only waiting and waiting for things and time to apear. Thank god. At least somethign goes fairly well and easy. And trust me I need it to. I have a plan and I want to stick to it no matter what comes my way from now on. I need to stick to it. Have some solid focus on things and have some great hope and safe few things to look forward to without further doubts fears and messed up somethings.

For the latest new CD to come from the boys; Saints Of Los Angeles release date moved to June 24th - Motley Crue heads back to studio to record new song. Inspired by the energy and experience of their performance with their Crue Fest cohorts Buckcherry, Papa Roach, Sixx:A.M. and Trapt at the press conference to announce their upcoming summer tour, Motley Crue extended the production for their upcoming CD, returning to the studio this week to record one more track for their first studio album in over a decade, Saints of Los Angeles. The album, which has a new release date of June 24th, follows the story of the band's NY Times best-selling memoir The Dirt, a no-holds-barred tell-all that features every gritty detail of the group's exploits as one of the world's biggest rock bands. Says Sixx, "Before our performance at the press conference, we were firing on all cylinders at sound check just jamming out, and that's when the new idea came. We quickly laid it down and went to the studio to record it, and liked it so much we pushed back the release one week so that we could get it onto the album - it now has 13 tracks. It's the ultimate song to end the record with and begin the new chapter of our career."

As for Tommy solo and the much talked about new coming TV thing; A new reality TV show will see Motley Crue drummer Tommy Lee team up with rapper Ludacris to build homes out of sustainable construction bamboo. The TV show, 'Battleground Earth' will see the artists build small houses out of construction "kits". As Jeffree Trudeau, President of Bamboo Technologies, the company behind the project says, "Our buildings range in size from a 120 sq ft tropical bungalow, like those assembled on Battleground Earth, to an over 3000 sq ft, fully insulated, 2 story Bamboo Mansion. The smaller kits assemble in a matter of days, and in the case of Tommy Lee and Ludacris, in a matter of hours, making them particularly attractive for disaster relief." These will be the first homes on the US mainland ever to be built out of the structure.

"These structures are the first of their kind to be built on the US Mainland and result from decades of testing non-toxic, sustainable treatments to get Structural Bamboo internationally certified for permitted residential and commercial buildings," explains Trudeau. Tommy Lee has proven himself to be a bit of a reality TV junkie, also starring in 'Tommy Lee Goes To College' and 'Rock Star: Supernova'. Ludacris has made appearances in 'Access Styles' and non-reality shows 'Crash', 'Law & Order SVU' and 'Hustle and Flow'. -"Battleground Earth: Ludacris vs. Tommy Lee." debuts August 3rd on Discovery Communication's new channel "Planet Green" (which itself launches on June 4).

There have been some more added things here and there will be more on Tuesday. I think and hope to have at least some great tellings to share bythe end of this month. I think I have a lot of cool comings if only I could get pass the shit that bothers me and stings like a mutha fucker these days. I would be and feel so very much more better off. Hard to put words to for you as you dont sit with the feeling itself that I talk about here. For you guys out there my frineds this is only a reading. So there is not the most and best understading to what this is all about and how deep it cuts me. More later ......love all. Peace

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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11th Of May 2008, Three More Days To A Final get Go??
6:15PM CET
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Right - it is three days left and I will know for sure if what is planned already is and will be the only shows on this first annual Crue Fest. But hey, I am not at all complaning one bit if it is. It is all fine with me. No worries. What so ever. But Still it will be fun to see and hear if this is truely the fianl time I will add anything at all to the event of the Summer. The details are as following; Presale/VIP Packages for Las Vegas, NV - Mandalay Bay:
Motley Crue Fan Club members will have the opportunity to purchase presale tickets and/or VIP Packages for the 8/1/08 concert at Mandalay Bay in Las Vegas, NV starting on Wednesday, May 14 at 10:00 AM (local time). The presale and fan club VIP Package sale for this concert will end on Friday, May 16 at 10:00 PM (local time). VIP packages for this concert will be available to the general public starting at the beginning of the public onsale on Saturday, May 17 @ 10:00 AM (local time) and ending four weeks prior to the show date.

To participate in this presale, simply click on the "Get Tickets" link under the "Fan Club Tickets" column and follow the simple instructions. After clicking on the link, fan club members will receive a unique passcode. This passcode can be used to purchase up to a total of 4 presale tickets/VIP Packages. To purchase or learn more about the VIP Packages, click on the link labeled "Available" under the "Special Packages" column and follow the instructions. You will be asked to enter the passcode you obtained from the "Get Tickets" presale link. PLEASE NOTE: There is a 4 ticket/package limit per fan club member. Fan club members can use their passcode to purchase up to 4 presale tickets or VIP packages (for example, fans are allowed to purchase 3 tickets and 1 package, 2 tickets and 2 packages, 4 tickets and no packages or any combination thereof).

There was an ended thing today where I was a high bidder some auction that had to do with the pictures items in the diary a copuple of days ago. But the seller declined it a no win after all. He was not getting what he hoped for. Sucks. I paid instaly and still no nothing. I have now emailed the seller several times but something is with these Americans sorry to everyone this is not involving ......I say no more.

www.Tommylee.tv has two new member packages, to my liking nothing new. Also nothing to go hee haaaa about at all. But I am missing them so I guess the first chance I get to see a third new package up for a 3 lot offer I will jump the damn thing. Here is if it shows at all what is in them lots thats brand new. Otherwise go on the site, click on "join".

Some things have been added again today Tommy collectibles, Nikki articles, Displays and Vince Neil Ink shirt.
There are more to come late this coming week. I have to also be honest here all through the day today I have been a little bit looking forward to be getting the Crue Fest 2008 over with. Why? Why you may ask. Well, I am looking so much forwarding to the started preparations for the much later on coming life that I will have some day. I think in the past posting in my diaries I said somewhere it is a good and about 3 years long plan. I still say so. But I am also some what possitive that it will be happening. I really need to do this. The only thing and only person that could make me stay away and off of that thought is my old American travelling partner who these days have started some stuff to fix up this persons life on his / her own. Respect for that. But let me tell you it is a damn hard fact to swallow. I can not help it. But I work on it that is also partly why it is a long time planning process and working process on my own parts to change my own life around. I will have to feeling really good about the changed. Changes that does not instantly feel apealing but with time is more than the right choice to make. Thanks again for stopping by......

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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10th Of May 2008,
7:41AM CET
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Happy Saturday morning. Or not? Here where I am it is and it will be. Not cause nothing major in the name of the boys will go down or nothing. But simply cause I have a few days off and I have the best possible weather here. Not too damn stinky hot but yet - hot. And also yesterday the latest and complete shirts of s.o.l.a. are now covered so far. Only waiting for them to arrive here now thats all. It will take some time but it will eventually get here. It is still a damn hard one to keep up with and a lot is still missed to have things completed best way possible here but time will tell if this is going to happen.

I have a few things set for the coming summer but have also started the very first preparations and aimings for a new life in a good maybe 3 years time. I am not really going to share that with you all right now all I can almost guarentee is that the Crue part of my life will most likely not be in it. I opend up briefly to a good friend of mine yesterday about it but not really saying too much either. It did not feel right to even go down that road just yet. It is not something I have or will get details about any time soon. I just have a few good reasons for this to happen later on. Right now lets just enjoy all there is and I keep expanding my collection and share the whole fucking thing with you all. No doubt my passion is still here massively.

Now I am at the moment really trying hard to get the stuff I have in the USA dealt with and I am aiming to get the stuff home best and fastest way possible. Nothing has been good about it at all. Nothing but trouble, accusings and a major negative fallout. not happy stories at all. Other than that being worked on I have a good few things to do and clear out before it is soon time to enter the month of June and there by the soon flying over seas for the opening shows in Florida. There are still some few good items in the mail on its way to here. Things will get added. A few very few items got added last night on the cd tribute and sixx am sections. Nothing major at all. But it was done. Not sure yet if there will be another shirt in the Vince solo section and a display in the Looks sectoion today or not - but if there wont be any of that then those items will come on here next week.

Other that that it is just an enjoyable summer weekend and hopefully not holding too many shitty suprises as the clock spins its hours. Hope you all have a splended one and I will be back before you know it. Need a chit chat to my webmaster about certain things too and see if there can be any sort of changes and refreshments to the site any day soon too. Love ya....

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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7th Of May 2008, More Huge Talks & Speculations
5:14PM CET
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Wednesday middle of the week. My god it is going fast in this Crue living these days. In all ways good and evil. Well so to speak. A lot of things start to come to the surface of new products and stuff. I think a lot of things will be as said a million times before hard to follow through with. But I have it in me to at least try. If I do not kill the collecting thing. From what is going on at present time with some people that ...well I will not even go there cause it is too personal and too hard to cut short. And besides I will not let myself down to an even worse mood than what I am in right now. So - working on solutions to things I have a few things in the works on the sideline so to speak. I have myself a backup plan for my living in case the whole Motley life falls and crumbles for me from the bad that is going on.

Right now I am about two hours away from tonights event with the mid Europe rock act Gotthard.
Somr time ot rock out and get my mind off of Crue for an evening. That is all. I will over the next few days work on things that are going to need a good 4 months to be fulfilled. But it will be fine. Well I hope it will. More Crue things are in the mail and there will perhaps come more to the site this weekend for sure. Some things and new contatcs have been feeded and seems to be good. I have some really great reliable frinds in my life of Crue that does not seem to be something that is an everyday thing when it gets big and really serious. Also this has been pointed out earlier. I think there are a few people out there that deserves my appreciation and dedicated gratefulness and with time a returned help and favour activities. Cause they have really been good to me.

So I am looking at a few days with an alternativce working scedual so I will be having a good time for the next little week or so. I hold contacts to a few people that I hope can be of help in getting the new shirts earlier listed in this diary added to the shirts section in "Looks" sooner than what I thought it would. We will see. A guy is like so many others also in financial trouble and he has been collecting for a long time too and is now selling out a good few things on the boys. I think a lot of things will come to surface now people know its the right time to make some money. Here is a couple of pictures of what I like to get home safely to the collectin too. The promo 4 track saints CD and then some 1994 and 97 worn and used Sixx and Corabi items.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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4th Of May 2008, Another Year Another Pain - God Damn It
7:25PM CET
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First I think it is propper to say happy birthday to Mick Mars. I know it is that time again. Seems like it always is. So damn much that makes time fly by like nothing else. It is almost unbelievable how fast time goes. But Mick has with the boys given me plenty of pleasure sure along with concern and worries but still I stayed loyal to them so far. and ones a year we all have a tiny little chance to say "thanks and happy birthday" to each one of them. Mick now it is your turn. I like so many others sit with a hope this man does not all of a sudden bring sad news in the sense of the illness he carries. Pleased to see them do another tour in 60 days and he cellebrating yet another year. happy B day Mick.

Something that has been fucking with my mind has happend. A god year and a half ago I had a lot of things going fro me and I did a huge deal on some Crue collectibles. Some items not to be found anymore. A deal that happend at a time when I was starting a what I hoped ot be a life long friendship that was totally out of the ordinary. I failed. I failed in the way of loving admireing and respecting this individual too much. We talked about some time starting the first ever Crue museum and my collection should slowly but surely be shipped to the states. We would do somethign to cellebt´rate the band we love and adore so much in a way that seemed to be equally looked at as the ultimate tribute to the four; Mick, Nikkii, Vince and Tommy. I had the huge deal sent to this person and I had nothing but what I said love and respect for the person. Something fell apart and I got sacked. Then my shit got carried on to another person. And now this person that I honest to god thought I would get a great relationship and friendship with has sat a food in the door. I have been ordered to get the stuff out of there and not to have anythign there again.

This is something I am unable to do. Right now anyways so a lot of things concern and worries are messing with my mind here now. I have not a clue what to do. I am away on work most of the time for the next 7 weeks. And there is nothign I can do about it. I am in need of like several 100s of dollars to use the solution to my problem like instantly. I have seriously thought about dropping it all should I loose this. And to know I for shit sure no matter what this person says - have I acted and done what I have out of respect for this latest persons situations of personal matter. This can be the first step to a clsoed Crue door in my life. Do I not have a solution to this really really really quickly and as said I am up to my chin in work here and can not get off...then I look at a possible los.

People that knows me really really well, knows also that I would never do anything to fuck anything up when it comes to my life passion. That is also why I use the words that I do with confidence. NOTHING is a lie. But yet I still hold respect to and for the people I choose to hold nameless in this posting. But for sure I am torn as a dying sparove here. You can not even imagine the situation. I feel like nothing is even close to be a solution from where and what I am having to work with right these days!!! This is the last time I reach out to a new name in my Crue life for team work, future doings and a helping hand. I am done with it. It is not woirth it one bit. More later!!

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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2nd Of May 2008, Second Trip covered
3:25 PM CET
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right!! This was it. May is covered best possible but also killed in cash. I have no more its rock bottom for four weeks. I have and can not do jack. The trip to Florida and the first two shows were covered the other day as you could read from the postings. Today the Californian thign for the Los Angeles show was covered. fuck this is an ass high expense in doing this. Not cool at all. Yet it is. I now have 30 and 60 days to find money and all other needed to cover whats to be used on these two trips out. Its happening with only 3 and a half weeks in between, holy shit.

A few more things have been dealt with too on the site so most of all the old non working things are now better and hopefully working. I think also there are now going to be added posters and articles plus magazine covers tomorrow Saturday. Then nothing will get added for a good week. I will be way too busy with everything and there is nothing I can or want to do about it. I seriously need ot put my time onto work, work, work. Nothing but. It is going to be a couple of really tough and hard Summer but yeah I hope in the end it will be worth it plenty-. I think there are a few things that will tell me shortly.

For this and more I am willing to do what I have to do. I just hope the month of September will come knock on my door and say "T boy you did good. Enjoy your shit.". Well thats all and thats that. More new shirts are available now too. It goes ass fast and it is not really an easy deal covering it all. I am way behind with these things now due to these two USA trips of June and July. Well....later

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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30th Of April 2008, Setting Things In Place - New & Wanted Items
6:33 PM CET
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I think it is fare to say at this time the official hell as being a collector has now started. I have booked one trip. The Florida one for the opening shows is safe. Hotels and what ever else is needed for it is worked on these days. The Aug or late July trip to California is probably getting delt with Friday!! What a lame month for finances. I will have no money for the month of May what so ever. But I know what is to be looked forward to the next three months and that makes it a little easier to deal with. You get my drift? I have alot of things that are truely great but the sickend part is that you constantly aim for more. You never fully get satisfied. You never fully get full if you truely have a passion for something. It is the weakness I suffer from too. But I have a good feeling with it its not really a complaint. I truely just wih i could do and cover the other misses in my life. You have no idea. Its tough. But that is how life is I guess. Not to be taken lightly or nothing. Well....

There are now a good few new shirts available too. These will sell massively I guess. Some of the best shirts I have seen in ages on the band. Fuck I want to order these but they are as high priced in total having in mind it is going ot be a tax import fee that will god damn shake the living shit out of anyone. It should not be this way but it is. And od I not orderthem I will be missing out I think. Ohh well..I better just get it done put in the order and take it all with a smile. What else can you do?? nothing I guess huhh?

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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25th Of April 2008, Fuck Me First Steps Taken
5:01 PM CET
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Hey everyone. My god I dont know what exactly I have done part from saying this one thing to myself "I am going to see the Crue Fest tour no matter the outcome". Frightens me a little bit. But here is what I have done already. I have gotten my Crue Fest tickets for the Florida dates the July 1st and 3rd. I have also booked my flights for the trip. It was an ass load of money and I am still mssing hotels, food and more. Not to say the complete merch line. But!!!!! It is now done and I have a chance to get the stuff and to witness the tour.

There are so many things I am in need of - and to take care of.
I am highly looking forward to it especially cause there has been an ass load of bad things happening for me. I am in seriously huge need of positivity and great things. And from how I feel and having the vacation time I need for exactly this to be going down for me. Crue Fest 2008. The new CD and all is out by then and we will have a tour that will rock our lives Irish Bill and myself. Yes I am going there with this dude and I am really grateful. I so need it to happen and I so need to have things going my way best possible. To have the complete merch line 2008 covered too is a huge hope and want as you can perhaps understand!!!

So there you have it. Thats the very latest that has happend in my life. The tour and summer of this year is being taken care of. I hope as said all will go well. I so need this. There are a few new things added to here so feel free to go through it. The top front page rolling banner tells you whats been updated. And Sunday comes some more. Thank you. Talk to you soon ..... there are a lot of activities for shit sure in my filthy little Crued life.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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20th Of April 2008, Still Doubts But Plenty Of Activity
6:55AM CET
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It is Sunday a long damned one of its kind. I thought I had the day off to day but no.It has been resceduelled. Well, till tomorrow that is.I am really looking forward to that but had been and yesterday was a long feared day. I did not really want that day to come what so ever. And I will explain to you why. I came to a sad situation Thursday as I entered my job zone again from some days off. My aunt whom i had gotten really close to had had cancer for some time now operated a couple of times and what ever else most peope go through with that damned illness. She then Thursday had gotten into a coma and it was closely ringing out for her.

I did not really now what to do as I fel for the first time in along time that i had not gotten through it enough. had not finished talking to her about what we had going. We were close as said and I think we both needed to see all them talks hrough.But with the information about her now in coma all expected her to die now. And Friday it came I was one family member poorer. That kind of stung like a bee but I needed to have I did not really know what to do with myself .All my life passed through my head and the Crue summer doings for a split second seemed cancelled. I was not gonna cope with it. I went off to the city of Nyborg on the island Fyn on Denmark where she lived I tried to reach some family but was not that lucky. I walked through the city by her house apartments from old times her old store and finally the hospital where she was for now laid to rest. It was rough.

For about two and a half hours I walked in my own sad world and was in a state of my own. Then I decided to just head back to Roskilde and see myself ready for work, Just try to get a grib and have something to do. To make my mind occupied. What a sad shitty day.

I have done all I felt I could to try stay focused on things today and next Thursday is the funeral. I need it to just be something I attend to. I have a day off the next day so thats good. It will help me. I need to have that. For a Crue matter I have more stuff to add not a whole lot but tomorrow Monday 21st it will be scanned and handled to go on here so a few more things are ready for visual pleasure.

The first shirt , poster and more for the up and coming Crue fest is already available. I will try to see to it that I, get it too. It is not here yet but I will ofcause get the stuff the fastest that I can. There are a few things i can do and a lot I need to do But I have to also say that reality is this; I need to have some light spread out on the coming and next three months. There are so many things and so many expences that I can only say time is not on my side to be honest - right

Well there some other things that I really need ot have focus on and it is not the easiest when you are depending on aother people to make certian things work and them same people do not really give a shit that you need them. So things often gets ten times harder than it really has to be. Modern day human kind ..... sad sad sad. But there are some things I need to get solved THIS YEAR and some of them are hard heavy issues if you do not get cooperation from the needed. I have things in my head that I like to get turned into reality this year but depending on how all other stuff goes right and smooth then I am forced to kindo f either wait with the dreams till next year or I will have to totally skip em. Crue still is my lifes most important thiing still.

Sorry if I seem a little messy with my posting today I do not really feel too well but I felt I had to throw all of this down. So here it is. I will return with more in a few days. But mor is coming to the collection pages tomorrow. CDs, Musicsheets, tickets and stuff. talk to you soon.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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16th Of April 2008, Wow - That Will be Interesting.
11:46 AM CET
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It sure will but it will kill my economy too. I bet 80% of all Crue fans were either watching online last night forthe Crue announcement live on the internet or the were in Hollywood were it all happend. They didperform a coupeof sngs but did not give away any mor than the first single. So now the whistle has blown and the hunt for 2008 on official shit officially started. Ohh brother hang on tight. Hang on real tight. The monster news was obviously that the band is putting the much talkedabout CrueFest together going out assaid yesterday Júly 1st. In West Palm Beah thecity also holding Vince Neils rock club. So maybe finally now I will get to see that too?

The coming CD got to change name after all huhh? No more calling it "The Dirt" but rather "Saints Of Los Angeles". Which also is the first single. I think it is a cool and suitable tittle from these lads. It comes mid June now and best buy USA will have an exclusive expanded limited edition of it. I have got to have my friend getting that one for me for sure. If one goes on the shout board on motley.com there alredy are several speculations to what that special version would hold. Personally a DVD is in favour in my taste. Always like vision betetr than sound. When it comes to releases anyhow. But the new single is soon here so go get it!!

A lot have showed consern about the touring and the rest of the world. Do not fear. It will go round the world possible not CrueFest but the band will. They wil come for sure. I do not see them in Europe on this side of new years but you never know. Tommy Lee should have said it is Australia in the fall? "Legendary hard rockers Motley Crue are back with a new album and world tour! The first album from the band to feature the original lineup in ten years will be called "Saints of Los Angeles" and will be released on June 17. A US tour will then follow kicking off on July 1, before moving onto the rest of the world. Planetrock.com.au briefly caught up with the band's drummer Tommy Lee while he was in Australia for a DJ tour. Lee revealed that the band was "absoloutely" touring Australia, and planned to make it out "some time in the fall". AFSNIT

There are so many wnats and wishes from everyone. But I say if you collect and collect seriously you will have more than your hands full. It is not going ot be easy one bit!!! But surely a lot of cool this n that to work yourself through no doubt. Enjoy while some of us works our asses of to make it possible the shit we want and the way we want our shit. More articles on the site...old arcives have been dusted off again!!

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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15th Of April 2008, Eat It Up And Enjoy The Circus
3:32 PM CET
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Okay this day is litterally killing me. I have had a headacke since I woke up about this. It is today the big day is. There will be a public announcement that the first BAND CRUEFEST will take place from July 1st till end of August so far. That is on my bloody birthday dude I can not believe it. That is a cool way to cellebrate for myself hell yes. Agree? Lol.
Crue Fest feat Motley Crue, Buckcherry, Papa Roach, SIXX:A.M. & Trapt. You tell me is this a cool thing to do or not? I do not knopw but one thing is guarenteed. I have wanted to see the first show morethan I can even tell you. And today the show ticketsales starts too. I have TWO PIT tickets fro the opening show and I so feel I want one certain person to do this with me. I can not even find words for how bad I want it. Things will be tough from now on a while....
I now need to get the last detailed answers from my old travelling partner and see what it all will just end up with.
So there are a few things I need to get settled today and tomorrow and then its all about getting back to work work work forthe next two month like its the last thing I will ever do. Take as much over time and all the best I possibly can get.

Date	City	State	Country	Venue	Public Tickets	Fan Club Tickets
Jul 01, 2008	West Palm Beach	FL	US	Cruzan Amphitheatre	Coming Soon	Get Tickets
Jul 03, 2008	Tampa	FL	US	Ford Center	Coming Soon	Get Tickets
Jul 05, 2008	Charlotte	NC	US	Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre	Coming Soon	Get Tickets
Jul 06, 2008	Virginia Beach	VA	US	Verizon Wireless Virginia Beach Amphitheater	Coming Soon	Get Tickets
Jul 08, 2008	Wantagh	NY	US	Nikon at Jones Beach Theater	Coming Soon	Get Tickets
Jul 09, 2008	Buffalo	NY	US	Darien Lake Performing Arts Center	Coming Soon	Get Tickets
Jul 12, 2008	Philadelphia	PA	US	Susquehanna Bank Center	Coming Soon	Get Tickets
Jul 13, 2008	Washington	DC	US	Nissan Pavilion	Coming Soon	Get Tickets
Jul 15, 2008	Detroit	MI	US	DTE Energy Music Theater	Coming Soon	Get Tickets
Jul 16, 2008	Chicago	IL	US	First Midwest Bank Amphitheater	Coming Soon	Coming Soon
Jul 18, 2008	Indianapolis	IN	US	Verizon Wireless Music Center	Coming Soon	Get Tickets
Jul 19, 2008	Milwaukee	WI	US	Marcus Amphitheater	Coming Soon	Coming Soon
Jul 20, 2008	St. Louis	MO	US	Verizon Wireless Amphitheater	Coming Soon	Coming Soon
Jul 22, 2008	Houston	TX	US	Cynthia Woods Mitchell Pavilion	Coming Soon	Coming Soon
Jul 23, 2008	San Antonio	TX	US	Verizon Wireless Amphitheater	Coming Soon	Coming Soon
Jul 24, 2008	Dallas	TX	US	Superpages.com center	Coming Soon	Coming Soon
Jul 26, 2008	Albuquerque	NM	US	Journal Pavilion	Coming Soon	Coming Soon
Jul 27, 2008	Denver	CO	US	Coors Amphitheater at Fiddler's Green	Coming Soon	Coming Soon
Jul 29, 2008	Salt Lake City	UT	US	USANA Amphitheater	Coming Soon	Coming Soon
Aug 01, 2008	Phoenix	AZ	US	Cricket Wireless Pavilion	Coming Soon	Coming Soon
Aug 02, 2008	Los Angeles	CA	US	Hyundai Pavilion at Glen Haven	Coming Soon	Coming Soon
Aug 05, 2008	Sacramento	CA	US	Sleep Train Amphitheater	Coming Soon	Coming Soon
Aug 06, 2008	San Francisco	CA	US	Shoreline Amphitheater at Mountain View	Coming Soon	Coming Soon
Aug 08, 2008	Seattle	WA	US	White River Amphitheater	Coming Soon	Coming Soon
Aug 09, 2008	Portland	OR	US	Rose Garden Arena	Coming Soon	Coming Soon
Aug 11, 2008	Vancouver	BC	CA	GM Place	Coming Soon	Coming Soon
Aug 13, 2008	Edmonton	AB	CA	Rexall Place	Coming Soon	Coming Soon
Aug 14, 2008	Calgary	AB	CA	Pengrowth Saddledome	Coming Soon	Coming Soon
Aug 15, 2008	Saskatoon	SK	CA	Credit Union Centre	Coming Soon	Coming Soon
Aug 17, 2008	Winnipeg	MB	CA	MTS Centre	Coming Soon	Coming Soon
Aug 19, 2008	Cincinnati	OH	US	Riverbend Music Center	Coming Soon	Get Tickets
Aug 20, 2008	Cleveland	OH	US	Blossom Music Center	Coming Soon	Get Tickets
Aug 22, 2008	Boston	MA	US	Tweeter Center for the Performing Arts	Coming Soon	Get Tickets
Aug 23, 2008	Holmdel	NJ	US	PNC Bank Arts Center	Coming Soon	Get Tickets
Aug 24, 2008	Uncasville	CT	US	Mohegan Sun Arena	Coming Soon	Get Tickets
Aug 28, 2008	Toronto	ON	CA	Molson Amphitheatre	Coming Soon	Get Tickets
Aug 29, 2008	Albany	NY	US	Saratoga Performing Arts Center	Coming Soon	Get Tickets
Aug 30, 2008	Scranton	PA	US	Toyota Pavilion	Coming Soon	Get Tickets
Aug 31, 2008	Pittsburgh	PA	US	Post-Gazette Pavilion	Coming Soon	Get Tickets

So the big thing now is to get as many goals solved and won over as possible untill the time comes.
How about all of you out there? Are you excited? There surely will come some really great times out through the summer and fall I am sure. The motley.com has a new site look too. Its rather light and refreshing. So many things to say about it too. But I think it kind of speaks for itself. The only thing thats kind of sad is the new started shout board postings. A lot of bullshit talk runs again. And people being rude and agressive. My god that is the one thing I do not like about so called Crue fans. Its a shame there has to be so much negative energy all the time. It has been like that since the days I can remember. How sad. Well There is only one thing to do abotu it. Stay off of there. Let the rest "enjoy" the soup!!

The website here has had a good few added something s the last couple of days!!! Check it out. I have a good few things too that I like to get worked on still on there. The articles a lot more have been added the last 12 hours and some more will see the light of day today and tomorrow. It is all good. Great to bring the old magazine clippings to life again. Not too many to be seen anywhere online. Thats so cool that we did this one section back in the day!! There are more to come shortly. End of April will have more new stuff on here. Also May will have its share then comes summer nad soon the latest tour merch!! Yeah it will be awesome to have all that added as well. I know I speak about this as a kid at christmas at the age of three. But I have had so many problems this was so not to believe it would happen. I guarentee you people I only have two dreams left in my life. See my Crued life to an end as the band bow out and ends this thing. And secondly choose the right thing after it. Get a girl or do a newly found sort of passion ... pack a bag and go as far away from civillisation as possible. Time will tell.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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12th Of April 2008, Newly Added items,Thoughts & Longings.
2:05 PM CET
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Saturday in April. Hollywood, LA, America is calling ones again. News of the month for the boys the fans and more will soon hit the masses. I am surely excited to see what is shared and what is going to kill the finances this time. I am in such a huge need for things to go great that I can not even explain to you all. But some ho I think it will and that I have found a way. I think its pretty cool and all going to turn out so its best possible and will work out in a best possible way under the cercumstances.

Some that has gone okay is the site. More have been added today. Sections of Sixx solo, the posters, magazine posters, articles, shirts, cds, tourbooks, 8x10s, magazine covers, this n that all have had a little something put to it. Its nice. It feels good when it happens still. More is on its way more is comeing but then again there always are something in the mail to get on here. Nothing new there. We have had some serious shit going on for us that ateup all our info details to our magazine cover section but ewe are right now looking in on that and are going through the lot again so they should be up and dated again by tomorrow or the day after ...thanks and sorry.

The band made a colossal announcement concerning the fact that they were going to make a colossal announcement in Los Angeles on April 15. Since there’s been a colossal amount of speculation as to exactly what this colossal announcement could be. Some have claimed that the band will be launching their very own Crüefest – a rival to the ailing Ozzfest. Others have put forward the theory that Nikki Sixx and co will be going out on tour with Guns N’ Roses and the Cult.

Tenth Street Management, which handles the affairs of da Crüe, responded by sending out the following missive to several websites: Recently, rumours regarding the April 15 announcement have leaked on to the internet. These rumours contain information that is blatantly false and completely unfounded. THIS FALSE CONTENT IS TO BE REMOVED FROM YOUR SITE IMMEDIATELY. Any false rumours which are not removed are subject to potential future litigation.

Music news website antiMusic was so upset by the above, they proclaimed they were 'thrü with the Crüe' and said they were going to boycott all artists managed by Tenth Street in future. 'Fuck Mötley Crüe,' they seethed.You can read antiMusic's amusing overreaction here. Meanwhile, as the Clog trembles in its, er, clogs, here's a teaser for the April 15 event that's just been sent out by Tenth Street: Note the umlaut over the ‘ö’ in Lös Angeles. What could it possibly mean? And who - or what - are The Saints Of Lös Angeles? Ultimately, I can’t help but feel that this colossal announcement could prove to be a colossal let-down. But hell, it’s got everyone talking, at any rate… Who knows? I am all ears personally.

A lot of things will come from this thing to be announced I am sure. I just think it will be having a cost for us collectors that will totally kill the economy for us. And I personlly think it will be a Ozfest like thing to be pronounced. With Crue being the main name and headliner for the summer tour there. And since Sixx is now presidnet of the Seven Eleven REcords it will hold a ton of the bands there I think. I cvan see it happen. And I can see it work. Sure I can. But I think the tickets for such a thing wil lbe high too. And there is nothing but guesses on my part on it all anyways. So no need to take up more space here for it. there will be plenty to cover and comment on next week.

What are you doing out there these days yourself? How are all your Crue lives going? I hope so much that there will come a Summer and fall of things for me with great adventures and all. Right now the situation at work is somewhat in a haze. i need to see and feel how we can get around things so I can actually get things in place to get all done that I so badly would like to.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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8th Of April 2008, Tour, Things & Other Thinking
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Hello again my little friends. Ever had times in your life where youthink and feel that you can just run like a maniac wear yourself out and all you do in the does not matter and does not change a thing. But the monute you are done entertaining people watching you run they dictate you how the game is to be played where and why. And all your efford does not matter a shit?!! I am sure you have. I am in that turbulence quiet often. Latest is with the summer time vacation. I need the dates changed and like yesterday of when I have been givin dates for some time off. Or the tour will not be going good for me, I have right now the first little news about the coming "Dirt 2008 tour".

Vince Neil announced from the stage (Thursday, April 3) during his performance in downtown West Palm Beach, Florida at the free weekly Clematis By Night party that CRÜE will kick off its upcoming tour at the Cruzan Amphitheatre in West Palm Beach. THIS!!!!! is the location I want to find myself at on the day of the 4th of July this year. I really want to go and do this. Also casue I am shit sure there will be this exclusive for the day 4th of July shirt only sold this date. And it will go sky high later on eBay. I want to see this opening too. Then I can start planning my ways for later how bad I want to see the band this tour.

Another Sixx Ovation bass is up foir grabs now. It is the old released red one. It is on eBay this one dont know the reserve price but it for sure is a wanted baby. My god this is so almost impossible to maintain focus on things these days. Just like I said a few times starting last year already 2008 09 and 2010 will be a long rough nightmare financially to get through if you are an all round collector. It is so tough. It is almost insaine. The world has raised its shipping fees and import tax fees and all. Things are not easy to deal with no longer. This is the time I guesswhere you really seperate the willing from the not so willing to give in and give up a life an ordinary life for this for a collecting life. Yeah it is fucking not easy.

Looks like Tommy had a little life awakening the other day in "the Climate Music Festival in Melbourne Australia!!....a festival that promotes CHANGE in our world!!!!... what a blast!! So beautiful seeing people lose themselves in the music, dancing, drinking and letting all their inhibitions flow out!.....THAT to me is what music is all about!! And something very special happened last night after the concert that truly made me realize the power of music and the power of the soul!!!! There I was sitting in an after hours club called Boutique and I felt something..not your typical "hey bro look at all the chicks at our table" by the way that are all looking for something or someone or to take!! I Looked out at the dance floor and I see a big hole in it.. So I stand up and take a look and there's this beautiful girl in a wheelchair rocking the f*#k out!!!....I immediately jump over the booth and stand at the edge of the dance floor and watch her!.....I was blown away. there she was with her hands in the air, head bopping, making that wheelchair of hers a vehicle of life spinning and almost non existent!!!..... I had to introduce myself she smiled, screamed and freaked the f#*k out but really didn't care who I was .all she wanted to do was dance .god bless her lil cotton socks!... ..we shook hands and kissed cheeks and started to dance together ..ive never seen anyone who wanted life more than her it made me appreciate my legs, my mobility, and my freedom more than ever .. before I started to cry I walked away!....... She made me realize many things ..I could write a novel about everything that we all don't really appreciate or take for granted!!...I guess what im trying to say here is PLEASE ..love the life you have and f#*k the dumb shit kids!!!"

There are soon more things to be added on here. My guess is the 14th of April. It looks to be the next good date for something to happen on here. It is a fantastic thing this site begins to get a good few sections ...thats my own humble opinion. I know a lot of people say what thew fuck are you talking about the whole shit is monsterous. I know I agree. But being in it every day its like you slowly get your own personal little favorite sections that pleases you just an inch lol.
So next Monday is the magic hour it seems. Look for it.

Another new Sixx picture is being talked about on the shout board on motley.com. Amazing and kind of childish quiet often that so many stinky issues gets so much attention on there but what the heck. If one feels that way just dont get involved on there. Like myself lol. Sorry did not mean to offend anybody with that little remark. I simply do not want to put any one down. But I can have my opinions right? we all can. here is the Sixx picture.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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6th Of April 2008, yeah Well.... Give It A Go
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Sunday was a day off for me.....not anymore. An hour away from work again I am now going to sit relaxed and throw a little something on here. How are all of you out there doing? I am in a state of a lot of messed up minds. I have so many things I need to get solutions to. It is a heck of a shitty situation to be in. And I wish it was not like this but it is. Things will eventually sort it self out.

Seems like it is all Nikki Sixx these days but I think a lot of it is kind a like a business thing that brings the man to the spotlight. It is all his heroin doings and his donations and help outs....
You know what I am saying? I think we have a lot to look for and we will see him do a LOT OF GREAT STUFF but I am not too much into all the stuff he does on the side ... I am in other words trying to focus on Motley and the bands music now a days.

He also just got put up as the president of the rec label of Sixx AM, Drowning Pool, Buckcherry and others. Thats sweet hope he does not take in too much so most it becomes kind of half hearted. We see that a lot in people that are enormously involved in too many things. Including our own little lives right?

Brandi sadly had a jacket ending last night local time here in Denmark and I fucking did not get it. That is two down and none won. Here is another one she is getting rid of....and the brand new sixx farmer studios picks... I think there are a few things cominbg out of her clsets that I would so have loved to have but god damn it it is so shitty tough to get them. Not cause all wnats them but cause its from her a person close to Sixx and there for and there by the items seems to some to be of higher value financially or sentimentally?? You tell me .. But so far MCrueLoyalty has had nothing added...

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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4th Of April 2008, So It Seems Dumped
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Friday it is.. remember the movie .. now an awesome saying ... Thank god its Friday!! lol yeah that was the days. Now There are so many things going on these days and so many doings in the Cruecial world of mine. I think it is a little more than just a hell to get coverd perfectly. Like this coming week holding the official announcement coming from the band. It seems like there is not really going to be an official organized thing so I may be looking at a pass about heading to Hollywood next Friday!!

I think it is a great thing if I do not go... for practical reasons. I will be better set for the Julty thing to appear. ANd there are way better chances to do the first couple of shows instead. Cause the merch line is also going to kill. Seems like it will be a lot that is not to be laughed about. It will take a seriously saving to cover it all. No doubt about it. So the $ for sure can be good saved. But if there is something to change in the sence of gained information on the 15th ...today... then I will go.

There are some things too I like to get that are kind of hard to get covered.
Some of the stuff you see on eBay too. One shirt if it is not all fucked up and some ... ohh what am I saying ... there are a lot of things to label "I Want" but first and foremost today is the day that I have to decide if its L.A. or not next week.

GOLF, GUITARS, GOOD DEEDS AND GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS AT THE 12TH ANNUAL SKYLAR NEIL GOLF TOURNAMENT.

This year’s tournament will take place on Friday May 2nd at the scenic Lost Canyons Golf Club in Simi Valley, CA. It is a great day of golf and fun on the course followed by a one-of-a-kind charity auction, hosted by Tiffany Granath of Playboy Radio’s “Afternoon Advice” on Sirius radio. Celebrity memorabilia, Great food, drinks, golf and beautiful girls, all for a good cause. What could be better? The event has grown so much that last year, it was expanded to two full courses. This year’s event will also span two courses and promises to be bigger and better than ever.

As in past years, the adult community will be heavily involved with the tournament. Previous adult sponsors have included Playboy, Vivid, Wicked Pictures, Elegant Angel, Pure Play Media, Red Light District, Hustler, Zero Tolerance and many, many others. Adult stars such as Jenna Jameson, Ron Jeremy, Dannie Ashe, Randy West, Jessica Drake, Brainna Banks, Savannah Sampson, Tori Lane, Mari Possa, Cousin Stevie and Britney Skye have all been involved as well.

The time is now to get involved. As always, the tournament is looking for sponsors. Tee, pin-flag and golf-cart sponsorships are all available. With options starting as low as $500, sponsorships are a great way to get your company logo, products and name out the participants. In addition, you or your company can be part of this fantastic event by playing, providing product for golfer gift bags, or by sending talent to sign autographs and pose for pictures with participants on the course.

Additionally, girls are needed. Girls, girls, girls in fact. The more the merrier. We need some lovely ladies to man all 36 holes of the two courses. It is a great way to meet fans, sign autographs, pose for pictures and keep the players smiling as they play.

For further information on playing in tournament or becoming a sponsor, or for info on other ways to get involved, please contact tournament coordinator Alan Koenig at 615-255-9000, or email him at alankoenig@bellsouth.net. You can also visit the tournament's website at www.skylarneil.org/golf.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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31st Of March 2008, Ohh Yeah - Its A Blessing!!
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Yes it is a blessing. I am working on a possive thinking on my doings and dissapointments. I have been blessed from great couple of inspirational talks and doings with a really highly set kind of mentor in life. I am so thrilled to have had this great chance to talk and think things through. I have had - no secret - had a troubled time with all that has been going on. But March is coming to an end now and tomorrow starts April. Its April foolsday I know, I know. Still we have gone into summer time and the clocks have been set one hour forward and all. I truely want this to be a start of something new and for freshing. I cant wait to get the new going. I need it more than i can say in typed words here.....Ohh here is Sixx March 2008.

There are not much time left to do and say much about this. And there should not be either. Changes should be he next and new in the section of activites and gained somethings. I can not waitfor it to happen. Alright, more items have popped up in my mail box and there are now a few things I like to find time for to get these collectibles added on here. But it will take a good amount of time as I am serioously hooked up the whole week. I think it is maybe possible Saturday on
but we will have to see.

Brandi has sat another personal item up for sale. Yes Brandi as in ...Nikki's first wife......and i am going to be auctioning off some of the things that i collected throug hout our marriage. we started dating in november of '88 and we broke up around november of '95. so you can imagine the things i have :) please know, that out of respect for nikki and my family, i will not answer any personal questions. however....if it is a question regarding the item i am selling....and it is appropriate...i will answer. this jacket is incredibly rare !!! Deuces Wild was the name of the "carclub" that nikki, tommy, vince, and mick had together right around '92.....nikki and tommy had matching testerossa's (our's was red, his was black).....vince had his Lambo....and mick had whatever cool cars he had. anyway.....only the band members and their wives got one of these jackets. this one is mine...it has my name embroidered on the front pocket. it is a size small. it has an incredible embroidery of alister fiend coming out of a car doing "shout" with his hand. the sleeves are embroidered flames at the wrist. it's pretty insane....even more detailed than the last jacket i sold. truly authentic and one of a kind. good luck crue heads !!!

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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26th Of March 2008, Updates, Added Stuff &.....
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Wednesday, just another awesome day in the life of a Dane. Still off from work it seems. Have had an awefull month really health wise. It is a stinker of a situation and next pay check will look like a joke. LOW!!! Anyhow we tried to add a little new stuff on here yesterday Sixx AM, Articles, this n that, Tommy solo, so a little bit has been thrown your way....for you to see at least.

There are not much else going on here right now its pretty low pretty silent and what have you. The wanted and talked about trip to go to L.A. for the summer announcement next month is more than likely not really gonna happen for me I do not think. But we will see. The fat lady has not sung yet. it is not a good thing to make set and solid statements when its a world of this band ... that we are constantly referring to.

April should have a few new things coming in so there are a couple of times with more to be added. There are several areas that are going to have new items added. There are also many offers these days that I can not do jack about as I am already on the shitter with how things are at present time. Some of the stuff that will be collectibles later on are stuff like this; the late summer US tour 1993 neil solo tour itinerary I have one bit not this. It is aksed 150 dollars for it . Man thats an awefull lot of money for this baby.

Also the competition up for grabs sat guitar of the Rock Star Supernova guitar from the show. It may not be a Tommy fan fave thing in his carreere or nothing but it will be a collectible. A good 850 on that one. Again I do not have that at present. I know then of some cool stuff that shortly comes up on eBay from sellers that wanna make some bucks. we will see how it all goes. Right now I cant do nothing much except sit and say "ohh well...tough!"

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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23rd Of March 2008, Eastern Lonely & Hoped For Things
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Sunday!! Eastern. well, in the calender yes. I have turned out to be an extremely unhappy guy. Let me slice that up for ya. I have an ongoing everyday thing that says "Something is not right" and by god its not. I am not finding pleasure in anything these days. Nothing in this so called modern eastern rich living we all have seems to interest me one bit no more.
I have then asked myself if I know what it would take to change it. The answer to it is a weak yes i do. But I am not sure at all that it will fully do it. We are all so rich in things and thingies in the eastern world. We have so much but i have kind pof reached my point where none of it matters no more to me. The music and my collecting is the only thing I can find pleasure in and that has like said a few times on here this year, that has become kind of a hell now in my position. With a massive releases and a sky high import tax system and more and lost all US or most US deep going sharing in the name of Motley and my musical interest and collecting. The odds are not good no more.

There is this place that I live at too it is no longer a home it is a place to run to to almost hide out at but it is not a cool place to come to no moe either. It is a box house, it is a place thats like a storage location. It is not a place to find rest new energy or nothing. It is a place that has totally lost caracter.

I am still troubled with my back and it sucks major. I can not do jack. I am really feeling shitty about it. So much off time to get to do a lot of things and then what am I doing? Nothing. Nothing what so ever. I am hardly able to walk still. My god looking at this posting makes me go "if this had been a movie I would have called the main caracter of it a sad sad person". But then again that is what i am saying abut myself is it not? Things could have been so great but it is not my call to have that. Most of all there is, simply does not cut it for me. Its got nothing to do with me wanting a HIGH living a star kind of go around .Not at all. Cause I would really not like that one bit. I do not envy them people. I dont know I should maybe not fully let all this here out on here.

I think some of the hoped for things are going to be hard to get covered. God knows I will try. The first attempt is this April 15th the big summr tour and more announcement in Hollywood. I really would love to go. But it is like three weeks away and i do not see it happen for a simple reason .. time off to do it money to cover it and its too close to present time. But the fat lady has not sung out yet. So I keep fighting.

There should come a new release of the old dvd concert too.

According to DVD Empire, the Blu-ray Disc version of "Carnival of Sins" DVD is scheduled for release on April 29. Infamous for their visually and intensely live stage shows, CRÜE's "Carnival of Sins"... $29.99. Also there are biker jerseys out well have been for a little while and they are available still but not for too long. They are a good 80 bucks a piece but highly cool and great quality. search around you will find them. There are oly a Theatre and a Dr. one out there.

I do not think there is a huge lot to do the remaining days of Eastern. I am going to do most possible to make my back getting better and then I think it is a time for reading and sorting and stuff onlt. Wednesday no matter what the situation is with the backa nd more I am back at work and I can only say it is not going to be pretty then the first days. Unless the back snaps to a better something fast. But I will have to just wait and see how all turns out. A few eBay things are going to be tried out today too. A few things i like ot add to the collection really. I am sure you will hear more on that in a few days.
To all out there happy Eastern. What ever you do where ever you may be.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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20th Of March 2008, Another Relief......
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So old Miss Sixx (Brandy) is selling out of her Crue belongings? Well, well, well. I think itis a really interesting thing to se some of these old Crue "connections" starting to sell out. I do not know if you have actually seen that they are coming out of their closets and getting rid of things. Have the big bucks and be on a look out lol....

I think it is a bit better now too with my hand and my back. the hand is almost all through fine ...The back that snapped like big time two days ago is better maybe because I forced myself to take long walks. It has kind of loosen up a bit but it is yet not fully fine and "recovered". I have some stiffness left still and my butt cheeks are hurting like a mother fucker.....

I have on the other hand (just to say something positive) finally gotten the girls, girls, girls tour stage curtains home to my ACTUAL address. They have been laying in Copenhagen for months now. And cause they are so shit heavy I have had no chance at all to get them home. But this morning it happend. After travelling all night after a trip to Southern Sweden to do an interview with the really cool band BONAFIDE.....I went to Copenhagen, stayed up all night and waited till 5:30 AM to have the hewlp from two of my working colleges they helped me to the train from Copenhagen to Aarhus with it. One actually went all the way to Aarhus with me cause he felt like i we had a billion things to talk about. So .. it was nice. In Aarhus he then got help from another friend of mine who took it from the train arriving in Aarhus form CPH to the train going from Aarhus to Grenaa. My home town. Then ... ohh well you get the idea. And it is a monterous big and heavy piece... but its here. And I feel releifed.

There have been offeres to me on a few new things. I have told all .. hold it for me for a day or two and let me think it through. There are a few cool like really cool things in there .. can not really share things with you right now but should something go well you will have a great inside view on what it all is as it eventually will come up on here... but a still missed itinerary is one thing. There are such a hell coming to surface being a collector of this band. I have expressed myslef plenty here the last few days and i still mean it. It is going to be hell like MAJOR the rest of the year!! If that is if I deside to keep tryong to cover the new released stuff and tour

So right about now it is time for me to get unpacked and repack that still needs to go on the site here. I need that to happen in a good fasion if you will. I have not much time ot do all that i need to get done and I there for need to kind of get started. You get the drift. Well till next time girls and boiiiissss - much love to you all!!

Mcrueloyalty.dk

18th Of March 2008, Dear God Here We Go
9:51 AM CET

MÖTLEY Gearing Up For "Colossal Announcement" April 15th Los Angeles
On April 15th, all four original members of America’s most notorius rock band MÖTLEY CRÜE will make a colossal announcement in Los Angeles with location to be determined. This will be by far the biggest music announcement of the year! Mötley Crüe will fly out one lucky grand prize winner from each major city across the country for a once in a lifetime opportunity to cover this announcement in Los Angeles and the chance to interview the band and have it broadcast live. I should be on Los Angeles mid April. Fuck!!

There, another huge something this kiddo will be missing out on. Cause of the new world made rules of import tax system and fees of various kind. Everything has now officially gotten to become about double as expensive for me being here than it will ever be for a regular US fan and collector cause of of these recent changes. This is no longer a great feeling, a simple heart felt passionate activity that holds what it use to. Collecting with not to many concerns. This has become a hard, a rock solid hard thing to do these days. Simply cause you can not be a regular worker and do this that I have done so many years anymore. No regular workers income can cover what is to be offered to fans and collectors anymore.

There is a really bad feeling inside of me this time. Actually for the second time in my Cruecial life this is filling me up like major. It is not cool to have this going on. I can not fully say it is with the biggest optimism that I travel on down the Motley roads in my life. Only time will and can deside when I will crash and burn. And as long as I have no great substitude to give me sort of a new life I am not to be the one to say I can and will just pack it up and walk away! Does any leave their kids or other love of their own free will without fighting? I do not think so. I know I cant anyway.

I hope things will work itself out but I can not guarentee nothing not even for myself nomore.
thoughts of what this is to me and what it has been .....well it kills me to even think about a possible chance that my collecting life is closing in on what is caleld "the end". There are so many things an goals with this band and in the name of the band that I still have to win over. Still a line of things that I simply can not have going on with what is right now. I feel hurt. Feel split between a something and another something that I do not know what is but it is painful as hell.

My operated hand seems to heal fine so it is back to work this coming week. Today my back snapped and I am scared of what happens when I get up from this chair. Sometimes things goes really wrong and I can not move an inch. Everything seems to hit me this month. March 2008 has not been a good one for me period.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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16th Of March 2008, No More Sixx Kids Life Had Yet A Doze...
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Sixx has gotten back on drugs back on alcohol and more...well three years ago. Now he has had his weapon of juice producer killed. He is now not able to get more kids. He is said not to ever wanna marry no more. It is kind of a weird thing to know what is now known to me. I think there are things I should not tell on here, how ever seems like it is going to be a really interesting thing to follow the creative thing including the musical side to him when we come to the next couople of months!! It is really going to be interesting. Right now he is pretty high, happy, creative and not or should I say seem to not be bad or nothing. There is a really cool place now in his life it seems and there are some rather awesome things coming out on the other side. Wait till the new shit lands in our faces and we will see........

I just received the picture of the new coming 2008 tourbook of KISS too. Look man I have talked to some people that have attended the now first show 2008 in Australia. I have seen really excited faces man. KISS used to be my all time passion and as you who has an interest in this unique kind of fan site that also read my story or by all simply knows me. You know KISS is now over in the sense of collecting the guys. But I am still loving the bands music. It will never stop. And as you know from previous posting here... I am going to KISS in Copenhagen this summer and some have actually thought that I would do a full Euro or Scandinavian tour ... NOT TO HAPPEN!!!!!
I think I am fine with the one single show. It may be the last time I will see this band but it is cool. I have said it a lot of times before and I still mean it. I want to see them one time again just ONE time. And it happens soon. Look at the monsterous scenery damn it!!!

I have some things going and it is going to be cool. I have a few things cleared now with all the messy rumours and stories bout Tommy in Crue Nikki and his bad habits and more. I have gotten a better view now on things that kind of started for me (going bad) when the Route tour was kind of running. I was really from then on till recently having major troubles with my Crue life and there has finally gotten to be some answers coming my way. It shines a little light over things for me yes. And no I can not tell you whom I have talked to but it is a truely reliable good dude period. No further sayings. But cool yes!!! Thank you mystery guy!!

Life is beautiful - yeah well. It is a cool time on certain levels but it fucking also is a hell of a lot of troubled time for me on a ton of every day issues. I need to find faith again. What the fuck will it all happen with? Who knows. Im not a fame Im not not a drug addict not an alcoholic or nothing. But this is damn well the closest thing to it from how I feel and how and what is going on with me for shit sure...more things to be on a look out for more dirt to get added shortly!! Stick around

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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15th Of March 2008, More Books And Collectibles.....
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So here I am in the middle of my messy living and all. I mentioned that there is a Scandianvian book coming out. Well hereis more Scandinavian exclusives. More to come actually ...books that is. The Swedish edition of it is out end of April picture to be seen in last posting. Well there is also another Scandinavian version coming of that one;

"Alkoholi, happo, kokaiini... ne olivat pelkkiä irtosuhteita. Kun tapasin heroiinin, löysin todellisen rakkauteni." - Nikki Sixx There!!!! You got it another 3rd edition of that Heroin nightmare. Also the old "The Dirt" is going to see light of day as a new April 2008 Swedish pocket book version.
There are so many new things to get too. These books are all new and fresh out of the printer in a few weeks ... fuck I said it round christmas this year and 09 will be hell for all round serious collectors and this is the whistle peepin to start it all off with

I think I will get a few new things going and have some things tried out before I totally go apeshit here. I think I should see someone professionelly since all this crap going on ... I can not find solutions to. But to be brutally honest the shit that worries me the most is without a doubt that I will not be able to fully cover what is to be...it is seriously importnat ot me to be in good balance in the eye of the hurricane coming called Crue activities again. You have no idea.

I think some things are about to be tested by me like hunt down things to fill in the blank spots here and there and some smaller items and all are coming. It is all on its way and soon to come and to be covered is the 2008 edition of Vince Neil Golf Tournament too. Sorry I am not having things shipped to me from their places round the USA. It costs me like fuck in shipping and import fees. God damn it ONE last fucking overlooked thing has been recived Friday. Its the FINAL bill for some handling fees for the long time received stage Girls curtains and Theatre Alister backdrop. Another 120 dollars to be paid .. then it closes that one. I seriously doubt any one would have bought these items outside USA with what I have gone trough. The original price has had an added 62% to it with shipping handling and import fees in grnad total now. You do the calculation to what is great and whats not under such cercumstances. And let me tell you it was not 3000 dollars for it either .. you keep climing the ladder of numbers boys and girls. God damn it. Constant shitty suprises in the dark. I am so worn down by them like I can not even seem to find words for here.........

So another thing has kind of made the earlier promise about new added shit on here today impossible.
It will probably now happen on Monday!! I am going to try to make that a solid promise.
I need it too trust me... there are so many things to be thrown in on here...
And I have so little these days to hold on to that truely means the world to me and actually goes my way and to let that little go right now would take this old dog into deep waters I would not even want to think of. Talk to you all again shortly. Here is the fresh new home changed decoration pic ....Come by in person to see the rest if you want to.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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13th Of March 2008, New Book Tough Goodbyes
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I am sitting here with a line of bad ongoings. I am not to have the best cards on my hand these days at all. I think it is with the saddest kind of fact that I am facing some awefull defeats. It is defeats that holds some things dreams and plans that really used to be my personal spring and summer plans 2008. But a line of things have gone bad for me now so I am not to do or say nothing bout what was in my calender. I simply can not no more. I got defeeded. Sadly and I am down about it more than i can find explainable words to cover this with on here.

I am trying to let another period of time pass by and just accept the new dissapointment. It is not going to be an easy task what so ever......I am though - going to do it as I have no choice. I can not do it in any other way than this that I do. -If I am to give in and give up on more of the hoped for things for the summer, forget it, I might as well quit. This is something that can be described as all I have. And I am done with things called "accept to live with ...." it just does not cut it for me no more.

There is a new book coming out in Scandinavia April 28th.
It is the Sixx Diaries book. It is obviously gonna hold a Scandinavian language and also have as you can see here a rather different book cover. I really think this thing with the diaries are kind of over with in the sense of being talked about in its full for fans and between fans but for it to come out again now in this version can put a little freshness to it again in these parts of the world. From what is out there of info on it; it is a limited thing and a really collectible if you are into Sixx and his solo activities. It will eventually be a part of the collection I know.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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12th Of March 2008, Tough Times Collectively
2:10PM CET
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I have a ton of troubles here. What can be bad kind of is. The washing machine is down, some deals have gone bad my hand is in recovery from a Monday operation. The situation at work is not cool. And ohh dear the list seems long. I have not the best of faith in things right now. I guess I am just all wrapped up in shit right now thats all. And there is nothing much I can do except deal with it put money into things and give othere issues time and let go and forget about things that I really wanted to do within the next 3 months.

It has been some time since I posted here and I kind of made that public it is a month of few activities and recoveries on behalf of both myself and the webmaster. But saturday seems to be the time we will have a little quality time again and throw on some new stings. CDs, articles, books etc etc. so give it a few more days and we will look into this and have more up for you all to see.

Unles I posted a long half boring private story told thing on here I can not say I have much in the name of outr boys to share. All the news and rumours that spins around you cna read about everywhere so no need to fill up the diaries here with that. Just let me mention this. It is funny to me that so many people seem to have so much focus on weather or not Sixx is now involved with this tattoo chick Kat. So what if he is. Its his business and the band and music is still the main issue for the fans or did I somewhere get that all wrong??
Let him and all of them have their fun. Leave them issues be it is not THAT interesting anyways. Boy are people busy sticking their noses in what other people do. Maybe that is why it is so damn popular TV wise .. look at prime time airings.. what is on almost every channel.. stinker shows of how it goes other people-. let us all bother to stick our noses in and see how it goes others so we can bitch about it. Boy that is not something I fancy at all. Fuck that let others have their lives. You would not wanna have other people sticking noses in your life either now would you??

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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4th Of March 2008, Again Time Runs Fast Its Amazing
6:44PM CET
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Tuesday ohh lord time seems to just take off and dissapear seriously fast. I think we need to really consider good wwhat we are doing in and with our life. We only have one and we do things always yes but .. ohhh well... Just do not forget to remember living and choose wisely. I have chosen the other day to go after a new itinerary. I got it too... it is right not in the mail. So as it comes It will be added in the tourbok section as you know by now.

How are things going with you all? I have as you have noticed recently so much here that it kindof kills my focus lol. There are so damn many things that I will not really have time to get round it all. I think things are going ot be okay though I am again slowly getting a good balance and acceptence again for how things are. It is a rough go through but I am getting there I guess. It is all going to be fine.

I think I have sort of a lucky turn out. The sweden Rock 2008 festival that I am now going to attend has today gotten 5 new bands added. RATT for one that is serioously quiet cool. Hot damn. Yeah this event this year with good weather can be seriously awesome. You just wait ... holy shit it is going to be a rock n roll week. God damn it. This is a summer to remember I love it. Do you???

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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2nd Of March 2008, Decitions Made But Still Concerned ...
11:24AM CET
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So March came and I got butt fucked leaving the February. So much doing and so little won. In other words I have been forced to either let things be for a good while and drop all contacts for also a while that are purely computer active since the one I have - computer that is - was not at all working ok with me no more. It had gotten a lot of shit in. And there is no way at all that I would be going anywhere with it again. So from all the sceptism of what to choose and go for in the last made posted diary on here I as you may have guessed got myself a new computer. My slippery mind and untold info was that this has no XP or Windows its Vista and it does not work with a LOT of hardware and all. That purely leaves me with a new computer that I also can not fully work with due to this fact. Ask me if the fustration has grown an inch?!!!

A few things have been set up and gotten added on the site but its not a whole lot. I can not really tell you what is a cool and uncool result right about now. I have a new line of concerns to be dealt with and all. Its funny how things can sometimes look so good and yet at the end of the day bite you in the ass harder than you have ever been bitten before. My god I really do not like this fucked up situation.

My god frined Nico has been on a visit here yesterday and thank god my illness is completely over and all. But he was here for a good half of a day and he was really cool about a lot of things. We more or less agreed to go for a June adventure. Skip another and theeby second KISS show and get all covered up in this years Sweden Rock Fest. It is a massive cool lineup just look at this baby to the right!! And the Ace man is on as well another long time worry on the UK concert if you remember form earlier postings? Yeah its going ot be a rocking summer for shit sure.

The SIXX A.M. thing has been pushed till a little later in the summer maybe right before some Crue thing hits the road I do not know but for me that is a quiet cool and great newsflash. I was kind of unable to do much on anything at all on that one. I have this HUGE hope for a possible go on the opening event of Crue July 4th. As told to my old travelling partner I have not witnessed a USA 4th Of July in years. And this would be only 3 days after my birthday so it would have been really great to have that trip coming for me and see the first couple of shows and then head home to Denmark again enjoy a little time of vacation and see it all be a nice time. Well hopefully. I will know more much more in a good 6 to 7 weeks. Right now it is just so out of control really.. Ok i may have overdone it with that decribtion. Oops. Sorry. But you get the idea. There are so many ideas thrown around and I can not in any way or form do much on even one third of em.

I have so many things that I am not cabable of doing for some time now. But there will no matter what be a really, really slow and quiet long March. There are operations and family doings on either my or the webmasters part. So March will not have too much activity on here but maybe that break and that rest would be a cool little breather lol? What do you think? Well no matter how it goes you have now been told the news incase you wonder why there would be such silence and all. Also there are so many things I need to do and most of it if my own operation gets pushposed till later well... then i have a great lot of work to do to make a fairly nice paycheck for May first too especially with all that i seem to have to get around. It is insaine how much there actually is to get done and all. You get the idea I am sure.

I think also there can be some really need months to come in spite of the tough times right about now. So many things are going on and I seem to have found a will to just do overtime at work and all as much as possible - I so want the ideas for the summer to coming to life and in its best possible shape and form. Hell yes!!! So I am from now on going to be a working man as much as I possibly can.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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27th Of February 2008, Next Move Is Important. Crue???
6:28PM CET
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What can I possibly do and choose to make things right? Pay day is in two days. It is going to be the best check for a year. Why? Cause there is bonuses overtime and more in this one. So what’s the fuzz all about? Well. I need a new computer. Do I buy it with this one? I like to do a KISS thing. Do I do this now? Because that one can not wait it is now or not ever. Do I focus on the US trip early May and go for more Crue home bringing and a Sixx A.M. show something I really did not want to do? Do I get myself a new TV? I do not urgently need it but I have been in “need” and have had a dream of a new one for way too long. Do I do that? Do I buy myself something neat I have longed for? Something non musical? God the list is long. But from what is on the list I can choose but ONE!!!! Cause the whole god damn lot are all really expensive things. I sort of need to have this shit going for me in a right way.

I have now for a few days felt really almost ill from thinking about the long tunnel being a metaphor for my plans and spending. I have way too much on the list and way too little other stuff in my life. I kind of need it now. I feel I need to feel I have other things in my life now .For the first time ever I have had this urge almost. It kind of frightens me. I know that there are so many great musical events too that are in reach right now. A lot is going down this first half of 2008. and I can not do it all. I am really happy about getting to see KISS again. The huge 35^th year anniversary tour. Best selling EVER KISS tour of Europe. Is that amazing or what?

Tragic how hard things have become. I more and more understand people giving in for this kind of living. It is not possible to be doing it and live and stay sane. You know what I mean? It is a hard living fact that it is almost impossible to win all and collect all. It is something that will eat you up. Guaranteed. Crue is coming on strong this year too with the activities that are lined up. And right now it is with out saying the most feared thing ever for me. I can not possibly see it all go well. For me that is. For the band? Well, kind of depends on the coming release I guess and the way people take them. Have people gotten fed up now? Is the starving feeling for the kings of the 80s over? Is there a new wave coming in and taking over the world? I mean KISS is pretty big here now The Iron Maiden tour is fucking monstrous and I do not see any band being able to even match it this time around. So happy to be witnessing that this year too. I would have LOVED to go to the Sweden rock fest his year. It holds an ass load of coolness…… Fuck I wish we could go. We? Yes, me and some. Not alone. With some people. Damn man I would have loved it.

A welcome to the new section and new page in the Solo section on. .com under Vince Neil. Had to do it. Have this years full 2008 gear lot and in a month another full year golf tournament 08 lot too. The three events are simply going to take up an ass load of space so we figured lets create a new page for these T. J. Foundation events only. Makes sense I think. Right? Been to the doctor today. Have been ordered to stay put stay home till Monday. I feel better weak but better. A little fever still but at least most of my body is now functional as normal again. After 5 days. My god. It has been a hard road a long hard one to go through. This weekend sees more added on here and some changes as I will have a slight chance to sit with my webmaster again. For now I simply have to lay back relax and think hard of what to do!!!!

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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25th Of February 2008, Days Of Bobling Silence
10:22AM CET
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It is Monday again. I am at the end of some days off from work part from a non active working day yesterday. I put it this way cause I have been ill. Been down with a rough flu. Boy this is one that does not give in easerly. I have never had a strong defence system ever in my life. I envy the ones that has one. Every time there is something coming or going on I will catch it too. It rarely goes around me. I am also feeling exausted from the fact that I have so much to do and that am so far into the future already with my activites, plans and wants. It can really take its toll on me for sure.
Right now - also a lot can fall apart should I get fired from the job I have right now. Why should I be fired you may ask? Well the thing is I have raised my voice and I am standing up for the workers on the floor at work so to speak. The leaders, bosses and top section of the company are doing stunts I refuse to just close my eyes from. It is not my job to create a stur no ... but I refuse to let some suits and ties and fancy dresses treat us like weare nothing but their private little poppet show. Fuck no Not till hell freezes over. I stand up for the weak mostly. Always have. Fuck the big guys. They sadly mostly think about getting more the cheapes way. And the cheapest way are often on the expense of the lower level workers. This is unacceptable. And too many on the floor I have fououdo not even know their own fucking rights so I help out a little. We will see how it goes. The big meeting is on Thursday!!!

On a more rocking note - seems like there are way too many things in the air right now too be able to be covered in full.
Time seems short when thinking about what is actually going on; MÖTLEY CRÜE has set a July 8 release date for its ninth studio album, titled "The Dirt", according to sources close to the band. A yet-to-be-named single will arrive at radio stations on May 7. "10 songs done for the new CRÜE album so far, I'm very proud of the songs. Sixx says. I think we're onto some of the better songs we've had in years..Time will tell, of course. A couple of song titles on the CRÜE album are called 'A Scar On Hollywood Boulevard' and 'The Saints Of Los Angeles'.. The chemistry in the studio as we're writing is unbelievable." The band is expected to start a new world tour in June or July. Although it was reported last fall that drummer Tommy Lee had again quit the CRÜE over legal issues, he and the group have apparently reconciled. There is still the soon to be announched SIXX A.M. mini tour, should get official this week where they will show up. I am still on a level of a financial minus and more devestated than you can possibly ever understand when it comes to my stuff in America. It kills me slowly piece by piece. I still have it as my main goal to bring all that home but is not the best cards I have on my hand with that situaton. And no one over there could care less. It is hard as fuck ...no I should maybe keep the ending to this story to myself. Sorry for being this open. ..

The next couple of weeks for me will pretty much be a time with set frames for what will be possible after all the smoke clears. Cause right now this week its very foggy and I have no way at all to even be able to come up with alternative actions to make more things happen even though I would like nothing but....
The site has been financially taken care of again for yet another year on here. So you have another 12 month guarenteed to be shared with you all. I said it before and I can again there will be a good few interesting things happening to this one in that year. So if you love the site as it is you will love it more later. No doubt. There are new somethings added again. Look on the front page and read the rolling news banner for updates. Thanks for your support. Much love to you all.
PS some have asked for a few pix of the messy Crue house here .. so here are a few.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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21st Of February 2008, Holy Smoke An Ass Load. 6:27PM CET
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It has just not been a resting time for me ones again. Damn it. I got to learn to get things sorted better in the sense that I will get more spare time or rather free time without a ton of doings. It’s insane how tight I book myself with things I took from work like Tuesday and have not had much time not doing something since. Man I long for better times not only in that sense but in many ways to be honest. I need better times it goes up and down way too much. It is not healthy one bit I am fully aware of it.

Now Tuesday had my hospital appointment the last in the lot lol, and I have now been given an offer to get hand surgery in the nearest and there by home hospital of my city on March 10^th. Something I like to just go ahead with and not worry any more about. The shit I have to fight with. That day (Tuesday) was travelling day from round 5:30 AM till late afternoon. It was just not nice.

Then yesterday was a time of a lot of doings too, started with a few hours from early mornings at the old place that I worked, the restaurant in town of where I live and then from there home to get some things done that I had to do anyways. Then off to a lot of unpacking again in the sense of grabbing all that has been packed away and now ones again needed to go on the site. So a ton of new photo taking has been in need so I spent most of the day yesterday doing that too. In between I tried to prepare myself for things that are around the corner radio interviews and shit going on at work. I really need to have some things prepared for an up and coming personal meeting with bosses and co workers. Fuck em. It is a rotten filthy company that holds so many secrets it’s almost spooky. To hell with them. I am on a mission saying get the bullshit bosses fired or at least give them a really heavy lesson. Damn it!!!!!

Then today I have finished the photo shooting of items to go on here. I have not been able to do much about working with the webmaster even though that kind of was a plan for Tuesday. Now things are going to be tried out for tomorrow. There are new shirts, posters, and a few magazine covers and articles along side a couple of new items for the Neil, Sixx and Lee solo sections.

On the other hand there have been an ass load of news bulletins for me and I have been duelling about most of it god damn it. First of all the much talked and thought about Ace Frehley solo show in London UK April 11^th seems to not be something I am going to. Guess what?!! He has just been confirmed to play this year’s Sweden Rock festival too in June. God damn it. Like fuck Id like to go now. There are so many awesome things happening there this year.

Also on the KISS front the last and remaining concerts for Europe 2008 and ever the Scandinavian ones got official today. Fuck me … they have added a Denmark gig. Copenhagen. I am so fucking going to be there. Tickets go on sale tomorrow and I will personally be in line for it. No doubt I am going. I still really like to get the meet n greet thing to add to my and as my final thing of a KISS life lived for decades. Man that had been so fucking sweet. I would kill to get it covered. I will be FULLY up on a definite yes it can happen or a no it will for shit sure not be a thing Ill ever get to do on next Thursday!!! So I long for that day to come my way for sure. That is also the huge day when it comes to work about what will go down for us the workers there….

Now there is also this second dream to see them BEFORE this Copenhagen thing as I like to have Copenhagen as e last gig I ever saw the band alive. It is a long story I will spare you all on this as I know this is not a KISS site lol, lol but a Crue fan site….but I am aloud to invite and express my thoughts to and for you as I have always done right? Okay then. But I really would like to do this. I would love to also cause the Copenhagen one is an indoor one and some of the huge festivities will not be big enough to hold the complete show. So to see one that’s full and brutal I would have to go to another gig. Then if that costs me the idea of going to the US in April or May … so be it. I would love to do this. Then next is the Crue tour ad all.

Another news flash that came to me like a thunder storm out of a clear blue sky was an email that said I could have the lost and long gone huge Tower records display pictured in a diary a few days ago. It got sold to a person there in the US. But to make the long story short I now have it in hand if I still wanted it. Hell I do yes mama. Thanks so much I know exactly what to do with it too. Nikki is said to have had a threat or an agreement to go pick up the other huge fucking displays that hung outdoors covering the Tower Records Hollywood. He never did so there is only a minor chance to figure out where these went. I would have loved to have them. Shit they rocked big time. They got torn down the day I and Mattias were there 2005 for the B.O.D. gig at The Roxy without Sixx on bass.

Now there are more news flashes... but this posting would be a never ending on should I continue with it all I see that now. So I will just say this; there are a few new doings to the site that I like to get around as I can and there are a few more things I need to get through at home too before I can do the site things. I have also a good few new items that maybe could go on here tomorrow with the posters and all now photographed.

A brand new TV program with the Sixx heroin story I think it is debuting on American TV tonight their time. I hope some one will tape it for me and that someone will with time let me have it. I like to se it I have missed all there has been on US TV the last year. Sucks but I can not do anything about it. Know of no one who is a big enough fan to have taped everything and that could get it from. Sadly. Just the way it is, I can not do jack. But should have been interesting to see I think.?!!

Look at what got in my hands this morning. Holy fuck. One happy KISSer. Yes baby the Copenhagen, Forum show is so covered. Awesome …..Hope for just one more if not then I am pleased. It is a nice feeling to know the Copenhagen one closes my doings on the band. Thanks for a great long life in the music and shit you provided to us all.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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19th Of February 2008 Got Auction Fucked & - Sorry No Adding
4:45AM CET
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Tuesday I know it should have been a great day new added stuff and all. Sorry it will not be today. My webmaster sacked me she needs to be told a lesson....ggrrrr.... But it will not be happening today even though I promised I am sorry. Hopefully we will have just some done in the next few days. I can not at all guarentee this as I will be in need of what I do not have at the moment. A digital camera and time. Sorry!!!

Then in the middle of the now soon to be over night time I had the huge something that I truely wanted to have so bad. The auctioned off tyower records store display. You can see pictures of it in the diary below. The god damn computer refusded to let me have my bids accepted. Have no idea why!! I was so pissed and dissapointed so .. thast one unless soemthing major and unforseen thing will happen in the next day or two then I will NOT have that piece of item added to the collection. So hard top accept the damn fact.

Right now I am in the middle of closing up at work heading home to a couple of days off. I need to rest and more. But today will have nothing even close to be resting. I am so going ot be tied up and it holds another hospital visit for my hand still waiting to get the surgery damn it. But today are the final last tests and then hopefully I will be leaving with a date of going under the blade.

I have a few new small things here that I am waiting to have scanned too they perpahs can be sent to the webmaster and go on here today? We will see. I am sorry for these promises that sometimes goes down the drain. I will get it sorted and dealt with as soon as I can. Till better times lol, lol be safe and odnt forget treat other people lkike you want to be treated and do not take shit from anyone...much love people!!!

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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16th Of February 2008, Damn I Feel Tied Up - Too Much
1:28PM CET
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saturday again. Fuck time flies faster than I can even understand sometimes. Well, its week-end for most people. For me well not quiet. Have radio sit to do today but also a nice thing in the wait tonight. It is time for Surfact 2008 live again. I am so there. That is a fantastic great feeling to be honest. Their new CD will nto see the day of light untill at least fall of 2008. But I know th new shit already it is so going to kill. Other than that I have a night shift tomorrow so I can not say it is a week-end as such.

There are also so many offers right now that holds some shit that is NOT going to be around later in life. One is a lot of Motley Crue items. Like this one here. Some of you are familiar with tht old legendary almost Tower Records in Hollywood sadly now no longer around closed and not to see a return no more never again. In 2005 there were a ton of promotions to the album of "Red White & Crue" on the fasade of the Tower Recods there the store was fucking covered wit hHUGE monsterous displays. Now one is selling one of them, Hot damn. I would kill to get one. These damn things are huge;

World Tour Promo Display From Tower Records L.A. Constructed a few years back for the promotion of the upcoming Motley Crue Tour, where all original band members reunited. Those 100 fans and industry types that were lucky enough attended the first show at the Palladium In Hollywood. This display was hand painted, airbrushed, and spray painted by artists for display in TOWER RECORDS (R.I.P.) Used for signings, promotions, and album displays.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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13th Of February 2008, Updated & Ready - Hell Yeah!!
6:08PM CET
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Not slept in a good day and a half really. It has been hectic as hell and I am not even home even though I got off from night shift at 5AM this morning. I took a ride straight up north to the home of the webmaster for this monster. We have creted a few things today and there is a brand new something called MotleyCrueCon.It is an event that is going to kill. Ripping your fucking head off if you truely love the band. Look in on it. Shit I love the danmn thing. I think it is without a doubt one of the best events I have heard of.

We have also done a lot of picture taking and a lot of adding to the sections here. Look in at the rolling banner on the front page. Only one thing is not yet thrown on here as we need the better pictures of the huge radio banner before we throw it on here. You see it here to the right and you see how huge it actually is. massive lol, lol!!!
There are so many things thrown on here today I will not even go on it.

Well there will be more much more activity the next few days. You just wait and see.
Well I gotta roll folks. There are so many things to come - next shit happens more than likely the 19th of February.
See you then. See you later - enjoy your days..........

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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11th Of February 2008 Feels Like Heaven – Its A Rollercoaster Ride
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What a bloody nice week-end this has been. I have truly won smiles balance and strength back it has been a real rollercoaster for some time now and this is a great awesome feeling for me. There are so many things I have been thinking about these past two days too. Especially about life. Living. Doings. Dreams. Priorities. Ohh god the list is long but in short, the things that kind of matters while being alive. It is a really huge thing to have things turned upside down in your head and then try to get things analysed and sorted for the better.

Fuck look at the setlist:
Rip It Out, Hard Times, Parasite, Snowblind, Rock Soldiers, Breakout, Into The Void, Strange Ways, Shock Me
New York Groove, Shot Full of Rock, Rocket Ride, medley (My Generation, How Many More Times, Bring It On Home, Highway To Hell), Love Gun, Deuce, Cold Gin!!!!

Just Hard one thing that really made me go like “What the hell?!!” and at the same time thinking like I have thought so many times before in this world. My old passion (still is) Brides Of Destruction – Scott Coogan the drummer – is now ….playing in the current touring band of Ace Frehley. What the hell? This is kind of interesting. Wonder the story on that. How did they get connected? What will it sound like with hi on the drums? God so many questions. As said previously on here it’s a tour of Ace I would really love to see. But this is not going to happen if it is not near by the place I live as I have so many things going and I can not go to the other end of Europe to do this, this time. I would love to but as off now – not possible.’Thanks Mattias for the news. Miss you buddy!!

There are a lot of new things about to happen in the solo sections of the site.
There will be a full scheduled ting about the worlds first ever Crue convention. It is going down in March in Las Vegas. You will find all info about it on the .com site in a few days. Tickets if you would like to attend are on sale now. Direct numbers and other info will be found there as well. You would not want to miss this one. If you are TRUE Cruehead that is. There will be a huge ongoing there with loads of satnds holding sales of all sorts of Motley collectibles Te son Of Vince Neil and his band is performing live and there will more than likely also be a personal appearance of Vince himself. I have a phone call with the main organizer a little later on today so I will be able to feed you even more later. Perhaps like a little adding to the posting done here now. I will not be attending this one myself as it is way too close to my recent made Hollywood trip. I have neither days off for it nor the coverage financially. There is a building thing going on between me and the organizers of this event. I hope somehow to be able to be somehow directly or indirectly involved next year should there come a follow up on this one.

There is a chance that this coming Wednesday will hold some rather cool things. Or answers really, to dreams that I have been sitting with for some time now. I can not even understand that there even is a chance for what I am referring to here. It’s insane. Non that I know of have this chance to have ever had it really. I am deeply honoured. I am sorry this is kind of half a story and kind of a guessing game. I am just really excited about it but for now I can not really share more than what I do here right now. I will let you know more should I have the details by then I promise.

Its Monday again and it’s working time. Gazillion things are running through my head and I have so many things and thoughts to clear out. It is truly exciting times for me in the collecting world and there are so many things and offers and out side Crue happenings right now that I truly get fed from. I love it.Further more my Danish passion for the Surfact boys …. They too are about to hit the road again. Their 2008 tour of Denmark starts this coming Saturday the 16^th. I am there. Then in Thisted north of Denmark the 22^nd and Slagelse the 28^th. Then four or five shows in March. Hell I can’t even remember. It is just all crazy!! There are so many things to get covered and so many business deals to close up. There are so many …. Should I go on? Maybe not. Maybe I should just leave you with this and feed you with more as it all goes down. London of the old Brides Of Destruction is also about to finish up some shit in the studio with his or rather one of his new bands. Some pretty exciting offers for them too. If that happens I like to go and witness what has been talked about this spring too. Fuck I simply o not have enough time and money in my life to do all I really care about. God have I said this before? I guess I have. Damn it…..still it is - a rollercoaster ride of the good!!!

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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9th Of February 2008, What To Do, What To Choose???
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Saturday morning and I mean fucking morning. Not even 6AM. Again just left work and just boarded … you got it, a train. Taking me home, for the week-end. Suits me perfect. I have web site work to do today and tomorrow. I can only say it is going to be a pleasure to have things looked further into. I am fully on top of this. I have a few more things to be added here these next two days. Crue posters. Also for the solo sections. Have CDs, solo articles. Plus all items on here already are getting refined and further detailed for you. So watch for things as they unfold. Many more things will come to the site shortly. I just do not really know what to do with several other things. Like I so want to go to this Ace Frehley solo tour in Europe in April. But god, it is not easy. That really is the same time I kind of thought of at least trying to go to the USA again for a few days. I really need to get things sorted. Also want the KISS shows in May here for shit sure. Well just one ....Then Crue tour late June early July perhaps. And well more. Much more. You have no idea. I can just simply say this; there is no way I can do all this I have to choose and settle for well, what ever I choose to do. Should I miss the April trip well then tough? I will then only have no items brought home again and also no way of seeing certain things I kind of set my mind to already. The reasons for me being unable to cover all I want are simple. Or at least they should be. Money and off time from work. It will simply not be a cool easy doing. But I pray for the best. For my sake it could be fall 2008 already. Have so many things I want to do and have covered already. Just have it behind me and then see what the heck could be done about things after that. I have so many things I want to do. On Crue matters he list is long. I so pray for it all to happen. But somehow if I pretend to face reality I can also say it will not. For the reason being well…… the above and time in general as life is way too short for me to do these things. My dream list is too long.

I think a lot of the things that are about to happen in the name of the band this year will be a heavy burden to fully cover. I know some of the things that are going to go down and thinking about it right now makes one almost give in – give up. It is truly going to be an ass hard nut to crack. But hey, you are reading a posting from a loyal diehard fucker so you also know that I will do fucking everything there is in my power to at least try. Right about now the Tommy solo section merchandise wise is out with some new shit as you perhaps saw in a diary posting not too long ago. I am thinking about killing that little lot this week-end. And then maybe after the first of March 1^st kill the now missed shit at Neil Ink. Yes that’s right more shit from there are missed already. Plus I have shit going with 5 people still. My god pay checks are simply too small every fucking month. I have a few things from private sellers too that I really would love to try to get home as well.
We will see. It is hard to get all covered single handed as said. But I am damn proud I have been able to add to the collection what I have since their 2004 reunion. I mean honestly go through things and sections and see what says 2005 06 or 2007. That is quiet a lot of the whole on here. Damn I have spent cash like none other I know of. It is almost insane to admit. But what the fuck I love it and I do it from heart felt passion not cause I am forced or don’t know what to do with my money or time. Hell no. Lol, my life is way too short for that little thing. Ok let that be the wise words fro the day. I have a ton more to do so let me get a little rest on this train ride and then wake up and get going. Be good out there. Go for your dreams and dont take shit from anyone. Much love my little fuckers - I will be watchin you!!!***

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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6^th Of February 2008, Just Opening My Mind – More Added
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Sitting on yet another train on well, my way to work, I think we have gotten through a good lot these last two days. You see there are so many things I kind of need to get in on here on the site(s) but I for sure first and fore most need to find the time and the money to get it all done. But there are sections on here that are so highly talked about that I think we have started to get a good look in on.

There are a few things that are also kind of really in need of a “make over”. A few things have been started now we just kind of need to see it through. It is a highly successful operation that I think we have gotten through so far anyway. I myself am going to another hospital talk the 19^th and then I will know what is possible for me too lol, lol speaking of operations. Yeah you see my hand is fucked up and need to be cut open fixed and then hopefully better after that.

There are so many new offers on the table for e too that holds wanted Motley items but there is no way on earth that I can do it this month. So we will see what comes up as opportunities for March. I have not yet fully cut out on the idea of going to California again round April 1^st. But right about now I feel there are way too many loose ends that cost me a way higher amount to even be able to star a saving on that. I got to admit this is really annoying me. Makes me sad that my life long passion, is now giving me such hard times. And that I can not really do anything about it.

There are a few things to come up and on here again this weekend. There will be more posters and stuff. More things to get spread out on the many different categories. It is literally hell home now. There is so no more room. It is now way more a storage place than an actual home. You have no idea. You would not want to live there. Not even as a Crue fan. It truly is beginning to …no let me refries that, the point of a turning a hoe into a storage kind of field has been reached now and it is not cool. I went through a lot of things these last two days and I tell you I got worried as hell. A lot of the stuff now can’t really be overlooked or pushed aside for future doings no more. There are so many things that truly need to have a handled framing for saving it. A lot of the stuff in the boxes is no longer good to keep in there. There goes another HUGE expense. I will never ever in my existing days get it all done. It is jus t too much of a load. What a killing feeling that is for me you have no idea. It hurt like I can not even begin to tell you.

I hope we can get something new going within this whole Crue loyalty idea that don the line can benefit to kill some expenses. We hope to have the Loyalty shirts ready round March 1^st. But I can not really promise much just yet. I need to have a good few things settled before we make the final move on that one. But it will happen. No worries. We will try to come up with some sort of detailed sharing soon.

Well I guess this was about it for now anyways. I have a few things to get through before I come back with you all on Saturday and Sunday. But then hopefully there will be a little more light to things and as promised more posters added on here, Praying for not getting sick too much the next few days I am kind of surrounded by sick people right now. Every one seems sick. Just need to look at the period of the next three days right now. Three working days and then hopefully get through them without any bad going down.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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3rd Of February 2008, It Happens Next Month & I Got Limited
3:57PM CET
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It is a time for trying to find acceptence to a real change of things. I have seen the latest rules and all withinthe tax and postal services. It is going to be even more expensive now to buy things from non European countries. It is a time for me to simply bow out from covering all. I have no USA contact that would be willing to help me out in the sense of letting things come to that person so I can come and pick up and save all the xtra fees etc etc.
It is a really hard one to swallow when you do like I do. Trust me.

I have always wanted to do one of three things one is a crue convention. Now hell look at this. KISS have had them for years and years and they are huge and extremely cool. Now it happens and ofcause in USA. I can not go have not gotten the cash for it it is a shitty fact. It kindof tears me up. What a sad thing. I think it is really sad that it is like that. But a hell of a good thing it finally happend. You can find info about it on the net I am sure but here is the official little banner of it. Wish I could go. But waytoo many things are up in the air for me to do such a thing. Holy shit. HAd been freaky awesome. Well next year then. To al lthat will go - enjoy!!!

A few moe things will be dealt with and aded on here tomorrow. Not a shit load but something. have also a few things I need to look into before the next round of things starts up. You will have something rather cool to go through.

Well just wanted to share the news on the convention and let out a little steam of what is now a sad new fact on the collecting thing. Much love to all.... talk soon.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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1st Of February 2008, Orders Fullflled, Items Online, Trips2:59 PM CET
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One 12^th of this new year is gone already. Here is another scary thought. I sat do and figured out what I want to do and how bad I would like to do certain things. With the income and the ways things are in my life I have from going through the thoughts of wants and wishes of mind plans for all my finances till 2015. How is that for a scary thought?? Shit this is so beyond what I thought it was like. It actually freaked me some. In short I have closed in mid 40s with these plans. And guess what Crue is long over by then too. But still most of this hoped for stuff is holding the bands name in there. My own set orders and commands for own doings covering January and February are now all covered. Dealt with. It mans a lot to me that I actually have things cleared now. But as always with me I have a long way to go. It freaks me out how cool this is but the dark side of things picks on me as a reminder of all there is to say bye, bye to every month that I do not participate in.

A lot of things with in the world of friendships and more have been thought through quiet carefully now. I do not have many left. I have people I care a lot for but not in Denmark much no more. They mostly live outside this county. I really think I am loosing a lot from continuing this collecting this way. And I have now lost some of the items that are listed on this site too. There is no other conclusion to it that believing it was stolen. A lot of money has been lost from that and a flow of import taxes and shit. It makes me really sad that things are like this for me now. But I deal with it. I will be open and honest as always on here and say I will get to learn to deal and accept it but it will take a long time. And it will because I need to know and accept that I am loosing so much else from having this shit going on.

Taxes, fuck it kills me. Most of all home brought this time should now be online. Pardon if there are a few fuck ups with listed items. We will have a check through soon going through everything on here and see if all is in its rightful place as it should be. But there have been added stuff yesterday in Tommy solo, Nikki solo, Vince solo, Personal, articles, magazine posters, this n that several of the 5 pages, posters, video, CDs, 8x10s and more….. Most sections have actually touched again and had a couple or a lot added. Funny it begins to feel like nothing new is on when we add because the sections are already so big so a few more do not really make a difference lol, lol. There are more in the Copenhagen import tax office as I post this. A shipment of posters and more is in the mail to be yet another bill on my ass. But I hope to god (or the dude down stairs) that I will have it in my hands within the next few days so I can have it added here.

It is highly important to me to simply get the shit home and say okay now that too – has been dealt with for life. No more never again. It is safely mine. You know what I mean. Hell yeah.. Have you seen the many trips I have taken the last year? Its been a few huhh? Well the first this year was a good two weeks ago. I cant really say just yet if it is at all going to happen but I am aiming for another in a good two months. Then again in July. And after that? Well I do not believe there will be one. Maybe just one. Lol. I have not a million dollars to spend all though things sometimes seems that way to many anyway. It is not true, it is simply called a fucked up VERY dedicated way to do your priorities. I know this much.The Neil Cruise and there by second year is over. I did not go but my friend in Greg has covered me best possible. So a new lot is laying there waiting for me to go pick it up so I can bring it on home and add here. You can click the picture to see the lot that is coming. There is also a new minor lot of other things to come. And the regular and constant “what is in the mail” lot. There is never nothing on its way. Have not been like that since I would say maybe 2002. Wicked is it not

There are a few new thoughts (again) about some things I like to try out. It all takes time and sadly sometimes money. An ingredient that I do not have too much of. But I have also to still figure out how to fulfil my dream for this year to get away from the Crue life for a little while. Get back on some non music doings. Share experiences and read and write more much more. I have a movie script I like to see what I can have some sort of good luck with. I need to get things going. But the getting away from this part for short periods of time is not easy at all. Its like a rehab thing. My mind is not fully set on it yet. Shit. I look around here yes you guessed it I am posting this again on board a train. Seems like I constantly am on one. It sucks. I look around and I see a packed train today there are so many stressed out people today. Everyone talks and complains. Some talks music it is pretty interesting to hear how others seems music and what to them can be interesting to sit and talk about. It is not Crue though. There are a lot of time to think when you do this that I do. A lot of things goes through my skull and either fucks with me or gets sorted. Mostly the last option. Thank god.

I don’t know if you have heard or perhaps read some on Sixx sayings about the recent stuff they are doing in the studio. Said to be the best from them in a decade or more. Then again how do you judge that? We will see or hear. Vince says Tommy is still in the band and a few seems to take his word over Sixx. I can partly understand why, Neil is not a talker really. What he chose to comment on and what he has to say 98% of the time is true. And happening I have to say. He has become a some what favour to many now. My personal thoughts to it is the same. I like him. He has done a lot of good things the last half a year I think. Not spread a lot that never really never came to surface or got pushed again. All that seems to be Nikki´s job. Hate me now? Aaawww….

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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31st Of January 2008, Ohh My God Things Are Getting A Little …..
8:42AM CET
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Thursday!! Sitting here outdoors at Aarhus central station. Waiting for my train to arrive to get all the way home. The national railway company has had me occupied with work the whole night and I feel tired. But there is no time for that right now. I have a lot to get done as I get home like I said yesterday on here a lot of web stuff to work on with the webmaster. It is all good long live coffee. Lol. Lol. Now I have some rather cool shit to get added on here today. The sections of; personal, CDs, 8x10s, articles, solo sections, this n that and more. As always you can see the sections touched in the top rolling banner on the front page to both sites. Ok there it is my train just got here…alright I just went inside found my seat and I will finish this for a little while – nothing else to do well take a nap maybe but rather this. It has to be done anyways.

I have had rumours told that things I really would like to do just ones more in my life time is actually going to happen now shortly. It is a little weird for me to even say this “out loud”. KISS yes, KISS the four masked east coast guys (hmm) are going to invade Scandinavia in May. I can hardly believe it. That is just a must do. I sold my stuff in 2001 and I had major trouble parting with it things are still going out the door on the band. But seeing them again I simply must do that. As said ONE more time. It is a rather important thing for me to do. And my god May 2008 will be the month of it.

The month before that if we still talk Scandinavian countries another cool thing is happening. Ex and original axe man in KISS Mr. Ace Frehley is hitting us with a solo tour to back up a soon coming brand new solo CD. Shit how cool and awesome is that? And finally, to still go nuts in the name of the make up masters. Mr. Paul Stanley himself before coming with KISS he will hit us with a solo tour in March. Things are a little over whelming for me I think. A chapter I truly thought was perhaps over with for me. I really got to get my KISS ticket ones they hit the sales booth!!!

There are a lot of things I need to do and want to do. But I can not in any way or form do all. I have such a list for 2008 it is not really even real to look at. And with the constant on goings in merchandise from the Motleys and solo doings it is simply limiting me from doing a ton of all other stuff I truly wanted to do too. It is a sick thing to even think about so I try not to do that too much. I guess it can be kind of hard to understand if you are not collecting over your head on anything yourself. But trust me I consider you guys lucky not having the need to have all you sees and that gets offered to your face. It must be a blessing. Cause even though I love what I do it is not always a neat thing to do so massively. A Sixx statement got out about the new CD looks like it can perhaps come out after all round June. That would be an over the top little detail fro the fans as we always have had to wait a long time and really not too long ago my latest information on the subject was that it would not come out till round September this year. Maybe even the movie carrying the same title “The Dirt” will come out then? Who knows what they have sorted on these matters? Personally I still think it is a 2009 thing for them though. Seeing today being a pay day I have a ton of things to do and to get cleared. I have still not enough to get all covered that I wanted to. But then next month will see a good lot of things getting covered. You watch me. I have got to clear some people that I have doing stuff for me. And then after all the regular monthly bills and all I need to look a little into the Vince Neil Ink store and the Tommy solo store bout them new releases. Next first I know exactly what I am going to cover too. I know what I am going to have and what I am going to do. Before things are too late. I assure you if I think too long about certain things then yes I will loose the chance to get what I am thinking of. That can not happen. So maybe a dream juts 3 days old being another visit to USA for a few days is here by killed. Killed and put in a drawer for some time. Too much other shit is going on right now. But then again about me – never say never. Just sit tight and all the details will wash in over you as some day come back to get the latest news of this Crue heads thoughts and doings. Only guarantee is that there is no other as open minded freak out there holding stories that are shared in the same massive way. And that you can take to the bank. Thanks for stopping by today!!!There goes the whistle train starts to roll. And I will roll this one up ……till next time – stay sticky!

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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30th Of January 2008, New Items, It Is Getting Harder...
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Wednesday it kind of feels harder than I can really describe now. So many things have changed so many things have tightend up and all. It has become much harder to be an all round collector. Itmes have gotten way more expensive than just a few years ago and there are a line of things now that has made it rough in other ways.I think we are going to have to face the fact that bands now a days have started what was an idea a few yeards back. Being the fact that big bands dont earn money from ticket sales no more it is changing to be an income for them from their merch sales. It is a huge market these days and it is a fairly tough one to keep covering.

News on our boys ...well how and where do I start? maybe I should not open up a book almost with what i know is up and coming.... but rather stick to what every and anyone can check the second after you have read this: There are new collectibles from Vince Neil ink shop and Tommy Lee solo store.
Look Here:

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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26th Of January 2008, Getting It On, Trying Positive, Miss The Ended
9:41PM CET
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Fuck me it is a monsterous pile to get through for site adding with the latest USA home brought backs and sacks of items. Ohh well, should not complain (I am not either) this lot is by far a bigger lot than remembered packing. I have so many things here that I am scanning and taking pictures of to get online it is almost insaine. And just thinking that I have packs and packs in the mail too on its way to me is kind of overwhelming just now. Lol, lol.

There will come a lot more this year. It is a year of ...god do not even know what to label it as. Its a clean upthats for shit sure. I just really feel like I have such a load to get on before things gets a little too out of contol. I have a lot of plans as mentioned befroe on here for this year. I have not rested yet at all since my home coming. I feel so tired been round the country twice in 3 days since my plane from LAX landed in Copenhagen. It is unreal. I push myself too hard. I know this much. I have finally as you can perhaps see between the lines here unpacked all what was in my bagage. I have so many things here that are so totally all over the place and I can not wait to get it out of my way. I so need to have things cleared asap. I had just cleared my home for shit before I took off to USA and now its like ... back to square one. Damn. have a line of new good deals waiting for the next few months. It is not even possible to start sharing the news. Sixx A.M. is touring shortly but that is something I will be missing out on. But my travelling partner is gonna cover me there so I feel good. Then comes a line of things this early summer 2008-. Like the new tour it is in the planning stages and should something not go apeshit and down the drain then we are looking at a possible late June tour start as a some what pre runner for the new album. Single out in a couple of months so ...... line up your what ever. This year is going to kill and kick ass like the previous 4 years has since they reunited. Financially a new born hell. It is so not happening. I long as fuck for a new place to live a new this a new that and get myself new stuff for the apartment and more. Right now and for a serious long time.... forget it. Not happening. I have my Crue fixes to cover first and foremost. It is hard as hell but I kind of need to get things together to be on top of whats possible and trust me that is only a drop of all the on goings out there. It is seriously impossible.

I feel good about a ton of things and more or less only things that I planned for hoped for and promised myself at new years are things I have done so far. It feels so good that this year have finally after all gotten the best possible start on certain things anyways. It looked rough for me a good two weeks ago. But now I am ready and willing for things again. I just need to find some kind of okay balance with the damn work. And then gain rest and come back strong. Feels fucking almost like I can collaps any minute sooooo tired as said. Well dear friends and foes this is kind of an update on my being right now. But there are a seriously lot of shit happening these days with the site. Watch out for the coming MCrueLoyalty shirt to be offered too shortly!!! Hopefully it can get out there and be appreciated. Thanks a million!!!

Last night was a lost lost love for another band waken to life inform of a face to face interview and concert at the intimate club in Copenhagen The Rock with Hollywood act Great White. It was a pleasure and the boys are now the original line up again and they are fucking ready and hungry for the old bringings again. It was so great lots of fun. Thanks guys for taking things so good and be such sports. Thumbs up!!!

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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24th Of January 2008, Back Home Unpacking And Loading
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Thursday my god. Only a few hours of sleep after a started unpacking and I am already sitting on more transoirtation and now in Aalborg in the north of Denmark at my webmaster to start getting things loaded. Ohh dear Tommy boy this is so not healthy for ya. Lol. Lol. Ohh well I am now going to try to kill the missed out last part of the USA adventure for this time. Ready? here it goes.

We had a line of things to talk about as we were at the home of my travelling partners. As we sat there in the evening of Sunday we did not do too much as said she was sick adn basicly only sleep was doing her any good. Monday was kindo f a different thing. I had more things to do more things to get my mind in on and in genrel just a line of things to get sorted. I knew my last day was this one for this trip. Fuck it all had past way too fast. Still a bit bumbed about the miss out of Mick Mars at NAMM. Damn it. Butwhat you do not fully have details to will often slip through your fingers thats just how these things works. Sadly......

Sitting there Monday going through what was still to be packed and and dealt with was the next thing I started to do while everyone was sleeping. I must say my mind was on aa million things I felt new gained belief and will for some things. I had my mind set on taking a lot of xtra work or over time if you will once I get back to work even though I do not like the job I have. I think thre will be a lot of things to look forward to. I want to work hard this late winter and spring to make myself possible to have another USA trip in the late June early July period of this year. How does that sound? Pretty awesome does it not? Hell yes.

There were a ton of things unpacked in front of me here sitting in the living room at the house / apartment. Still after having sent home two huge boxes there will have to go another I see that now or it getting put back to storage till I am here the next time. So what to do? Well, it all cost me an ass load of cash constantly to clear out what is going on!! I have just paid an ass load of cash in import taxes on the backdrop and curtains so I have to be carefull. Also I have paid a good 150 more in shipping home the two already sent bpoxes. And they surely will be import tax billed too. Just wait and see. Everything for me is paid like two or three times the actual item price. It is sick. But I made up my mind there and then. One more box goes in the mail to come to me. And thats it. The rest has to go into suitcases backpacks and what else I am aloud to board the plane with. If things are still left from whats here it goes back to storge till I get here again, man it is an ass load of things I have here in the States. Fuck I can just imagine the entire collection of mine unrapped and laid out flat in front of me some day. Holy shit what a collection. Had been fun to try to do one time.

Now as Monday unfolds and the morning and early afternoon comes around every one is up and we take a ride to town for some small time doings. Nothing major. Back and she still feels like nothing good at all. How ever I told her to go to bed stay there and we will just have to pass on things. We already passed on an invite to my friend Jack Valentine. Sadly he was in a bad position as there had been a death fall or something going on closeto him. Plus family illness and with that we chose not to visit him this time around. I did not want to ge t sick either. So no Jack togetherness this time. As we got closer to the late afternoon we had another invite. But if we were to go or not was so totally up to her she was the one feeling ill. I wanted to do it ... had for a long time.
American hard cores ... CAGE!!! The singer and leader o the pack lol, Sean Peck my good friend and long time mail buddy since and old couple of done radio interviews had invited us down.

She in the end (to make a long story short) said yes to go. So round 5PM or something we got ready to go. But what was to go balc to storage was put there on our way. We made that trip and I got to see everything stored. Damn man.... there still are a lot of things there and these remains will not be good to have shipped home. Why?? cause they will be ass expensive to ship. Never mind it is a one time doing and then its all done. But holy hell it holds some cool pieces still to be brought home and added to this site.

Now from here to the Taco bell grabbing a burito and a "mountain due" and then off to heavy land in meeting Cage.
That was a visit for a good two and a half hours and with great togetherness with the band that played 6 songs or so for us before starting their actual work on the new kind of material for the next and coming album 2008 or 09.
And I tell you this new and coming thing will be serious damn cool heavy shit. Kind of reminds you of King Diamond music really. It is amazing how these guys minds words. They are like science fiction movie minds turned into music.
I loved this experience and I am so appreciating the fact that I have Sean as such a good cool friend. Thanks man thank you all. It was a true damn cool thing. I loved it. I so want more of that. I feel it is going to be a huge year this 2008. There are so many things I need to get done and so want to have under my belt including this band cage coming over later in the year. We did how ever get things sorted so my travelling partner now have free concerts ofr some up and coming shows locally. I hope she goes. damn I would have loved that.
Again thanks guys thanks for the evening. I loved it. Have waited for a long long long time for that to happen.

From here we went home. It was a nice thing to have as the final doing before lift off tomorrow morning. I loved it.
The remaning hour or two before bedtime well stressfull moods from one certain one lol, but burning down pictures and videos from this trip was what I simply had to have done. And she did. Thanks hon. Thanks even though you hated it. Thanks. I so need these things. they are all very important. And now they could be home brought.

Tuesday morning was ...well lets just say I woke up ass early and did not like one bit what was to happen. 20 some hours of travelling and all. I had this really sad kind of thing to get done. Had to prepare the final doings before the airport was to call on me. The last and there by third box as mentioned earlier in here that i had decided to ship home .... I was getting on with that and "laminate" it the best way possible for the also safest possible way to have it shipped off. Another 75 dollars went out the pocket there. damn it is a lot of money for actions I should not have to worry about. Shit.....
But now it was sent. I felt okay ones we left the post office. It is now three huge lots on its way to me. Thank god. And I had all my flight baggage ready too. It was all clear and ready to fly to Europe. Before we left I was cleared out of Motley Crue thoughts in my skull for a good half an hour thanks to her dad. He ad I had an interesting talk bout the human kind and its expertease in self destruct, ego and greed. Holy fuck it was really interesting. He had done a solid movie script. And I tell you it was sick. I have a copy of it brought home with me and I think it is what could be a good and exciting movie was it ever turned into one.

-Off to the San Diego airport and off I was.
We had a good few things talked about and I had spent all money of value lol, lol that was brought to this country in these few five days. So I had no more buisness to do. I had a lot of things to look forward to so I guess it was kind of okay to say goodbye. We both felt good about the time together this time I think. Only new thing ...okay not really. but one thing was that Sixx A.M. is going to tour after all. And I am not gonna see it . KISS seems to come to Europe FINALLY!!!!! for a handful of concerts and Paul Stanley is coming pre tour as a solo thing so ...man there are all of a sudden KISS activities that I would have loved ot attend too.

The home travel was going smoothly part form in the San Diego and in the Los Angeles airports they had a hard time letting me pass with the smashed Sixx signed bass guitar. They felt sure something was going on.... asked me if it could be opend up three times as Iif I smuggeld drugs or some other shit. What the fuck. I do not do that. Hell I have never even had a cigarette in my mouth. But as said par from that all was an okay trip home. No illness no delays untill actual arrival in Copenhagen but that was my fianl destination so it was cool.

Here I am now as said. Aalborn´g this morning after a late night arrival in my aprtment last night close to midnight after a good 29 hours travel. Unpacked the shit and saw a lot of what was actually home brought .... thats an ass load of things to work with... get ready for some cool shit to go through, later fuckers....

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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21st Of January 2008, Consider Things Done - Countdown To Homegoing
10:28PCT USA
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It has to be said things are closing in on another homegoing. We have a couple of days here still yes but not doing too much. For several reasons besides my travelling partner has gotten a little sick on top of all. But our Sunday is from what you can see on the date gone. And we chose not to go back to NAMM for the final day. We had a hotel check out and a car to be packed before we left our room today. Number 207 at the Hollywood Motel 6. We chose to cover some last still undone things like afew shoppings for other people. So we started that late mornings and then talked kind of on the way what to do next. I had aten a bit in the morning at the hotel from what I had still left then. She had not aten at all. So it was kind of bad on her. My guess is that that build up parts of why it started to go a little bit bad on her part. She did not feel good at all as we drove off from the hotel. Sadly. Never wanted that stay in Hollywood to kind of end like that. At the end of the day we just had to go by a srug store and get her sometyhing for this. But while still staying in Hollywood we went by a few places and I still had some Disney things to cover .. nothing what so ever on the Crue boys. All that was already done on thefirst and second day here. But we went out of our way to clear the last minute shopings and sat a final with having dinner at the Rainbow again. We had also taken some time out to see London LeGrand ones again. A thing I had somewhat not really counted for to happen. But he seemed good. he had time for us today so that felt nice. He took us to hear some of what has been going on with his musical life since we last saw him. Things sounds promising. Shall be interesting to hear how all unfolds.

London has been busy with several bands and several ideas and as we were there his phone gave new info from incoming txt mesages. One of the bands that he played for us had gotten some sort of an offer to go out on the road sometime in the future with Disturbed and Sevendust. Should kind of give you an idea about how soft or how heavy the new stuff sounds like right? Well more on it as I get told. I think you should watch for news flashes as they get out there. I am not suprised if they come any time soon. Thanks London for yet another kind gesture we had fun and thanks for the continued trust in letting us hear the music. I know you try to protect things so it all gets done just right this time.

On our way tired and all we hit the US 101 on to I-5 South and just tried to hit our ways to Alpine outside San Diego.. it was with one stop and rest. I felt sorry for her being so ill. Damn that was not a cool ending. But here we are Monday noon almost and she seems better today. There will be no more diary postings on here till I have my feet planted on Danish soil again. God just saying it makes me sick. I know what waits me.. work work work ...
Well till then.. be good and come back for the pictures added Wednesday to these postings and all the new stuff ...it will be a good couple of hours for you to spend on here ..

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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20th Of January 2008, NAMM ohhh What A Namm - L.A. Guns Rapup
8:56AM PCT USA
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Good morning America - I am not ..ssoooooo not ready to go home again. These days have been passing on way too fast. But I have been a shit good boy in keeping the expences down. It took two meet ups with two people and I was kind of done. And guess what? On that it all feels pretty damn good to me. I have nothing to do or say about it. Other than what a lot to be bringing home. Holy mother mary!! Yes sir. Wait till you see it all as we getthrough it and have it added to this site. Fuck yes.

Now assaid it is Sunday it was the HUGE NAMM day yesterday and what a NAMM day. There were not the person we did not meet. Sixx, four KISS guys, Paul, Tommy, Bruce and Singer. An ass load of drummers Vinnie Paul, Carmine Appesie, ahhh I cant sit here and list about 20 drummers. It was huge it was insaine. Wait till you see the pictures that will be added to these USA 2008 diaries on Wednesday. It is fucking insaine. It is just over the top what this all was about. A on of guitar players, George Lynch of Dokken, Eddie of Twisted Sister, Kerry King of Slayer again .. the list is just over the top. Unreal. Yeah qwe had a lot to cover. See even now sitting here trying to do a diary of yesterday is kind of impossible not to make it a mile long. So forgive me for not sharing all details but let me hand pick a few stories and just kind of let the rest be in my memos in the back of my brians. Alright? Good enough? Lol, lol... it kind of has to be.

Now as we first got there I was saying to myself I am here for the Crue man really. Nikki Sixx. But he is doing three signings today and the line will be ass long no matter where we go .So you gt in line ofr the first one you can forget about meeting him at the second. And be hopeful on the third. But that all together would limit and kill an ass load of getting to meet others. Cause it would be a total of maybe four to five hours by just standing in two lines for Sixx. So no I was not gonna do that. I said to my travelling partner that we were already guarenteed to meet Sixx so if she wanted to go and see him more than that she should and could feel free to go. I wanted to see and meet Paul Stanley. He was there for only ONE doing. So that had to be the most imporant pick of the day for me. I got in line as we got let in by 9:30AM.

He was scedualled for a 12 noon thing. Ofcause just today like it kind of never rally is with Paul. He was late. Stuck in traffic. Thats when we seemed to have a lot of time on our hands. So with really good people around us in the line by Stanley we could go out of line and get our spots back just like that. Thats what is so cool about KISS fans they are a whole different kind of gang compared to Crue fans. Serious ego and selfishness going n in that gang. Yeah we got lucky with the KISS and Paul line. We had a lot of people to just hand pick and meet and get pictures with. I could have walked ofut of NAMM with perhaps 75 autographs ... but I do not really cae about all that. I got an ass load of them though but for people back home not for myself. Lol, lol, lol.

So in line we had this clock working against us if you will. Sixx and DJ were to attend Ovation at noon too. But I had as said already made up my mind Sixx was a safe meeting and DJ was not too important for me. Put it this way DJ or Stanley? Stanley or DJ? Who wold you ratehr most meet? Well for me it was a loud and clear answer to that one. Mr. KISS himself was my choice. I say it again I was not having a bad feeling about the choice I made. I wanted this. It was a one time only chance. It will never be a one off chance with the M.C. bass dude. And the rest of the A.M> guys. Well its all fine wih me. Dont need to meet them or nothing. Not the most important thing in my life to be honest. I saw the time pass by as we were in line a couple of people stood out of line and made a pass due to his delayed appearence. We stood still and I was pleased.

As we got up to him he was in a good mood kind and friendly. Got some signatures. Got a handshake said hi and hello and got my picture with him. It was all cool. Thanks Paul. It was a treat to start the day with. Holy crap. After this we chose to take off to Basson gear again. As this was to be Sixx second appearence for the day. He was scedualled for a 1PM thing. He was late. Very late. Basson had a booth cross from where some other dudes were to vbe. Eddie of Twisted Sister Bruce Kulick Bob Kulick and Eric Singer amongst others. So while waiting again this was covered. We met them all and got pictures and signatures for the people back home and all. Yeah there were all of a sudden just a pile of new added guys to the list we had covered at this years NAMM. You know what I mean?

Finally Sixx came he talked to Shawn and Victor of Basson gear a few minutes but kept going on his phone kind of rude but probably also quiet important to him anyways. And what did he care? he is Nikki fucking Sixx he does what pleases him. No questions asked. Yeah man it was weird. But as he got up on the little set platform he looked out over the line and others we got eye contact had our little raised hands to say hi as always and off it went. People started going up to him for their picture and autograph. Me and my parter stood outsidethe line and just waited. I started filming a bit of it Got maybe 30 minutes but it really is not a hu haaa fantastic thing to have. I mean seeing him standig there and just watch people come and go for their thing. Not interesting. Besides he looked kind of stressed out. In the sence of ohh my god I am late for this but from being here I am also going ot be late for my third and final thing in a little while. So I think it was not fair to the line of people there and not especially not fair to the people of Basson. God damn it.

But as said we got a piece of video. A piece of good few photos and in the end we got to meet the man exclusively for a moment. Got introduced by the Basson dude and Sixx' respend was a simple.."yeah I know this guy very well". so there was a nice hug and friendly hi and hello and what have you. Got my greatest hits tour smashed thunderbird bass signed and I was happy. Wanted to get some already signed boots resigned as the black boots were sigend in black but it did not happen. Ohh well some other time. The bass was the most importnat hing to be honest. Thanks Nikki. Thanks again. Finally a Sixx that seemed to be back also in mind. Cause I hated the man (sort of) on the Route of all evil tour. His kindness and presence and all was not cool not acceptable to me then. Now he has killed a lot of things within himself and gotten to have moved on if you will. Nice to see.

After this little personal thing he took off we talked 2 Basson guys & more and then left our stuff there and went ot see other stands and meet more people. It was a never ending meat market to say the least.
It was not possible to cover even half of it all on just one day. So what to say? What to do?? As walking around we already had the statement of Mick MArs that he should be there at NAMM some time one of the days. And as we all of a sudden bumbed into Delanna from Rock Star Supernova.... by Marshall... ohhh yeah. We got our kick in the face. Mars had just ended his ppearence. Felt really bad about it. But quickly thank got got it out of my system not to ruin the rest of the day. But that sucked .... shit. Would rather had met Mars than Nikki today. Cause Sixx is to be met fairly often and easy. Mick is not. In short missed it.

Well no use crying ... just move on and say - next time.
So thats how it going to be. Period. All of a sudden I saw Tommy Thayer standing there. he was not to appear for nothing just visiting .We got to talk to him a bit a picture and a signature for my brother. Again way too many to mention ... But the KISS guitarist of Thayer .. he was nice and we moved on.

NAMM 2008 was hectic. it was a market of a never ending doings if we wanted to do all or most possible.
All of a sudden it was like 5PM and we said to ourselves why not just call it a day and make things rest. We did it was kind of hard for one of us to go I guess but there will be other times for other things and maybe a NAMM again next year. You know what I mean. Or do you?? Well its an appreciated frendship that I have build up with certain guys and I here by wanna share my thanks to Basson Gear. Victor, Shawn - you guys are the best!! Thanks a million. I love you brothers. I highly appreciate all you have done and what you do and what you are...... youre rare and now good friends. Thanks to both of you!!! Much love. Basson yeahhhh fuckers. The sound quipment from hell. Check it. See it Use it Buy it.

We had a long day and our feet were getting sore. Damn a lot of walking we had done a lot of standing also. Lol.
On our way back to Hollywood we talked a bit about what to do in the evening. She wanted to eat and I know what that meant. The Rainbow bar and grill.... so we did. But crusing down the Sunset strip on our way we passed The Whiskey A Go Go venue. And up in light it said "Live tonight... L.A. Guns" 20th anniversary concert. Holy fucking hell. We both wanted to do it. It was not the Tracii Guns version of L.A. Guns but to many and most loyal Guns fans the real deal in Steven Riley and Phil Lewis. Hell yeah. 18 dollars to see it. And we got lucky there were still a few tickets left. During the evening we were told it was a packed and sold out show. And the Whiskey was swinging. Shit it was ...yeah. Thias is what it was all about. Noce going boys. Got introduced live with the present band version to the original bass player too and a guitar player. How cool was that?
In the audience was also Jani Lane of Warrant. Who by the way is about to reunite with the band .. Warrant. Ohh well. No did not get his autogrph and picture with him. I had had enough of al lthat. It was a never stopping thing with that for the day so I passed. Thank you very much.

L.A. Guns were to have a meet and greet and more after the show I could have met all of them and so on... but asthe time was closing in on 2 in the morning we took off. Had to get our car from the rainbow parking lot and then well.. simply moved back to the hotel. We have a check out Sunday (today) at 11AM. in a good 50 minutes. I am almost packed and there for I can now post this diary this long lol, lol. But a lot more happend I tell you. I just cant as started of by saying post it all or I would never be done.

Magic ways to end this posting I guess so guess what thats what Ill do. What a NAMM day what a Hollywood strip night it all was. It was a serious ozzing cool coming in over the whole thing from this days doings. Be good Ill be back.
Peace

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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19th Of January 2008, NAMM, Basson, And Kaos
6:34AM PCT USA
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Friday - well Friday was our first NAMM day 2008. It was meant to be a day with really great doings Paul Stanley, Nikki Sixx and more. But well things turned out a little differently. Both them names got resceduelled. Till tomorrow. So that will now be a major problem since its all now scedualled for the same time. That is not going to be easy at all.
We will see how it goes. We kind of have a major advantage for one thing. And that is to not stay in line for the Sixx one. Well one of the three events from him anyways. Arent we special lol. lol. Well its an appreciated little thing so it gives me a little hope on the Stanley one. And Singer and Kulick of KISS are there too and I so wanted to have that under my belt too. Ones KISS in your life for a little more that a liking I guess.... always KISS in your vains. So yeah that had been shit cool. But as said thats tomorrow.

Today we got there like round noon traffic sucked more than bad. But we got there and are now fully aware of what to do and all for the next coming days. Get there early!! Lol.

We kind of only went through all ... oops not really all but a line of the booths there. There are like 600 or something. And ofcause it is impossible to get all seen. But it is all okay. I am fairly calm about what ever is to be missed out on. We met and got photos from Testament, Slash, Dsturbed and some shit. But I only got the signatures for a friend back home. Not collecting myself on all that no more. No. I think it is a litle too much on top of my serious collecting with the Crue shit.
After having walked around there for a bit we went to my friends of Basson gear. Victor and my man Shawn. Yeah!!! My much beloved frineds and workers of the company!! It is just really great. Here is a picture to come of the next Sixx pride and joy from Basson. Forgive me but the photos will be added on here later for all the doings on this trip. Dont worry!! But they need to be handled and all first, get put into the computer and looked through and hand picked and .. well you know the drill dont you lol?!!

There will be a huge something when I get home. I have not even a chance to bring it all home I dont see it possible .
But the one thing since things were all pushed that kind of got me to go "ohhh noooo!" was at noon Corinna said .. "Hey Slash is doing a thing at this and that place at 5:15 PM I really like to go. Ohh brother hours and hours and hours of waiting and just sitting and blah blah blah.... LOL LOL LOL......
I hate lines for a 30 seconds short fun adn a slobby signature. But she is such a star digger when it comes to that. Ohh dear. Never in my life have I met someone so high on shit like that. Ohh might as well say it now than later .. I AM NOT !!!! PUTTING HER DOWN WITH THIS LITTLE TOLD DETAIL. I love her but shit ... can we please not do this too much? Think about it to spend a full day for maybe three signings and all together tyour quality time if you can even call it that is a good two and a half minute on all three events all together. And you kill a full day sitting looking stupid for it till them few seconds of fun. And you wont even get a picture with them or a signed thing made personally to you....My god it is just all .. well..... I will be a good boy and not finish that sentence. Lol, lol. No .. lol.. it is all good. But that kind of was a long shitty waiting part from the fat old dude that sat right behind us. He was grose yes but damn he was funny. Ohh Bill Murray the actor came and passed us .. sadly never got a picture of him. He was a suprise to see there. But then again he has the love for harmonicas so he is or was to be found there I am sure.

Back after Slash to have a chat with my Basson friends again. We seem to click so well I am so appreciating all they are and do for me. Thanks guys, thanks a lot. Love you both. Fell into the Meldrum girl(s) too..an act I did an interview with in September. Nice to see Michelle again. And ofcause the bands drummer Gene. If you are into heavy loud metal check them out. And I do mena HEAVY!! After that and around 5:45PM we decided to take off. We got into a fairly okay traffic considering there were thousands of people there that were leaving for the day and it was a Friday night. We had a good 45 minutes back up to Hollywood where we stopped by to fill up the car with gas and do a little food shopping. Gotta eat you know.

So down to Ralps our old shopping place and just head back to the hotel. I needed to have a few things done shopping wise for various people back home but it wil lhave to be on Sunday I guess. I cant really find time to do it tonight or tomorrow. But I will work it out I am sure. So for now it is good night for me and then we will see what tomorrow brings of small suprises I will be telling it all as it unfolds. Much love. Your Hollywood whore. Tx

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18th Of January 2008, First Doings & Hard Spendings...
7:13AM PCT USA
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Good Morning. It was not many hours since I last posted here about my going over adventures. Lol... Well this is what its like as I do these Californian trips. Not much sleep but an awful lot of on the runs. Yeah we woke up in San Diego or Alpine outside of San Diego. I had been tausin and turning most of the night. Had a har time sleeping. can not really say why. But I was up and felt really rested at around 6.45AM local time here. I started to go through alot of things that were already here. I mean my lot of the Motley Crue stuff "stored" here. I had to do what I did best when it came to packing. There were a whole corner of things here that really had to get packed so carefully I can hardly explain.

But somehow I again managd to take one suitcase and fill it to the max. On the side I had two packed huge boxes here now that simply was to be invested in with shipping fees and shit. In other words I had to send these two boxes home with US postal services. So here we were putting all this shit together the best possible way and we had to kind of go by the post office to ship these things off before started headng to Los Angeles / Hollywood. But the re was absolutely no problem in that. Why? Cause it was just round the corner for ones. Lol... Normally all this stuff is so out the way here from where we are but not today. felt good. So we had our serial and then started to pack the car. It ones again looked like we were doing a 2 weeks long vacation to the end of the world. But we werent. We had a really short 4 days up there north of where we were right now and nothing more.

It was a good morning for me. No hard times no illness no shit no bull no negativity. I felt like this is what it should always be when doing these things. I felt it was time to grab some paper and get things written down for what we wanted to do and all. I id not have much to do this time (feels weird) bt it kind of felt good too. This was just the first or second step in the direction of my 2008 resolution of getting things cleared of what I have all over the USA.

I got the two big boxes shipped off at the post office, there went again a good 150 dollars in just shipping. I then had to kind of do a little calculating so I would not be badly suprised when we get to Monday or something. We drove off from Alpine, San Diego towards L.A. We had a smooth ride up there and no problems at all. All went well with the stereo screaming out Volbeat and Clawfinger for the ride. AS we drove by the L.A. skyuline I started feeling this is so surreal. I really cn not do this. Financially. Not already after the September thing. I have not gotten the money for this. But for the love of god it was nice to be back. It was nice to be here again and to cover what was to be covered. Mostly the Crue stuff that was laying around here. I could not really believe that it felt so good to get things all set and shipped out. Now a pile was heading towards Denmark after all. And beoing bere brought back so many appreciated memories that i felt goosebumbs all over for a split second. To do it again with my old travelling partner was kind of a mixture of a great and yet weird feeling too. Not in a negaive way please dont make me explain myself it would take a long time that I in time dont have this morning.

Found our hotel checked in and then off to what we had to do. A bite to eat and the very little shopping list was opend up and started in on. Not much but we had to do this. I think a lot of what was to be done should be a walk in the park and it was. It took not long befoe the first to places were covered not to be vicited again on this trip.
Back to the hotel get a few things and then yes.... all of a sdden it was 3PM that Wednesday afternoon and we wereabout to head north. A good 8 miles north of Hollywood to a place where a guy from the T.J. Foundation was living. This guy was a dude that I had to pick up a lot of Vince Neil stuff from. This guy had a chance to do a whole lot of something for me in the sence of what has to do with the three Neil ongoings yearly. The Skylar golf turnament, The poker turnament and the Vince Motley Cruise in January. Actually coming up next week and my frined at this place is going. And I have a now fully covered event there in him too. It feels a bit good to be honest. These things seem to have a really good chance in milking you for money if you have to go and get all from eBay of what is at the event. Not this year not no more. I am glad. One hurtle killed for the future too now. Nice Thanks man.

We drove up there again as easy as a walk in the park. I really like to have some of these people as "friends" they are so much better understanding me from what I am all about it feels. All that the normal people have such a hard time with it seems for some reason and that they often judge me by and then in the end dislike me for. Hard to explain god knows I have tried so many times on here but I think I havd done a decition in not tryng no more. Cause no matter what is said fom me about that people still gets me all wrong. Like I normally say its weird that the business people seme to have an okay liking to my person and the fnas often dont understand it / me and there by turns the not understood somethign into hate. Or what ever it is. Never mond. I have learned mylessons long time ago and I have changed on all that.

So coming in on this guys home ground and meeting him was a great experience for me. I think we talkd for a long time there he told and asked stuff about himself and so did I. All great. I really think it was a sweet time for me. We connected right there and then and al lwas just .. .good. I ended up getting an ass load of things from this dude. I will have him on here as a nameless person to protect him his address and all ... out of respect. But he is a cool guy and I feel we will have a lot coming ion the future. With out bragging I think he felt that too. I looked through, shopped and packed shit. Then we agreed to leave for the Rainbow ba and grill that night together to end out meeting with dinner out and all. Again nice evening but way to fast ...did the time go by. It was insaine.

The Rainbopw bar and grill in Hollywood was only a good 15 minutes away and we talked so much both ways that it felt like we did not even have enough time to talk things through. Ohh well I kind of knew this already. But this time I was good about it. It was okay. Lol... my travelling partner had her steak ordered and half aten as usual when it was time to leave and I had my shared pizza with the man. lol....

Back to his place and throw everything in the car and off we went. Thanks again man. Thanks so much. I mean that.!!!!
The few talks we had before I got out here and the shown activitis from me to him and vise vesa showed trust and bonding that we I think now both feel really good about. So again my man ... thanks a million.
We will meet plenty agian. No doubt about it.
Okay guys....

Time serously runs fast as hell it is now 8:08 Am and we are out the door in a good 20 minutes. I need my shower and I need to get ready. NAMM it is today. God could not come today (Gene Simmons) so his betetr half and partner for 30 years Paul Stanley is there at 11Am to meet n greet and I dont want to miss it. The old childhood passion for KISS is getting a new little memo today. Shaking hands getting my signature and photo ... hell yeah... go Stanley.. lol lol

Later friends .... later.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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17th Of January 2008, Landed & Close To Midnight Local Time
11:29PM PET USA
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So it has been a first day in the new years first travel. Back in the USA. I can hardly believe it. I think there are a good few things that could be told but the complete thoughts of what has rotated in my brains would take an ass load of time here. And that would make me have a sleepless night and there is no way on earth I can do that. Starting off from home like 6AM European time and feeling fairly ill still and over tired and not really having a shit load of strenght to give from, this tomorrow coming would more than likely never apear.

But that is not the case tomorrow will happen. And here is what went on so far in a short told version lol. I left the apartment back in Denmark in the early mornings and i felt not really good what so ever. I met a college at the central station took off to Copenhagen airport to ceck in. There i had kind of my first suprise. No not like it had to be a definate bad one but yet one I could not fully understand. I had a ticket binging me from CPH to Frankfurt, Germany and from there to San Diego. Well..........They at the check in said here you are you are all said tcket to Frankfurt on to San Francisco and ... Heyyy waaaiiitt a minute. What? San Francisco? I did not have a ticket for that city!!! Well no she said and tried to explain to me that the ticket was for the AU109 flight thee but had a landong for a good hour or more in San F. But that I should not care too much for getting off the plain and more.... just relax. And enjoy the ekstra city visit. Yeah well.... what good did that do me after I got to Frankfurt sitting next to a famous danish actor by the way (cool) they in Germany told me "Tommy you gotta get off the plane but sit tight and board agin for another seat on this plane." And finally the last and right version was told to me by the flight staff onboard. I had lto get off the plane go through national passport security and get my bags and re check them for customs.

My god, first off all as always the suitcase and a long poster tube wwas brought checked in in CPH for use in USA to bring home stuff. Then here in San F. my suitcase was lost all of a sudden and I did not know where the domestic terminal was or how to get there. So a long kind of concern started going inside of me till I actually found the damn thing and then headed to al lI had to do here. As I said to put a long story short and being really woried about getting sick again I sat don calm and at eased at gate 85 in the domestic and had now only a 23 minute wait till actuall boarding started for this final flight for the day. Thank god.

IN San Diego it was like this I had rested a good bit from the long over seas flight slept a bit and hwere on the last 95 minute flight I had slept maybe half the way. So it was okay./ Baggge claim and out .. or so I thought. Well after having been tanding there for a long time. Picked up my suitase a lady came ot me asked me my name and said "hey I got a news thing to share with you. Your poster tube is delaid it missed your flight but comes in two hours." No good for me so I made a deal. They delievered it tomorrow at the address I was staying at. United airlines. ......kept their promise. Nice.

Then the pick up fo me by my traveling partner lol lol well I was waiting calling and tild a few things about where she was. Funny she then said "I do not know where you are but you are not in San Diego airport" what the heck..lol lol ofcause I was .She was not at the right terminal. Damn ....lol lol. Ok finally we met and a few things were actually said how about that lol... and home we went,

I thought it would be nice to rest some but damn I did not get much really that fisrst night. Hoppefully tomorrow will be better. What a day it will be... hopefully!!! Telling you more in a few hours. Much love my friends. Tx

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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12th Of January 2008, Serious Trouble & Uncertain Comings
12:54AM CET
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So we passed another midnight. Hmm, well - still scares me how fast time flies by. It is insaine. But thinking about these things can make a guy like myself go nuts. I never ever will gain all dreams and goals ....life is way too short. Anyways, I have great news (if you like jokes) my computer has been cracked by someone out there and gotten a virus. Which means I have no longer a computer to work on the site with as it is right now. I also have not the money for a new. It seems like the last 4 days in my life have forced me up against the wall demanding that every little thing I do is going to cost me a serious amount of money. All doings will take me at least the rest of this year unless i choose to do the second obtion. Which is? yes I know ... might as well say it out loud. Drop it all or drop some of it. Give in. Give up on some of these things. Loose some already started things and owned items. That my friends are the two obtions that I have.

I have tonight local time here seriously thought about something. Escaping from the Crue life for a while. Start saving for some new stuff for my other own self. Like a new TV, a new bed and so on. Just close my eyes and ears to the Crue world for a good long while. I am as of this point totally cut off from my so called normal world without the computer right now. I can not sit here and honestly say that that that will happen. Why not? Cause as said a few times in the history of this sites excistence .. this to me - the Crue - thing is an addiction a chosen one but still....an addition. Like being on drugs. You just do not walk away from it like that. And holding all the shit I do, and have fought for all like I have, it is not an easy thing to even try to convince yourself to take a good long period of time off from and not doing it. Can a junkie take a break? Can an alcoholic take a break? No!!!!! Its either or. You do or you quit.

You all watch me see what happens. Not even I can tell cause I do not know myself. I know as of this point what is a good thing for me an all. But............Yeah well here I am and tomorrow is uncertian. So - watch with me. Latest news is info on this years NAMM show. Sixx is at several stalls this year. Hell even Mr. Paul KISS Stanley is there. Also a bunch of other dudes I kind of like. And the scedual I finally have in hand. The Vince January 2008 cruise have gotten a few more free or open cabbins up for grabs should any fancy it. I for one can not do it. Sad to Say. But there are a few .. so call in (+1)305-648-7115. Get yourself a nice experience.

Tommy Lee is doing some shit these days I dont really could care less about and that the opener and first single gets out March as a pre runner for the later to come new CD "The DIrt" is a wonder ... will it hold Lee or not?!! I can not say if the sixx and Mars and all are still ignoring Lee. Or if he is even with them (again)? There seems to be a Euro tour next winter. Perhaps this time Denmark could be listed? One last time?!!!

I am having a serious tight scedual the last four days before leaving for California. I have no time to actually sit here with this. But I am trying to give up sleep and more for a full one a half days of the four and go to Copenhagen to my stored "dreamdeal" items and bring some of it home. I can in no way or form bring all in one going. Hell I can hardly bring one of the 3 items. Actually there are 4 pieces a little something from the 1994 tour. Some sort of stage curtain. I cant really tell what it is. But it has also on the back the name and address and date of where it was made and all. Sunset Strip some month 94. Have not gotten it here so details are kind of not remembered lol. Sorry. It will get on her e eventually. And that is kind of a really neat collectible lot we have there lads.

Well I am totally off to bed as I should have been a long time ago. Talk to you soon. Somehow some time... love Loyalty*******

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10th Of January 2008, Damn Jesus!! Enjoying The Unbelievable
4:28AM CET
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Some hot damn Wednesday it was. How the heck can I describe this the best? Well, round 1PM yesterday I got the call saying "Im ready dude, let us go pick up the load!!" I think there can only be thought of one damn load here folks. The so called and refered to lot as the "dream deal". Yes mame. I was seriously concerned that we had a problem coming. At the pick up place I mean. I already have the continued and ongoing shit and growing bills in taxes and shit with the import tax offices. It is not over yet. Still after a lot of yelling and getting kind of rude I was aloud to pick up the load and kill the difference still not paid later. This was an ass load of not acceptable situations to get this. But here it is now in my colelction being my private belongins finally.

The orginal "alister fiend" backdrop of the USA 1985 tour and the front stage red curtins two pieces holding a huge "Motley" and on the other "Crue" on the front stage curtains of the 1987 USA tour. I can not even begin to tell you all how cool it feels to hold these totally out of the ordinary collectibels within the Motley Crue world. I am so damn proud. Thanks Herby, thanks Sixx for these totally cool .......what can I say??

It is doctor and hospital time for me this weekend and I have to say I am kind of looking forward to get things looked into bout my hand. I am soon going through operation so these tests and check ups before hitting to the US next Wednesday is jsu tan all good thing if you ask me ... but you dont so you?? lol.
Anyways I am truely looking forward to be feeling the end of a some times very sore right hand. Finally (hopefully) it will come to an end from the operation to come. But first the tests and then USA. And then getting home for an ass load of interviews again and soon Great White, Paul Dianno and more shows on the menu. I am going ot be quiet busy really through out January, February and March. Then we will see whats happening. A lot fo things as said on here earlier too about the site are going to be looked in on and so I hope to be able to present to you all out there some new cool things on here. Time will tell if it happens or not.

To celebrate the grand opening of the much-anticipated Dr. Feelgood's Rock Bar and Grill, the owners are inviting the public to a free street party and concert by rock legend, Vince Neil, MÖTLEY CRÜE's famous front man and a co-owner of the project. The celebration is scheduled to start on Saturday, January 19 at 7:30 p.m. and will take over the 200 block of Clematis Street in Downtown West Palm Beach where fans and Downtown patrons are expected to see Neil and his band perform some of MÖTLEY CRÜE's most famous tracks. The concert will be followed by a rock-inspired ceremonial ribbon cutting to officially open the new venue.

The 8,500 sq. ft. Dr. Feelgood's will feature memorabilia from Neil, including his Count Kustoms choppers and autographed guitars. A giant snake — about eight feet in length (no one wants to get close enough for an accurate measurement) — slithers around a column in the center of the space; booths are covered in faux alligator skin and bar stools in faux snakeskin; dramatic, oversized murals featuring artwork from top '70s, '80s and '90s album covers take center stage on the walls; and the DJ booth is built behind the front end of a '57 Chevy. The venue features multiple bars, go-go platforms, a raised stage for live performances, high-tech light and sound show capabilities and private booth spaces. Dr. Feelgood's will have a full menu and complete bar.

Some more shit have reached my doorstep and will hopefully these next few days get added on here. Just check back with us and you will soon see some more new addings. I am not entirely sure how much I will get on here befoeretake off next week as said cause I seem to have an ocean of things to get done also non Crue site stuff and I have only so little time. Sorry if it is going ot be kind of silent on here for some days now. Maybe it will not be. But in case it will be - sorry. I will have plenty of adventures to tell you all from day to day over there. Do not worry.
Again - the fucking dream deal has finally been picked up and I can not fully understand it just yet. Pictures and stuff will get on here sometime maybe next week or some time at the end of this month. Well something .You know. Gonna be all good ohhh yeah!!! have an awesome weekend should I not talk to you all out there before or during. Peace out Tx

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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8h Of January 2008, So This Is In The Name Of The King
6:38PM CET
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Happy 73 man. You are was and will always be the king of rock n roll.
Today is yes .... The birthday of Elvis Presley.
What a fucking day this has been. I am beyond this calm and easy going feeling. I so have so many things I could tell you from today. But I am not going to go blah blah blah here. No I would rather repeat myself say happy bday Presley. Memphis today is the only place I really and truely would have loved to be at. I really do want to aim for being there in two years. As he would have turned 75. What a huge damn party Memphis will be in. I still love the man that introduced me to music. Or should I say the first artist that made me take notice. I will never stop listening to the man and his music. It is a mind blowing experience everytime for me still after so many damn years.

Have I got news fo ryou on the long stinky saga bout my dreamdeal? Yes I have. It is with out saying the single most stinker of a deal (tax wise) I have ever dealt with. I think we have a good long sadness going on here. I will not make a flashback here and tell what has happend so far you yourself if you want to know .. go through the diearies of December and November. From when it started. Well today I caleld again to be updated and one said "ohh you have not picked it up yet? You should have". Then I was asked to call later and I did talked to the ladys coworker he said "No no no dude you can not have it yet. This cargo has been handled as movement cargo like i had been living in the USA and now moved my private belongings to Denmark, god damn it. Then I asked if I had an additional bill coming my way and when to be picking it up?

Well the answer was "No you will not - you have paid what was to pay already. And you can not really get it till late January as things have to get sorted from bottom. Guess what then 2 hours later I get a call saying You will be billed another good 200 dollars on top of the many hundreds already paid. Plus I got told that I could actully come get it now and they would then just send the bill in the mail. god damn it. What a stinker .....
I will not be ready to go there tomorrow I am sure.

I really feel for letting things go and be put in a new and neutral place that is so far away from reality that I can not even imagine it myself. I have some great things to attend to in the USA next week. But I am not really up for going. I so need to have things happening and that are so non Crue related but fuck man... its like being on drugs this is so tough to let go. It is well...... unreal.

Okay back on a positive note. There are things going to be added this saturday again. Not a whole damn lot but still. I am sure you will enjoy it. Let me get a sad sorry little hour of rest before the nightshift calls upon me. Work. Work. Work. Much love to you all.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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6th Of January 2008, Deals, Pick Ups & Early 08 Thoughts.
5:37PM CET
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Sunday. The first Sunday this year. Kindof a mixed Sunday emotionally. I have had a lot of thoughts today also bout my Crue life. I have so many things running through me again or should I say still. About what to do and how ot do it. I hope my goals for this year will happen will be my win. I so need this. It is now only a good 10 days till lift off flor California. I think there are a lot of things I wonder about to this trip. But i also for thefirst no.. sorry...the secind time in my life I feel like i am happy it is not the longest trip. It feels like I am about to go quickly over and head quickly home again. The reason for it is I think the person I am to meet is not really too eager to feed the friendship with what it should be fed with. Sad. How ever I am gong to take things home and there will be plenty to look work with here late January.

The Vince lot is safe and a set thing now too. I have been talking back and forth with a now t believed can become a great new friend of mine. Most if not all will be brought hme too. Of the neil lot I mean. You saw examples of what it holds in the first posting on here last time. The bottles of the now long gone Wines and Tequila are also in this lot so finally I have them all in a good few weeks. Nice. I am glad about this. There will be a lot of cool other things and hopefully some neat things will happen to oat NAMM. But the first thing to happenthere will be the 17th the day after arrival. We are going Hollywood for sure. This is where the Neil deal is going ot take place. It is an inside connection to Neil evets now that i have and I am more proud and happy about it than I can even begin to tell you.

Namm well Namm holds one Nikki Sixx this and a ton of other artists that I think is quiet cool. Even Some people that I would like to see there for sure. L.A. Guns, Athena, Cage but them we will also have a private date with at the singers home and beachhouse in San Diego. Thats about it really. No worries. There will be plenty to document even though its a seriously short trip and a well scrapped version of a US holiday compared to every other time I have gone. Wonder if any of my so called US friends are ever gonna invets any money in our friendships like I am doing all thetime by coming here or not?? With Sixx there I want to have my picture taken but more importantly i want his smashed bass from the greatest hits tour signed along with his worn boots in the photo shoot to the "Heroin Diaries" book. Thats all I am looking for. It is the 3 day eent coming up shortly find out more on the website of the NAMM event.

The dreamdeal and the local tax import officies hopefully let me go pick upthe lot tomorrow Monday or Tuesday!!
I am so sick and tired of that too. What the fuck are they doing? It is simply a joke. But maybe tomorrow cna be the final talk to them about all this stuff. And then hopefully just go get it. I will be back here with a diary posting one of them days I am sure, should it come to it that I am actually going. So within the next 48 hours I will know way more.
See you on here shortly again. Enjoy your Sunday where ever you are - peace out.

Mcrueloyalty.dk

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1st Of January 2008 - Happy New Year Are We All Good?
8:23PM CET
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Hopefully all of you out there got into the new year just fine. With a little bit of hang over today but a lot of rock n roll last night? Yes? Good? No? Bad!!!! I myself as said have been at work and shit but I am not complaning though it did feel a bit weird and wrong last night. But I am all good now at least with that. Today I am tired not ill not having no hang over no nothing just tired. Sleepy!!! But ones again happy new year to you all.


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